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    I don't mean to be rude with what I am about to say, but I think I have to say it. I apologise if someone gets offended in advance. I am quite sick of people judging my and others' stories and questions. I joined this website because I felt a certain freedom in expressing my...
    cherrytomatoes cherrytomatoes 26-30, F 10 Responses Jun 2, 2013

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    IF SHE'D ONLY LOVE YOU.

    If she'd only love you the dark and the light the pleasure and the pain all the pieces that don't clean up well that don't look good in the light of day the razor-edged shards that cut when handled and the dull lackluster fragments that can never be polished the smile...
    puckit600 puckit600 46-50, M a week ago

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    I do not write when I'm happy.

    When I'm happy I live.
    aurora11 aurora11 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 16

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    my extremism wants me to fly,

    spill the blood start the ritual, hallucinate and reach the sky embrace the sun, burn myself alive so i could feel alive..for a while walk on mountains, scream for hours go down in depth of a sea, swim through the darkness face all my fears...be insane and run through...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    SHE SLEEPS ABOVE ME. She sleeps above me.

    And I wonder where we are, where she is. Does she see me? Can I feel her in my heart where I thought she would stay? Am i swathed in the cloth of her heart? Am I in her flesh like she is in mine? Is she slipping away like steam from the steam grates on the street below? I...
    puckit600 puckit600 46-50, M a week ago

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    For My Fellow Man

    Like so many of you, I am trying to sell myself like a ***** to a company that will discard me like the ***** I am when they’re done with me. I will function in the hive complex, aspiring to achieve a meaningless title in a company..so that I can live a life of comfort. This is...
    SilenceEvermore SilenceEvermore 22-25 15 Responses Feb 28, 2013

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    FIELD OF LEAVES on a bare

    and earthen field of leaves she leaves me with my own disdain and my own pain of confusion and illusion as I struggle for words to say to make it okay as I pay homage to center stage like a sage to his earthly page and the bitter rage seeks to enter into the...
    puckit600 puckit600 46-50, M a week ago

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    A Little Mystery

    Too much of something/the same thing causes it to lose it's appeal. It just starts to become over exposure. We've lost much of that delightful and powerfully erotic sensuousness and sexuality in both immediate gratification and blatant 'in your face' behavior, without the...
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 10 Responses Nov 9, 2013

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    I found my old book, The Holographic Universe,

    with a bookmark in the middle of thick content of the remarkable theory. The Theory that explains. The bookmark peeking out of the knowledge, coloured by forgotten attention, humbly let me read, "Search for God - How can I find Him?" The Holographic Universe and the Search for...
    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Quietly lurking in the shadowed safety of the

    trees of anonymity, I write the words of love you inspire in my soul. Then at dusk I gently toss them along the path, hoping you will find them like unexpected wild flowers growing free. I care not who they remind you of, I only care that they make you smile, and add a bit of...
    GJOFJ3 GJOFJ3 56-60, M 28 Responses Feb 1

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    Confused The feelings that

    once were The passion that once was Is now lost But may be found again Love that once was Has disappeared And may never return Peace that never was Seems less attainable Never to be The feelings that once were Now a distant, fading memory
    Cherbelle Cherbelle 41-45, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    ALABASTER WATERSHED- Mortal remains in an

    alabaster watershed. Feel the pins and needles dancing on the eyes of your soul, reminding you of desperate days gone by and crystalline dreams of forsaken futures. Your mind reaches out for the whispers of eternity on satin chains of lavenders breath. Wish for me. Wish with...
    puckit600 puckit600 46-50, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Maja420 Maja420 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    A few weeks ago I was talking with a friend

    and she made a statement that made me think about some hard times in my life. I'm not sure what we were texting about or why but she said, "I'm glad for the tough times in my past because it's made me who I am today". It also reminded me of a story I read many years ago. I...
    SirLaughalots SirLaughalots 36-40, M 8 Responses Jul 6, 2014

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    I Like My Work.

    Someone asked me what I do for a living. The following is a letter I wrote telling him a little about my work history. He told me it is a  great story and would make a good movie. I laughed and said that it would gross fifteen cents at the box office. I said I could prove it. I...
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F 34 Responses Jan 7, 2012

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    positivity the will to chase stupidity the

    hopes, dreaming eyes open a drug created in your mind to find something bored of the same.. delude and change happiness, beautiful butterflies unicorn, rainbows the masks we wear to escape reality denial with only our truths sleep deeply high on peace always covering...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    A few weeks ago my wife

    and I had the unexpected opportunity to have dinner alone. At the last moment our kids had made last minute plans and would be away for the night. We usually can't agree on much but we can always agree on this one particular restaurant. It's a little mom & pop hole in the...
    SirLaughalots SirLaughalots 36-40, M 7 Responses Apr 26, 2014

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    saw things move...fly.

    .die in the paralyzed state of my mind observed the morbid curiosities burning souls lived so much in my mind, forgot all my goals punishing myself for..all this..absurdities what's the point of everything and nothing just get in the line of delusions and mind fckng should...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 4 Responses Nov 19, 2014

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    As the raindrops kissed her skin,

    she raised her face to the sky. Looking up she thought of that cliche she had often heard; that the rain will "wash away" one's sins. A wry smile formed on her face as she said out loud "it's going to take a lot more than this to wash away my sins." Just then the sky opened up...
    Cherbelle Cherbelle 41-45, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I unbind the corset of my heart

    and surrender to you the tie.
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 10 Responses Feb 22, 2014

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    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 12 Responses May 31

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    I want to divorce my husband

    and be single again.. I want to be free again because It seems like I am married and not at the same time.
    charmingkizz charmingkizz 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    Melody

    Some sweet timeless melody comes drifting Echoing down through the corridors of time Like an old abandoned memory Lost in the layered pages of my mind.
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 6 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    in the cold mist of garden of lost souls i

    stand..scared, fearful, paranoid, filled with hatred mocking everything...disgusted by my own insides saw the hypocrite parasites grin, enjoying lives egoistic psychopath's in denial with their own sides empty little flowers obsessed with poisoning their own mind inhumane...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    Today is the culmination of all of my fears.

    .. I sit and taste my tears streaming down my broken face...
    serendipity65 serendipity65 41-45, F 4 days ago

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    My soul is like a wave,

    Drawn ever towards youSwirling in shades of aquaComing to you alwaysLike the shimmering smoke of my burning..
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 12 Responses Jan 20

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    have you ever been to the other side.

    . where bright lights doesn't shine, just roaches everywhere soul sckng darkness and never ending suffering where death lives and embrace the weak, innocent failed creatures..who never had the chance to fly just laying there to wishing this all to end the other side of the...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    I wish to remain unwashed,

    to always inhale the traces of your sillage, senses chasing it across my incalescent flesh.. drawing, flushing everything dark and wild inside of me, out into your direction..
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 7 Responses Dec 4, 2014

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    I have learned to simply refrain from

    expressing my fears and pain to her. Having them met with a silent disdain offers me no comfort or relief and no doubt adds to her discomfort by being asked for a level of intimacy that she is emotionally incapable of participating in. I use writing as my release, I write...
    GJOFJ3 GJOFJ3 56-60, M 4 Responses Jul 12, 2014

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    The road ahead.... She stood there.

    . Unable to see the road ahead.. Fears, doubts came running from behind and pushed her hard. She fell down.. but slowly stood up again with all her strength.. Yet she was unable to see the road ahead.. Was it bcoz of the thick fog or her own tears clouding her eyes.. She wanted...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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    in this circle of self loathing

    and hatred i lay down and die each day, live,die..laugh and cry fckng self destruction i choose to live by should i have hope, be strong...have some fckng wings and fly in the delusion of the place i never pass by this ritual will never end till i become a monster...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Why We Must Remain....Perfect Strangers

    The stride is long and confident, sometimes deliberate, down this path of life. Boot straps are wound tightly concealing the foot aches from journeying many many miles of discovery. The hat brim is drawn down to protect you from these sky blue eyes, an overcoat flaps in the...
    Mrperfectstranger Mrperfectstranger 51-55, M 4 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I wrote this about someone I was close to about

    8 months ago. These words couldn't have been more true. "I love you so much you fill my every waking thought. I love you so much you are the object of my obsession. I love you so much I want to own you. I love you so much I want to be the center of your universe. I love you...
    GirLinterrupteD99 GirLinterrupteD99 31-35, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    So ever since I left my earthly family,

    I've been feeling quite okay. Not fine, not good but okay. Been sleeping off the bad feelings. Thank God it's summer break otherwise I would've flunk college.The day before I left, I went to town to buy a rose quartz heart necklace for my niece. It my way of telling my fellow...
    PurpleGreenWings PurpleGreenWings 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I'm in a box. Trapped.

    Four wooden walls dripping with an entrapping crimson. The lids of my eyes frivolously attempt to ease open; to see the light of day, or any light at all. All that can be seen is dark. Blur. A dark blur, for tears now roll down my tender cheeks. Am I claustrophobic? If I were...
    Garsonyx Garsonyx 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I hate my husband, he's not sweet

    and romantic. We always have a fight because he's not holding me or guiding me when we're outside on a date or even when we're with friends. It's like if you will see us you will never thought we're couple. He's always distant, I don't know if he's ashamed of me or he just don't...
    charmingkizz charmingkizz 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    if i die... idk how many regrets i have.

    ..been insane half of my life always wandering, morbid self destructive curiosities what i remember is...i lived in moments..in which i felt something i enjoyed the unknown, my life, my story have nothing never lived to create what they all told me too i created a place of...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    Torturous hands claw at my mind,

    Wrenching my thoughts from their hiding places. Exposing them to the air and allowing them to breathe. They become real; emotions smeared across a canvas of earth, Acrid and pungent in their desire to be felt. Hidden thoughts that should never see the light, Stealing my...
    Superficialsaint Superficialsaint 31-35, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Drowsy from the lingering essence of nights

    realmI stretch my feminine form into tautnessCurves blending into morningI sense his presenceEven before my nostrils pick up the trail of scentAnd the heat that emanates from his rugged formA low guttural growl penetrates my earsand in an instant rough hands grip my warm...
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 10 Responses 5 days ago

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    It's just the two of us - I feel his presence.

    He stands just close enough that my body becomes aware, senses heighten. There is a shiver in the air. My body responds instinctively. I know what will happen if I allow my hand to drift towards him. I can already feel his body pressing into me, feel the cold wall...
    aurora11 aurora11 31-35, F 11 Responses Mar 16

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    He aroused herEvery sense heightenedHis breath

    in her earAs he whispered words of affectionThe warmth on her neckAs he kissed herHis gentle touchAs he explored her curvesThe passion she could not resistAs she gave herself to him
    Cherbelle Cherbelle 41-45, F 7 hrs ago

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    My Forgotten Passion

    I had lost it somewhere, between here and there.  The words no longer came like they once had. Maybe I was lacking the passions I once had. I missed writing and the passion it brought out in me for my love, my life, and my existence. My whole existence numbed and became merely a...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 16 Responses Dec 15, 2011

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    Her tongue flicked across the temptationplaced

    so desirably before her.Luscious sensation flooded her sensesand created a ravenous thirst for more.She craved, needed. Hungered for more..To feed her, fill her up, satiate her fully.
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 11 Responses Jul 1, 2014

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    You know what your problem is?

    You're smart. Too smart. You over think, because your mind moves at a million miles a minute.. You're sad, because you're not fooled by the world like everyone else. You don't get along with most people, because they just don't look at things the way yo do. You think you're dumb...
    Tonia248 Tonia248 51-55, F 2 Responses Feb 22

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    Some things are too enticing

    and seducing to not want to get into them, they tempt you, lure you. And you ache to immerse yourself completely..Mmmhm you must!Like this day. This spectacular warm and consummate Spring day. I am going to dive into it and let it have it's way with me!! ; )
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 17 Responses Mar 21

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