I Express My Feelings Through Writing

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    Having life take its next toll on me

    once again, for a while now, been here haven't really had any big thought about on here... but last night I found out I was been scammed over here at home somehow I feel lost but somewhere right here on EP with the little experience I've got, after much consideration come to...
    Mcqueenandre Mcqueenandre
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Mar 1

    It is nice to see all Shadows are gone end of

    the day. I have drunk one and a half cases of Red Wine in a week. Like Italian. I was good at Giving Title. I am not sure If I am being weak.. or my Brain is lost THINKING POWER !! I can't think of which language I should choose to be the Title of my Show.. 90% of me saying...
    harrydidnometsally harrydidnometsally
    41-45, F
    Feb 26

    His temptation grew ever outward,

    The environment kindled the fiercely burning flame.. And as he stood amidst the soon-to-be desolation His heart it did refrain You see, the room in which he stood viewing the temperature's break-down of the building, Meant two radically opposing emotions A pain so sharp it...
    Rabbittarius Rabbittarius
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 25

    i write my feelings through wattpad.

    wattpad is like my diary now. i write my good flashbacks and memories there so i can share them with people
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 26, 2015

    (old poem about 1st love) "X-LOVE" Your using

    our love as a weapon, for the word is a weapon in disguise. Hurting me with memories of the days we were as one. You were foolish to have let me go- for that was the end don't you know? Our love was a fairy tale-except for the ending.
    Seekingmeaning Seekingmeaning
    46-50, F
    1 Response Aug 8, 2015

    (written 1986 and my first love cheated

    constantly...) "LOVE?" Love is a word that everyone has hears. It is a strong feeling of loyalty faithfulness and beauty. Unfaithful love is a lie- a word used for hurt, anger and suicide. Lobe is so strong a word that if it's unfaithful they break down and cry, but there...
    Seekingmeaning Seekingmeaning
    46-50, F
    Aug 8, 2015

    I express through writing

    because anyone, including my best friend, I try to talk to about something that's bothering me or has me in a happy mood end up going, "I understand how that is, I've been like that before." & that's it. They then move on to their more interesting & better friends & it's like I...
    amantium amantium
    36-40, M
    Sep 3, 2015

    I've spent allot of time

    so far in a book I got, it's really nice I've written things from lyrics to quotes that make me think to poetry, does anyone else wrote like this?
    Gage13Flores Gage13Flores
    18-21, M
    Aug 19, 2015

    It's just so hard to live like this.

    . Will someone ever understand me? All I want to do is forget about it. It sucks how no one can help. It's myself that can help me
    adrianuh4 adrianuh4
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 12, 2014

    (another one about my first love- I wrote it

    almost 30yrs ago) "LOST IN LOVE" I thought you loved me, I guess I was wrong. Your live used to guide me, now I am wandering on... As time passes my love lessons like the cold towards Spring. The stars don't shine now, my life is dark without your light... Please come back...
    Seekingmeaning Seekingmeaning
    46-50, F
    1 Response Aug 8, 2015
    proudmuslimwoman proudmuslimwoman
    41-45, F
    Nov 2, 2015

    For some reason no matter how hard I try,

    I can only seem to truly express my thoughts and reflect on what has happened in my life through writing. I have tried to tell my close friends about things but the main point gets lost and jumbled around with useless speech. The internet is the only place I can say what is on...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 7

    My parents were born

    and raised in Shreveport, Louisiana and their first language was African American Vernacular English. Moving to Los Angeles, CA did not make them acquire Standard English. In fact, the move enhanced their first language because many African Americans who moved to Los Angeles...
    MBPEACEFUL12 MBPEACEFUL12
    36-40, F
    1 Response Aug 9, 2015
    SailorsAngel SailorsAngel
    41-45, F
    Apr 25, 2015

    I wish he wasn't so intimidating.

    I would rather 'Say' half the things I write to him. Sometimes I will some myself out just to get the courage to say things that I want and feel...just over the phone and once he's on the other line. I lose it. I'm blank. I hesitate. I don't know what to say or how to say it or...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 2, 2015

    On January 20, 2016, I bought a spiral wired

    hard-covered journal to record my vents, pencil in my victories, pen my decadent desires, and to reflect without judgement, criticism, and ridicule. However, I allowed modern technology to sway me. Yet, no more! Starting today, I shall write in my journal and in cursive...
    MBPEACEFUL12 MBPEACEFUL12
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Feb 27

    Lately it seems that I'm doing all of my

    writing in my head! I have so many thoughts and feelings just waiting to find their way out of my head and into the hearts and minds of others.
    BarefootDreaming BarefootDreaming
    70+, F
    1 Response Apr 12, 2015

    So I found some old journals from different

    ages . Elementary .. Middle .. High school .. And beyond . And it's crazy because every notebook/diary spoke about the same concept .. Reading them made me feel .. Defeated. I always wrote about how unhappy I was and how alone I felt , no matter how my life was at the stage. And...
    BeverlyPills BeverlyPills
    18-21, F
    Jan 21

    I trip I fall, I stumble up the stairs,

    trip then fall everyone just stares. What will she do, what will she say, has to take the steps, skipping like a child at play. She trips and falls, shoelaces untied, 3 flights of stairs down, gets back up to skipping and tripping on lies. Plays and stares at the flight of...
    yennafur yennafur
    26-30, F
    Sep 11, 2014

    what can I do else? writing songs,

    writing poems or things like this. I can't speak. I can't show. so all I can do is write, write and write.
    darklotus01 darklotus01
    13-15, T
    Feb 16

    (Wrote this in 1990 about my First Love.

    ..) That once upon a time story came to me; but only in a dream. I fell in love, so it goes...as for the rest everyone knows.. He pretended to care with his blank stare and soft words he knew I needed to hear. He didn't love me back, he just wanted a roll in the sack.. that...
    Seekingmeaning Seekingmeaning
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Aug 8, 2015

    I have a hard time expressing my thoughts &

    feelings to people in person. The other week, I had something to tell my psych that I literally have not told another soul, not nobody! The words would not escape my lips. I asked for a pen and paper and I communicated that way with her. I was ok about sharing it, I just couldn...
    Daisy06 Daisy06
    36-40, F
    1 Response Sep 26, 2015

    As I sit here, in the middle of fourth period,

    I cannot help but think. Think about all of the things that I was planning on not dealing with this year, things that have already occurred. The things that have happened in the past but are reoccurring in the present. Those things that have/are happening are the things that...
    ryplummer ryplummer
    13-15, F
    Mar 20

    I am very sudden by the Facts that,

    a Holy Child has been sacrificed today. A Boy, who never lied. They gave him a name, Sponge bob. And the Evil joke about it here !saying Is he Illuminate? It is a Secret GANG.. Without any Power ! didn't know where they were heading and how they wanted to Pull that Off. The...
    lisawoodsadoon49 lisawoodsadoon49
    41-45, F
    Feb 18

    I see the suffering in your face,

    sense your fear when we talk...yet I can do nothing to make you well again. You sleep but your body never feels rested. You're so tired...yet I can do nothing to make you well again. I can encourage you, be there for you, and pray for you.....yet I can do nothing to make you...
    BarefootDreaming BarefootDreaming
    70+, F
    2 Responses May 24, 2015

    Disappointment. In myself ,

    in others, things didn't go right , things aren't going right. I don't feel ok. Think you'll be happy there- but you aren't. You don't. You can't. You think,... But it ends up Not being true. A lie. Coloured by your own "hope". Huge let downs. I am not elastic. More like frozen...
    Jordbaerbonnie Jordbaerbonnie
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 22, 2015

    I was at Nantucket Beach past summer.

    I collects shells, stones. We hanged out there for the whole days. I found some Interesting Stone. Little, Cute and yet.. very interesting. One Oval shape, has two Parabola cutting each other on its 3rd quarter. One Vertically other perpendicular ! I thought it must be special...
    tittytwistersharna tittytwistersharna
    46-50, F
    Feb 16

    Sometimes I don't need anyone to vent to

    and I just need pen and paper. What's sad is that that paper is the best listener out there..
    mercifulpennies mercifulpennies
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 8, 2015

    My hands do the talking

    for me. And half the time that's better than me opening up my mouth and saying the things I say on here in person (which I do; I'm not a computerized version of my inner self. I'm the same on and off line).
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 21, 2015

    The days gone passed away from before Where

    light would shine and dark envelope And mercy had no residence His gaze fixed upon the feint glimmer of expectation as it quickly died as soon as it breathed Weighing down the process of thought disappointedly If ever there was a lesson to be learned, He'd raise his hand...
    Rabbittarius Rabbittarius
    26-30, M
    Feb 24

    "Running through our fairy tales,

    ignoring the screams; we fall asleep as our dreams collide in our own twisted fantasy.
Soon our screams awaken us, ending dreams we share. You can’t dream forever living in a nightmare” -Jennifer T2003
    yennafur yennafur
    26-30, F
    Sep 11, 2014

    i have a hard time saying exactly what i want

    to say out loud especially in stressful situations. i prefer to write it out. one of the best vent sessions ever.
    cupofteeee cupofteeee
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 30, 2015

    brothen of Fate, Abbu Mawuf.

    . Pisa chorde. Na Up Hamse kuch chahte hein !? Na Hum upse kuch mange te hein !? Hum upko pisa karne ke liye , aur dhu neke liye idhar nehi atein.. Hum upki layek nehi hoon. Hum serif awarat bhi nehi hain. Shayed upko bura na lage.. humara pata nehi the, pahle jab upse...
    mystrylover mystrylover
    46-50, F
    Mar 3

    I have very low self esteem.

    I hate the way I look. I know I can't keep living feeling like this about myself constantly. It's so deeply ingrained though and very very hard to change. I loathe myself entirely. Like absolutely detest myself . I'm down most of the time and constantly wish I looked or was...
    Jordbaerbonnie Jordbaerbonnie
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 22, 2015

    Awakening from a short period of deep slumber

    always throws me into a reality of confusion. Drenching my body with poisons and depriving it of any need. Abuse, neglect. I'm the perpetrator. The monster. I abuse myself because that's all I know how to treat someone like me. No one gave me the love I ever needed so I...
    yennafur yennafur
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 15, 2014

    Sometimes people are beautiful.

    Not in looks. Not in what they say. Just in what they are.
    SailorsAngel SailorsAngel
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 25, 2015

    Clouds got darker, winds swirled

    so violently. Loneliness got deeper. My mind can't escape those years long past-that is when all innocence was lost ! That shy young girl didn't know what to do... all she wanted was for it to be through!! Some of the boys bragged and said I had loved it.. Others threatened...
    Seekingmeaning Seekingmeaning
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jul 21, 2015

    There was a Time, I walked away from the store;

    in tears !! ms. Vera Wang. just couldn't get through my Buttock . Sad ! Sad ! it was for mother taking me out to shopping ! A Pretty dress for Easter Egg Hunting ! ugh ! Settled with her Fav store.. Penny's or Dress Barn.. Past Summer I was a Boutique, where I found another Ms...
    IamtheCuntof202 IamtheCuntof202
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Mar 6

    I'd rather write my feelings down

    that explaining to people who honestly wouldn't care
    lulukhalef lulukhalef
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 13, 2015

    I miss my mother. The one is gone,

    other I can't contact. I wish I could tell her, how I am feeling now. I wish I could just pick up the phone and tell her.. Mother, I am in love with this strangers.. and I can't break myself free,.. I am too scared,!! Mother, it did not happen before.. remember how you told me...
    proudmuslimwoman proudmuslimwoman
    41-45, F
    Nov 2, 2015

    My Woman... If you are DRUNK in VODKA.

    . Then I am not your man. You see, Blue Eyes! Golden Hair ! A Nest full of Eggs ! Brighten under light like Silver ! Perhaps ! Diamond. Ek Ghorme Do peer nehi hote. Up Rukiye ! Hum Chalte !! Oh Gali hum sorke ayein.. jan buzhke.. hum shordi bardast nehi kar paye.. Hum...
    newbuilding4 newbuilding4
    46-50, T
    Feb 2

    Because I can't do it well in person.

    ... I'm oddly inappropriate. I say things that make people squirm. I'm actually quite eloquent, unless it's about something I want... and then I'm a bumbling idiot. But, give me time to assemble my thoughts? It's at LEAST a 50/50 proposition. *grin*
    Some1umayNo Some1umayNo
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Sep 24, 2015

    Yes. I tend to let my thoughts get the best of

    me. Just like any other human being, I get caught up in a moment of weakness. A weakness that can eventually be self destructive. I vent here a lot because it is a place to be to say what's on my mind, and feel like I'm not on trial. It allows me to process and continue to grow...
    SailorsAngel SailorsAngel
    41-45, F
    Apr 28, 2015

    I don't know if I can explain the irony here.

    Was watching a few videos on 'How to apply makeup' correctly and realised I don't have even have a fraction of the products used for makeup.. and yet I have crossed so many miles and turned a few heads on.. I 'd rather look ordinary with a careless look,than extra ordinary...
    KosmicKonnection KosmicKonnection
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 4

    I can still see the pain through the glass That

    pain in your eyes It will never leave my memory I pray my presence that day was the last girl you had to see I hope your life wasn't as much hell as I know it was, I don't understand how anyone could let this be done to there own family. I'm truly sorry for whatever you've...
    yennafur yennafur
    26-30, F
    Sep 12, 2014
    picklebobble picklebobble
    51-55, M
    Sep 24, 2015

    And in the morn, he woke to just another flown

    away bird A single feather sat on the porch, swaying with the wind's whim The cage in which his little friend sang Would no longer sing for him
    Rabbittarius Rabbittarius
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 20

    His manic post depressive speak Made his very

    psyche weak When mournful drawling of his words A meal plate bite of just 1/3rd When frenzied pace of feel are drawn A next day of it's zeal has gone Will he find that happy place Lost deep in translation's space Where to the end was thought in sight The poem's ending...
    Rabbittarius Rabbittarius
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 16
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