Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Failed Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 62 People

    LOWER!

     Last month I failed at fitness test as apart of my job. Instead of getting myself down, I thought ah well, I'll spend the next month working out, getting fitter and be able to pass. The only problem is that it had to be passed the next time or I risked losing my...
    bright00eyes bright00eyes 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 5, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Pain.

    Today I could not control my anger/sadness. I was afraid I would end my life so I hurt myself instead. Currently, I have bruises all over my body from trying to ignore the need to find an end. The physical pain helps me stop crying and helps numb the pain for a while. Sadly...
    endthis endthis 22-25, F May 25, 2013

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Yes I Did And It Breaks Me Apart

    I try I know I try Too hard that some times I lose trust in myself in my abilities in my own courage determination what hurts is when I see her face when I hear her say I told you so When I start to think of my weaknesses and errors It all breaks me apart but still I try But...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 20, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Again and Again and Again..

    :/ Failure has been my company for over 8 years now. I guess that's after I moved to another country and depression has hit me ever since. I feel like I'm in a bubble of failure I can't seem to get out from. I forget how succes tastes like now. It seems to me like something...
    puzzles100 puzzles100 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 5, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Really Am Trying Though

    So I keep failing on trying to quit cutting. I feel like I am never going to be able to stop. Its so frustrating. I keep planning to stop and trying to really commit to but its not working. All I do is fail over and over again. Just when I think that i am making some kind if...
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F Jan 13, 2011

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I Feel Like I Let Everyone Down

     I really wanted an officer position in my co-ed fraternity. I thought that I would do great, and help the brotherhood that I love. I got the position, but now I feel like I let everyone down. Its been three days of rush events, and no one has really shown up and we only...
    againstthetide againstthetide 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2009

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I thought that I had found my true love,

    after 40 years apart. I spent 3 glorious days, actually believing that dreams can come true, but on the 4th day I quickly found out that fantasies really don't have any substance to them. They are just a story. I had traveled over 1000 miles to be reunited with a lost love...
    SeriousDog SeriousDog 61-65, M Feb 28, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    I know this sadness I'm feeling is sorry lived. I feel so stupid missing my parents at the age of 25 im a grown woman with children and my dad is away in Europe for only 2 weeks...
    sammyjo963 sammyjo963 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I think I'm falling in love again. Forty or so years ago, I met a young woman with whom I had very strong love feelings and she for me. We were both married at the time but had an...
    flyingfish7000 flyingfish7000 61-65, M 4 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This is my life goal is to return to the internal state before dying inside. To return to the days when I dreamed and the sun shined bright where it was a joy to awaken not a...
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M 12 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was never able to understand why some people are so racist. why hate when u can love ? why not try to understand that we are all humans? all equal ? it doesn't matter if ur...
    Lihlya Lihlya 16-17, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I feel like this is an issue that people will have to agree to disagree on as attitudes and preferences vary from person to person. However I am against capital punishment...
    GreenBabylon GreenBabylon 22-25 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Feeling this Low, and this bad, should be against the damn law. No one should have to feel this low, and this bad, at all, never. its wrong, and its just messed up, I wish it was...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 22 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My husband loves me like a person loves a loyal dog. He's never been in love with me and he's only staying with me because he doesn't have another place to immediately go to, and...
    milalew milalew 26-30, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My ex and I broke up three months ago in April. He had been going through a lot of personal stress and thought I couldn't help. He also thought I was being too clingy. It was...
    Kadessa00 Kadessa00 26-30, F 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I think I fixed your marriage It was broken ... You had been tossed aside for over a year ... When we had our first date When you said wow As you walked up my steps You were so...
    momacods momacods 36-40, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I posted something up before saying I was against gay marriage, maybe I was a bit unclear. Someone started praising me all "Hurrah and gung ho, let's revel in our homophobia...
    CaptainHoof CaptainHoof 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    If being against gay marriage is homophobic, then that means a substantial number of gays themselves are homophobes. Here, Jonathan Soroff explains why some gays, including him...
    Darkanddesolate Darkanddesolate 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was just going over my last failed relationship. My newest ex is already moved on and into some guy. My last two exes also quickly moved on into new relationships. Everyone is...
    Polis195 Polis195 36-40, M 1 Response 5 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    A message for Soniador1963 and people like him. You can misrepresent all I say, you can lie about me insulting one of your friends and you can block me for pointing out your...
    desopaws desopaws 46-50, M 1 Response 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have felt pain and betrayal and I'm so afraid to feel it again.. It's like once you been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again. Like I have this fear that this person I...
    Pinaybarbie Pinaybarbie 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    ?Soon be a year... since the divorce of a 23 years marriage. I felt like I was trafy to meet another. So I joined some fating sites. Agter a while Inmet someone that was really...
    tpg00 tpg00 46-50, F 4 Responses a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It is time for another American Revolution to overthrow oppressors Today’s US Supreme Court ruling against the understanding for millennia that marriage can naturally only be...
    Soniador1963 Soniador1963 51-55, M 6 Responses a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm so horny I think I may be pregnant again. Glad that didn't stop him from filling me up again.
    HairyHannah HairyHannah 36-40, F 6 Responses a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm against only one, I sleep nestled up all nice and warm against him at night and purr like a pussycat.
    desopaws desopaws 46-50, M Jun 27

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Oh how I would love so much to just be happy again I remember how happy I was when I first met him everything was so great he was the nicest most sweetest complimenting awesome guy...
    LuvLostSoul LuvLostSoul 26-30, F Jun 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Let me put it this way, if you're gay don't except to be in my life. I do NOT make friends with gay people. I know a gay couple that got married, they both got blocked from FB and...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 5 Responses Jun 26

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Who isn't?! Seriously?! Who isn't against rape?!
    SW59 SW59 22-25, M 44 Responses Jun 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Even I'm a grown man I felt in LOVE again and it's stronger than any LOVE before. Jaanu, I LOVE YOUR SEXY VOICE I LOVE YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE I LOVE YOUR BIG AND WET LIPS I LOVE...
    boobiliciousfan boobiliciousfan 46-50, M 3 Responses Jun 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It's a nice feeling. Just knowing you have someone. Not to mention you get attention from someone constantly instead of randomly from different people. Also cuddles and kissing...
    Gabbysam Gabbysam 16-17, F Jun 25

    Your Response

    Cancel
    No I'm Not, I have a question. Can one of you anti gay Christians who claims that the Bible states gay marriage is wrong (even though it doesn't) explain to me what is so natural...
    desopaws desopaws 46-50, M 6 Responses Jun 24

    Your Response

    Cancel
    yesterday I saw someone post that because a person is against abortion they think that rape is okay. that's a line of bull because no we don't think it is ok. we just think...
    sassygirl15 sassygirl15 13-15, F 8 Responses Jun 22

    Your Response

    Cancel
    If there are 20 ways to fall in love again. I want someone who can show me.
    consequential consequential 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Today is another day that I begin alone. I haven't had a love in my life since 2007, the end of a 5 year abusive relationship. The years that followed brought me an image of love...
    takieaa takieaa 41-45, F Jun 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Although I have use b.c in the past for vanity .. Clear skin , but the side effects out weighed the good points ,so I stopped and used simple science to figure out fertile days...
    Prettibrowngirl Prettibrowngirl 70+, F Jun 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Yes, I am a Born Again Christian. I became a Christian on the weekend of my 18th birthday.
    collegecomputerwiz collegecomputerwiz 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Dear elementary, middle, and high school classmates: Minus the select individuals I truly consider my friends, for the longest time I despised the majority of you. Many of you...
    chibinovachan chibinovachan 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 21

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm gonna enjoy best of both worlds and stop worrying. Was him briefly today and it centred me again. I need what we have and also accept we both have other lives too. I can't and...
    Officeromance Officeromance 51-55 Jun 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    2 Inspiration songs at the moment ... Start Again by Conrad Sewell. So I guess I'm gonna let you go But you get to keep a little bit of my soul So I guess I'm gonna write you...
    koh72 koh72 41-45, M 3 Responses Jun 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I love to press my soft, sensitive, and naked breasts against another woman's body. It feels so good to do this with another nudist girlfriend.
    matureblondefemale matureblondefemale 41-45, F 7 Responses Jun 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    i came back here to start talking to old friends but seems they all mostly moved on. So i will again move on Thanks for being there for me when i needed you back in the day and i...
    AustinmMurdock AustinmMurdock 16-17, M Jun 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I AM GOD'S CHILD AND FROM NOW ON I WILL NEVER BE ASHAME OF IT. I BELIEVE IN GOD WITH ALL MY HEART, AND FROM NOW ON I WILL TRY MY HARDEST TO NEVER DOUBT MY FAITH AND WHEN I DO DOUBT...
    learningtobeatruechristian learningtobeatruechristian 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 17

    Your Response

    Cancel