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I Endure This Diffcult Time

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 86 People

    Life, Snuffed Out...

    All that is going on in my life is so hard to handle, and now the one kitten in my cats litter dies within moments of being born. I had thought having cute kittens around would cheer me up. I don't currently know how, but I will get through this.
    VincentValentine VincentValentine 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 11, 2009

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    Enduring It All

    The past two years have been hell I have had a serious health problem because of a botched back surgery and my family totally treats me as if I am sick on purpose My girlfriend although supportive and loving cannot follow simple rules of probation is back in jail I cant work I...
    giayesim12 giayesim12 46-50, F Jun 1, 2012

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    Need Dress Advice Guys

    hello friends, am anu and i am pure south Indian Tamil girl who was married recently to a Tamil guy who lives in London. It was a love marriage, At first my hubby dont like me to wear costumes which is modern while i was at chennai. He even scolded me not to wear low neck blouses...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 18, 2012

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    Tough It Out

    I have a friend that is always saying, "Tough t*tty says the kitty, but the milk's still good."  I was thinking a lot about this in the past weeks in some of the things that are going on in my life.  It is true that although the tough times are just that, some...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 27 Responses Mar 2, 2009

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    Question

    I often ask myself this question.  What gives me the energy, strength and determination to pick myself up everytime I fall or get knocked down.  I guess there must be some inner strength deep within me that keeps me going, something that gives me time to ponder but...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 1 Response May 17, 2009

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    Giving Up Is Easy.

    I've certainly received a full measure of sorrow, disappointment, tragedy and financial strain. Sometimes it all seems overwhelming.  My mind wonders off into an imaginary place where it all disappears.  All I have to do is end life as I know it.  Yes, suicide...
    ichooselife ichooselife 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 2, 2009

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    Suffering And Mournfulness...

    ......they be no joke... it's worse when ya suffer in silence... i hope that the purpose of this group is to support one another. It's desperately needed.
    Godslittlegrasshopper Godslittlegrasshopper 61-65, F Apr 12, 2011

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    Enduring..barely

    I dont ask for sympathy or judgement i will just say whats going on... i just called the crisis line a little while ago..he basically told me to take mymeds they were prescribed(i think ill try that) and that my ex did something he shouldnt and the justice system will do...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 22, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    The things I've had to endure over the past 2 years is amazing. I've been told by so many that they couldn't have done or dealt with half of what I have. I've had to change my life...
    Herefornow9 Herefornow9 51-55, M Dec 13

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    If there was a time machine I'd be the first to buy a ticket to get the **** outta here. At least I'd fit in more and it wouldn't be hard to make more friends.
    Justadarkhole Justadarkhole 22-25, M 5 hrs ago

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    Where's my tardis or at least where's The Doctor so I can travel through time and space
    ultimatewedgiegodess ultimatewedgiegodess 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    17th post...Let me start this post with a little apology. I take antidepressants, and they have kept me from, metaphorically speaking, pulling the trigger. But one of the downsides...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    18th post. For anyone who has been following my posts this one is a must read. I am shaking and my hands are sweating bullets because I know this is the truth of it all. The actual...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 24

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    1) Birth name: Zachary Gannon Marten (my last name) 2) Name backwards: Nodnal 3) Were you named after anyone?: Not that I know of.. 4) Does your name mean anything?: Landon...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M Nov 24

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    19th post. Not feeling too crash hot at the moment. I have a heavy, sick feeling in the pit of my stomach, and I feel very restless. I don't know if it is because I accidentally...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    22nd post. Ok lets go into my health, just so I can give a history on how I think my depression might have been triggered, and slowly began to rise. All through my life I was very...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    24th post. Before anyone reading this thinks my life has been just one bad thing after another, I'm going to set the record straight. Many of the years of fun were only marred by...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    Here's A Bit About Me  1. Name? Sorry....it's a secret ....shhhh 2. Male or female? Female 3. Were you named after anyone? No 4. Does your name mean anything? Yes 5. Nick...
    Pinky65 Pinky65 46-50, F 6 Responses Nov 29

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    25th post. It's been a few days since I have posted, and I have to say it has been a roller coaster of emotions. At times I have felt elated and invincible. Other times I have felt...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    I would go back to November 2013 when my brother was still here. We just had thanksgiving at my house and played Xbox 360. It was the best day ever. I miss him terribly. I wish I...
    blackjack1808 blackjack1808 31-35, M 10 Responses Nov 30

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    I do a lot of corner time. I do corner time when I'm having a bad attitude, complaining, and other things. I always have to do corner time after a spanking I'm suppose to reflect...
    Notamorningperson7 Notamorningperson7 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    28th post. A couple of other times that spring to mind when I think about the abuse, were two instances where once again I can't understand what went wrong. A few years back we...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I spend far, far too much time on EP. A lot of the time I'm not actually doing anything here, just refreshing the page in between youtube videos. :p I was going to take a break...
    Friability Friability 18-21 Dec 4

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    A good number of people understand that the foremost difficult part of their fitness plan is sticking with it. Usually we tend to drift from plan to program, becoming passionately...
    edward324 edward324 22-25, M Dec 4

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    35th post. If you thought the physical, mental and emotional abuse was the worst of it, then I need to just say, you haven't heard the best part of it yet. The part that actually...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 5

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    36th post. Hooray for me. I went to a birthday party tonight, and had the most awesome time ever. I met new people, laughed so hard, and had a couple of drinks which relaxed me...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    You know everybody need time off,,,From work and school,, or college,,,Do we really take the time off to be home with are love one,,, Tell me how you feel ,,, about taking time off...
    pullupgirl102 pullupgirl102 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    41st post..I'm ready to tackle the past again, because I'm in such an agro mood. First a little bit on the agro mood. He has been so nice to me for a number of weeks now, not...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    43rd post. Haven't written for a few days, and unfortunately I'm back to being in a slump. Not sleeping more than about 3 hours a night, and my mind is on fast forward with a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    I would go back in time when my Dad did beat me to stop him, I would go back in time when my uncle want to rape me and fight him back and beat the hill of him ,, I would go back in...
    denez denez 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Me time really is the best time...the best time to learn more about myself and just enjoy doing the things I like - I love it! Time to reflect, embrace experiences and reminisce on...
    VicAshley01 VicAshley01 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    58th post. I'm back to my story and it's back. The wanting to die feeling. I hate myself, I hate this world, I am ugly, I am a doormat, I am pathetic. Nobody loves me. Such a...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Every year I get a little closer to the "...plenty of time to be dead..." part of this statement. On the other hand, I've waited all my life to be this age and, in truth, I'm...
    Oldboxy Oldboxy 70+, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am contemplating divorcing my husband. The problem is that this will be my third divorce and I am only 43. I made some bad decisions in my twenties based on growing up in an...
    strikes3 strikes3 41-45, F 4 days ago

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    Once upon a time there was a woman who believed in being polite and respectful, besides sincere to everyone she met and talked with...not only in real life but on the internet...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    60th post. I hope everyone takes the time to read this post. This happened about half an hour ago, but let me start at the beginning. It's Sunday 2.20am when I started writing this...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    A bit about me ❤ 1. Name? - no fun, if I tell:) 2. Male or female? Female 3. Were you named after anyone? Not that I know of. 4. Does your name mean anything? Not that I...
    SecretEscape SecretEscape 36-40, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    62nd post. Well here I am again, and I live to see another day. Nobody killed me and I didn't kill anybody, and I guess today I feel like it was all just a dream. It's easy to...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I grow up in a regular household. Mom, dad, old er sister and grandma living with us. I love my parents and family a lot. My hate and love relationship is only with my father. I...
    polly0007 polly0007 36-40, F 20 hrs ago

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    People come and go in and out of our lives. Some people are only there for a season, a month, a week or even a day. You can easily drop a person out of your mind, but you cannot...
    LosNLove LosNLove 36-40, F 4 Responses Nov 22

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    I just feel so great right now. Especially when I see my three favourite people here online at the same time :)Ryan is so sweet, he's engaged and I'm so happy for him. He's feeling...
    Jordan4Bryce Jordan4Bryce 13-15, M 4 Responses Nov 22

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    I feel like the last year, I've checked out... I look at my son, who had grown so much, and I have no idea where the time went. I feel like I failed him. I know I've spent hours...
    wtftodo51 wtftodo51 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    Anyone out there with a partner who works the most inconvenient hours? I have a boring Mon-Fri, 9am-5pm office job. My partner works all sorts of hours with a lot of overtime...
    HelloBones HelloBones 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    Can someone clarify what time and day once upon a time is supposed to be on? I thought it was supposed to be on at 8pm - Sunday night - ABC family... And it's not...finding nemo...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 23

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    I masterbaite like 7 times a day maybe more maybe less but most of the time like 6-7.
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 23

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    So, technically it's not the first time I went commando. But after I took a shower at 1am this morning I realized I was too lazy to find a pair of panties, sleeping without a bra...
    TurtlesAndLlamas TurtlesAndLlamas 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 23

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