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I Failed Again

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    Again and Again and Again..

    :/ Failure has been my company for over 8 years now. I guess that's after I moved to another country and depression has hit me ever since. I feel like I'm in a bubble of failure I can't seem to get out from. I forget how succes tastes like now. It seems to me like something...
    puzzles100 puzzles100 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    I Really Am Trying Though

    So I keep failing on trying to quit cutting. I feel like I am never going to be able to stop. Its so frustrating. I keep planning to stop and trying to really commit to but its not working. All I do is fail over and over again. Just when I think that i am making some kind if...
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F Jan 13, 2011

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    Pain.

    Today I could not control my anger/sadness. I was afraid I would end my life so I hurt myself instead. Currently, I have bruises all over my body from trying to ignore the need to find an end. The physical pain helps me stop crying and helps numb the pain for a while. Sadly...
    endthis endthis 22-25, F May 25, 2013

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    I thought that I had found my true love,

    after 40 years apart. I spent 3 glorious days, actually believing that dreams can come true, but on the 4th day I quickly found out that fantasies really don't have any substance to them. They are just a story. I had traveled over 1000 miles to be reunited with a lost love...
    SeriousDog SeriousDog 61-65, M Feb 28, 2014

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    LOWER!

     Last month I failed at fitness test as apart of my job. Instead of getting myself down, I thought ah well, I'll spend the next month working out, getting fitter and be able to pass. The only problem is that it had to be passed the next time or I risked losing my...
    bright00eyes bright00eyes 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    I Feel Like I Let Everyone Down

     I really wanted an officer position in my co-ed fraternity. I thought that I would do great, and help the brotherhood that I love. I got the position, but now I feel like I let everyone down. Its been three days of rush events, and no one has really shown up and we only...
    againstthetide againstthetide 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2009

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    Yes I Did And It Breaks Me Apart

    I try I know I try Too hard that some times I lose trust in myself in my abilities in my own courage determination what hurts is when I see her face when I hear her say I told you so When I start to think of my weaknesses and errors It all breaks me apart but still I try But...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 20, 2011

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    While some of the things it covers seem beneficial, I am entirely against this piece of legislature. It spans many aspects of taxation, sets national trade quotas, touches on...
    Multitude Multitude 18-21, M 10 hrs ago

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    wouldn't it be fantastic? you start you're life again with all you're memories. Imagine what could be acheived. you could stop being bullied at school in your teens, ask out that...
    diegosauns diegosauns 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I've shared a lot with this man, but in light of recent events, I don't think I can ever trust him with how I feel, or anything actually. It took a lot of courage for me to...
    oddpodd oddpodd 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I miss it so much. No work, adult responsibilities, taxes or lawers after us. Kids just eat, sleep, go to school, activities and play. Us adults gotta go to work, pat taxes and...
    BigDDGirl BigDDGirl 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    i used to appreciate what i liked and enjoyed and respected myself. now...i need that again.
    sunriseinmyeyes sunriseinmyeyes 31-35, F Feb 3

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    Lately, I decided to dedicate my free time to volunteer.Among other things, I'm helping children with learning disabilities. Among the large group of children, there is this shy 9...
    aloysia aloysia 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 2

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    see her again - butt nak#d
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 2

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    I wouldn't nessecarily say I am against abortion. I just see no total logic in any of the arguments for it. The biggest thing I hear is it is a war for women's rights. But if we...
    ToughLoveKitten ToughLoveKitten 18-21, F 9 Responses Feb 2

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    Reasons why I never reported it: 1. The fear that nobody would believe me. 2. I went to the house voluntarily(not knowing what would happen), drinking. Was told that I couldn't...
    Singlemother78 Singlemother78 31-35, F 8 Responses Feb 2

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    What is it? Do these victim blaming people, are taking sides of the rapist? I can't believe that there are people like this. They are just as guilty as the rapists. They are just...
    Singlemother78 Singlemother78 31-35, F 7 Responses Feb 1

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    Ok this statement couldn't be more true. My post is going to be a confusing one.. As some of you have read my past posts I seem to still love someone who clearly doesn't want me...
    Beanbella Beanbella 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 1

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    I want to see rainbows and butterflies Every time I close my eyes And reserve the right to be mesmerised, By the pure delight that awaits me every night; Waking up in the morning...
    nivanvc nivanvc 36-40, M Feb 1

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    Maybe not "again," but I do often wish that I had the opportunity to grow up as a girl.
    mickitg mickitg 41-45, T 2 Responses Jan 31

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    i ****** up once again... i ****** up what could've been... then i wonder why things happen or why things are how they are... its true i push people away, i don't mean it though...
    risk6102 risk6102 18-21, F Jan 31

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    Yesterday, I cried again, but this time, I did not cry about you, I cried for you. I heard negative comments about you, I told them that the comments are not true, they argued...
    AlternateUniverse AlternateUniverse 41-45 Jan 30

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    I feel so sorry for the people who have been through this.. Like it makes me feel disgusted to be a guy sometimes! I am sexual but I'd never do anything against a person's will...
    rajconnor rajconnor 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 30

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    I am a born again christian who was raised in a home of non believers. I was orphaned and put into foster care because it was not a good environment. The only person who was a...
    Balletomane Balletomane 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    I am both a private and public nudist. I often love to press my naked breasts against another naked woman's or men's body when hosting or attending various nudist parties or at...
    vabeachfemale vabeachfemale 51-55, F 6 Responses Jan 29

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    I just heard my staff laugh at my recommendation that a Rape case be filed against the respondent. According to them, there couldn't have been rape because the complainant and...
    mareliberum mareliberum 26-30 5 Responses Jan 28

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    I got result failed yesterday.... I expect the pass result but I m so wrong ..my exam was good enough n my all close friends are also passed.. I don't know why only me always...
    NenziNamu NenziNamu 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    The 90s were so good to me. We played outside all day until the street lights popped on "hopscotch, hide n' go seek etc. Tv was better, never had to worry about seeing nasty or...
    HarmonyVents HarmonyVents 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    I am an internet vampire. I was given up for old. Marriage had begun a downhill fall ten years ago and I was full of loneliness and darkness. Life had become just a day to day drag...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M Jan 26

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    Is there any point? Do you really need to get married? If you really love someone do you really need to put on a show to prove it? I don't think I'd ever get married again...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 26

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    One day two Aboriginal men went out hunting. They looked over the bushes and watched a farmer as he rode his horse and cart into his yard. As the farmer stepped down, he noticed...
    Thevy29 Thevy29 31-35, M Jan 26

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    Indeed Failed Relations , Change a Person. .. We get to know our selves more , A person can change for Good or bad We learn something about ourselves, We Grow as a Person...
    Amnik Amnik 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    Its been a couple of weeks now, since I sent out any whiteboard messages.. Feels so good to have them back again...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 4 Responses Jan 26

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    Totally true! Failed relationships will either change you in a good or bad way. Personally for me, I've changed in a good way and even if things have been hard and or difficult I...
    shecanonlydream shecanonlydream 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 26

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    I am married, I have two grow kids, but I would so love to know that I was making a baby inside of a woman that really wanted one. My wife can't have anymore, but I would so love...
    knightsdolive knightsdolive 46-50, M 1 Response Jan 26

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    I danced since I was little till my first year of college. Because I needed to concentrate on my education first, I quit ballet. During my college days, my aunts and uncles...
    VVmommy VVmommy 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    I want to be happy again I want to get rid of this pain people may think i am lame but they are the one i would blame. Why do they come to your life? Why do they just speak the...
    uniqueguy91 uniqueguy91 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 24

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    Naked flesh to flesh is a wonderful feeling. I can be either face to face in a hug or cuddle, or while spooning. I have always enjoyed feeling myself pressed against a woman or...
    burgh712009 burgh712009 41-45, M Jan 23

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    No, I was not molested and or rape. I was accused of molesting my cousin at a young age, after a stupid incident. Back when I was 10 I was at my cousins house, laying back and...
    WillieCaesar WillieCaesar 22-25, M 5 Responses Jan 23

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    I have always ever since I had awareness of what it represented, been against abortion purely as a moral issue. That the Catholic Church (which, for all its undoubted faults as a...
    MrsArrington MrsArrington 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    screw that I will not fall again I let everyone down now I just wanna fix it I even got clean
    Anastas17 Anastas17 18-21, T 1 Response Jan 22