I Fear Myself

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    I Fear Myself...

    What's your biggest fear?  You get this question on a lot of Myspace surveys and my answer always has to be "myself."  I have made a lot of bad choices in the past and for that I am untrusting of myself.  I'm walking around in fear of doing something...
    JustABlurryImage JustABlurryImage
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 10, 2007

    A Part of Everyone

    I think that inside, everyone fears themselves...if even just a little.  Sometimes we do something that's so out of the ordinary, something that took no coherent thought process or laid-out plan, that you really stop to consider if maybe you are out of control, if you don't...
    LiquidFire89 LiquidFire89
    18-21, F
    Sep 6, 2007

    A Long Story I Don't Feel ...

    a long story i don't feel like getting into right now
    vanillaflame vanillaflame
    31-35, F
    Oct 24, 2007

    One Evil Sob

    i honestly scare myself sometimes really do. i know you all think i'm a good person and everything but theres a part of me none of you know about. i have a dark side to me... a very dark side. i don't like it and it terrifies me a lot. the things i have done before.... their...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass
    22-25, M
    16 Responses Feb 3, 2011

    I Worry That I Am A Bad Person...

    And I constantly worry about my perceptions and ideas about things as I fear they are wrong and abnormal. Everytime I think or feel something bad about something or someone else, I have to get it validated by another person. Why? Because I don't trust myself. That's the long and...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jul 2, 2011

    ~ What I Am Capable of Doing to Myself ~

                   ~    ~    ~    ~     - I have a lot of thoughts that I don't share with anyone. I know what would happen..... They would leave me so fast, my head would...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jun 5, 2009

    Im Afraid Of Hurting Myself...mentaly

    im afraid of my self, because when i go up to speek my first sermon , im afraid ill spread the wrong message, fall over myself, studder... im afraid ill screw up... im scared of rejection. i cant handle being rejected because my mom rejected me and daniel, and we where orphans...
    futurepreacher123 futurepreacher123
    13-15, F
    Feb 11, 2010

    The World

    I can sence spirits all around me everywhere. I can even talk to them. I dont fear the spirits. But i do fear myself the fear my spirit energy will become evill again ive done battle with spirits and do it almost everyday the two worlds i live in are spirital and physical i can...
    nakayan nakayan
    1 Response Jun 17, 2013

    I Was Going to Delete This

     but then i realized  I didnt want to do that . i want to accept the fact that i fear myself and figure out how to overcome it ...  i want to look myself in the eyes and completely forgive myself for the things ive done wrong in my life . so for now yes i fear...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
    26-30, F
    Oct 30, 2007

    I have a really bad temper waiting to release.

    I need to get off the pressure but once it's out, I can never turn back. The first biggest thing I fear is God but the second is the monster inside of me. It is prowling in the dark corners, growling harshly, waiting for a chance to jump out into the light and unleash its...
    colourflame colourflame
    13-15, F
    May 21, 2015

    Im Afraid Of What I Could Do

    over the years ive had thoughts and almost actions i would have regret i know i would have and i am afraid of what im capable of doing yaknow ...just im a big person in more ways than one and i anger pretty easily in some cases and i am really afraid of what i might do by mistake...
    jlogan14 jlogan14
    16-17, M
    Jun 6, 2012
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