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I Feel A Hole In My Heart

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    Pain

    Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with...
    TwistedVixen TwistedVixen 26-30, F Jan 2, 2010

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    I Miss You!

    Sometimes I forget that your gone! Sometimes I forget I can't call you.  Sometimes I remember all those silly things we did when we were kids.  Sometimes I just wish I had you for one more hour.   I always read the letter about the people you helped...
    tks tks 36-40, F 7 Responses Feb 12, 2010

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    That Goes Through My Soul

    The hole that I feel, the abyss, in my heart, tears through to my soul. There is an emptiness I can not put words to. I have tried.Tried to explain that the other half of my being is gone. That I am well and truly only half a person. The other half is etheral..a mist, a...
    Tzech Tzech 46-50, F Jan 16, 2010

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    I seem to feel a hole in my heart.

    I don't know why I feel like this but it's a regular occurrence. I really don't like this feeling but I don't know how to make it go away. Sometimes I get distracted enough for it to go away but it always comes back. There's not really much more I can do other than hope it goes...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 22, 2014

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    I Know Some Day

    I am sitting here watching the neighbor’s fireworks and preparing for New Years. It has been three months today since I removed the ring, placed it on the table and walked out of your life forever.  Although letting go of you was my biggest fear I know that some day...
    infiniteheart infiniteheart 31-35, F 18 Responses Dec 31, 2009

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    Someone has take away something from heart.

    Everyone ask me to be strong and move on. But I couldn't force myself to smile
    tifazh tifazh 26-30, F Feb 20, 2015

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    Walking In Hell's Tunnels

    The nearness of you sent my senses spinning while simultaneously filling me with a sensation of peace I had never known before. When I realized that I love you it seemed as though time was passing by too quickly, trying to cheat me out of the joy of you. Although I hated the time...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 20 Responses Dec 30, 2009

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    If you've read my previous experience on this

    or have even just spoken to me, you'll know that I often feel like there's a hole in my heart and there's something missing. I feel like I have a purpose or something that I'm unaware of, I don't know. I'm just not where I'm supposed to be. Well, I was listening to this song...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 20, 2015

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    There is nothing worse

    than being alone and having that huge hole in your chest. It feels like its full of loneliness, sadness and tears. It almost hurts physically instead of only emotionally.
    AlsoUnknown AlsoUnknown 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2014

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    It's Familiar Now

    I have a few holes that can't be filled with any amount of love, unless it comes from a very specific source. That's a Tim problem though...let's just smile together :)
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 23, 2011

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    I try to explain to others what it feels like when I'm having a depressive "episode" and it's the hardest thing to try to explain. Especially when the feeling comes out of nowhere...
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    I kept having this feeling of being useless. I tried to be part of something. But the only thing happening is that it seems a lot of people also want to be part of those. So I was...
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    I kept having this feeling of being useless. I tried to be part of something. But the only thing happening is that it seems a lot of people also want to be part of those. So I was...
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    I kept having this feeling of being useless. I tried to be part of something. But the only thing happening is that it seems a lot of people also want to be part of those. So I was...
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    I truly believe this about following ur heart and all but be ware the heart can be desiving as well sorry for my spelling anyways guard ur hearts and pray on makes changes oh...
    riderz4christ riderz4christ 36-40, M 6 hrs ago

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    Knowing so much and yet so little. Having an understanding of the Universe unparalleled by anyone else. Yet always I am moving on. Having only a few friends along the way. Destined...
    FluttershyLabeouf FluttershyLabeouf 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    I hate this. It's 2:45, my birthday, and I've never felt more alone. Yeah I had a great weekend, spent with some of the best friends in the world, but I want to me loved. Not...
    xadev xadev 18-21, M 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    As I lie awake at 2:30 in the middle of the night in total darkness, the only light coming from the tablet that I tell my secrets to, I think of you. I wish tonight that you were...
    Niknak9225 Niknak9225 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    Many many times. Sometimes I'm pretty sure it wasn't an accident.......I mean when you shove it half way in and keep pumping away after I say wrong hole....
    emily69all emily69all 18-21, F 11 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have been through a lot and I no longer have the energy to deal with these emotions. I have been in love with a guy who has been mean and cruel to me and which he claimed was...
    thecoldheartedqueen thecoldheartedqueen 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Why am I feeling that we're drifting off/apart? It feels like someone is losing interest. I'm not sure who. It's not like before...I'm not sure what it is. Is it just me or is this...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    With all my heart and soul and every part of me. When he died a hole ripped in my heart that has never been fully healed.
    LuvinKitty LuvinKitty 51-55, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Talk about a bad day. Funny thing is every single thing that made me feel bad came from someone else's words or actions. Why do I care so much? I hate that I am so soft. I think...
    rana3434 rana3434 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    This feels kind of weird to me, but part of me wants someone, even a stranger (but preferably a close friend), to listen to my heart beating, to hear my blood being pumped through...
    alphaomega95 alphaomega95 18-21 1 Response 5 days ago

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    the girl who charmed my heart... stole it.. before she could ever be possibly mine has asked me to stop talking to her. she does not believe i can get over the feelings i have for...
    that1brownguy that1brownguy 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WCGNfKKOV-g There is much truth within this video although I believe there is so much more missing! This message is too simple for my mind and I...
    Spitbak Spitbak 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    Depression from a broken heart is one of the common depression, and what makes it interesting is that it's not easy to notice when that person is sad and people would feel very...
    Tagstar2000 Tagstar2000 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    I've fallen and can't get up! Darn hole...
    GrinchFairy GrinchFairy 16-17 6 days ago

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    It's important to understand where I was at the time. I was married, not happy and yet not unhappy. It's like I wasn't yet awake, a robot maybe. We functioned very much like...
    pearlesque pearlesque 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I Am Feeling Heartbroken I am feeling heartbroken. Seeing you, how you have seizure really breaks my heart. You're still young, I treat you as if you're my real sister. I'm sorry...
    byeAnna byeAnna 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    It's amazing how quickly things can fall apart. One second you think you have your life figured out, the next second it all comes crashing down on you. I'm crying as I write this...
    JustAnAfricanGirl JustAnAfricanGirl 18-21, F a week ago

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    When someone comes along in your life ... Someone you see something of yourself in .. They make you feel amazing , happy, content , excited , coy, strong, ambitious . They make you...
    SoleExecutioner SoleExecutioner 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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    Throbbings, cartwheels, tingles, sparkles. I feel it all in my heartspace, and nothing compares when it is touched like that by that one other. Once in a while I get to...
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F Jan 28

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    I know after time I will feel better..but it hurts so much right now. He said he loved me but pushed me away. Hurts knowing that he already moved on to another chick...and I'm...
    QuietDinosaur QuietDinosaur 16-17, F Jan 27

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    I once felt my heart was growing cold, battle hard trying not to let it happen. And now I decide I should never have a cold heart for the sake of my life and my children's and for...
    Sunflowerintw Sunflowerintw 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 27

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    Last year in March, i met a guy on Facebook. I didn't know exactly what he looked like as he had old childhood pictures of him on his page but I really fell in love with his mind...
    HazelLancaster HazelLancaster 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    He's my first love, and god he was one hell of a first love to have. Its been two months since it happened and its been the longest two months of my life, I don't know a day I...
    tayybugg tayybugg 16-17, F Jan 25

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    I'm not sure exactly how to word all this, but I'll do my best. First off I'd like to say that I am the type of person that wants everyone around me to be happy. It's less...
    sweetgem8 sweetgem8 41-45, F 6 Responses Jan 25

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    Im a 19 y/o gay man who fell deeply in love with my bromance best friend. My best friend and I knew each other for three years. He knows that i am gay and claims himself to be...
    poomiepoom poomiepoom 18-21, M