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    Yes I Did And It Breaks Me Apart

    I try I know I try Too hard that some times I lose trust in myself in my abilities in my own courage determination what hurts is when I see her face when I hear her say I told you so When I start to think of my weaknesses and errors It all breaks me apart but still I try But...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 20, 2011

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    Pain.

    Today I could not control my anger/sadness. I was afraid I would end my life so I hurt myself instead. Currently, I have bruises all over my body from trying to ignore the need to find an end. The physical pain helps me stop crying and helps numb the pain for a while. Sadly...
    endthis endthis 22-25, F May 25, 2013

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    I Feel Like I Let Everyone Down

     I really wanted an officer position in my co-ed fraternity. I thought that I would do great, and help the brotherhood that I love. I got the position, but now I feel like I let everyone down. Its been three days of rush events, and no one has really shown up and we only...
    againstthetide againstthetide 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2009

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    I Really Am Trying Though

    So I keep failing on trying to quit cutting. I feel like I am never going to be able to stop. Its so frustrating. I keep planning to stop and trying to really commit to but its not working. All I do is fail over and over again. Just when I think that i am making some kind if...
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F Jan 13, 2011

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    I thought that I had found my true love,

    after 40 years apart. I spent 3 glorious days, actually believing that dreams can come true, but on the 4th day I quickly found out that fantasies really don't have any substance to them. They are just a story. I had traveled over 1000 miles to be reunited with a lost love...
    SeriousDog SeriousDog 61-65, M Feb 28, 2014

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    Again and Again and Again..

    :/ Failure has been my company for over 8 years now. I guess that's after I moved to another country and depression has hit me ever since. I feel like I'm in a bubble of failure I can't seem to get out from. I forget how succes tastes like now. It seems to me like something...
    puzzles100 puzzles100 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    LOWER!

     Last month I failed at fitness test as apart of my job. Instead of getting myself down, I thought ah well, I'll spend the next month working out, getting fitter and be able to pass. The only problem is that it had to be passed the next time or I risked losing my...
    bright00eyes bright00eyes 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I post here because I am now finding I have new perspective on 'failed relationships'. What is a failed relationship? One that ends before we die? Really? Days months or years...
    DeepXP DeepXP 46-50, M 5 Responses Apr 23

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    I'm in a pretty dark moment of my life right now. My life has been pretty dark most of the time, with smaller slivers of light (hehe). I've been here in Rotterdam for the past...
    Themsen Themsen 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I had my serious boyfriend when i was really young. We broke up when i just went to college and he didn't. So we kind of got separated and he cheated on me with another girl. I was...
    poorchild257 poorchild257 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    There it is again, that feeling. Its creeping in, taking a hold of me. Soon there will be little of me left. I do what i can, I struggle, I fail. What use is it to struggle when...
    JickalisBlackthorn JickalisBlackthorn 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 27

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    I failed more times than I’d like to remember. I failed as a son, a student, a worshipper, a friend, and as a member of society. Everything has became a reminder of my...
    thesontheheir thesontheheir 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    As many failed relationships as I've been through, it wouldn't come as a surprise if I decided to put romance on hold for a while. I'm stubborn, though, so I'm definitely looking...
    Wolfsbane706 Wolfsbane706 22-25, M Apr 22

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    I had goals and dreams I wanted to accomplish once. While I have failed at some. I have not at others. My only thought is.... What is next??? Am I just sitting idle and slaving at...
    unreciprocated unreciprocated 36-40, F 5 Responses May 11

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    So this weekend was supposed to be dedicated to my Mom on her birthday and on her special day and because I had been so caught up in my personal projects, I failed to even get her...
    Starfishgirl Starfishgirl 26-30, F May 11

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    I had my math final today and I'm freaking out so bad because math just Ian my subject an I've never failed before my parents would disown me if I did but they don't understand...
    Amy1MM Amy1MM 18-21, F May 13

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    I'm only 14 years old and I have failed a lot of my life. Especially with school. I have made a lot of wrong decisions and people have just judged me upon them and things had just...
    iAteYourCrayon iAteYourCrayon 13-15, F May 13

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    I Failed the 8th grade!! :'(
    alyssa0015 alyssa0015 13-15, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm against pulling the claws from my cat's paws, but I think my couch and rug would disagree...
    HardLiquid HardLiquid 46-50, M 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    It's not a matter of falling in love again,, rather allowing your heartto feel love without restraintAnd so you may giveWithout fear...
    PrettyOldSoul PrettyOldSoul 41-45, F 3 Responses May 13

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    To the next guy who wants to date me, my demons won't let me. I don't think I'm equipped mentally or emotionally to take this on. There are battles with my demons which I need to...
    EshaVellu EshaVellu 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    I was in love with this woman who fell in love with me we work together at the library she was a janitor and I was the security guard it's a bad town that needs a security guard...
    dfries63 dfries63 46-50, M Apr 23

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    I miss him dearly everyday and worry I'll never see him again. He moved out of state, I'm dating someone new but there is still a void even with good friends and a career occupying...
    fixiefemme fixiefemme 22-25, F Apr 30

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    I can't say I LOVE Rage Against the Machine (which is why I didn't join the "I Love Rage Against the Machine" group)... but I absolutely do love their song "Maria." That's the best...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F Apr 26

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    I'm not against abortion because I think it's murder. Of course not. For me a person isn't a person until brain activity starts, which is at 54 days. But I'm against it because...
    ThatGirlSara2 ThatGirlSara2 18-21, F 2 Responses May 1

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    I tell everybody that, by choice, I will never be in love again. So, is sick to hear that I mean it? The thought of being intellectually and physically intertwined with someone...
    kushhqueen kushhqueen 18-21, F May 2

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    I want to be happy again because I waste my time being sad and lonely all the time and I just want some good things to happen in my life again.
    db174 db174 31-35, F 3 Responses May 3

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    This Med Student Was for Abortion Until He Watched One Happen Majority of us have the luxury of arguing pro life or pro choice without ever having to watch an abortion. After...
    jopava jopava 56-60, M 2 Responses May 5

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    Under the cloud. In all that we reach for, love is the dearest quality we crave. With innocence we look to being lead along a sunny walk. A walk a child has no control over, a...
    walkbywithme walkbywithme 56-60, M May 12

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    I used to be really healthy... Before my depression hit me hard... I used to play hockey. And I played well for like 6 years. Had great stamina! I was a little overweight but I...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response May 13

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    I used to smoke when I was a kid, but stopped several years ago before I had kids. I have been having a really hard to recently and one day during a break at work I was talking to...
    Jacksmoker Jacksmoker 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    Go check out this website: http://greatnonprofits.org/org/p-luna-foundation. The P. Luna Foundation focuses on fighting against and raising awareness of male abuse. Right now we...
    CoriWilson CoriWilson 18-21 1 day ago

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    I just found out somthing from my mother this morning. Everything was going to great, we were laughing as a family and joking around. Dad was finally dropped off work and once he...
    FashionQueen86 FashionQueen86 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 22

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    confession of a Love Sick Fool #3 After my break up with my boyfriend I should be getting back out there right? but every guy who said they liked me I pushed away. In the back of...
    lilnekomeow lilnekomeow 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 24

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    Thought he was different? Ok Stop the bus!!!!! Well looks like I have been ghosted by someone I really thought was a decent guy. So does this mean I am just a fool or a bad judge...
    tamarisk1 tamarisk1 41-45, F 5 Responses Apr 24

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    Boo! Did I get ya? I have never stopped. I never will stop. But if you're in this group you turned little ***** and quit, probably bowing to social pressure. Nothing can change...
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M Apr 25

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    I was just on Facebook when I got a friend request from this childhood friend I have not seen or heard from in 30 years. I went over to his profile to say hi. When I asked...
    littlecreekgirl littlecreekgirl 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    I want to meet new friends and have fun and feel alive again. I've been in a loveless passionless marriage for too long now. Lead separate lives and I've been stagnant for too long...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 26

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    One day, it will happen for me again. And I hope it happens for u all, too! :-*
    Terrain12 Terrain12 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 26

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    It's hideous. No means of it is acceptable. It is inhumane, and unforgivable. I have no respect for any... animal... that uses it against someone else. They lose their title of...
    TheCroissant TheCroissant 18-21, M Apr 27

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    I don't just want to fall in love again, I want to rewind time and go back to the beginning. I hurt you deeply and for that "I'm Sorry" could never be enough. I know I let you down...
    BlueEyes31 BlueEyes31 31-35, F 6 Responses Apr 27

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    I once move far far away and I want to do it again...get the old resume out and revamp it.
    firedesire firedesire 51-55, F Apr 27

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