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I Fear Mediocrity

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    I fear death, I really do. This whole year, I couldn't sleep, I'm tired.. it really hurts. My fear of death turned me to a suicidal person. Though I fear death, I still wanna die...
    GirlyGirlBil GirlyGirlBil 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 24

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    God has not given us the spirit of fear, but of power , love and a sound mind. Fear of airplanes, failure, judgment, the future, etc. These fears are strongholds that come from...
    Allthingschrist Allthingschrist 31-35 Apr 12

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    This is an update to my story about fear of getting lost and where I am today. The answer was unexpected. I recently went to the doctor to see about actually taking meds for my...
    gazingupwards gazingupwards 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    "Litany Against Fear" I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and...
    WildBruce WildBruce 36-40, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Death is the most unknown factor of life. It's a vicious cycle, birth/live/die. Those who fear death fear the possibility that what they were told by their religion does not exists...
    SurpriseMeToday SurpriseMeToday 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 23

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    Is it bad I have so many fears. I have a fear of death, I am terrified of death. I can't sleep at night cause I'm worried ill die. I get nightmares every night of me dying or I'm...
    broadwaybabe99 broadwaybabe99 13-15, F Mar 25

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    Or worry. Little difference. Fear the world goes lord and serf. Fear marrige becomes just a tax break. Fear no common law lovers. Fear no bisexual bliss. Fear end...
    converted converted 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 27

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    If you do not like what you read- please keep to yourself. A Dire Warning to Christians and People Everywhere. Hello, everyone here. What will be discussed here is very very...
    EvangelistTeen EvangelistTeen 13-15, F Apr 6

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    I don't know if it's strange or not but I don't know anyone else with this fear. I fear not having control. Like, something takes over my body and I'm still inside screaming...
    Audrina14 Audrina14 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    fear has been like a invisible bird cage trapping us in mentayl exaggerated out come scenarios... in actuality when the situation played out the fear was easier to face than what I...
    jayindigo jayindigo 36-40 5 days ago

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    I do not fear death, the manifestation nor the action of dying. What I fear is the pain that comes with it. I force myself to believe it's the only way out, if I just took my own...
    GrimAndInUtterDismay GrimAndInUtterDismay 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    NIGHTMARES/THE LITTLE GIRL/KITCHEN!! PLEASE READ NEED ADVICE. alright so this is going to sound weird but, when I was 13? I lived at my grandmas for 2 years and I began having...
    ImChelsea ImChelsea 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 23

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    My fear was the dark. This started when my dad told me at a very young age that he claimed to see this old rocking chair moving back and forth by itself in my Grandmas basement...
    sassysarah98 sassysarah98 13-15, F Mar 29

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    Sometimes my fears take over & I become afraid of taking chances. I fear I'm ugly, stupid, fat, & pretty much anything else that's negative. I can never be happy with myself. I...
    TheQuietOne92 TheQuietOne92 18-21, F Apr 2

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    I have a fear of barbers and barber's shops. I think it originates from my childhood and being taken to the barbers by my mum. Perhaps I'm scared of having my hair cut too short, I...
    hairguy49 hairguy49 46-50, M Apr 7

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    I have this fear of losing you. The fear of not having you beside me. The thought of you being gone and out of a sudden your love towards me change. That one day you decided to...
    Secretdiary92 Secretdiary92 18-21, F Apr 9

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    I have a fear of the floor falling through because of weight placed on it. I've felt like this since I was little. If I'm ever on a second story of a building I get horrible...
    skinnylittlewrists skinnylittlewrists 16-17, F Apr 12

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    I don't fear it I welcome it but it's the way I go that I fear the most.
    tfanime tfanime 18-21, F Apr 12

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    ....& as I prepare for the knife - to replace my neck_ I don't fear the competency of the surgeons in which who will perform my repair- yet I fear the timing of the end of my...
    Ms12nv Ms12nv 46-50, F 3 days ago

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    I fear people alot. My heart is soft like a crystal. It breaks easily. What people do even with their kindness fear me the Most. Why? Because they unintenionally/intentionally hurt...
    cantma cantma 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    How do you handle fear and anxiety? I always have this thought that i am not good enough, i cant stop comparing myself.
    ggborealis ggborealis 26-30, F Mar 23

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    They terrify the living **** out of me. Only recently have I noticed that I am scared of these bridges. And just bridges in general. I have an irrational fear that they will...
    AjLeePunk AjLeePunk 22-25, F Mar 23

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    This is my opinion. Why fear it? I will die one day, it could be tommorow, a few years for now or today. I'm going to live my life and try to enjoy it while i can.
    RandomExistence RandomExistence 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    And not being what I've always wanted to be in the future and achieving my goals is the biggest fear I got
    TheLadyYves TheLadyYves 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    I desperately want to over come my fear of driving. It's seriously preventing me from being independent. Anyone have any advice to offer on this?...
    SirenSong13 SirenSong13 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Pootn is making me live in fear for my life,family,friends, and the poor people in the Ukraine
    WonderinginWV WonderinginWV 13-15, F Mar 28

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    Every night I just breakdown thinking about my grandfather.. Ever since he passed away I've been worried about how I'm going to lose everyone around me I think of how I'll lose me...
    zy7a zy7a 18-21, F Mar 31

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    I have these fears. Imagined or real. No matter how much they say they care I'm so scared. But at the same time im just there like daring it to happen..It's happened so many times...
    waldeinsamkeit waldeinsamkeit 18-21, F Apr 1

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    What fear do you want to face head on?
    Littlelionwoman81 Littlelionwoman81 36-40, F Apr 5

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    I've been with my boyfriend for over 4 years now and we've had unprotected sex where he's pulled out as well as accidents such as the condom breaking, yet I've never been pregnant...
    beautifulhypocrisy beautifulhypocrisy 18-21, F Apr 5

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    Death is inevitable. Our fear of it makes us play safe, blocks out emotion. It's a losing game. Without passion you are already dead.
    dede9090 dede9090 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    "Terrible thing, to live in fear. Brooks Hatlen knew it. Knew it all too well." Morgan Freeman...
    HopefullyThirdTimeLucky HopefullyThirdTimeLucky 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    To say the least I am fearless. I won't back down from a challenge even when I know I won't succeed. Even death, put a gun to my head I won't cower and beg for my life, no. I won't...
    Icanttrustmyownthoughts Icanttrustmyownthoughts 18-21, M Apr 7

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    when i was sixteen i fell pregnant, which resulted in abortion. ever since then ive been suffering with depression, and have a huge fear of abandonment. before this experience, i...
    eviemay6 eviemay6 16-17, F Apr 8

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    There are probably more and I just don't realize it but one thing I am kind of afraid of is drowning. But being afraid of drowning doesn't stop me from swimming, going to the beach...
    SaigeP SaigeP 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    It's not like fearing it will change anything. It comes to everyone, curling both guilty and innocent souls into its out reached arms. To some it comes slow; to others, formidably...
    Audrina14 Audrina14 13-15, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    To me death is a mere desperation of illusion. I believe in no god, so i have no fear of being cast into the depths of hell or being punished for my unforgiven sins. Life is a game...
    12blueunicorns 12blueunicorns 13-15, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I am tired of working hard for little pay. I am tired of the workers that are paid more, aren't qualified and don't care. I am annoyed that I work hard and he doesn't. I am...
    blicky1234 blicky1234 22-25, M Mar 23

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    Death and growing is a part of life, but that doesn't mean that as I grow and wake up one day and find that I've got dementia and other things that run in my family when we reach a...
    SurpriseMeToday SurpriseMeToday 18-21, F Mar 23

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    Heyy , well every time i go to a doctor i feel nervous and scared , and after a while i feel light headed idk why its so wierd.... Even if im going to a dentist i feel the same
    nareen3 nareen3 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I'm 18 years old and never had a First love
    dejalee dejalee 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    I'm usually able to gain control of my emotions and channel them with accuracy BUT recently (past 36hours) a flood of occerences and unnerving realizations have me afraid of my...
    wickedree wickedree 51-55, F Mar 22

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    I will soon be joining the National Guard. My boyfriend is already in. We've been face to face only ten days before he shipped but talked for about a month plus. That for one is...
    CrimsonFlora CrimsonFlora 18-21, F Mar 22

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    I don't like being scared of every little thing
    elizabethmarquez29 elizabethmarquez29 13-15, F Mar 22

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    I am scared of solitude, but find myself needing it more and more often.
    IamtheTinMan IamtheTinMan 18-21, M Mar 22

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    My boyfriend is outta town for his job and I miss him so much
    themagicmachine themagicmachine 22-25, F Mar 23

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    My fiancé and I were engaged for a year and a half and were due to get married on June 18th. Everything was perfect but his job began to get on top of him and then his dad was...
    dynamitekid dynamitekid 22-25, F Mar 25

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    After 12 years and several cancers, my mother passed away last week. What I perceived, felt and saw in that time is what brought me to discover what an empath is. I have accepted...
    mrbless mrbless 36-40, M 3 Responses Mar 25

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    Well today i knew my attendence was not enough to complete this semester.Another bad semester, a failed one , a terrible one.And i have no one to tell to, its in my mind, i carry...
    edwn112 edwn112 18-21, M Mar 27

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    i take people at face value & get shot down in flames far 2 often, when will i ever learn u can't trust everybody
    translesbian translesbian 41-45, T 3 Responses Mar 28

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