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I Everything Seems So Meaningless

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    Exercise In Futility

    The night before the "green" garbage was collected, my wife asked me if I had brought it out on the street. I said no, because it was in the back yard, which to get to the street meant getting a flashlight to open the combo lock on the gate - maybe not a good reason but that was...
    roven roven 56-60 Jul 8, 2013

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