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I Feel A Hole In My Heart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 132 People

    It's Familiar Now

    I have a few holes that can't be filled with any amount of love, unless it comes from a very specific source. That's a Tim problem though...let's just smile together :)
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 23, 2011

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    That Goes Through My Soul

    The hole that I feel, the abyss, in my heart, tears through to my soul. There is an emptiness I can not put words to. I have tried.Tried to explain that the other half of my being is gone. That I am well and truly only half a person. The other half is etheral..a mist, a...
    Tzech Tzech 46-50, F Jan 16, 2010

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    I seem to feel a hole in my heart.

    I don't know why I feel like this but it's a regular occurrence. I really don't like this feeling but I don't know how to make it go away. Sometimes I get distracted enough for it to go away but it always comes back. There's not really much more I can do other than hope it goes...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21 6 Responses Nov 22, 2014

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    I Miss You!

    Sometimes I forget that your gone! Sometimes I forget I can't call you.  Sometimes I remember all those silly things we did when we were kids.  Sometimes I just wish I had you for one more hour.   I always read the letter about the people you helped...
    tks tks 36-40, F 8 Responses Feb 12, 2010

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    There is nothing worse

    than being alone and having that huge hole in your chest. It feels like its full of loneliness, sadness and tears. It almost hurts physically instead of only emotionally.
    AlsoUnknown AlsoUnknown 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2014

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    Walking In Hell's Tunnels

    The nearness of you sent my senses spinning while simultaneously filling me with a sensation of peace I had never known before. When I realized that I love you it seemed as though time was passing by too quickly, trying to cheat me out of the joy of you. Although I hated the time...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 21 Responses Dec 30, 2009

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    Someone has take away something from heart.

    Everyone ask me to be strong and move on. But I couldn't force myself to smile
    tifazh tifazh 22-25, F Feb 20

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    I Know Some Day

    I am sitting here watching the neighbor’s fireworks and preparing for New Years. It has been three months today since I removed the ring, placed it on the table and walked out of your life forever.  Although letting go of you was my biggest fear I know that some day...
    infiniteheart infiniteheart 31-35, F 18 Responses Dec 31, 2009

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    If you've read my previous experience on this

    or have even just spoken to me, you'll know that I often feel like there's a hole in my heart and there's something missing. I feel like I have a purpose or something that I'm unaware of, I don't know. I'm just not where I'm supposed to be. Well, I was listening to this song...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21 5 Responses Feb 20

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    Pain

    Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with...
    TwistedVixen TwistedVixen 26-30, F Jan 2, 2010

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    Don't now why I love to talk , see ,and hear him . But he is the crush of my friend. Why me what is this feeling that hearts me so bad!!!
    babylove1445 babylove1445 13-15, F Feb 1

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    after last night, going out, picking up groups of guys to buy me drinks and get me drunk, I had to let them use me in exchange. being drunk and used for other mens pleasure is how...
    CheatingTracy CheatingTracy 22-25, F 27 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Really getting tired of getting my heart broken. And just when I get my heart broken you get dived in on by cam girls, african dating scams, liars, etc. It really can make you...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    i feel like the nicer people (and or more fun people) listen to country. i relate to country music and i love its fun beat. i love fun country people. sadley i cant find any...
    Kanimaz Kanimaz 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    i m left with no heart now. i gave mine to her and she left with it
    mannankaur3 mannankaur3 18-21, M 13 hrs ago

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    I don't even know where to begin. My husband was my first relationship, I never felt such connection with anybody. We clicked instantly it was almost too cheesy. We both turned our...
    theeverewhereist theeverewhereist 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    I don't want to be sad. it wasn't even a "real" relationship probably by my or anyone's standards. we reconnected over facebook, old friends from decades ago. wrote and wrote. he...
    hardtiming hardtiming 41-45, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I feel like my heart isn't there anymore though it still has a heart beat. I feel like my blood no longer circulates through my body. I feel like everything is lost, like I'm just...
    BrokenCorpse BrokenCorpse 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    At this time, this state I do feel my life is like a big mess and ****. There are nothing work well past. I just don't know what else to do, so that it could be a little or even a...
    meandmythought meandmythought 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    I am sick and i am tired but I had to sayYES THIS IS MY GROUP AND MY HEARTH GROUP :D!USUALLY PEOPLE HAVE NOOO IDEA HOW VULNERABLE HOW POROUS AND HOW MALLEABLE MY BOUNDARIES REALLY...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 1 Response Feb 11

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    Darling I'm falling in love with you, but your eyes don't see me yet. I look up and see dull, grey, steel clouds filling every centimetre of the sky. The sky is hoarding so much...
    Macyyyy Macyyyy 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    When I found Spice almost 5 years ago, she was this little, rat, scrawny, sickly, looking thing, roaming around in the middle of the street. She couldn't have been more than 5...
    AjLeePunk AjLeePunk 22-25, F Feb 1

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    Ever since my first heart break in 2012 I've been making everyone else suffer for what that idiot has done to me. Pushing everyone away , not trusting , thinking everyone's going...
    timav timav 18-21, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    It's sometimes so sad that life moves on and changes, and sometimes you don't want that. There is a guy I know who is very special to me, but he is from another country and an...
    Moonstar14 Moonstar14 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    Real life is gone...just existing....The internal love is gone....just an empty hole.....the wounds on my soul will never heal, they reach to the very soul,I look in the mirror and...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 15 Responses Feb 5

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    whats good soul therapy for an angry soul who has been cheated on? I like railing against a God that can take it and listening to Hole. Man I fvckin love love love Courtney Love
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 17

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    I have Depersonalization disorder for almost a year now.It never stops I dont feel anything, my thoughts are racing In my had and I am lost all the time.It started when I was in a...
    Dusan1234 Dusan1234 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 8

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    I had to break up with my boyfriend. He was so good to me, but he ignored my kids. After 15 months I had to decide if I wanted to keep just dating him, knowing it would never...
    Marcibella Marcibella 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    well, i'm pretty sure that's where this is going. i have been talking to this boy for exactly two months today. everything has been going perfect- until last night. it was like...
    daydreamer27 daydreamer27 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    The day I first met you You told me you'd never fall in love But now that I get you I know fear is what it really was Now here we are, So close yet so far. Haven't I passed the...
    LostSoul1212 LostSoul1212 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    I never felt the greatness of this shower thing unless I saw a documentary on discovery channel it said why shower keeps us fresh and energetic even if we are low Many enjoys...
    FightingTillTheEnd FightingTillTheEnd 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 11

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    I know what love could do to you. Breaks you and tears you into little pieces. I just wish I had more control over my feelings and wished that my heart asked me for my permission...
    jiajee jiajee 18-21 5 Responses Feb 7

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    For the Heartbroken You took all the love I offered Even all my dignity Made me think my love was ugly Then threw it back at me Now my stomach feels so hollow My ego feels...
    squizz5 squizz5 41-45, M 6 Responses Feb 10

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    I don't claim to be all peaches-and-cream. I'm a good person, a decent human being, but everyone has limits, and I've been hurt more than enough to have earned the right to be a b...
    iFortiTude iFortiTude 31-35 Feb 15

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    Another Goodbye ButterflyI wish she wasn't so upset,when she left me,mad as she was when she left,but it's the only way she knows how leave me,believe me,I know the type,so...
    AaronLA AaronLA 31-35, M Feb 15

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    Another Goodbye ButterflyI wish she wasn't so upset,when she left me,mad as she was when she left,but it's the only way she knows how leave me,believe me,I know the type,so...
    AaronLA AaronLA 31-35, M Feb 15

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    A beat An ache of loneliness which you feel at that moment will never go away A longing that takes your mind to an unknown place A sensual desire which heats your entire being...
    SecretEscape SecretEscape 36-40, F 10 Responses Feb 19

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    Love them, glory holes that is, would love to go to a party if your in the UK Def let me know mmm ??
    peefun2528 peefun2528 56-60, M Feb 20

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    I got bad news after bad news today and just snapped. I've cut my hand and wrist pretty badly and I've left a sizeable hole in my bedroom wall. This is symptomatic of my life...
    JTeire90 JTeire90 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Hi everyone, I am new to this site. Well, I wasn't before, but this is a new account because I deleted my old one. So I guess I want to share my story. Sort of to connect with...
    brokengirlx brokengirlx 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 1

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    It all started on a summer day, I still remember the moment when I met her. She was a young and innocent girl, we share a similar background of a lone foreigner travelling to a new...
    thebiggestwhatif thebiggestwhatif 18-21, M Feb 12

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