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I Fear Losing the One I Love

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    My Biggest Fear...

    I never wanna lose her.... I hate to think of how I would end up without her in my life....I just kno w it wouldn't be good. Id be so lost....so broken...and would find it really hard to live without her. She means everything to me, and the thought of losing her just puts knots...
    Astory4supper Astory4supper 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 22, 2012

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    When He's Gone

    Okay, so, my fiancee' is currently deployed.  He was deployed at the last minute back in April.  Well, ever since the first night he was gone I've had this terrible nightmares. But i have to say the one that messes with me the most is the one i fear the most....Maybe...
    SpcBabyGirl85 SpcBabyGirl85 22-25 3 Responses Jul 18, 2009

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    Irrational Fear

    I don't worry about him leaving me. but I do worry he will die. I guess it is an irrational fear but it is still there.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 28, 2010

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    You Always Hope You'll Be Together Forever

    But you can never truly know even if you are married and don't believe in divorce, what if some terrible thing happens to break you apart? Something you would never ever see coming? Life is a scary thing!
    SummerWind18 SummerWind18 26-30, F 4 Responses Jul 19, 2009

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    Realizing What I Wanted Was Infront Of Me All Along.

    We started off as just best friends , he was the guy I would call up when me and my ex would fight. We'd talk everyday as soon as I got out of school , I felt as only with him I could tell everything to . Even though he'd judge me for my actions he was truthful. But here's the...
    Insecuritykills1 Insecuritykills1 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 20, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    This applies to all of my loved ones. and, no, I don't mean the fear of abandonment but the fear of losing any of my loved ones to death. It haunts me, especially the thought of...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F Dec 3

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    The moment when. you wake up and think maybe, just maybe it was all a bad dream. the moment you get a text and its someone else. when you have another nightmare and can't wonder if...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    7/6/2014 Saturday. Some people are very lucky to have lived a life with someone they loved so deeply. People call love stories as fairly tales, as everyone longs but few are...
    nottoofarnottooclose nottoofarnottooclose 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Everyone leaves because of me it has to be me doesn't it? I want things to go back to normal and start over I fear losing people but they always do anyway :(
    lela201465 lela201465 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 27

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    Yeah... The truth is I hate being alone... And people leave my life and I feel abandoned so I just don't let people in, so I don't have to fear losing people...
    catho catho 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    Love... we think about it, we sing about it, dream about it, lose sleep worrying about it. When we don't have it we search for it; when we discover it, we don't know what do to...
    Thiswillbethelast Thiswillbethelast 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Fear. The one thing that I hate about love is the fear it gave me. I got so scared of loosing it yet I am screaming longing for it. I got scared when I saw they got sick. Would it...
    DNightTrain DNightTrain 26-30, M 3 Responses Dec 6

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    Death isn't something we should fear. No one is gonna die before their day, sooner or later we're all gonna die. I'm just afraid of what comes after death. I believe that if god...
    mayakelly mayakelly 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    Trusty and True... Damien Rice http://youtu.be/ijftZIE9b7g We've wanted to be trusty and true But feathers fell from our wings And we've wanted to be worthy of you But weather...
    NOTyeronlyman NOTyeronlyman 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 12

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    December 15. Feelings. It's okay to have and feel our feelings - all of them. Years into recovery, we may still be battling with ourselves about this issue. Of all the...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 6 days ago

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    If I show you my passion...will you love me? If I show you my beliefs...will you love me? If I show you my faults...will you love me? If I show you my fears...will you love me...
    notthis78 notthis78 36-40, F Dec 1

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    Afterglow By Tommy Lee we're back again, let's begin we never left you... yeah the time is now... we'll show ya how, can you feel me you know it's on, to the break of dawn let...
    deadmoon deadmoon 18-21, F Nov 21

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    I have a friend who is Cherokee IndianWhen she was a young girl her Mother taught her how to make the magical healing dreamcatcher . It is very sacred spiritual craft. Her Mother's...
    CrystalRainsPearls CrystalRainsPearls 41-45, F 9 Responses Dec 3

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    First: There may be writing mistakes, so don't judge pls :( It began in April 2014, nothing special, thats what i thought. A good friend of mine was celebrating her birthday in...
    chrysantheme chrysantheme 16-17, F Dec 4

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    Her name's Sammy and she is my world. She battles depression but I try everything to stop it. She just won't see how perfect she is. I remember when we met in school and hated...
    Joylove347 Joylove347 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 1 Response Nov 21

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    This life is like a dream. By the blink of an eye, it can all disappear. Everything. We don't wake up in the morning because we are good people. We all do bad things. We all...
    GhostBride GhostBride 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 1

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    One Hundred Love Sonnets: XVII I don’t love you as if you were a rose of salt, topaz, or arrow of carnations that propagate fire: I love you as one loves certain obscure...
    WithGracefulness WithGracefulness 46-50, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    Conversation of the Merciful God with a Suffering SoulJesus: Poor soul, I see that you suffer much and that you do not have even the strength to converse with me. So I will speak...
    Lushiro Lushiro 18-21, M Dec 2

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    Crying Shame - Words and Music by Kate Wolf Two hearts, so much love to give Afraid to lose so nobody wins Crying at night for the touch of a lover When they finally meet they...
    Olvidado Olvidado 61-65, M Dec 2

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    WHAT TO REMEMBER WHEN WAKING ~ David Whyte In that first hardly noticed moment in which you wake, coming back to this life from the other more secret, moveable and frighteningly...
    WindSylph WindSylph 46-50, F 5 Responses Dec 3

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    Am alone alys I dnt knw y......??? Why am I alone...????? I hate ma life...... No one love me..... 😞😞😞😞
    rishalii rishalii 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 22

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    One love. I find labeling disrespectful, but it's everywhere and just brushed to the side.
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 26

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    Here with my motley crew of thirty folk in a small warehouse our little church rawks it out for God. What's it like connecting to this God in worship singing songs and giving...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 30

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    Love, true love, never dies. It lives, even from the grave. Here is a strange and hauntingly beautiful love story. It is not however, for everyone's reading or taste. Those who...
    SheWolfII SheWolfII 70+, M Dec 8

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    So lets say without the contributions of those commy's over in North Korea...what if we got the un together, and we taught all the leaders the words to one love, and they went back...
    jamespeterson30 jamespeterson30 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 11

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    I miss my love ; the only love I've ever knew. He never left my thoughts, imaginations and dreams. My heart is broken and beats with pain. I want our love story back. I want that...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    this. 1. one of my main goals for some period. it scares me to say "one of my main goals from now on",seems like a long period, now here's one fear! 2. fight fear, i want to stop...
    alogo alogo 26-30 9 hrs ago

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    I am trapped between my own emotions and pain. I can't get out. Every second leaves from my life, I feel like i am more getting trapped in it. I don't feel like I used to feel. My...
    deathiscold deathiscold 70+, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have nearly died a couple of times so I don't fear it. I know you have to make the most of the time you have as you never know when it is your time.
    drachenReiter drachenReiter 31-35, F 16 hrs ago

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    i fell in love with my best friends ex boyfriend. and he has a girlfriend.. but hes perfect.. he makes me laugh and kissing him is perfect, and i can talk to him about things i...
    SamTornado SamTornado 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    I have been sad for a very long time. When I was eight years old, my father left my mother for another woman, thus destroying my family. I cannot explain how this felt, because I...
    classicslove classicslove 26-30, F 4 Responses Nov 30

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    By love I don't mean guys or anything...and I don't mean losing people to death. But I am afraid of losing my friends and family, that they will stop caring about me or I will do...
    prznaroosak prznaroosak 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    I'm 24 years old and I'm just now experience what it's like to fall in love for the first time. I've never been the type of girl to just say that I love someone for the sake of...
    atheGAYlouise atheGAYlouise 22-25, F 6 Responses Dec 10

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    I'm 24 years old and I'm just now experience what it's like to fall in love for the first time. I've never been the type of girl to just say that I love someone for the sake of...
    atheGAYlouise atheGAYlouise 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 10

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    Well, I'll try to keep this as short as possible.. I live with my mother who is bi-polar/schizophrenic and i do my best to take care of her and provide the things she needs but...
    Volumes Volumes 22-25, M Nov 28

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    I know love exists, I do seriously,. It just seems to avoid my life entirely. I have loved others, whether they were friends or someone that I had hoped to be something more, but...
    LoveLessOne97 LoveLessOne97 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    It is sad, I live in a society where girls are brought up in such a way that their only dream becomes to get married and have kids. Regardless of all the changes that happened to...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    Chaos I remember a time when I was wanted, but have yet to find out what changed. I play my life over and over, until it drives me insane. When I was a little girl, I believed...
    babyjane96 babyjane96 18-21, F Dec 4

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    check this motivational video one of my fave out of the many I have seen in recent times - we should not need to draw external motivation it should be a driving force from...
    Soroe Soroe 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 5

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