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I Failed Again

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    Again and Again and Again..

    :/ Failure has been my company for over 8 years now. I guess that's after I moved to another country and depression has hit me ever since. I feel like I'm in a bubble of failure I can't seem to get out from. I forget how succes tastes like now. It seems to me like something...
    puzzles100 puzzles100 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    I thought that I had found my true love,

    after 40 years apart. I spent 3 glorious days, actually believing that dreams can come true, but on the 4th day I quickly found out that fantasies really don't have any substance to them. They are just a story. I had traveled over 1000 miles to be reunited with a lost love...
    SeriousDog SeriousDog 61-65, M Feb 28

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    I Feel Like I Let Everyone Down

     I really wanted an officer position in my co-ed fraternity. I thought that I would do great, and help the brotherhood that I love. I got the position, but now I feel like I let everyone down. Its been three days of rush events, and no one has really shown up and we only...
    againstthetide againstthetide 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2009

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    Pain.

    Today I could not control my anger/sadness. I was afraid I would end my life so I hurt myself instead. Currently, I have bruises all over my body from trying to ignore the need to find an end. The physical pain helps me stop crying and helps numb the pain for a while. Sadly...
    endthis endthis 22-25, F May 25, 2013

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    LOWER!

     Last month I failed at fitness test as apart of my job. Instead of getting myself down, I thought ah well, I'll spend the next month working out, getting fitter and be able to pass. The only problem is that it had to be passed the next time or I risked losing my...
    bright00eyes bright00eyes 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    Yes I Did And It Breaks Me Apart

    I try I know I try Too hard that some times I lose trust in myself in my abilities in my own courage determination what hurts is when I see her face when I hear her say I told you so When I start to think of my weaknesses and errors It all breaks me apart but still I try But...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 20, 2011

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    I Really Am Trying Though

    So I keep failing on trying to quit cutting. I feel like I am never going to be able to stop. Its so frustrating. I keep planning to stop and trying to really commit to but its not working. All I do is fail over and over again. Just when I think that i am making some kind if...
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F Jan 13, 2011

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    I practice so much and hard, just to be failed for one small step on a skill. I passed everything else. Unfortunately, this test is pass or fail. There isn't any lee-way for mess...
    dakotasapphire dakotasapphire 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was at the gym today aiming to get that 5 miles in 40 mins by doing brisk walking with a little elevation. Anyway, the gym was for both men n women. This guy ive been eyeing on...
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 27

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    Failed just enough to have to repeat my freshman year. Isn't a tragedy. Isn't the end of the world. But I still feel horrible. Kindness would be appreciated.
    CinnamonCat CinnamonCat 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 29

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    I've known my husband 13 years and married for 3 of them. Our marriage has had its ups and downs but through all of it I've always loved him and still do. He blames me for the...
    Joseko Joseko 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 16

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    It was for my job and i get to do it again next week but i am scared my coworkers will make fun of me :(
    minotaurusmann minotaurusmann 18-21, M Sep 30

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    Allowing anonymous members to be in charge of taking down innocent posts is posing significant discord amongst members and goes against what EP stands for.
    CoitusInterruptus CoitusInterruptus 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    Really sucks when I was so so sure that I had something down, then I go to take the test and I don't pass. It wasn't a complete failure but still didn't get that grade I thought I...
    DarkGoddesss DarkGoddesss 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm using the depression as a shield. And although it has made me not want to be here You don't need to fear me trying to take my life away Because there is no point I will fail...
    innerself000 innerself000 18-21, F 19 hrs ago

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    I want to hold your hand. I want to reach down without looking and feel your hand meet mine in our perfect embrace that we have had since the first time 9 years ago. I want to...
    overtherainbow47 overtherainbow47 41-45, M Oct 3

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    After such a long period of sadness, weakness, grief, tiredness...I am enthusiastic, optimistic, and finally I am making plans again. And i have again the belief that i'll make it...
    alogo alogo 26-30 Oct 10

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    I have been with my girlfriend for 25yrs, I had a 18month affair with a lady that I have known for abt 30yrs,i have always liked her but did nothing abt it, we both fell in love...
    taps1 taps1 56-60 1 Response Oct 11

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    I received a message again from a guy telling asking me if i wanted to have fun and that he had a nice c**k..Wow,here we go again.I re-posted his message and it was there it was...
    lezkitten24 lezkitten24 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 26

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    I always considered myself emotionless as I know I don't fall easily and never fell for anyone. By emotionless I mean in terms of love and only love. I'm sensitive though and...
    DeamonessPet DeamonessPet 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 3

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    I live as a baby now. It all started when I was 12, and I had always had a problem with going to the bathroom, I would always pee when it came to me idk y but it felt right and...
    ralderfer ralderfer 16-17, F 5 Responses Oct 16

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    I am hurt everyday that I interact with people. Even my children. Just a simple question I ask turns into a knife to my heart. I don't know why the people around me are so...
    TerminalSilence TerminalSilence 41-45, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I tried to get pregnant again last month and this month I prayed to God asking him for a sign is to whether or not I am pregnant again. & he gave me a sign I am so excited! Praise...
    Pulchritudinious Pulchritudinious 18-21, F Sep 25

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    10 Encouraging Bible Verses About Helping Others It is in the nature of all of us to be selfish and want to put our own needs and desires before others. The Bible gives clear...
    timesoftrouble timesoftrouble 56-60, M 1 Response Sep 28

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    I manifest connection to all the projective demons possessed in the thoughts being used by my psychic attackers so be it in christ amen, I surrender love and joy and thanks for...
    verndewd verndewd 41-45 Sep 30

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    Last year I almost had a boyfriend and he left me cuz he found out his ex was pregnant. I haven't talked to him In a year and now he wants to go out with me again..I'm scared and...
    jrh2338 jrh2338 18-21, F Oct 1

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    I am a big campaigner and protester against every form of child abuse! I recently organized a protest outside Manchester Family Courts to argue against corruption in our so-called...
    ramonagreen ramonagreen 31-35 Oct 2

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    I work in a hospital as a nurse technician and I am 100% against infant circumcision. Technically I'm against all circumcision but at least adults have the choice. Being born...
    joshuaw94 joshuaw94 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 4

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    here i am again wanting to go but dont know where.. .. feeling sad, alone and down again ..
    mystic00 mystic00 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    I have no one to blame but myself for losing the person I love most. I feel empty and worthless. And now I'm drowning in my sorrows again. Why? Because I allowed alcohol to control...
    amstoltz amstoltz 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    Am I nuts or what? I'm back after a short separation and its not like I came back on my own....the moron I dedicated my life and heart to for too many years led me to believe,once...
    UnbreakableMe2112 UnbreakableMe2112 51-55, F Oct 5

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    I want to find my best friend, someone who won't lie to me day in and day out just for satisfaction. Someone who I can just..be myself with, without judgement. Someone who isn't...
    Maihowl Maihowl 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 8

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    I'm not young but I'm not old either. Other students think that I'm in my 20's and I'm pushing 40 next April. I do like the fact that I'm able to get in to kids clothes again...
    mlcockrell mlcockrell 36-40, M 2 Responses Oct 9

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    haha, I'm so surprised that there isn't an experience for this one. Really? So a few million people on this site and nobody's ever d they were 17 again? I am only turning 21, but...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    Born again this year. Want to be baptised. Grew up in a Christian family and believed in God. But didn't understand what it Christianity truly meant until this year. Felt a change...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 70+, F 3 Responses Oct 12

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    I am married for 10 years and with my hubby for 12 years now. i fell out of love due to constant argument turns violent. He still love me though and trying to win my love back but...
    sunrio sunrio 36-40 3 Responses Oct 15

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    by you, and only you. My life has never been the same since we met. Because of you, I have returned to my faith, I have been reunited with a daughter who swore never to speak...
    overtherainbow47 overtherainbow47 41-45, M Oct 15

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    I wanna feel the passion. I wanna know he is thinking of me when I'm thinking of him. How will I know if he's into me like I am him? I wanna feel his body against mine and want...
    flowertattoo4u flowertattoo4u 51-55, F 6 days ago

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    :: is it wrong that I want to fall in love again? last night I fell in love with a man in a few hours. Why can not I fall in love again. right? last night love was gone. I'm...
    MazelGriselda MazelGriselda 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have a horrible time with monogamy. It's been 2 years since my last proper relationship ended. I've only loved twice, and only been able to say it to one person. I'm seen by my...
    lilyqueen88 lilyqueen88 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I was doing good. ๐Ÿ˜” Now i have to start all over again. Im such a failure
    Slowlydying16 Slowlydying16 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 25

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    I will never trust anyone ever again. Not after what he just did to me. I hate him. He hurt me just as bad as my ex did. All he proved is that I'm worthless and nobody wants me.
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 25

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    I can't stand a bully. I will not be the guy standing against the wall watching someone get bullied. It has caused me to get my *** kicked once or twice, but I'm still here.
    3Dogmatic 3Dogmatic 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 26

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    I mourn for my youth. In my late teens, it seemed like anything in the world was possible, and just there for the taking! I miss my time in the military. I miss the travel, the...
    Phaedrus1975 Phaedrus1975 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 26

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    How is it that when I get all the negativity out of my life and I'm finally starting over something comes and tries to drag me down again
    InternetKid905 InternetKid905 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    The thought of your piercing blue eyes looking at me and your 6'1 tall frame leaning over me as I stand on my tippy toe to lock lips with yours as you pin me against the wall is...
    SummerJane SummerJane 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 27

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    Love to be kissed pressed up against a tree--his hands pinning mine above my head. We're both wet from our recent swim in the lake--he kisses me until I'm breathless and all I want...
    Sinfulkisses869 Sinfulkisses869 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 28

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