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I Fear That I Will Never Survive Motherhood

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    Cirque De Me

    this morning i had to practically do a circus act to get my daughter up for school.  she stayed up way too late last night (against my admonitions) and then couldnt get up for nothin. my kids do this all the time--especially when i've got a deadline or assignments to do...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 3, 2008

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    I Don't Know If I'd Be a Good Mom

    Sometimes I freak myself out when I think about what it would be like to raise children. I think about how stressed and anxious and depressed I already am right now, and I can't even imagine what it might be like with children in my life. I get scared that I wouldn't be able to...
    paperalias paperalias 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 17, 2008

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    Im Struggling With My Son's Behaviour Problems

    I struggling to cope with my son's aggessive behavouir s . He does have autism , but not severe with it for hes high funtioning . I tried to get him to clean hes bedroom but he refused to do it and told me to do it , I said to him I wont play anymore games with him then . I then...
    mishy40 mishy40 36-40 Jan 3, 2012

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    New Mommy

    I last gave birth May of 1998 but I am just now getting to really know and love my kids. I am falling in love with them. I am going back and remembering their little faces and and their little eyes because when I first met t5hem I didn't feel or I didn't allow myself to feel. I...
    cutiesagi cutiesagi 70+ 1 Response Sep 26, 2012

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    Failure To Launch

    I have never written anything on any boards before, but I think I must need to vent. My son has just turned 16, and I really think he will never get his act together. He is very handsome, physically fit, average intelligence, is fluent in 4 languages, but....he is SO LAZY!! He...
    GrabbingLifeByTheHorns GrabbingLifeByTheHorns 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2013

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    Oh God I Want to Run Away and Never Come Back

    my entire life is my kids.  and yet there's no reward at the end of the day.  well, i can't say that cuz my angel of a daughter does everything in her power to please me, but the level of neediness, the level of responsibility required, the neverendingness of it...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 6 Responses Feb 5, 2008

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    Where's the Kleenex?!

    my son was so mean to me last night on the way to his basketball game that i was practically in tears the whole way.  if it hadn't been for the fact that my neighbor was in the car with us, i probably would have had a nervous breakdown (thank goodness for small miracles...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 7, 2008

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    My daughter is my clean slate.

    I am no longer a *****, insert any derogatory statement. I am clean of my past sins because of her. I am in a relationship but we fight often; I believe in commitment but I can honestly say I am terrified of the idea of having to be a single mother if this doesn't work out and...
    thegirlinthegreencar thegirlinthegreencar 22-25, F Apr 17

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    A Famous Quote, "motherhood Is The Lonliest Place A Woman Can Ever Face."

    I heard that quote once and it never really sunk in until I had my own child.  He's 2 and a half now.  As far as toddlers go I guess he's pretty good.  He's not the problem.  He's 2.  He's suppose to be needy, hyper, bad, and good all in the same five...
    Penguinfriends Penguinfriends 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    My Version Of Motherhood.

    There are those that say that being a mom is the greatest thing that they hae ever experienced, that being home with their kids 24/7 is the most rewarding thing that they have ever done. In a way I envy those woman, in a way I wish that I could have that same feeling about being...
    scarrlettfever scarrlettfever 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 13, 2013

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    I want a husband that wants to have kids. I'm trying to learn to live without this. It's very hard for me. I wonder if my husband knows the sacrifice I making for him. Will I...
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    I will never trust anyone ever again. Not after what he just did to me. I hate him. He hurt me just as bad as my ex did. All he proved is that I'm worthless and nobody wants me.
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 25

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    Real friends trust you and will never leave
    mjtinker mjtinker 13-15, F Sep 28

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    I will never stop loving you even tho you called me an ******* and *****...it was all just your bad mood but still I really hope you say sorry
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    I have endured, I have been broken, I have known hardship, I have lost myself. But here I stand, still moving forward, growing stronger each day. I will never forget the harsh...
    JAD01 JAD01 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    Sometimes you want to forget certain days.Words said or spoken,Thoughts said out loud,You wish you could turn back the clock and take them all back.I suppose you should have no...
    desirabledreams desirabledreams 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    Meaning you Emily. I will never leave you no matter what happens :) You mean the world to me and I really care deeply for you. You're all I think about and that isn't a bad thing...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 6

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    I will never stop fighting for my freedom and for someone to love me for me.
    toobreezzee toobreezzee 16-17, F Oct 12

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    I walked the streets today The streets that we used to walk every time we met....... I saw us walking together Hand in Hand Laughing Kissing So close to each other To keep each...
    BackInTheDark BackInTheDark 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    However if you have a pic of yourself on here EP will send it to a photo sharing site. It happened to me.
    pardax pardax 13-15, M 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    He has no idea that since September, my world circles around him. Were he ever to find that out, it would drive him far, far away, to a place where I'd never see him again. One...
    Ellenaria Ellenaria 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 27

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    believe201427 believe201427 26-30, F Oct 8

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    I will always be there for those I love and care about, once you have me as a close friend, family or partner I will always be there for you no matter what. I'd never let you...
    13Selene13 13Selene13 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 15

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    But I think people have been lying about me.Otherwise why would I get blocked suddenly by someone with whom I never had any problem? Then recently 2 guys blocked me as I did not...
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 25

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    Puppy (dog) mills exist because everyone wants a cute puppy. Backyard breeders exist because people want dogs but don't want to pay the price for a dog professionally bred by...
    SashaAmazon SashaAmazon 31-35, F Oct 7

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    I have my dreams and they are set well my mind is set lol on the yes some may change but I never give up my dreams
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree 13-15, F Oct 9

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    I am never eating clam chowder again! I feel so sick right now.😷
    Marquie Marquie 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I battle depression, and i feel like i can never be happy...i appreciate the people who have tried, but i can't be happy. That's not how my story goes ☹.
    TheKidInTheCorner TheKidInTheCorner 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am losing my sight,and there is no way for me to get it back. The doctors predict by Christmas I will be only able to see the brightest lights.
    LittleStain LittleStain 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    At thirty-three, I've been without a date for roughly sixteen years. At this point now I think I jut need to accept my reality that I will be alone. That thought tears at my soul...
    Corbous Corbous 31-35, M 4 Responses Oct 8

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    Homophobes think they have the moral high ground.I tell you now,scum: I will not bow to your self-inflated importance or your fake authority! But if you're ever drunk and lonely I...
    KurMujun KurMujun 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 11

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    It just hit me all of a sudden. I'm in love with someone who can't love me back. Its Ok though. I will get through this. Just not as soon as I like. I knew that I shouldn't have...
    Dezarre Dezarre 16-17, F Oct 14

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    Like actually love and care and not just superficial silly stuff like is real love even real?
    ZebraUnicorn ZebraUnicorn 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    I used to think that I'd need money to be happy, but I've come to realise that's not true. Although it would mean I'd have less to worry about/stress over; I'd still be the same...
    Ri95 Ri95 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 23

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    The Villas Axarquia can be found within the beachfront city of Nerja in southern Spain. Right here visitors may have the privilege of remaining very well in just relaxed going for...
    Jacksonpj05 Jacksonpj05 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 24

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    Either.. 1. He is not into me. 2. Horrible texter. 3. Lost his phone. Ok the first one might be 60-70% right. As they said if you are just staring at the blank screen, just like...
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F Sep 25

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    i dont expect anything from anyone- unless they promise it.Dont do that to me. sure, things change but just dont out and out lie to me to make yourself look sincere and good, just...
    karenmbrown karenmbrown 51-55, T Sep 25

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    I love you as certain dark things are to be love, in secret, between the shadow & the soul.
    SocialRomance SocialRomance 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 26

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    The monster was the best friend I ever had.
    SocialRomance SocialRomance 18-21, M Sep 26

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    We stopped checking for monsters under the bed when I realized they were inside us.
    SocialRomance SocialRomance 18-21, M Sep 26

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    Someone I once loved gave me a box of darkness. It took me years to understand that this to was a gift.
    SocialRomance SocialRomance 18-21, M Sep 26

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