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    Everything Seems So Equally Meaningless.......

    I would love to believe in God, or...a higher meaning or that memories ( Or anything for that matter ). Persitts after death, But cant so with that in mind, What difference does it make if I decide to hang myself today or die 50t years from now?........................
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 2 Responses Aug 24, 2012

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