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I Fear That I Will Never Survive Motherhood

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    Im Struggling With My Son's Behaviour Problems

    I struggling to cope with my son's aggessive behavouir s . He does have autism , but not severe with it for hes high funtioning . I tried to get him to clean hes bedroom but he refused to do it and told me to do it , I said to him I wont play anymore games with him then . I then...
    mishy40 mishy40 36-40 Jan 3, 2012

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    Oh God I Want to Run Away and Never Come Back

    my entire life is my kids.  and yet there's no reward at the end of the day.  well, i can't say that cuz my angel of a daughter does everything in her power to please me, but the level of neediness, the level of responsibility required, the neverendingness of it...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 6 Responses Feb 5, 2008

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    I Don't Know If I'd Be a Good Mom

    Sometimes I freak myself out when I think about what it would be like to raise children. I think about how stressed and anxious and depressed I already am right now, and I can't even imagine what it might be like with children in my life. I get scared that I wouldn't be able to...
    paperalias paperalias 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 17, 2008

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    Where's the Kleenex?!

    my son was so mean to me last night on the way to his basketball game that i was practically in tears the whole way.  if it hadn't been for the fact that my neighbor was in the car with us, i probably would have had a nervous breakdown (thank goodness for small miracles...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 7, 2008

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    New Mommy

    I last gave birth May of 1998 but I am just now getting to really know and love my kids. I am falling in love with them. I am going back and remembering their little faces and and their little eyes because when I first met t5hem I didn't feel or I didn't allow myself to feel. I...
    cutiesagi cutiesagi 66-70 1 Response Sep 26, 2012

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    My son is with his father every other weekend,

    and we recently agreed that he should have him a couple of hours every wedensday as well. That's great. It really is. I'm thankfull that he's a good father that loves his son and wants to spend time with him. But the thing is... I want to live his life. I want to work as much...
    Thisisnotwhatiwanted Thisisnotwhatiwanted 22-25, F Mar 13

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    My daughter is my clean slate.

    I am no longer a *****, insert any derogatory statement. I am clean of my past sins because of her. I am in a relationship but we fight often; I believe in commitment but I can honestly say I am terrified of the idea of having to be a single mother if this doesn't work out and...
    thegirlinthegreencar thegirlinthegreencar 22-25, F Apr 17, 2014

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    Failure To Launch

    I have never written anything on any boards before, but I think I must need to vent. My son has just turned 16, and I really think he will never get his act together. He is very handsome, physically fit, average intelligence, is fluent in 4 languages, but....he is SO LAZY!! He...
    GrabbingLifeByTheHorns GrabbingLifeByTheHorns 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2013

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    Cirque De Me

    this morning i had to practically do a circus act to get my daughter up for school.  she stayed up way too late last night (against my admonitions) and then couldnt get up for nothin. my kids do this all the time--especially when i've got a deadline or assignments to do...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 3, 2008

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    My Version Of Motherhood.

    There are those that say that being a mom is the greatest thing that they hae ever experienced, that being home with their kids 24/7 is the most rewarding thing that they have ever done. In a way I envy those woman, in a way I wish that I could have that same feeling about being...
    scarrlettfever scarrlettfever 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 13, 2013

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    A Famous Quote, "motherhood Is The Lonliest Place A Woman Can Ever Face."

    I heard that quote once and it never really sunk in until I had my own child.  He's 2 and a half now.  As far as toddlers go I guess he's pretty good.  He's not the problem.  He's 2.  He's suppose to be needy, hyper, bad, and good all in the same five...
    Penguinfriends Penguinfriends 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    I get a lot of messages asking if I'd share my wife. So there you have it: NO, never. Every one does with it as he pleases, but to me sharing my wife would be disrespecting myself...
    Luckyguy1970 Luckyguy1970 41-45, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    BlondeSweetheart BlondeSweetheart 41-45, F 6 Responses Aug 21

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    I have no reason to lie on here about anything or the experiences I share. What you see is what you get.
    Perseph0ne Perseph0ne 26-30, F Aug 21

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    Here on EP I constantly am diverted to other sites. I will never purchase your products if you hijack my phone or laptop. I probably wouldn't have anyways. But I. Definitely not...
    AtleastImHonest AtleastImHonest 31-35, M Aug 20

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    If it's an opinion, I'll make darn sure you know my thoughts. If it's a fact, then I won't stop until I make you learn something. I can't stand it when people insist upon voicing...
    RedHeadedNinja RedHeadedNinja 13-15, F Aug 18

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    Why should I? The past is what made me who I am. All the scars, bruises, mistakes and failures are nothing but test to prepare you.
    MummifiedCatLady MummifiedCatLady 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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    Lately my appetite for a 3 sum with a mother and daughter has been growing. Like a snowball affect... I see my self attracted to women, who have daughters of adult age, or...
    Empresario Empresario 31-35, M Aug 18

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    I will never grow up! I grew up when I was 3 and went into self-exile. Now I have come out of that and I AM NEVER GOING TO GROW UP!
    ElementalCyclone ElementalCyclone 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 17

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    I've never smoked a cigarette in my whole life, and I never intend to. They're disgusting, they're addictive, they kill you, and they weaken you. All of this in contrast to...
    anon8369 anon8369 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    Ok smoking is disgusting and it's not like I can anyway being an asthmatic and all besides I don't like what can happen to you if you smoke it's a filthy habit. But that is just...
    Aprilmizu42 Aprilmizu42 13-15, F Aug 17

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    I went to the 9/11 site today I had seen the pools and the names around them I had asked a security guard where I can find a name and he showed me a computer off to the side and I...
    Bella70 Bella70 41-45, F Aug 16

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    Flyonthewindscreen Flyonthewindscreen 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    I was on Papa Roach concert on the 14th of June and it was really good! <3 Jacoby was looking at us like he knew us :3
    VerenaTheShadow VerenaTheShadow 16-17, F Aug 16

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    If I ever do, my account has been hacked. :-)
    Annodumbaknee Annodumbaknee 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    Ya but since I've never been normal cause I don't know what that's like. I can't miss it so win-win! Problem solved haha :)
    FreightTrainOG FreightTrainOG 18-21, M Aug 15

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    It's really hard when your not pretty. I feel like I would have found love a long time ago of I wasn't so f****** ugly. seriously. we all want to wake up in the morning to the face...
    skittlequeen skittlequeen 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    Everyone wants happiness nobody wants pain...But you can't have a rainbow without a little rain. 👍🏼
    rdep rdep 18-21, M Aug 14

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    this is one of the worst feelings you could have. loving someone who doesnt love you. when love is one sided it tears at you that they dont feel the same way. you cant help with...
    loveknowsnobounds loveknowsnobounds 31-35 1 Response Aug 14

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    The reason most people never achieve their dreams is because they simply give up. Life was never meant to be easy – its a constant struggle, with extreme lows and extreme highs...
    khylton96 khylton96 18-21, F Aug 13

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    Somethings are just not meant to be. Some wishes never come true, no matter how hard one tries. Some memories haunt you forever, no matter how cherished they were. And then they...
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    why I want to smell men's underwear so badly and nobody else seems to share this issue.I am forty years old and gay and autistic.am male and since I was six ive wanted to smell...
    Quinky99 Quinky99 36-40, M Aug 12

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