I Feel A Hole In My Heart

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    That Goes Through My Soul

    The hole that I feel, the abyss, in my heart, tears through to my soul. There is an emptiness I can not put words to. I have tried.Tried to explain that the other half of my being is gone. That I am well and truly only half a person. The other half is etheral..a mist, a...
    Tzech Tzech
    46-50, F
    Jan 16, 2010

    Pain

    Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with...
    TwistedVixen TwistedVixen
    26-30, F
    Jan 2, 2010

    If you've read my previous experience on this

    or have even just spoken to me, you'll know that I often feel like there's a hole in my heart and there's something missing. I feel like I have a purpose or something that I'm unaware of, I don't know. I'm just not where I'm supposed to be. Well, I was listening to this song...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 20, 2015

    I seem to feel a hole in my heart.

    I don't know why I feel like this but it's a regular occurrence. I really don't like this feeling but I don't know how to make it go away. Sometimes I get distracted enough for it to go away but it always comes back. There's not really much more I can do other than hope it goes...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Nov 22, 2014

    Someone has take away something from heart.

    Everyone ask me to be strong and move on. But I couldn't force myself to smile
    tifazh tifazh
    26-30, F
    Feb 20, 2015

    I Miss You!

    Sometimes I forget that your gone! Sometimes I forget I can't call you.  Sometimes I remember all those silly things we did when we were kids.  Sometimes I just wish I had you for one more hour.   I always read the letter about the people you helped...
    tks tks
    36-40, F
    7 Responses Feb 12, 2010

    Walking In Hell's Tunnels

    The nearness of you sent my senses spinning while simultaneously filling me with a sensation of peace I had never known before. When I realized that I love you it seemed as though time was passing by too quickly, trying to cheat me out of the joy of you. Although I hated the time...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    20 Responses Dec 30, 2009

    It's Familiar Now

    I have a few holes that can't be filled with any amount of love, unless it comes from a very specific source. That's a Tim problem though...let's just smile together :)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 23, 2011

    There is nothing worse

    than being alone and having that huge hole in your chest. It feels like its full of loneliness, sadness and tears. It almost hurts physically instead of only emotionally.
    AlsoUnknown AlsoUnknown
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 21, 2014

    I Know Some Day

    I am sitting here watching the neighbor’s fireworks and preparing for New Years. It has been three months today since I removed the ring, placed it on the table and walked out of your life forever.  Although letting go of you was my biggest fear I know that some day...
    infiniteheart infiniteheart
    31-35, F
    18 Responses Dec 31, 2009

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