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I Fear Losing the One I Love

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    When He's Gone

    Okay, so, my fiancee' is currently deployed.  He was deployed at the last minute back in April.  Well, ever since the first night he was gone I've had this terrible nightmares. But i have to say the one that messes with me the most is the one i fear the most....Maybe...
    SpcBabyGirl85 SpcBabyGirl85 22-25 3 Responses Jul 18, 2009

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    You Always Hope You'll Be Together Forever

    But you can never truly know even if you are married and don't believe in divorce, what if some terrible thing happens to break you apart? Something you would never ever see coming? Life is a scary thing!
    SummerWind18 SummerWind18 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 19, 2009

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    I fear love, I fear falling in love,

    I fear losing my friends, I fear that the person that I love will die, I fear that someone that I know will die. I don't wanna love anymore, I fear hurting the one that I love, I fear loving someone then knowing that that person died.
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    My Biggest Fear...

    I never wanna lose her.... I hate to think of how I would end up without her in my life....I just kno w it wouldn't be good. Id be so lost....so broken...and would find it really hard to live without her. She means everything to me, and the thought of losing her just puts knots...
    Astory4supper Astory4supper 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 22, 2012

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    Irrational Fear

    I don't worry about him leaving me. but I do worry he will die. I guess it is an irrational fear but it is still there.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2010

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    Realizing What I Wanted Was Infront Of Me All Along.

    We started off as just best friends , he was the guy I would call up when me and my ex would fight. We'd talk everyday as soon as I got out of school , I felt as only with him I could tell everything to . Even though he'd judge me for my actions he was truthful. But here's the...
    Insecuritykills1 Insecuritykills1 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 20, 2012

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    The one who really loves you - Mary Wells(thank-you to the YouTube up-loader for sharing the memories.)This was written by Motown hit-maker Smokey Robinson and marks his first...
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    I love this poem, its just perfect. Just what I feel love is.. Sonnets XVII BY PABLO NERUDA I don’t love you as if you were a rose of salt, topaz, or arrow of carnations...
    bujji14 bujji14 22-25, F 14 hrs ago

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    I don't know where to start so I'll begin by rambling. I am from a family of 5. I am the baby. I have 3 brothers and 1 sister. They are all married with kids. I'm single with no...
    mangosandy82 mangosandy82 31-35, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    i was a difficult kid and my mother says she used to had the toughest time to putting me to sleep. slightest shift of her body would make me got up and all in panic.....i still...
    snuffal snuffal 26-30, F 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Nothing scarier than losing your balance for a second in the shower and thinking "Oh no, they're gonna find me nàked" 😂
    3st3ll3 3st3ll3 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I fear death in the respect of life as you only live once but death in the respect of a love one is a fear not to exceed above your years living as a person with a life to see and...
    Amazon3 Amazon3 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    POSTING IN THREE PARTS. THIS IS PART ONE IT WAS MORNING, AND THE NEW SUN SPARKLED GOLD across the ripples of a gentle sea. IT WAS MORNING, AND THE NEW SUN SPARKLED GOLD across the...
    TheRisingPhoenix54 TheRisingPhoenix54 61-65, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Do you know this feeling when you watch someone so important to you grow older and older and older. And the older this person gets the scarier it is. The fear of losing that...
    aliveness aliveness 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    As we stand alone in the room, just me you and a bed, my arms wrapped softly around you as we softly sway to the quiet music playing in the background. Enjoying one another?s...
    Anth1290 Anth1290 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I had a dream last night, that I and my imaginary friends crossed the Rohtang Pass... and went to a beautiful valley, green mountains on both sides and a river running in between...
    Voina Voina 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Despite what I am and the monster that's a part of me, God loves me. He knows me, all of me and he still loves me. I think part of the reason I follow such a strict moral code...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My fear is becoming my biological father. He was a **** to my mother and my older sister while completely ignoring me most of the time as if I scared him- from what my mom tells me...
    odessa94 odessa94 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    This is one of those stories that seems as I it is make believe. As I am in love with my best friend, whom I have known for nearly ten years now, having met him in the last year of...
    Karmimiyan Karmimiyan 22-25, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I honestly don't really know whether he loves me or not right now. However, I made the mistake of believing that my ex never loved me. I was wrong then and I won't make that...
    cherryxblossom cherryxblossom 26-30, F a week ago

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    1. My husband confessing he's gay or bisexual 2. Losing my mother and grandmother 3. Not being able to conceive 4. Losing my 16 year old birthday present, my dog. 5. Being...
    CurlyHeadSue CurlyHeadSue 18-21, F a week ago

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    I have lost a total of 60 pounds over the course of five months. I still have 55 pounds left to go and Im just really excited and happy to be even closer than ever before to my...
    UsagiSnow UsagiSnow 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I have lost a total of 60 pounds over the course of five months. I still have 55 pounds left to go and Im just really excited and happy to be even closer than ever before to my...
    UsagiSnow UsagiSnow 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Even though i am older and wiser than my former virgin self, i ended up losing my virginity to a guy that I can't stop liking. I feel hate and like for him. I think about him all...
    Janmel Janmel 26-30, F Aug 19

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    I’m writing this before I forget it; excuse me if I lose basic writing structure. I’d prefer to have this written down somewhere before I begin to forget this feeling because I...
    CrimsonKnight117 CrimsonKnight117 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    my biggest fear is one day zoo animals will escape and maul me,to this day i fear stray pets Jumanji is to blame....
    miimii0069 miimii0069 26-30, F 10 Responses Aug 16

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    as if i was born to be in water. im not sure if its a childhood thing or if i was destined for it. my father was a comercial fisherman in alaska for a number of years up untill he...
    stormofself stormofself 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    I'm thinking be getting very slow at thinking wisely, quickly, intelligently or just plain losing it altogether. One guy told me he doesn't understand why I make things so...
    SeekingLovetrust SeekingLovetrust 36-40, F Aug 16

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    Love is more simple than what people make it out to be...So ones love for you should be clear-cut, black or white, but often times you are kept in the fantasy land of the grey...
    Penthouser Penthouser 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    a few years back I was watching a news piece about the Belgian UFO wave starting in 1989. I had an unexplained extreme reaction when they showed one of the famous pictures of the...
    wickeddragon wickeddragon 36-40, F Aug 15

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    No one loves me. Ive never had a boyfriend. God is an ******* to me.
    ihatebeingblack44 ihatebeingblack44 18-21, F Aug 14

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    I've been alone for many parts of my life, I'd go years without a friend in the world, and then I met Audrey on a company vacation in Cuba! We became best friends, we would go...
    Jesusfoundme Jesusfoundme 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 13

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    No more talk of darkness, forget these wide-eyed fears; I'm here, nothing can harm you, my words will warm and calm you. Let me be your freedom, let daylight dry your tears; I'm...
    nickels513 nickels513 26-30, F Aug 13

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    I have two sides to me. The first side is all about kindness, loyalty, freedom, rebellion, selflessness, love, being fearless, being yourself (weird, crazy, etc.) and intelligence...
    CloverMermaid CloverMermaid 13-15, F Aug 13

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    Sometimes we forget, yes we do forget ourselves. We start losing ourselves in a role that we play because of others.This is the best thing I have heard recently:" People think that...
    Tiffany94 Tiffany94 51-55, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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    Its not easy being me... My whole life I have tried to buy love buy friendships and at last in these dark days I find myself, I have found who I really am and I know what I must...
    bushi132001 bushi132001 26-30, M Aug 9

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    How Deep Is Your Love When splashes of frothing white immerses gazing eyes Blue skies rest on his sky How far above the clouds Did you allow his gazing airs To pierce your...
    Ymfas Ymfas 26-30, M Aug 9

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    Most of my life I struggled with depression and loneliness.Both my parents treat me like I'm not even their child they have their favorites but I always tried to make them notice...
    josephaba josephaba 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 8

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    I fear it. I at times avoid giving all of myself to people in the fear that they will not be there for life....all these wonderful and special people in my life. But I am also...
    nayyarfloralisa nayyarfloralisa 18-21, F Aug 8

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