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I Enjoy Pain

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    Girls

    I appreciate them so much, but, even though they have me fall in love with them, they could never fulfill a simple request. I have met very few girls I liked who seemed like they would physically harm me like I want them to. I want to marry a woman who will rape me and actually...
    ResidentGoddessAstraea ResidentGoddessAstraea 18-21 Dec 29, 2012

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    Beauty Of The Paradox

    I haven't always enjoyed pain, but it's always fascinated me. Up until a few years ago, I was much too afraid of pain to explore it deeper, but one day in US history class, I used a rubber band to flick myself with, just to see what it would feel like. It stung. A lot. But I was...
    BeautyOfPain BeautyOfPain 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 3, 2013

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    I Think It Started When I Was In The Third Grade

    Do you know the state of mind when you're so numb on the inside you need to prove everything is real by feeling something on the outside? That something has to be so big, so terrible that you.know you.couldn't have made it up. It needs to be able to shatter your entire mentality...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 14, 2013

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    I'm An Endorphine Junkie.

    When I was young, I would cut. I knew it was ridiculous and part of me was subconsciously doing it for attention, so finally I stopped. I replaced the cutting with needles. I would use push-pins to induce pain. I'd put rows of them into me, usually under my clothes and when...
    RazorTongue9000 RazorTongue9000 22-25, M May 17, 2009

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    I enjoy giving it. It took me a long time to

    accept the sadist streak in me, but it's who I am. The big turning point for me was the realization that there is a HUGE difference between hurting someone, and giving someone pain. I would never hurt anything. I'm the kind of guy that captures the spider and let's it free...
    SomeTexasGuy SomeTexasGuy 46-50, M 1 Response May 6, 2014

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    I love a guy who isn't afraid to hurt me in the

    bedroom. I want to be tired up gaged and made to feel pain. interested? xx
    sophh99 sophh99 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 7, 2014

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    Why? Okay I Sort Of Know Already, But Still.

    Recently... I have blocked out emotions, especially sadness... and happyness just doesn't seem to exist anymore.  I haven't laughed in weeks and the only smiles I have had were forced.  What else is there?  I fell down and ended up getting a large cut on my arm...
    crying1on1the1inside crying1on1the1inside 18-21, F Oct 24, 2009

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    Dental Work

    There is nothing like a tooth filling without anaesthetic to give you a high
    Taff7996 Taff7996 46-50, M Mar 27, 2012

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    lonachan lonachan 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 7, 2014

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    Weird But True

    I enjoy pain...but i'm just starting to realize it. Now I am craving it...but it's like I want it to be given in a certain way that I haven't figured out yet...I used to dig something sharp in my gums between my teeth and love the pain when I was a little girl...
    mardella mardella 26-30 4 Responses May 30, 2009

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    I got a thrill , well a somewhat pleasure from

    physical pain. I don't cut myself , that's not my thing but that's why im not afraid to do life threatening things , that's why I parkour . NO PAin no Game.
    LunarDream LunarDream 16-17, M Mar 17, 2014

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    I Love Ball Pain

    I don't know how it started , but I got the wife to spank my boys durning forplay. (I also like my nipples pinched and twisted) She realy didn't like to do it at first but the more we did it, it started to turn her on. It made her horney and very wet. (She has never bought...
    523penie 523penie 61-65, M 5 Responses Jul 16, 2012

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    I am a Sadist. I make people hurt

    and I am good at it.
    MasterofDesire MasterofDesire 56-60, M 1 Response Mar 5

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    Salt And Ice

    Have you ever put salt on your skin than put a piece of ice on top of it? It basically becomes dry ice and burns your skin. To me the pain is pleasurable. It feels good. Feeling pain means your awake and alive and I love the feelin of being alive. It stung for days after and i...
    BekahBooRoo BekahBooRoo 13-15, F 3 Responses May 22, 2011

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    Pain

    Im going through so much emotional pain atm that inside I feel numb, n there is nothing more satisfying than taking a knife to myself, n feeling something and watching the warm blood running down my body its so satisfying, like iv'e accomplished something, I have tried using...
    pinkygirl24 pinkygirl24 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 4, 2012

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    I Need to Invest In a Punching Bag

    I have anger problems, a lot of people know this, but I don't admit it to much. Tho I would think that it came from when I was younger. Rough childhood and all. When I get angry, I mean really angry, I get this feeling in me, not of adrenaline, but of hate and anger. I usually...
    bloodrayne bloodrayne 18-21, F Aug 27, 2007

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    I Feel Like A Sicko

    For years I have lived in shame because I have always enjoyed being in pain, inflicting pain upon myself and watching other people experience it. None of it is sexuall, no sexuality doesn't exist in my mind...but whenever I cut myself or watch someone suffer I feel excited and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 23, 2009

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    idontmindtherain idontmindtherain 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 11, 2014

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    This hurts so bad But it's the best feeling

    ever  Of loosing control  I know it makes you sad This pain is real Yet I feel so fake Losing my mind  Because I've forgotten how to feel So please forgive me my mistakes Take my blood  Smear it over your face I'm dead and I'm broken but that's ok Look at me I'm losing it...
    PorcelainGrenade PorcelainGrenade 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2014

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    cummyyummy cummyyummy 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 11, 2014

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    I Enjoy Physical And Emotional Pain.

    I honestly do not know how to describe my situation. I believe I enjoy emotional pain more so than physical. Either one of them brings a smile to my face, though. I tend to put myself in the craziest situations just to feel pain. It is like...if i do so...then it puts a "label...
    emhoodie emhoodie 22-25 2 Responses Feb 7, 2012

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    Pain Is a Certain Kind of Liberation.

    Pain is... magnificent, and not just in a sexual manner. Yes, it is a turn on when someone inflicts pain in a sexual intent, but I simply enjoy pain in general. The gentle throb is relaxing. The searing burn is ecstasy. I used to be a cutter. I quit because people tend to...
    conceptual conceptual 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 22, 2008

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    On The Road Back.

    Who ever has been to the point of not feeling anything? You are living in a cloud from which you cannot escape. But you never can afford to look down, or you just see the blackness and it engulfs you. Every time you feel anything it’s like spikes being driven into you. Living...
    DC57 DC57 36-40, M Sep 6, 2012

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    It's The Strangest Thing!

    I'm a reasonably sane individual. You know, I get out. My general demeanor is good. I'm a tad blunt maybe, but other then that I'm probably the most average unsuspecting person I know. But if you asked me if I digged pain, you'd get a shockingly graphic answer. Anything from...
    MrMelange MrMelange 18-21, M Mar 1, 2011

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    Ectasy

    I love pain in both a sexual and mutual way I need to feel pain its there to remind you your still alive
    AshesToAshes AshesToAshes 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 22, 2008

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    With A Purpose

    I don't enjoy senseless or needless pain but pain does serve a purpose- it lets you know you are still alive, that you are doing something wrong or immoral. Most of all, it reminds you of your mortality and strengthens you for the next challenge. So yes, in some sort of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 3, 2010

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    He is everything to me and I cannot see him in pain. We live apart and I cannot be there for him. If I were, I'd take him in my arms and let him know he's cared for. I can't make...
    KuriosityKills KuriosityKills 31-35, F 9 mins ago

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    welcome to facebook Facebook its a social network where you can cheat you lover and find more more opportunities to find your complete lover who had no mistakes , and leave...
    ThePoet1 ThePoet1 31-35, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have lived with chronic physical and psychological pain since I was in middle school and I just want it all to end. I can't even motivate enough to do things I enjoy anymore. I...
    jradc44 jradc44 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 20

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    I've been body painting for 10 yrs now and i still enjoy seeing the human canvas and letting art spill onto it
    bigbogard bigbogard 31-35, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Last night my child came to me, and asked, “Why does love hurt so much?” “My Son,” said I, “it means that you are alive. The pain you feel, what you feel, shows that the...
    Einwulf Einwulf 26-30, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Rain BY EDWARD THOMAS Rain, midnight rain, nothing but the wild rain On this bleak hut, and solitude, and me Remembering again that I shall die And neither hear the rain nor...
    dinah897 dinah897 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I'd love to have a room like this to call my own. A place to read, paint, create. I'm one who needs a place that makes me feel warm and calm. Sunlight streaming in from a large...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Apr 17

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    It's been years since my first breakup. She was my highschool girlfriend, we started dating near the end of my Junior year. She was one year behind me. We dated for almost three...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 25

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    It seems as if everytime I watch the sun set for a moment all my pain doesn't seem real..but unfortunately it doesn't stay that way :( I woke up early this morning just so I could...
    Brokenheartedloner10 Brokenheartedloner10 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    A blonde who had been unemployed for several months got a job with Public Works. She was to paint lines down the center of a rural road. The supervisor told her that she was on...
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 2 days ago

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    Some Funny And Absurd Limericks There once was a fellow named Frank Who was solidly huge as a tank He munched out on candy And his life was dandy Until he tried to hold up...
    dragonfang dragonfang 51-55, M 2 days ago

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    Over a year ago my relationship of 3 years ended, it's been the worst experience of my life. We had been going out since high school and then through college, we were happy and...
    welshcj welshcj 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I always know when my period comes because of the pain. It's pain that hurts but isn't at the stage where I'm thinking "I can't deal with this anymore". It's like an alarm clock...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Apr 25

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    I wish there was an easy way to end my suffering. I often wonder what I've done to deserve to always suffer. I'm tired of the pain. The physical pain, the mental pain and the...
    St4rbright St4rbright 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 26

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    Let me get straight to the point. Love is painful. It is no other way. It cannot be changed. It is pain in love. People turn the world upside down seeking for someone to love...
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F 2 days ago

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    Pain is nothing. Pain is a restraint that you can overcome. No matter what pain physical or emotional it will go away. Pain is terrible but will heal. Pain is an obstacle that can...
    Hispan Hispan 13-15, M Apr 24

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    I sat deep in my chair awaiting for class to finally start, thinking how i wanted this day to come to an end. I never particularly liked school, nor did I hate it. (Though the work...
    Cooper802 Cooper802 18-21, M 4 days ago

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