I Fear Losing Him

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 327 People

    Losing The Love Of My Life...

    How can something so simple hurt you so much.? So this started last year...I met this guy J... We started talking all becuase of how weird I am.! But i dont regret it... My friend and me were walking around my neighborhood park...he would always run around it... So he was...
    mydarkworld13 mydarkworld13
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Jul 25, 2012

    Cant Imagine My Life Life Without Him

    My love,,who just came to my life without signs,,that man who was so stubborn to make me say ,,yes,,to him when he asked me to marry him,,i cant imagine life without him,i dont want to,,i dont want to even tink about that,i enjoy my life because of him,feelings like hope,fun,joy...
    denez denez
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 22, 2012

    The guy who I really like (and he really likes

    me too, if not even more) and I don't go in the same class anymore, but still on the same school. We both want to talk to each other but we don't dare too and both get jealous when the other is with other guys/girls. And now we've been starting to try and make the other one as...
    Zelo01 Zelo01
    13-15, F
    Oct 5, 2014

    not losing him but losing the shelter ,

    the warmth, the joy of feeling the love and the care u get..its something about me ..the fear..I saw people's who I loved walked away..but I cant and I dont want to think about losing him..its just when your feelings for someone become so deep and not easy to forget.
    denez denez
    26-30, F
    Oct 25, 2014

    I Fear Loosing Her

    I have been in a relationship since September of last year. She is a wonderful and beautiful woman and I love her with all of my heart. Just before Easter of this year, over 6 months after we had met. We were sitting together watching television. She had a text message and...
    knightgames knightgames
    41-45, M
    1 Response Nov 3, 2013

    I Honestly Do.

    I know my relationship is amazingly good.  However, I truly fear losing him.  I fear because he is truly the man of my dreams.  He has all the qualities I've always wanted in a man.  He can make me laugh like no one else.  He is not afraid of being silly.  He is completely...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jan 10, 2011


    Im in love with a man thats 40 an im 21 do you guys think i should'nt be with him because he to old for me
    biancaaustin1988 biancaaustin1988
    3 Responses Aug 4, 2010

    I never drink and recently I cheated on the

    love of my life. Determined to tell him but don't know how. Guilt is eating me from the inside and I've never felt this much pain, please help
    Isabelllll5 Isabelllll5
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 19, 2014

    First Real Love

    I have been in other relationships but they were all clouded by the insanity of my alcoholism. This time around with a clear head and a love for myself I was able to experience dating, and falling in love. But this time the love doesn't seem to stop growing, every day I love...
    dlz6109 dlz6109
    2 Responses Feb 9, 2011

    Selfishness Has Consumed My Morality

    I'm so confused right now. I can't even write my feelings because I just keep back-spacing; I don't even know where to begin! If I start talking about my boyfriend first, I go off on this tangent about how I love him, how I don't deserve him, how I wish this all never happened...
    SweetinaNutshell SweetinaNutshell
    22-25, F
    Jul 24, 2013

    Something about my boyfriend makes me think: am

    I dreaming? It's no dream,but I am young and 99% I'm not marrying my boyfriend and I need to except that.its the cold hard truth that needs to be discovered sooner or later,now heart reply and all that jazz and if you want add me to the circle! Ps. If your worthy I will add...
    Wisdombird Wisdombird
    13-15, F
    Apr 25, 2014

    I don't know what to think anymore.

    We were amazing when we were together. I was so happy to talk to him every morning. I always woke up with a smile knowing that I would have a text from him, I couldn't wait to see him again and to feel safe in his arms. Than we had a fight over my ex, he said that I was being...
    lostnunsure lostnunsure
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 3, 2014

    I Fear Loosing Him to the Navy...

      Since 10th grade Chance and I have been inseperable.  We had some rough patches as most teenagers do but nothing that our love could not handle well.  Now, he's in the Navy.  He's gone alot, and I am so afraid of loosing him.  Of him dying or being...
    navywifeandmomtobe navywifeandmomtobe
    16-17, F
    Apr 25, 2007

    Just Because I Don't Say It, Doesn't Mean That I Dont, Necessarily

    It all seemed so very "Patrick Swayze" in "Ghost." His inability to tell me he loved me was something that I attributed to his being with women who had not appreciated his amazing kindness and beauty When he told me; "just because I don't say it, doesn't mean that I don't...
    heartprotection heartprotection
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Oct 25, 2011

    Dear Heart

    Dear heart,Why him?I've never thought I would fall for him. Because though I liked him, but as a friend, and I've never thought to get in the relationship with whom. Above all, I'm the one who refused him, when he said he liked me. But yes, I was the one who asked him to remain a...
    Alexfield Alexfield
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Feb 4, 2011

    I Fear I Have Lost Him

    He IS the love of my life. after 3 and a half years he says he needs space and time alone, and that for now we must go our sperate ways. he says we might get back together and try again, maybe in afew months, maybe after a year. he says he still cares for me, and wants to be my...
    AllyPally AllyPally
    18-21, F
    12 Responses Oct 1, 2010

    I fallin head over heals with my boyfriend,

    he makes me smile,laugh,he always puts on a handsome smile and knows how to cheer me up,I never want to loose him.
    Wisdombird Wisdombird
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Mar 15, 2014

    I Am Under His Spell

    The perfect guy, my knight in shiny armor, the best. He struck an arrow in my heart and put me under a spell. Even if he lives far away...I don't want to lose him...
    AngelsReflection AngelsReflection
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Oct 16, 2009

    Fear Came True...

    And what now?? Does my fear go away?? After seven years he sad that he doesn´t love me enough... And that he is 90% sure that we should break up...
    juigine juigine
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 17, 2013

    The Truth

    Tell me seriously with all the details.
    lana300482 lana300482
    Jul 22, 2013

    A Different Kind Of Love Story

    I met him on a church retreat in March, in the middle of nowhere somewhere in Vermont. He smiled, I waved. Throughout the weekend we started a friendship. That was it. Then I ran into him again, end of April, another retreat, in a different state. Playful flirting, nothing much...
    Comatose2 Comatose2
    1 Response Dec 1, 2012

    Constant Fear

    i am always afraid of expressing my emotions and desires for the guy i am with even though i know i know my feelings for him are very strong. I know that if i dont change, my relationship will just end because he does not feel anything from me.  I hate the way i act towards...
    littlekitty84 littlekitty84
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Aug 27, 2006

    And All My Friends.........

    ~ I know that I have a LOT of sh!t in my life that isn't real helpful to relationships of any kind. I know that I come off clingy, needy & pathetic more times than not. I KNOW this & yet can't seem to stop myself. I find myself worrying about what they think of me...
    deleted deleted
    7 Responses May 15, 2009

    So I Got Rid Of Him

    that way the pain is my fault and not his! my heart has "NO FIXED ABODE"
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 10, 2011

    My New Rediscovered Love Is Slipping Through My Fingers

    Our love had started growing Slowly glowing Now its starting to fall Even though i have given my all The roses of love die Where our two hearts lie Trying to get a grip So our hearts don't rip But it keeps slipping Blood is dripping Cupid ripped the arrow out of our heart...
    Caitlinsmith1636 Caitlinsmith1636
    18-21, F
    Dec 30, 2012

    My Fear Of Losing Him Caused Me To Lose Him.....

    I have feared of losing my son's father for the past 2 years of our relationship to the point that I pushed him away. Always being scared that he is cheating, trying to analyze his every move and accusing day in and day out because I didnt want him to think I was stupid if he...
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 4, 2011

    I'm So Scared Of Losing Him...

    I have been with my fiance for almost 4 years. I have been in a serious relationship before but it didn't work out well. When I gave up on love, I met him. He's everything, I've been looking in a man. But every time we fought, I became an a-hole to him, hurt his feeling. Though...
    monobo monobo
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Aug 18, 2011

    My boyfriend is outta town

    for his job and I miss him so much
    themagicmachine themagicmachine
    22-25, F
    Mar 23, 2014

    I Fear Losing My Dad.

    If I lose him, I don't know what I'll do.
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 16, 2008


    I am always afraid of losing him even though he tells me all the time that I am not going to lose him.  But he threatens so much it terrifies me.  I don't ever want to lose him.  He is so special to me and the thought of not having him is like a knife twisting and...
    rondat rondat
    41-45, F
    1 Response Dec 9, 2007

    Yeah I do... I am afraid to lose a sweet,

    nice, loving and caring guy like him... He changed my life... He even saved me from killing myself... I swear if I lose him, I'm gonna die...
    RagingDemon29 RagingDemon29
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jul 12, 2015

    Anyone good with advice?

    Dating this guy on and off for two years. He's the only guy i can say i could trust with my life and trust that he 100% has genuine feelings for me etc. We've been on for 5 months until two weeks ago. He said he's going through family troubles and has a massively built up...
    LiveLongerIfYouLaugh LiveLongerIfYouLaugh
    26-30, F
    Jul 11, 2015

    Memorial Day And Him

    I have been dating this guy for about ten months and up til now i thought all was well but this 3 weekeend i spoke to him twice and that was after i had to call him. in fact memorial day was kinda saddening cause instead of spending it with him  ( since he had plans"with family...
    honeybear30 honeybear30
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 31, 2011

    My Feelings Are Confusing Me

    I have been dating this wonderful guy for about a year and a half. things have been a bit hard on the financial side, as he is a foreigner and companies are reluctant to hire him as he has no work permit yet, only work visas. However, he has tried so hard, time and again to...
    sexyjenny30 sexyjenny30
    Jan 10, 2011

    You The Most Valuable...

    No need of gold.. No need of gems.. No need of pearls.. You're more valuable than them.. Your sweet smile always in my mind.. Your mischievous things make me joy.. Your stubborn talks make me happy... Never creat me angry.. So i cant forget you.. You are still in my heart.. That...
    Sharasithu Sharasithu
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 6, 2011

    Not Special

    A few years ago I moved half way across Canada to start a life for myself. I was doing alright, lonely but good until I met him. We feel head over heels and were doing very well, even after moving in together after 4 months of dating. We're living together along with his older...
    sheisakeeper sheisakeeper
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 10, 2010

    Terrified Of Losing Him.

    Every single time I've lost. I've never truly won. Everything I've ever loved has always been taken away from me. I remember my first love. How I loved him so much, and the night before he broke it off he was telling me how much he loved me and how I was so special. The night...
    queenbatman13 queenbatman13
    13-15, F
    Sep 4, 2012

    You Are Everything To Me...

    You are my SKY.. Who gives shine to me..rain to me... You're my everything.. Who gives life to my life...
    Sharasithu Sharasithu
    22-25, F
    Sep 6, 2011

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