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I Ended My Affair

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    I ended my affair in Oct 2013,

    I then cleared my head and filed for divorce! My divorce was finalized December 2013. I am happy my affair is over and marriage they were both a lie and I was living it, but not anymore!!!!
    Beautifulnbroken Beautifulnbroken 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 18, 2014

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    A powerful paragraph,

    quite emotional when I read this!
    Lonelyman1977 Lonelyman1977 36-40 1 Response Apr 5

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    Day 4 NC. Everything Is Grey.

    Day 4 of no contact. I’ve read all the books. I’ve watched all the shows. I should have known better, but I was a victim of hope. Until I got far enough into my affair I had no idea that being a “victim of hope” was even a thing.. But it is. We had worked together...
    lyrics101 lyrics101 41-45, F 6 Responses Aug 12, 2013

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    I saw him last night

    for a few hours. Just to talk. It was hard for both of us but the hardest part is missing the friendship. Maybe it's too soon but we are trying to be just friends again. While I love spending time with him, saying goodbye at the end hurt a lot.
    friendofmine friendofmine 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 11, 2014

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    Party Over Here!!! -- Oh Yeah...??

    So I did it. I really did this time.  Three weeks and counting.  3.5yrs of my life now punctuated and relegated to secret stashes of forbidden electronic images.  For the first time in just about as long as I can remember, I am a "virtuous" woman.  I can drag my a$$ to...
    Colormevibrant Colormevibrant 46-50, F 7 Responses Mar 20, 2013

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    I feel so sad. It ended

    after a fight about him being selfish and inconsiderate of me when I am the opposite with him. I know I broke it off, but I miss him. I blocked his number off for two days because I didn't trust myself not to call or text him back like the other times. He did try to call twice...
    lolababy71 lolababy71 41-45, F 1 Response Jun 2, 2014

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    love is a drug love is a sickness love is a

    cure too good luck to all lovers
    mintttt mintttt 41-45 May 18

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    I Ended My Affair.

    I've been trying to end my affair for the last month.  I also tried to end my affair last week, but he talked me out of it.  I've been doing a lot of thinking and talking to it about friends it and I was killing myself.  We went away together a month ago. ...
    tks tks 36-40, F 26 Responses Oct 26, 2007

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    I Know Exactly How It Feels

    Trust me. I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you. I know what it's like to wait for everyone to be asleep so you can fall apart. For everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end I know exactly how it feels..
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 11 Responses Apr 6, 2013

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    Maybe the wrong forum

    but my lover has ended our affair. Apart from a short break in June we have been meeting for 10 months. Problem, I am his boss. I and he are married, and we both work for my husband. My marriIage had not been good sometimes violent for years. I was attracted to my lover for 18...
    hearttornrose hearttornrose 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 12

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    Had an affair with a man at work

    that I had been good friends with for years. He told me he was unhappy in his marriage. I feel in love with him quickly I always had feelings for him. He ended it. I knew it was time I wanted more never said it but he knew. He thinks of me as his best friend and I feel same way...
    libby59 libby59 46-50 2 Responses Mar 22

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    Day 6 of no contact today

    and I have hit a wall. Struggling like nothing I have ever experienced before and using every bit of strength I have to not text. I wish this feeling would disappear overnight, hurry up six months and be here already.??
    TASTRS TASTRS 41-45, F 5 Responses Jan 6

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    Walking Away From Love

    I love to laugh. Humor and laughter are the spice of life for me. Part of why I love being a father so much is the laughter and silliness they create in my life everyday. It is also what first attracted me to my OW. She is beautiful and brilliant but she also makes me laugh and...
    Sweetman17 Sweetman17 46-50, M 8 Responses Aug 19, 2013

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    finally my heart says no,

    no no no no no
    mintttt mintttt 41-45 1 Response May 17

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    So a couple months ago I made a post about my

    ex AP contacting me. I was in full control of the situation and made sure I kept the conversation "friendly", making no mention of my feelings or our prior relations. Our communication only lasted 2 days, because he told me he was meeting up with his vacationing wife, down south...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 5

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    It's been 9 days since it ended.

    I miss him so badly. I want to text him but would feel destroyed if he didn't return it or if it turned out badly. I'm having a very hard time with our breakup
    lolababy71 lolababy71 41-45, F 5 Responses Jun 7, 2014

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    It has been three months

    now that I ended it. For those that have ready my story, I was in an affair for over 3.5 years. I cried wolf dozens of times. This time I knew it was final. There was no one defining moment that made my heart decide to let go. It was a slow process as little things chipped away...
    pencruz pencruz 51-55, F 3 Responses Sep 19, 2014

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    Well I think it has officially happened.

    I thought it had a couple months ago, but he contacted me and we picked right back up where we left off. But things just sort of ended on monday. He was starting to neglect me and ignore me for hours at a time, then a day would go by before he would contact me, and now we are...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 29, 2014

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    I ended my affair, as it was the right thing to

    do at the time, things got nasty, and I didn't want it to go that way. I have missed AP so much ever since NC back in December, and it's really getting to me now, what do I do? Do I make contact, and commit myself to the situation, or do I leave it without proper closure, just...
    Lonelyman1977 Lonelyman1977 36-40 3 Responses Mar 3

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    At 4 days NC after he ended it.

    Trying so hard to resist the urge to message him and let him know I'm thinking about him. :( Gosh I hope this gets easier.
    itsmybiz80 itsmybiz80 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 1

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    Society has long become more open to the idea

    of older man - younger woman relationship and older woman - younger man relationship as well. Hollywood has brought in the practice of successful older men looking for younger women. With actresses such as Catherine Zeta Jones marrying Michael Douglas with an age gap of 25 years...
    sarahcc11 sarahcc11 26-30, F Jan 26

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    It's been over and done

    yet the pain doesn't seem to subside. I've tried relentless to forget about him or just not To feel sad, but always fail miserably. I thought by ending it, I'd begin to walk but mostly t feels like it's had the opposite effect. I keep telling myself I did the right thing, and...
    Missybad Missybad 26-30, F 5 Responses Oct 17, 2014

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    We spoke every day. Every.

    single. day. He was funny. He paid me lots of attention--the naughty kind and the clean kind. I liked talking to him. I liked kissing him. I liked how he kissed me....everywhere. I liked all of him. He started acting different towards me about a month ago. He stopped chatting...
    lily337 lily337 36-40, F 7 Responses Mar 29

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    After two and a half years I've ended this

    toxic relationship. He and I both have tried several times to go NC or "be friends". Everytime we end up back together after hurting while apart. This wasn't a secret affair. The moment something was there I told my H and moved to separate but having 3 small children complicated...
    holdingstrong holdingstrong 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    so I just ended my affair with a married man a

    few days ago. we were together for just under a year. at the time we were both married, but I am now separated. he never once lead me to believe that he would ever leave his wife and family.. he made it clear that he was staying no matter what and I was and still am OK with that...
    chickchoc chickchoc 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2014

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    3 days ago I hit the 3 month mark.

    ....YAY!!! And today, guess who I get a text message from...... About a month ago I decided I was strong enough to unblock him, so I did. And this morning I wake up to a message and it's a picture and the only thing he says is, "did you post your picture on chive...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 25, 2014

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    I was in an affair with a much younger woman

    the lasted a little over a year. She was extremely beautiful and I finally ended it because I felt she deserved better than being the other woman. She's married now and is working on her Masters Degree. She begged me to do an internship with me which I finally agreed to. Two...
    lee90815 lee90815 41-45, M 3 Responses Oct 7, 2014

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    No Longer Avoiding the Pain of Saying Goodbye.

    I ended a 5 month affair.  Nope it's not the first but I hope it is the last.  This was my "so called" first love from 22 years ago...always said if I ran into him again I would not be able to contain/ control myself.  Well, I had always looked him...
    road2redemption road2redemption 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 1, 2009

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    I know from my own experience

    that married men don't always leave the wife. I am the wife. I found out two years ago my husband had an affair with some married woman that he met at our kids school. When I found out I gave my husband the option to leave. 50/50 with the kids and assets. I told him I didn't...
    Truthbetold81 Truthbetold81 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 26

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    It hurts so bad. Especially at night

    when I lay down and have time to think about him. Hoping it gets easier . I feel like I lost so much and he lost nothing. He got to walk away without his wife knowing or situation being ruined .
    latinafairy latinafairy 26-30, F Feb 17

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    Lately I've been reading soooo many posts about

    people "trying" to end their affairs. I also get a lot of messages from people who are usually in their first week of no contact and want advice on how to get through it. But do any of you really want to end it and start a new chapter?? You write these posts and others spend...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 4, 2014

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    I met him while engaged to my husband.

    .. He became a friend of ours. He'd wink - I'd blush. We'd flirt - All that. Life moved on. So I thought. We met up again 1.5 years later by coincidence. Didn't see each other much but kept in contact. Our affair wasn't physical but I needed him. We sexted & chatted sensually...
    LoveOverHatred LoveOverHatred 18-21, F Jan 27

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    "Deep grief sometimes is almost like a specific

    location, a coordinate on a map of time. When you are standing in that forest of sorrow, you cannot imagine that you could ever find your way to a better place. But if someone can assure you that they themselves have stood in that same place, and now have moved on, sometimes...
    holdingstrong holdingstrong 31-35, F 3 Responses May 2

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    I want to know how many people were in a roller

    coaster relationship? MM and I have ended our relationship a dozen times. Each time is more painful than the last. I feel so broken hearted. He persued me relentlessly again and again. Only to end the relationship again and again. I feel so off balanced. How were you...
    onmyowntwofeet onmyowntwofeet 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 26

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    What do you do when you've done everything to

    forget the other person but your heart still can't let go, and you still can't move on? When every day feels more torturous than the last? When you know they don't care about you anymore, you're not in their hearts, they're living their happily ever after? What do you do? Do you...
    Missybad Missybad 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 30, 2013

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    sarahccaa sarahccaa 26-30, F May 18

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    So after 19 months, I ended my affair this

    evening. I sent him an email telling him that I can no longer sustain the affair. We're both married and neither of our spouses found out and, unlike others who have ended it over guilt, that's not why I ended it. I've just come to this place where I'm tired of feeding his...
    lynn49 lynn49 46-50, F 6 Responses Jul 5, 2014

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    I used to post here under TheKatsmeow

    as the other woman trying to end it. I am now posting under strongerthanhethinks because I proved that point. I think he thought he could always have me as his lover while maintaining a home with a wife and kids. I think he thought I wasn't strong enough to end it for good. I...
    strongerthanhethinks strongerthanhethinks 36-40, F 4 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    Well it's officially been a month

    since I made the hard decision of starting fresh and ending my affair once and for all. It's actually been over a month since our last conversation but I blocked his # and deleted all his contact info on my 8 year anniversary,1 month ago today. And boy does it feel sooo great...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 22, 2014

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    Yes we ended it, somewhere in the first 3 days

    of April. There has been no contact until last week, we started emailing. We aren't exchanging #'s, and our emails are few and far between and we have not spoken a word about our relationship or feelings. So I feel I'm in complete control, for now. He is ok with exchanging...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 25, 2014

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    I Have Been Having the Most Passionate Affair

    I have been having the most passionate affair for almost 3 yrs and 3 months to the day... I can say it has been one of the most amazing rides of my life.  I have discovered things about myself that i did not know existed, dreams i did not know I had .. But before i start let...
    deleted deleted 26-30 21 Responses Sep 19, 2009

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    2 MONTHS, as of yesterday!

    !!!! I cannot believe how quickly the time has gone by. I still don't have a desire for my husband like I did before my first affair 6 years ago. No matter how committed I am to being a better wife it doesn't magically make me desire him. It's a frustrating experience, because...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Sep 23, 2014

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    It spiraled out of control

    and became something I did not like. I wish it never started. At least I learned how much I appreciate my family before it was too late.
    RocknRollCowboy71 RocknRollCowboy71 41-45, M May 17

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