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    Kicked Out Of Medical School

    My only dream was and still is to become a doctor. I am not the smartest person and thus I struggle and have to work harder than an average person. I started medical school exactly one year ago. However, mid-semester I tore my meniscus and had to come back home to get surgery. I...
    somb3r somb3r 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 20, 2013

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