I Feel a Bit Lost At the Moment

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 535 People


    A boy I love or is it the emptiness I've felt since masons death Luis was the only one who understood me I always liked him but now he fills a void
    deadbydesign deadbydesign
    13-15, F
    Oct 22, 2013

    Why Is It That Everything Feels Like Nothing Is Moving

      why is it sometimes nothing is moving ?I dreamed that I was going into the computers to work on them and nowI believe that is a pipe dream and you know why they are called pipe dreams .theyNEVER COME TRUEi always wanted to also know what it is and i feel like no one...
    joesdaughter joesdaughter
    56-60, F
    Apr 21, 2009

    A little background .

    ... I am in my early 60's, married to same man 39 years, have 3 grown daughters, have given them everything that I could, love support, respect, a fairly good upbringing in a close family and now something I said has been misconstrued and I am devastated! When she finally...
    Kat6652 Kat6652
    61-65, F
    1 Response May 6, 2014

    Were From Here

    today is another day, how do i explain what i want to say, sometimes i get tired or living then again i am so giving all i want to do is be happy why cant people see and let me be me..... i just try to be myself ordinary,happy,content, but my life turned around ...
    razdaz1 razdaz1
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 11, 2009

    If I Gotta Scream 'till I Have Half a Lung...

    Well the truth is I've been screaming, my heart has been aching because I feel a bit lost. My boyfriend doesn't listen to how I feel, sometimes I just need to feel comfort or...something, and he who understands a lot better than anyone else seems to not want to listen anymore. I...
    queenisabella queenisabella
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Mar 21, 2009

    So I know a lot of my "friends" aren't going to

    like me much when they read this story. But that's okay. If you were ever truly my friend, you wouldn't care. So here's the thing- lately I have been questioning myself a lot. I know what I'm not, but I have no clue what I am. I'm not human. I'm not a vampire. (Though I have...
    deleted deleted
    5 Responses Jan 6, 2015

    I started school again two days ago

    and since yesterday I've began to feel lost and this emptiness inside. I feel good when I'm at school but when I come out it feels as if everyone has someone and a social life, full of friends or at least contacts. What saddens me the most is that I realize how I've never had a...
    DifferentbyNature DifferentbyNature
    18-21, F
    Jul 21, 2015

    Sometimes I get a moment

    when I realize how icky I feel on the inside and outside. Why have I not finished college? Why had my relationship failed? Why am I doing this to myself? Will I ever become somebody? Thoughts like this run through my head, making me feel overwhelmed. I'd like to blame events and...
    OneHundredQuestions OneHundredQuestions
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 6, 2014

    A Prayer

    Staring at four empty walls Ugly broken girl I have become Words fail me now As I pray silently for redemption.
    LostGirl1981 LostGirl1981
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 17, 2013

    I like sex...like a lot.

    I have fantasies of be tied up and dominated. I feel ashamed of this, especially when it interferes with my relationship with a man I hope to marry someday. I don't know what to do.
    taytertot66 taytertot66
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 11, 2014


    Sometimes at night, when there are tears on my face, a song in my ears, I can not understand anything in my life, and i feel truly lost in the world.
    dustandstars dustandstars
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 24, 2013

    For the second time as an adult,

    I've experienced what my Dad once referred to as a "Turn Key Life". However this most recent shift has been far more difficult to face and as the name of this group suggests, I am most definitely feeling a bit lost at the moment. In June 2010, over the course of a weekend, I...
    FatoProfugus FatoProfugus
    36-40, M
    May 5, 2015

    Another job down wow how it would be nice to

    have some job stability been off ad for yr and half and through three jobs now. I know I pick things up slow but dang I need a job the thought of living on the street is scary
    smilly0707 smilly0707
    31-35, M
    1 Response Sep 15, 2014

    I feel sad in a way. And upset.

    But I don't know if I have reason to. So today I was with my boyfriend and the before I had pleased him orally. Sometimes I do it when I know he's about to leave and we don't have enough time for actual sex. When i please him I enjoy it because I'm happy to see him enjoying it...
    DeijiDaze DeijiDaze
    18-21, F
    Mar 27, 2015

    I can't figure it out.

    I just feel so... Like something is... I can't quite.... Gah. I don't know anymore. I feel so- so.. So empty. But why? There's no excuse for me to feel this way... I don't get it.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 5, 2015

    Lost From Myself

    Looking for myselfWho finds mePlease, give me back...
    deleted deleted
    8 Responses May 4, 2012

    No family and my son no longer wants me.

    Really why do I keep fighting.
    willcri willcri
    36-40, F
    Jan 8, 2015
    vvater vvater
    16-17, F
    May 6, 2014

    I'M Lost

    My wife always shouts at me whenever I talk to my younger sister... Every day every minute its a problem.. even my parents are not like before to me...
    Jan 30, 2013

    I feel like letting go.

    I love my wife with all my heart, but we are drifting apart. I have tried so hard to work through it, But she is not letting me in. I wonder sometimes if she is ready to move on, but feels so guilty that she can't.
    Jimers Jimers
    46-50, M
    Jun 11, 2015

    I Feel Like My Life Isn't As I Want to Be

    lately after  going through with my dad  like what i went through is harder then image . seeing him getting a operation  and finding out what is has is a very hard thing i didnt really want to hear or see , i am trying to change my life and sometimes i feel lost...
    joesdaughter joesdaughter
    56-60, F
    1 Response Jul 8, 2009

    I finished college two years ago

    and still didn't find a decent job. I work somewhere but it's like I'm on a plantation...It's beneath me. I am not saying I am a genius but I am not stupid...I've earned my degree but I find it useless. I don't seem to find another job. What should I do? I can't live like this...
    ivankay ivankay
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Mar 28, 2014

    Duplicity (#9)

    Therapy this week: My search/yearning for Love.  Hilarity ensued as I went round in circles, ‘I want love, I don’t get it, I don’t give it, I don’t earn it’.  It doesn’t matter, I want it, that’s enough.  That no-one wants to give me love isn’t my fault.  This...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan
    1 Response Feb 11, 2012

    I feel like I was taken in

    and my personality was completely wiped. I feel like the world is just going against me. I can't get the girl, my parents think I am always the one doing something wrong, exe... I am not the same person as I use to be. I don't know how to describe this feeling. But it's not a...
    MichaelEgitto MichaelEgitto
    13-15, M
    Jun 10, 2015

    I'm currently feeling lost

    and very lonely. I'm 23 and completely feeling subdued under the weight of different things in life. I think too much when I'm alone and I hate it. I feel I'm a very cup half full person to myself even though to other people I'll be very supportive and loving. I have two parents...
    scarlet2491 scarlet2491
    Jun 21, 2014

    You know how as a teenager

    that you have life goals, dreams and ambitions? I feel like at 24...all my motivation shot out the window. I wanted to have a family and be married with kids by now and I am nowhere near there.
    misslonely90 misslonely90
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 26, 2014

    Had an experience which I am reluctant to share.

    But maybe it could be therapeutic. Who ******* knows.. Last night was probably the closest I have felt to suicide. I have a talent for knots and have a creative flair, and the noose knot was going in my head all night. Which rope to use, how many loops, where would I tie it off...
    phufrog phufrog
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Apr 14, 2014

    I have one year left of university,

    but have no idea what I'm going to or want to do for work after I'm done
    SaraNow SaraNow
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 9, 2014

    My car broke down and it's my dad's birthday

    today... It'll be 2years now that's he has been gone. I do feel lost right now. I don't have a family. They are all gone and I'm only 24! I have no idea what I'm going to do
    whidel6 whidel6
    26-30, F
    1 Response Aug 20, 2014

    The Last Day!

    So I'm Cath and I'm an addict, as they say in NA! This is my last day ,tomorrow I go to Rehab, well Detox first ,then Rehab!! I have tried this before, but back then I didn't want to change. Now I do!! Picked a great place, huge old house, friendly staff, residents! Tons of...
    cath17 cath17
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Jun 5, 2012

    I finished college on top.

    . Found good jobs until several stresses came along and lead to my meltdown... Been almost 8 years now and still having a hard time moving on and picking up the pieces... Or maybe m just not counting my blessings at my present state now... M sure its been a tough time for my...
    chaiteea chaiteea
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 14, 2014


      I need your honest opinion! Which sister is the selfish sister? My sister and I have been to the casino many times in the past. Many times I've watched my sister spend herself into a hole. On everyone of these occasions, I was lucky enough to be able to to bail her out...
    tooclosetosee tooclosetosee
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Dec 23, 2009

    Idon't Know Me Any More...

        I can't understand myself anymore, I feel lost in a sea of loneliness, where I been I can't get back, I feel lost where I'm and I have no idea where my life is going, I feel that I lost all the opportunities in my life and I just leaving because I breath , is...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Mar 31, 2009

    Walking On Egg Shells

    I struggle to accept that I have found myself here - but truth be told, its hard to know where else I should be and what I am meant to do. I work in a small industry with only women co workers. There is an awful feeling that I feel that the environment that I am in is...
    wildfirechild wildfirechild
    41-45, F
    1 Response May 10, 2010

    I'm so used to being noticed an all eyes on me

    but on here I feel like the new kid does anyone know this feeling ...
    Alisa54 Alisa54
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 9, 2014

    I saw her the other day.

    The girl my ex cheated on me with and got pregnant. It was tough. But I didn't cry. Am I moving on?
    90jansan 90jansan
    26-30, F
    Apr 5, 2014

    I Really Can Reconize This Much.

    I just don't know how long I will suffer the same situation I don't even understand why it has to be like this Seems like the unjust gets all the breaks and the just endure the pain I know God can fix anything I also know he will when he get ready I also understand that God can...
    Babeondwy Babeondwy
    41-45, F
    Mar 24, 2013

    I Don't Know?

    I feel quite lost within myself, It's like i cant think properly and feel blank all the time. I see other people having relaxed conversations and laughing with each other and wonder why i can't be like that. Does anyone else feel like this?
    Unreality Unreality
    18-21, M
    4 Responses Mar 31, 2009

    So here is my story. We moved here from a

    different country with 2 small kids 19 years ago. At that time is was a decision made by my husband as to give the kids a future. The move was quite the thing. It did not affect him so much as his parents visited every year but it took 8 years for me to see my family again...
    freedomtocome freedomtocome
    46-50, F
    1 Response Dec 12, 2014

    Pre-mid Life Crisis

    I'm 29 years old and i dont like my job, but i dont know what i want to do.  I could go back to school, but im not sure for what, and im frustrated that i spent all this money for what im doing now and i dont like it...i feel like i havent found my life's work yet, i just...
    kgirl42 kgirl42
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jan 10, 2010


    I dont know how i feel anymore. How can that even be possible? I never know what to do... and  most of the time i feel an emotion change within me- like all of a sudden i will become depressed..and this is before i realise I'm thinking about something depressing. The...
    within within
    18-21, F
    11 Responses Jul 9, 2009

    My son just told me he wants to live with his

    dad. He is 15 and I am trying to support him but my world is crashing down around me. I work three job to support him. His dad never work and really bonded with him. I could never compete. That is my fault. I tried so hard. It was games since I kick his dad out. He cheat on me...
    willcri willcri
    36-40, F
    Jan 8, 2015

    I Fold

    I don’t know where to begin.  I’ve got nothing.  Can’t think of anything.After half an hour of silence.Some exploring of what I was feeling.  Loss.  That it’s all been wrong.  There’s nothing to work from, and I have no idea what to work towards. Hung my head in...
    CrookedMan CrookedMan
    1 Response Mar 3, 2012


    i am completely lost within myself.....i m goin thru a turmoil of thoughts rite nw...i don't know wht i want...wht's gud 4 me....so many friends around me but still i feel alone...i don't know wht it is that wud make me happy......
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Mar 31, 2009

    Were From Here

    today is another day, how do i explain what i want to say, sometimes i get tired or living then again i am so giving all i want to do is be happy why cant people see and let me be me..... i just try to be myself ordinary,happy,content, but my life turned around ...
    razdaz1 razdaz1
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Sep 11, 2009

    I just found my journal.

    The last entry was September 1st, 2012. I envy that happy person but I don't envy anything that comes next. Within 6 days, every nightmare ever dreamt with come true. I want to go back just so I can help comfort that beautiful, strong, smart, kind, fit, woman because the next...
    SummerSomewhere SummerSomewhere
    41-45, F
    May 6, 2014
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