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I Fear Judgement

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    I fear the judgement that will be placed on me when people find out I was sexually abused by several horrible people. 
    Freestanding Freestanding 51-55, F 21 Responses Sep 18, 2007

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    Judgement Sucks!!!

    I think everyone fears judgement in a certain way, I def have a fear of being judged! I've always been like that for as long as I remember, afraid of being judged on my life choices, my appearance...just about everything.   Judgement sucks
    NiRiada NiRiada 22-25, F Mar 15, 2008

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    Terrified

    i am terrified of being judged, genuinely scared, just like to be considered as what i truly am, rather then an impression someone gathers of me
    Donalh Donalh 22-25, M Mar 29, 2008

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    craigslist504 craigslist504 36-40 a week ago

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    okay lets try this again,so one of my biggest fears are Myself,the dark and my nightmares.Now you must be wondering "why is he afraid of himself?" well i have really bad rage...
    Yaird999 Yaird999 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 16

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    my biggest fear is one day zoo animals will escape and maul me,to this day i fear stray pets Jumanji is to blame....
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 10 Responses Aug 16

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    my biggest fears are Myself and the dark
    Yaird999 Yaird999 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 16

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    a few years back I was watching a news piece about the Belgian UFO wave starting in 1989. I had an unexplained extreme reaction when they showed one of the famous pictures of the...
    wickeddragon wickeddragon 36-40, F Aug 15

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    It's not death I fear, but rather not knowing how I will die.
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    I don't think I've ever as an adult felt death itself is something to fear. The dieing process itself maybe, imagine being buried alive for example. I did realise recently though...
    Dropbear Dropbear 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 13

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    it's hard to see yourself through someone else's eyes. and when you make a statement of opinion/judgement you have only your experiences to make that call ,using your what, your...
    Kentex Kentex 56-60, M 2 Responses Aug 13

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    RiverSunandSnowSun RiverSunandSnowSun 18-21, F Aug 12

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    I've been having bad anxiety. Like the other night me and my husband went to the pier and I began to cry and freak because of how many people was there.. Plus I have a fear of...
    JamieStancliff JamieStancliff 18-21, F Aug 9

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    There is something frightening and horrifying about the feeling when you show a person who you truly are without fear and lies only to discover that your true self and your endless...
    PurpleMermelade PurpleMermelade 18-21, F Aug 9

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    I have a fear of being touched (in general). If we are good friends and I'm comfortable around you I won't freak out. It's different when other people touch me. Like my little...
    lexrae lexrae 13-15, F Aug 8

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    I fear it. I at times avoid giving all of myself to people in the fear that they will not be there for life....all these wonderful and special people in my life. But I am also...
    nayyarfloralisa nayyarfloralisa 18-21, F Aug 8

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    How can I fear death when I already experienced death you see death is a beautiful supernatural force when life ends death will come to all.
    Necromancer666 Necromancer666 26-30, M Aug 8

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