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I F I Only Mattered

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    If only you wish To listen to my poems It might

    become easy for me To compose and script. Under a moonlit sky If only You and I Could make a company while I read out my heart That’s filled with Passions strong for you. My dreams will be fulfilled. If only………..
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Mar 4

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    If Only......

    Should I smile because we're friends..Or should I cry because that's all we'll ever be..Should I feel hurt when you love someone else..Or should I let go cause it's never gonna be..Should I ever cared what you say or do..Or should I feel resent and hateful towards you..If only...
    lexuslourve lexuslourve 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 22, 2012

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    Matter

    Wondering if you do not matter is a world different then knowing for a FACT you do not matter.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M Sep 14, 2011

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    May I stay here forever in this perfect place

    of peace with you---the sacred space between in breath and out. Though I know its all imaginary in my thoughts I created pictures of you and me. Still I confess with each drop of my blood I have loved you with all my heart. I don't even know whether you are here with me or not,I...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 May 12, 2014

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    seems a lot of people don't see or respect that I am in this group and mean that I am my Masters property only, no! I can not have more than one , nor do I want another.
    lilcomet lilcomet 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I only have one Ep account. Yes I have deleted my account several times, and have always came back, and yes I have changed my name, more times than this site has made improvements...
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    I know for a FACT You can Love someone you have only Known online. There are many people that I only Know online, that I Love very much. I have met some of the most amazin' people...
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    I live to please him and him only
    kittyk129 kittyk129 66-70, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    I think there needs to be an adults only section with the non adults section being moderated to prevent the pervy crap. The adults do have some good advice to offer but there are...
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    Hi. My name is prem and I'm extremely busty. I first started developing breasts at 9. At age 10 I got my first bra at a size of 40D. At age 13 I was a 38F. At age 16 I was a 40 I...
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    I look much younger than I am, and I don't feel like that old. I have no gray hair on my head. only my belly shows, that I'm not 30 anymore. so, turning 50 this year sounds wierd...
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    One day I was talking to my girlfriend (Alexis) who currently plays softball and I play baseball. The sign ups were coming up and bc her team is a big travel team she wouldn't get...
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    As the years pass and time moves on.....the love I have in my heart for a lost love never fades away. There's a part of my heart that will forever be his. He's irreplaceable...
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    SEEKING ARYGSometimes its better to let them go, then to drive them out.I started with nothing, my sons birth mother left me with fifty dollars, fifty dollars worth of baby food...
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    There are so many if only's in my life. If only I hadn't done this or if only I had done that instead. I can't help but think about the if only's when things start to get me down...
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    Memory recalls Magnifying Unraveling Heart disconnects Mind seeks Soul questions The journey of life Let they say it to be mediocre Not listening Letting none Been and done and...
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    I have no friends, the only people I socialize with are relatives. From the age of 13 till I was 23 I was addicted to crack cocaine. My day to day life was chasing the high. I'm...
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    Our twin girls are 7 year old now and yesterday it was time for their bottoms to have a long talk with some switches. They asked to be allowed to play in our back yard and my wife...
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    My dad used to make me watch sports in an attempt to make me less queer, but it only increased my attraction for the male physique.
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    Hi everyone. My name is Taylor. I am 16 years old and my parents still spank me a lot. I thought I was the only teen still getting spanked so I'm glad I found this website! :) So...
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    Out of anybody in the room, the only person I'm looking at is you. I'm obsessed with you and you're every motion and every word that comes out of your mouth. I'm in love with the...
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    Age IS only a number when you get to an age where you can understand what that means. A 50 year old dating a 40 year old IS NOT the same as a 28 year old dating an 18 year old. The...
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    I am an only child an I'm gay. With that said I do not have a plan, or even an intention to have children ever. I alone will be responsible for the end of my immediate family tree...
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    I have taken more than my fair share of physical, mental and emotional abuse over recent years...things that nobody should have to encounter. I have occasional lapses of self doubt...
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    We are often detatched from what is most worth fighting for; our busy work consumes our day but it's not our life's work. Most do not feel a stark, stirring life purpose- they don...
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    I hate being an only child...it's such a lonely existence. What saddens me the most is I never got the chance to hear someone call me their Sister or Auntie. What I also resent...
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    what i feel when im with you the energy and intensity will always be there and will only increase... you are strong you are able to handle it... you take my breath away and i love...
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    Yes we have only one Account..For the ones that chat and know us well we will be changing the user name on are Account soon...We are a CLP and would like for all to know....TY
    CLPLIKESFUN CLPLIKESFUN 46-50 1 Response Jun 17

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    I haven't posted since December so I thought I would give you guys an update. I turned 17 in May. My parents still spank me a ton though. It's really the only punishment they use...
    Baybay98 Baybay98 18-21, F 8 Responses Jun 16

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    I have always felt I have been unworthy of being an only child. I have a long distance relationship and I love my partner but I feel bullied by my parents (even though I know they...
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    Just face stalked a guy I met 7 years ago as I wanted to find out who he really was.. A girl I went to college with last year knew him and said she was really good friends with him...
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    ...Or that there should be a version for underage people. Either way though, I suppose underage people will find a way to use an adults only EP and all the oldies lusting after the...
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    I hate myself so much. I could never have anything or be anything. I could never know how simple it is to be "Happy". My whole life was and still is being destroyed over the Caste...
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