I Enjoy Stream Of Consciousness Stories And Poems

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    What Is It That I Missing?

    I have everything a 22 year old could ask for. No kids, single, in college, a job, wonderful parents and small group of genuine friends. But I feel like something's missing. Perhaps a bf? I don't know. I'm not one to be in relationships, can't stand the commitment. Maybe the...
    cmwho cmwho
    22-25, F
    Oct 27, 2013

    Paranoia

    Trickery is what’s done this to me. Fast hands and imperceptible gestures I’ve missed as I’ve gurned and chuntered, spat and hissed, whilst staring into the middle distance and wondered.  When I refocus everyone goes quiet, checking your phones.  You think you’re so...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan
    46-50
    1 Response Jan 4, 2013

    there are moments when words escape you.

    even feelings become vapor in the cold air. you try to take a breath, but the world moves on, somehow everything becomes a miasmic blur, and you forgot that there is air to breathe. you forgot to see beyond the assembly line of one-dimensional faces, moving pass you, leaving...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 8, 2013

    Stream Of Consciousness Abstract 1

    ~~~~~~~~~~ Abstract time patterns of thought consciousness whirling kaleidoscope like in a precious few bejewelled seconds of timeless no time for thought just write right right OK no need to read a galaxy exploded distant corona crowned lear like leering like the old man his...
    NobodyParticularly NobodyParticularly
    56-60, M
    1 Response Jun 11, 2013

    Poised But no thought emerges.

    Lost, vacant and numb I followed my existential axioms To the vanishing point. Dots to infinity …………………………………………………………………………………… with the lack of insight. Tautological circles of crushed chalk protect me. I go into...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan
    46-50
    Oct 29, 2014

    Reading Poems

    Crystallizing feelings into words, at its most basic, is like making icicles. Trickles of thought, trapped; the encapsulation of Michael held in graceful statis.  Hope is eternally frozen, expectant, dreaming away the day. Freedom is just a warm-thawingHeartbeat away.
    CrookedMan CrookedMan
    46-50
    Mar 7, 2013

    Life As A Stream-of-consciousness Poem

    i am an omniscient narrator, meandering slightly into convex upheavals, a constant traveler of sandy cracks, breaking up sidewalks inevitably while carrying accidental crosses stitched in symmetrical green leaves, shining as a petroleum-based black surface. i carene into vast...
    yeshuja yeshuja
    31-35, M
    Jul 9, 2012

    8/12/2004

    Why am I alone? Who made me this way? I'm a natural disaster. I'm battling faulty genes (I should rejoice in my chastity) Just like him I get wasted and emotional Just like her I drink in my bed(What?) Passed on their party to me Poor painridden parents A discoball was my star of...
    Kittychanel Kittychanel
    41-45, F
    1 Response Sep 2, 2012

    Almost 4am Here In Original Sin City.

    So I'm sitting outside watching cars go by, listening to Sade and crickets, smokin a 'L. I love being up this late.....being the only one to feel the breeze (at least that's what it feels like). So many thoughts running through me; so deep though, I can't decipher them. All...
    cmwho cmwho
    22-25, F
    Sep 19, 2013

    Dunked

    The park now is dark and damp; sodden leaves and slugs squelch underfoot. An astringent barb in my nose from all the decay.  Long gone are the post-Olympics runners, the accountants cycling home from work on their new expensive bikes, in their Bradley Wiggins cycle helmets, and...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan
    46-50
    Oct 18, 2012

    Story #28 The Ride

    The Ride (on my stream of consciousness) watch the stream as it's going never stopping, always flowing how i'm feeling what i'm thinking babies drooling feet are stinking eat a sandwich, take a sip ping coffee over there she is there a doctor in the house is a mess ing around isn...
    Serenitree Serenitree
    70+, F
    4 Responses Jul 24, 2011

    Illicit

    Cream Sherry, cheap hashish and an Epiphone acoustic guitar. Though I like to escape, I don’t like to stray very far. These days. I’ve got two handfuls of tunes to rehearse, get right, and it’s the night. I worked extra hard on the Sabbath but it’s a holiday weekend so...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan
    46-50
    May 4, 2013

    Drunk Streaming

    I have so many little birds at the feeder out on my deck that the hawks come almost daily and dive and swoop leaving feathers flying. I am not quite sure how to feel about this. On the one hand the Sharp-Shinned Hawk is an endangered species, but on the other hand my property has...
    Quintesse Quintesse
    51-55, F
    12 Responses Sep 14, 2013

    Mindfulness

    I’ve got a ‘Here and Now’ *Bong!* app on my phone.  So far, thankfully, it’s only gone-off when I’ve been alone.  A singing bowl would be better - more resonant but less convenient - over and after-tones kiss-chasing vibrations in my inner ear.  A calm down tone...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan
    46-50
    Jun 13, 2012

    Was writing to an ep friend today,

    and wanted to try something new. Thought I might share it. -------------------------------------------- Blue sky, black heart. Yellow sun, I cast no shadow. Cool breeze passes right through me. I am nothing. chiseling away at the surface of the raw broken edges of this...
    CopperCoil CopperCoil
    36-40, M
    3 Responses Mar 30

    So, Moving On...

    So. News?  On what shall I muse?  There’s so much going on that I’m floundering.  Sinking, drowing.  I shouldn’t be!  I’m supposed to be Master of my Fate not some puppet victim ingrate.  I fancy myself in control; a well-oiled machine, getting through, making do...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan
    46-50
    Feb 24, 2013

    Emotional Torque

    It’s easier said than done, and it’s not fun.I’m combatting insomnia with napping. My mood is snappy, and the weeks flash past almost before I’ve begun.  I’m up-front scared with an undercurrent of residual anger; I’m exhibiting bad vibes and my eyes are flashing a...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan
    46-50
    Mar 16, 2013

    I was hung, By the thumbs.

    It seemed to go on for hours Before I was undone. Festival Halls of people sung And clapped raptures; Roars of approval rang peals and rounds Round rafters. I was stunned. Reasoned begging, Appeals to Heaven – Nothing worked. Nor did my threatening. I’ve been, at times, a...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan
    46-50
    2 Responses Mar 15, 2014

    Torso On Podium

    With plastic bag on my head, I filter out all the mistakes that burn my house. Fat, talking heads that float and laugh, keep getting fed. Eye contact is solar stare, I got myself in mental pit and with every reach I reach upwards, further down, the depth of the pit. Upwards is a...
    secto secto
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 16, 2013

    How long are we gonna **** around making

    bullshit music (too cold for rhyme stance) What happened to all the good music para guitara? When it came down to soothing the soul and healing what ails those through the frequencies of rhythm and vocals And for those lost given a beat to call their own To carry them on...
    lenny28 lenny28
    18-21, M
    Oct 15, 2015

    Drunk Streaming Two

    I took a sip and I jumped the gun a bit and missed the edge of the glass as I was pulling away, Pinot Noir dripping. I stared at the almost full moon as I licked the glass to catch what I had missed. I am alone. It doesn’t matter. It is somewhat uncouth, but there is no one...
    Quintesse Quintesse
    51-55, F
    8 Responses Oct 18, 2013

    Droop

    Daggers of anxiety tonight.I seem to have grown a new jowl overnight; my slacking is turning to sagging.  I think it’s my smile lines atrophying. I should practice to the mirror in the morning - like a chimp gnawing, all teeth and sparkling eyes, eyebrows surprised – all my...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan
    46-50
    Jan 22, 2013

    Stuck Or Barely Moving

    That's how I feel. These past few days have been brutal on my spirit. I feel like a failure. And not because I am but because I went from financial stability and freedom to none of this. I went from having a busy social working life to discovering the truth about people who I...
    cmwho cmwho
    22-25, F
    Oct 6, 2013

    I’m Surrounded: Cleopatra

    and an amplifier, Manufactured in China; An opulence of blues and pinks; A cigar-box full of forgotten thinks. And Kierkegaard’s Works of Love. Incense and daggers, downloaded distractions; A mush of green; Tobacco and vanilla. Broken springs. Lovers in factions. Life-left...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan
    46-50
    Aug 21, 2014

    Life! – Likes surprises,

    Action potentials: Chrysalises of possibilities, Ripe, supple, armed with all the essentials; Hot for the frenzied fever of feasting and f*cking, Squelching and sucking, Moved by the moon And tunes. Choice and Chance Will dance: Tick tock Tick tock Tick tock Tick Death, Is...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan
    46-50
    Sep 21, 2014

    Yet Another Sublimation

    Examples of small desolations that end up as inconsequential phrasings, or exhalations; exhorting my glory if I disdain the doubt and existential dread I feel gnawing.
    CrookedMan CrookedMan
    46-50
    Feb 13, 2013

    Related Experiences

    I've enjoyed Experience Project. So many people out there with shared experiences. It has been nice to share stories with others who get it. Hoping to see many of you on these new...
    BarefootedBoy BarefootedBoy
    41-45
    Apr 21
    I'm deleting my account 8pm my time. I'm going to enjoy my last day as much as I can.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 20
    me too.....so it comes to a end...so ive added a new profile pic. ..enjoy. .;)
    toy144 toy144
    41-45, M
    Apr 20
    Well this is it everyone. The last full day of EP. I know I have not been on here that much but I just want to say for those of you who have been there for me thank you so much and...
    maialove maialove
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 20
    I'll write stories if people like them.
    Elaine4les Elaine4les
    22-25, F
    Apr 20
    Sorry forgot the picture lol So with ep hitting the big pause button Tomorrow I'm sharing this picture as a result of where the site took me. I always fought the feelings of...
    k5rjtxj k5rjtxj
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Apr 20
    Sorry forgot the picture last post! So with ep hitting the big pause button Tomorrow I'm sharing this picture as a result of where the site took me. I always fought the feelings of...
    k5rjtxj k5rjtxj
    26-30, M
    Apr 20
    So with ep hitting the big pause button Tomorrow I'm sharing this picture as a result of where the site took me. I always fought the feelings of enjoying being nude but now I'm...
    k5rjtxj k5rjtxj
    26-30, M
    Apr 20
    So with ep hitting the big pause button Tomorrow I'm sharing this picture as a result of where the site took me. I always fought the feelings of enjoying being nude but now I'm...
    k5rjtxj k5rjtxj
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    I look forward to enjoying this lifestyle with my guy and being owned by him as well!
    InLoveWithTheSun InLoveWithTheSun
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Apr 20
    'In the end, we'll all become stories.' - Margaret Atwood
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 19
    I've already deleted my photo albums. I am going to start taking down my stories now. It is kind of sad really. It feels more like I am erasing bits and pieces of me.
    justnicky justnicky
    36-40, F
    7 Responses Apr 19
    Who wants to rp me getting fat? Message me
    helpmegetfatter helpmegetfatter
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    Am really going to miss this place, I have read some interesting, sad, messed up stories during my time here but I enjoy most of them in one way or another. I am a very curious...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 16
    I remember in French class a saying that loosely translated was "A coalminers home is his castle". So I feel that nudity at home is not only enjoyable it is my right. Most of my...
    nuwalker nuwalker
    66-70, M
    2 Responses Apr 16
    I have written stories before and I am currently writing three stories now.
    nerdyfreak nerdyfreak
    13-15, F
    Apr 16
    I am clean my place I'll write down two poems I send my biological mom I'm 2008 live for everyone to read it I was from my heart and truth I know she was crying in pain when she...
    LucidxxShivery LucidxxShivery
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    "Face Down" Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. I sing this like all the time!! It's a great song. If you don't know it check it out! The link is in the comments. Also "Choke" is another...
    SonofPaddy121 SonofPaddy121
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 15
    LETTING NO I had realized long ago, that it was over. And as days passed, I vowed to let go. After a month, you were still here. After two, my pain and suffering ruled. With...
    Luke5150 Luke5150
    36-40, M
    Apr 13
    By Your Side - Sade (reggae mix) Always enjoyed this song amongst others of hers, love it even more with the reggae beats.
    helmsdeep helmsdeep
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 13
    - Dear True Love - Silhouettes From Sleeping At Last Lovely songs!!! I enjoy listening to them. I wish for my future hubby to sing 'Dear True Love' for my wedding.... Just...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive
    18-21, F
    Apr 12
    I'm not very fond of role playing, but after reading several pie-in-the-face erotic stories, I can't stop thinking about it. I would love to reenact any one of those stories with a...
    LetsGetMessy LetsGetMessy
    22-25, M
    Apr 12
    I like to see it happen to women, but last week it happened to me in public! I was working at someone's house, and, being in a hurry, did not want to look for a suitable place to...
    kenspyker kenspyker
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Apr 11
    Well, since I am 50 years old, "rough" may be overstating it a little bit. I enjoy intense sex and while I do not consider myself a "dom" in BDSM parlance, I do enjoy control and...
    Move4Word Move4Word
    46-50, M
    Apr 9
    I do and I'm not materialistic. I don't care about brands or anything. I enjoy the little things... gestures, efforts, acts of kindness, sweetness.. especially when it's from the...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 9
    I love to write dirty nasty stories, message me and let me know what you enjoy. No poop, children, animals or blood.
    Pmacphoto Pmacphoto
    70+, M
    Apr 9
    Every little thing I enjoy
    staystyleandsmile staystyleandsmile
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 8
    when I visited my father and his business partner I enjoyed being used by his business partner. my father would leave me under his care for the summer. .during the day he dressed...
    6Vicky9 6Vicky9
    56-60, M
    1 Response Apr 8
    No I did NOT! It was sore! I remember my feeling of dread when I got called in front of the class to be slippered, or when my Mum told me that she was going to smack my bottom. I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Apr 7
    He wakes up and goes to the kitchen, as he gets halfway into the kitchen, he pauses, with fear and shock on his face, he begins to lose himself, he stands there paralyzed, it's...
    Wisdomjay Wisdomjay
    18-21, M
    Apr 6
    I enjoy writing about anything, I especially love writing very erotic stories. By request only, very private stories just for you.
    Pmacphoto Pmacphoto
    70+, M
    Apr 6
    All her scars don't matter to me. She's beautiful from her head to her toes. Trust that not everyone knows. They look at her arms but I look at her heart. A caring thing that was...
    nicolecx209 nicolecx209
    13-15, M
    1 Response Apr 5
    Focus on where you want to go, not where you currently are!
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee
    22-25, F
    Apr 5
    When I was a boy we would hike up to small spring in the mountains outside of town. It was a couple of hours hike from the road and in summer we usually just shorts and tees. It...
    Bobbie1952 Bobbie1952
    61-65, M
    1 Response Apr 4
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