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I Fear Losing the One I Love

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    Realizing What I Wanted Was Infront Of Me All Along.

    We started off as just best friends , he was the guy I would call up when me and my ex would fight. We'd talk everyday as soon as I got out of school , I felt as only with him I could tell everything to . Even though he'd judge me for my actions he was truthful. But here's the...
    Insecuritykills1 Insecuritykills1 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 20, 2012

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    You Always Hope You'll Be Together Forever

    But you can never truly know even if you are married and don't believe in divorce, what if some terrible thing happens to break you apart? Something you would never ever see coming? Life is a scary thing!
    SummerWind18 SummerWind18 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 19, 2009

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    I fear love, I fear falling in love,

    I fear losing my friends, I fear that the person that I love will die, I fear that someone that I know will die. I don't wanna love anymore, I fear hurting the one that I love, I fear loving someone then knowing that that person died.
    Silentsuffer Silentsuffer 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 22, 2014

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    My Biggest Fear...

    I never wanna lose her.... I hate to think of how I would end up without her in my life....I just kno w it wouldn't be good. Id be so lost....so broken...and would find it really hard to live without her. She means everything to me, and the thought of losing her just puts knots...
    Astory4supper Astory4supper 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 22, 2012

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    Irrational Fear

    I don't worry about him leaving me. but I do worry he will die. I guess it is an irrational fear but it is still there.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2010

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    When He's Gone

    Okay, so, my fiancee' is currently deployed.  He was deployed at the last minute back in April.  Well, ever since the first night he was gone I've had this terrible nightmares. But i have to say the one that messes with me the most is the one i fear the most....Maybe...
    SpcBabyGirl85 SpcBabyGirl85 22-25 2 Responses Jul 18, 2009

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    I hope to meet someone one day who I can release all of my inhibitions with. We would explore every position possible, and then make up some of our own. Our love would not revolve...
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    We've owned 3 homes for over 20 years. My husband and I use to be very active and productive people. I am on disability now so our income has dropped. My husband is now on...
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    Her breath came in short, razor sharp gulps. Her head had been positioned upon propped pillows with her frail, sunken cheek turned to face her seated and slumped husband. Her eyes...
    Freestanding Freestanding 56-60, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Excerpt from The Prince: "And men have less scruple in offending one who makes himself loved than one who makes himself feared; for love is held by a chain of obligation which...
    paletouches paletouches 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I can't have her because she is not allowed to have any type of relationship with me.Or she would lost her license.She is my psychiatric nurse. :( She doesn't know i am in love...
    Stephanielovepornaudio Stephanielovepornaudio 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    This is the heart of which my pain derives. It is the reason I feel fear. If you have nothing to lose, then there is nothing to fear. I am terrified of liking this person too...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    YES! They certainly are! Hahaha it's so awesome too! I wanted to post this because I speak my mind on ep in a lot of debates about men, animals women's rights and so on. I...
    Kornisone Kornisone 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    why fear something that is inevitable? Life is a beautiful lie and death is an ugly truth this is why people love life and are afraid of death but honestly the people I've loved...
    Brookelynn818 Brookelynn818 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    The worst fear ever! I can't imagine life without my beloved family. 😣😦
    WhatIf2 WhatIf2 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I literally just realized that I don't love me husband anymore. We have two children and have been married 2 years but together for 10, he was 27and i was 19. Our relationship...
    idhaun idhaun 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    To 'Love' yourself, may sound idiotically stuck up and stupid, especially as it reeks with a range of different implications. To love yourself can be ugly when you are treating...
    Trainedheart Trainedheart 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I absolutely love summer time! Best excuse to get in the water! I love getting on the boat and going for a wake board! Or even a swim or tanning session! Either one! Love it
    Courtneybanks1 Courtneybanks1 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm scared of losing a lot of my loved ones, but sometimes losing the most beautiful people in my life is what I fear losing the most! (The two families who love me no less because...
    derricksautism derricksautism 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    At the root of my behaviour, this simple but constant fear breathes. Every year I watch my parents age, hearing an imaginary ticking clock, counting down the time I have left with...
    sophiebelle27 sophiebelle27 26-30, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    For YEARS I was afraid of confrontations, and especially of getting in a fight - and losing. So I ducked them, and despised myself, and inside thought I was a coward. This went on...
    tjw747 tjw747 46-50, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    there is no fear in love but perfect love casts out fear. God is love. the greatest command of Jesus is to love God and love my neighbor as myself.
    sunriseinmyeyes sunriseinmyeyes 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    I was seeing this guy for almost a year. We were never a couple, just really close friends. But the time we spent together, and the way we connected grew into a deep love and...
    Niknak9225 Niknak9225 22-25, F a week ago

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    I'm in love with him,we've been go through this hard time for the past two years,i love him more than I've ever loved a man.he's special he loved his wife,but he loves me too.we...
    Sallina71 Sallina71 26-30 2 Responses Feb 4

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    Obviously I am afraid of more than three things, but these three are huge ones. First there is my fear of heights. I always say I want to die with my feet planted firmly on the...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F Feb 3

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    I used to be very close to a woman, so close that we even sent each other small things a couple of times which could serve as a tangible reminder of ourselves. We did it despite...
    Tourion Tourion 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 3

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    I would take my mom as an example, and a really GOOD one too. Ever since I had been into my paranoia disorder, I just keep disappointing her and getting her worried more each time...
    LexiMory LexiMory 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    there is no fear in love. perfect love casts out fear. fear involves torment. so love.
    sunriseinmyeyes sunriseinmyeyes 31-35, F Feb 2

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    I was 15 and had been dating the guy for like 4 months and he was a bit pushy. so being the people-pleaser that i am, i said yes and he didn't seem to show much love and care when...
    lilahwillowoak lilahwillowoak 16-17, F Feb 1

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    I love drinking milk from men their juice after many loads i find the tastes vary in some and love each one love going and getting my thirst filled regularly
    alexiswcd alexiswcd 56-60, T Jan 31

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    My biggest fear is losing those I love
    polylove0210 polylove0210 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    And that's part of why it hurts so much to come home. I'm seeing my siblings go down the same path I did and I'm completely powerless to stop it from happening. My youngest...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    I think I'm losing my Best friend as a Best Friend. I've known my Best friend since the 6th grade. (Now We're both in 10th grade) and we all go to the same school. But, she met...
    Jgummy123 Jgummy123 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I feel so alone! Every weekend I'm trapped in the house with no car to go anywhere and no one that can come over since I live far away from everyone. I want to move back home, or...
    Whatsmystory Whatsmystory 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    Before I met my heartbreaker, I didn’t know what it means to hurt unconditionally. But I also didn’t know what it meant to truly love someone. I had been floating through life...
    mgnash mgnash 18-21, F Jan 29

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    I found her and she found me. Having gone through more than any one person deserves to go through, you really are sometimes in such disbelief when good things actually happen to...
    HerTrueKing HerTrueKing 22-25, M Jan 29

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