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I Enjoy Pain

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    Beauty Of The Paradox - I haven't always enjoyed pain, but it's always fascinated me. Up until a few years ago, I was much too afraid of pain to explore it deeper, but one day in...
    BeautyOfPain BeautyOfPain 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 3, 2013

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    I Need to Invest In a Punching Bag - I have anger problems, a lot of people know this, but I don't admit it to much. Tho I would think that it came from when I was younger. Rough...
    bloodrayne bloodrayne 21-25, F Aug 27, 2007

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    It's The Strangest Thing! - I'm a reasonably sane individual. You know, I get out. My general demeanor is good. I'm a tad blunt maybe, but other then that I'm probably the most...
    MrMelange MrMelange 18-21, M Mar 1, 2011

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    With A Purpose - I don't enjoy senseless or needless pain but pain does serve a purpose- it lets you know you are still alive, that you are doing something wrong or immoral. Most...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 3, 2010

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    I got a thrill , well a somewhat pleasure from physical pain. I don't cut myself , that's not my thing but that's why im not afraid to do life threatening things , that's why I...
    LunarDream LunarDream 13-15, M Mar 17

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    On The Road Back. - Who ever has been to the point of not feeling anything? You are living in a cloud from which you cannot escape. But you never can afford to look down, or you...
    DC57 DC57 36-40, M Sep 6, 2012

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    I'm An Endorphine Junkie. - When I was young, I would cut. I knew it was ridiculous and part of me was subconsciously doing it for attention, so finally I stopped. I replaced the...
    RazorTongue9000 RazorTongue9000 22-25, M May 17, 2009

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    Girls - I appreciate them so much, but, even though they have me fall in love with them, they could never fulfill a simple request. I have met very few girls I liked who seemed...
    FunnyLookingCorpse FunnyLookingCorpse 18-21 Dec 29, 2012

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    I Enjoy Physical And Emotional Pain. - I honestly do not know how to describe my situation. I believe I enjoy emotional pain more so than physical. Either one of them brings a...
    emhoodie emhoodie 22-25 2 Responses Feb 7, 2012

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    I Love Ball Pain - I don't know how it started , but I got the wife to spank my boys durning forplay. (I also like my nipples pinched and twisted) She realy didn't like to do it at...
    523penie 523penie 61-65, M 4 Responses Jul 16, 2012

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    Ectasy - I love pain in both a sexual and mutual way I need to feel pain its there to remind you your still alive
    AshesToAshes AshesToAshes 16-18, F 1 Response Jan 22, 2008

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    I Feel Like A Sicko - For years I have lived in shame because I have always enjoyed being in pain, inflicting pain upon myself and watching other people experience it. None of it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 23, 2009

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    Weird But True - I enjoy pain...but i'm just starting to realize it. Now I am craving it...but it's like I want it to be given in a certain way that I haven't figured out...
    mardella mardella 26-30 4 Responses May 30, 2009

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    Salt And Ice - Have you ever put salt on your skin than put a piece of ice on top of it? It basically becomes dry ice and burns your skin. To me the pain is pleasurable. It feels...
    BekahBooRoo BekahBooRoo 13-15, F 3 Responses May 22, 2011

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    Pain Is a Certain Kind of Liberation. - Pain is... magnificent, and not just in a sexual manner. Yes, it is a turn on when someone inflicts pain in a sexual intent, but I simply...
    conceptual conceptual 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 22, 2008

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    Dental Work - There is nothing like a tooth filling without anaesthetic to give you a high
    Taff7996 Taff7996 46-50, M Mar 27, 2012

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    Pain lets me know im still alive .
    cummyyummy cummyyummy 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    Pain - Im going through so much emotional pain atm that inside I feel numb, n there is nothing more satisfying than taking a knife to myself, n feeling something and watching the...
    pinkygirl24 pinkygirl24 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 4, 2012

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    I Think It Started When I Was In The Third Grade - Do you know the state of mind when you're so numb on the inside you need to prove everything is real by feeling something on the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 14, 2013

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    I'm not a drug addict but pain killers are like my best friend when they take away a migraine or other pain.
    lilykyra lilykyra 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I have had fibromyalgia for over 20 years without Vicodin, fentanyl and others I would have been bed ridden. Now I just take Vicodin and wished I could still get a buzz off them...
    kbarbaro kbarbaro 41-45, F Mar 25

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    Through early morning fog I see visions of the things to be the pains that are withheld for me I realize and I can see... That suicide is painless it brings on many changes and I...
    Greywlf Greywlf 56-60, M 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Different moods have different pain though. I'm not suicidal or anything. When I'm riding my bike, I crash. Sometimes I get road rash or sometimes I slip a pedal and get a...
    goofybmxerdan goofybmxerdan 26-30, M 2 hrs ago

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    So I had scolisis surgery, rod placement and then removal due to osteomyelitis. The rods were taken out and I still have a slight curve of 19º, a rib hump, leg discrepancy, etc...
    winterwind222 winterwind222 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    I've been sick and I've been tired Of faking all my smiles Seems as though its come to this It feels all like a lie Every time I look within There's chaos no respite All the walls...
    Eli678 Eli678 26-30, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I do enjoy listening to myself. So yeh. I enjoy funny people :P
    pappa94 pappa94 18-21, M 9 hrs ago

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    1. Pain is part of growing. Sometimes life closes doors because it’s time to move forward. And that’s a good thing because we often won’t move unless circumstances force us...
    EnigmatiK EnigmatiK 22-25, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    22 and too many diagnosed illnesses, disease, viruses, etc. Started at 8 years old. In pain from head to toe, it physically hurts just to be alive. I can't work or go to school to...
    HiddenDaisy HiddenDaisy 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Are you very upset on your back pain? As more and more body problems,such as back pain,joint pain and so on I think everyone always wants to have a healthy body. So we should do to...
    mbtshoes2011 mbtshoes2011 22-25, F a week ago

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    My wife started painting my toe nails early on in our marriage and it didn't bother me as no one saw them but us. Then one summer on a weekend we went to Knobles amusement park and...
    CdKimmi CdKimmi 61-65, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    Nobody deserves hurtful pain. Weather you are a mean person or your really nice. Nobody deserves pain. I am going to tell you a story that will warm your heart but will make you...
    JenniferArvayo JenniferArvayo 18-21, F Mar 16

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 6

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    Why love hurts? Love is painful because it transforms. Love is mutation. Each transformation is going to be painful because the old has to be left for the new. The old is familiar...
    saktilv saktilv 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    The Lord loves to Be Loved.True or pure love should never contradict or compete with one’s love for God The Most High. It should strengthen it. That is why true love is only...
    PosterGirl PosterGirl 31-35, F Mar 31

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    I am an artist's model so I have been drawn, painted and sculpted by fine artists. This topic brought to mind how often us models are the subject of amateur art. When I work with...
    artonthebrain artonthebrain 41-45, M 1 day ago

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    My battle with chronic pain goes back 18 years to my first attack of acute hemorrhaging pancreatitis - a disease caused in my case by gall stones that blocked my pancreatic duct...
    ericgaudion ericgaudion 61-65, M 2 Responses Apr 7

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    Wow... just wow, I cannot describe this sensation! This sense of pain and accomplishment! I finally broke my limitations today! I was bound on 25 pounds for curling (bicep) when a...
    Owl37 Owl37 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 17

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    Pain Pain is what we get. pain is there just waiting for Us. It sneaks around waiting it sneaks around watching It can tell when we are at our most vulnerable. It strikes...
    Greywlf Greywlf 56-60, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    I was raised by a feminist to be a strong and independent female. I just don't want to be. I like being a vulnerable, soft, co- dependent lady from time time. I can open my own...
    xMissTix xMissTix 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    I want to share the wonderful experience I had shopping for shoes today. It was at a Payless shoe store near Toronto. I went there because I was told they have women's sizes up to...
    KimberleeRoseBee KimberleeRoseBee 41-45, T 10 Responses a week ago

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    far back as I can remember, I've been artistically inclined, even as a little kid. I love drawing, painting, cartooning,je jewelry-making, decoupage and making things with clay.
    cherrypotion27 cherrypotion27 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    A painter from Maysel, West Virginia, Ronald Ravesky is acknowledged for his landscape paintings. His art work is a perfect blend of creative expressions, colors and fabulous ideas...
    ronald01 ronald01 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    Ronald Raevsky is a landscape painter from Maysel, West Virginia. He started painting at a very young age and he was just 8 years old when he completed his first painting. He grew...
    ronald01 ronald01 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    Physical pain is something that I can see, therefore I know given time the scars or bruises will go away. But emotional pain, I know it's there but I don't know what to do. No...
    AriannaG AriannaG 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Actually we both suffer chronic pain. you might think this would bring us together or we would understand each other. But he says i discount his pain as though it is nothing. I...
    zionpegasus zionpegasus 41-45 Mar 17

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    The whole thing is shot, or so it seems... I damaged my knee skiing a long time ago and sustained a hip injury while rock climbing. Now many years later the knee, hip, bursitis...
    epjoni epjoni 56-60, T Mar 20

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    I have been in chronic, constant pain for over 15 years now. I have seen a multitude of doctors, had several surgeries, many exploratory and even a spinal fusion of my L4-L5 disc...
    Mahala71 Mahala71 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    We are old friends, pain and I. We go way back to the beginning of my life. Physical, emotional, mental, soul wrenching sadness, it's all the same. Pain is the only constant in my...
    unfixablegirl unfixablegirl 36-40, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Wearing a heavy book bag has finally caught up to me. Since I moved off campus, I have to bring all my books with me for the day, and it gets pretty heavy but I'm use to it. The...
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I was diagnosed with DDD in 2004. They also found a bulging cervical disk. I was told that I needed a fusion from C3 to C5. I had that done in December of 2004. A month into...
    ChicagoSparky ChicagoSparky 51-55, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    i have chronic back pain. After using many painkiller and gel then heat and ice that never worked, i looked online how to treat it because it was awful. I learned that caffeine can...
    voslung voslung 36-40, M Mar 24

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