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I Fear That I Will Never Be Happy

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    Sad Realisation

    It's really strange and its very hard for me to tell other people. From the outside looking in my life seems great. At my age, 26, people think I'm confident and that I am relatively successful. What they don't see is me in my room alone crying for no reason at all. And it's been...
    RickGrae RickGrae 26-30 1 Response Dec 15, 2012

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    Just Want a Chance to Be Happy.

    I feel, deep down, that I'll never be happy. Or, I should say, that I'll never be the happy that I want to be. I've been told all my life that I'll never have the things I want. Never experience the things I want. Never be who I want to be. I used to try and tell myself that they...
    Cursedboy Cursedboy 36-40, M 11 Responses Sep 14, 2008

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    Shackeled to My Past

    I don't think I will ever be happy because I still love my first ex boyfriend. I am in a relationship now and I am lying to my current boyfriend when I say that I love him. and another reason why I will never be happy is because I have tried to get out of my current relationship...
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal 18-21, F Sep 14, 2008

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    Hate Aging!

    As a small child, all I wanted to do was have Fun. I got spanked and yelled at. I was so scared, I couldn't do/say anything. Now I'm older, and while there's shows on TV I Love, there's lots of News Media stories that: 1) Make Medina This order: Sick, Sad, & Scared. 2) I wish...
    WhiteLegoNinja WhiteLegoNinja 22-25, F Jan 25, 2013

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    Justwants

    I just want to be happy loved I feel like since I been diagonsed I am more alone then ever before I just want to be able to date the hardest part is telling the person I am dating I HIV positive. I feel they will run the other way start spreading the word around our city. tobehap...
    whowouldofknown whowouldofknown 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 24, 2011

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    I used to be afraid that no one would ever fall

    in love with me, but now I'm afraid I ll never fall in love with someone who loves me back.
    itsallii itsallii 18-21, F Jan 3

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    Why Does She Do This to Me Mentally and Emotionally

    Well here is my story: I have known this woman for 17 years now since I was a teenager.... I was always a shy kid but when I met her I really fell in love.... I finally got the nerve up to ask her out and then when I was about to do it I ...
    bearsfannumero1 bearsfannumero1 31-35 Aug 17, 2009

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    Tired of Waiting

    I am so tired of trying to patiently wait for a little happiness to come my way! It's not like i haven't tried to look for it either. I though the day I married I would live happily ever after. Well, I knew I would still have problems and stuff but I just didn't know that it...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 2, 2007

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    I love my wife but she does not enjoy having

    sex at all. She has told me that she finds it dirty and has a hard time performing the most basic of sexual intercourse. She will only do one position and that's it. I have never received a b***j** or anything basic in the 10 years ive been married to her. Thinking of looking...
    royalfg1 royalfg1 31-35 1 Response Dec 10, 2013

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    Hopeless

    I feel like I will never be truly happy with anyone.  Every time a guy approaches me, he's either very nice or a huge *******.  And what do I choose every single time?  The *******, of course.  I don't deserve a nice guy.  I wouldn't appreciate him...
    5H18L20 5H18L20 18-21, F 1 Response May 15, 2010

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    Who Am I?

    All my life I've been abused by a pair of western nobodies who believe: "It's Our way or NO way, NOT even the Highway" Coupled with a number of terrible stories I read in the news, I find myself wondering who I really am, where I come from, & what is my Destiny?? Please help an...
    WhiteLegoNinja WhiteLegoNinja 22-25, F Jan 21, 2013

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    Not In My Experience

    I sometimes think that fate put me here as a bit of a joke, just to see me suffer and cry and I'm not sure what I did to **** off karma but I feel like I'm being punished for something really, really terrible. I always used to think life was balanced, you get good times and bad...
    sezziy sezziy 22-25, F 1 Response May 15, 2010

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    I'm Nineteen.

    I think life has a lot to do with your perspective, your outlook on ****. I have really bad days and yet sometimes, I feel like my life is so great. I constantly disappoint myself though. I fail over and over again. Right now, school isn't going so well, I've told my parents I'm...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 10, 2012

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    What To Do ?

    I'm not happy , I don't feel well and my psychological state is bad.there Is many things I can't let it out of my mind. First of all , there is him I don't know what's wrong with him ! He don't open his heart for me he just keep act so mystery , I wish if he just could...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 3, 2013

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    Some Things That My Parents Hate...

    ok I really like this guy and were dating but he smokes... and my parents don't know and he wants to meet them and if he meets them and they ask if he does drugs or smokes he is going to be like I don't do drugs but I smoke and then I wont be able to see him again i tried to have...
    heartbroken15 heartbroken15 16-17, F May 22, 2013

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    My mother literally just told me how much I suck at everything. She told me how ugly I am. She told me how dumb I am. She told me how unathletic I am. She told me how much of a...
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    I just got done reading a few stories, and the things don't add up, than I look at the age 13-15, and it just makes me shake my head. I wasn't even allowed to be on the internet...
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    Very certain that I will never experience the touch of a man again. That I will spend my remaining time on earth alone....in a perpetual state of disappointment.
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    I am not perfect, but I swear I will never break my promise.
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    I think I came to an conclusion! Lol, that I got to change how I view everything ! Take on a more positive attitude and complaining about nothing be content in whatever state I'm...
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    I think it's probably a silly, pointless fear, but I still fear it. I think I'm more afraid that I'll find someone to really love me and then they'll stop loving me.
    couldbeheaven couldbeheaven 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Well.. today makes 17 years ive been on the planet... I spent it in my bed crying just like last year.. I just want to get away!!!! I can never find Someone who makes me happy.. I...
    susiehomemakur susiehomemakur 26-30 Mar 27

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    My boyfriend and I had been dating from a really young age. We took a break.... he had something on with another girl and me with another guy. He came back and wanted to sort...
    Lampedo Lampedo 26-30 Apr 4

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    But that's not bad.They tell me I live in a fairy tale.Does that mean I need to get out of it into the "real world", or just that they're jealous that they're not in one? I once...
    stranger001 stranger001 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    hi im ----- , im 13 years old and a girl ...when i was like 10-11 i used to worry/stress about stupid things as i do now i suppose....when i was 11-12 i got more sadder...this was...
    imme163 imme163 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I guess I've always known this but am willing to accept it more now. Finally I am ready to change and have begun restructuring my entire mindset over towards positive thinking. A...
    crazynam321 crazynam321 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 6

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    Well it's been two days and my ex did not respond to a happy birthday I texted him ...no thanks nothing! He must of talked a lot of horrible stuff about me and feels guilty! Or he...
    nicky612 nicky612 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    From my first love. I realized you don't have to be happy with how someone makes you feel, Being in love with someone who won't compromise , is a living hell. I wish the person...
    bgupta766 bgupta766 31-35, M Mar 25

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    I started smoking late 2013, with my friend for no particular reason. Occasionally after school, we'd chill, buy a cigarette each, and go smoke behind the store we'd buy them from...
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    Falling in love with a girl you thought was everything and perfect and she promised you she would never hurt you, well ends up she turns out to be everything she said she never...
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    Well great news (not really) Tennessee (my home state) is passing a bill right now that says that we need MORE religious freedom in school. Saying that the government needs to...
    Twittlebug Twittlebug 22-25 Mar 29

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    I just need someone to hold me & say that everything will be fine, someone who can express their true feelings, someone to drink with, someone who will love me inside & out...
    DefineLines DefineLines 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    My life is a living hell. You make mistakes and you pay for them, possibly with your life. My boyfriend and I are on the brink of being homeless because my father was absolutely...
    tanya6k tanya6k 22-25 Apr 4

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    When family and foes make a point of using opinion as fact to harm me it pleases me to correct them, it hurts when family do this, but I can't let anyone hold me down. The quicker...
    Tricke1983 Tricke1983 31-35, F Mar 23

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    I've been pushing away. I do like some guys, but when they actually take on the urge to ask me out. I get scared, afraid. So i reject them on the spot regardless if i hurt them or...
    Dapperness Dapperness 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I just broke up with a gf of 4 years. We lived together for 2 years. She is a bi and she has fallen in love with a guy at work. I am crushed when I caught her lying to cover up her...
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    people i meet always like me because they think im funny ,but why it seems like i dont have a friend..i feel like they talk bad things behind my back buy when i am around i feel...
    love19872012 love19872012 26-30, F Mar 31

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    I am an attractive person and honestly guys do like me but the kind of guys I want don't seem to stick around. I'm afraid I will have to settle for a guy that really loves and...
    mimileelee mimileelee 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 1

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    I am afraid of being alone for the rest of my life because I can never get a girl to like me half as much as I like her
    Easye215 Easye215 13-15, M Apr 1

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    I just turned 18, I know I'm still young, but I'm scared nobody will ever truly love me. I've only had one serious bf and he ended up hurting me.
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    I'm starting to think I will not find someone that wants just me. I am not enough
    dixiecrystal1 dixiecrystal1 18-21, F Apr 3

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    im scared to talk to boys because im afraid i won't be good enough or im not pretty enough 😔 what's wrong with me, my sister was never like that in high school.. in fact she was...
    addictedtoashx3 addictedtoashx3 16-17, F Apr 3

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    I like this guy, and he is 6"3 black and Italian totally gorgeous he has an amazing body and he is funny cool and I'm so comfortable around him !!!! But he is Wayyyy out of my...
    Mysteriousstranger93 Mysteriousstranger93 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I never even get the chance to talk to a girl because they always go away when they see me :( Some girls say that they like bigsized/ fat boys. However, in reality, there is no...
    fatbellyboy fatbellyboy 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 7

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    ´The sky is the limit...to how many times some people can lie... telling the same things over and over again...giving their word...saying they are deeply sorry, they...
    SweetNancy SweetNancy 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Don't feel sad over someone who gave up on you, feel sorry for them because they gave up on someone who would have never given up on them... (It is really hard missing somebody...
    charmee26 charmee26 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    thegirlinthegreencar thegirlinthegreencar 22-25, F 4 days ago

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