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I Fear That I Will Never Survive Motherhood

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    Where's the Kleenex?!

    my son was so mean to me last night on the way to his basketball game that i was practically in tears the whole way.  if it hadn't been for the fact that my neighbor was in the car with us, i probably would have had a nervous breakdown (thank goodness for small miracles...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 7, 2008

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    New Mommy

    I last gave birth May of 1998 but I am just now getting to really know and love my kids. I am falling in love with them. I am going back and remembering their little faces and and their little eyes because when I first met t5hem I didn't feel or I didn't allow myself to feel. I...
    cutiesagi cutiesagi 70+ 1 Response Sep 26, 2012

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    Im Struggling With My Son's Behaviour Problems

    I struggling to cope with my son's aggessive behavouir s . He does have autism , but not severe with it for hes high funtioning . I tried to get him to clean hes bedroom but he refused to do it and told me to do it , I said to him I wont play anymore games with him then . I then...
    mishy40 mishy40 36-40 Jan 3, 2012

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    My daughter is my clean slate.

    I am no longer a *****, insert any derogatory statement. I am clean of my past sins because of her. I am in a relationship but we fight often; I believe in commitment but I can honestly say I am terrified of the idea of having to be a single mother if this doesn't work out and...
    thegirlinthegreencar thegirlinthegreencar 22-25, F Apr 17

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    Failure To Launch

    I have never written anything on any boards before, but I think I must need to vent. My son has just turned 16, and I really think he will never get his act together. He is very handsome, physically fit, average intelligence, is fluent in 4 languages, but....he is SO LAZY!! He...
    GrabbingLifeByTheHorns GrabbingLifeByTheHorns 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2013

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    Cirque De Me

    this morning i had to practically do a circus act to get my daughter up for school.  she stayed up way too late last night (against my admonitions) and then couldnt get up for nothin. my kids do this all the time--especially when i've got a deadline or assignments to do...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 3, 2008

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    Oh God I Want to Run Away and Never Come Back

    my entire life is my kids.  and yet there's no reward at the end of the day.  well, i can't say that cuz my angel of a daughter does everything in her power to please me, but the level of neediness, the level of responsibility required, the neverendingness of it...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 6 Responses Feb 5, 2008

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    A Famous Quote, "motherhood Is The Lonliest Place A Woman Can Ever Face."

    I heard that quote once and it never really sunk in until I had my own child.  He's 2 and a half now.  As far as toddlers go I guess he's pretty good.  He's not the problem.  He's 2.  He's suppose to be needy, hyper, bad, and good all in the same five...
    Penguinfriends Penguinfriends 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    I Don't Know If I'd Be a Good Mom

    Sometimes I freak myself out when I think about what it would be like to raise children. I think about how stressed and anxious and depressed I already am right now, and I can't even imagine what it might be like with children in my life. I get scared that I wouldn't be able to...
    paperalias paperalias 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 17, 2008

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    My Version Of Motherhood.

    There are those that say that being a mom is the greatest thing that they hae ever experienced, that being home with their kids 24/7 is the most rewarding thing that they have ever done. In a way I envy those woman, in a way I wish that I could have that same feeling about being...
    scarrlettfever scarrlettfever 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 13, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    I find cheating to be the most vile and disgusting thing someone can do to another when it comes to relationships. I have no experience in this field, but I know for one that...
    ForeverIsOver ForeverIsOver 16-17, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    I'm always in the dark; hidden from sight. No one will ever find out who the real me is.. no one. Yes, my gleefulness and mildly-optimistic character is just a facade. I have an...
    mercifulpennies mercifulpennies 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    when you really love someone ,,,really love them all you can do don't seem enough they always deserve more ,,, after years ,,you have not come to a place that you want a break...
    rckt148 rckt148 51-55, M 3 Responses Dec 5

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    I will never give up... I will never give up... I will never give up... looking for you and I know I will find you somewhere, someday
    turki2550 turki2550 16-17, M Dec 10

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    Once upon a time ago once a shy, timid weak little person......years of hurt and pain, hid in the corner, afraid...hearing the harsh words being thrown like daggers....soon a...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Dec 2

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    I WILL NEVER BE BOND AGAIN! Depression can't have me, Stress can't have me, Life can't take me. I have the Victory. I am free! I love GOD. I say again I WILL NEVER BE BOND AGAIN...
    yannie17 yannie17 18-21, M Dec 6

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    I will never ever remarry ever again. I am not scared of relationships but never again will a marriage license be involved. it will be a miracle if a guy could convince me to...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I will never give up, even if you do. Maybe I can't save everybody body, but I will sure as hell try
    NewFrost NewFrost 70+, M 1 Response Nov 24

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    I have known a girl for 3 years now, and despite everything she only sees me as another friend. She is now a senior and is going to leave possibly out of state. I really love her...
    Delta7190 Delta7190 16-17, M 4 Responses Nov 27

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    The birth of my two girl's. They will always be the first women that I love with all of my heart. They will never ever break me and will keep making me strong.
    Encontrados Encontrados 36-40, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I don't understand how people are physically capable of cheating on each other. I have the inability to trust anyone and I also have an unstable EQ, yet I still know how important...
    thewritestuff27 thewritestuff27 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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    I looked at her and said hi, I thought she was single then she walked up to a guy and kissed him......then I was heartbroken. in my mind I was like I will never find love EVER
    jstaples534 jstaples534 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I will never post another story on Ep because they removed several, so I removed the rest. This way they have no reason to site me for any stories.
    Smellyjeans Smellyjeans 46-50, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Never. Never. Never. Never. Never.
    Levi1 Levi1 13-15, M 4 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    i just feel like i make things worse cause i know what goes wrong but i don't always do something about it and i think i just don't care cause i have no will to do it
    Jin777 Jin777 18-21, M 3 hrs ago

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    Seriously. what's the point with lying about things on this website? I'm completely honest with my thoughts and opinions, not only on here, but everywhere I go. Over the Internet...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Hi all, THERE'S NOTHING LIKE THE FIRST LOVE ! We all will definitely agree to the fact that , our first love or say a crush who turns into someone special , will always here...
    ProjectXPune ProjectXPune 18-21, M Dec 3

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    I don't care what kind of "be hopeful it'll happen" BULLSHIT people decide to throw at me in response to this post. When I love, I love 100 times more intensely than other people...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    Many years ago, in my heavy drinking days, we had a place we liked to frequent which I’ll call the Fish. Anyway we were celebrating something, I think it was my scuba...
    dave6879 dave6879 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    Before, I believed in crushes. I was once a naive, silly girl who believed in falling in love with a Prince Charming who would sweep you off your feet would be something that...
    Horselover29 Horselover29 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    carecc13 carecc13 26-30, F a week ago

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    Younger women dating older men mainly because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These...
    alinacc12 alinacc12 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    To those who don't know, the best way to win a mans heart is too get him to trust you so much, he feels more comfortable around you than himself. A good way to ruin this is to...
    Faelanthewulf Faelanthewulf 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I said this my last divorce, and of course I really did mean it. I was doing very well on my own. Mania kicked in I started overwhelming myself school, kids, I took in a friend w...
    orchids2blu orchids2blu 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I met him in the beginning of the school year. He looked like someone I'd been looking for for some time, and I never expected to find someone like him at a place like that. I felt...
    bruhchan bruhchan 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    My daughter is 4, we tried the whole potty training thing but it just didn't work for us. She's back in diapers now and I'm making a vow on here to never potty train her. If she...
    brunettemomof1 brunettemomof1 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 22

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    I'm tired of life right now. I can't win it seems. I'm addicted to pain killers (which il be coming off next year), my boyfriend never really seems clear about our future.. It's...
    honeybee86 honeybee86 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    I NEVER hurt anyone who opens up to me and neither should you. When someone tells you about their life or this hard times it means they trust you. You might be the only person that...
    Doman5222 Doman5222 16-17, M Nov 27

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    I'll never get the girl, but I won't stop trying. :)
    louisrcac louisrcac 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 1

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    I know, I know, I'm weird. :p And I'll definitely never act on it. It's just, Dad and Jacob (my brother) are both handsome and I live with them, and Jacob brings his girlfriend...
    MyChemicalBreakup MyChemicalBreakup 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 2

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    Muse. I had brought my friend with me. I was in love with him, I still am. But for that night, he held on to me and I leaned back into his chest. The music was epic and it consumed...
    justmeandmydreams justmeandmydreams 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I've been in bed all day... I've been crying for hours and I can't seem to stop. I have a hole in my chest and I feel like I'll never be happy again. I haven't eaten anything at...
    MimiRainbow MimiRainbow 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I always tell myself that it will be okay one day, and that I will be happy someday.. But a little voice always whispers to me that I'm lying to myself, and I know it's not true. I...
    capnrhe capnrhe 16-17, F 23 hrs ago

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    I use to have you, I use be glowing with hope for everything and I use to feel refresh having able to talk to u but now everything seems impossible because u will not turn back and...
    minniekoala minniekoala 22-25, F Nov 25

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    Thing is...you often don't realize until after the fact that you are somebody's backup plan. Red flags should not ignored. Don't wait around for someone to make up their mind...
    theSusanQ theSusanQ 51-55, F Dec 1

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    I have always heard people saying that have faith that you will find someone else but here I am always having faith in my self but I haven't found no one ;( and I feel like I am...
    Clobusan123 Clobusan123 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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