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I Fear Losing the One I Love

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 110 People

    You Always Hope You'll Be Together Forever

    But you can never truly know even if you are married and don't believe in divorce, what if some terrible thing happens to break you apart? Something you would never ever see coming? Life is a scary thing!
    SummerWind18 SummerWind18 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 19, 2009

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    Realizing What I Wanted Was Infront Of Me All Along.

    We started off as just best friends , he was the guy I would call up when me and my ex would fight. We'd talk everyday as soon as I got out of school , I felt as only with him I could tell everything to . Even though he'd judge me for my actions he was truthful. But here's the...
    Insecuritykills1 Insecuritykills1 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 20, 2012

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    Irrational Fear

    I don't worry about him leaving me. but I do worry he will die. I guess it is an irrational fear but it is still there.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2010

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    I fear love, I fear falling in love,

    I fear losing my friends, I fear that the person that I love will die, I fear that someone that I know will die. I don't wanna love anymore, I fear hurting the one that I love, I fear loving someone then knowing that that person died.
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    When He's Gone

    Okay, so, my fiancee' is currently deployed.  He was deployed at the last minute back in April.  Well, ever since the first night he was gone I've had this terrible nightmares. But i have to say the one that messes with me the most is the one i fear the most....Maybe...
    SpcBabyGirl85 SpcBabyGirl85 22-25 3 Responses Jul 18, 2009

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    My Biggest Fear...

    I never wanna lose her.... I hate to think of how I would end up without her in my life....I just kno w it wouldn't be good. Id be so lost....so broken...and would find it really hard to live without her. She means everything to me, and the thought of losing her just puts knots...
    Astory4supper Astory4supper 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 22, 2012

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    I'm seriously losing it over here. I really really really want to leave this life, but I'm terrified of breaking my parents' hearts. I just can't do this. Life hurts so much. I don...
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    When my bf raises his eyebrows at me or has his aforable innocent smile on his face, my heart skips a beat , starts racing and then I feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Sometimes...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Mar 26

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    supermario6449 supermario6449 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    fear is one of the best shooting games i have ever played.....terrying and great action.
    supermario6449 supermario6449 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    "Who's Crying Now" It's been a mystery And still they try to see Why somethin' good can hurt so bad Caught on a one-way streets The taste of bittersweet Love will survive somehow...
    Artist156 Artist156 16-17, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I use to believe in such a thing but now it seems so pointless because its so elusive. love is on the brink of extinction or like Bigfoot gone into a hiding. I have a better...
    tornsin tornsin 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I need to find someone to love me no one loves me. Is that to much to ask for. Love is the only thing I want.
    Jada16 Jada16 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 28

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    I have five birds. Three cockatiels, one love bird and a GCC. They are all different and I love them all. My GCC is my cuddliest little bird of all of them.
    TenderBeauty TenderBeauty 26-30, F Apr 11

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    One year ago, I was free falling, spinning and screaming from the depth of my core. I felt as if every piece of foundation had been removed from me and I was teetering on one leg...
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    I had a super athletic friend in highschool. She was about 5'5 and 125 lbs of solid muscle. She played softball in three leagues: one in the fall, one in the spring and a third in...
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    I love you, I care about you, since we met you have been like the sister I never had, we shared everything and we're unseperatable, you made my days at work worth going, I...
    jbrighton676 jbrighton676 36-40, M 17 hrs ago

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    Not scared.. terrified. I stay up all night worrying. I worry if someone gets in a car. I worry when it rains. When I was in elementary school I would purposely make myself sick...
    DeIuxedEdition DeIuxedEdition 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I broke down and cried in front of my husband last night because of the crappy week I had and the chaos that never ends. He stood there looking at me.. Said very little to me and...
    smile4today smile4today 41-45, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Cuddle When you turned, hair in motion My hands yearned fleeting touches Electric heat as your skin potions Glowing red white snow flutters And indelibly we unify forms Your...
    Ymfas Ymfas 26-30, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    im 27 years old and after a life time of difficulty in connecting with people and my own mental illnesses (diagnosed w depression and anxiety 15,mother was schizophrenic ) i fell...
    foxyoxy123 foxyoxy123 26-30, F Apr 8

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    Cause Ive been where you are before, And I have felt the pain of losing who you are, And I have died so many times but I am still alive. This is not the end of me, This is the...
    Rourou19 Rourou19 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    Where to begin. First off let me say I appreciate each and every comment and opinion, whether you believe it's best for me to move on which I've already heard a million times or I...
    Wantingtofixthepast Wantingtofixthepast 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 13

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    Three couples were married and stayed at the same hotel for their honeymoons, where they were all taken care of by Joe the Bellboy. The first man married a nurse. Joe showed them...
    Rusham Rusham 66-70, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    So... I just finished reading The Plague Dogs by Richard Adams. I've never been in love with books about animals... I haven't read books like that since I was in elementary school...
    IntenseCookie IntenseCookie 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    Dancing light As bubbles of light popped into existence I surround surrealism with your persistence Glowing and glimmering Flowing and feverish Flushed of red ruminating...
    Ymfas Ymfas 26-30, M 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I don't fear death because I have already did
    Zellaplayzcreepypasta Zellaplayzcreepypasta 18-21, T 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I've hurt so many people. I've lost so many people. I've disappointed so many people... but my love for that high overrules it all. it's not that I don't care, I just don't see a...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    "Fear" By:Disturbed Fear something again Huh, huh, huh, huh huh, huh Fear something again Huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh Fear something again Huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh Fear...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I think, deep down, I'm just really afraid of being alone. :/ I'm afraid of losing all of those that I love, or to not be loved at all. :c I'm just human, and I think I'm always...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    he can't decide whether or not to date. We are best friends. I can't visit him without him stealing a kiss and telling me how crazy he is about me, but he is scared if we put a...
    lunardreamer lunardreamer 18-21, F Apr 1

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    Few days ago my friend told me about an opening for a job. I called and got an interview. I cried the day before the interview, on my way to the interview. I was shivering, my hand...
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