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I Fear Judgement

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    I fear the judgement that will be placed on me when people find out I was sexually abused by several horrible people. 
    Freestanding Freestanding 51-55, F 21 Responses Sep 18, 2007

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    Judgement Sucks!!!

    I think everyone fears judgement in a certain way, I def have a fear of being judged! I've always been like that for as long as I remember, afraid of being judged on my life choices, my appearance...just about everything.   Judgement sucks
    NiRiada NiRiada 22-25, F Mar 15, 2008

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    Terrified

    i am terrified of being judged, genuinely scared, just like to be considered as what i truly am, rather then an impression someone gathers of me
    Donalh Donalh 22-25, M Mar 29, 2008

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    I don't see how people can pass judgement so easily..
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    My parents, mostly my Dad, ask these stupid, embarrassing, rhetorical, and downright dumb questions. When my Dad asks questions, they seem more like comments on how I should live...
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    I fu***** hate judgemental people! I'm more like, oh hey you smoke? Good for you. Oh hey, you drink? Drink the fu** on. You've had sex? Chill. You haven't had sex? Chill. You...
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    My name is Joshua Weiske my deepest darkest secret is my fear of the dark I started back on having fear of the dark back in 2005 when some dude told me a story about Bloody Mary he...
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    Most of my life I feared going bald and ageing. Now the ageing part I do not fear no more in years, But the balding I did.. I had 3 hair transplants since 2005 on the front of my...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    I learned what death was when i was a 6 year old boy. My sister's death sure was a valuable lesson. Ever since i haven't been afraid to die because i accepted the fact that we all...
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    To want, to long, to crave. Thoughts so consistent, so deliciously great. To connect, to feel, to ache. The emotions slowly flow, overwhelm the body and soul. Years of...
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    Nope, I think dying is a gift. I sometimes feel like the dead or the ones feeling sorry for the living and the living should be the ones envying the dead. Dying means I've done my...
    ShakenButNotBroken ShakenButNotBroken 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Pitch black screams Transluscent ghosts Grabbing, pulling Fear emerges, from a chrysalis Taking me Its beautiful, it frightens me It pulls me in, releases me I am free Wisps of...
    cristabella cristabella 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    All my life I feared going bald. I feared getting older. I used to be very good looking, and feared loosing my good looks, which now I am ugly as hell, and do not care no more...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M Jan 15

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    The one thing that I fear most is not death, but not being able to tell the one I love how I feel about them... then comes my fear of death which I have had ever since I was young...
    jeremiah3698 jeremiah3698 18-21, M Dec 29, 2014

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    Everywhere I go I see fear in people, and especially women who are on their own. As a guy who is always on his own, when I see a woman walking towards me and attempting to bring...
    MindBodySpirit MindBodySpirit 41-45, M Dec 29, 2014

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    My mom is gone So id be happy to go too I dont fear death so i dont fear anything Cause whats the worse that could happen to me? Exactly
    SummerH12 SummerH12 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 1

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    I believe in life after death. It's scary to think of the alternative which is, I suppose nothing except your body decaying and returning to the earth and science and okay. But the...
    ChelseaJN ChelseaJN 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    NirvanaReyes NirvanaReyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    I've been mentally abused for all my life. I've never had anything- no loving family, no real friends, nowhere to go, nothing to hope for. I've just existed, persevered, survived...
    ListenerTalker ListenerTalker 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    I have an irrational fear of holes.. Just the word makes me cringe. So this will be short. I googled it last year for the hell of it and up came trypophobia . I know the reason for...
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    I don't fear death. I know I am going to heaven. That does not mean that I will not have a lot to answer for. I am afraid of the act of dieing!
    woodyelmo woodyelmo 46-50, M Dec 25, 2014

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    My faith in love isn't strong enough to over come my fear of rejection
    welchbw welchbw 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    I fear a lot of things like love, rejection , being alone, what I'm going to be in the future it's honestly scary. I hope this changes.
    t3rriv t3rriv 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    my fear of getting hurt again controls my life.. ive built up walls around myself.. no one can hurt me now.. except ive blocked out the ones that want to help
    classylips classylips 13-15, F Dec 29, 2014

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    fear can mean two things. F: forget E: everything A: and R: run. or F: face E: everything A: and R: rise.
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    if fear stopped controlling my life, it'd be as if I stopped breathing. that's just the reality of things :/
    meli347 meli347 13-15, F Dec 30, 2014

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    I have a fear of being outside just before sunrise and a black car driving by my house. I'm afraid that they'll spy on me.
    ghostwolf343 ghostwolf343 13-15 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    I see it every day it isn't something to be feared but embraced. death only means a new beginning.
    alexxvaunlennon101 alexxvaunlennon101 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I have coded 3 times. that is the medical term for someone that has died in a hospital. I have been a diabetic for 31 years so on a daily basses I walk with death a little closer...
    Thanval Thanval 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I can put up a big front... Put a smile on my face, be strong, and whisper my own encouraging words. Tonight I am fearful... I'm playing what if. What if I never become what I...
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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    It's not a great great fear, but when I look up at a clear sky sometimes I feel like I'm looking down from the top of the skyscraper. It's weird :P
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M Jan 6

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    Mine is heights can't stand it lol...what's your guys fear ?
    Happyguylovesyou Happyguylovesyou 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 6

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    It is not the teardrop that is the fear, it is beyond what the mind could ever possibly comprehend. The mind cannot come to terms with it. I do not hide my love from you, and I...
    extant1 extant1 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    Well, not a fear, but an intense dislike of the oogly, jelly crud inside a tomato that holds the seeds. That stuff is like some sort of alien ooze. Just thinking about it is...
    Saylowman Saylowman 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 7

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    i have an irrational fear of being where I'm not wanted.
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Jan 8

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    It is not the teardrop that I fear....it is beyond what the mind could possibly ever comprehend. The mind cannot come to terms with it. I do not hide my love from you. I do not...
    symbiant symbiant 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    i get my fear of being judged by others in the ***. today i went to my gym and workedout
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 14

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    It is our deep and abiding fear of Chuck Norris that compells us to write these facts.
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 3 Responses Jan 14

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    Death should fear me ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
    Jessiesher Jessiesher 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 16

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    Being afraid of the dark is right behind the fear of REJECTION. I HATE IT.
    Lolllipoop Lolllipoop 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    The only problem with this, is when I end up hurting myself by pushing someone away who I really care about. I don't want to get hurt, but I also don't want to keep pushing people...
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Ok so Im afraid of phone updates and going into Walmart alone... Anyone else with a weird fear?
    redhouse97 redhouse97 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I fear people finding out about my past.
    xony xony 13-15, M 1 day ago