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I Failed Again

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    I Really Am Trying Though

    So I keep failing on trying to quit cutting. I feel like I am never going to be able to stop. Its so frustrating. I keep planning to stop and trying to really commit to but its not working. All I do is fail over and over again. Just when I think that i am making some kind if...
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F Jan 13, 2011

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    I Feel Like I Let Everyone Down

     I really wanted an officer position in my co-ed fraternity. I thought that I would do great, and help the brotherhood that I love. I got the position, but now I feel like I let everyone down. Its been three days of rush events, and no one has really shown up and we only...
    againstthetide againstthetide 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2009

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    I thought that I had found my true love,

    after 40 years apart. I spent 3 glorious days, actually believing that dreams can come true, but on the 4th day I quickly found out that fantasies really don't have any substance to them. They are just a story. I had traveled over 1000 miles to be reunited with a lost love...
    SeriousDog SeriousDog 61-65, M Feb 28, 2014

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    Again and Again and Again..

    :/ Failure has been my company for over 8 years now. I guess that's after I moved to another country and depression has hit me ever since. I feel like I'm in a bubble of failure I can't seem to get out from. I forget how succes tastes like now. It seems to me like something...
    puzzles100 puzzles100 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    Pain.

    Today I could not control my anger/sadness. I was afraid I would end my life so I hurt myself instead. Currently, I have bruises all over my body from trying to ignore the need to find an end. The physical pain helps me stop crying and helps numb the pain for a while. Sadly...
    endthis endthis 22-25, F May 25, 2013

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    LOWER!

     Last month I failed at fitness test as apart of my job. Instead of getting myself down, I thought ah well, I'll spend the next month working out, getting fitter and be able to pass. The only problem is that it had to be passed the next time or I risked losing my...
    bright00eyes bright00eyes 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    Yes I Did And It Breaks Me Apart

    I try I know I try Too hard that some times I lose trust in myself in my abilities in my own courage determination what hurts is when I see her face when I hear her say I told you so When I start to think of my weaknesses and errors It all breaks me apart but still I try But...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 20, 2011

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    I was against them for a long time but I finally reached a point where the potential side effects were my current circumstances so I had nothing to lose. I researched a lot about...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

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    If there was a time when friendship would be needed it would be now, I never thought I would ever get back here, but I have, walking through the same streets, feeling the same...
    SunlightSeeker SunlightSeeker 26-30, F 13 hrs ago

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    Just to say to all the Islamophobic pieces of **** in this group, I'm Muslim, but I am also against the Sharia Law. I think it's the most disgusting thing ever created. At my...
    Wantsomethingtostoptheboredom Wantsomethingtostoptheboredom 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I don´t allow anybody to come close to me again. That´s the only way not to be hurt again.
    Loretta78 Loretta78 36-40, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm not against what Feminism started as, its roots, but I'm against what most of the feminist movement is now. Which is just, and I'm stereotyping here (but this type of person is...
    TheSturgeonGeneral TheSturgeonGeneral 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Well not actually against it, just against the people who try to force their ideals on me or anyone else. so sorry but I like being treated like a woman. I actually like it when...
    Itsamy Itsamy 26-30, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    story of my life!!! lol I always say I'm done, and then find myself trying again. that is the definition of insanity.....
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 4 days ago

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    There's no reason to try again this time. I got all my facts straight. I'm done.
    simmerdame simmerdame 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    Yah, it is time that I stop whining and start building. Cousin taking me away and we are gonna plan, ways for me to find me again. I have let myself stop living because to tired to...
    Limytheboo Limytheboo 46-50, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Life threw me out of line . Certain horrible situations have blocked my chance of a good life . Now with so many years wasted I'm starting all over again . It's real tough and sad...
    SparkleofLight SparkleofLight 36-40, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    Took a hiatus from ep, but back! Bored again :-( and ready to share! :-) Yes I am pregnant AGAIN!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 25

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    Failed Relationships do change people alot when i was primary 2 a girl confessed to me that i think i also like her cause its too young to understand love. But as we couple we go...
    jefeer jefeer 18-21, M Aug 25

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    I couldn't start over again ( though that's what ( I'm left ) I'm TRYING to do, too hard.........it would be too hard.
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M 3 Responses Aug 24

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    How is this experience changing me? When I reach the other side of this dark chasm, who will I be? That person who could love so easily, will he be gone? Will my heart become...
    aaron8686 aaron8686 36-40, M Aug 24

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    M, do you remember how you felt when I surprised you with flowers? I remember. I know how you felt because I could see it in your eyes. I know how you felt because I could feel it...
    aaron8686 aaron8686 36-40, M Aug 24

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    So something just happened. I didn't set out to do this. It just sort of happened. I went out for a walk. During my walk I decided I'd go into this crappy dive bar and get a beer...
    aaron8686 aaron8686 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 23

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    I'm alone, not again, yet i'm alone forever.
    AlexandraSandy AlexandraSandy 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I fell in love. This relationship was never going to be longer then the summer. At lest the physical, being in the same place part of it. She's leaving in October. I knew that from...
    aaron8686 aaron8686 36-40, M Aug 23

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    How To Turn Six Dollars Into Six Thousand Dollars: I found this on a bulletin board and decided to try it. A little while back I was browsing through newsgroups just like you are...
    manusundr manusundr 46-50, M Aug 22

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    Sometimes I get so desperate to feel a naked women against my body it is hard to not be sad. I love my husband so much and I am grateful everyday that he understands that need and...
    krissyjo19512 krissyjo19512 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    I love how at every job I've ever worked, they have these long, detailed policies posted about how discrimination/harassment/etc based on race, gender, etc won't be tolerated. Okay...
    SilverSearching SilverSearching 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    Sorry to all the messages I've ignored over the past 2 months... I tried to recover from my ED and stopped using this app in that time.. Well, I failed miserably at recovery!!!! It...
    glitterme23 glitterme23 22-25, F Aug 21

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    never want to be hurt like that again
    lillyross lillyross 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I am an American born wife and mom and I am totally against all forms of Sharia Law in our 50 state courts and in our school districts. These people have no rights being in our...
    redheadedfemale redheadedfemale 41-45, F 5 Responses Aug 20

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    As well as violence against males. Doesn't matter what sex
    goodman72 goodman72 41-45, M Aug 19

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    I was getting bullied at school for 3 long *** years, everyday walking to and from school getting abuse screamed at me being hit being spat on. Everyday was the same I go to school...
    MattTheYorkshireLad MattTheYorkshireLad 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 19

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    School orientation was tonight and that should make me feel better about school but it didn't... It made things worse again. I was a fool to think that good times would last...
    Kat358 Kat358 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    The Fake Missing Child Poster Online From 2002-2013- Child's name: D.M.A.G-S Child's DOB: 10/17/1991 Race: Multiracial (Asian,Black, White) Hair color:Dark brown Eye color:Green...
    RunEun RunEun 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    I have just spent the best part of 2 hours finding the courage to send the message I've been writing all morning. I know I will be unhappy but in the long run it might be for the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 18

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    yup! they sure do, im hoping to learn from mistakes, tho.... I don't wanna repeat them. what doesn't kill us, makes us stronger! but, yes I think my failed relationship s have...
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 Aug 18

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    Hello me and my ex girlfriend were together for 12 years we had our ups and downs but stuck through it. In the 9th year together I bought us a home. We moved in and for three years...
    Madmanwithabox29 Madmanwithabox29 26-30, M Aug 18

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    There are so many things posted on here that are so Inappropriate but i never flag or say anything. But the fact that my "i cant stop thinking about my rape" experience was flagged...
    beautifulego beautifulego 16-17 3 Responses Aug 17

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    I was out with one of my best friends, it was supposed to be a girls night and I was supposed to sleep over at her place after the bar. One of her old guy friend ended up being at...
    Aleither Aleither 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    I found this group by accident. I don't really get why anyone would be against birth control. Humans are sexual creatures. Not everyone wants children or are ready for children...
    coolestdweebyahknow coolestdweebyahknow 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 15

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