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I Endure This Diffcult Time

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    Enduring..barely

    I dont ask for sympathy or judgement i will just say whats going on... i just called the crisis line a little while ago..he basically told me to take mymeds they were prescribed(i think ill try that) and that my ex did something he shouldnt and the justice system will do...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 22, 2009

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    Question

    I often ask myself this question.  What gives me the energy, strength and determination to pick myself up everytime I fall or get knocked down.  I guess there must be some inner strength deep within me that keeps me going, something that gives me time to ponder but...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 1 Response May 17, 2009

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    Giving Up Is Easy.

    I've certainly received a full measure of sorrow, disappointment, tragedy and financial strain. Sometimes it all seems overwhelming.  My mind wonders off into an imaginary place where it all disappears.  All I have to do is end life as I know it.  Yes, suicide...
    ichooselife ichooselife 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 2, 2009

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    Enduring It All

    The past two years have been hell I have had a serious health problem because of a botched back surgery and my family totally treats me as if I am sick on purpose My girlfriend although supportive and loving cannot follow simple rules of probation is back in jail I cant work I...
    giayesim12 giayesim12 46-50, F Jun 1, 2012

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    Tough It Out

    I have a friend that is always saying, "Tough t*tty says the kitty, but the milk's still good."  I was thinking a lot about this in the past weeks in some of the things that are going on in my life.  It is true that although the tough times are just that, some...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 27 Responses Mar 2, 2009

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    Suffering And Mournfulness...

    ......they be no joke... it's worse when ya suffer in silence... i hope that the purpose of this group is to support one another. It's desperately needed.
    Godslittlegrasshopper Godslittlegrasshopper 61-65, F Apr 12, 2011

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    Need Dress Advice Guys

    hello friends, am anu and i am pure south Indian Tamil girl who was married recently to a Tamil guy who lives in London. It was a love marriage, At first my hubby dont like me to wear costumes which is modern while i was at chennai. He even scolded me not to wear low neck blouses...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 18, 2012

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    Life, Snuffed Out...

    All that is going on in my life is so hard to handle, and now the one kitten in my cats litter dies within moments of being born. I had thought having cute kittens around would cheer me up. I don't currently know how, but I will get through this.
    VincentValentine VincentValentine 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 11, 2009

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