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I Failed Again

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    LOWER!

     Last month I failed at fitness test as apart of my job. Instead of getting myself down, I thought ah well, I'll spend the next month working out, getting fitter and be able to pass. The only problem is that it had to be passed the next time or I risked losing my...
    bright00eyes bright00eyes 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    Yes I Did And It Breaks Me Apart

    I try I know I try Too hard that some times I lose trust in myself in my abilities in my own courage determination what hurts is when I see her face when I hear her say I told you so When I start to think of my weaknesses and errors It all breaks me apart but still I try But...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 20, 2011

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    I Feel Like I Let Everyone Down

     I really wanted an officer position in my co-ed fraternity. I thought that I would do great, and help the brotherhood that I love. I got the position, but now I feel like I let everyone down. Its been three days of rush events, and no one has really shown up and we only...
    againstthetide againstthetide 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2009

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    I thought that I had found my true love,

    after 40 years apart. I spent 3 glorious days, actually believing that dreams can come true, but on the 4th day I quickly found out that fantasies really don't have any substance to them. They are just a story. I had traveled over 1000 miles to be reunited with a lost love...
    SeriousDog SeriousDog 61-65, M Feb 28, 2014

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    Pain.

    Today I could not control my anger/sadness. I was afraid I would end my life so I hurt myself instead. Currently, I have bruises all over my body from trying to ignore the need to find an end. The physical pain helps me stop crying and helps numb the pain for a while. Sadly...
    endthis endthis 22-25, F May 25, 2013

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    Again and Again and Again..

    :/ Failure has been my company for over 8 years now. I guess that's after I moved to another country and depression has hit me ever since. I feel like I'm in a bubble of failure I can't seem to get out from. I forget how succes tastes like now. It seems to me like something...
    puzzles100 puzzles100 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    I Really Am Trying Though

    So I keep failing on trying to quit cutting. I feel like I am never going to be able to stop. Its so frustrating. I keep planning to stop and trying to really commit to but its not working. All I do is fail over and over again. Just when I think that i am making some kind if...
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F Jan 13, 2011

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    But I'm not through yet. There is still someone good inside of me. I pray tonight to be humbled and for forgiveness to become my greatest alliance. I failed you God. I failed...
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    Of all the bad news I've head about relationships I'm too nervous to date again. With my depression still on my life my vulnerabilities would be taken for granted and I cannot go...
    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 27

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    HerTrapQueen HerTrapQueen 16-17, F Mar 7

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    RyRyOfAwesomeness RyRyOfAwesomeness 16-17, M 4 Responses Mar 2

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    AaronH96 AaronH96 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    tactactac tactactac 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    I hope you can't even imagine the pain I went through. People say there's 3 types of abuse... Take em all, put em in a blender, mix it and out comes a big disgusting mush of pain...
    bluecupcakes bluecupcakes 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    I've done one time. Under false pretenses. I'll never do it again. If woman are jealous or not into that's on them. It's not me. I am who I am and enjoy lingerie only. I don't cd...
    Averageguy41074 Averageguy41074 36-40, M 3 Responses Mar 15

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    I would love to be young again. I miss the feeling of being so happy, and not having worries, and there are times of my life that I would love to relive again too.
    mavrick0417 mavrick0417 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 17

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    mommyraquel mommyraquel 31-35 1 Response Feb 26

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    shaybaby26 shaybaby26 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 28

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    It's the best feeling in the world.I'm thinking of someone who's on my list of friends here that I yearn to feel her beautiful body pressed up next to mine.I'm thinking about you...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M Feb 28

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    I thought I never would want it again, because of all my bad experiences with it.Just when you least expect it,there it is knocking upon your door.The question is ,will I let it...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 1

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    I'd say for the first part of my life I let events lead me to some ugly conclusions, and while I came out in one piece I wish I had stopped to think. But now I'm in control again...
    Toomuchwine Toomuchwine 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 1

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    fireraven23 fireraven23 18-21, M Mar 2

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    SpideyAlyx SpideyAlyx 13-15, M Mar 3

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    okay last winter when i was still living as a bis*xual female, i had a friend come over hanna. well Hanna is very very very stright and would never sleep with a girl and like it...
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