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    Wondering if you do not matter is a world different then knowing for a FACT you do not matter.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M Sep 14, 2011

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    May I stay here forever in this perfect place

    of peace with you---the sacred space between in breath and out. Though I know its all imaginary in my thoughts I created pictures of you and me. Still I confess with each drop of my blood I have loved you with all my heart. I don't even know whether you are here with me or not,I...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 May 12

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    If Only......

    Should I smile because we're friends..Or should I cry because that's all we'll ever be..Should I feel hurt when you love someone else..Or should I let go cause it's never gonna be..Should I ever cared what you say or do..Or should I feel resent and hateful towards you..If only...
    lexuslourve lexuslourve 41-45, F 4 Responses Feb 22, 2012

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    I can hold my breathI can bite my tongueI can stay awake for daysIf that's what you wantBe your number oneI can fake a smileI can force a laughI can dance and play the partIf that...
    classynsassy34 classynsassy34 31-35, F Jul 8

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    I can hold my breath I can bite my tongue I can stay awake for days If that's what you want Be your number one I can fake a smile I can force a laugh I can dance and play the part...
    justalittlehuman justalittlehuman 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am yet to come across a person who is an only child and who has no first cousins either- that is other than me!!! My mom has a bro who married but had no kids and my dad has to...
    Darshidgh Darshidgh 41-45, F Jul 20

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    And I only like girls who only like girls.
    Xxina Xxina 13-15, F Jun 29

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    "The Returning" A week ago, I broke up with my boyfriend whom I had lived with for over a year. I won't go into details, so lets just say we were walking different paths in terms...
    LilyLua LilyLua 22-25, F Jun 29

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    Hi everyone :) No I haven't done the deed, do I want to? Yes. Its just I cant get myself to unless I know Im marrying the person or spending a good part of my life with them. I...
    Larutan Larutan 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    But then again, it's most likely the only thing that allows us to communicate. I love helping others but most times I feel used. I've come to realize that maybe that's the only way...
    llaurenn llaurenn 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    Mhm but I'm not going to... For the first time in like forever I don't completely hate myself, and I have only one person to thank for it :) except old habits die hard and he isn't...
    ImNotOkayWhyCantYouSeeThat ImNotOkayWhyCantYouSeeThat 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    Mommy's Only Princess,Tata's Reluctant Eldest- I used to ask my mother when I was little, "Why I don't have a brother or sister?" "Mommy's body doesn't hold babies very well. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 19

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    If only we could pull out our brain and use only our eyes. - Pablo Picasso
    marklovescoffee marklovescoffee 46-50, M 3 days ago

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    I came across too many fake friends who said they would have my back to only turn around and stab me multiple times.
    AriGALAXY AriGALAXY 13-15, M Jun 29

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    Think of all the people who live or ever lived on our planet since the very beginning of time. None of them is like you! What a miraculous thing is to be you! Nobody has the same...
    SoundnVision SoundnVision 41-45, M 2 Responses Jun 30

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    Have a cry...it's ok to cry, it's called being human. what doesn't kill us, does make us stronger, but you must take the time to process and reflect, the situation, cry it out, and...
    Luckycharm2014 Luckycharm2014 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I believe that God is only a heartbeat away! Who else?
    justbe00 justbe00 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 3

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    Yeah I only have one. I don't understand why I can't just post whatever I want on here. I thought this was the kinda app/site where everyone could just share their experiences but...
    LittleKandi LittleKandi 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    I think this is something very special. Not many people can admit to this, but I'm proud to say that I've only ever been intimate with my fiancé. I intend to keep it that way.
    astralucia astralucia 22-25, F Jul 4

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    Galatians 5:24: And those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. http://bit.ly/1ts0s6a Only God knows what is best for us Because he...
    dfries63 dfries63 46-50, M 3 Responses Jul 5

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    I can only take so much before I completely break down. I don't have any super powers.
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    taller men but its not okay for a boys to say he only dates thin girls .what happened to equality?
    NathansInTrouble NathansInTrouble 18-21, M Jul 6

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    exmxix exmxix 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    At this point you may replace kick the opponent players, re- organization of both stations. Then you need to manipulate the players move again - do not forget faster. The ball is...
    rsgpfastgold rsgpfastgold 22-25, M Jul 8

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    Before going outside, I dropped my at the door and went out wearing only Lisa tan panties with white polka dots. Since I toke them out Lisa's hamper and didnt tell her.
    tellmesomething1 tellmesomething1 22-25, M 3 Responses Jul 10

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    I feel invisible . I'm only remembered when something is needed . It's so sad and I'm so over it .
    Goodlifegirl Goodlifegirl 31-35, F Jul 14

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    I'm a 21 years old girl and though I'm okay only when I'm drunk. So I pour alcohol in my throat every night, alone. Wine most of the time, but also vodka and beer, depending on my...
    Payinghug Payinghug 18-21, F Jul 14

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    I want to see all my soilders, the only childs. I want to talk to you, about how hard has been to us to learn to share, abot how good was to get all the attention from your parents...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 14

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    for these past few months, i've been sad. so sad it feels heavy, and i've been through a lot but my strength is shaking. i smile but it never quite reaches my eyes... and when i...
    meowshelbs meowshelbs 16-17, F Jul 15

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    I have only ever dates one thin girl and I couldn't even bring my sod to kiss her. She was cute bit to thin I just couldn't do it. Then I started dating a girl that was 5 4 and...
    Idbw Idbw 31-35 Jul 15

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    I am rather excited too.. I can not wait till Friday morning... I will get to be relaxing all weekend.. I can not wait!!!! I am sure some Absolute Vanilla Vodka will be drank...
    WendyBlabs WendyBlabs 36-40, F Jul 15

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    Here's the story of why I'm an only child. My mom was pregnant a few years before she got pregnant with me. She had a miscarriage. When she got pregnant with me, she had a...
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    I'm the only one! Just like Tigger sang. I have hated it. I was very lonely as a child and used to cry when my friends had to go home. I begged for a sibling until I was 12 and...
    Sparkle20 Sparkle20 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    zbardin zbardin 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    Its not for everyone but benzodiazepines is the only way I found weight loss really easy, its not for everyone but it it DEFINITELY works. Made me lose over 20lbs in less than 2...
    Sasha787 Sasha787 16-17, F a week ago

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    I'm very much aware that nothing stays the same. Life is a series of moments. Some great, some tragic and most pretty good. What does surprise me is how much life can change in...
    visionofvenus visionofvenus 41-45, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    KoBLancaster KoBLancaster 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Only Have One Ep Account................
    michigan11 michigan11 22-25, M 18 hrs ago

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    Steveohm Steveohm 22-25, M Jun 29

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    somegirlthere somegirlthere 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    I would like girls to give me these kind of dares
    Guywhopees Guywhopees 18-21, M Jun 30

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    Yes am still there even though people have been unkind to me.
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 4 Responses Jul 1

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    Age shouldn't have any influence in anything you do. If you are old enough to be conscient of the decisions you are making, everybody should be allowed to do whatever they want to...
    MariaDoMar MariaDoMar 13-15, F 7 Responses Jul 1

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    Well, I'd like to say that if your old enough to spot what's wrong in this sentence, you're old enough to take your decisions. Otherwise, you'll never be old enough.
    finitenessofinfinity finitenessofinfinity 22-25, M Jul 1

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