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I Fear Losing the One I Love

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 108 People

    Irrational Fear

    I don't worry about him leaving me. but I do worry he will die. I guess it is an irrational fear but it is still there.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2010

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    I fear love, I fear falling in love,

    I fear losing my friends, I fear that the person that I love will die, I fear that someone that I know will die. I don't wanna love anymore, I fear hurting the one that I love, I fear loving someone then knowing that that person died.
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    When He's Gone

    Okay, so, my fiancee' is currently deployed.  He was deployed at the last minute back in April.  Well, ever since the first night he was gone I've had this terrible nightmares. But i have to say the one that messes with me the most is the one i fear the most....Maybe...
    SpcBabyGirl85 SpcBabyGirl85 22-25 3 Responses Jul 18, 2009

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    Realizing What I Wanted Was Infront Of Me All Along.

    We started off as just best friends , he was the guy I would call up when me and my ex would fight. We'd talk everyday as soon as I got out of school , I felt as only with him I could tell everything to . Even though he'd judge me for my actions he was truthful. But here's the...
    Insecuritykills1 Insecuritykills1 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 20, 2012

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    You Always Hope You'll Be Together Forever

    But you can never truly know even if you are married and don't believe in divorce, what if some terrible thing happens to break you apart? Something you would never ever see coming? Life is a scary thing!
    SummerWind18 SummerWind18 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 19, 2009

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    My Biggest Fear...

    I never wanna lose her.... I hate to think of how I would end up without her in my life....I just kno w it wouldn't be good. Id be so lost....so broken...and would find it really hard to live without her. She means everything to me, and the thought of losing her just puts knots...
    Astory4supper Astory4supper 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 22, 2012

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    I really do. Even though she can get on my nerves sometimes & irritate the **** out of me, I still love her. I can't explain the love I feel, But I know it's love. Sometimes I can...
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    I was not sure before about the fact that the person I love actually loves me or not but today I just realized that he actually loves me more than I love him. I have no words to...
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    FutureVal FutureVal 18-21, F Jan 13

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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
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    EXPIRED though the shot hurt alot you seemed very relieved, you said now you will always come back to me . well A few years later I happened to run to far , I could not see you...
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