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I Failed Again

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    I thought that I had found my true love,

    after 40 years apart. I spent 3 glorious days, actually believing that dreams can come true, but on the 4th day I quickly found out that fantasies really don't have any substance to them. They are just a story. I had traveled over 1000 miles to be reunited with a lost love...
    SeriousDog SeriousDog 61-65, M Feb 28

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    Pain.

    Today I could not control my anger/sadness. I was afraid I would end my life so I hurt myself instead. Currently, I have bruises all over my body from trying to ignore the need to find an end. The physical pain helps me stop crying and helps numb the pain for a while. Sadly...
    endthis endthis 22-25, F May 25, 2013

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    Yes I Did And It Breaks Me Apart

    I try I know I try Too hard that some times I lose trust in myself in my abilities in my own courage determination what hurts is when I see her face when I hear her say I told you so When I start to think of my weaknesses and errors It all breaks me apart but still I try But...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 20, 2011

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    I Really Am Trying Though

    So I keep failing on trying to quit cutting. I feel like I am never going to be able to stop. Its so frustrating. I keep planning to stop and trying to really commit to but its not working. All I do is fail over and over again. Just when I think that i am making some kind if...
    lolajonson lolajonson 16-17, F Jan 13, 2011

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    Again and Again and Again..

    :/ Failure has been my company for over 8 years now. I guess that's after I moved to another country and depression has hit me ever since. I feel like I'm in a bubble of failure I can't seem to get out from. I forget how succes tastes like now. It seems to me like something...
    puzzles100 puzzles100 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    I Feel Like I Let Everyone Down

     I really wanted an officer position in my co-ed fraternity. I thought that I would do great, and help the brotherhood that I love. I got the position, but now I feel like I let everyone down. Its been three days of rush events, and no one has really shown up and we only...
    againstthetide againstthetide 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2009

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    LOWER!

     Last month I failed at fitness test as apart of my job. Instead of getting myself down, I thought ah well, I'll spend the next month working out, getting fitter and be able to pass. The only problem is that it had to be passed the next time or I risked losing my...
    bright00eyes bright00eyes 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    I want to just start off by saying, I know most would not care to reply, and I completely understand. I have gone through this for.. Well my entire life, I just didn't know it. All...
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    I don't think there is any point in loving because it makes you care far to much. Done with this world hope to never see you again!!!!!!!!
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