I Emotionally Drained

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    Emotionally Drained

    Emotionally drained,Have been,Life was the pits,Somehow,This is no more,I'm movin' on,Livin' life,It's begun again,I'm no longer drained.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Feb 19, 2012
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 21, 2015

    not really in this six months,

    but tonight yes even beautiful songs are choking me
    sunshinandgreenx sunshinandgreenx
    31-35, F
    Dec 6, 2015

    I think my husband may have some mental illness

    but he refuses to go to the doctors and refuses to take medication We haven't been close physically or emotionally in years heck we haven't kissed or hugged or showed any emotion this year so far but back towards what I was first saying his moods swing so badly and so quickly...
    Virgo1981 Virgo1981
    31-35, F
    Aug 18, 2014

    I have so much decisions to make

    but I don't know wether to follow my heart or my head.. I'm so drained I need a long holiday away from everyone..
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 1, 2014

    Today he took the kids

    for the first time ALONE! I am a total mess. I am not used to the silence. I know its better they are not here but, I miss them!
    WastedShadedDaylight WastedShadedDaylight
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Jun 27, 2015

    I just dont know anymore.

    I dont know what is the right thing to do and say and what is the wrong thing to do and say.I use to be such a strong willed person who didn't give two ***** about people who hurt me. Now I feel weak and submissive and try to do anything or say anything to keep that person in my...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet
    26-30, F
    Apr 11, 2014

    Emotionally Only

    I still have my life. And my brain, and my hope, and my health. And a roof on top of my head. That's more than some have. I just don't believe in feelings.   I'm emotionally drained from varied abuses I've lived since I was little. Drained for going on and biting it, often...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 7, 2008

    Investing time in people

    who don't really care.... Tired of always being wrong...saying, doing, and feeling the wrong things.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 6, 2015

    I sit here and I think to myself.

    What do u want from me? ive given everything to u. and u, u barely give. I mean im grateful for what u do, do. I just idk. although I realized last night its all apart of the game. apart of the process to "mold" me, to "groom" me. to keep a state of constant confusion, to wear...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 30, 2014

    Beyond Emotionally Drained.

    Not only emotionally drained, but also mentally. I really don't know how much more I can take. Because everything feels like it's sucking me down with it. I just feel so tired of everything. It's not suicide, I know I could never do that to myself with all the work I've done to...
    xXPsychochic56 xXPsychochic56
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 28, 2011

    Many Times I Feel The Same

    it is like i am just doing time here, most of the time i onlt see others if they want something or need help i have a few that help out here for an hour or so each day so i can get away and do things i need to do but other wise onlyif the need money for step kids or others need...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Jun 25, 2011

    I don't feel much anymore.

    I feel like I just exist.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 27, 2014

    I am tired of investing myself in the very few

    I felt I was close with and have them take everything out of me for their own needs, and not caring about mine...not that I ever ask for much...just see me as a person.I am emotionally drained trying to make simple connections with people so I can have something or someone...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 1, 2015

    After yesterday I honestly don't have energy

    for anything. Crying is about all I can do at this point and my tears are running out. I went to bed crying and woke up doing the same. He and I have big decisions to make. We do know what we have to do. It's just realizing that the last 15 years of my life were spent fighting...
    WastedShadedDaylight WastedShadedDaylight
    31-35, F
    2 Responses May 4, 2015

    One thing I hate going through is experiencing

    being emotionally tired. I have lost interest in things that I used to love like socialising with people, which I don't know how to do anymore. It bothers me sometimes because, I think to myself that I shouldn't be putting myself through this. I feel as if i am being punished...
    meeeemzi meeeemzi
    18-21, F
    Mar 19

    Confused.

    As the sun creeps through from bhind my curtins my first thought is of dispair, i lay bk down and pull the covers tightly over my head, anything to stop the sun...anything to stop the misary of another day. But as i lay there in the dark i feel the panic start to rise, the...
    fatgirl25 fatgirl25
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 31, 2009

    Heavy Sigh

    Ever just not know where you are or what day it is. I know I'm breathing but I'm so mixed up that I don't know which way is up. It's like being in the ocean, diving down into the dark and not knowing which way to go to get out. Only I don't have an air tank and I feel like I'm...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Oct 10, 2007

    Only Sometimes

    I seem to put my all into everything I do, maybe that's the probably, sometimes it just get's that little bit too much and I feel emotionally drained. But most of the time I'm happy so I have no complaints x
    deschanel deschanel
    16-17, F
    Aug 9, 2009

    Unfortunately, by choice.

    I let life get to me. Life is gonna be life- it's its job; it is what it is. My job is to overcome it. And I let things, places, people, mental and physical things break me down to the point where I'm crawling around trying to gather up all the pieces. Ugh, but it's like trying...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 19, 2015

    Drained

    I feel very drained lately when it comes to people. Lot's of energy when it comes to my two loves (acting, and special someone), but so many people in my life wanting things from me. It feels like they are clawing at my limbs. Pulling at me. Dragging me into their black hole...
    Feb 16, 2013

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