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I Failed Again

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    Yes I Did And It Breaks Me Apart

    I try I know I try Too hard that some times I lose trust in myself in my abilities in my own courage determination what hurts is when I see her face when I hear her say I told you so When I start to think of my weaknesses and errors It all breaks me apart but still I try But...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 20, 2011

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    Again and Again and Again..

    :/ Failure has been my company for over 8 years now. I guess that's after I moved to another country and depression has hit me ever since. I feel like I'm in a bubble of failure I can't seem to get out from. I forget how succes tastes like now. It seems to me like something...
    puzzles100 puzzles100 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    I Really Am Trying Though

    So I keep failing on trying to quit cutting. I feel like I am never going to be able to stop. Its so frustrating. I keep planning to stop and trying to really commit to but its not working. All I do is fail over and over again. Just when I think that i am making some kind if...
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F Jan 13, 2011

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    Pain.

    Today I could not control my anger/sadness. I was afraid I would end my life so I hurt myself instead. Currently, I have bruises all over my body from trying to ignore the need to find an end. The physical pain helps me stop crying and helps numb the pain for a while. Sadly...
    endthis endthis 22-25, F May 25, 2013

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    I Feel Like I Let Everyone Down

     I really wanted an officer position in my co-ed fraternity. I thought that I would do great, and help the brotherhood that I love. I got the position, but now I feel like I let everyone down. Its been three days of rush events, and no one has really shown up and we only...
    againstthetide againstthetide 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2009

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    I thought that I had found my true love,

    after 40 years apart. I spent 3 glorious days, actually believing that dreams can come true, but on the 4th day I quickly found out that fantasies really don't have any substance to them. They are just a story. I had traveled over 1000 miles to be reunited with a lost love...
    SeriousDog SeriousDog 61-65, M Feb 28

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    LOWER!

     Last month I failed at fitness test as apart of my job. Instead of getting myself down, I thought ah well, I'll spend the next month working out, getting fitter and be able to pass. The only problem is that it had to be passed the next time or I risked losing my...
    bright00eyes bright00eyes 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    I practice so much and hard, just to be failed for one small step on a skill. I passed everything else. Unfortunately, this test is pass or fail. There isn't any lee-way for mess...
    dakotasapphire dakotasapphire 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 18

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    I just started a new school and report cards are about to come home. The only problem with that is that I failed Algebra. My mom gets really mad when I get a C and I have never...
    XxSlurpxX XxSlurpxX 13-15, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    It was for my job and i get to do it again next week but i am scared my coworkers will make fun of me :(
    minotaurusmann minotaurusmann 18-21, M Sep 30

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    Allowing anonymous members to be in charge of taking down innocent posts is posing significant discord amongst members and goes against what EP stands for.
    CoitusInterruptus CoitusInterruptus 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    I've known my husband 13 years and married for 3 of them. Our marriage has had its ups and downs but through all of it I've always loved him and still do. He blames me for the...
    Joseko Joseko 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 16

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    Really sucks when I was so so sure that I had something down, then I go to take the test and I don't pass. It wasn't a complete failure but still didn't get that grade I thought I...
    DarkGoddesss DarkGoddesss 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 17

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    I want to hold your hand. I want to reach down without looking and feel your hand meet mine in our perfect embrace that we have had since the first time 9 years ago. I want to...
    overtherainbow47 overtherainbow47 41-45, M Oct 3

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    After such a long period of sadness, weakness, grief, tiredness...I am enthusiastic, optimistic, and finally I am making plans again. And i have again the belief that i'll make it...
    alogo alogo 26-30 Oct 10

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    I have been with my girlfriend for 25yrs, I had a 18month affair with a lady that I have known for abt 30yrs,i have always liked her but did nothing abt it, we both fell in love...
    taps1 taps1 56-60 1 Response Oct 11

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    I want to fall in love again. I’ve spent so much of my life in a loveless marriage, now that I’m in the process of divorce, I can’t imagine not being in love again one day...
    miryam57 miryam57 56-60, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I always considered myself emotionless as I know I don't fall easily and never fell for anyone. By emotionless I mean in terms of love and only love. I'm sensitive though and...
    DeamonessPet DeamonessPet 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 3

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    I live as a baby now. It all started when I was 12, and I had always had a problem with going to the bathroom, I would always pee when it came to me idk y but it felt right and...
    ralderfer ralderfer 16-17, F 6 Responses Oct 16

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    I am hurt everyday that I interact with people. Even my children. Just a simple question I ask turns into a knife to my heart. I don't know why the people around me are so...
    TerminalSilence TerminalSilence 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 18

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    I manifest connection to all the projective demons possessed in the thoughts being used by my psychic attackers so be it in christ amen, I surrender love and joy and thanks for...
    verndewd verndewd 41-45 Sep 30

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    Last year I almost had a boyfriend and he left me cuz he found out his ex was pregnant. I haven't talked to him In a year and now he wants to go out with me again..I'm scared and...
    jrh2338 jrh2338 18-21, F Oct 1

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    I am a big campaigner and protester against every form of child abuse! I recently organized a protest outside Manchester Family Courts to argue against corruption in our so-called...
    ramonagreen ramonagreen 31-35 Oct 2

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    I work in a hospital as a nurse technician and I am 100% against infant circumcision. Technically I'm against all circumcision but at least adults have the choice. Being born...
    joshuaw94 joshuaw94 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 4

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    here i am again wanting to go but dont know where.. .. feeling sad, alone and down again ..
    mystic00 mystic00 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    I have no one to blame but myself for losing the person I love most. I feel empty and worthless. And now I'm drowning in my sorrows again. Why? Because I allowed alcohol to control...
    amstoltz amstoltz 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    Am I nuts or what? I'm back after a short separation and its not like I came back on my own....the moron I dedicated my life and heart to for too many years led me to believe,once...
    UnbreakableMe2112 UnbreakableMe2112 51-55, F Oct 5

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    I want to find my best friend, someone who won't lie to me day in and day out just for satisfaction. Someone who I can just..be myself with, without judgement. Someone who isn't...
    Maihowl Maihowl 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 8

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    I'm not young but I'm not old either. Other students think that I'm in my 20's and I'm pushing 40 next April. I do like the fact that I'm able to get in to kids clothes again...
    mlcockrell mlcockrell 36-40, M 2 Responses Oct 9

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    haha, I'm so surprised that there isn't an experience for this one. Really? So a few million people on this site and nobody's ever d they were 17 again? I am only turning 21, but...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    Born again this year. Want to be baptised. Grew up in a Christian family and believed in God. But didn't understand what it Christianity truly meant until this year. Felt a change...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45, T 3 Responses Oct 12

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    I am married for 10 years and with my hubby for 12 years now. i fell out of love due to constant argument turns violent. He still love me though and trying to win my love back but...
    sunrio sunrio 36-40 4 Responses Oct 15

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    by you, and only you. My life has never been the same since we met. Because of you, I have returned to my faith, I have been reunited with a daughter who swore never to speak...
    overtherainbow47 overtherainbow47 41-45, M Oct 15

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    I wanna feel the passion. I wanna know he is thinking of me when I'm thinking of him. How will I know if he's into me like I am him? I wanna feel his body against mine and want...
    flowertattoo4u flowertattoo4u 51-55, F Oct 18

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    :: is it wrong that I want to fall in love again? last night I fell in love with a man in a few hours. Why can not I fall in love again. right? last night love was gone. I'm...
    MazelGriselda MazelGriselda 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 20

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    I have a horrible time with monogamy. It's been 2 years since my last proper relationship ended. I've only loved twice, and only been able to say it to one person. I'm seen by my...
    lilyqueen88 lilyqueen88 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 22

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    I'm 100% against rape under any conditions I have only heard the news about Sam pepper just now that he has been raping innocent women for his pleasure. He has used his fame to...
    JonnyBurrows10 JonnyBurrows10 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    All I've learned from my first love, is love is evil, love brings pain. Oh yes it may feel good but once it's over you start to wonder if there ever was love. I'll never love again...
    Datenshi Datenshi 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I absolutely do not tolerate this at all... A few years back I had a friend that I didn't know at the times was very abusive to her puppies one night stayed over and I guess she...
    Forbiddenkisses Forbiddenkisses 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I just want to find that one special person whose ment for me. the one who can make me smile again, laugh and Do things that I've never done before. and no matter what they will...
    Niinnaa Niinnaa 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I relapsed yesterday. I threw up again for the first time in thirteen months. I don't know why. For me that's one thing I am in control of. I ate way too much yesterday too. I don...
    LoveKari LoveKari 18-21, F 22 hrs ago

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    Your paranoia and suspicion has become a toxin that slowly rots away what we've made. Too bad it's been there from the very beginning. You injected it into us from the first night...
    SinimanCheryl SinimanCheryl 41-45, T 14 hrs ago

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    Can't sleep again due to my back hurting, hips are aching, can't get situated and the baby is kicking and being really active (37 weeks) I have a Dr appointment this morning at 9...
    ErinTripp94 ErinTripp94 18-21, F Sep 30

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    I am a blood bought born again Christian that was bought by Jesus when he died on the cross and I accepted Jesus Christ as my savior when I was just 6 years old
    samuelsluck986 samuelsluck986 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 30

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    I'm 100% against it! When you get an abortion you are killing a baby. People ask me "what if the girl was rape" I still don't think it's right. Why do I think that? Because even...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 59 Responses Sep 30

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    Truth or Death I am in a bunker, inside I see my wife and child. To the side my comfort, food family foresight. It is decorated evenly, as I wished. She smiles a beautiful smile...
    ymfas ymfas 26-30, M 3 Responses Oct 1

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    This is just one of those things that I can't explain I don't know why but being up against the wall whilst being kissed is so amazing it gives you such a thrill. Grrr I don't know...
    ScarM3 ScarM3 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 3

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    i love..love i think it's one of the best feeling in the world..and when 'i;m in love that's when i look and feel my absolute best...i look at pictures and i think wow.i was pretty...
    amie26 amie26 31-35, F 4 Responses