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I Fear Pain

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    Pain

    It is the one thing I fear... I have been in serious pain after surgery and pain above the head is awful too.  So my worst nightmare is too die in severe pain.  Anything but that!
    Nesryn Nesryn 46-50, F Jun 27, 2008

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    I Hate Pain No Matter How Small

    but I love to cut. Now that doesn't make sense to me.
    alphonseelric alphonseelric 18-21, M Mar 18, 2012

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    No One Really Gets It

    My fear isn’t crippling and strangely enough when I am in pain I have an extremely high threshold for it but the thought of something that will cause me pain like jumping over something and possibly falling, anything to do with doctors and just things I know will hurt me I will...
    Rozen258 Rozen258 18-21, T Jan 14, 2013

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    What Pain?

    I fear pain. This is a unanimous feeling with all in this group. But just what kind of pain do we feel this means? Physical, emotional, mental, an agony unexplained by science or faith? When you talk about fear do you mean an agonizingly, paralyzing, gut wrenching fear of...
    SacredNightmare SacredNightmare 18-21, F Feb 5, 2012

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    Yes yes, At first we are all afraid of failure, because you care, my opinion is many who care less, don't mind failure as much as, initially do caring peeps..At some point though...
    caliopwet caliopwet 66-70, M 27 mins ago

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    I wish there was an easy way to end my suffering. I often wonder what I've done to deserve to always suffer. I'm tired of the pain. The physical pain, the mental pain and the...
    St4rbright St4rbright 26-30, F 10 hrs ago

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    I had a stroke March 2nd. I was in the hospital from March 2-March 25. Then I was in a rehab facility till April 19th. I started feeling this burning ,stabbing pain in my right...
    moonstar312 moonstar312 36-40, F 1 Response 58 mins ago

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    I don't fear death because I have already did
    Zellaplayzcreepypasta Zellaplayzcreepypasta 18-21, T 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I've self harmed since I was 10. I didn't know it was self harm back then. I've tried killing myself three times. I kept chickening out halfway through. Unless it's pain I can...
    DemraSynfata DemraSynfata 18-21, F Mar 28

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    I was diagnosed with it three years ago. I slowly started to realize that my level of pain probably wasn’t in the average range when it increased with each day. I sometimes...
    mishale80 mishale80 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    literally my life. I just HAD to start the day before finals. and the second day (my first day finals) is always the most painful. I feel like death right now and I'm so freaking...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 12 hrs ago

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    had a shoulder op sooooo much pain :(((
    ingerz123 ingerz123 61-65, M 6 hrs ago

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    I wish i could take these two and remove the fear and pains of there young live away..... My wife and i love them dearly. There great kids in my book. They know where to turn if...
    ImHungry2 ImHungry2 51-55, M Apr 13

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    To see your lips murmer words of sweet hopefulness or mere nonchalance, but have your eyes say something different, A mask is truely the most hated thing. Why hate? Because it is...
    ConLocura ConLocura 18-21, F Apr 14

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    Dying isnt like the movies. We all expect how it would be if there was a disease or an accident that affected a loved one, but.. The truth is... Its not like anything u could ever...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    "When you love someone, truly love them, you lay your heart open to them. You give them a part of yourself that you give to no one else, and you let them inside a part of you that...
    WithinTheHeart WithinTheHeart 36-40, F 8 Responses Apr 8

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    I jump in the pool, i rest at the bottom, its peaceful, i hear voices but its faint, my eyes are closed but my mind is alive. At any moment i could finish, i could end it all...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    Of any stomach aches and pains, and throwing up.. x__x Also, of needles, blood, and having blood taken.. T^T
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 16

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    hyperdermic needles and injections. Like when i see it i usually just get like a horrible pain through my arm but other times i faint and they are usually the times i am not...
    internationalkoala internationalkoala 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 17

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    no one told me grief felt so much like fear
    raebaybrown raebaybrown 22-25, F a week ago

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    I fear, mistrust and absolutely DREAD air travel...every single time I get aboard a plane, I'm like oh GOD please don't crash on takeoff, don't crash in midair don't crash on...
    modd096 modd096 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I didn't realize this issue until 2014. When I lived abroad, I basically cut myself off from men because I knew that it was only about sex. And no, I wasn't going to have any. I...
    aepteewS aepteewS 41-45 Apr 12

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    I know i'm kina young, but I fear that I will never get a boyfriend or be loved. I mean I have been in relationships and all but they have been pathetic middle school relationships...
    alice4114 alice4114 16-17, F 21 hrs ago

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    I know i'm kina young, but I fear that I will never get a boyfriend or be loved. I mean I have been in relationships and all but they have been pathetic middle school relationships...
    alice4114 alice4114 16-17, F 21 hrs ago

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    Fear is real... The fear has been fulfilled, it has it's reasons to stay now :/
    Catho Catho 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I am 20 years old now, and I have never had a girlfriend, I have never kissed a girl, I haven't even ever held a girls hand. It makes me feel so pathetic and sad to realise that...
    WandererJay WandererJay 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    Of course.. putting yourself out there takes vulnerability. Vulnerability is hard, and we, as a rule, tend to go for what’s easy; by that logic, closing ourselves off is the...
    WithinTheHeart WithinTheHeart 36-40, F 7 Responses Apr 11

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    Sometimes the fear is so extreme I feel like I have to end myself. I don't want to end myself but I also don't want to live half scared to death on the inside all the time. Bleh...
    madlibb madlibb 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It's been such a long time since I have been on here. One of the reasons is because I live in chronic pain 24/7. I knew I wouldn't get better and that eventually, I would get worse...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F Apr 4

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    It's been such a long time since I have been on here. One of the reasons is because I live in chronic pain 24/7. I knew I wouldn't get better and that eventually, I would get worse...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I always know when my period comes because of the pain. It's pain that hurts but isn't at the stage where I'm thinking "I can't deal with this anymore". It's like an alarm clock...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have been in chronic pain for 25 years, what that has taught me I would like to share with others, My life was perfect, our four children were grown and on their own and we were...
    darlingrose darlingrose 70+, F 11 Responses Mar 29

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    My husband has suffered with chronic pain for 6 years. He had a fusion thinking it was the root cause of his pain but it didn't help. He has tried every treatment under the moon...
    gauls gauls 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 29

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    Pain is nothing. Pain is a restraint that you can overcome. No matter what pain physical or emotional it will go away. Pain is terrible but will heal. Pain is an obstacle that can...
    Hispan Hispan 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    Ive been clean for a year... I completely forgot how it feels, the pain. I guess i just feel empty, and invisible. No one really gives a **** if im around. I have friends, but i...
    TheRebel17 TheRebel17 16-17, F Mar 29

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    This might seem strange but I like to paint my fingernails and I am a boy. It started when my sister wanted to paint them and I let her do it. And I like having my nails painted so...
    crazykid100 crazykid100 13-15, M Apr 14

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    But i live in fear of myself, What is inside of me.... That my demons will win this fight...
    lynnewolf99 lynnewolf99 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I fear rejection & ending up alone. I swallow my feelings & put up with people's bs, than to take the chance of making someone mad at me. I feel the need to please people & meet...
    bljxo bljxo 13-15 1 Response Mar 29

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    I don't fear death because only God can judge me
    caiseyi caiseyi 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    kakorrhaphiophobia Definitions: n. the fear of failure or defeat
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M Mar 31

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    I am invulnerable Every Time I blink there's a hurricane in the Pacific Iv been burned, hit by a car, fallen from the sky. I can snore loud enough to wake the devil, but I tell him...
    yourtheocean yourtheocean 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 2

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