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I Failed Again

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    Pain.

    Today I could not control my anger/sadness. I was afraid I would end my life so I hurt myself instead. Currently, I have bruises all over my body from trying to ignore the need to find an end. The physical pain helps me stop crying and helps numb the pain for a while. Sadly...
    endthis endthis 22-25, F May 25, 2013

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    Yes I Did And It Breaks Me Apart

    I try I know I try Too hard that some times I lose trust in myself in my abilities in my own courage determination what hurts is when I see her face when I hear her say I told you so When I start to think of my weaknesses and errors It all breaks me apart but still I try But...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 20, 2011

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    LOWER!

     Last month I failed at fitness test as apart of my job. Instead of getting myself down, I thought ah well, I'll spend the next month working out, getting fitter and be able to pass. The only problem is that it had to be passed the next time or I risked losing my...
    bright00eyes bright00eyes 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    I Feel Like I Let Everyone Down

     I really wanted an officer position in my co-ed fraternity. I thought that I would do great, and help the brotherhood that I love. I got the position, but now I feel like I let everyone down. Its been three days of rush events, and no one has really shown up and we only...
    againstthetide againstthetide 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2009

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    I Really Am Trying Though

    So I keep failing on trying to quit cutting. I feel like I am never going to be able to stop. Its so frustrating. I keep planning to stop and trying to really commit to but its not working. All I do is fail over and over again. Just when I think that i am making some kind if...
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F Jan 13, 2011

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    I thought that I had found my true love,

    after 40 years apart. I spent 3 glorious days, actually believing that dreams can come true, but on the 4th day I quickly found out that fantasies really don't have any substance to them. They are just a story. I had traveled over 1000 miles to be reunited with a lost love...
    SeriousDog SeriousDog 61-65, M Feb 28

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    Again and Again and Again..

    :/ Failure has been my company for over 8 years now. I guess that's after I moved to another country and depression has hit me ever since. I feel like I'm in a bubble of failure I can't seem to get out from. I forget how succes tastes like now. It seems to me like something...
    puzzles100 puzzles100 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    I know this isn't about actual school tests but I just want to share. I tried doing my math test and realized I failed :( I'm super sad now and I don't know what to do about my...
    cotygal123 cotygal123 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    I failed my CCENT exam today :(
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    I failed an exam today... :( Shmuckz...
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    Is that what it's called when you know exactly where you are yet your face is on some blog claiming you haven't been seen in over a decade? If so I discovered myself to be one of...
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    He can't be the only one. And after he just left me I still believe I will fall in love again and this time it'll be perfect
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    I kinda have... I never really wanted to I just have. I'll have deep feelings for someone for a few days, but then they just disappear one day like they were never there. It's...
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    RasinBoy RasinBoy 26-30, M Aug 21

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    JoAnnE25 JoAnnE25 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    Hell yes, of course I am. I am against an Isalmified Europe and I am against the Quran in itself as I know well what it preaches. Europe wont' stand up against these beasts and I...
    Razorblade90 Razorblade90 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    It's been almost eight years since i've fallen in love. My first and I'm afraid it would be the last. Four years since I had that relationship with her. We almost lasted a year but...
    xenna2 xenna2 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 26

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    Yes I want to be happy again. Feel alive again Don't have many ppl around me to show their support, sometimes just have to make peace with the fact they care about you but don't...
    Mangostrawberrybanana Mangostrawberrybanana 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    It's funny how looking through old photos can really put your life into perspective....how clearly you can see your life in chapters. I'm in a weird chapter of my life right now...
    SupernovaxGirl SupernovaxGirl 26-30 2 Responses Sep 2

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    Guess there's only so much repeated breakage and piecing back together our hearts can endure. At one point it became just too damn much for mine. Oh, I'd love to believe ppl again...
    Godess4Fun Godess4Fun 31-35, F Aug 18

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    I want to just start off by saying, I know most would not care to reply, and I completely understand. I have gone through this for.. Well my entire life, I just didn't know it. All...
    ihatemypclife ihatemypclife 13-15, M Aug 19

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    I have been drawn to God since early childhood - a bit of a surprise really since neither of my parents were "religious" or went to church. Where did that come from? Was it a feel...
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    Here I go again going through the same motions Always wondering where I'm heading. I'm so lost and feel like I don't belong Wishing time would pass quickly on Feel like I'm living...
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    How do I mend my broken heart now that my world has fallen apart. I struggle to get through each new day knowing the man I loved gave up on me and walked away. My tears seem never...
    dybbukbox dybbukbox 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    Seems to happen time and time again. I am inlove with the most wonderful man but the long distance makes it so hard. My mistake was to build my life around around our relationship...
    nicoleACA nicoleACA 22-25, F Sep 1

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    I ****** up on everything once again Now He's not going to trust me again. ****, I'm scared. Why the **** is so hard for me to say NO!!! to people.
    BrutallyHonest316 BrutallyHonest316 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 4

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