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I F I Only Mattered

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    If Only......

    Should I smile because we're friends..Or should I cry because that's all we'll ever be..Should I feel hurt when you love someone else..Or should I let go cause it's never gonna be..Should I ever cared what you say or do..Or should I feel resent and hateful towards you..If only...
    lexuslourve lexuslourve 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 22, 2012

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    Matter

    Wondering if you do not matter is a world different then knowing for a FACT you do not matter.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M Sep 14, 2011

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