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I Fear Losing the One I Love

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    You Always Hope You'll Be Together Forever

    But you can never truly know even if you are married and don't believe in divorce, what if some terrible thing happens to break you apart? Something you would never ever see coming? Life is a scary thing!
    SummerWind18 SummerWind18 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 19, 2009

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    My Biggest Fear...

    I never wanna lose her.... I hate to think of how I would end up without her in my life....I just kno w it wouldn't be good. Id be so lost....so broken...and would find it really hard to live without her. She means everything to me, and the thought of losing her just puts knots...
    Astory4supper Astory4supper 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 22, 2012

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    When He's Gone

    Okay, so, my fiancee' is currently deployed.  He was deployed at the last minute back in April.  Well, ever since the first night he was gone I've had this terrible nightmares. But i have to say the one that messes with me the most is the one i fear the most....Maybe...
    SpcBabyGirl85 SpcBabyGirl85 22-25 3 Responses Jul 18, 2009

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    Irrational Fear

    I don't worry about him leaving me. but I do worry he will die. I guess it is an irrational fear but it is still there.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2010

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    Realizing What I Wanted Was Infront Of Me All Along.

    We started off as just best friends , he was the guy I would call up when me and my ex would fight. We'd talk everyday as soon as I got out of school , I felt as only with him I could tell everything to . Even though he'd judge me for my actions he was truthful. But here's the...
    Insecuritykills1 Insecuritykills1 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 20, 2012

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    denez denez 22-25, F Oct 25

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    I am a 26 year old Counselor in a School and my husband in a young Assistant Professor. We met a decade ago when i was in 12th grade and he was in his first year as a school...
    ananyarg ananyarg 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Ok, so i have, well.. a lot of fears, but there's three that have stuck with me through my 17 years of life. First of all, one word. Spiders. Even the name sends shivers down my...
    lc543 lc543 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 1

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    I don't have many... Not right now, anyway. I fear the ocean (even though I love learning about it and everything inside of it, I do NOT like to be in it. You never know what's...
    sugarcakes143 sugarcakes143 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 2

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    Afterglow By Tommy Lee we're back again, let's begin we never left you... yeah the time is now... we'll show ya how, can you feel me you know it's on, to the break of dawn let...
    deadmoon deadmoon 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    My decision to make room for my best gf's and my hubby's physical relation proved excellently productive and positive. In the beginning I was quite upset fearing losing my hubby if...
    meupset meupset 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 24

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    I want love so bad but it is so hard to find it when you act like yourself.You always have to dress to impress and i think that stupid you don't have to wear a short shirt to get...
    lovevirus525 lovevirus525 16-17, F Oct 24

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    Trusty and True... Damien RiceWe've wanted to beTrusty and trueBut feathers fell from our wingsAnd we've wanted to beWorthy of youBut weather rained on our dreamsAnd we can't take...
    yeronlyman yeronlyman 41-45, M 2 Responses Nov 4

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    Love is a tricky thing. It varies in intensity and in the specificity of emotions. It is sometimes the most beautiful thing in the world and, at other times, it’s the most horrid...
    loveisblind18 loveisblind18 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 30

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    One love.... What does it mean to you? To me it is the greatest song ever written and gives me hope that someday we can all live in harmony. No one can replace Bob, he has been...
    MTBlake33 MTBlake33 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 4

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    OneRepublic - Love Runs Out OneRepublic - Love Runs OutI'll be your light, your match, your burning sun,I'll be the bright, in black that's makin' you run.And we'll feel alright...
    S74rxed S74rxed 31-35, F Nov 6

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      You can almost feel the pain in the words if you listen close.Don't bother, I'm a danger to my healthDon't bother, well I'm a danger toDon't bother, well I'm a dangerDon...
    airisfleeting airisfleeting 22-25, M Nov 12

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    At my school no one will notice how much i am hurt. Every day i feel lonely more and more and that no one loves me to make me theres. I am 13 and i know many of you are going to...
    ikayla123 ikayla123 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    No one knows my struggle, they only see the trouble Not knowin it's hard to carry on when no one loves you Picture me inside the misery of poverty No man alive has ever witnessed...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 21

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    I feel saad it's so hard to be alone in nobody cares about your feelings and Who you are ...it's been two years now still trying to make this one love ... It's not existed it's...
    siraj2888 siraj2888 22-25, M Nov 5

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    this year alone I fall in love w 3 guys ! but now left w one. LOVE BEIBG IN LOVE
    Ellisha Ellisha 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 7

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    I dont have a lot of friends that go to my school. I sit alone most times at lunch, I annoy the crap out of people and over all I'm a lot to handle. I've never had a true true...
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 18-21, M Nov 9

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    No one loves Fall Out Boy the way I love Fall Out Boy !!!! :)
    ThisGirlLovesNerds12 ThisGirlLovesNerds12 18-21, F Nov 10

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    Hold Me Down By Tommy Lee i don’t make everyone happy…..but it’s ok….it’s ok i’ve been through this before it’s nothing new…nothing new i don’t know why every...
    deadmoon deadmoon 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    I know it is sad, but looking at who and what i am, it seems impossible to find a person who will love me back. I've fallen in love four times, maybe they are just infatuations...
    needsoutlet needsoutlet 18-21 2 hrs ago

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    Heaven Or Hell By Digital Daggers I’ve got the same deep wounds as you, My love can double as a weapon too Say that you trust it and I’ll set it free, Turn it back on me, Turn...
    deadmoon deadmoon 18-21, F 15 hrs ago

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    Here is one of my favourites, very inspirational :) NEW BEGINNINGS | By Tony Walsh | Longfella | www.longfella.co.uk Welcome to your new school! Welcome to your future. New...
    SugarAndStrawberries SugarAndStrawberries 13-15 1 hr ago

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    November 21. Financial Fears. I sat in the car, looking at the sign on the door of the food shelf office: "Closed until Friday." It was Wednesday. I had two hungry children and...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 hr ago

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    I am afraid of myself and the darkness inside me. Technically speaking I am afraid of myself, afraid of losing myself to the dark. I have never been afraid of the darkness around...
    StormianaGraymane14 StormianaGraymane14 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    But it is. Everyday I wake up I think about my past. I can't move forward mentally. My brain is so consumed with my past self (childhood). I experienced so many trials as a kid...
    forestchild forestchild 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    It has always been that way as far as I could remember. Growing up I always wondered what the purpose of life was and what it would be like to have a place to call home. I would...
    SiriusJT SiriusJT 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 2

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    I fear a lot actually. Way to many fears to list, I think. :/ But my number one fear is losing the people I care about. Kinda corny but true.
    XxSlowlyGivingUpxX XxSlowlyGivingUpxX 18-21, M 4 Responses Nov 8

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    I slept outside at a camp I worked at one night. I woke up with a slug on my face (over my eye), which then fell into my sleeping bag. I went back to sleep in my cabin, and when I...
    Brynna55 Brynna55 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    It sets in, this fear, this rage, this swell of something. A kind of helplessness that sets in on occasion. I watch on as the world flies past me. The clock continues to tick, and...
    AbyssalSilence AbyssalSilence 13-15, F Nov 6

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    Mad World - Years For FearsI love this song. Never realised how dark the lyrics are. Such a great band.  
    BrandanDR BrandanDR 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    My mom loves life itself and she lives it to the fullest. Without her I am nothing and I will not be who I am. In next chapter of my life, I want to live life like she does...
    ezzy2014 ezzy2014 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    I've been waiting for something for so long To show me the answers that I want A reason to believe in that's so strong But I don't think that it exists I've been waiting for...
    NeverForgeIt NeverForgeIt 16-17, F Oct 30

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    Sometimes I close my eyes and start to think. My mom is one day going to die, maybe sooner maybe later maybe after maybe before. But I feel this deep deep fear of death and losing...
    skylerGrace skylerGrace 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 11

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    It's a long story, but I rejoined this site specifically to talk about this. I'm so confused right now. I love my husband, he's not a bad guy, but the passion and the 'in love...
    JustSymone JustSymone 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Here was our school assignment when I was 10. It was meant to be a picture book about the environment or something like that. Here it is: My true home is the Ocean [Page 1] I live...
    SugarAndStrawberries SugarAndStrawberries 13-15 Oct 22

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    Well, I'm not quite in love with him, although several months ago, I was truly falling. I just chose the experience that was given. We had feelings for each other, and we've liked...
    chocolana98 chocolana98 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 26

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    Fear of life We are a living part of creation empowered by spirit. Inside each living creature lives a soul. It pushes us drives us affects us in every possible way. Every faith...
    anamikanta anamikanta 31-35 Nov 9

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    "Counting Stars" OneRepublic [Chorus:] Lately I been, I been losing sleep Dreaming about the things that we could be But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard Said no more counting...
    JoannaBe JoannaBe 41-45, F 14 hrs ago

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    She meet him in the ninth grade. She was still living off the high she got from going to a private school and thought she was better than everyone. He was shy and awkward. She...
    hope360 hope360 18-21, F Nov 10

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    Whenever I feel I need to think, release my fears, angers and frustration I go to a nice beach. Where water waves and shoreline meet. May this symbolizes a new life for me and...
    ezzy2014 ezzy2014 26-30, F 4 Responses 1 hr ago