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I Enjoy Pain

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    I'm An Endorphine Junkie.

    When I was young, I would cut. I knew it was ridiculous and part of me was subconsciously doing it for attention, so finally I stopped. I replaced the cutting with needles. I would use push-pins to induce pain. I'd put rows of them into me, usually under my clothes and when...
    RazorTongue9000 RazorTongue9000 22-25, M May 17, 2009

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    Pain

    Im going through so much emotional pain atm that inside I feel numb, n there is nothing more satisfying than taking a knife to myself, n feeling something and watching the warm blood running down my body its so satisfying, like iv'e accomplished something, I have tried using...
    pinkygirl24 pinkygirl24 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 4, 2012

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    cummyyummy cummyyummy 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 11, 2014

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    Weird But True

    I enjoy pain...but i'm just starting to realize it. Now I am craving it...but it's like I want it to be given in a certain way that I haven't figured out yet...I used to dig something sharp in my gums between my teeth and love the pain when I was a little girl...
    mardella mardella 26-30 4 Responses May 30, 2009

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    Why? Okay I Sort Of Know Already, But Still.

    Recently... I have blocked out emotions, especially sadness... and happyness just doesn't seem to exist anymore.  I haven't laughed in weeks and the only smiles I have had were forced.  What else is there?  I fell down and ended up getting a large cut on my arm...
    crying1on1the1inside crying1on1the1inside 18-21, F Oct 24, 2009

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    Salt And Ice

    Have you ever put salt on your skin than put a piece of ice on top of it? It basically becomes dry ice and burns your skin. To me the pain is pleasurable. It feels good. Feeling pain means your awake and alive and I love the feelin of being alive. It stung for days after and i...
    BekahBooRoo BekahBooRoo 13-15, F 3 Responses May 22, 2011

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    With A Purpose

    I don't enjoy senseless or needless pain but pain does serve a purpose- it lets you know you are still alive, that you are doing something wrong or immoral. Most of all, it reminds you of your mortality and strengthens you for the next challenge. So yes, in some sort of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 3, 2010

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    It's The Strangest Thing!

    I'm a reasonably sane individual. You know, I get out. My general demeanor is good. I'm a tad blunt maybe, but other then that I'm probably the most average unsuspecting person I know. But if you asked me if I digged pain, you'd get a shockingly graphic answer. Anything from...
    MrMelange MrMelange 18-21, M Mar 1, 2011

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    Ectasy

    I love pain in both a sexual and mutual way I need to feel pain its there to remind you your still alive
    AshesToAshes AshesToAshes 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 22, 2008

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    I Love Ball Pain

    I don't know how it started , but I got the wife to spank my boys durning forplay. (I also like my nipples pinched and twisted) She realy didn't like to do it at first but the more we did it, it started to turn her on. It made her horney and very wet. (She has never bought...
    523penie 523penie 61-65, M 5 Responses Jul 16, 2012

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    Beauty Of The Paradox

    I haven't always enjoyed pain, but it's always fascinated me. Up until a few years ago, I was much too afraid of pain to explore it deeper, but one day in US history class, I used a rubber band to flick myself with, just to see what it would feel like. It stung. A lot. But I was...
    BeautyOfPain BeautyOfPain 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 3, 2013

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    lonachan lonachan 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 7, 2014

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    Dental Work

    There is nothing like a tooth filling without anaesthetic to give you a high
    Taff7996 Taff7996 46-50, M Mar 27, 2012

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    I Think It Started When I Was In The Third Grade

    Do you know the state of mind when you're so numb on the inside you need to prove everything is real by feeling something on the outside? That something has to be so big, so terrible that you.know you.couldn't have made it up. It needs to be able to shatter your entire mentality...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 14, 2013

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    On The Road Back.

    Who ever has been to the point of not feeling anything? You are living in a cloud from which you cannot escape. But you never can afford to look down, or you just see the blackness and it engulfs you. Every time you feel anything it’s like spikes being driven into you. Living...
    DC57 DC57 36-40, M Sep 6, 2012

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    I Feel Like A Sicko

    For years I have lived in shame because I have always enjoyed being in pain, inflicting pain upon myself and watching other people experience it. None of it is sexuall, no sexuality doesn't exist in my mind...but whenever I cut myself or watch someone suffer I feel excited and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 23, 2009

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    I love a guy who isn't afraid to hurt me in the

    bedroom. I want to be tired up gaged and made to feel pain. interested? xx
    sophh99 sophh99 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    I Enjoy Physical And Emotional Pain.

    I honestly do not know how to describe my situation. I believe I enjoy emotional pain more so than physical. Either one of them brings a smile to my face, though. I tend to put myself in the craziest situations just to feel pain. It is like...if i do so...then it puts a "label...
    emhoodie emhoodie 22-25 2 Responses Feb 7, 2012

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    I Need to Invest In a Punching Bag

    I have anger problems, a lot of people know this, but I don't admit it to much. Tho I would think that it came from when I was younger. Rough childhood and all. When I get angry, I mean really angry, I get this feeling in me, not of adrenaline, but of hate and anger. I usually...
    bloodrayne bloodrayne 18-21, F Aug 27, 2007

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    Pain Is a Certain Kind of Liberation.

    Pain is... magnificent, and not just in a sexual manner. Yes, it is a turn on when someone inflicts pain in a sexual intent, but I simply enjoy pain in general. The gentle throb is relaxing. The searing burn is ecstasy. I used to be a cutter. I quit because people tend to...
    conceptual conceptual 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 22, 2008

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    I know it sounds weird,

    but I actually kinda like pain, it reminds me that I'm human, in away, I always tell myself "What if what we think is pain, isn't even bad, it's just a simple emotion, we make ourselves believe it hurts, but we just have to look at it a different way"
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 5

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    This hurts so bad But it's the best feeling

    ever  Of loosing control  I know it makes you sad This pain is real Yet I feel so fake Losing my mind  Because I've forgotten how to feel So please forgive me my mistakes Take my blood  Smear it over your face I'm dead and I'm broken but that's ok Look at me I'm losing it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 5, 2014

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    jamestyger1 jamestyger1 13-15, M Jul 12

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    idontmindtherain idontmindtherain 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 11, 2014

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    I got a thrill , well a somewhat pleasure from

    physical pain. I don't cut myself , that's not my thing but that's why im not afraid to do life threatening things , that's why I parkour . NO PAin no Game.
    LunarDream LunarDream 16-17, M Mar 17, 2014

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    I enjoy giving it. It took me a long time to

    accept the sadist streak in me, but it's who I am. The big turning point for me was the realization that there is a HUGE difference between hurting someone, and giving someone pain. I would never hurt anything. I'm the kind of guy that captures the spider and let's it free...
    SomeTexasGuy SomeTexasGuy 46-50, M 1 Response May 6, 2014

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    Related Experiences

    am having a painful one right now not happy
    susan1983 susan1983 31-35, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    A conversation that is written properly without modern abbreviations and where the content is engaging is a huge turn on... I have a EP friend who has an excellent vocabulary and...
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    If your period pain is really bad I recommend you try going on birth control. It really does help the majority of the pain. I use to be lying on the floor in the middle of the...
    JesusismySaviour JesusismySaviour 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I'm Sorry but love without pain?? I don't think it exists, for even when we are at our happiest in our lives, pain dwells within us .-. . Also, theres always to be pain when you...
    RandomExistence RandomExistence 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    I am so accustomed to "pain", I grew used to it and loved feeling it. I don't do this to initiate a pity party and I don't do it for attention. I love making myself suffer in...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I pray for everyone's well being and strength to persevere through what some of you are facing. What ever faith you follow may your god/gods treat you well with fortune, love...
    bigbear9521 bigbear9521 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    i am so sick and tired of not being able to do everything i want because of my back, i hate that i have to put limits on my enjoyment. i am only 20 years old and i feel like i am 8...
    sweetiepee101 sweetiepee101 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    AAA I can't stop! I have this growing desire to make people's lives miserable. I've seen people purposely cause fights just for drama, but this is different. I just like making...
    NameIsMailbox NameIsMailbox 16-17, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    how2stayyoung how2stayyoung 51-55, M Jul 23

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    emotional pains leave scars that never fade. physical pain is temporary.
    amymayoral01 amymayoral01 51-55, F Jul 22

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    Sometimes the emotional pain is so debilitating that I punch myself on the leg. So that my body can feel the pain my brain and heart feel and I can get past the moment.
    teadiva teadiva 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    oh this sucks. i had a tumor removed from my bladder and the pain is getting bad! im wanting another pain pill but my brother wants me to hold off a few more hours. ugh i miss...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 20

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    Although I'm utterly dreadful at both, that doesn't stop me from enjoying it.
    askatasuna askatasuna 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    I sure do know what real pain is. Real pain is my ongoing cluster headaches and the 4 wk long nightmare in hell of 24/7 Trigeminal Neuralgia. My kidney stones, gallstones and 47hrs...
    hadyourchance hadyourchance 36-40, F 18 Responses Jul 17

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    how2stayyoung how2stayyoung 51-55, M Jul 15

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    Severe lower back pain has been a problem for years. I feel like at my age I shouldn't have to struggle just to finish household chores. My pain led to me losing my job two years...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 15

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    I suck at painting. But I don't care. I use painting to express problems such as my mental illnesses; psychosis, ocd, depression, social phobia. I usually do abstract-ish paintings...
    zoesimonesays zoesimonesays 16-17, F Jul 14

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    How to Really Break the Thought-Pain Cycle Absolutely? #PainManagement, (http://luv2sex.theblogpress.com/?p=4367) You definitely can break the thought-pain cycle by making your...
    how2stayyoung how2stayyoung 51-55, M Jul 14

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