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I Experienced A Moment Of Fear And Loneliness

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 106 People

    I Don't Want To Remember...

    I HATE THOSE TIMES WHEN I DESPERATELY NEEDS TO TALK TO SOMEONE....BUT NO ONE IS THERE..
    breakercode breakercode 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 27, 2012

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    Without Mother

    whenever my mother goes out i feel scared. i feel very lne because i do not get along with anyone and she is the only one i love. every night i feel terrible when she falls asleep. i cry.. it is terrible. i fear losing her.
    stamps stamps 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 13, 2010

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    Fear And Loneliness

    Fear and loneliness,I've known it,When disaster struck,The mighty quake,Felt all alone,Frightened,Despite the people around,I didn't settle,Till I saw my friend.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Mar 14, 2012

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    Cant Thing Of A Title To Put Here......

    "A MOMENT"........ really,,,,,,, I wish THAT was all the time I spent in this prediciment !!!!! A moment would be a hiccup !
    CBRguyspanks CBRguyspanks 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 25, 2012

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    ..........then I Found I Gained Another Friend,

    Several months ago after first joining EP I became good friends with another EP member. He was a great listener and offered wonderful suggestions and solid advice. I always looked forward to hearing from him. It is not often in life we find the perfect mate. lover or the one...
    SuzieA SuzieA 46-50, F May 2, 2010

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    I want to list my fears hoping to get over them one day Fear of judgement, rejection, abandonment Fear of loneliness Fear of getting lost Fear of not being enough Fear of driving...
    Mangostrawberrybanana Mangostrawberrybanana 31-35, F Dec 8

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    Types of Pain The pain of loneliness The pain of routine The pain of fear The pain of excitement The pain of envy The pain of memories The pain of love The pain of mystery The...
    watsleftinlife watsleftinlife 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 21

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    I'm 22 and about a year ago I was totally different person. Popular, very fit from going to the gym, etc.. I was also smoking weed. Everything was going great, but at then end of...
    unknownOrigin unknownOrigin 22-25 Dec 1

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    Am I ready for the next level? I stand at the moment of truth as I face a new reality. Do I want to share most obvious and first noticed attribute about myself. It's not...
    AwakeYetDreaming AwakeYetDreaming 36-40, M Nov 23

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    Today I experienced racism firsthand and for the first time in my life. It got me thinking about my own prejudices against certain groups of people. And it was apparent that my...
    hongy0220 hongy0220 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    Relationships are never a permanent solution to loneliness. Loneliness remains consistent even when you are together but it's simply hidden. It's waiting to unleash, ready to force...
    mrdane415 mrdane415 26-30, M Nov 18

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    Sometimes I feel so in love with loneliness. Casper (my imaginary friend) is the only person in the world that truly cares for me and has my best interest at heart. He is my...
    browntaurus browntaurus 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    Today was like every other day. I wore my hair down in loose curls and bore enough makeup to suit my simple tastes. It was cold outside so I wore a warm fitting jacket and tight...
    TheWhimsicalHeart TheWhimsicalHeart 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    I'm so tired not like a sleepy tired but tired of everything tired of working at life everyday but most of all I'm tired of being tired. I'm so depressed and I know this cause its...
    roslyn1990 roslyn1990 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    One more day alone home...my only friend is my computer...i think that if i were born with a normal body i would be happy,have many friends and a normal family...but in the end i...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    On most days I want to be free of the fear that I am not good enough, as a daughter, a friend, an employee, everything. Wish there was an easier way to stop being so mediocre.
    Alyeskaa Alyeskaa 26-30, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I feel Like ending my life every day. I cant smile any more unless its fake or i smile and then remember how horrible everything is and the smile turns into a frown fast. My...
    sin3133 sin3133 22-25, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Here I AmI am here all aloneWaiting for someone to take me homeSomeone who can love me as meAnd someone who can complete meI look up to the sky watching the dazzling starsIt gives...
    ShadesofWhite67 ShadesofWhite67 26-30, F 11 hrs ago

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    In these confusing days of my life. Like a train I'm just flying past all the stops in my life. I can't quite describe the feeling of loneliness. But I'm realizing that the reason...
    AndrogynousBeauty AndrogynousBeauty 22-25 1 Response Nov 18

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    Sometime during the past summer, I started to be consumed by the overwhelming feeling of loneliness. Even though, I hung out with a few of my friends, but it didn't seem like it...
    CrypticIris CrypticIris 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 18

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    Almost November 27, 2014 Hello, old friend, now tell me why you failed, how you came so close, yet you have yet to see my end. At my throat did your blade set already digging...
    TwentyTwoReasons TwentyTwoReasons 18-21, M Nov 27

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    What is the point of life? I am really struggling to find a reason to keep pushing, to not just end it all in an instant. It seems like this world we live in beats you down far...
    jphegan jphegan 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 27

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    The awkward moment when a guy figures out you are on a period. hahaha.
    sillyliz777 sillyliz777 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    am 40 had good parents, stable family good early education, no socialization though (small parochial school) history of alcoholism in the family dad came from broken home he swore...
    stumblin stumblin 41-45, M Dec 1

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    I have my lonely moments every day. It comes from being away from everyone I love, often spending hours in my dorm by myself writing essays and such. It's so all-consuming it...
    JackMann JackMann 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    This year started off okay then my family had a lost. Since then i have been battling depression and loneliness everyday... I think I'm not dealing with the death. Its so bad I'm...
    Budmouth Budmouth 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 7

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    The moment when. you wake up and think maybe, just maybe it was all a bad dream. the moment you get a text and its someone else. when you have another nightmare and can't wonder if...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    When your nose itches and no matter how hard or many times you scratch it, the itch doesn't cease AT ALL AND IT ACTUALLY SHOULD BE CONSIDERED AS THE MOST IRRITATING MOMENT IN TIME
    beendreamingalot beendreamingalot 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    A meeting I attended today ended sooner than expected, all of half an hour instead of the usual 2 hours, much to my delight. An old family friend lives literally 5 mins down the...
    AthenaJones AthenaJones 36-40, F 12 Responses Nov 24

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    in this day and age we are surrounded by the concept of death. there's the religious folk that only focus on the future, more importantly, death. then there are the...
    musicmaker5 musicmaker5 16-17, M 2 Responses Nov 25

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    I was going through a tough phase in life where I had no one by my side except for memories of my ex-husband, who expired in a car crash. It was then that I got to know of...
    sonalyso sonalyso 26-30, F Nov 22

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    I can be solitary in a crowd of people if my thoughts captivate me and distract me. Loneliness, however, is something you find the cure for! Feeling lonely is not being able to...
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 26

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    I am surrounded by loved ones and yet I fight loneliness everyday. As as single mother, my twins are with me all of the time. I live and work with my extended family. I have an...
    littlemama1515 littlemama1515 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 27

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    Everyday when I fight depression and loneliness it feels like I'm drowning and everyone is watching doing nothing. It feels like darkness with a light at the end but you can never...
    LenaBena1430 LenaBena1430 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    i never knew what loneliness really meant until i moved to this little town. i've always been an introvert, but when i lived with my family, at least the house's not empty. i had...
    kilauea89 kilauea89 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    ...I would really love a divorce too, but they won't sign the papers..it was also an arranged marriage so I couldn't just pick anyone I wanted, unfortunately...loneliness is cold...
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear 16-17, F Dec 5

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    I'm gay, lonely and sad... I'm not actively gay and yet I want to desperately fit in... I'm a Christian and struggle with the loneliness of my sexuality... Anyone else out there...
    fletcherx fletcherx 26-30, M Dec 6

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    I have a girlfriend. But thats the problem. This is the first person ive ever been close to and im already almost out of high school. She is my best friend, but im constantly in...
    Xychorite Xychorite 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I often feel depressed mainly by the fact that nobody understands me. i have no friends i walk the path of loneliness can anyone else out there relate to this if so i'll listen
    Sladetgx57 Sladetgx57 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Daily i surround myself with positivity, quotes and affirmations to intentionally uplift and inspire those who bother to look up and read it. Be that as it may, Im constantly...
    urwright urwright 41-45, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    BEFORE you go "telling me about The danger of fear" ??, Read what I have to say ? I know "Fear" isn't THE GREATEST thing to Have, but then again, isn't There a Saying: Tis Better...
    desireindisguise desireindisguise 56-60 Nov 24

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    This applies to all of my loved ones. and, no, I don't mean the fear of abandonment but the fear of losing any of my loved ones to death. It haunts me, especially the thought of...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F Dec 3

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    I think its funny, How every single person who has “shown interest in me” never actually liked me. I never had a relationship or experienced any type of intimacy. No one has...
    DevilDollie DevilDollie 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago