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I Fear Judgement

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    I fear the judgement that will be placed on me when people find out I was sexually abused by several horrible people. 
    Freestanding Freestanding 51-55, F 21 Responses Sep 18, 2007

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    Judgement Sucks!!!

    I think everyone fears judgement in a certain way, I def have a fear of being judged! I've always been like that for as long as I remember, afraid of being judged on my life choices, my appearance...just about everything.   Judgement sucks
    NiRiada NiRiada 22-25, F Mar 15, 2008

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    Terrified

    i am terrified of being judged, genuinely scared, just like to be considered as what i truly am, rather then an impression someone gathers of me
    Donalh Donalh 22-25, M Mar 29, 2008

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    I believe everyone is judgemental. including myself.
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    Here I am... That is what I'm thinking now. When I look back I know I can be proud of what I overcame. But now I'm here... and the difference between then and now is that I do not...
    Paeka Paeka 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I didn't realize this issue until 2014. When I lived abroad, I basically cut myself off from men because I knew that it was only about sex. And no, I wasn't going to have any. I...
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    I know i'm kina young, but I fear that I will never get a boyfriend or be loved. I mean I have been in relationships and all but they have been pathetic middle school relationships...
    alice4114 alice4114 16-17, F Apr 25

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    There were times when I ran head on into the breech. I didn't fear it then. I don't fear it now as I am into my 50's. As my wife says an worries about, I can revert to my youth...
    Imhungrytoo Imhungrytoo 51-55, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I tread waters of insecurity fearing one day everything will come to end, will vanish, just disappear into the silence of night. You know very well you are the air I breathe yet my...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 1 Response 1 day ago

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    WandererJay WandererJay 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    WithinTheHeart WithinTheHeart 36-40, F 6 Responses Apr 11

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    madlibb madlibb 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 20

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    Autumn02 Autumn02 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I dont fear death . I fear dying before achieving my goals
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    lourrysjeans lourrysjeans 18-21, F Apr 5

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    I definitely fear being vulnerable. I'm afraid to show my weaknesses to people. And I don't like letting people know they've hurt me. Honestly I don't even like admitting to myself...
    Taliafaye Taliafaye 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Life... We all have it, we all know what it is when someone mensions it but.. Who can really define it... What the hell is life? Well.. I guess we wont ever know the real answer...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F Apr 9

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    If I am, then death is not. If Death is, then I am not. Why should I fear that which can only exist when I do not? - Epicurus
    TGBman TGBman 22-25, M Apr 10

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    Smartphone Pitfall!!!When I am on a phone call on my smartphone and another call comes in I have a huge out o control irrational fear that the person waiting on hold can hear the...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F Apr 16

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    I am afraid of vomiting. This includes myself and others. Watching, hearing, smelling, doing the act is a big fat NOPE. Of course, along with this fear, comes an avoidance of...
    marinderso marinderso 26-30 Apr 16

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    Pather2013 Pather2013 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 22

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    What's. My worse fear? People at my school is on here and will find my profile… and read all my experiences
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 22

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    I don't fear death because I believe that we're all going to die at some point why be afraid of it. Anyone have the same thoughts?
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    The short animated film The alchemist's letter beautifully translates the tale of feeling of abandonment and love. Not a wasted frame where each piece holds some form of symbolism...
    PessimisticPenguin PessimisticPenguin 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 24

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    I've had some hard times in life, just like all people do. Being hurt by close friends and family makes me kind of distance myself. Lately, I've been having a panic attack here and...
    SoulfulJourney SoulfulJourney 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 24

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    I don't avoid it, I don't seek it. But I definitely don't fear it for my own sake, only for the sake of my family and loved ones.
    Beijodeabacaxi Beijodeabacaxi 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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