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I Fear That I Will Never Survive Motherhood

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 50 People

    Im Struggling With My Son's Behaviour Problems

    I struggling to cope with my son's aggessive behavouir s . He does have autism , but not severe with it for hes high funtioning . I tried to get him to clean hes bedroom but he refused to do it and told me to do it , I said to him I wont play anymore games with him then . I then...
    mishy40 mishy40 36-40 Jan 3, 2012

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    My daughter is my clean slate.

    I am no longer a *****, insert any derogatory statement. I am clean of my past sins because of her. I am in a relationship but we fight often; I believe in commitment but I can honestly say I am terrified of the idea of having to be a single mother if this doesn't work out and...
    thegirlinthegreencar thegirlinthegreencar 22-25, F Apr 17, 2014

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    I Don't Know If I'd Be a Good Mom

    Sometimes I freak myself out when I think about what it would be like to raise children. I think about how stressed and anxious and depressed I already am right now, and I can't even imagine what it might be like with children in my life. I get scared that I wouldn't be able to...
    paperalias paperalias 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 17, 2008

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    Cirque De Me

    this morning i had to practically do a circus act to get my daughter up for school.  she stayed up way too late last night (against my admonitions) and then couldnt get up for nothin. my kids do this all the time--especially when i've got a deadline or assignments to do...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 3, 2008

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    My Version Of Motherhood.

    There are those that say that being a mom is the greatest thing that they hae ever experienced, that being home with their kids 24/7 is the most rewarding thing that they have ever done. In a way I envy those woman, in a way I wish that I could have that same feeling about being...
    scarrlettfever scarrlettfever 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 13, 2013

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    Where's the Kleenex?!

    my son was so mean to me last night on the way to his basketball game that i was practically in tears the whole way.  if it hadn't been for the fact that my neighbor was in the car with us, i probably would have had a nervous breakdown (thank goodness for small miracles...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 7, 2008

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    Failure To Launch

    I have never written anything on any boards before, but I think I must need to vent. My son has just turned 16, and I really think he will never get his act together. He is very handsome, physically fit, average intelligence, is fluent in 4 languages, but....he is SO LAZY!! He...
    GrabbingLifeByTheHorns GrabbingLifeByTheHorns 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 7, 2013

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    Oh God I Want to Run Away and Never Come Back

    my entire life is my kids.  and yet there's no reward at the end of the day.  well, i can't say that cuz my angel of a daughter does everything in her power to please me, but the level of neediness, the level of responsibility required, the neverendingness of it...
    trixi trixi 41-45, F 6 Responses Feb 5, 2008

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    New Mommy

    I last gave birth May of 1998 but I am just now getting to really know and love my kids. I am falling in love with them. I am going back and remembering their little faces and and their little eyes because when I first met t5hem I didn't feel or I didn't allow myself to feel. I...
    cutiesagi cutiesagi 66-70 1 Response Sep 26, 2012

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    A Famous Quote, "motherhood Is The Lonliest Place A Woman Can Ever Face."

    I heard that quote once and it never really sunk in until I had my own child.  He's 2 and a half now.  As far as toddlers go I guess he's pretty good.  He's not the problem.  He's 2.  He's suppose to be needy, hyper, bad, and good all in the same five...
    Penguinfriends Penguinfriends 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    My son is with his father every other weekend,

    and we recently agreed that he should have him a couple of hours every wedensday as well. That's great. It really is. I'm thankfull that he's a good father that loves his son and wants to spend time with him. But the thing is... I want to live his life. I want to work as much...
    Thisisnotwhatiwanted Thisisnotwhatiwanted 22-25, F Mar 13

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    I'm 21 an I can't recall ever having an actual relationship with someone... I've been single for so long I mean I think I'm handsome many people say I'm cute but I can't seem to...
    Captain9Omega Captain9Omega 18-21, M 5 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I recently noticed someone I work with, who has been appointed to a new position, and I'm having conflicting feelings of attraction and weariness. I feel like I'm in HS again, and...
    Beth965 Beth965 18-21, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Truth :(. C.
    jebw02 jebw02 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Where to begin? I am a complicated person with conflicting desires. I have always been really lazy. There is a part of me that would love to never work. I would like to just eat...
    atpeacewithme atpeacewithme 31-35 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    i dpnt understand what purpose my life has. i feel like im taking air someone else needs to breathe. ive been mentally n physically abused for more then half my lifeso i feel im...
    cooper3366 cooper3366 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    I feel like I have no purpose, I can't actually help anyone, most people don't even want me close by, I mess everything up in someway or form. I'm never satisfied with any of my...
    Azureal Azureal 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    My life is getting from bad to worse because of my 21 year old brother. I do not speak to him but I constantly have to watch him argue with my mother and disrespect her every time...
    dreamer3214 dreamer3214 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    tessaccaa tessaccaa 26-30, F Jul 26

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    If there's one thing I hate the most it's back-talking, especially when it's negative of what someone gives his or her own interpretations to which are all wrong. If I ever catch...
    AngelicLights AngelicLights 26-30, F Jul 26

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    I got so much fight inside of me. Cnt nobody bring me dwn& I will not be defeated by my enemy. I have it within to win. All my life a tremendous competitor growing up athletic I...
    Sugasug Sugasug 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 26

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    I will never give up Becuase people look up to me and I don't want to teach them that giving up is an option.
    jingoru jingoru 18-21, M Jul 25

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    Because if I did then there will be a time that I'd wish I didn't.
    BaconetteParadise BaconetteParadise 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 25

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    I will never give up until I become someone whom you regret forgetting...
    RagingDemon29 RagingDemon29 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 25

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    I will never give up until I become someone whom you regret forgetting...
    RagingDemon29 RagingDemon29 13-15, F Jul 25

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    Never be afraid to try, remember... Amateurs built the Ark. Professionals built the Titanic
    Arlys Arlys 51-55, M Jul 24

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    Whenever you message someone knowing full well they don't give a **** about what you're saying, but you still ramble on and on because you hope one day they will message you back...
    wreckofagirl wreckofagirl 22-25, F Jul 21

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    I know I will never drink alcohol, because I've seen it first-hand. It really just destroys families and hurts everybody close to you..
    KittyCassidy KittyCassidy 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 21

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    i ******* hate myself ...i hate myself i hate myself i hate myseeeeeeeelf....why why why why why why why why why ******* whyyyyyyyyyyy.......im a loser and always will be...im a...
    LegendBattles LegendBattles 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 21

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    when I was born I almost died due to a rare heart condition, apparently one doctor saved my life because only he managed to figure out the arteries in my heart were the wrong way...
    forgottenluna forgottenluna 18-21, M Jul 19

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    Ive done before for false pretences Ill never do again. Who cares if i have more then you well go shopping.
    Averageguy41011 Averageguy41011 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 19

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    I still struggle with your bullying. Why did you not care? Why didn't you even get to know me? You have no idea but I still struggle and I have for years. I've done so many harmful...
    imstilltrying imstilltrying 31-35, F Jul 19

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    Every time I fall in love, or even just really like somebody, my heart gets broken. Every single damn time. Some would say this is a sign... "Oh, you two just weren't meant for...
    iSpyce iSpyce 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 19

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    I have accepted the fact that I will always love him. A love so true & loyal. It's impossible to forget or let go. I feel that nobody will ever be able to take his place. That my...
    hadyourchance hadyourchance 36-40, F 17 Responses Jul 19

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    I am an ugly duckling that will never be a swan.
    Foxie913 Foxie913 41-45, F Jul 19

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    I've never shot a living thing before in my life, but there's a possibility of that happening in the next 24 hours. I'm kinda excited and kind nervous. I love animals..... but I...
    manchild81 manchild81 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    I realize now that I was not good enough for you, maybe it was our age difference, maybe its the fact that you have dealt with your past abuse and I am just starting to cope with...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I don't understand why its anyone elses business to criticize if the child doesn't want to potty train why would the parent force them. My girls are 9 and 7 and aren't potty...
    katemcdonald katemcdonald 31-35, F 6 Responses Jul 16

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    Smoking killed my grandma and grandpa (my mother parents) yet, she and her husband make the choice to smoke two packs a week. I let her know I will not be caring for them when they...
    princessalicia princessalicia 22-25, F Jul 16

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    and it is breaking my heart each time i think about it... it just makes me cry.
    ayamesan16 ayamesan16 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    When I have a really bad day. And I just want to go to ed so the day will be over. I dream of my car accident 3 years ago and wake up screaming.
    maebugg maebugg 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    It doesn't matter what is done, racism will always exists. Humans will always find something to be prejudice against. It's been around since humanity was young and will continue...
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 13