I Enjoy Pain

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 394 People

    With A Purpose

    I don't enjoy senseless or needless pain but pain does serve a purpose- it lets you know you are still alive, that you are doing something wrong or immoral. Most of all, it reminds you of your mortality and strengthens you for the next challenge. So yes, in some sort of...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 3, 2010

    I love a guy who isn't afraid to hurt me in the

    bedroom. I want to be tired up gaged and made to feel pain. interested? xx
    sophh99 sophh99
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 7, 2014
    cummyyummy cummyyummy
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Jan 11, 2014

    This hurts so bad But it's the best feeling

    ever  Of loosing control  I know it makes you sad This pain is real Yet I feel so fake Losing my mind  Because I've forgotten how to feel So please forgive me my mistakes Take my blood  Smear it over your face I'm dead and I'm broken but that's ok Look at me I'm losing it...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 5, 2014
    lonachan lonachan
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 7, 2014

    I Need to Invest In a Punching Bag

    I have anger problems, a lot of people know this, but I don't admit it to much. Tho I would think that it came from when I was younger. Rough childhood and all. When I get angry, I mean really angry, I get this feeling in me, not of adrenaline, but of hate and anger. I usually...
    bloodrayne bloodrayne
    22-25, F
    Aug 27, 2007

    Weird But True

    I enjoy pain...but i'm just starting to realize it. Now I am craving it...but it's like I want it to be given in a certain way that I haven't figured out yet...I used to dig something sharp in my gums between my teeth and love the pain when I was a little girl...
    mardella mardella
    26-30
    4 Responses May 30, 2009

    On The Road Back.

    Who ever has been to the point of not feeling anything? You are living in a cloud from which you cannot escape. But you never can afford to look down, or you just see the blackness and it engulfs you. Every time you feel anything it’s like spikes being driven into you. Living...
    DC57 DC57
    36-40, M
    Sep 6, 2012
    jamestyger1 jamestyger1
    13-15, M
    1 Response Jul 12, 2015

    I enjoy it just not self inflicted,

    tried it once it was the tiniest cut and it stung for so long and I did it to find out if that would tell me why others self harm, as one of my friends self harmed and I was telling him that I didn't (still don't) understand why people do it and he told me you have to do it to...
    spudmat spudmat
    13-15, M
    Dec 19, 2015

    I know it sounds weird.

    I've always enjoyed "some" pain. I've never really been the type to cry over pain. This has been a huge toll in self harm, I never got hurt over it, so I kept doing it. I remember the first time I realized I liked it, I was washing the dishes alone, and I grabbed this...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 26, 2015

    I Love Ball Pain

    I don't know how it started , but I got the wife to spank my boys durning forplay. (I also like my nipples pinched and twisted) She realy didn't like to do it at first but the more we did it, it started to turn her on. It made her horney and very wet. (She has never bought...
    523penie 523penie
    61-65, M
    5 Responses Jul 16, 2012

    Pain is just another experience of our life

    that we feel but some of us realize that pain is something we need in life.pain can be out solutions .
    breakinghope breakinghope
    16-17, F
    1 Response Mar 10
    idontmindtherain idontmindtherain
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 11, 2014

    Once upon a time I had an affair with a

    narcissist. He dumped me. Well no he just disappeared. I was so broken-hearted. I drove to the beach where he had taken me to while we were "dating". I love that beach. On the way there I heard a song by the script, Breakeven. The beach was empty. . , it was autumn...
    Noelle49 Noelle49
    41-45, F
    Sep 12, 2015

    I Feel Like A Sicko

    For years I have lived in shame because I have always enjoyed being in pain, inflicting pain upon myself and watching other people experience it. None of it is sexuall, no sexuality doesn't exist in my mind...but whenever I cut myself or watch someone suffer I feel excited and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 23, 2009

    I Enjoy Physical And Emotional Pain.

    I honestly do not know how to describe my situation. I believe I enjoy emotional pain more so than physical. Either one of them brings a smile to my face, though. I tend to put myself in the craziest situations just to feel pain. It is like...if i do so...then it puts a "label...
    emhoodie emhoodie
    22-25
    2 Responses Feb 7, 2012

    Beauty Of The Paradox

    I haven't always enjoyed pain, but it's always fascinated me. Up until a few years ago, I was much too afraid of pain to explore it deeper, but one day in US history class, I used a rubber band to flick myself with, just to see what it would feel like. It stung. A lot. But I was...
    BeautyOfPain BeautyOfPain
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 3, 2013

    I know it sounds weird,

    but I actually kinda like pain, it reminds me that I'm human, in away, I always tell myself "What if what we think is pain, isn't even bad, it's just a simple emotion, we make ourselves believe it hurts, but we just have to look at it a different way"
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 5, 2015

    Salt And Ice

    Have you ever put salt on your skin than put a piece of ice on top of it? It basically becomes dry ice and burns your skin. To me the pain is pleasurable. It feels good. Feeling pain means your awake and alive and I love the feelin of being alive. It stung for days after and i...
    BekahBooRoo BekahBooRoo
    13-15, F
    3 Responses May 22, 2011

    I Think It Started When I Was In The Third Grade

    Do you know the state of mind when you're so numb on the inside you need to prove everything is real by feeling something on the outside? That something has to be so big, so terrible that you.know you.couldn't have made it up. It needs to be able to shatter your entire mentality...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 14, 2013

    Pain

    Im going through so much emotional pain atm that inside I feel numb, n there is nothing more satisfying than taking a knife to myself, n feeling something and watching the warm blood running down my body its so satisfying, like iv'e accomplished something, I have tried using...
    pinkygirl24 pinkygirl24
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 4, 2012

    When given pain, we have the opportunity to

    turn it into something more beneficial. The more pain we have felt, the better we can understand one another. Empathy is derived from pain, or in general, emotional impacts. It is true that one can only truly see another's point of view if they have been there on some degree...
    PainIsPeace PainIsPeace
    16-17, M
    Jan 21

    I got a thrill , well a somewhat pleasure from

    physical pain. I don't cut myself , that's not my thing but that's why im not afraid to do life threatening things , that's why I parkour . NO PAin no Game.
    LunarDream LunarDream
    16-17, M
    Mar 17, 2014

    I enjoy some types of pain.

    I kinda want to explore some other types, and find new ways to experience what I already know I like. anyone want to talk?
    Wolfie42 Wolfie42
    18-21, F
    Aug 11, 2015

    Dental Work

    There is nothing like a tooth filling without anaesthetic to give you a high
    Taff7996 Taff7996
    46-50, M
    Mar 27, 2012

    Pain Is a Certain Kind of Liberation.

    Pain is... magnificent, and not just in a sexual manner. Yes, it is a turn on when someone inflicts pain in a sexual intent, but I simply enjoy pain in general. The gentle throb is relaxing. The searing burn is ecstasy. I used to be a cutter. I quit because people tend to...
    conceptual conceptual
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Dec 22, 2008

    It's The Strangest Thing!

    I'm a reasonably sane individual. You know, I get out. My general demeanor is good. I'm a tad blunt maybe, but other then that I'm probably the most average unsuspecting person I know. But if you asked me if I digged pain, you'd get a shockingly graphic answer. Anything from...
    MrMelange MrMelange
    18-21, M
    Mar 1, 2011

    Pain is the most beautiful thing in the world

    without it we wouldn't be called human.
    soullessnight000 soullessnight000
    13-15, F
    Oct 16, 2015

    Ectasy

    I love pain in both a sexual and mutual way I need to feel pain its there to remind you your still alive
    AshesToAshes AshesToAshes
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 22, 2008

    Why? Okay I Sort Of Know Already, But Still.

    Recently... I have blocked out emotions, especially sadness... and happyness just doesn't seem to exist anymore.  I haven't laughed in weeks and the only smiles I have had were forced.  What else is there?  I fell down and ended up getting a large cut on my arm...
    crying1on1the1inside crying1on1the1inside
    18-21, F
    Oct 24, 2009

    I'm An Endorphine Junkie.

    When I was young, I would cut. I knew it was ridiculous and part of me was subconsciously doing it for attention, so finally I stopped. I replaced the cutting with needles. I would use push-pins to induce pain. I'd put rows of them into me, usually under my clothes and when...
    RazorTongue9000 RazorTongue9000
    22-25, M
    May 17, 2009

    Related Experiences

    I've enjoyed Experience Project. So many people out there with shared experiences. It has been nice to share stories with others who get it. Hoping to see many of you on these new...
    BarefootedBoy BarefootedBoy
    41-45
    Apr 21
    I'm deleting my account 8pm my time. I'm going to enjoy my last day as much as I can.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 20
    me too.....so it comes to a end...so ive added a new profile pic. ..enjoy. .;)
    toy144 toy144
    41-45, M
    Apr 20
    Well this is it everyone. The last full day of EP. I know I have not been on here that much but I just want to say for those of you who have been there for me thank you so much and...
    maialove maialove
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 20
    Sorry forgot the picture lol So with ep hitting the big pause button Tomorrow I'm sharing this picture as a result of where the site took me. I always fought the feelings of...
    k5rjtxj k5rjtxj
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Apr 20
    Sorry forgot the picture last post! So with ep hitting the big pause button Tomorrow I'm sharing this picture as a result of where the site took me. I always fought the feelings of...
    k5rjtxj k5rjtxj
    26-30, M
    Apr 20
    So with ep hitting the big pause button Tomorrow I'm sharing this picture as a result of where the site took me. I always fought the feelings of enjoying being nude but now I'm...
    k5rjtxj k5rjtxj
    26-30, M
    Apr 20
    So with ep hitting the big pause button Tomorrow I'm sharing this picture as a result of where the site took me. I always fought the feelings of enjoying being nude but now I'm...
    k5rjtxj k5rjtxj
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    I look forward to enjoying this lifestyle with my guy and being owned by him as well!
    InLoveWithTheSun InLoveWithTheSun
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Apr 20
    Avoid mistakes and learn what are things to consider in choosing a painting company for your house or business establishments.
    1800allpainting 1800allpainting
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    Emotional pain and period cramps :P
    PacifiedBrains PacifiedBrains
    13-15, F
    Apr 18
    There is no coming to consciousness without pain. I am open to learning from this new pain.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 18
    I have officially hit my emotional pain threshold. Every memory hurts. I can't think of anything else. I want to sleep but I can't. Everything is my fault.
    BernadetteAshley BernadetteAshley
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 17
    I remember in French class a saying that loosely translated was "A coalminers home is his castle". So I feel that nudity at home is not only enjoyable it is my right. Most of my...
    nuwalker nuwalker
    66-70, M
    2 Responses Apr 16
    I have been working on a new series of painting lately. It keeps my mind off things when I have too much on my mind..Wish I was in the mood to paint again today but some days you...
    foolinlovegirl foolinlovegirl
    31-35, F
    Apr 15
    I am clean my place I'll write down two poems I send my biological mom I'm 2008 live for everyone to read it I was from my heart and truth I know she was crying in pain when she...
    LucidxxShivery LucidxxShivery
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    "Face Down" Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. I sing this like all the time!! It's a great song. If you don't know it check it out! The link is in the comments. Also "Choke" is another...
    SonofPaddy121 SonofPaddy121
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 15
    just cut my hand practicing my knife techniques. my knife was so sharp I just skinned the muscle and an hour later still don't feel pain
    Mike3569 Mike3569
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 14
    getting a kick *** ammout of physical pain right now. trying to get off cymbalta for fibromyalgia and the withdrawals absolutely suck. so now i have ungodly pain everywhere and...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    Apr 14
    By Your Side - Sade (reggae mix) Always enjoyed this song amongst others of hers, love it even more with the reggae beats.
    helmsdeep helmsdeep
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 13
    - Dear True Love - Silhouettes From Sleeping At Last Lovely songs!!! I enjoy listening to them. I wish for my future hubby to sing 'Dear True Love' for my wedding.... Just...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive
    18-21, F
    Apr 12
    the title says it all. most of my life has been pain and sorrow both mental and physical you think that eye patch on my eye is fake no its 100% real. I made sacrifices for people...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    Apr 11
    in this world people just fake it like they care but in reality not many people care most just are selfish this is reality i know what hurt is i wish i could take others...
    bimvim bimvim
    18-21, M
    Apr 11
    I like to see it happen to women, but last week it happened to me in public! I was working at someone's house, and, being in a hurry, did not want to look for a suitable place to...
    kenspyker kenspyker
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Apr 11
    I'm in pain again, tears slowly forming in the corner of my eyes. My eyes that were fixed on the ceiling, thinking of what should I do to avoid thinking of thoughts that still...
    icesky icesky
    18-21, F
    Apr 10
    Well, since I am 50 years old, "rough" may be overstating it a little bit. I enjoy intense sex and while I do not consider myself a "dom" in BDSM parlance, I do enjoy control and...
    Move4Word Move4Word
    46-50, M
    Apr 9
    I do and I'm not materialistic. I don't care about brands or anything. I enjoy the little things... gestures, efforts, acts of kindness, sweetness.. especially when it's from the...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 9
    Every little thing I enjoy
    staystyleandsmile staystyleandsmile
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 8
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