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I Fear Losing the One I Love

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    You Always Hope You'll Be Together Forever

    But you can never truly know even if you are married and don't believe in divorce, what if some terrible thing happens to break you apart? Something you would never ever see coming? Life is a scary thing!
    SummerWind18 SummerWind18 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 19, 2009

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    I fear love, I fear falling in love,

    I fear losing my friends, I fear that the person that I love will die, I fear that someone that I know will die. I don't wanna love anymore, I fear hurting the one that I love, I fear loving someone then knowing that that person died.
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    When He's Gone

    Okay, so, my fiancee' is currently deployed.  He was deployed at the last minute back in April.  Well, ever since the first night he was gone I've had this terrible nightmares. But i have to say the one that messes with me the most is the one i fear the most....Maybe...
    SpcBabyGirl85 SpcBabyGirl85 22-25 3 Responses Jul 18, 2009

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    Irrational Fear

    I don't worry about him leaving me. but I do worry he will die. I guess it is an irrational fear but it is still there.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2010

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    Realizing What I Wanted Was Infront Of Me All Along.

    We started off as just best friends , he was the guy I would call up when me and my ex would fight. We'd talk everyday as soon as I got out of school , I felt as only with him I could tell everything to . Even though he'd judge me for my actions he was truthful. But here's the...
    Insecuritykills1 Insecuritykills1 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 20, 2012

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    My Biggest Fear...

    I never wanna lose her.... I hate to think of how I would end up without her in my life....I just kno w it wouldn't be good. Id be so lost....so broken...and would find it really hard to live without her. She means everything to me, and the thought of losing her just puts knots...
    Astory4supper Astory4supper 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 22, 2012

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    IrisArrow IrisArrow 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    BMTH99 BMTH99 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    Rutterman Rutterman 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 4

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    "The Fear" All I wanted was the chance to say I would like to see you in the morning Rolling over to have you there Would make it easy for a little bit longer But here Closer...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F 16 hrs ago

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    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 5 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I'm going to try to sleep without drinking tonight. Bull ****. I'm honestly afraid that it is not possible for me to sleep without booze and pills. It's **** but true. It scares...
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    It made the girls giggle. I felt so embarrassed. My third grammar school caning was in a form lesson when I argued with another boy. I was 14 at the time. My form mistress, Mrs...
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    Tears One day here, one day there, one day he's missing and here comes my tears.I saw the signs each and everyday, but I never knew how to help him and in what way.I loved...
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    http://youtu.be/nMO5Ko_77Hk Love Is A Losing Game For you I was a flame Love is a losing game Five story fire as you came Love is a losing game One I wish I never played Oh...
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    High school these past 3 months has been so stressful that I find myself more and more not being happy and instead in my room alone. I already denounced a friendship with a close...
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    by: Gorilla Toe feat. lil Wayne [Verse 1 - Gorilla Zoe] Walking around looking for a way But no one tells me which way to go I?m caught up in a world A labyrinth, a maze Where...
    reese187 reese187 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    maybe im in the mid life crisis stage since im almost 40 or could it be a infatuation. for some reason I tried dating a girl recently around my age and I did not enjoy it. I have a...
    airmax78 airmax78 36-40, M Mar 5

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    ptsdlady ptsdlady 31-35, F Mar 21

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    "Call Me Hopeless, Not Romantic" I can't believe that so much time was spent on my own Just trying to figure it out all alone Don't show emotion, let this go I can't pretend that...
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F Mar 10

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    callmejohann callmejohann 41-45, M Mar 12

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    I am afraid of hurting the other person, and just losing myself
    McBiscuit McBiscuit 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 14

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