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I Fear That I Will Never Survive Motherhood

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    My Version Of Motherhood.

    There are those that say that being a mom is the greatest thing that they hae ever experienced, that being home with their kids 24/7 is the most rewarding thing that they have ever done. In a way I envy those woman, in a way I wish that I could have that same feeling about being...
    scarrlettfever scarrlettfever 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 13, 2013

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    I Don't Know If I'd Be a Good Mom

    Sometimes I freak myself out when I think about what it would be like to raise children. I think about how stressed and anxious and depressed I already am right now, and I can't even imagine what it might be like with children in my life. I get scared that I wouldn't be able to...
    paperalias paperalias 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 17, 2008

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    Oh God I Want to Run Away and Never Come Back

    my entire life is my kids.  and yet there's no reward at the end of the day.  well, i can't say that cuz my angel of a daughter does everything in her power to please me, but the level of neediness, the level of responsibility required, the neverendingness of it...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 6 Responses Feb 5, 2008

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    Im Struggling With My Son's Behaviour Problems

    I struggling to cope with my son's aggessive behavouir s . He does have autism , but not severe with it for hes high funtioning . I tried to get him to clean hes bedroom but he refused to do it and told me to do it , I said to him I wont play anymore games with him then . I then...
    mishy40 mishy40 36-40 Jan 3, 2012

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    A Famous Quote, "motherhood Is The Lonliest Place A Woman Can Ever Face."

    I heard that quote once and it never really sunk in until I had my own child.  He's 2 and a half now.  As far as toddlers go I guess he's pretty good.  He's not the problem.  He's 2.  He's suppose to be needy, hyper, bad, and good all in the same five...
    Penguinfriends Penguinfriends 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    My daughter is my clean slate.

    I am no longer a *****, insert any derogatory statement. I am clean of my past sins because of her. I am in a relationship but we fight often; I believe in commitment but I can honestly say I am terrified of the idea of having to be a single mother if this doesn't work out and...
    thegirlinthegreencar thegirlinthegreencar 22-25, F Apr 17, 2014

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    Cirque De Me

    this morning i had to practically do a circus act to get my daughter up for school.  she stayed up way too late last night (against my admonitions) and then couldnt get up for nothin. my kids do this all the time--especially when i've got a deadline or assignments to do...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 3, 2008

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    New Mommy

    I last gave birth May of 1998 but I am just now getting to really know and love my kids. I am falling in love with them. I am going back and remembering their little faces and and their little eyes because when I first met t5hem I didn't feel or I didn't allow myself to feel. I...
    cutiesagi cutiesagi 66-70 1 Response Sep 26, 2012

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    My son is with his father every other weekend,

    and we recently agreed that he should have him a couple of hours every wedensday as well. That's great. It really is. I'm thankfull that he's a good father that loves his son and wants to spend time with him. But the thing is... I want to live his life. I want to work as much...
    Thisisnotwhatiwanted Thisisnotwhatiwanted 22-25, F Mar 13

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    Where's the Kleenex?!

    my son was so mean to me last night on the way to his basketball game that i was practically in tears the whole way.  if it hadn't been for the fact that my neighbor was in the car with us, i probably would have had a nervous breakdown (thank goodness for small miracles...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 7, 2008

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    Failure To Launch

    I have never written anything on any boards before, but I think I must need to vent. My son has just turned 16, and I really think he will never get his act together. He is very handsome, physically fit, average intelligence, is fluent in 4 languages, but....he is SO LAZY!! He...
    GrabbingLifeByTheHorns GrabbingLifeByTheHorns 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2013

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    I will never settle for less than what I want. I will never settle for less than what is the best for me. Sure, they'll all tell me "she's too hot for you" or "there's no way you...
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    Yeah ... surely I can say that I will never find any love. My parents gave me birth so that I can support them in their old age, but when I think that who will support me in my...
    tytydf45 tytydf45 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 14

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    I used to try and think of ways to make him like me, but now I am just going to work on coming to terms with reality, I will never be good enough. Now I just hope he can find...
    naptaker naptaker 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    This is sad!!!!! There are only 4people in this group????WOW!!! I will never cheat on someone who is loyal to me. My husband is loyal, and so am I. I have cheated once before not...
    lemonadestreet lemonadestreet 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    Will Never Grow Out Of Disney
    goodnites25 goodnites25 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    Dont Want You To Promise Me Things You Will Never Fulfil
    goodnites25 goodnites25 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    I will never be perfect and I don't want to be
    Etherealrose Etherealrose 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    But will survive. Since its now common life.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 22

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    He wrote me this one day, :') "I am sure he feels the same way about you that you feel about him so don't let your insecurities keep you from enjoying that which makes you so...
    indahnesia indahnesia 18-21, F Mar 5

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    I am sitting here, sick, having trouble sleeping and thought to share an experience with you. When I was 16, I met a beautiful girl named Nikki. She needed my help with her trig...
    bioprof34 bioprof34 36-40 Mar 21

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    I'm a loser. I never deserved what i had. The only thing that's mildly worth something is my ***. That's the only thing worth staying with me. I have nothing to offer the world and...
    Ppwincess1901 Ppwincess1901 18-21, F Mar 24

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    I'm grateful that I met you here. I'm grateful for your presence, for your persistence of stalking me. I'm grateful that I learned so much from you. I'm grateful that I found...
    indahnesia indahnesia 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 4

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    dont get me wrong im sure with that special someone you know who you are and being withmy niece and nephew i will have good times but im just not one of those happy go lucky people...
    Beutifulman1970 Beutifulman1970 41-45, M Mar 6

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    I've done one time. Under false pretenses. I'll never do it again. If woman are jealous or not into that's on them. It's not me. I am who I am and enjoy lingerie only. I don't cd...
    Averageguy41074 Averageguy41074 36-40, M 3 Responses Mar 15

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    The guy I've been with for a long time just cheated on me... I had to find out from the girl who posted a picture. I don't know what to do about it.. I'm so hurt that my emotions...
    makailafish makailafish 16-17, F Mar 3

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    What are some upcoming concerts you will be attending? Looking forward to the summer announcements that should be starting to roll in.
    Bumblelion Bumblelion 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 5

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    Ask me any Question you whati will ask them all!
    bacon1962 bacon1962 51-55, M 1 Response Mar 12

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    my post are all my truth, i would have never opened up to people on the Internet until i stumbled across this site, ,,,I FEEL AT HOME
    Rain0069 Rain0069 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    me too. ..............im virgin never had sex im gary I'm 45
    spanking000 spanking000 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 14

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    Life always has to change. For me, it's always for the worse. I really thought things would stay the same growing up, I honestly did. I mean, I knew some things would change like...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 22

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    I just feel I have nothing to offer in terms of excitement sure I'm doing good in school and going to college and I'm making money but with my looks and how boring I am not like...
    RedDog123321 RedDog123321 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 24

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    I met him, and it started.. I fall in love with him.. Fortunately, he proposed me and I accepted. 18th April, the most beautiful day of my life.. We lived together happily for 7...
    TheLivingDead TheLivingDead 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 24

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    It's not the children's fault. It's the parents waiting years to get divorced and complicating my life. I met my BF/husband to be while he was still legally married. He explained...
    celinamars123 celinamars123 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    It's funny how people share their deeper secrets on this app. But since I came here for a reason I guess I should do the same (I'm glad I didn't put my name here). Let's see, how...
    noneofyourbussines noneofyourbussines 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I went to a kem concert I'll never forget. What i enjoyed the most was him thanking God for where he's at in life.
    zakkiyyia8 zakkiyyia8 36-40, F 5 hrs ago

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    drugs are bad. drugs are yuck . drugs are bad
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 23

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    STP in 2002....last tour before they split (as far as I'm concerned the split was for good because they released nothing but crap when they reunited 7 years later). Always been a...
    Bumblelion Bumblelion 31-35, M 2 Responses Mar 2

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    I had a kind of toxic friendship at one point. She'd basically just have me around to lend her money, but things for her, and inflate her ego when she needed it. I was able to end...
    fireraven23 fireraven23 18-21, M Mar 2

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    Tyler the Creator at the Warfield SF Nov. 2014. Amazing concert, super close to the artist, and everyone had a blunt in their mouth
    littljay littljay 18-21, F Mar 2

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    Hello Ep. Thank you so much for helping me rediscover my passion for people. :)
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F Mar 4

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