I Eat Me Beat Me Make Me Write Bad Checks

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 3 People

    Only the united beat of sex and the heart can create ecstasy. Whenever you do something that is not aligned with the yearning or your soul—you create suffering. I with a...
    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 21
    I'm going to miss you all so much and I hope life does not allow us to lose the connections we have made in here. Many old and many new friends and all so very dear to my heart...
    Lee124 Lee124
    41-45, F
    6 Responses Apr 20
    I wanna do a lighter post I guess before it's the end. Almost like a finale. I just don't know exactly what to write about, but I might just write about a few random things that...
    rana3434 rana3434
    41-45, F
    Apr 20
    So, I'm thinking this might be my last experience to write on EP. I made my account after deleting Facebook. I just wanted that outlet. When I look back to the day I first made...
    ExploreroftheUnknown ExploreroftheUnknown
    18-21, M
    Apr 19
    I am so beyond damaged. These memories burn in my mind. Why couldn't he just confront the fact that he has hurt me? Having a girlfriend shouldn't make you not care about other...
    Redstrings Redstrings
    22-25, F
    Apr 19
    Hey, So I'm posting this because I'm really struggling and contemplating ending everything because I can't see a way out. Any advice, past experience, hope, people in the same boat...
    ShellFlower119 ShellFlower119
    18-21, F
    Apr 19
    MY BROTHER I didnt see the struggle, i didnt see your pain. The trust you showed to one and all a fake used for their gain. I can't forgive not seeing you each and every day. My...
    GonnaRockYourWorld GonnaRockYourWorld
    36-40, M
    Apr 18
    I am a fake/phony who will never amount to anything. I am weak. I will never achieve any goals. I will never write what I want because I have nothing to write about that's worth...
    BernadetteAshley BernadetteAshley
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 17
    Writing makes me feel so alive, like I have a story to tell. Sometimes, during random timesin my life, I like to imagine how that specific moment would be written out in a novel or...
    pandemonium19 pandemonium19
    13-15, F
    Apr 17
    I want friends. I don't want a lot. Just a few. Two or three really good friends who aren't the extremely outgoing type that randomly shout stuff in a crowded room to remind people...
    Nineismyname Nineismyname
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 16
    The heart the heart is a complicated thing it believes lies when the brain knows the truth it's stubborn it sees the good in everything no matter how broken no matter how evil no...
    Smileydork Smileydork
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    Well, I have returned. Why ? Because since I heard the news of EP shutting down I knew I have to come here one more time to take a stroll down the memory lane before it's too...
    PhoenixTearz PhoenixTearz
    31-35, M
    Apr 16
    Firstly sory for my bad english Im a 1st year college student and im in love with my senior. When i frst saw him i think tht i just like his face, and i got it all wrong. I met him...
    Foodx Foodx
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    I wrote both of these poems to my moms address so she could read them Dear mom : If you rejected me out of your life this time I won't come back or give you another chance mama...
    LucidxxShivery LucidxxShivery
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
    Mama why: The tears in my eyes are falling down My face as you read this you'll cry too because it's true in my life I had try to understand mom Why you hurt me inside Why you...
    LucidxxShivery LucidxxShivery
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
    I lay here on the sand listening to the ocean waves crash as they come in. I feel the ocean breeze blow at my face. I close my eyes and see your face, I feel you near. Your touch I...
    poetz13 poetz13
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    My friends talked about their most embarrassing moments and to be honest some were pretty funny. My most embarrassing moment wasn't so bad and maybe I've had a worst experience but...
    alexander0525 alexander0525
    13-15, M
    Apr 14
    On Sunday, we went to Torrance and I ate Panda Express. I love the teriyaki from there, I always order a lot of teriyaki chicken with alot of steamed rice. While I was eating, I...
    ColonelLynchwater64 ColonelLynchwater64
    16-17, M
    Apr 12
    we were together from 3 years ,get separated for 5 years ,then we met again ,but only for 2 years ,It was two days after the valentine's day ,when I'd lost her forever.It was hard...
    MaidenForever MaidenForever
    18-21, M
    Apr 12
    Since EP is closing and I have been advised by my doctor to not go on social sites for now because of how horrific stress ailments are for me right now, (I will still be going...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 11
    Eyes watering, letting me know that am human 
Fake smiles, deceiving eyes 
Snake eyes lurking in the grass let me know when you're ready 
Never drop down to the lower...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    5 Responses Apr 11
    Death the inevitable Death the unknown feared by all withering bodies like autumn leaves crumbling at one touch age is consuming like death isn’t enough no 
nothing is ever...
    Smileydork Smileydork
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Apr 11
    This is a quote I wrote for a poetry book I am working on for one of my friends. I thought I'd share it here even though it's in her book. To SMG from me: "The stage is set. I won...
    loveismyfriend loveismyfriend
    36-40, F
    Apr 10
    Growing up, I read many fairytales. That may be the reason I believe in magic and happy endings and fate. But it fueled my imagination and inspired me to write. I started out...
    Smileydork Smileydork
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 9
    When I was younger i use to write a lot of them and loved reading books filled with poetry. Everytime we were required to make poems in school would be so happy. Then after a few...
    Rockandrollfan Rockandrollfan
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Apr 9
    FOR THE LOVE OF GOD I CANNOT JUST FIX MY EATING DISORDER I FKING CAN'T IF I TOLD SOMEONE TO JUST STOP BEING DEPRESSED OR JUST STOP HAVING ANXIETY ATTACKS I WOULD BE A FKING A...
    Indigo27 Indigo27
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Apr 8
    cocoon hangs empty security traded for the beat of new wings
    ipromiseillbefine ipromiseillbefine
    18-21, F
    Apr 8
    Yesterday, I finally got my new cell phone at metro pcs since my old phone wouldn't charge no more. As soon as got the phone I downloaded Clash Royale on the Google Play Store I...
    Freeman33 Freeman33
    16-17, M
    Apr 7
    I'm a newie to this and honestly wasnt sure which group to write in....I supposed this was best as it is abit of everything...all random thoughts and feelings in my head. Dont even...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7
    I loved him. But I hated him once. Now I love him again. What if that event did not happen? What if he were always the same kind father? Would I have become who I am today? I don...
    dreamhigh23 dreamhigh23
    18-21, F
    Apr 7
    Just so you know, my entire education was done in French. Yeah, we used Spanish at home because that was my parents' rule, but otherwise, it was all written in French at school...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 7
    Think. Think about what you eat, Don’t you know it comes from the World Under our feet? Think about words that you say; They come right back at you like Fertiliser spray We...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife
    26-30, M
    Apr 6
    I began writing with the intent to develop it as an art form sometime around 2011. Reading has helped the process a great deal: literature, generally about 3-4 books a month, and...
    hartfire hartfire
    56-60, F
    Apr 6
    Opening sequence to: DARK VOYAGE CHAPTER ONE SEPTEMBER NORTH SEA 'The wonder is always new that any sane man can be a sailor' Ralph Waldo Emerson “That looks ugly...
    helensusanswift helensusanswift
    18-21, F
    Apr 6
    3 months in. I've had a lot of good days, I've had more bad. The more time that passes, the good days happen more frequently & the bad days happen less. I find I'm able to deal...
    kchristine7 kchristine7
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 5
    I used to just eat chocolate. That's it. It wasn't special. I don't know what changed, but I love it now. I love it so much! My mom buys me chocolate regularly. I have it stored...
    MarioT96 MarioT96
    18-21, M
    Apr 5
    A bucket list of 100 things i want to do and see a must in my lifetime 1. Travel all over the world and experience all culture get in the heart of the country. 2. Swimming...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee
    22-25, F
    Apr 4
    My Chemistry teacher Mr.Pacheco told us to study for our benchmarks and go over our note books on chemical equations . Today I'm going to the gym to work out for 2 hours and maybe...
    Callmebigjeff Callmebigjeff
    18-21, M
    Apr 4
    So during the weekend I kicked it with the homies at my crib. I was grounded and wasn't allowed to leave the house all weekend so when I canceled on the homies they just came to my...
    DonJuan71 DonJuan71
    18-21, M
    Apr 4
    Today has been a great day for me. It's going by really quick actually. Yesterday, me and my girlfriend went to Santa Monica and we had a lot of fun. Then she went home (sadly...
    ColonelLynchwater64 ColonelLynchwater64
    16-17, M
    Apr 4
    I'm male but I got beat up by a girl. I didn't want to hit her cause I knew I'd knock her out. We were 13 at the time. She had been in many fights before and had never lost, and...
    Tegrais134 Tegrais134
    16-17, M
    Apr 4
    Sit by the seashore It will captivate your soul It will bring you peace
    GoodMorningStarshine GoodMorningStarshine
    70+, M
    Apr 4
    Leah wakes up to her eyes burning from the bright lights on the roof. Sweating and barely awake, she tries to break free her hands from the chair. She hears a voice in the...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    2 Responses Apr 3
    Thank you EP EP was always there when i was sick or had an accident and out of bound so couldn’t get out or go anywhere so EP helped me be useful sharing stories helping others...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee
    22-25, F
    Apr 3
    35 years old married, 2 kids I was cought up a lot in my job until i lost my wife she got fed up from me and left me we live in Dubai She left to our home country "Algeria" she is...
    Amine1981 Amine1981
    31-35, M
    Apr 3
    Another Night in HeartBreak Hollywood Woke up, around 4pm, springtime’s sunlight, through my bedroom window shining in, I’m in a house, somewhere off Mulholland, had a call...
    AaronLA AaronLA
    31-35, M
    Apr 3
    Feeling hungry, need to eat
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Apr 2
    I haven't been diagnosed with anorexia but I think I'm anorexic. I starve myself and if I do eat I make myself throw it up. Just the thought of eating disgusts me. Food brings fat...
    justmadison justmadison
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 1
    Oh hell yes.... Oh I saw that and you know I did.... Just a quick bite of that lower lip, followed by that glance to see if I caught it. Well there you go, the boyish grin you...
    Extant1 Extant1
    51-55, M
    1 Response Apr 1
    i i have a journal and i love write how i feel it makes me feel better
    girlsnightout123 girlsnightout123
    18-21, F
    Apr 1
    the beatles make me so happy i love them all so much!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 1
    I'm not sure exactly how I'm suppose to write this. Sometimes I worry that my mum watches my account and the things I've shared here are too personal for anyone at home to know yet...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee
    70+, F
    14 Responses Apr 1
    So its been a week since i've been at work. Im currently working at a quesadilla stand but I haven't worked so im low on cash. I think ill probably work as a cashier since im...
    DonJuan71 DonJuan71
    18-21, M
    Mar 31
    Later in the afternoon my mom is going to show me how to park the car in reverse . I'm pretty excited because I'm finally get the time to take my time driving a car . Later I'm...
    Callmebigjeff Callmebigjeff
    18-21, M
    Mar 31
    This is my favorite japanese short film.i'm gonna tell you this story(it took for an hour to write this hahaha) If you have little time,stay here and keep reading to the last...
    genjiipiexx genjiipiexx
    31-35, F
    Mar 31
    I'm quite pleased with this little creation haha. Got bored at work so started typing. As I sat in my chair watching everyone dance across the dance floor in such wonder, I...
    wonderland63893 wonderland63893
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 31
    Grief When someone hurts you at your very core, someone you would have trusted with your life and they betray you there is grief. The last time I hurt this bad I was in high...
    Doomflower Doomflower
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Mar 30
    Hey everyone, I wasn't really sure who to turn to so I decided to post here. I turned 18 in january. Since last september, I have lost about 25 pounds. Right now I am 5'7 and 138...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 30
    embedded Tattooed on my brain Hieroglyphics of pain Shattered memories Replaced by tragedies Barely beating heart Shredded and torn apart Memories encased Just want erased...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 30
    This was my plan. Funny thing about deadlines...they tend to make me get things done. I hear the EP clock ticking, and I want to write as many stories as I can before time runs...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 30
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