I Fear Being Fat

I fear that I will become fat like everyone else in my family. I am 129 lbs and I barely eat. I am Anorexic and I hate it. I hate knowing that their are people out there who always eat and barely gain weight and I have to try so hard to...

Why is it so hard to find the right balance? I am wondering this and while doing so I am feeling guilty, as I have just eaten yet another of those 'bad' biscuits. Today I am certainly having a 'bad' day, starting from the morning when I...

i Dont eat much if i do ill throw up and exersice loads im terribley feard of being fat like my family.ive been ana for 5 years its pain ful..but my voice in my heads wants it

...and bites. And meal portions... and weight lost. =)

Plus, math is related to numbers, and numbers are closely related to money! =) so, yeah, woot woot!

I remember the day It started. I was helping my mom clean up after a party. I was 13. There were bowl's of junk food. Chip's, candy, chocolate's....normally I would snack on the junk while I would help clean up. I went to grab a hand...

I am so scared of being fat...again...I used to be. I was very big. And then so many people told me I was fat. Including my doctor. And something snapped. I have been anorexic for 2 years. When I told my parents and they took me to a...

I will never go over 90 pounds even if it meant I will die.I want to be skinny even if it means losing every thing I am sorry but I might as well kill my self if that happens because I would never want to lose you so it means I will...

every time i look in the mirror i see a ugly fat gir who needs to lose some weight. i feel im geting fat and i know im getting fat (my friends dont beleive me)i hate eating i mean i know i need to eat and stuff but its like every time i...

No-one likes a fat kid.....

That's all that's running threw my head at the moment, there are a few issues with the statement though, 1. im not fat. 2. i was never a fat kid, always to skinny. an 3. i'm not a kid?!

what's wrong with...

I'm middle age and whould like to hear from other women over 50 that are also stuggling with the weight battle.I'm over 150lbs/f,5"7 tall.I'm also on facebook as robynclark with a dancing pig icon

My mother has always been overweight. Ever since I can remember.  Not to the point of morbidly obese, although in the recent years she's put on more than she would have liked.  My mom has always been my role model, through everything...

i have tried loseing weight but cant i dont no why

I have always feared of becoming fat. It started when I was 9 years old and frecked out when I was 55 lbs and my friend was 50 lbs. And she was a year younger than me but that did not make a difference. When I was 10 I people were...

i want to the doctor because i got sick . they checked my weight i was 130 . and the doctor tells me to lose 10 pounds because im 5'1 and i was 14 when he told me this and he tells me that my weight should be 105 .. and i tell my...

Sometimes I feel like I'm putting on weight.. even though I'm not. Sometimes though I eat so much junk in one day.. it's crazy. I used to weigh myself every week and every time I put on even a bit of weight I got upset.. I still do...

I was never fat. but definitely never thin. I was the toughest of my three other sisters. I was the tom-Boy.. the one to take the pain from my dad.. it was just my job.. when  I got older.. I wanted to be better. I wanted to be...

I'm not the thinnest pencil in the box..and people say I'm pretty?
I don't see it
I'm so scared I'm gonna go over 140 lbs. Again and I never want to
I hate myself and I'm scared to wear a bikini in the summer
I absolutely hate myself...

I always worry about my weight :/
I've been counting calories for the past year and a half, and I know that I don't need to, but I can't stop doing it. I also know that I haven't been eating enough...I'm trying to eat more but I'm...

I come from one of those rare families that are actually stable and functional [for the most part]. You don’t know how many times I wished I had a more chaotic family….i was never faced with any kind of hardship. My mom was...