I Fear The Future

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 39 People

    I work so hard for a scholarship.

    . I'm afraid I won't get one.. I'm in ROTC, Tsa, honors classes and ap classes... But my grades are not as good as everyone else.. I have all as and a few bs.. And one c... I android my dyslexia will keep me from getting a scholarship...
    xgabbersx xgabbersx
    18-21, F
    Jan 28, 2014

    I'm So Afraid..

    I'm a 19 year old girl. My mom raised me up single handedly and has been the support system in my life. My mom and dad lived separately, my only memory of him was when I was about 5, I saw them quarreling, and then he shove her aside and left the house. I thought to myself, 'I'll...
    SoPetrified SoPetrified
    18-21, F
    Oct 19, 2012

    Dreaming

    In spite of the global problemsthat overshadow our generationand probably the generationsto come, there is a frighteninglack of will to deal with them.We live as if the fancy fairwill last forever, as if progressis the only track humanityhas ever been walking.History dispels...
    moreandless moreandless
    56-60, M
    Jan 20, 2012

    I don't fear it for myself.

    I fear it for my children.
    moreandless moreandless
    56-60, M
    Nov 30, 2014

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    I'm going to walk past the fear and not give it a single thought.
    beforethecalm beforethecalm
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    Death is not the greatest lost in life, the greatest lost is what dies inside us while we life.
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    deleted deleted
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    No one want's to die. And no one has ever escaped it.
    starnulf starnulf
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    USMC1990 USMC1990
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    nevergoingtousethis nevergoingtousethis
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    Sanghelios Sanghelios
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    Wantsfortomorrow Wantsfortomorrow
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    lonelylifeindia lonelylifeindia
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    timesoftrouble timesoftrouble
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    If I could I'd fly away. I'd morph myself and change my name. To find the one, my heart desires, Someone who really knows me. We'd be friends-- maybe more than friends. And we...
    ProxyVox ProxyVox
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    KittyLoverForever KittyLoverForever
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    Apr 10
    Yeah yeah and yep mhmm yeah
    Justaweirdo11 Justaweirdo11
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    as an incarnated angel my life was weird had a lot of experiences with demons angels spirits elementals and so on extensively both in this life and many past lives. many angels are...
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    Ruben1970 Ruben1970
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    i remember next year when you got drunk and ran off with that guy from seattle. don't think i will forget that next year.
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