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I Failed Again

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    Again and Again and Again..

    :/ Failure has been my company for over 8 years now. I guess that's after I moved to another country and depression has hit me ever since. I feel like I'm in a bubble of failure I can't seem to get out from. I forget how succes tastes like now. It seems to me like something...
    puzzles100 puzzles100 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    I thought that I had found my true love,

    after 40 years apart. I spent 3 glorious days, actually believing that dreams can come true, but on the 4th day I quickly found out that fantasies really don't have any substance to them. They are just a story. I had traveled over 1000 miles to be reunited with a lost love...
    SeriousDog SeriousDog 61-65, M Feb 28

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    Pain.

    Today I could not control my anger/sadness. I was afraid I would end my life so I hurt myself instead. Currently, I have bruises all over my body from trying to ignore the need to find an end. The physical pain helps me stop crying and helps numb the pain for a while. Sadly...
    endthis endthis 22-25, F May 25, 2013

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    I Really Am Trying Though

    So I keep failing on trying to quit cutting. I feel like I am never going to be able to stop. Its so frustrating. I keep planning to stop and trying to really commit to but its not working. All I do is fail over and over again. Just when I think that i am making some kind if...
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F Jan 13, 2011

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    LOWER!

     Last month I failed at fitness test as apart of my job. Instead of getting myself down, I thought ah well, I'll spend the next month working out, getting fitter and be able to pass. The only problem is that it had to be passed the next time or I risked losing my...
    bright00eyes bright00eyes 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    I Feel Like I Let Everyone Down

     I really wanted an officer position in my co-ed fraternity. I thought that I would do great, and help the brotherhood that I love. I got the position, but now I feel like I let everyone down. Its been three days of rush events, and no one has really shown up and we only...
    againstthetide againstthetide 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2009

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    Yes I Did And It Breaks Me Apart

    I try I know I try Too hard that some times I lose trust in myself in my abilities in my own courage determination what hurts is when I see her face when I hear her say I told you so When I start to think of my weaknesses and errors It all breaks me apart but still I try But...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 20, 2011

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    Another relationship bites the dust. I am 47, I have no close family and no friends. I screw up everything I do. I have little to no possessions, I don't even have my own place...
    jakdempsey jakdempsey 46-50, M Jun 29

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    I passed my high school this year with 75% Everybody in my family expected it to be above 85% It's been 2 years since i am not able to achieve the results which i want it to be...
    rainbow2196 rainbow2196 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I failed for the second time in my academics i am sorry i let it happened again i feel and know it is my mistake i cannot blame it on someone,but all i am sorry for is i let my mum...
    iLoneHawk iLoneHawk 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I failed for the second time in my academics i am sorry i let it happened again i feel and know it is my mistake i cannot blame it on someone,but all i am sorry for is i let my mum...
    iLoneHawk iLoneHawk 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I thought she was a good woman....... Well that was her statement to me and claim to fame , but then again my last ex's claim to fame was that she was a faithful "never was a bad...
    nevets61 nevets61 51-55 3 days ago

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    I know I'm still at a young age and will probably find someone again blah blah, but it hurts to have heart broken by someone you thought loved you. My first relationship was awful...
    anyoneoutthere1 anyoneoutthere1 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 5

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    I was happy years ago. 2 divorces later as well as some other failed relationships I'm ready to be happy again. But I guess I just prep airing myself to be alone. Any I'm bitching...
    Josh1978 Josh1978 36-40, M 2 Responses Jul 6

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    I feel like a failure. I've failed my parents. No matter what I do to make them happy or proud is it just never good enough.... And in this whole process I'm the only one hurting...
    SimplyBeingMe94 SimplyBeingMe94 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 9

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    For the better and the worse. Essentially, failed relationships show you the error of your ways if you are wise enough.
    Li1981 Li1981 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    I havent failed just one class but multiple classes multiple times. I cant seem to catch a break. For the past 2 years it's all been downhill. It's like I'm falling and there's no...
    pdb2394 pdb2394 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    I am sure failed relationships do change people. Adds things like trust issues, insecurity, anxiety, and even depression. I have tried to connect with him for years and he keeps...
    Lanie42 Lanie42 41-45, F 5 Responses Jul 11

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    Failed relationships totally change a person. I was once a loving, kind hearted person and now im cold hearted and it takes a while to get me trust you. I guess i learned it from...
    verox3 verox3 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I'm so scared.. I failed completely my second semester in university. I was totally burned out and tired and i was crying every night. And now I have this reexam for this one exam...
    sahikat sahikat 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Its a timeline for all of us, time doesn't heal - it justs allows us to develop better coping mechanisms. Its been nearly a year and a half for me, still think about her every day...
    TDH1980 TDH1980 31-35, M Jul 11

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    Hi All, I am Nazeer Hussain, I was and i am in love. Her name is N.Baji, We were in relationship for more than 3.5 years i love her a lot still i love her to the core she also...
    nazeerhussain nazeerhussain 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    I'm Born Again. What does "Born Again" mean? It means I have accepted Jesus into my heart as my personal Savior. I'm not a Christian through being raised or taught to be one. I'm a...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 3 Responses Jul 15

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    I came to the United States when I was 21 years old. I grew up in Sweden, a country known mainly for its socioeconomic policies and prosperous people. Marijuana is considered a...
    whrskrlo whrskrlo 26-30, M 3 Responses Jul 8

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    I was 13 and me and her were inspereable. Me and her are straight or at least we thought. Well lately id had been noticing her. As in her body features . I tried to tell myself...
    learningdaily learningdaily 13-15 Jul 12

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    Below is a write up I have just finished compiling. Bride of Christ is to leave behind materials that will guide those who shall become believers during the tribulation period as...
    stepkamau stepkamau 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    I know this sinking feeling anywhere. It's happening again. I've been depressed most of my teenage years. I have plenty of ups, but there are always downs that follow close behind...
    LettersToTheSky LettersToTheSky 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    I look into eyes that lie, most times its me in front of a mirror... i lie to myself about being okay,about being at peace, being strong.... when does it all end.. I wondered the...
    Nichalas Nichalas 22-25, M Jul 11

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    If you got a chance to stop the assault against the civilians in Gaza wouldn't you at least try? Egypt always managed to control Israel since the 1973 war! And Egypt did stop the...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 5 Responses Jul 11

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    I know that its probably too early for me to want this, or even think that this is possible, but I can't help wondering. I mean my marriage wasn't always bad. I had what I felt was...
    MelMel68 MelMel68 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    to be born again you must as God to forgive you of your sins and believe that Jesus died and rose again and ask Him to save you and He will. And you can never loose your salvation...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 25

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    I got hurt again , I can't believe it , my poor heart got broken again, I allowed it to happen ...
    colorsnlights colorsnlights 26-30, F Jun 26

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    I was a month clean, my cuts were healing, I was eating. In that time I never starved myself or vomited or cut. I relapsed. Badly. Yesterday night I ate quite a lot and I bloat...
    XxbixtchybellaxX XxbixtchybellaxX 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 27

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    I don't know if I can ever fall in love again. I was married for 15 years, mostly happy. After the marriage ended, I was too naive for my age, and got into a relationship with...
    glitterdahlia glitterdahlia 41-45 Jun 29

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    Sometimes, in life time comes when you try to wake up when you are broken. The life is dead shattered in desert. Lost in between the stars. You feel the depth of pain, loneliness...
    adiscorpion41 adiscorpion41 22-25, M 4 Responses Jun 30

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    It sucked, yeah. Wasn't what we thought it would be. Wasn't enough time. It wasn't much, I'll admit. But it was something :) We met and it was great. Not perfect, but still so...
    seasalticecream seasalticecream 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    I used to have a friend who sit on boys laps ( sober) and then act drunk and slur in his gave "I hope you won't take advantage of me because I'm drunk!" I swiftly grab her and drag...
    Dreamsphere3 Dreamsphere3 26-30, F Jul 6

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    I had a friend in high school who got pregnant when she was sixteen and she chose to have an abortion. I personally am against abortions but that's for myself, I would never get an...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    I want to fall in love Again, I want to have butterflies in my stomach. I want to feel his heart beat against my ear. I want to tell him how much I love him and appreciate him...
    cocoastrawberry cocoastrawberry 18-21, F Jul 11

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    I married as a teen and then again at 30 but would like to marry again someday but for the right reason and the right person this time.
    auburnhairwoman auburnhairwoman 46-50, F Jul 11

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    Today. Today was my first time kayaking and I already want to do it again. So much fun.
    melloved melloved 22-25, F Jul 12

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    I have a crazy sister in law who is a born again she is the most evil person I have ever met she has been in our family for 19 yrs and there has only been fights since she entered...
    Lindalilly Lindalilly 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    Reminiscences are strange considerations. As I think about the answers to questions I'm asked I find myself that little girl again... I am only nineteen, but sometimes I'm seven...
    Paca24 Paca24 18-21, F Jul 16

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    I want to say something. I used to be against abortion until I realized the real world. Not everyone can afford a child or should have a child. Some people aren't responsible so I...
    LovelyDeadly LovelyDeadly 16-17, F 15 Responses 6 days ago

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    I want to be a kid again... Like when I would play outside and make mud pies, wake up at 8:00 in the morning and watch my favorite cartoon shows while eating a bowl of cereal, play...
    jasminebrown08 jasminebrown08 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    The old cross and the new. ALL UNANNOUNCED AND MOSTLY UNDETECTED there has come in modern times a new cross into popular evangelical circles. It is like the old cross, but...
    churinga churinga 70+, M 6 days ago

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    Mmmm my body is craving it. I need it soo bad! I don't want just someone to chat with. I want someone to make love with over and over and over again. Until our body's give out and...
    Smileeboo Smileeboo 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I guess "young" is a relative term, isn't it? I am 43, and I am sure that is young to someone who is 60 or older, right? I have many thoughts about this whole idea, but for this...
    shellseagirl shellseagirl 41-45, F