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I Fear Being Alone Yet I Am Alone

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    I have never been what you would call 'popular' or have never been the centre of attention.  I gain friends and then lose them very quickly and never find out the reasons why/?  Was it something I said? Did? Do Currently have no one that I can really call a proper...
    stargazer86 stargazer86 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2009

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    I Am Physically Alone.

    I have lots of great people here on EP.  So, I am not alone as far as not having anyone to talk to, but I am alone in the physical sense.  I have spoken about two sentences aloud today.  No one has touched me in days.
    urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2009

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    Always Alone

    Sometimes when I'm alone at home, I'll sit and wonder...why I'm always alone? It seems like there's alot of people around me, but when I really need someone to lend me a shoulder or just sit and listen to me talk, I can't think of anyone. I hate the feeling of being alone. The...
    purplestar11 purplestar11 18-21, F 3 Responses May 29, 2009

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    A Christmas to Remember

    A Christmas To Remember             This will not be the kind of Christmas Story you remember with sweet thoughts of sugar plums dancing in your head.  Quite the contrary, this is a Christmas Story gone sour and how I cope...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 6, 2009

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    Omg!...i Don't Have A Story...

    ..I just feel alittle better knowing that...I 'm Not Alone.... In the Fear Of Being Alone.And How do we change that?
    UkoodBMyn UkoodBMyn 56-60, M Sep 10, 2011

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    I Am Drifting

    Fear is what holds us back from being happy. I fear being alone. It is holding me back from going to college. I know that I need to leave this town. There is nothing for me here. But I am scared that if I leave I will not be able to meet anyone and make new friends. I am so...
    alyssakayart alyssakayart 18-21, F Oct 18, 2013

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    A Christmas to Remember

    A Christmas To Remember             This will not be the kind of Christmas Story you remember with sweet thoughts of sugar plums dancing in your head.  Quite the contrary, this is a Christmas Story gone sour and how I cope...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 6, 2009

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    So being alone is something I love yet hate? I like to be alone because it'll leave me to my own thoughts, but the silent kills as well where my overthinking just jumps in. So...
    daniebravo daniebravo 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    I have a pretty demanding job, young child and a partner who barely comes near me despite the effort I make. When I'm alone I feel so much better like the stress just vanishes and...
    friendlygent friendlygent 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 8

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    I hate being home alone. I'll go out with friends and family and have a blast but in the end I'm alone in my room. sometimes it irritates me and I make a quick decision to go out...
    Spiritm Spiritm 26-30, M Nov 22

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    I moved to Texas 12 years ago, and rarely have I spent the holidays alone. I have traveled to see family or been with friends but I still feel alone or like I am crashing someone...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M Dec 7

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    I am so tired of being alone. sometimes I wonder if being with someone just to be with someone is better than waiting for "the one". what if the one never comes along and I wasted...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 3 Responses Nov 25

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    I enjoy company , I enjoy spending time with my family and chatting with friends , but I absolutely love being alone . I feel perfectly content spending time by myself maybe...
    Sjenka Sjenka 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    I don't like being alone, But it's the only thing I'm familiar with, The only thing that hasn't left. I can't seem to quiet my mind, Nor ignore this uneven hollow. In this...
    shadowweep shadowweep 31-35, M 1 Response Nov 21

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    I had only 3 or 4 relation ships my whole life. For 98% of my life I been alone. I never liked it, Never chose it, Never thought I would not be married by now. I have always...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M Nov 23

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    Idk why but I'm terrified of being alone right now
    relapsing14 relapsing14 13-15, F Nov 26

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    It's nice when I'm left to my thoughts. I feel like they swirl around me like butterflies. I touch them, feel them, understand them, and then I'm at peace. Sometimes they are a...
    alric alric 16-17, F Nov 29

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    I Being Alone Well, I guess he'll make it official tomorrow. Hubby went berserk because he broke into my laptop and found an email I had sent to an ex boyfriend I ran into here...
    zanyzoey zanyzoey 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 7

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    I like my little bubble I made, where all my favorite things are and I like being alone with them for a long time before eventually socializing
    emilylightning16 emilylightning16 22-25, F Dec 8

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    I'm terrified of being alone, but the worst part is that I know I deserve to be =/
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 11

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    Circumstances that have occurred within the past few months have really pushed me to want to be alone for awhile. I realized the person I want to be with treated me less than what...
    NeverForgeIt NeverForgeIt 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    Ok I have been married for almost 18 years. For much of the marriage, it has been quite Rocky and at times I suspected he was cheating. About 6 years ago I had my proof. I stayed...
    boys9292 boys9292 41-45, F Nov 20

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    So I know my other stories have been depressing and mostly me being so negative saying I'll never find love, or that happiness of a relationship.. well that's true, but it's just...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    So, I am a 31 year old man, and seem to carry the baggage of a dozen people. Recently, it has become a huge issue and have become so isolated that I have decided that this might be...
    balexan balexan 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 7

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    I so cherish my alone time. I need it to function. I never feel more alone in this world then when I am out and surrounded by people. I feel so much better when I am alone. That's...
    wanion wanion 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I don't care how much you'd say you want to left alone I'd rather be with someone than alone by far
    Chewbacca47 Chewbacca47 16-17, M Dec 9

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    I am so sorry about this, but I feeling very alone and sad right now. If anyone is online and sees this please help me. I don't want to go something I will regret. I am sorry.
    Scaredmonster Scaredmonster 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    My caregiver, Ariel, her mom just left. She's got to travel down to Monterey and it will be raining down in the Bay Area heavier then it is up here. And with my mom and dad gone...
    ed54 ed54 51-55, M Nov 30

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    I'm so bored of being bored because being bored is boring. -,- Can someone please talk to me *puppy face*
    RebeccaMontero RebeccaMontero 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    my life is sooooo bore because of alone
    mechsaravanan mechsaravanan 18-21, M Dec 9

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    I have a boyfriend but I'm still lonely we fight to much. even when he is around I am alone
    chococatalatte chococatalatte 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    Normally I don't usually walk alone though the forest part to get to my house but I did it at pure night time. It's scary though cause I hear noises in the bush and I scream and...
    julia2002 julia2002 13-15, F a week ago

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    I have made friends on here but im alone still.. Made fun of at school.. An only one 'friend' who tells me she will stand up for me and stay with me but ends up ditching me...
    Sourr Sourr 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I thrive off of the emotions of people around me. Im emotionally unstable by myself but when im with people i know people that care about me, im stable, feeling what they are...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    It isnt that I have bad thoughts, its just that I think about to much when im alone. And start worrying about meaningless things.
    Disqualify Disqualify 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    I just like no disturbance. Like all the time to myself. Do whatever I want, but sometimes I like company whenever I feel like it. I hate it when others see I'm doing something or...
    gnarlyaf gnarlyaf 18-21 Nov 22

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    I hate being single around the holidays ugh
    adeechloe adeechloe 13-15, F Nov 27

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    Im a 19 year old male virgin, and have kissed only a few girls in my life. Im socially secluded now, due to bad experiences in high school. (getting ****** over by so called...
    AussieOwner AussieOwner 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 27

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    People ask me if I'm seeing anyone. like I'm somehow flawed by being single. Honestly I can't be bothered to really look for love. Even though I might want to start a family...
    Cojaby Cojaby 26-30, F Dec 9

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    I enjoy my own company but when I want someone around they are pretty much like "screw you selfish *****"! Can't blame them. I really believe in karma. It is a *****.
    spaceylibra spaceylibra 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    No one to talk to , no body , just me and my music and play games all relaxing (: No voice or anything saying a word ^-^ My head is clam
    neoncloud neoncloud 16-17, M Nov 28

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    Everything inside me kills me
    Perfectlyyimperfectt Perfectlyyimperfectt 18-21, F Nov 30

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    night time is the worst. i am an insomniac
    animecutie69 animecutie69 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    Superpsycho Superpsycho 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I am ready to have friends hang out but im afraid its too late..meh :(
    Darlinghton Darlinghton 18-21, M Dec 2

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    I really do. It gives me time to think.
    laubrown1 laubrown1 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2

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