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I Feel A Hole In My Heart

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    I Miss You!

    Sometimes I forget that your gone! Sometimes I forget I can't call you.  Sometimes I remember all those silly things we did when we were kids.  Sometimes I just wish I had you for one more hour.   I always read the letter about the people you helped...
    tks tks 36-40, F 8 Responses Feb 12, 2010

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    Pain

    Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with...
    TwistedVixen TwistedVixen 26-30, F Jan 2, 2010

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    It's Familiar Now

    I have a few holes that can't be filled with any amount of love, unless it comes from a very specific source. That's a Tim problem though...let's just smile together :)
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 23, 2011

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    Walking In Hell's Tunnels

    The nearness of you sent my senses spinning while simultaneously filling me with a sensation of peace I had never known before. When I realized that I love you it seemed as though time was passing by too quickly, trying to cheat me out of the joy of you. Although I hated the time...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 21 Responses Dec 30, 2009

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    There is nothing worse

    than being alone and having that huge hole in your chest. It feels like its full of loneliness, sadness and tears. It almost hurts physically instead of only emotionally.
    AlsoUnknown AlsoUnknown 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I Know Some Day

    I am sitting here watching the neighbor’s fireworks and preparing for New Years. It has been three months today since I removed the ring, placed it on the table and walked out of your life forever.  Although letting go of you was my biggest fear I know that some day...
    infiniteheart infiniteheart 31-35, F 18 Responses Dec 31, 2009

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    That Goes Through My Soul

    The hole that I feel, the abyss, in my heart, tears through to my soul. There is an emptiness I can not put words to. I have tried.Tried to explain that the other half of my being is gone. That I am well and truly only half a person. The other half is etheral..a mist, a...
    Tzech Tzech 46-50, F Jan 16, 2010

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    Not hurt but just...nothing anymore. I'm not surprised, sad anymore, just. nothing. Like a stage of acceptance and giving up at the same time.
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    I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone. I long for that feeling to not feel at all. The higher I get, the lower I'll sink. I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim...
    SonicEXE SonicEXE 13-15, F Sep 29

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    It is the best feeling in the world to sleep on your significant other's chest and feel their heart beat right along with yours, and your breaths come and at the same time. It...
    msharleenquinzel msharleenquinzel 18-21, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Strange feelings ....My Heart Beats Quickly to YOU..... I will not let time separates US ; I will do the impossible to REACH you .
    vato93 vato93 22-25, M Oct 8

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    I can feel my heartbeat ripple in my chest as its sound echoes through all my empty spaces
    peanutman27 peanutman27 22-25, M Oct 10

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    Yes i do."So long ago,another life.I can feel your heart beat.It's not a dream, remember us.I can see it in your eyes.We'll find our place in time,a place in time beyond the sun.We...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 16

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    I don't want to feel my heart in pain anymore.. I need to fill him up with love so badly that if i dont i think im gonna die
    beatrizc beatrizc 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I also had open heart surgery shortly after I was born but the doctors just told my parents to leave me there, forget about me, and try again because there was no way I was going...
    EnigmaticYoshi EnigmaticYoshi 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 9

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    I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like. Is it over yet, in my head? I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind. Is it over yet? I can...
    Smaugthestupendous Smaugthestupendous 22-25, M a week ago

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    Right now, I need to focus on mending my insecurities and problems. Here are some quotes that I can relate to. I'll come back and read these every time I feel like breaking down...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 10

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    I am having trouble getting over my ex-boyfriend. He started out so sweet and after a few months another side came out that I didn't like. It started little with anger spats...
    hopegarden33 hopegarden33 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    I was at the grocery store today and I realized my marriage is just a job. I wash clothes, do some cleaning and cooking and my pay is food and a bed. I don't get emotional or...
    Wantfreedom67 Wantfreedom67 46-50, F 9 Responses Oct 8

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    I haven't been on EP long but I've been chatting to someone and we seemed to be getting on really well, talking about our respective families (and family troubles). I sent a...
    scooper50 scooper50 56-60, M 2 Responses Sep 26

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    It's been over a year now...and I still can't move on. I have tried everything! Focused on work. Dated. Isolated myself. Tried getting closure with him, but that backfired and...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    Hole is magic. They just work, the lyrics are incredible, and the music makes you feel.
    Nobodysdaughter10 Nobodysdaughter10 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Kissing A Fool by George Michael A song that's very close to my heart http://youtu.be/ZUM7Zi7CCyk You are far When I could have been your star You listened to people Who...
    prettyfate prettyfate 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 11

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    I can't do it anymore. I wanted to be strong. I don't want to guilt him. I didn't guilt him last time. He came back on his own. I only left him two messages, neither pressuring nor...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 3

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    I feel helpless. It really is out of my control. I don't know if there's anything else that I can do. I'm frustrated because I had just typed out a long paragraph and it got erased...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    Maybe I'm crazy, maybe I'm young and stupid. So I'm not going to call what we had more than dating. But I've never had such strong feelings for someone... It wasn't to long ago...
    ashuriiNikooru ashuriiNikooru 18-21, F Sep 25

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    Take your heart away, Leave mine all alone. Was love ever present? I will never know. Let your new companion, Be that stupid phone. Maybe its just time, To finally let you go. How...
    Mindlabyrinth Mindlabyrinth 41-45, M 2 days ago

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    Take your heart away, Leave mine all alone. Was love ever present? I will never know. Let your new companion, Be that stupid phone. Maybe its just time, To finally let you go. How...
    Mindlabyrinth Mindlabyrinth 41-45, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I don't know how, or why, I keep going back to you, or why I don't just let you go. I know this is gonna end in disaster and heart break but I'd be willing to give my heart to you...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Sep 28

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    It was very seldom I ever cried over pain, sorrow or heart ache... I'm not cold-hearted.. I just never was given the reasons.. The tears I shed were tears of joy, happiness...
    EstherKay EstherKay 22-25 1 Response Oct 3

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    Do you remember the day? I do, and remember it well. It was the night before your surgery, April 12, 2014. We stayed up all night not wanting to say good night, or good bye...
    Spicedpecan0617 Spicedpecan0617 61-65, F Oct 6

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    I don't know what to do. I can't persuade him of anything. He has to figure it out on his own. I just hope the happiness and love I brought into this relationship is enough for him...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    I wish that the moment we met your eyes didn't take me to another world wishing upon a dream come true, you'd wrap me in your arms One Day and Love Me unconditionally. A Love I've...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 5

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    First and foremost I can’t believe I’m saying this but thank you. Thank you for teaching me the one lesson you just have to learn the hard way. For showing me what love feels...
    spiteyourface spiteyourface 16-17, F Oct 5

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    I feel an ache in My Heart I gasp to breathe a breath of air and feel a hestiant sigh come out my lips, a feeling of blue and dark loneliness embrace my every thought through my...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    I think all I do anymore is just annoy people with my problems... I think I'm heartbroken actually... It feels like my heart is getting crushed. I've been going to counseling...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M Oct 15

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    I was involved with a family man starting last year. The relationship ended 3 months ago. He was my first love in high school and having him back in my life felt like a second...
    youbrokeme youbrokeme 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 15

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    Nothing hurts more than feeling neglected by someone you used to call your best friend. Nothing hurts more than seeing your "best friend" make plans with another group of people...
    alexis1498 alexis1498 16-17, F 44 mins ago

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    I have been married for 3 years with 2 kids. My husband became cold & snappy ever since the kids came along. I guess due to the stress of taking care of the kids & loss of freedom...
    Lina2702 Lina2702 31-35, F 3 Responses Sep 26

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    Marriage is terrible. Not finding a job. I just feel so stuck.
    squirrelbounce squirrelbounce 36-40, F Sep 30

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    Please tell me how it feels to be stuck in a singularity the scientific community must know
    Youngnerd Youngnerd 16-17, M Oct 1

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    No one ever tore down my walls like that, no one ever made me feel so loved. No one ever touched me like you did. And no one ruined me as beutifully as you. You broke into my heart...
    ColourfulDreams ColourfulDreams 13-15, F Oct 10

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    Long term illness is difficult to deal with at the best of times, but being told you need major surgery like a heart transplant is not what I'd call pleasant. I have spent the...
    InstantCustard InstantCustard 26-30, M Oct 12

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    Whoever said that that "it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all" clearly has no idea what he/she was talking about. Falling in love is such a wonderful...
    webkoala webkoala 26-30 Oct 12

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    After a terrible day yesterday, I thought I was going to feel depressed for the rest of my life, no hope, no purpose. My mother showed up, after 8 years, and I realized she hadn't...
    Theworldisminenow Theworldisminenow 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    I'm so heartbroken. I was with my ex boyfriend for 1 year 6 months. And although it may not be as long as many, it's a long time to me because he is my first and only love, my...
    Feliciajake Feliciajake 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 15

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    My dog feels this way every time I Ieave the house. I'm no one's pet. My happiness is not dependent on another person. Sometimes its projection or some mental construct...