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I Failed Again

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    Yes I Did And It Breaks Me Apart

    I try I know I try Too hard that some times I lose trust in myself in my abilities in my own courage determination what hurts is when I see her face when I hear her say I told you so When I start to think of my weaknesses and errors It all breaks me apart but still I try But...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 20, 2011

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    I thought that I had found my true love,

    after 40 years apart. I spent 3 glorious days, actually believing that dreams can come true, but on the 4th day I quickly found out that fantasies really don't have any substance to them. They are just a story. I had traveled over 1000 miles to be reunited with a lost love...
    SeriousDog SeriousDog 61-65, M Feb 28, 2014

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    LOWER!

     Last month I failed at fitness test as apart of my job. Instead of getting myself down, I thought ah well, I'll spend the next month working out, getting fitter and be able to pass. The only problem is that it had to be passed the next time or I risked losing my...
    bright00eyes bright00eyes 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    I Really Am Trying Though

    So I keep failing on trying to quit cutting. I feel like I am never going to be able to stop. Its so frustrating. I keep planning to stop and trying to really commit to but its not working. All I do is fail over and over again. Just when I think that i am making some kind if...
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F Jan 13, 2011

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    I Feel Like I Let Everyone Down

     I really wanted an officer position in my co-ed fraternity. I thought that I would do great, and help the brotherhood that I love. I got the position, but now I feel like I let everyone down. Its been three days of rush events, and no one has really shown up and we only...
    againstthetide againstthetide 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2009

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    Pain.

    Today I could not control my anger/sadness. I was afraid I would end my life so I hurt myself instead. Currently, I have bruises all over my body from trying to ignore the need to find an end. The physical pain helps me stop crying and helps numb the pain for a while. Sadly...
    endthis endthis 22-25, F May 25, 2013

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    Again and Again and Again..

    :/ Failure has been my company for over 8 years now. I guess that's after I moved to another country and depression has hit me ever since. I feel like I'm in a bubble of failure I can't seem to get out from. I forget how succes tastes like now. It seems to me like something...
    puzzles100 puzzles100 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    After 15 years of searching online, in bars, hoping business meetings might turn into intimate encounters and more sexual frustration than anyone should have to be subjected to, my...
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    I'd choose you every time! If I had every guy I've ever liked in my entire life lined up in front of me and they all felt the same way back right then I'd choose you every time! No...
    NRF25 NRF25 26-30, F Mar 29

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    hi I am not really sure what I am doing I just joined my husband said that its a great place to write your stories and see what everyone writes I too would love to fall in love...
    smuffette1967 smuffette1967 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    im a filipino BIsexual boy from the Philippines who meet a Drunk American guy from the United States APRIL 4 2015 - 11:47 PM. i meet him and talk that day me and my family go to...
    RowelGrey RowelGrey 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    I'm against rape, I'm against rape culture, I'm against anything that makes rape seem like a smaller issue than it is. I hate hearing people ask what the rape victim was wearing...
    glomilk glomilk 16-17, F Mar 29

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    I was on omegle one night using the text chat. After multiple short conversations with people not interested in the same things, I stumbled upon a wonderful and kind godly man. He...
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    I am a female and not a feminist. *gasp* I know. It's strange, but I am not a feminist. I'm not against the concept at it's core, that people should be treated equally with respect...
    TheBlasphemousOptimist TheBlasphemousOptimist 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    YOU! Pumpus-jack-worm-bitten snake! I can't believe I almost gave up something so precious to me...In order for you to stay in my heart! I wondered briefly why, you hanged out...
    mutewords mutewords 18-21 1 day ago

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    Stickwithmebaby Stickwithmebaby 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    I do in some ways. Last night I was thinking how I'm too old and two big to get on those inside playground type of things I used to play on when I was young. And, I realize, as I...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 22

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    I wanna be stupid....otherwise i can't fall in love with someone again.... Don't think deeper Feel deeper... I wanna fall in LOVE again.
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I will not let anyone in my life ever again. I promise myself not to believe in love again. I will not trust what people say to me. And I will never ever care for anyone. I get...
    AmberDD AmberDD 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I was hers. She was mine. I showed her how is the purest love. She showed me the world of sex and passion. I brought her back her inner child. She encouraged me to be mature...
    kaliljacobo kaliljacobo 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 5

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    I sure would like to fall in love again. Although my 23-year marriage has ended, I still remember the wonderful and awesome times in the beginning and throughout most of my...
    Danielle1011 Danielle1011 51-55, F 3 Responses Apr 9

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    Just because I'm against feminism doesn't mean I'm against women.
    TGBman TGBman 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 10

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    Sorry......................... I just tried to talk again because i was talking previously. Again that thought prevailed me. But i felt bad and stopped. Sometimes, my mind try to...
    noblerain noblerain 31-35 Apr 11

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    Literally started a new job yesterday working in a factory dealing with hazardous chemicals so i was extra nervous as i was at risk of getting burnt etc so all day and night i kept...
    macey242 macey242 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    I want to fall in love again, but I don't know sometimes. I'm kind of scared I don't want to lose that special someone again. its hard getting over the death of a loved one. when I...
    DoctorWho112 DoctorWho112 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Last night, I just felt like I should lie down and sleep peacefully like any day on my back with both hands gently held on top of my chest or stomach. I wasn't quite aware of how...
    Madgenius98 Madgenius98 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    Harry, I am fine. Talk to me again. Please come back. Please.
    jenny27cruz jenny27cruz 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    This is probably my favorite game of all time. Its cruel and offensive yet so funny. I doubt I'll ever get sick of cards against humanity. I have every single expansion pack and...
    GreenEyess GreenEyess 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    I was raised to love. I was raised with the idea that falling in love is part of life and I should look for someone with whom I want to spend my life. I was raised to sincerely...
    MidnightLaughter MidnightLaughter 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Last year I was attracted to someone I couldn't have - he was in a relationship, and I am married. It was a professional relationship that had become close. It ended late last...
    gypsypearl gypsypearl 61-65, F Mar 23

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    i finally feel again.......love and almost....happiness
    brynai brynai 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    From ages 15-29 (current age) I've tried being like other people to fit in, I let literally people control me and how I should live, I attempted suicide many times with my final...
    DarkPhoenix1985 DarkPhoenix1985 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 27

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    As I lay beside her, I hear her heavy breathing. Fast asleep. It's 4:00 in the morning and heavy insomnia has taken over me. I feel weak. I feel useless. I don't want to fall in...
    BleedAshes BleedAshes 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 27

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    They ain't skinny jeans but hey I'M WEARING JEANS!!! :D i haven't fit in my jeans comfortably since I was 3 months pregnant! Now a year and 3 months later I can finally wear my...
    MommysGotTats420 MommysGotTats420 22-25, F 10 Responses Mar 28

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    I stopped ballet lessons when I was 4 because my mum and dad realised that we did literally nothing, and I got bored of it anyway. I only realised this year that it might actually...
    laurabaillie16 laurabaillie16 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    Yesterday I had a awesome day I had so much fun. It has been quite some time since I had so much fun. But trying to heal from bad experiences can take some time. It has been 2 full...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear 31-35, M Mar 29

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    Not even a week of being settled and its a war zone again! the explosive feeling building up is almost uncontrollable! fair enough we've both been able to live by the same rules...
    spiritofthecelts spiritofthecelts 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 31

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