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I Fear That I Will Never Survive Motherhood

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 48 People

    I Don't Know If I'd Be a Good Mom

    Sometimes I freak myself out when I think about what it would be like to raise children. I think about how stressed and anxious and depressed I already am right now, and I can't even imagine what it might be like with children in my life. I get scared that I wouldn't be able to...
    paperalias paperalias 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 17, 2008

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    Im Struggling With My Son's Behaviour Problems

    I struggling to cope with my son's aggessive behavouir s . He does have autism , but not severe with it for hes high funtioning . I tried to get him to clean hes bedroom but he refused to do it and told me to do it , I said to him I wont play anymore games with him then . I then...
    mishy40 mishy40 36-40 Jan 3, 2012

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    Oh God I Want to Run Away and Never Come Back

    my entire life is my kids.  and yet there's no reward at the end of the day.  well, i can't say that cuz my angel of a daughter does everything in her power to please me, but the level of neediness, the level of responsibility required, the neverendingness of it...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 6 Responses Feb 5, 2008

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    A Famous Quote, "motherhood Is The Lonliest Place A Woman Can Ever Face."

    I heard that quote once and it never really sunk in until I had my own child.  He's 2 and a half now.  As far as toddlers go I guess he's pretty good.  He's not the problem.  He's 2.  He's suppose to be needy, hyper, bad, and good all in the same five...
    Penguinfriends Penguinfriends 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    My son is with his father every other weekend,

    and we recently agreed that he should have him a couple of hours every wedensday as well. That's great. It really is. I'm thankfull that he's a good father that loves his son and wants to spend time with him. But the thing is... I want to live his life. I want to work as much...
    Thisisnotwhatiwanted Thisisnotwhatiwanted 22-25, F Mar 13

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    My daughter is my clean slate.

    I am no longer a *****, insert any derogatory statement. I am clean of my past sins because of her. I am in a relationship but we fight often; I believe in commitment but I can honestly say I am terrified of the idea of having to be a single mother if this doesn't work out and...
    thegirlinthegreencar thegirlinthegreencar 22-25, F Apr 17, 2014

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    Where's the Kleenex?!

    my son was so mean to me last night on the way to his basketball game that i was practically in tears the whole way.  if it hadn't been for the fact that my neighbor was in the car with us, i probably would have had a nervous breakdown (thank goodness for small miracles...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 7, 2008

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    New Mommy

    I last gave birth May of 1998 but I am just now getting to really know and love my kids. I am falling in love with them. I am going back and remembering their little faces and and their little eyes because when I first met t5hem I didn't feel or I didn't allow myself to feel. I...
    cutiesagi cutiesagi 66-70 1 Response Sep 26, 2012

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    Failure To Launch

    I have never written anything on any boards before, but I think I must need to vent. My son has just turned 16, and I really think he will never get his act together. He is very handsome, physically fit, average intelligence, is fluent in 4 languages, but....he is SO LAZY!! He...
    GrabbingLifeByTheHorns GrabbingLifeByTheHorns 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2013

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    My Version Of Motherhood.

    There are those that say that being a mom is the greatest thing that they hae ever experienced, that being home with their kids 24/7 is the most rewarding thing that they have ever done. In a way I envy those woman, in a way I wish that I could have that same feeling about being...
    scarrlettfever scarrlettfever 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 13, 2013

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    Cirque De Me

    this morning i had to practically do a circus act to get my daughter up for school.  she stayed up way too late last night (against my admonitions) and then couldnt get up for nothin. my kids do this all the time--especially when i've got a deadline or assignments to do...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 3, 2008

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    I know i'm kina young, but I fear that I will never get a boyfriend or be loved. I mean I have been in relationships and all but they have been pathetic middle school relationships...
    alice4114 alice4114 16-17, F Apr 25

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    I know i'm kina young, but I fear that I will never get a boyfriend or be loved. I mean I have been in relationships and all but they have been pathetic middle school relationships...
    alice4114 alice4114 16-17, F Apr 25

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    I baby shop for my cousins shower and always say to myself I will never be at the point where I will have a family. I want a family and am afraid it will never happen to me. I am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 29

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    you were the one that kept me going... I was gathering the strength to leave this country because of you, and try to fight for a "us". But that will never happen... and you will...
    DiamondArmada DiamondArmada 22-25, F Apr 22

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    To realize how stupid I was, stupid to have the warmth in me when he talked sweetly to me , to have the sharp pain in my heart when he talked to other girls, to have the bile...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 3 Responses May 1

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    Yeah, I must be a laugh. After all these years, not being liked by anyone, I still like people. My mind must be screwed up enough to still hope for something new to happen. And...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 1 Response May 3

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    Yesterday my beloved, cherished kitty who I got to replace my last kitty that died less than a year ago was killed under the garage door. That kitty was one of the few things I had...
    cherrypie54552 cherrypie54552 18-21, F May 14

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    I'm not very good at getting rid of the old and letting the new come in. I'm sad that I will never meet anyone that will like me for me. And don't treat me like a stranger or...
    jellyrolls34 jellyrolls34 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    He is perfect, and has his pick of any girl in the school. Everyone loves him. I've been in love with him for close to four years now, and only this year have I been able to hold...
    lillyforever4 lillyforever4 16-17, F 1 Response May 12

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    You'd be surprised at how often I have thought and do think about my prospects of becoming the President of the United States of America. While I realize that this is, I won't say...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F 2 Responses May 12

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    No onw who reaches the level of higher awareness and has a chill and happy relationship with cigarettes like me and people like me have, we love smoking as much as we want and know...
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M 1 Response Apr 24

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    listen, im already a giant putrid pile of ****, alright. whatever makes people even come to the conclusion that i would ever feel the need to add even more putrid piles of **** to...
    idiotoftheyear37 idiotoftheyear37 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    Well yeah I thought to write it in here cause I don't think I will ever work up the nerve to ever tell him. But yeah so I've known him for a year and a half now. Different...
    limitedless limitedless 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 22

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    That real wholehearted kind of love. The kind where you are best friends. Respected at all times, even when arguing. I have never had that kind of love before. It was always...
    Happinessismine Happinessismine 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    I’ll never know (by breadcrumbscu) I’ll never know what I’d do, Without the kind of friends like you. I’ll never know how to love, Until it is given from above. I...
    breadcrumbscu breadcrumbscu 56-60, M Apr 26

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    So I always see people begging. In the city it used to be they would sit on a corner, or get in your face. But I moved to a new place, and I see people at highways holding signs...
    ecofox ecofox 22-25, M 1 Response May 11

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    my friend and i use to play online games in a computer rental shop. and this particular guy we saw was very intriguing since he has no friends and he's cousins never talked to him...
    iamshadow08 iamshadow08 18-21, F May 11

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    what do you do with somebody you still like but doesn't realize that you've moved on and have feelings for other people like crazy and just want your friendship with them back even...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M 3 Responses May 13

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    I suffered how my mother treated me different because I was not the only girl. When she had my younger she completely forgot about me. And when I would fight with my brother I was...
    tinygirlz tinygirlz 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    bettycc11 bettycc11 26-30, F Apr 24

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    I assume I won't! I honestly doubt I will make it much past 20 years old, lol!
    AudioTravylerRavenwolf AudioTravylerRavenwolf 13-15, F 1 Response May 6

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    although I try to pretend I will.
    1LaVieEstBelle1 1LaVieEstBelle1 31-35, F 2 Responses May 7

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    My parents have a really bad relationship. I feel worthless. They had an arranged marriage. Mom is depressed. My dad treats her like crap. And she wants me to go through the same...
    cord3lia cord3lia 16-17, F 4 Responses May 9

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    I miss you and everything about you. No one knows you like me. No one ***** you like I do..These other girls will come and go, but you will always be mine. I know I wasn't sure...
    YoursForever121 YoursForever121 26-30, F May 9

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    No one will ever love me. I know that now. I just wish it wasn't true
    KidNova45 KidNova45 18-21, M 5 Responses May 12

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    Sorry that was just a bad mindset at the time. There is always a chance What we want most in life will happen if we pursue life.
    space4rent space4rent 36-40, F 1 Response May 13

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    I liked someone but he never liked me back so I stopped. What's the point of torturing myself if he doesn't like Me at all, not even as a friend? In this life and age, finding love...
    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    one day i'm gonna get to my goal weight and i wont stop until i am perfect. so i guess ill never stop. i don't care about being cold or dizzy all the time. i don't care that i...
    wallflower2000 wallflower2000 13-15, F a week ago

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    Im trying to acept it 18 + no boyfriend (never)=i going to die alone
    antomg1 antomg1 16-17, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    sarahccaa sarahccaa 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    Mostly, but the occasional exaggeration is never out of the question, just know, all of you know more about the REAL me than even my own parents!
    AudioTravylerRavenwolf AudioTravylerRavenwolf 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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