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I Fear That I Will Never Survive Motherhood

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 43 People

    Where's the Kleenex?!

    my son was so mean to me last night on the way to his basketball game that i was practically in tears the whole way.  if it hadn't been for the fact that my neighbor was in the car with us, i probably would have had a nervous breakdown (thank goodness for small miracles...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 7, 2008

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    Im Struggling With My Son's Behaviour Problems

    I struggling to cope with my son's aggessive behavouir s . He does have autism , but not severe with it for hes high funtioning . I tried to get him to clean hes bedroom but he refused to do it and told me to do it , I said to him I wont play anymore games with him then . I then...
    mishy40 mishy40 36-40 Jan 3, 2012

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    Oh God I Want to Run Away and Never Come Back

    my entire life is my kids.  and yet there's no reward at the end of the day.  well, i can't say that cuz my angel of a daughter does everything in her power to please me, but the level of neediness, the level of responsibility required, the neverendingness of it...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 6 Responses Feb 5, 2008

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    My Version Of Motherhood.

    There are those that say that being a mom is the greatest thing that they hae ever experienced, that being home with their kids 24/7 is the most rewarding thing that they have ever done. In a way I envy those woman, in a way I wish that I could have that same feeling about being...
    scarrlettfever scarrlettfever 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 13, 2013

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    A Famous Quote, "motherhood Is The Lonliest Place A Woman Can Ever Face."

    I heard that quote once and it never really sunk in until I had my own child.  He's 2 and a half now.  As far as toddlers go I guess he's pretty good.  He's not the problem.  He's 2.  He's suppose to be needy, hyper, bad, and good all in the same five...
    Penguinfriends Penguinfriends 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    My daughter is my clean slate.

    I am no longer a *****, insert any derogatory statement. I am clean of my past sins because of her. I am in a relationship but we fight often; I believe in commitment but I can honestly say I am terrified of the idea of having to be a single mother if this doesn't work out and...
    thegirlinthegreencar thegirlinthegreencar 22-25, F Apr 17, 2014

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    New Mommy

    I last gave birth May of 1998 but I am just now getting to really know and love my kids. I am falling in love with them. I am going back and remembering their little faces and and their little eyes because when I first met t5hem I didn't feel or I didn't allow myself to feel. I...
    cutiesagi cutiesagi 70+ 1 Response Sep 26, 2012

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    I Don't Know If I'd Be a Good Mom

    Sometimes I freak myself out when I think about what it would be like to raise children. I think about how stressed and anxious and depressed I already am right now, and I can't even imagine what it might be like with children in my life. I get scared that I wouldn't be able to...
    paperalias paperalias 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 17, 2008

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    Failure To Launch

    I have never written anything on any boards before, but I think I must need to vent. My son has just turned 16, and I really think he will never get his act together. He is very handsome, physically fit, average intelligence, is fluent in 4 languages, but....he is SO LAZY!! He...
    GrabbingLifeByTheHorns GrabbingLifeByTheHorns 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2013

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    Cirque De Me

    this morning i had to practically do a circus act to get my daughter up for school.  she stayed up way too late last night (against my admonitions) and then couldnt get up for nothin. my kids do this all the time--especially when i've got a deadline or assignments to do...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 3, 2008

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    When we’d fight and it was my fault, I’d try and soothe the wounds by saying, “I love you.” It’s a cheap trick, isn’t it? To use “I love you” to put a band-aid on...
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 4 Responses Feb 7

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    I will never allow anyone to break my heart , I will never be upset or care , I won't listen to anyone who's telling me something I don't want to do , I want to be my self I will...
    Taurus1993s Taurus1993s 18-21, F Feb 19

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    I will never settle for less than what I want. I will never settle for less than what is the best for me. Sure, they'll all tell me "she's too hot for you" or "there's no way you...
    Xamad Xamad 22-25, M 22 hrs ago

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    It is true that I am a nudist and very sexually active with males only. However, I will never do a one night stand with anyone. One night stands are not my style. I want to know...
    redheadfemale redheadfemale 31-35, F Feb 7

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    Will Never Grow Out Of Disney................
    god1011 god1011 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    dont get me wrong im sure with that special someone you know who you are and being withmy niece and nephew i will have good times but im just not one of those happy go lucky people...
    Beutifulman1970 Beutifulman1970 41-45, M 3 hrs ago

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    He wrote me this one day, :') "I am sure he feels the same way about you that you feel about him so don't let your insecurities keep you from enjoying that which makes you so...
    indahnesia indahnesia 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    As usual, I'm not handling Valentine's day too well. I was doing great by focusing on work, but then I ended up on the web tonight and that all went to hell. If I'm really being...
    GoldingFlies GoldingFlies 18-21 Feb 15

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    I'm stubborn, What can I say. It puts me through Pain I cannot describe to you, Well I can give you an idea.. Imagine setting your insides on fire, there's an example(joke). Really...
    MisssValentine MisssValentine 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I let my walls down and I got hurt. I loved someone that didn't love me. He was my everything and he wasn't willing to fight to keep me. I was nothing to him. I'm never letting my...
    kpfoster1985 kpfoster1985 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 13

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    By far there has been no girl that I can particularly relate to who was very fond or interested in me even if I studied in co ED I dont think good looks, money, beauty things...
    FightingTillTheEnd FightingTillTheEnd 31-35, M Feb 17

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    Nope, N.E.V.E.R NEVER!!!!!!!!! there are somethings in life that we never grow up from, and my things is Disney. I could not live a life without Minnie Mouse in my life. I LOVE...
    ThatOneSomaliGirl ThatOneSomaliGirl 13-15, F 6 Responses Feb 22

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    I'm grateful that I met you here. I'm grateful for your presence, for your persistence of stalking me. I'm grateful that I learned so much from you. I'm grateful that I found...
    indahnesia indahnesia 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Everything's changed. Things have been way quiet and uneventful ever since I lost my maternal grandparents. I never saw my maternal grandmother, so I cherished and devoted time to...
    iTetra iTetra 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    My unforgettable encounter was not with a person, rather it was with a piece of paper that really lifted my spirit. It's so.. SPLENDID! So surreal that a piece of paper, left...
    mercifulpennies mercifulpennies 18-21, F Feb 13

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    I'm not what I'm suppose to be. They want a girl who's happy. That's not me. The girl who can talk forever about anything. The girl who isn't insecure and shy. They want someone...
    alyssakayart alyssakayart 18-21, F Feb 13

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    Today. Valentine's Day 2015. I had a sexy dream this morning. You were in it. This is crazy. We don't talk since December 2011. But I've seen you almost everyday on my way to...
    crazysoul24 crazysoul24 22-25 Feb 14

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    i am 47yrs old. The one thing in life that would have completed me would have been to find love. i challenge anyone who says it will just happen one day. it dosnt happen for...
    pedroantonius pedroantonius 46-50, M Feb 15

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    I am so complicated I could never imagine someone loving me... Not because of interest or anything, but genuinely for me. Sometimes I even want to step out of my body cause I can't...
    k3ll1n k3ll1n 18-21, F Feb 15

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    By the time I had children I had been wearing diapers for many years and decided I would not force my children to potty train. I have two sons, one is 19 and potty trained when he...
    jensoasis jensoasis 46-50, F 5 Responses Feb 15

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    Just recently, the guy that I have been attracted to for the longest time asked me out on a date. I was so shocked and dumbfounded. I had dug myself a hole and been a prisoner to...
    marieflorence109 marieflorence109 22-25, F Feb 15

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    in Mario, im 26, and i have a problem. I give every single part of my self to the person i love. Yes, that sounds kinda stupid, al the girls i met use to be with me for my money or...
    wildnugget wildnugget 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    i gave my heart it was thrown to the vultures here is my advice to all the people on ep never take anything seriously especially when its too good to be true.....
    sweetwitchy sweetwitchy 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    I'm not anyone first choice😩 im not anyone favorite.☹people may tell me that im special and that I mean alot to them☺, but deep down I know they will chose someone over me...
    HerTrapQueen HerTrapQueen 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    I have 3 boys who have never been potty trained. They are now 8, 6, and 3 and all three of them are still in diapers. We gave them the choice on whether or not they wanted to be...
    DiaperDaddy32 DiaperDaddy32 31-35, M 3 Responses Feb 22

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    angiestong angiestong 26-30, F Feb 25

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    To Many Men Have Told Me That They Married A Wonderful Woman And Ended Up With A Wife. The Only Thing Women And Wives Have In Common Are Gender Apparently. So I Will Stay Single
    DonnaDomm DonnaDomm 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever gonna tell you my secrets.
    YouCantEscapeMyDemons YouCantEscapeMyDemons 13-15, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    The guy I've been with for a long time just cheated on me... I had to find out from the girl who posted a picture. I don't know what to do about it.. I'm so hurt that my emotions...
    makailafish makailafish 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    What are some upcoming concerts you will be attending? Looking forward to the summer announcements that should be starting to roll in.
    Bumblelion Bumblelion 31-35, M 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    Every time I start the conversation I kind of feel like I'm annoying you or boring you so I don't really want to be the one to always start.
    HananAquarius HananAquarius 22-25, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Everything I like is either expensive, illegal, or doesn't text back :(
    ChattingIsNiceToo ChattingIsNiceToo 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 7

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