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I Fear Being Alone Yet I Am Alone

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    I Am Physically Alone.

    I have lots of great people here on EP.  So, I am not alone as far as not having anyone to talk to, but I am alone in the physical sense.  I have spoken about two sentences aloud today.  No one has touched me in days.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2009

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    A Christmas to Remember

    A Christmas To Remember             This will not be the kind of Christmas Story you remember with sweet thoughts of sugar plums dancing in your head.  Quite the contrary, this is a Christmas Story gone sour and how I cope...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 6, 2009

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    I Am Drifting

    Fear is what holds us back from being happy. I fear being alone. It is holding me back from going to college. I know that I need to leave this town. There is nothing for me here. But I am scared that if I leave I will not be able to meet anyone and make new friends. I am so...
    alyssakayart alyssakayart 18-21, F Oct 18, 2013

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    Always Alone

    Sometimes when I'm alone at home, I'll sit and wonder...why I'm always alone? It seems like there's alot of people around me, but when I really need someone to lend me a shoulder or just sit and listen to me talk, I can't think of anyone. I hate the feeling of being alone. The...
    purplestar11 purplestar11 18-21, F 3 Responses May 29, 2009

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    Omg!...i Don't Have A Story...

    ..I just feel alittle better knowing that...I 'm Not Alone.... In the Fear Of Being Alone.And How do we change that?
    UkoodBMyn UkoodBMyn 56-60, M Sep 10, 2011

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    I have never been what you would call 'popular' or have never been the centre of attention.  I gain friends and then lose them very quickly and never find out the reasons why/?  Was it something I said? Did? Do Currently have no one that I can really call a proper...
    stargazer86 stargazer86 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2009

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    A Christmas to Remember

    A Christmas To Remember             This will not be the kind of Christmas Story you remember with sweet thoughts of sugar plums dancing in your head.  Quite the contrary, this is a Christmas Story gone sour and how I cope...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 6, 2009

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