My father: hit me and paddled me with a 2 by 4 of wood.
He hit me with belts.
He hit me on the head with jug.
He would grab me and throw me into a bench and kick me.
He would twist my arm so hard I cried.
He would slap me.
I would run from him, run out the house door and across...
It's becoming an issue for me lately. I've had a rough history with men from 7 years old to now. And it's getting to the point where they literally disgust me and I'm beginning to think of turning to women. I don't know if I'm a lesbian or if I'm just so turned off by men that I...