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      like you my existence has the same

    meaning survive even if i don't find anything worth...absurd this shell of mine all i have...those words same clothes, same sensations goals to give a reason some reason to wake another day free i am not, just my thoughts precious, this thing..new or just different...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Boredom is a sense of emptiness without purpose.

    It triggers the mind to engage in activity to remove that feeling. Maybe if we enjoy that emptiness we might become better at reflecting our thoughts, moods etc. I will try to not think that being bored is bad. Maybe this new approach might give some different insight.
    TheThinkingMan TheThinkingMan 41-45, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    To the person who thinks I am weak,

    I hope I can always give second chances... No... Just chances.. I hope I am strong enough to give more of it but I'm still just a girl, I have my limitations and what I give is all that I have. If I am going to give you more, it would mean to leave nothing for myself and I can...
    officialwanderer officialwanderer 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    EP Trolls

    I don't mean to be rude with what I am about to say, but I think I have to say it. I apologise if someone gets offended in advance. I am quite sick of people judging my and others' stories and questions. I joined this website because I felt a certain freedom in expressing my...
    cherrytomatoes cherrytomatoes 26-30, F 11 Responses Jun 2, 2013

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    I do not write when I'm happy.

    When I'm happy I live.
    aurora11 aurora11 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 16

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    Hi. I am 15 years old

    and i live in France. I was born in 2000 in a pretty small city. i used to have a sister but she died a few minutes later after she was born. because i was born with 6 months earlier than it has expected. i am born in june. but nornally i must be born in september. my sister...
    mlplights mlplights 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Anticipation : the feeling

    as to what's . . . . . . . . . .
    TheThinkingMan TheThinkingMan 41-45, M 3 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Part of a poem I'm writing I looked on

    as you tried to enter And at first I was safe behind my walls But with the fires of your devotion I could not help but watch them fall
    squizz5 squizz5 41-45, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Passion replaces any potential

    for ability and the ability to translate these impeccable actions to elegant linguistic words. Rare is the poet that finds his soul within him. For he can feel that which they cannot. This too is his heart. He chooses to face this juxtaposition. This which is others...
    ShadowSteel ShadowSteel 41-45, M 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 4 Responses Nov 19, 2014

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    The road ahead.... She stood there.

    . Unable to see the road ahead.. Fears, doubts came running from behind and pushed her hard. She fell down.. but slowly stood up again with all her strength.. Yet she was unable to see the road ahead.. Was it bcoz of the thick fog or her own tears clouding her eyes.. She wanted...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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    Is today the day for a new beginning?

    Is today the day for a rekindling spark? Is today the day for comfort and play? Is today the day for fun and friends? Is today the day for seeing a new horizon? Is today the day for overcoming our fears? Is today the best day so far? Is today the day when we will change...
    TheThinkingMan TheThinkingMan 41-45, M 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Some nights thoughts of you echo throughout the

    confines of my mind and I can't sit still. All I can think about is holding you, kissing you, lying with you again. I want so bad to reach out to you. To smell your skin again as we drift off to sleep. Suddenly a sharp pain arises in my heart and I remember what it felt like...
    gravity1 gravity1 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Recipe for a struggling soul.

    .. First take your tales and throw them to the sky About everything you think has made or makes you…you Let it be absorbed by the blue air  To find yourself in what remains Then sit in your new found lightness Freedom writ on silence And turn and face the sun Letting...
    Faerylight Faerylight 41-45, F 7 Responses Jun 3

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    "Loves true torture" My mind is never quiet,

    while my thoughts create a major riot. Pondering things unknown and never seen, always wishing for loves glittering gleem. For whom do I seek, and why to her can i not speak. Around the masses i must sneak, simply to kiss her upon the cheek. Hold her in my sweet embrace, to this...
    loverlesslee loverlesslee 36-40, M 17 Responses Jul 29

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    So many broken, disillusioned hearts roaming

    the wild fields of hope and yearn. Roaming some with purpose, some heedless. Seeking the elusive, prodding along, pushing, planning, scheming fueled by the distant grab of the singular moment of anything resembling happiness and peace. Putting their mask of chirpiness over the...
    TheThinkingMan TheThinkingMan 41-45, M 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    What is the source of pain?

    Unfulfilled desires? Unmet needs? Or is it wanting something? Then not having it. Or are we in pain as we do not know our reality? Questions remain.
    TheThinkingMan TheThinkingMan 41-45, M 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I unbind the corset of my heart

    and surrender to you the tie.
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 10 Responses Feb 22, 2014

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    Melody

    Some sweet timeless melody comes drifting Echoing down through the corridors of time Like an old abandoned memory Lost in the layered pages of my mind.
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 6 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    A Scene From The Twilight Zone

    Today was a special day, my first day on a new job. Doing something that would be rewarding and please me. Lets call her Alice, my new boss. One of the "must-do" was never to smoke while I was there for any reason. No problem, I don't smoke that much to worry. Then it was do not...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 22 Responses Mar 21, 2013

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    I didn't start out looking

    for you but I'm glad I found you. I walked into the store and there you were over in the corner. You were hot and looked incredible. You didn't see me but I saw you. I knew right then I had to have you so I made the first move. The closer I got to you the faster my heart...
    SirLaughalots SirLaughalots 36-40, M 9 Responses Feb 21

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    What will your voice sound like?

    What will your scent be like? What will your laughter do to the dew drops? What will your tears do to my white shirt? What will your smile do to my heartbeat? What will your hair do to the sunlight caught in it? What will your heartbeat narrate to my heart?
    TheThinkingMan TheThinkingMan 41-45, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Some things are too enticing

    and seducing to not want to get into them, they tempt you, lure you. And you ache to immerse yourself completely..Mmmhm you must!Like this day. This spectacular warm and consummate Spring day. I am going to dive into it and let it have it's way with me!! ; )
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 16 Responses Mar 21

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    Tell me all will be okay Tell me

    while covering my head in your bosom Tell me why we feel this way Tell me why we cannot do certain things Tell me why people nowadays are messed up Tell me your thoughts that fly around in your head Tell me . . . .
    TheThinkingMan TheThinkingMan 41-45, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    For My Fellow Man

    Like so many of you, I am trying to sell myself like a ***** to a company that will discard me like the ***** I am when they’re done with me. I will function in the hive complex, aspiring to achieve a meaningless title in a company..so that I can live a life of comfort. This is...
    SilenceEvermore SilenceEvermore 22-25 15 Responses Feb 28, 2013

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    Thirst is a craving, longing of a parching soul.

    The ultimate thirst is always keep thirsting, never quenching. It can be a blessing or a curse depending on one's goal. For me, I still have ambiguity about my goal. Both options are attractive in their own ways.
    TheThinkingMan TheThinkingMan 41-45, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Angry tears burn in a way

    that anguished tears don't. Leaving acidic track marks as a sign you have been truly broken. Fury emanates from every fiber of the being...eating you up, scorching and destroying until the humanity you had is consumed with hateful rage. You try to suppress it; align the outer...
    Saintlysinner Saintlysinner 31-35, F 19 Responses Feb 2

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    I had a dream that you choked me,

    And left me for dead. All the while smiling, And shaking your head. I awoke in that dream, Cold on the floor. Wondering if, I’d see your face once more. In reality you’re kinder, More loving, more true. But still in reality, You can be cruel too. On a...
    AJM95W AJM95W 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Quietly lurking in the shadowed safety of the

    trees of anonymity, I write the words of love you inspire in my soul. Then at dusk I gently toss them along the path, hoping you will find them like unexpected wild flowers growing free. I care not who they remind you of, I only care that they make you smile, and add a bit of...
    GJOFJ3 GJOFJ3 56-60, M 25 Responses Feb 1

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    A Little Mystery

    Too much of something/the same thing, causes it to lose it's appeal. It just becomes over exposure. We've lost much of that delightful and powerfully erotic sensuousness and sexuality to both immediate gratification and blatant 'in your face' behavior, without the presence...
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 9 Responses Nov 9, 2013

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    I wish to remain unwashed,

    to always inhale the traces of your sillage, senses chasing it across my incalescent flesh.. drawing, flushing everything dark and wild inside of me, out into your direction..
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 7 Responses Dec 4, 2014

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    A few weeks ago I was talking with a friend

    and she made a statement that made me think about some hard times in my life. I'm not sure what we were texting about or why but she said, "I'm glad for the tough times in my past because it's made me who I am today". It also reminded me of a story I read many years ago. I...
    SirLaughalots SirLaughalots 36-40, M 8 Responses Jul 6, 2014

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    I Like My Work.

    Someone asked me what I do for a living. The following is a letter I wrote telling him a little about my work history. He told me it is a  great story and would make a good movie. I laughed and said that it would gross fifteen cents at the box office. I said I could prove it. I...
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F 34 Responses Jan 7, 2012

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    MyLady9 MyLady9 46-50, F 10 Responses May 31

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    Hope is a defense mechanism of the soul to

    tackle the brain when it thinks all options are lost.
    TheThinkingMan TheThinkingMan 41-45, M 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    A few weeks ago my wife

    and I had the unexpected opportunity to have dinner alone. At the last moment our kids had made last minute plans and would be away for the night. We usually can't agree on much but we can always agree on this one particular restaurant. It's a little mom & pop hole in the...
    SirLaughalots SirLaughalots 36-40, M 7 Responses Apr 26, 2014

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    I'm tired..tired of everything.

    tired of looking...tired of feeling. . tire of thus life i have made for myself.. tired of having hope. tired of wanting to believe that something is out there for me. tired of believing every word that is spoken to be true. tired of finding out people arent what they say...
    harleyblu73 harleyblu73 41-45, F 2 days ago

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    wandering through sorrow

    and light far from all the noise in the wilderness hearing a dark, tragic symphony reflecting a rhythm inside syncing and making me dizzy walk more, travel to the end explore the depth of silence extract the essence of peace bathe in it leave your spiral of hate...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I

    long to curl my soft warm femininity into your strong rugged manlinessuntil the lines blur and melt into one..
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 22 Responses Dec 7, 2013

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    Drowsy from the lingering essence of nights

    realmI stretch my feminine form into tautnessCurves blending into morningI sense his presenceEven before my nostrils pick up the trail of scentAnd the heat that emanates from his rugged formA low guttural growl penetrates my earsand in an instant rough hands grip my warm...
    Mirages Mirages 41-45, F 7 Responses Jun 25

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    Until now we remain searching Until

    now we seek something Until now we breathe once again Until now we have hope Until now we climb the mountain of our fears Until now we like to see us in someone Until now we have the desire to be desired Until now we have the thirst to be understood
    TheThinkingMan TheThinkingMan 41-45, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    funny this up and down igniting in

    sleep waking up in endless unknown fears monstrous dreams a empty place vacating all the anomalies curiosity becoming parasite on these amnesiac clown crying, laughing in a deranged dream nobody's here to greet his naivety just him performing all this tricks confused...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    For all my fellow EPers (is that

    even a phrase?), I would like to make a suggestion. I know a site for those of us who are inspiring and/or struggling writers. Go to www.writerscafe.org. Here, you can meet other writers, submit your work, and get reviews from your peers. Best of all, it is free. I am not...
    Solitaireman Solitaireman 56-60, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    part II The pain and heartache we have inside .

    all the broken pieces to our hearts and souls cannot be seen with the naked eye. I believe thats why God gave us scars. To have the physical reminder of where we have been and how far we have come since then.. The scars are to show others that cant see the scars on our hearts...
    harleyblu73 harleyblu73 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    seeing a empty space telling me to write how

    could i know, describe this shadow casted on me by your little surprise curious i am to know your underground i expect so much my flaw to think, imagine depth, no borders so i could vanish in all the reasons could enjoy this insanity is this a need to disappear in the...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    scars are the tangible reminders of our past,

    where we came from, the pain endured during that time. as we grow from our past, in turn the scars become less visible. scars are there when we have a bad day feeling like you cant go any further..we see the scars, touch our scars- they remind us that you can go further...
    harleyblu73 harleyblu73 41-45, F 1 Response