I Enjoy Writing My Thoughts

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    Thank you, ma'am. May I have another.

    What? Where did that come from?
    SailorsAngel SailorsAngel
    41-45, F
    1 Response Sep 12, 2015

    I wanted to start writing my diary here.

    .. But decided to wait for the new EP...
    jing747 jing747
    36-40, F
    Apr 14

    Hi how are you. I'm at work.

    I'll be off and on on here. You can leave messages here or on my post. I just thought I'd let you know out of courtesy.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 29, 2015

    I have a guy best friend,

    and he's married, (bad marriage) but he sometimes asks to see my eyes, asks how old I am (only since I turned 18) and occasionally gives me pats on the head and back. He tells me lots of things about him, and last time he gave me a hug, he initiated it (and I was remembering the...
    zydeko zydeko
    18-21
    1 Response Apr 12, 2015

    So, I've been doing some thinking,

    with all this free time I've had since I quit my job. Really looking inside myself, and noticing I make a lot of mistakes; when I was on my way home from picking up a book on ADD, I almost got into a wreck staring out the window, to getting home and finding my scissors were...
    mslp mslp
    22-25, F
    Nov 10, 2014

    Here's one of the things I wrote in my

    notes: Depression is not Lana Del Rey music, with smeared black eyeliner and tears running down your face. It is not a blood-stained tub, or the blade sitting across from you. It is not being rocked back and forth by a boy as he kisses your head and whispers “I love you...
    Lexiem00n Lexiem00n
    13-15, F
    Apr 11

    Death doesn't fill my fantasize thoughts,

    only happiness. My thoughts freeze me in them and I seem to be daydreaming. The lack of awareness, of reality surrounds me. I was stuck in my mind for about thirty minutes, but it only felt like a minute. Can I stay there longer. No!!! I have class.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 31, 2014

    I have been keeping a diary

    for some time now and jotting down whatever comes to my mind. I like doing that despite it being known as gay doing that. Anyway I got my diary out from when I was in yr 2 and read through it. It's quite funny how I had a crush on someone in my class and wrote that down in code...
    jess271201 jess271201
    13-15, F
    Nov 30, 2014

    don't judge someone's attitude

    until you've felt their pain.
    preciousdramafree preciousdramafree
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 6, 2014

    I'd love to have a room like this to call my

    own. A place to read, paint, create. I'm one who needs a place that makes me feel warm and calm. Sunlight streaming in from a large stain glass window illuminating the room with patterns would be a joy. I'd love a place to hide away with only myself and my thoughts for...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 17, 2015

    Never would I have thought

    that keeping a journal would be helpful. Makes me want to write a book
    Lucky1217 Lucky1217
    22-25, F
    Feb 28, 2014

    It is a sunny day out this afternoon,

    I have nothing left to do here in the office, I think I will go walk around downtown LA and enjoy the day. Still sore from lifting last night, butt cheeks hurt, that is what happens when you leg press 540 pounds at 10 reps for 10 sets. LOL Hope anybody who sees this has life...
    1niceguy4u 1niceguy4u
    51-55, M
    1 Response Sep 18, 2015

    You may mess up, but you are not a mess up.

    You may make a mistake, but you are not a mistake. You may screw up, but you are not a screw up. You may fail, but you are not a failure. You are not defined by your weaknesses You are not the only one who has missed the shot Or the...
    torr62 torr62
    16-17, F
    Dec 15, 2014

    Usually I have things to write about

    but today it is cold and wet and depressing. I am concerned about my wife getting involved with another man. She is bored and he will drop in for a drink later today. I know she will ask him to sit between us,When he gets his second drink, she will ask him if he is ticklish...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 28, 2015

    I just wrote this, made this up on the spot

    and posted it onto tumblr, I'm sure I may have been said before, but I'm not sure. Opinions on it? What do you think?
    MidnightThoughts MidnightThoughts
    18-21, F
    Apr 13, 2015

    Someday You Will See…

    That friendship is not an individual contract That you see who are your real friends when you are down That a good amusement is not a synonym of good friendship That you can't solve other people’s  problems That only few people are really going to understand you...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Aug 16, 2009

    I know...I have dreamed you up.

    Or perhaps you are real At times you escape my imagination. At times you mock me with your presence. Often times oblivious to you. Other times your slave. Were you there? Was I? Yes, I am certain we were! You as my protector As I offer you comfort and ease Satisfying each other...
    4getmenow 4getmenow
    56-60, F
    1 Response Mar 21

    Sensual And Beauty

    There seems no place to write this so I shall start sharing more of my thoughts here. It seems some of my friends have never considered beauty. Some are very senusal which can be exciting. But some reject their beauty. I think sensual is obvoius. It can be displayed in...
    demorcan demorcan
    61-65, M
    1 Response Jun 13, 2012

    Some days you sit in front of the computer

    and emotions pour out of you. Other days you stare at the screen and there is nothing. Your head is swimming with thoughts but getting them from your head to the keyboard is an impossible feat. Today I could not write. I listened to music for inspiration. I read quotes and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 12, 2015

    Reality is indifferent to our fears,

    our joys, our absences. Indifference in reality is the alcohol in the liquor. We get drunk in reality like we get drunk in cheap liquor, sometimes this drunkness leading us to a soothing slumber, sometimes to bitter tears of frustration.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 25, 2015

    I Don't Know

    I write down random thoughts some times as I fall asleep some say it is poetry I say maybe or just jumbled thoughts....... I chose this path I don't know why Skies of blue, heavenly rays poking through eyes hurting from the sight Ever so bright is the light I falter under it's...
    twizteddreamer69 twizteddreamer69
    41-45, F
    1 Response Aug 29, 2012

    Truly after someone hurts you,

    you're not the same anymore.
    sinkass sinkass
    22-25, M
    Aug 11, 2014

    Segregation

    There are so many people here I have read and enjoyed thier stories. For some people it has been enjoyable chats. The strange thing is so many will not talk to each other. Their interests are contrary. I find those discussions the most stimulating. Reading from someone...
    demorcan demorcan
    61-65, M
    1 Response Jun 14, 2012

    Taxes Are Legal?

    The Supreme Court ruled that the health care bill is a tax and therefore legal. This got me thinking (as many things do). And my mind really must be messed up because my thoughts do not seem to be the ocmmon thoughts I read everywhere. The economy has gone south, so...
    demorcan demorcan
    61-65, M
    1 Response Jun 29, 2012

    Today I thought of something,

    as my family spent the day together. We were walking back to our car through a less than stellar part of town, it was already dark, and yet I wasn't really nervous at all. My husband would take care of us, obviously. I could tell he was tense though, and I had this thought: it...
    katinbell katinbell
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 1, 2014

    I find it much easier to communicate my

    thoughts through writing, it stems back to the vulnerability that I felt and experienced as a young teenager putting my feelings out there and being knocked back. It is also easier to do it without interruption or diversion, I can focus much more easily and find myself getting...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 18, 2015

    There are times like these

    where I'm just waiting for the storm to pass and I don't feel like trying. I don't want to do anything but cry. This emptiness in my heart is getting bigger and travels to my throat from holding in my screams for so long. I could go on and on about why I'm feeling this way...
    torr62 torr62
    16-17, F
    Feb 10, 2015

    ~~ My Writing My Thoughts ~~

      Writing is simply crystallized thought. Thought is like water which flows unceasingly, without form and cannot be grasped fully. Writing pulls thoughts together, gives it structure and presents it to the world in graspable form. It is like crystallizing water by...
    MoniaMa MoniaMa
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 10, 2010

    Cathartic And Fulfilling

    I've always reflected, always thought about things, analyzed and over analyzed but I never really got in to the habit of keeping a diary; of writing my thoughts down in any order; and yet I find myself posting prolifically on here - maybe its because the topics give me a chance...
    lostlittlefirefly lostlittlefirefly
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Jun 14, 2012

    If you successfully run from yourself,

    you're the only one losing.
    Stargasm Stargasm
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Nov 2, 2014

    Just My Thoughts For Today

    Nothing really has to make sense, most things do while others don't. We walk through this life learning, growing, changing and experiencing, but there are times when we have to have a sit down with ourselves and think. Random thoughts pop up amongst the ones that have very...
    invisiblyreal invisiblyreal
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 6, 2012

    when i'm alone🚶, i think.

    when i think🙇, i remember. when i remember, i feel pain💔😩. when i feel pain, i cry😢 when i cry i can't stop😪
    preciousdramafree preciousdramafree
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 6, 2014

    If I had one wish; I would wish

    for everyone to have a good life. To not have to worry about paying their next bill, or to go out or stay in, or to deal with any negatively from anyone including themselves. I'd wish for everyone to feel beautiful for who they are and I'd wish for everyone to see it and...
    torr62 torr62
    16-17, F
    Jan 1, 2015

    I been thinking, shouldn't everyone

    who shares stories on EP be part of this group? And if you don't like writing your thoughts why would you write experience on here?
    ObserverOfLife ObserverOfLife
    22-25, M
    Nov 3, 2014

    I want to be with the man in my imagination,

    he would be tall, gorgeous, know my every want and desires without me saying a word. he would be honest, loving, caring, giving. love me like ive never been loved before. would never say a harsh word to me. love and care for me. would never hurt me. make me laugh. hold me...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 28, 2015

    Inspired by a question asked by RedDog123321:

    I don't 100% agree with the phrase, "We accept the love we think we deserve." I would say "we accept the love we think we are benefitting from." Even in abusive relationships, the victim feels like they are gaining something. Whether the abuser is a financial relief, or the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Apr 1, 2015

    The Giving Tree by Shel Silverstein.

    I heard it was about a tree and a boy. The tree was generous. Very generous, in fact, it may have been too generous. Perhaps a better word for the tree would be altruistic? Being altruistic is giving too much of yourself to someone else and not leaving...
    torr62 torr62
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 18, 2014

    Jessica Johnson September 1st – 8th,

    2015 Know your self-worth Sometimes we question ourselves whether were doing the right thing or the wrong. In other words just existing in this world trying to build on something that never existed in...
    JohnsonJess JohnsonJess
    18-21, F
    Sep 10, 2015

    Mind And Heart

    About this topic.... I have a lot of thoughts, some are bad and some are good... For me, thoughts is not always something that you have to share to everybody. My grandmother ever told me that if you're speaking good, then you'll gain another friend. But in the other side, if you...
    AllyC89 AllyC89
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 17, 2010

    Night's demons, Wings depleted,

    Forbidden fruit Aimlessly walking Gone
    raggedeagle raggedeagle
    31-35, F
    Jul 5, 2015

    Absolutely love writing

    whether it about how I feel or writing a story
    ALostSiren ALostSiren
    16-17, F
    Nov 2, 2014

    I have not loved you truly I inhale you.

    I dont trust you i trust your heart. In the blankets of your breath I wish to sleep cause i feel nothing more cosy can my heart find ... Your heart not my home, my heart's peaceful abode so every restless moment it feels to knock the door. My heart's truest impossible wish just...
    winterfall winterfall
    41-45
    Feb 15, 2014

    I read something about the simplicity of words.

    ​ To me, words are not "just words".​ They are much more than that; words are projection from subconscious thoughts . Think about it.​ Our very next thought is in our mind and it tells our brain to say something when someone passes by or sits next us, but we are the ones...
    SailorsAngel SailorsAngel
    41-45, F
    Sep 13, 2015

    Someone on here sparked a thought

    for me. She asked if it was shallow to find people who can't take care of themselves unattractive. And it got me thinking. Why is being shallow a bad thing if you aren't harassing or hurting anyone? Why is shallow only a bad thing when you hurt someone's feelings by simply not...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 29, 2015

    It pleases me to know

    that whatever I share here will soon be erased.. It allows me to write with little restraint. I've always been internally unreasonable.. But nobody notices it, because I never tell them my internal struggles with such trivial matters. Outwardly.. I am the headstrong leader. I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 16

    I know two of my close friends are having

    difficulties in their marriage now. Some aspects about their husbands strongly annoy them, one being undermining her position to his immediate family. And another one with his husband's work attitude and lack of responsibility. Both got married because they had babies beforehand...
    ChannelingTruth ChannelingTruth
    26-30, F
    Mar 24

    Does anyone have that one person that

    as soon as they sign on, and you see them post the first question you immediately get a migraine?
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jun 29, 2015

    Untitled Thoughts... It appeared

    that his insecurities had him going in circles. He was so busy defending his emotions that he couldn't even see straight. He sabotaged potential relationships, and seemed to have stressed his way out of those that begged to progress. Now, he's alone and angry. He expected second...
    PricelessJourney PricelessJourney
    36-40, F
    Jan 20, 2015

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    PuckDrop PuckDrop
    22-25, M
    Apr 21
    no more green dot... the only way I was able to tell when you woke up... since you often ignore me. At least I could see your stupid green dot and know you were alive. no more...
    Missjayne1 Missjayne1
    36-40, F
    Apr 20
    Lazyboy Thoughts EP leaving is sort of my fault.
    dmc313 dmc313
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    Lazyboy Thoughts What would be the relations to a couch potato?
    dmc313 dmc313
    26-30, M
    Apr 20
    Lazyboy Thoughts Why don't ppl love graham crackers as much as I do?
    dmc313 dmc313
    26-30, M
    Apr 20
    Lazyboy Thoughts I wonder how many of you are being mad brave right now with how you're acting on here, knowing its the last day.
    dmc313 dmc313
    26-30, M
    Apr 20
    The tittle says it all pretty much. This will be my last experience before EP goes down. I've only been here since December, but I've really grown to love the community and things...
    DanceOfBlades DanceOfBlades
    18-21, F
    Apr 20
    certain of uncertainty getting fkd by the disease i deny but love secretly waking up and preaching myself to stay away from the end wrapped around in disappointment how...
    anotherclone anotherclone
    31-35, M
    Apr 20
    well friends, the day is upon us, I do solemnly say :( i must say farwell this day though because i won't have the chance tomorrow. it's been a journey, and I have met a lot of...
    Corick Corick
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    Sorry forgot the picture lol So with ep hitting the big pause button Tomorrow I'm sharing this picture as a result of where the site took me. I always fought the feelings of...
    k5rjtxj k5rjtxj
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Apr 20
    Sorry forgot the picture last post! So with ep hitting the big pause button Tomorrow I'm sharing this picture as a result of where the site took me. I always fought the feelings of...
    k5rjtxj k5rjtxj
    26-30, M
    Apr 20
    So with ep hitting the big pause button Tomorrow I'm sharing this picture as a result of where the site took me. I always fought the feelings of enjoying being nude but now I'm...
    k5rjtxj k5rjtxj
    26-30, M
    Apr 20
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