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I Fear Being Alone Yet I Am Alone

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    A Christmas to Remember

    A Christmas To Remember             This will not be the kind of Christmas Story you remember with sweet thoughts of sugar plums dancing in your head.  Quite the contrary, this is a Christmas Story gone sour and how I cope...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 6, 2009

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    A Christmas to Remember

    A Christmas To Remember             This will not be the kind of Christmas Story you remember with sweet thoughts of sugar plums dancing in your head.  Quite the contrary, this is a Christmas Story gone sour and how I cope...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 6, 2009

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    I Am Physically Alone.

    I have lots of great people here on EP.  So, I am not alone as far as not having anyone to talk to, but I am alone in the physical sense.  I have spoken about two sentences aloud today.  No one has touched me in days.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2009

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    Always Alone

    Sometimes when I'm alone at home, I'll sit and wonder...why I'm always alone? It seems like there's alot of people around me, but when I really need someone to lend me a shoulder or just sit and listen to me talk, I can't think of anyone. I hate the feeling of being alone. The...
    purplestar11 purplestar11 18-21, F 3 Responses May 29, 2009

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    I have never been what you would call 'popular' or have never been the centre of attention.  I gain friends and then lose them very quickly and never find out the reasons why/?  Was it something I said? Did? Do Currently have no one that I can really call a proper...
    stargazer86 stargazer86 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2009

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    I Am Drifting

    Fear is what holds us back from being happy. I fear being alone. It is holding me back from going to college. I know that I need to leave this town. There is nothing for me here. But I am scared that if I leave I will not be able to meet anyone and make new friends. I am so...
    alyssakayart alyssakayart 18-21, F Oct 18, 2013

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    Omg!...i Don't Have A Story...

    ..I just feel alittle better knowing that...I 'm Not Alone.... In the Fear Of Being Alone.And How do we change that?
    UkoodBMyn UkoodBMyn 56-60, M Sep 10, 2011

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    I realized that , I've been with my boyfriend for 3 years , and yesterday I tried to break up with himI realized then that I've been scared the whole time of being alone that I've...
    Delusionalkrysti Delusionalkrysti 22-25, F Feb 3

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    Being alone never seemed to bother me until we had to put my dog down in December. I always got excited for when my parents would go away on business and I got the house to myself...
    lezbihonest93 lezbihonest93 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 10

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    After a long day at work, coming back to your room, only to find your roomate and her friends talking...and you have to talk and chitchat, when you really want to shut the door and...
    starlit11 starlit11 22-25, F Feb 20

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    Fear Being Anesthetized..............................
    goodnites1011 goodnites1011 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I like being alone but i Just wanna be alone with a significant other..
    internallybroken internallybroken 16-17, M Jan 31

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    I need to be alone i need some time for myself away from people to find myself to reflect on things and to get myself on track I do appreciate people who are kind and try to help...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    I am 27 years old male. i am very afraid of the idea that I will never find my true love and being alone for the rest of my life. I have dated a few women, but they don;t work out...
    manesh515 manesh515 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 12

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    Most of the time I don't need other people, and I like being alone, but late nights like this push me. I only get lonely when I'm tired, so I'm consistently lonely after 2:00 am...
    Unbeholden Unbeholden 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 13

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    Yes,but ironically most all of my friends and those I have had relationships were just the opposite. I have always been content to be in the background as they took center stage...
    Destined4Mischeif Destined4Mischeif 56-60, M Jan 30

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    This is a problem I've always had, ever since I was a little kid. Back then it was because I didn't want to disappoint or be an embarrassment to my parents. Don't get me wrong...
    Brimmless Brimmless 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    Well there is good times to be left alone but I'm usually left alone every weekend which starts out good because I get the house to myself. But as the weekend goes on It gets...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 16

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    It's been 2+ years since I've been alone, but I'm ready for it. I will embrace it. I know I can depend on myself. And I'd rather let myself down than always being let down from...
    krazykaylove krazykaylove 22-25, F Feb 8

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    I grew up just like anyone else. Birth, toddler years, kindergarten, elementary through high school. And now, at the end of my sophomore year of college, I sit in a very different...
    redowens redowens 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I don't like being anesthetized
    amygirl15 amygirl15 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I like the peace. On the rare occasion when i dont have to worry about anyone else in the room. I hate having to hide myself from others. By myself is the only time i get to be...
    Xychorite Xychorite 16-17, M Feb 11

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    Being depressed for 5-6 years and trapped in your own thoughts everyday/night at home with no friends or anyone to talk to takes a lot out of me..though I find ways to keep myself...
    Treybased Treybased 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    But sometimes I enjoy being with people I know.Last night ,I attended a wedding.I enjoyed as I met many old friends I had lost touch with.I also had a laugh when the groom came...
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F Jan 30

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    I don't know who to say this but I think the best way is think bye a song called dumb by nirvana http://youtu.be/IEXDVf4AET4
    kleinjohanneke kleinjohanneke 26-30, M 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I love the part of the day when I get back in the apartment and turn on the tea pot, turn on Netflix and enjoy ignoring text messages and phone calls
    MedicalChiq MedicalChiq 18-21, F Jan 28

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    I can loose track of time writing, reading, or researching. I enjoy the quietness.
    Stickwithmebabe Stickwithmebabe 36-40, F Jan 29

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    always like that...& will always will be
    RodrigoGalindo730 RodrigoGalindo730 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    I am starting to get used to having the place to myself but sometimes I wake up and listen to the empty house. I just lay in bed hugging my pillow and wishing I had a warm body...
    CafeAuLeah CafeAuLeah 46-50, F Jan 31

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    Tonight is just one of though nights where I wish my girl was by my side so I could throw my arm around her, pull her in real close kiss her could night and tell her how much I...
    ECrierie ECrierie 16-17, M Feb 1

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    I love to be touched loved and cuddled with a nice warm naked woman!:)
    bubley bubley 56-60, M 2 Responses Feb 3

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    I'm taking it a night at a time. I keep looking in the mirror and hating everything I see. I talk to strangers when I can. but. it's just a bandaid.
    ZombieBaitMaiden ZombieBaitMaiden 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 3

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    Hello. i know some of you out there experience the same. I haven't really made any new ones, I get nervous talking to people and also I get scared of getting close to people...
    obyys obyys 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 7

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    I hate when i'm with my parents...we have a lot of divergents between us so i remain in my room doing what i love: playing with pc, listening music or thinking about math...and i...
    MathIsEveryTimePerfect MathIsEveryTimePerfect 26-30, M Feb 9

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    So much rain today! Can you say boring? Lol Entertainment is everything that isn't outside. It's the type of day where a good video game match up would be cool. Or if you took...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    Someone message me?????????
    AnonymousJSS AnonymousJSS 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    I'm enjoying my time with myself these days .
    snowmoon123 snowmoon123 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    can someone please txt me I'm a bisexual guy who likes to have clean chats but not afraid to have fun
    pilot2022 pilot2022 13-15, M Feb 18

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    Tonight I'm listening all sad songs and challenging depression to make me cry but he can't do that because I've become emotionless, yes... I'm listening and singing songs slowly...
    pracie25 pracie25 18-21, T Feb 20

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    So I've always enjoyed my own company since a young age. I still do now but it has caused me to be socially awkward, I have no clue what is the social norm lol dating and meeting...
    XwonderlustX XwonderlustX 26-30, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    When I turned 9 I started to name my cuts and scars. I used to talk to them about what I was going through, and the sorrow I was feeling... One is a cut along the top of my thigh...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Most social situations end up with me being alone or wanting to go home. Many of the times I've gone out, I'd end up with the wrong crowd- people who do drugs and drink, despite it...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 9 Responses Feb 16

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    I fear dying alone. I fear going through my entire life and not leaving a mark. I fear being forgotten in spirit not in body.
    BoeSerendipity BoeSerendipity 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 8

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    Valentine's day is just a day to me, nothing special. I think everyday is valentine's day if you have a date. But for me it's different. I don't usually feel sad and low for not...
    MetalThunder6 MetalThunder6 16-17, F Feb 10

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    hello ep friends...like everyone else, i would just like to share you a love letter to a guy i like. its a bit bittersweet but because i dont know where to find someone who will...
    lalaangel lalaangel 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    I could be in an online game surrounded by people, but I'm still lonely... in my house, there's my mom. But it doesn't feel like she's really there... I guess when you live in the...
    perdomoc10 perdomoc10 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 19

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