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I Fantasize About Suicide

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 5 People

    But I'm Not Suicidal Right Now.

    I used to do this all the time, but not as much now that I'm stable. When I am writing, I like to kill off a good deal of my minor characters this way, however.
    PrincessPumpkin81 PrincessPumpkin81
    31-35, F
    May 14, 2012

    I ThinK

    Ohh boy have I. Never really thought about doing it. I just thought of ways I could.
    DevinTimes2 DevinTimes2
    18-21, M
    Jun 10, 2012

    When Leaving Is Too Big A Task, What Are The Options?

    I stood at our chest of drawers, pondering how to fit my entire life into two carry-on sized suitcases. I've no place to go, and I don't have a great future ahead of me if I move away and start from scratch. To quote my mother in law when we married nine years ago, "...
    Wiffle Wiffle
    41-45, F
    Jan 2, 2010

    Have You Seen Me? Please See Me.

    Have you seen me? I am the lady pondering the tee shirts in the warehouse store. I am digging, digging, presumably for the right size. Or maybe I am digging through the socks, which don't even have sizes. What I don't want you to see is that I am trying so hard not to cry...
    Wiffle Wiffle
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jan 1, 2010

    Something I Just Thought Of

    Life is too big of a burden to bear. All the agony and pain that surrounds me, tears me asunder. Corrupting the minds of innocent people forcing them to do unthinkable things. May my small amount of time on this Earth teach people about their actions. Just as Juliet had, so...
    DevinTimes2 DevinTimes2
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Feb 2, 2013
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