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I Experienced A Moment Of Fear And Loneliness

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    Without Mother

    whenever my mother goes out i feel scared. i feel very lne because i do not get along with anyone and she is the only one i love. every night i feel terrible when she falls asleep. i cry.. it is terrible. i fear losing her.
    stamps stamps 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 13, 2010

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    ..........then I Found I Gained Another Friend,

    Several months ago after first joining EP I became good friends with another EP member. He was a great listener and offered wonderful suggestions and solid advice. I always looked forward to hearing from him. It is not often in life we find the perfect mate. lover or the one...
    SuzieA SuzieA 46-50, F May 2, 2010

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    Fear And Loneliness

    Fear and loneliness,I've known it,When disaster struck,The mighty quake,Felt all alone,Frightened,Despite the people around,I didn't settle,Till I saw my friend.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 14, 2012

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    I Don't Want To Remember...

    I HATE THOSE TIMES WHEN I DESPERATELY NEEDS TO TALK TO SOMEONE....BUT NO ONE IS THERE..
    breakercode breakercode 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 27, 2012

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    Cant Thing Of A Title To Put Here......

    "A MOMENT"........ really,,,,,,, I wish THAT was all the time I spent in this prediciment !!!!! A moment would be a hiccup !
    JEEPWRANGLERGUY95 JEEPWRANGLERGUY95 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 25, 2012

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