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I F I Only Mattered

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    If Only......

    Should I smile because we're friends..Or should I cry because that's all we'll ever be..Should I feel hurt when you love someone else..Or should I let go cause it's never gonna be..Should I ever cared what you say or do..Or should I feel resent and hateful towards you..If only...
    lexuslourve lexuslourve 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 22, 2012

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    Matter

    Wondering if you do not matter is a world different then knowing for a FACT you do not matter.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M Sep 14, 2011

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    May I stay here forever in this perfect place

    of peace with you---the sacred space between in breath and out. Though I know its all imaginary in my thoughts I created pictures of you and me. Still I confess with each drop of my blood I have loved you with all my heart. I don't even know whether you are here with me or not,I...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 May 12

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    And i would rather you have just one too 😒
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