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I Feel A Hole In My Heart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 53 People

    "Not Sure Theres Any Heart Left, The Holes So Big"

    This past week was ruff, finding out i was no longer in remission and knowing because of that i have lost you! Everything has went to hell in a matter of days.Knowing i can't change my out come in life,makes you wonder why some never go through all the pain others do. Wish for...
    tennesseecountrygirl tennesseecountrygirl 46-50, F Nov 6, 2010

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    Walking In Hell's Tunnels

    The nearness of you sent my senses spinning while simultaneously filling me with a sensation of peace I had never known before. When I realized that I love you it seemed as though time was passing by too quickly, trying to cheat me out of the joy of you. Although I hated the time...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 21 Responses Dec 30, 2009

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    There is nothing worse

    than being alone and having that huge hole in your chest. It feels like its full of loneliness, sadness and tears. It almost hurts physically instead of only emotionally.
    AlsoUnknown AlsoUnknown 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    Pain

    Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with...
    TwistedVixen TwistedVixen 26-30, F Jan 2, 2010

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    That Goes Through My Soul

    The hole that I feel, the abyss, in my heart, tears through to my soul. There is an emptiness I can not put words to. I have tried.Tried to explain that the other half of my being is gone. That I am well and truly only half a person. The other half is etheral..a mist, a...
    Tzech Tzech 46-50, F Jan 16, 2010

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    It's Familiar Now

    I have a few holes that can't be filled with any amount of love, unless it comes from a very specific source. That's a Tim problem though...let's just smile together :)
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 23, 2011

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    I Know Some Day

    I am sitting here watching the neighbor’s fireworks and preparing for New Years. It has been three months today since I removed the ring, placed it on the table and walked out of your life forever.  Although letting go of you was my biggest fear I know that some day...
    infiniteheart infiniteheart 31-35, F 18 Responses Dec 31, 2009

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    I Miss You!

    Sometimes I forget that your gone! Sometimes I forget I can't call you.  Sometimes I remember all those silly things we did when we were kids.  Sometimes I just wish I had you for one more hour.   I always read the letter about the people you helped...
    tks tks 36-40, F 8 Responses Feb 12, 2010

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    I hope that when he breaks your heart each price will be a memory of me
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    I'm always left alone even tho people promise they will never leave.. It really breaks my heart that I'm not even good enough to have a friend.. Everyone gets mad at me for no...
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    It's weird, having feelings for someone. I finally know how it feels. One minute you don't know anything about that person and you guys are complete strangers. Next thing you know...
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    Lol. Lmao. So often. Like some kid. At my age. Lmao. An old grey kid. Whose peenys and arse say thats life. Yes my body parts talk to me. Deal with it...
    converted converted 46-50, M Jul 14

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    You were supposed to one that saves me
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M Jul 3

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    These pills will never fill this void
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M Jul 8

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    Why can't I let go Why do I keep holding Why do I still need you
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M Jul 8

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    Wish I can just move far away ...
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    Any gay Canadians out there? 😏😏 hopefully on the west coast side 🙏
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    janicefromkansas janicefromkansas 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    Seeing you with him today was it for me it was the last nail in my coffin it's time I end this hurt its time I go
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M Jul 14

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    Seeing you today with him killed me inside the way you laughed the way he held you the way you smiled all the things we used to be
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    Can we take it back, back to the way things used to be
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    I don't know why...but somehow, someone's hurting that I don't know about...
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    Finally expect I have daddy issues. I just want to scream at him and ask him why he left why did he leave my mom like that . You dont deserve my love , you can't just walk away...
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    Dealing with stress not knowing to do is the worst..hate not know the in expected.. And hopping something/someone makes things better..
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    Close your eyes look deep into my soul .... Feel my heart beat With my hand resting on your soul We hear two hearts joined together Soul to soul Heart to heart Together forever...
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    My divorce is in it's infancy. I have a. No contact order in place for us to speak via a third party about our son only. He's been emailing me. I respond with short answers. I...
    jaylow13 jaylow13 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    I feel very lonely at the moment... "As the fear very familiar to me overwhelms my every nerve of existence, I feel my heart begin to beat faster and faster, oh how I wish these...
    LilacLoner222 LilacLoner222 16-17, F Jul 1

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    So outta my emptiness I made me imaginary friends so when I imagine that they hug my I actually feel my heart feel a little more better it's working .
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 23

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    For a short time we were actually in love, and now she doesn't feel the same anymore... I dont know what hurts more, the thoughts that wont let me sleep at night, or the loss of...
    BlueJte BlueJte 22-25, M 13 mins ago

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    'You open up and what you gain is another hole...' Volbeat - our loved ones. It feels every bit as if not only one, but two, large holes have been torn from my Heart. And If I...
    SShawnO SShawnO 41-45, M 3 Responses Jul 9

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    Sometimes I feel like she never cares...
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    Today is my birthday. Yesterday night, i gave myself one of the best gift i have ever given myself. Bravery. Bravery to face my fear. To face my broken heart. To face the love...
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    My LIFE: IN REMISSION It was every lie you ever told That brought us here today Your empty promises and twisted words The verbal abuse and put downs and let downs The always...
    sunniedays89 sunniedays89 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    silentgirl1234 silentgirl1234 13-15, F Jul 17

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    Sometimes when people are gone... They're just gone. You can cry a thousand tears and it won't bring them back. Every memory feels like it's stabbing at your heart. You can plead...
    Frankie71 Frankie71 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    I have never cut. but I have attempted sucicide and think of how peaceful it must be to be dead. never have to trust anyone. never have to be let down. I can just be dead. I am in...
    larissakidd larissakidd 13-15, F Jul 21

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    Nothing seems to bring me any joy, not even my ability to write descriptive romantic sentences. I feel as if part of me has died. I can't seem to bring myself to focus on any task...
    Deadlynightshade5 Deadlynightshade5 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    When you said i do, it was supposed to be forever. I was never going to have to walk away from you. I was never going to know the pain of losing my lover, best friend and husband...
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