I Fear Judgement

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 34 People

    How Do You See Me?

    I fear the judgement that will be placed on me when people find out I was sexually abused by several horrible people. 
    Freestanding Freestanding
    56-60, F
    21 Responses Sep 18, 2007

    Terrified

    i am terrified of being judged, genuinely scared, just like to be considered as what i truly am, rather then an impression someone gathers of me
    Donalh Donalh
    22-25, M
    Mar 29, 2008

    Judgement Sucks!!!

    I think everyone fears judgement in a certain way, I def have a fear of being judged! I've always been like that for as long as I remember, afraid of being judged on my life choices, my appearance...just about everything.   Judgement sucks
    NiRiada NiRiada
    22-25, F
    Mar 15, 2008

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