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I Feel A Hole In My Heart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 53 People

    Walking In Hell's Tunnels

    The nearness of you sent my senses spinning while simultaneously filling me with a sensation of peace I had never known before. When I realized that I love you it seemed as though time was passing by too quickly, trying to cheat me out of the joy of you. Although I hated the time...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 21 Responses Dec 30, 2009

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    Pain

    Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with...
    TwistedVixen TwistedVixen 26-30, F Jan 2, 2010

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    I Know Some Day

    I am sitting here watching the neighbor’s fireworks and preparing for New Years. It has been three months today since I removed the ring, placed it on the table and walked out of your life forever.  Although letting go of you was my biggest fear I know that some day...
    infiniteheart infiniteheart 31-35, F 18 Responses Dec 31, 2009

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    It's Familiar Now

    I have a few holes that can't be filled with any amount of love, unless it comes from a very specific source. That's a Tim problem though...let's just smile together :)
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 23, 2011

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    There is nothing worse

    than being alone and having that huge hole in your chest. It feels like its full of loneliness, sadness and tears. It almost hurts physically instead of only emotionally.
    AlsoUnknown AlsoUnknown 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    That Goes Through My Soul

    The hole that I feel, the abyss, in my heart, tears through to my soul. There is an emptiness I can not put words to. I have tried.Tried to explain that the other half of my being is gone. That I am well and truly only half a person. The other half is etheral..a mist, a...
    Tzech Tzech 46-50, F Jan 16, 2010

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    I Miss You!

    Sometimes I forget that your gone! Sometimes I forget I can't call you.  Sometimes I remember all those silly things we did when we were kids.  Sometimes I just wish I had you for one more hour.   I always read the letter about the people you helped...
    tks tks 36-40, F 8 Responses Feb 12, 2010

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    Its beating time with mineYou thought loveLove, love was on the lineHe holds you downBut I know you want to runBut you're hot, hotLoaded like a gunOh you feel oh so trapped and...
    Incognito666 Incognito666 18-21, M Oct 4

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    Not hurt but just...nothing anymore. I'm not surprised, sad anymore, just. nothing. Like a stage of acceptance and giving up at the same time.
    thelonelysoul thelonelysoul 18-21, M 4 Responses Oct 5

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    I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone. I long for that feeling to not feel at all. The higher I get, the lower I'll sink. I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim...
    CanYouHearTheSilence CanYouHearTheSilence 13-15, F Sep 29

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    It is the best feeling in the world to sleep on your significant other's chest and feel their heart beat right along with yours, and your breaths come and at the same time. It...
    msharleenquinzel msharleenquinzel 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Strange feelings ....My Heart Beats Quickly to YOU..... I will not let time separates US ; I will do the impossible to REACH you .
    vato93 vato93 22-25, M Oct 8

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    I can feel my heartbeat ripple in my chest as its sound echoes through all my empty spaces
    peanutman27 peanutman27 22-25, M Oct 10

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    Yes i do."So long ago,another life.I can feel your heart beat.It's not a dream, remember us.I can see it in your eyes.We'll find our place in time,a place in time beyond the sun.We...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 days ago

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    I don't want to feel my heart in pain anymore.. I need to fill him up with love so badly that if i dont i think im gonna die
    beatrizc beatrizc 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Take your heart away, Leave mine all alone. Was love ever present? I will never know. Let your new companion, Be that stupid phone. Maybe its just time, To finally let you go. How...
    Mindlabyrinth Mindlabyrinth 41-45, M 1 hr ago

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    Take your heart away, Leave mine all alone. Was love ever present? I will never know. Let your new companion, Be that stupid phone. Maybe its just time, To finally let you go. How...
    Mindlabyrinth Mindlabyrinth 41-45, M 1 hr ago

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    well this time last night i was coming down from one of the most amazin experiences ever :O i danced my lyrical dance "branching out" with my two friends from dance class H-L an...
    hanntiger1 hanntiger1 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    She is swimming all alone in a pool of sad darkness,she feels that darkness pulling her under, slowly drowning her in its unknown sorrow,She screams so loud her lungs ache...but...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 13 hrs ago

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    Mixed Messages I offer her a glass of water, I tell her that she needs it, she tells me I must be blind, that her heart's breaking but I can't see it... She was just at the bar...
    AaronLA AaronLA 31-35, M 21 hrs ago

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    I have my crush since last year..I know I felt I'm inlove..and from now I still love him..but I know he doesn't like me.He has a girlfriend and i know it..I just want to move on...
    mysteriousgirl12 mysteriousgirl12 13-15, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    Everyone, it has been a long time am my heart has been heavy for all of you. I know life is hard and I know it hurts to even stand some days but listen to me closely, you are alive...
    smilebigalways smilebigalways 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    It happened that I met a guy at a picnic...he was good looking and first I didn't feel anything for him. I was with my friend and he came to us and invited us for a BBQ at his...
    hotness55 hotness55 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Pulled into his darkness...he is a stranger but yet familiar.He is harmless, but yet he is feared.Sitting on a cold floor, only a light above, he whispers his words that seep deep...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 15 hrs ago

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    I also had open heart surgery shortly after I was born but the doctors just told my parents to leave me there, forget about me, and try again because there was no way I was going...
    EnigmaticYoshi EnigmaticYoshi 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 9

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    I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like. Is it over yet, in my head? I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind. Is it over yet? I can...
    Smaugthestupendous Smaugthestupendous 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    Right now, I need to focus on mending my insecurities and problems. Here are some quotes that I can relate to. I'll come back and read these every time I feel like breaking down...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 10

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    I've been married for almost 5 months; I think we hate each other. I find myself longing for attention and affection. I'll go out with friends and most of the guys are hitting on...
    EscapeFromTaylor EscapeFromTaylor 26-30, F 4 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I am having trouble getting over my ex-boyfriend. He started out so sweet and after a few months another side came out that I didn't like. It started little with anger spats...
    hopegarden33 hopegarden33 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    It's because I had to. My mom has heart disease and I've always had to care for her. Since the age of four. I never really had a chance to just be a child.
    Rayven1997 Rayven1997 16-17, F 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    >When you walk into those memories and see them draped with what your love has put there...the secrets you shared...the kiss that goes on forever.....I sincerely hope so. But for...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 31-35, M 6 Responses Sep 23

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    I was at the grocery store today and I realized my marriage is just a job. I wash clothes, do some cleaning and cooking and my pay is food and a bed. I don't get emotional or...
    Wantfreedom67 Wantfreedom67 46-50, F 8 Responses Oct 8

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    i apologize wholeheartedly to jeyhere,yu12,jeltediavalo,tetrazil,kringsy,ryan015,mahdiraza,thyhistory,caitlin,blondgirlbunny,lamentonnise,tawni90,sgtrecker,blodyn,nozumu for...
    genuineangel genuineangel 16-17, F 4 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I see myself as a loving person, Im easy to talk to and im always there for my friends and family even when they dont do the same with me, I also have a habit on taking on everyone...
    gsue gsue 36-40, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I haven't been on EP long but I've been chatting to someone and we seemed to be getting on really well, talking about our respective families (and family troubles). I sent a...
    scooper50 scooper50 56-60, M 2 Responses Sep 26

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    It's been over a year now...and I still can't move on. I have tried everything! Focused on work. Dated. Isolated myself. Tried getting closure with him, but that backfired and...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    Hole is magic. They just work, the lyrics are incredible, and the music makes you feel.
    Nobodysdaughter10 Nobodysdaughter10 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Hello everybody. I'm a new member here, but I'm not a "new heartbreak". My heart is broken long time ago. First of all, I want say that I’m amazed with Experience Project, and I...
    Dams3lfly Dams3lfly 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 23

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    I can't do it anymore. I wanted to be strong. I don't want to guilt him. I didn't guilt him last time. He came back on his own. I only left him two messages, neither pressuring nor...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 3

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    I feel helpless. It really is out of my control. I don't know if there's anything else that I can do. I'm frustrated because I had just typed out a long paragraph and it got erased...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    Kissing A Fool by George Michael A song that's very close to my heart http://youtu.be/ZUM7Zi7CCyk You are far When I could have been your star You listened to people Who...
    prettyfate prettyfate 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 11

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    Maybe I'm crazy, maybe I'm young and stupid. So I'm not going to call what we had more than dating. But I've never had such strong feelings for someone... It wasn't to long ago...
    ashuriiNikooru ashuriiNikooru 18-21, F Sep 25

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    I don't know how, or why, I keep going back to you, or why I don't just let you go. I know this is gonna end in disaster and heart break but I'd be willing to give my heart to you...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Sep 28

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    It was very seldom I ever cried over pain, sorrow or heart ache... I'm not cold-hearted.. I just never was given the reasons.. The tears I shed were tears of joy, happiness...
    EstherKay EstherKay 22-25 1 Response Oct 3

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    Do you remember the day? I do, and remember it well. It was the night before your surgery, April 12, 2014. We stayed up all night not wanting to say good night, or good bye...
    Spicedpecan0617 Spicedpecan0617 61-65, F Oct 6

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    I don't know what to do. I can't persuade him of anything. He has to figure it out on his own. I just hope the happiness and love I brought into this relationship is enough for him...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    I don't know why but for years I've felt so lonely with my life. I normally put on a facade when I am in public or around people I know. I always try to look happy and cheerful but...
    SaintJayV SaintJayV 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    I wish that the moment we met your eyes didn't take me to another world wishing upon a dream come true, you'd wrap me in your arms One Day and Love Me unconditionally. A Love I've...