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I Fear Mediocrity

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    My name is Holly and I'm 30 years old. For the first time I'm getting an apartment for myself and a job. Have not had a job in 5 years. I really want this badly! My fear is that my...
    Sweetaspie29 Sweetaspie29 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    that Hawkfrost is gonna turn me into a kit and kill me. idk why i have this fear but i do.
    wolfsparadise wolfsparadise 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    I am a Christian. I know where I am going after I die. so I don't fear death. I am more afraid of an injury than the pain of death. part of me can't wait to be present with the...
    lonewolf7777 lonewolf7777 36-40, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I don't fear my death. My hope is I maintain a vital quality of life until the end such that one moment I am here and a moment later, the hereafter.
    Wm4eroticfunwf Wm4eroticfunwf 46-50, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    It's true, I do not fear death. What I fear is breaking my mothers heart if I die before she does.
    moonchild669 moonchild669 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't fear death but I just don't want to die young, I want to have time to explore lots in the world
    hatermelon hatermelon 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I'm actually in a relationship with someone who is appears to be fearful of physical intimacy. Although he really won't acknowledge it. I feel like he loves and cares about me...
    marengo10 marengo10 46-50, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I had surgery once as a child and I didn't like having to have a general anaesthetic. I hated the idea of being helpless and unconscious. About a dozen years ago I had to have a...
    macmann macmann 56-60, M 6 days ago

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    if the day of my death comes, i want it to happen in a quiet place, far away from people. i don't want anyone to tell anybody about it and i just want to let them continue living...
    nothingtoseeheree nothingtoseeheree 18-21 5 Responses a week ago

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    A few weeks ago I ate a "mind altering" brownie... While I was trippin, I jumped off a building (my bed),once I hit the ground (my floor), I honestly thought I had died.... I was...
    flatscreen flatscreen 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    '' To die will be an awfully big adventure '' Is the reason I am not afraid to die'-' Thank you Peter Pan:D
    EricaAudrey22 EricaAudrey22 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I love living in New Zealand it is a very beautiful place but I am terrified that this government is making it a lot harder for single parents and sick people, they have cut down...
    daisychain33 daisychain33 31-35, F Jun 28

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    Self reminder- no pain is permanent, however, death is. So is suicide worth it?
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F Jun 28

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    I practice Buddhism so I want to believe I will be reincarnated - not sure if it really happens but if it does I will move a little bit forward on the scale of enlightenment- every...
    blonde10 blonde10 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    But am just one EP Link
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Jun 27

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    Getting sick. I'm a germaphobe. I wash my hands several times per day Sometimes I even wash them with bleach. Right now I am paranoid with fear because my mom works with kids and...
    mandycandy0123 mandycandy0123 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    i took care of my mom when she got very ill with Pancreatic cancer. i pretty much watch her slowly die. when she dies . i was relieved. she wasn't in pain anymore. the look of...
    LadyTigeress76 LadyTigeress76 36-40, F 5 Responses Jun 26

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    So some people are scared about death but I'm not. A couple months ago my great grandfather died and I didnt cry because before he died I said all that needed to be said at the...
    julibird julibird 13-15, F Jun 26

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    The picture for this experience... 😖😷😑😅
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    I'm sorry. But, if your suicidal, I don't, I CANT respect you... This is why. If you suicide, you are a murderer, and, as you know, murder is a crime. You are killing your family...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 25

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    Age is an issue of mind over matter. If you don't mind, it doesn't matter.
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    I fear death. I fear dying especially because I'm a woman. In the world that I'm born into, women are the slaves of men. Women are mere objects for the fulfillment of a man's...
    Vivianne18 Vivianne18 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    Yess this is my fear.. i know for a fact ... i'll be alone
    Falaash Falaash 18-21, M Jun 24

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    When I was younger I think the thing I most feared was the fact of actually dying some day, my health was very important to me. The prospect of dying seemed like some cruel act...
    manslip manslip 61-65, M 1 Response Jun 24

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    I sometimes think what the hell did I get myself in to
    Kellyfoster2000 Kellyfoster2000 13-15, F Jun 24

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    The past is never dead. It's not even past.
    emotionlessbitch emotionlessbitch 13-15, F Jun 24

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    A man who lives fully is prepared to die at any time.
    IchirinNoHana IchirinNoHana 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    just people. Not like animals and stuff cuz I love them. Except for the ones I hate.
    Th3Ch3shir3Kat Th3Ch3shir3Kat 13-15, M Jun 24

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    I'm really terrified of not getting married someday!! I don't know if anyone will ever be interested in me but I really dread any thought of being single forever 😰
    MadWorldGirl MadWorldGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    This wasn't what I actually wanted to write about but it's true. I don't fear death. It'll liberating. Being free from emotional pain and physical pain... sounds amazing to me.
    Lilique Lilique 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 22

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    I think fears can be divided into different groups. I divide them to "stupid" fears and then the other group is of the fears that really stop us from wanting to face reality. (Just...
    Zelmi5 Zelmi5 18-21, F Jun 22

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    So if I'm messaging with you and ask the sudden I get like... Clingy, or afraid I did something wrong and start blowing up your in box.... Forgive me? I don't mean to bug you...
    HisC HisC 41-45, T 1 Response Jun 19

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    I'm not sure when this obnoxious little habit became reality, but these days I find that I can hardly bring myself to venture out into public. Since coming to university, I've...
    quirkygirl520 quirkygirl520 22-25, F Jun 19

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    I have a fear of vanishing into nothing from existence, and I disappear without a trace
    LeapingToadstool LeapingToadstool 18-21, F Jun 19

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    I'm afraid of turtles, the boogeyman, and melon heads, and clowns. Those are top 4, there are many more. But of that list, I am more afraid of melon heads. Maybe you haven't heard...
    evreno evreno 13-15, M Jun 18

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    I have random panic attacks about dying, even when I am not thinking about death.
    twistedreality22 twistedreality22 22-25, F Jun 17

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    Tomorrow could possibly be the worst day of my life to date so far. My friend is messaging people on experience project and asking them what punishment they think I should receive...
    NCFCfoote NCFCfoote 18-21, M Jun 16

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    We are lost. Because they want us lost. And debating And abusing each other
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Jun 16

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    This is a great video that helped me and can help others! Sky Williams is an amazing person and very motivational and funny YouTuber. I urge anyone dealing with depression/suicide...
    AvgDudeJ AvgDudeJ 26-30, M Jun 16

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    This is a great video that helped me and can help others! Sky Williams is an amazing person and very motivational and funny YouTuber. I urge anyone dealing with depression/suicide...
    AvgDudeJ AvgDudeJ 26-30, M Jun 16

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    This is a great video that helped me and can help others! Sky Williams is an amazing person and very motivational and funny YouTuber. I urge anyone dealing with depression/suicide...
    AvgDudeJ AvgDudeJ 26-30, M Jun 16