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I Eat Me Beat Me Make Me Write Bad Checks

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    I know that this sounds stupid, but my mother doesn't feed me. She used to, make food like rice, chicken, potatoes, and she put it in containers that we could all eat from. I was...
    ICanTotallySurvive ICanTotallySurvive 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Nope. It dont. It makes me normal. Disabled by them and society. But normal. Since clinton. According to net surveys. Lmao. Dysfunctional has been normal...
    converted converted 46-50, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    What did you think would happen - I watch with compassion as you grow old. I feel sadness as your body is becoming fragile and your mind is becoming forgetful. The look in your...
    visionofvenus visionofvenus 41-45, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i love doing all of those things. ppl ask me in school. Its cool to have a friends who does all those things together in one
    princess5678 princess5678 13-15 3 days ago

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    "Refuse to inherit dysfunction. Learn new ways of living instead of repeating what you lived through." Thema Davis
    Aimee17 Aimee17 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    Every time I work in my garden or paint a meaningless painting, I imagine Adolf Hitler painting, Churchill tending his roses and Khomeini meditating under his apple tree. I guess I...
    discovery5 discovery5 41-45, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My binge eating has gone so bad, I gained 50 lbs in 6 months. I feel worse than terrible.
    DyeHard DyeHard 16-17, F Jul 19

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    Exactly when I'm sad or when I'm thinking a lot eating will make me reeeeeelaaaaax :))
    Honeyyas Honeyyas 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    If emotions are just chemical reactions, can we reverse the structure and erase them all? and if people were figments of, our imagination, will it help us understand? days past by...
    LifeAfterBlake LifeAfterBlake 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Author's note: I'm sorry if all this doesn't make sense. It was written to understand, and I worked through a lot writing it. It feels odd posting it but I haven't posted here in a...
    theologian theologian 18-21, M Jul 4

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    I feel as if I may finally be becoming the writer I have always wanted to be and have always felt I was meant to be. Here is a story I have been working on. It is called "Life In...
    lyricalongings lyricalongings 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    It might not make sense, but this is what I was thinking about a few nights ago: Why is it that the people who you let get close are the ones that end up hurting you the most? Why...
    ConcealedWildheart ConcealedWildheart 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    It's like in the Lord of the Rings when Smeagol says to Gollum, "Go away, and never come back!" and then starts laughing and jumping up and down, shouting, "Smeagol is free!" That...
    selbeditor selbeditor 18-21, F Jul 18

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    . I like to make up songs while I'm brushing my teeth! And it makes me laugh when I hear myself ! 2. I'm hopelessly addicted to using exclamations points excessively!!!! 3. I have...
    Alicexnum2 Alicexnum2 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    Part 1 It was the lunch hour for Sister Angela Marie's third grade class and one child could hardly eat the noodles his mother had packed. He would fork some up to his mouth and...
    Eitan Eitan 22-25, M Jul 14

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    I write dark poetry. Dark poetry for a dark soul :) I am well acquainted with misery. Due to that familiarity, I write dark poems about loneliness, pain, unwanted love, and broken...
    dourpenguin dourpenguin 18-21, M 7 hrs ago

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    That night when you stood on my front porch for the first time with your head down when I opened the door were you shy? scared? sleepy? or simply, slyly calculating? Did you...
    qv524 qv524 56-60, F 3 hrs ago

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    It reeks, suddenly, of an unknown stench. I can't place it, so I rapidly go through my memories.. in a failing attempt to make it familiar. What is it? I ask myself. Does it...
    pretender1326 pretender1326 26-30, M 28 mins ago

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    I'm so sad. And it's not the kind of sad that you'll get over in a second or two. I'm really ******* sad. Like doing a test and suddenly about to cry sad. Like the kind of sad that...
    kelaaax3 kelaaax3 16-17, F Jul 15

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    My dads. Is being a jerk. He comes home. I tell him I tried to take care of his girlfriends dogs but they growled and barked at me and it scared me so I left them. He said Then I...
    KovusShame KovusShame 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Can you write a storey in three words?
    johnjw johnjw 36-40, M 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    More often than not I can eat all I want and not feel bad, but lately I've felt more compelled to give in to an old middle school habit of mine. My eating disorder, though mild...
    TeaspoonEm TeaspoonEm 16-17, F Jul 12

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    I'm eating pancakes for lunch as I type this. It's 3:08pm by the way. Breakfast food is acceptable 24/7. :)
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    There are feelings that you only keep to yourself, unspoken anger, unspoken pains...based on my experience, when I feel this, I grab a paper and a pen and start to write all about...
    lemongrass09 lemongrass09 46-50, F 3 Responses Jun 28

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    I'm really not sure what to say. It started really slowly. On days that I had somewhere to go and I was wearing something form fitting, I wouldn't eat until I got home into my...
    SophiaMadelineRose SophiaMadelineRose 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I have just come from the hospital,had 2 moles removed one from each arm,told today that the moles were malignant but they think they were able to remove,as those in my circle know...
    thecarer thecarer 51-55, M Jul 9

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    I have written a poem ... Give me hope I can't cope I'm so worried Always hurried Never know what's gonna happen Don't really feel like clapping Can't let out my feelings...
    AWESOME103 AWESOME103 13-15, F Jul 18

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    When can I write? about my trails and tribulations, triumphs and downfalls. When can I write that beautifully profound lyrics and beats again? I feel stifled as an artist and haven...
    OneHowlToTheMoon OneHowlToTheMoon 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    Stay away from eating disorders and prevent them when you can! They will basically destroy your life, your relationships with friends, love, and family, your body, your mind, YOU...
    starsarediamonds starsarediamonds 13-15, F Jul 7

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    Okay so I'm really stressed out right now because of family and such and so a good way for me to get that stress out is making lists, so que music "These are a few of my...
    Ashley1421 Ashley1421 13-15, F Jul 15

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    Get off the grass. My son has been working his arse off to learn how to skate. i am of two minds on the whole idea. I hate it... because i as a mom, hate to see him fail. Hate to...
    SweetKiester SweetKiester 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    Jealousy. It makes me want to starve right now. As a social anxiety sufferer, I never get to do anything in my life. I'm always cooped up indoors on the weekends. "Social" is...
    Misfitbrokentoy Misfitbrokentoy 46-50, F Jul 12

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    Unity Look, Can you see the glow? Listen, Can you here the drum? Touch, Can you feel the heat? The tender glow, Iridescence of a beautiful soul. The pounding beat, A heart...
    Roxanne1960 Roxanne1960 51-55, M 1 Response Jul 16

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    I was beaten by my older brother, he was 3 years older than me and bipolar. He was a great brother when he wasn't mad at me, take me fishing, bike riding and all that stuff...but...
    phil2014 phil2014 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Happy summer everyone! I am now off school for the summer and excited for senior year next year! One more year of school and I can move out and my brothers can never hurt me again...
    Sylvielynn Sylvielynn 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    I was a gymnast when I was younger and gymnastics was my life. When I was about 11, I was getting really conscious about my weight and the way I looked. I started skipping meals...
    caribbeanbabe808 caribbeanbabe808 13-15, F Jul 8

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    No this is not a story from no personal experience whatsoever ^w^ Hector: You lying- Me: Whatsoever ^w^' Non-sarcastically speaking sarcasm is great X{3 Hector: Good your having...
    SquirrellyGal2493 SquirrellyGal2493 18-21 1 Response Jul 17

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    The Restless Heart of Ones Soul: Trinity Has it been that long since I have set foot upon these great halls of life's chapters? I come not bringing Hope and Faith but thoughts...
    GateKeepersLight9 GateKeepersLight9 26-30, M Jul 19

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    Lonely There’s the quiet… desolate silence eating away at the spaces between the walls The ringing of the telephone in your mind, to remind you - no one call’s The emergent...
    Atromitos Atromitos 31-35 1 Response a week ago

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    This is from my old profile: So we had to pick different lines from Transcendentalist poets to write in English. All of mine are from Whitman: A few light kisses, My own breath in...
    BigBlittleb123 BigBlittleb123 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    A friend and I wrote this. It holds a special meaning to me. Never Ending Pain Have you ever had someone reach into your chest and...
    UchigawaNiShinda UchigawaNiShinda 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Boiling a pan of water may seem like the most innocuous activity and in fact it's something I do every day but there is the rush of bad memories that came from that. Sometimes I...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F 4 days ago

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    I get frusrated so often when i write. My mind and heart says one thing but my hands are like a different part of me.like someone else body hooked to my brain. Some zombie or...
    WildSherry13 WildSherry13 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Sometimes I just wanna die But then say goodbye To my only guy? I'd rather see my heart untie before my eyes. I love your smile, My heart beats like I've run a mile. You've...
    heyapple69 heyapple69 66-70, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Anorexia and bulimia seemed so distant to me when I was growing up. It seemed completely irrational to me that someone could just not eat, and puking seemed impossible to force...
    rachelthedreamer rachelthedreamer 16-17, F 15 hrs ago

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    Ever since I was little I loved performing. At five I preformed original poetry. At six I wrote and acted in a one girl play. (Thanks Dad for building the set). So I guess it's no...
    KateTheStraightedge KateTheStraightedge 16-17, F Jun 30

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    this is me. damaged, broken me. there nothing special about me, im just an average women trying to muddle through life with ease. i was always a 'strange' child according to people...
    littlemiss052014 littlemiss052014 22-25, F 3 Responses