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I Fear Being Alone Yet I Am Alone

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    A Christmas to Remember

    A Christmas To Remember             This will not be the kind of Christmas Story you remember with sweet thoughts of sugar plums dancing in your head.  Quite the contrary, this is a Christmas Story gone sour and how I cope...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 6, 2009

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    I have never been what you would call 'popular' or have never been the centre of attention.  I gain friends and then lose them very quickly and never find out the reasons why/?  Was it something I said? Did? Do Currently have no one that I can really call a proper...
    stargazer86 stargazer86 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2009

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    Omg!...i Don't Have A Story...

    ..I just feel alittle better knowing that...I 'm Not Alone.... In the Fear Of Being Alone.And How do we change that?
    UkoodBMyn UkoodBMyn 56-60, M Sep 10, 2011

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    Always Alone

    Sometimes when I'm alone at home, I'll sit and wonder...why I'm always alone? It seems like there's alot of people around me, but when I really need someone to lend me a shoulder or just sit and listen to me talk, I can't think of anyone. I hate the feeling of being alone. The...
    purplestar11 purplestar11 18-21, F 3 Responses May 29, 2009

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    I Am Physically Alone.

    I have lots of great people here on EP.  So, I am not alone as far as not having anyone to talk to, but I am alone in the physical sense.  I have spoken about two sentences aloud today.  No one has touched me in days.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2009

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    A Christmas to Remember

    A Christmas To Remember             This will not be the kind of Christmas Story you remember with sweet thoughts of sugar plums dancing in your head.  Quite the contrary, this is a Christmas Story gone sour and how I cope...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 6, 2009

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    I Am Drifting

    Fear is what holds us back from being happy. I fear being alone. It is holding me back from going to college. I know that I need to leave this town. There is nothing for me here. But I am scared that if I leave I will not be able to meet anyone and make new friends. I am so...
    alyssakayart alyssakayart 18-21, F Oct 18, 2013

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    I literally have this horrible fear that I'm going to end up being alone for my whole life. I'm 19 and practically nobody has expressed interest in wanting to be with me and it's...
    Raewyn95 Raewyn95 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    I'm someone who is really friendly, I don't really say no to a good time. I work hard, I try to be as talented as I can, and I do a lot of things but no one seems to care. I just...
    LusiusBlack LusiusBlack 18-21, M 18 hrs ago

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    It's not like I don't have friends I do have many but then I prefer being alone more than having human interactions most of the time. I don't know but I'm kinda lazy to set up...
    miumiux miumiux 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    Being alone makes my depression worse , people think I enjoy being being alone, but I don't . I'm just feeling so lonely and down and I wish I had someone who I could actually...
    EssSmith EssSmith 16-17, F 7 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    I’m tired of being alone, no one to share my feelings with. I need a touch, a worm smile, sharing my emotions and honest conversation about whatever the moment is about at the...
    1KindBuddy 1KindBuddy 66-70, M Jan 3

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    One of the best things that I discovered while being alone is that you have a greater perception of things and people around you. You see them as they are, you observe their work...
    TheMisanthropeOtaku TheMisanthropeOtaku 18-21, M Jan 6

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    Being alone is better than being hurt constantly. It's better than being lied to. It's better than falling for someone that don't really want you. At least when you're alone the...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 5 Responses Jan 14

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    Being alone doesn't necessarily mean that you are lonely. Sometimes I'll be alone, but still feel a sense of companionship. And sometimes I'll be among among others, and that's...
    rumblingheart rumblingheart 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    i love being alone.. but i hate being lonely.
    unknownana unknownana 16-17, F Jan 8

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    I like being alone, I hate being lonely.
    Lovelife090994 Lovelife090994 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I love being alone and like not hanging around other people because I feel comfortable enough to do things by and for myself, but the times I do get lonely I get kinda sad but then...
    jynx1 jynx1 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Today I went on a walk by myself. It may not seem much to some people, but it's a big deal for me. My dad was visiting my stepmom's family with her, my boyfriend was busy (see...
    LolaSparks LolaSparks 22-25, F Dec 27, 2014

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    I stay in my room 90% of the time, I just like being alone. Don't know why though....
    XOmegaX XOmegaX 13-15 2 Responses Jan 15

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    being alone give me so much freedom and am much comfortable
    jovorrism jovorrism 16-17, M Jan 16

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    Being alone is not a bad thing: It's relaxing. It's like your in your own world not having to worry about others. Just yourself.
    Yafavnextdoor Yafavnextdoor 16-17, F a week ago

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    I sometimes enjoy being alone but then I get lonely cause I have no friends at school I'm a loner I sit at a table by myself and I don't talk much at school
    Mikkitheemo Mikkitheemo 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I know it may sound desperate but it's the truth. I have this weird fear of ending up alone.... I think it might by my upbringing. It was a very unstable one and I don't really...
    Sd6752 Sd6752 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I am having an anxiety attack. I don't know what to do anymore. Why am I like this? What's wrong with me? Want to know my biggest secret, the one I've been hiding...sometimes I...
    Tiffanyportelli Tiffanyportelli 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Like always, I'm always left out on things, and no one really cares about me. I attempted and tried to socialize with people at a gathering, but I was never welcomed to join any...
    caactas caactas 16-17, T 1 Response Jan 2

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    **** yes... When im alone i acctually do things! Self improvement is a huge part in my life and having a bunch of crybabies around doesnt make it an accomplishment. I let the...
    vickepicke vickepicke 16-17, M Jan 8

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    Cheers, not coming from a cheerleader But a second guesser of ones own thoughts One who takes all things to mind Primping, priming, until they are taught Taught and tight and...
    SylenaEverlasting SylenaEverlasting 16-17, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    every time I'm alone, my thoughts get to me. I doubt myself and hate myself more and more and it sucks
    JayJay911 JayJay911 16-17, M Jan 1

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    i dont know why, i just.. afraid to be alone, rejection, i'm afraid that if there's no one love me..
    preciouscrx preciouscrx 13-15 Jan 4

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    I have found that I am a lot less stressed and enjoy my life so much more when I'm alone but sometimes I feel like some things would be more enjoyable if I had a friend with me...
    jetsettergirl jetsettergirl 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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    I was home alone and went to get in the shower, and my phone rang with an unknown number just as I was stepping the shower. I should be freaked out right?
    Tiffanyportelli Tiffanyportelli 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    I think i can't stay with anyone for longer than half of the day, after this time i need some time to spend alone to clean my mind from all this world rubbish i have to listen...
    leuconoe leuconoe 31-35, M Jan 14

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    It's my life. I used to not be able to function without a huge social life or party. I'm now sober and I rather be in. Not out of being sad or angry... or anything of that sort. I...
    silencedfears silencedfears 26-30 6 days ago

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    I really like spending time alone but sometimes when I see other people going out with their friends I just feel really lonely. I have friends but we're not close enough to invite...
    cmusic890 cmusic890 22-25, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    its only after the relationship before you realize how happy you were. and i miss being happy. a relationship is like a story. it has a beginning, middle, and end. the worst thing...
    Ebolaa Ebolaa 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    Ive always enjoyed doing things on my own. Its not that I don't like other people its just that I relish the freedom of doing what I want when I want without having to worry if...
    wishingicouldlovemore wishingicouldlovemore 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    It's nice sometimes. Being around others is awkward and makes me uncomfy. I'm not really a people's person I guess. But it does get a bit lonely sometimes I suppose.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    when my parents go to relatives. I am very happy being lonely in home. but after sometimes I feel very lonely. I am shattered.
    sumit555 sumit555 16-17, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    All I do is lose everyone in my life. im like non existent to guys. I just feel horrible and empty inside I need someone who will love me... but that seems impossible. and my...
    hippiegirl9696 hippiegirl9696 18-21, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Like deathly afraid . I'm really afraid that one day I'm gonna wake up and noone be around .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    I'm lonely for some good conversation.
    Fallflower Fallflower 36-40, F 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Wish I had someone to cuddle me and give me a cold wash cloth. Never thought I'd say it but I miss my mum. Probly busy drinking somewhere.
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    Uhhgg i need a hug or sometin...
    Sourr Sourr 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    All of those who said they'd always be here end up leaving..
    XxscarsxX XxscarsxX 16-17, F Dec 28, 2014