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I Failed Again

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    I thought that I had found my true love,

    after 40 years apart. I spent 3 glorious days, actually believing that dreams can come true, but on the 4th day I quickly found out that fantasies really don't have any substance to them. They are just a story. I had traveled over 1000 miles to be reunited with a lost love...
    SeriousDog SeriousDog 61-65, M Feb 28, 2014

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    LOWER!

     Last month I failed at fitness test as apart of my job. Instead of getting myself down, I thought ah well, I'll spend the next month working out, getting fitter and be able to pass. The only problem is that it had to be passed the next time or I risked losing my...
    bright00eyes bright00eyes 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    Yes I Did And It Breaks Me Apart

    I try I know I try Too hard that some times I lose trust in myself in my abilities in my own courage determination what hurts is when I see her face when I hear her say I told you so When I start to think of my weaknesses and errors It all breaks me apart but still I try But...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 20, 2011

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    I Really Am Trying Though

    So I keep failing on trying to quit cutting. I feel like I am never going to be able to stop. Its so frustrating. I keep planning to stop and trying to really commit to but its not working. All I do is fail over and over again. Just when I think that i am making some kind if...
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F Jan 13, 2011

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    Pain.

    Today I could not control my anger/sadness. I was afraid I would end my life so I hurt myself instead. Currently, I have bruises all over my body from trying to ignore the need to find an end. The physical pain helps me stop crying and helps numb the pain for a while. Sadly...
    endthis endthis 22-25, F May 25, 2013

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    Again and Again and Again..

    :/ Failure has been my company for over 8 years now. I guess that's after I moved to another country and depression has hit me ever since. I feel like I'm in a bubble of failure I can't seem to get out from. I forget how succes tastes like now. It seems to me like something...
    puzzles100 puzzles100 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    I Feel Like I Let Everyone Down

     I really wanted an officer position in my co-ed fraternity. I thought that I would do great, and help the brotherhood that I love. I got the position, but now I feel like I let everyone down. Its been three days of rush events, and no one has really shown up and we only...
    againstthetide againstthetide 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2009

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    I post here because I am now finding I have new perspective on 'failed relationships'. What is a failed relationship? One that ends before we die? Really? Days months or years...
    DeepXP DeepXP 46-50, M 4 Responses Apr 23

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    There it is again, that feeling. Its creeping in, taking a hold of me. Soon there will be little of me left. I do what i can, I struggle, I fail. What use is it to struggle when...
    JickalisBlackthorn JickalisBlackthorn 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 27

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    As many failed relationships as I've been through, it wouldn't come as a surprise if I decided to put romance on hold for a while. I'm stubborn, though, so I'm definitely looking...
    Wolfsbane706 Wolfsbane706 22-25, M Apr 22

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    im a filipino BIsexual boy from the Philippines who meet a Drunk American guy from the United States APRIL 4 2015 - 11:47 PM. i meet him and talk that day me and my family go to...
    RowelGrey RowelGrey 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    To the next guy who wants to date me, my demons won't let me. I don't think I'm equipped mentally or emotionally to take this on. There are battles with my demons which I need to...
    EshaVellu EshaVellu 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    I was on omegle one night using the text chat. After multiple short conversations with people not interested in the same things, I stumbled upon a wonderful and kind godly man. He...
    cozy111 cozy111 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I am a female and not a feminist. *gasp* I know. It's strange, but I am not a feminist. I'm not against the concept at it's core, that people should be treated equally with respect...
    TheBlasphemousOptimist TheBlasphemousOptimist 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    YOU! Pumpus-jack-worm-bitten snake! I can't believe I almost gave up something so precious to me...In order for you to stay in my heart! I wondered briefly why, you hanged out...
    mutewords mutewords 18-21 Apr 19

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    I was in love with this woman who fell in love with me we work together at the library she was a janitor and I was the security guard it's a bad town that needs a security guard...
    dfries63 dfries63 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 23

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    I miss him dearly everyday and worry I'll never see him again. He moved out of state, I'm dating someone new but there is still a void even with good friends and a career occupying...
    fixiefemme fixiefemme 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I sure would like to fall in love again. Although my 23-year marriage has ended, I still remember the wonderful and awesome times in the beginning and throughout most of my...
    Danielle1011 Danielle1011 51-55, F 3 Responses Apr 9

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    Just because I'm against feminism doesn't mean I'm against women.
    TGBman TGBman 22-25, M 4 Responses Apr 10

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    Sorry......................... I just tried to talk again because i was talking previously. Again that thought prevailed me. But i felt bad and stopped. Sometimes, my mind try to...
    noblerain noblerain 31-35 Apr 11

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    Literally started a new job yesterday working in a factory dealing with hazardous chemicals so i was extra nervous as i was at risk of getting burnt etc so all day and night i kept...
    macey242 macey242 22-25, M Apr 14

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    I want to fall in love again, but I don't know sometimes. I'm kind of scared I don't want to lose that special someone again. its hard getting over the death of a loved one. when I...
    DoctorWho112 DoctorWho112 18-21, M Apr 19

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    Well I already fallen in love again, I'm just scared to open up to him really. He's told me he loves me, and I want to say it back but I just can't get myself to. I'm scared of...
    blooop123 blooop123 18-21, F Apr 21

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    I can't say I LOVE Rage Against the Machine (which is why I didn't join the "I Love Rage Against the Machine" group)... but I absolutely do love their song "Maria." That's the best...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F Apr 26

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    I'm not against abortion because I think it's murder. Of course not. For me a person isn't a person until brain activity starts, which is at 54 days. But I'm against it because...
    ThatGirlSara2 ThatGirlSara2 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I tell everybody that, by choice, I will never be in love again. So, is sick to hear that I mean it? The thought of being intellectually and physically intertwined with someone...
    kushhqueen kushhqueen 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I want to be happy again because I waste my time being sad and lonely all the time and I just want some good things to happen in my life again.
    db174 db174 31-35, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    This Med Student Was for Abortion Until He Watched One Happen Majority of us have the luxury of arguing pro life or pro choice without ever having to watch an abortion. After...
    jopava jopava 56-60, M 3 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    I am very much against abortion . If you don't want a kid use birthcontrol .In this day and age there is no reason for getting pregnant unless it is wanted . What has the world...
    nakednudist nakednudist 46-50, M 5 Responses Apr 6

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    I hate love, I want nothing to do with it ever again. I'm 150% done with it
    Madison18 Madison18 18-21, F 6 Responses Apr 7

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    So i grab garlic. And mustard. And listerine. And hope to avoid sick again. Luckily its not teeth. And summer visited. So winter cant stay too long. In april...
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    Before you use the blanket statement "it is selfish not to have children" please think again!
    berangere berangere 66-70, F 6 Responses Apr 10

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    'm Against Child Abuse of Any Kind
    hope1022 hope1022 22-25, M Apr 13

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    Here we go I got text a few days ago saying they saw my resume on job site which I'm active on, I then look up their company name and it was actually a real company with a real hr...
    animelovechild18 animelovechild18 26-30 Apr 14

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    It's too much now, I need to motivate myself to start again. I need it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 15

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    I'm a guy currently 22 back when I was about 13 years old I kept a journal posting my inner most thoughts and secrets. One day when I was in New York visiting family I got a call...
    Beefylover Beefylover 22-25, M Apr 16

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    One of these days I will go on a rant against sea world but today is not that day.
    Plungeintoadream Plungeintoadream 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    I get caught up In life and forget the simple things like to smile again.
    Awesomegal81 Awesomegal81 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 19

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    After 15 years of searching online, in bars, hoping business meetings might turn into intimate encounters and more sexual frustration than anyone should have to be subjected to, my...
    beensolong115 beensolong115 46-50, M Apr 20

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    two and a half years, and now my ex won't even talk to me..I'm alone and I wanna find someone to share my stories with, it's just hard after so long with having someone there all...
    artsarelife20 artsarelife20 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 20

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    I am so tired of this but, I was fine now im at it again. This time I feel sad, mad, and bitter. Let's just say I don't wanna set him on fire but, if I was walking down the street...
    Vannarose Vannarose 18-21, F Apr 21

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    I just found out somthing from my mother this morning. Everything was going to great, we were laughing as a family and joking around. Dad was finally dropped off work and once he...
    FashionQueen86 FashionQueen86 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 22

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