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I Fear Being Alone Yet I Am Alone

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    I have never been what you would call 'popular' or have never been the centre of attention.  I gain friends and then lose them very quickly and never find out the reasons why/?  Was it something I said? Did? Do Currently have no one that I can really call a proper...
    stargazer86 stargazer86 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2009

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    Omg!...i Don't Have A Story...

    ..I just feel alittle better knowing that...I 'm Not Alone.... In the Fear Of Being Alone.And How do we change that?
    UkoodBMyn UkoodBMyn 56-60, M Sep 10, 2011

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    A Christmas to Remember

    A Christmas To Remember             This will not be the kind of Christmas Story you remember with sweet thoughts of sugar plums dancing in your head.  Quite the contrary, this is a Christmas Story gone sour and how I cope...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 6, 2009

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    I Am Drifting

    Fear is what holds us back from being happy. I fear being alone. It is holding me back from going to college. I know that I need to leave this town. There is nothing for me here. But I am scared that if I leave I will not be able to meet anyone and make new friends. I am so...
    alyssakayart alyssakayart 18-21, F Oct 18, 2013

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    A Christmas to Remember

    A Christmas To Remember             This will not be the kind of Christmas Story you remember with sweet thoughts of sugar plums dancing in your head.  Quite the contrary, this is a Christmas Story gone sour and how I cope...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 6, 2009

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    Always Alone

    Sometimes when I'm alone at home, I'll sit and wonder...why I'm always alone? It seems like there's alot of people around me, but when I really need someone to lend me a shoulder or just sit and listen to me talk, I can't think of anyone. I hate the feeling of being alone. The...
    purplestar11 purplestar11 18-21, F 3 Responses May 29, 2009

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    I Am Physically Alone.

    I have lots of great people here on EP.  So, I am not alone as far as not having anyone to talk to, but I am alone in the physical sense.  I have spoken about two sentences aloud today.  No one has touched me in days.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2009

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    I don't want to be alone. Ever. I don't mean in a physical sense either. I fear that I am unloved and unwanted and that I am being lied to by everyone who has ever claimed to like...
    bmsartwell bmsartwell 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 13

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    I got stuck and don't know how to overcome it. I am esperiencing this problem since the beginning of highschool. Now it has been 7 years or maybe more and I'm still trying to get...
    Unkyy Unkyy 18-21, F Sep 27

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    What can I possibly say about this. Yes, I am terrified of ending up alone. I do stupid, idiotic things to prevent that from happening. The people I befriended run all over me...
    IthinksoIam IthinksoIam 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    Being alone is just to lonely and scary for me. I think being with someone is a lot better then being alone because I'm easily scared sometimes even if my moms in the other room...
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto 13-15, M Oct 7

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    I don't like being alone, because that's the moment my thoughts start getting darker, my heart feel heavy and my life becomes a waste of everything. When I'm alone every little...
    simplyfuckit simplyfuckit 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 27

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    Lately, every attempt I've made to going on a date with someone, or talking to someone has been shot down by that person pretty ******. By ****** I mean they didn't even have the...
    LilBoyBluu LilBoyBluu 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I always enjoy being alone until i saw everybody around me having their own bestfriends and their own groups and i just sit there all by myself .. How pathetic
    Unstableteen Unstableteen 13-15, F Sep 30

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    I hate being alone. especially on important days. I think I've had to make my own cake for three years now. Everyone always forgets. This year my parents went out bowling with my...
    FiftyLyricsInAMiracle FiftyLyricsInAMiracle 13-15, F 6 Responses Oct 11

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    Why do we have such a difficult time leaving bad, unhealthy relationships even tho it's for the very best? I was in a relationship for 5 years, engaged for about 1 of those years...
    LockRobster LockRobster 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    Why do I have to tell lies? Why do I have to hurt people? Everytime I promise to stop, not to lie anymore, not to hurt people's feelings... But I do again and again. And why...
    ALostSoulisInsideMe ALostSoulisInsideMe 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I need my time alone. No distractions, obligations or things to deal with. I do not enjoy the Idea of being always alone though. I miss having someone to care about me,do things...
    karenmbrown karenmbrown 51-55, T 1 Response Oct 9

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    I have come to realize that I am alone because I like it. Instead of trying to fight it and be "normal", I am going to accept it. I cannot be someone I am not. I simply don't enjoy...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    Loneliness, it co-exist... Have you ever felt alone even in a crowd Have you ever felt alone that... you wished the world stop spinning Memories go back in time Reminding you...
    lovetilyouhate lovetilyouhate 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I think it's best for me to just be alone, no one likes me anyway, so I'll just be alone and then just live my life I guess, having no one will get lonely, but it'll be best...
    Fred363 Fred363 16-17, M Sep 27

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    I moved to a new school where I can't relate to people. I live in an apartment type dorms where I have 7 roommates, including the one I share the room with. 4 of the girls play...
    LonelyCollegeGirl LonelyCollegeGirl 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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    Being home alone watching the house has become is no fun without my little furry buddy. David dog I miss you so much right now! :(
    NicoNever NicoNever 22-25, M Oct 2

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    The stress from school, family and friends kinda just make me wanna be alone. Like completely alone. Sit in a dark room from morning till night. Just looking up at the ceiling...
    odeybelle odeybelle 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    I don't want to be alone. This is not what I had planned for myself at this age. I was recently in a relationship & now its over. But I don't want to put the time or energy into...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 23

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    I need to be alone. And I think I will be even better than now.. stuck in this miserable relationship.
    krazykaylove krazykaylove 18-21, F Sep 25

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    I always feel like I have to 'deal' with people. And when I'm alone, I don't have to worry about anyone around me, like if I'm going to offend someone by accident. And I never do...
    unicornbombz unicornbombz 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 1

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    I always thought I was normal that is until I am among people. Then I start to feel out of place, even scared. I then flee to the safety of a quiet place where I can be alone and...
    katyarty katyarty 51-55, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    I have been through a lot relationship wise I realize some years ago I truly suck at dating I gets to nervous I smile about everything I blush like crazy it's a bit embarrassing...
    MsAnonymous1 MsAnonymous1 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 23

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    The rain is coming down heavily. The neighborhood is quiet. It's October and it marks a full 2 years and 2 months of being single. It's been 2 months since I've made any physical...
    SuperGinger41 SuperGinger41 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    I'm tired of flirting... I really am. I'm tired if the ******* ******** who claim they care about me but in reality don't. I'm tired of the pretty boys who only care about having a...
    PunkRockUnicorn PunkRockUnicorn 13-15, F Sep 25

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    It is nice to just sit back and relax after being around my daughter. She has a lot of energy and it is nice to get a break. Then I can focus on all the fun stuff I want to do...
    butterflyhearts17 butterflyhearts17 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 27

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    Of course there are times that I do, though I don't like being lonely.
    sometimeslonelytoo sometimeslonelytoo 41-45, M 4 Responses Oct 1

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    In the last year and a half I lost literally everyone of my friends and other acquaintances. I currently have 6 friends and only talk to 3 on a daily basis. The reason I've lost...
    Thomasjcox Thomasjcox 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I've always been perfectly content to just be. Let the mind wander, think my thoughts, breathe. The distraction of all that will keep my mind off what's missing for long stretches...
    niklb niklb 41-45, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I don't have a person to talk to that i can connect with anymore at least it seems that way I haven't heard from my friend from Louisiana and feel a bit empty inside. I hope all is...
    lifeexperiences20 lifeexperiences20 18-21, M a week ago

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    Never wanna be fat. :/ and never gonna be.
    KazeDream KazeDream 18-21, F Oct 5

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    I just want to relax with someone and be able to pet their nice soft fluffy hair and to cuddle for a long time without ever worrying that they're gonna leave.
    SaveTheGeek SaveTheGeek 16-17, F Sep 27

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    When the view out your window looks like that, the best thing to do is... Hide under the blankets!😣
    atikin atikin 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    Too young to feel so disconnected from people, loneliness hurts
    demie18 demie18 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 1

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    I see everybody else with somebody and I just can't keep a relationship. I desperately want to but I'm just not outgoing enough. I'm good looking enough (6pack, strong chest and...
    Favoritejohnny Favoritejohnny 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 2

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    Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah yes
    LittleDalek LittleDalek 16-17, M Oct 4

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    I am the only member of this group, sometimes things are appropriate in this world
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M Oct 4

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    Is it bad when your heart constantly aches and that's all you feel. Not happiness, love, and anything else. Just painful, empty aches.
    seanlayton211 seanlayton211 13-15, M 2 Responses Oct 5

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    Anyone wanna chat male or female?
    cjjb55 cjjb55 41-45, F 3 Responses Oct 6

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    I just got dumped. Ha. Do I get a refund of my virginity? Stupid 16 year olds nowadays...I told myself I'd never be one of em'.
    spiteyourface spiteyourface 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 8

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    Tomorrow is my birthday and i know it will suck
    jennaveivea jennaveivea 36-40, F 5 Responses Oct 10

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    I hate that feeling So what I do is I post my birthday Saying "it's my birthday!!!! Then people comment saying happy birthday I smile after :)
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21<