I Embrace Life

I'm not some consolation prize
Not gonna be a back up plan
If I can't be your everything,
Then you can't be my man.
Aint gonna be no 'drunk dial'
Not gonna be your midnight text queen
If you can't even dial the numbers
Then  I'm not...

Life will often bring you to these forks in the road. You may find yourself staring down the less crowded road with a bit of anxiety and doubt. Sometimes, it is essential we take this road, so we may experience who we really are and why...

Sitting in the sunroom.. watching the birds feed and the rose buds bloom.. It's warm out but a cooling gust rushes in.. it smells like electricity. Big gloppy drops pound hard, but sporatically...Soon it falls out of the sky like a...

With in the mind, is a maze. A maze that twists and turns, confuses and demeans all those who stand before it so much, that its a defense, a shield. Even ones self have trouble facing what their own conscious has created.

Fear...

I want to dream . Dream alive. Dream in living.
Live as I dream. Be as I am in dream.

It seems I tasted this bittersweet dreaming of dreaming in life living. Yet I can't seem to dream.

I dream at night and live the dream.
I long to...

Holding back is so hard
Filled with so much emotion
Pressurized until near explosion
Who am I to wish such things?
Dream such dreams?
 
Time so short for such elation
This fantasy, my mind’s vacation
Wishing to be the...

Do we, as a people, just sit back and let life come to us? It does seem that way from time to time. It seems, to me, that most folks will do the absolute minimum and no more than is required of them, simply to get by. I say find your...

Today I venture out. I am at a tavern style bar and grill and have already been served a Heineken. Maybe I have celebration on my mind. I am optimistic that my neck/arm pain is going to subside and more importantly, I...

For most of my career I have been in business management, an executive you might say, a CFO, a president, though I never really felt comfortable with the term “executive”. A few years ago I had a falling out with...

You're not a lame ass, redneck, gambling, cheating, stupid military brat.You're not a needy, stalker freak who'll always 'Be Watching Me, Every Step I Take... Every Move I Make'.You're not a slobbery kisser, daddy's trust fund snob.You...

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Existence, the effort of will 生きる（いきる) = 頑張り （がんばり）
Once upon a time
came by this world a child
Who feared life
from the first breath.
But the mother
and the...

I am afraid.  I am so tired of being afraid.  Where is my security in the midst of the storms?  My lifeboat in the safe harbor? 
Why am I afraid?  Is it the uncertainty of an unknown future?  My life...

I think for the most part, life is about getting over yourself.
And I think i have gotten over myself, for now.

Throughout my life I have been having crushes on girls. This is not something new to me, I always brushed them aside.
I...

This is something I can honestly say now. And it is an awesome feeling to be able to (at least the majority of the time). At the very least, I feel for the first time in my life that I am trying to embrace life more. That's not to say I...

I was born with unique gifts. There are people with similar gifts as such and I have met a few of them. The gift of clairaudience, clairsentience, clairvoyance, extrasensory perception (ESP),precognition and a form of hyperthymesia...

Life is full of unforeseen lessons, occurrences and interactions, one of which is that one should not say never. When never is used, it then becomes a matter of time when whatever we are vehement about happens. Do not dispel the...

It's been a long time since I have felt joyful per se. However, today was one of those wonderful, feel good days. I picked up my new puppy. Some say she is a mid-life crisis puppy (too funny)! Others say, are you crazy, puppies are so...

WRITERS BLOCK

Hello old friends, my pen & tiny lined micro composition book here on the train ride to work  Where have you been hiding, oh sparkly minds eye? Too many thoughts to place into semblance; too little as I block...

In all the worlds mysteries, the hardest one to decipher is love in all its glory. Every human being thrives for it, even those who claim it to be overrated or unreal, they still, deep down wish it to be real. Wish to find it. It is...