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I Fear Being Alone Yet I Am Alone

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    I Am Physically Alone.

    I have lots of great people here on EP.  So, I am not alone as far as not having anyone to talk to, but I am alone in the physical sense.  I have spoken about two sentences aloud today.  No one has touched me in days.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2009

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    Always Alone

    Sometimes when I'm alone at home, I'll sit and wonder...why I'm always alone? It seems like there's alot of people around me, but when I really need someone to lend me a shoulder or just sit and listen to me talk, I can't think of anyone. I hate the feeling of being alone. The...
    purplestar11 purplestar11 18-21, F 3 Responses May 29, 2009

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    Omg!...i Don't Have A Story...

    ..I just feel alittle better knowing that...I 'm Not Alone.... In the Fear Of Being Alone.And How do we change that?
    UkoodBMyn UkoodBMyn 56-60, M Sep 10, 2011

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    I Am Drifting

    Fear is what holds us back from being happy. I fear being alone. It is holding me back from going to college. I know that I need to leave this town. There is nothing for me here. But I am scared that if I leave I will not be able to meet anyone and make new friends. I am so...
    alyssakayart alyssakayart 18-21, F Oct 18, 2013

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    I have never been what you would call 'popular' or have never been the centre of attention.  I gain friends and then lose them very quickly and never find out the reasons why/?  Was it something I said? Did? Do Currently have no one that I can really call a proper...
    stargazer86 stargazer86 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2009

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    A Christmas to Remember

    A Christmas To Remember             This will not be the kind of Christmas Story you remember with sweet thoughts of sugar plums dancing in your head.  Quite the contrary, this is a Christmas Story gone sour and how I cope...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 6, 2009

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    A Christmas to Remember

    A Christmas To Remember             This will not be the kind of Christmas Story you remember with sweet thoughts of sugar plums dancing in your head.  Quite the contrary, this is a Christmas Story gone sour and how I cope...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 6, 2009

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    Never understood why everyone feels like they HAVE to get married and they HAVE to have kids. I would never want either of those things
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    One of my biggest fears is being alone. Because when I'm alone I have to listen to what's going on inside me head, that scares me.
    MissRainDrops97 MissRainDrops97 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    almost all the guys i like never like me back. Is there a scientific explanation to this. The past two relationships have almost been one sided and the fizzled. My biggest problem...
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    I enjoy being by myself. Cuz people think I'm weird and I am really weird like I can't talk right or make conversation. I also think in concepts and lesson in my head so I enjoy...
    S4NFR4NC15C0 S4NFR4NC15C0 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    I know this might be inappropriate but I adore this quote and wanted to share. "I have wanted to kill myself a hundred times, but somehow I am still in love with life. This...
    itzhak itzhak 22-25, T 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Hi I want to tell something that is in my heart
    NishanthRa NishanthRa 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Alone is not bad, when it is a choice. When it isn't a choice, it is not necessarily bad, but it is lonely. I find it strange that I am lonely, when in the past, being alone didn...
    comeonletsgo comeonletsgo 61-65, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I fell in love. This relationship was never going to be longer then the summer. At lest the physical, being in the same place part of it. She's leaving in October. I knew that from...
    aaron8686 aaron8686 36-40, M 6 days ago

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    Sometimes I act like I can stand alone but in reality all I really need is a best friend to vent with when im feeling down and out. 😔
    sunshineh13 sunshineh13 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 20

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    I feel very detached from the world
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 20

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    1. My husband confessing he's gay or bisexual 2. Losing my mother and grandmother 3. Not being able to conceive 4. Losing my 16 year old birthday present, my dog. 5. Being...
    CurlyHeadSue CurlyHeadSue 18-21, F Aug 20

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    What people don't realize is when you are quiet, there is just too much for you to say. So many problems, worries, or just normal thoughts. It's hard to put them into words. You...
    artsydarling artsydarling 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    lol sometimes I was like what the hack do I want????? lol....still, I don't know.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 18

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    Between that area where you're not really friends, but then you aren't NOT friends. Its hard to explain to them I want to be left alone for a little while and it seems like it can...
    thelookinglass thelookinglass 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    Six years waiting for a miracle maybe? or perhaps I am being punished for my sins but haven't I repented yes I changed my mind then lost my mind thanks God .wait I can't blame God...
    magicrabbit magicrabbit 51-55 Aug 17

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    I used to hate hate hate being alone... I was terrified of it actually. But for the last 5 years I have lived by myself and now it feels kinda odd when I have people over. It's...
    ktbare82 ktbare82 31-35, F Aug 16

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    When you like someone...than one day he or she will forget you than it's so painful think..i ever fell.so being alone is better than someone broke your filling's.
    haquemasum02 haquemasum02 18-21, M Aug 16

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    I am alone... I don't have friends. I've lost my only friend. Now I am alone, nobody understands me, nobody cares about me, nobody gives a damn! I just want a true friend, nothing...
    xCristiana xCristiana 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    A lot of times I hear people complain about how lonely the are. I am not lonely. I like being alone. I like doing things alone. I used to think I needed someone. I don't need...
    Semmasix Semmasix 36-40, F Aug 15

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    & no, I do not want you to offer me your ding-dong!
    WinkWink78 WinkWink78 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I can honestly say I've never had a best friend. I so desperately want one... I just.. don't know how to go about creating one. I don't know how to make friends in the first...
    Discordiah Discordiah 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    In my class, I have a lot of friends, so they were quite surprised when they found out that I was an introvert. When someone asked what exactly that was, the person answered...
    justsomerandomgirl03 justsomerandomgirl03 13-15, F Aug 15

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    I dont feel loneliness when im alone.because i think im getting used to it. When im alone im more peaceful. Because theres none to deal with. And none to judge me. I understood...
    Natureismagic Natureismagic 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    I've never understood wanting to be with someone merely for the sake of loneliness. I've loved one person completely in my life and I don't fall in love easily. I've loved...
    smilesandtrials smilesandtrials 31-35, F Aug 14

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    Without my thoughts I don't exist, I have many, but but don't talk about. Them.
    gerold60 gerold60 56-60, M Aug 14

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    I suck at relationships because I basically just suck at being a person. I'm emotionally unstable. I can be violent. (Not physically). I have substance issues. I don't really like...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 13

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    Next week will be moving into a house with no one but me there most of the time. This will be the first time ever completely by myself....no room mate..
    lifealwayschanges lifealwayschanges 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 13

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    I love to be alone sometimes. To be in my own little world and just lay in bed. I wish my husband would understand that.
    Hannahmikel Hannahmikel 18-21, F Aug 13

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    Its fun being alone but i really tend to get bored at some point...
    xandrejr xandrejr 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 13

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    Sometimes I enjoy isolating myself, but there are times that I want someone to be on my side, you know, someone whom I could tell things about my day, about everything, but there's...
    johnybravo925 johnybravo925 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 13

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    Sometimes It's fun to be alon but sometimes I get tired of being alone that I really feel lonely. I cry my heart out after that.
    SheShelby SheShelby 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    I prefer solitude, but yearn for a connection. Not with another human being, though being with that one of a kind special someone is always a beautiful thing, but with something...
    OldSoulRedux OldSoulRedux 22-25, F 9 Responses Aug 13

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