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I Feel A Hole In My Heart

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    That Goes Through My Soul

    The hole that I feel, the abyss, in my heart, tears through to my soul. There is an emptiness I can not put words to. I have tried.Tried to explain that the other half of my being is gone. That I am well and truly only half a person. The other half is etheral..a mist, a...
    Tzech Tzech 46-50, F Jan 16, 2010

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    I seem to feel a hole in my heart.

    I don't know why I feel like this but it's a regular occurrence. I really don't like this feeling but I don't know how to make it go away. Sometimes I get distracted enough for it to go away but it always comes back. There's not really much more I can do other than hope it goes...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21 5 Responses Nov 22, 2014

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    Walking In Hell's Tunnels

    The nearness of you sent my senses spinning while simultaneously filling me with a sensation of peace I had never known before. When I realized that I love you it seemed as though time was passing by too quickly, trying to cheat me out of the joy of you. Although I hated the time...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 21 Responses Dec 30, 2009

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    Pain

    Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with...
    TwistedVixen TwistedVixen 26-30, F Jan 2, 2010

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    It's Familiar Now

    I have a few holes that can't be filled with any amount of love, unless it comes from a very specific source. That's a Tim problem though...let's just smile together :)
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 23, 2011

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    Someone has take away something from heart.

    Everyone ask me to be strong and move on. But I couldn't force myself to smile
    tifazh tifazh 22-25, F Feb 20

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    I Know Some Day

    I am sitting here watching the neighbor’s fireworks and preparing for New Years. It has been three months today since I removed the ring, placed it on the table and walked out of your life forever.  Although letting go of you was my biggest fear I know that some day...
    infiniteheart infiniteheart 31-35, F 18 Responses Dec 31, 2009

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    If you've read my previous experience on this

    or have even just spoken to me, you'll know that I often feel like there's a hole in my heart and there's something missing. I feel like I have a purpose or something that I'm unaware of, I don't know. I'm just not where I'm supposed to be. Well, I was listening to this song...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21 3 Responses Feb 20

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    I Miss You!

    Sometimes I forget that your gone! Sometimes I forget I can't call you.  Sometimes I remember all those silly things we did when we were kids.  Sometimes I just wish I had you for one more hour.   I always read the letter about the people you helped...
    tks tks 36-40, F 7 Responses Feb 12, 2010

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    There is nothing worse

    than being alone and having that huge hole in your chest. It feels like its full of loneliness, sadness and tears. It almost hurts physically instead of only emotionally.
    AlsoUnknown AlsoUnknown 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2014

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    why does the son of man have to be so selfish?why does he have to fail his woman all the time why does he have to step on her heart and soul,to stab her again n again to humiliate...
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    to be honest i really dont know if i can love anymore i just dont feel like before perhaps my heart is way too scared i am not coward just telling you people who are reading it...
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    I just lost I great girl in my life. I loved her to bits more than anyone. Now she has broke my heart. I don't know how much more my heart can take.
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    PART OF ME........ That part of me will not go away it wants to stay and fight, while the other part of me is tired and beaten down wants to quit, who will win? everyday I...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F May 11

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    i ache to feel companionship but i ache at the thought of being heartbroken...im a godd!mn walking contradiction...you wanna be loved but you dont wanna be hurt... the older you...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    hey laiqa many will say they love you but i wonder how many will actually mean it many will make you laugh but i wonder how many will keep you happy forever many will look in...
    Mdesires Mdesires 18-21, M 16 hrs ago

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    i fell in love with girl i will write her name laiqa worst thing is waiting for someone that some day a miracle will happen that person will love you back come to you each day...
    Mdesires Mdesires 18-21, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    You've humiliated and hurt me Why? You've stabbed me right in the heart Why? You've abused my vulnerabilities Why? You put yourself always ahead Why? Do I even matter to you...
    mattie0807 mattie0807 36-40, M 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    This broken heart is too much to handle. My arm is full of cuts, my mind is too depressed
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    That's why I always get Hurt. Cause I'm too sensitive I use my heart in everything.
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    who do you stay? such a simple sentence but so many underlying meanings. she stays for contentment. she stays for security.she stays for normalcy. shes holding on to herself by a...
    lonelymom1982 lonelymom1982 31-35, F May 8

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    I met him at 18 while travelling abroad. He was a childhood friend that my mother insisted i visit even if its for a few days. Our fathers were best friends and as children they...
    soulshatttttered soulshatttttered 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    Guys I need some help and some advise. Be kind please I'm very fragile. 6 weeks ago my boyfriend and best friend of two years left me. Heartbroken doesn't even begin to cover it...
    Lostnemo Lostnemo 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4

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    When your Heart brocks, no-one can hear the sound. But only one can feel it, yeah that's you. A broken heart is one of those experiences that all of us as humans can share, yet...
    Riyaan8 Riyaan8 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 26

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    First time There's a first time for everything; your first crush, first kiss, but nothing is as traumatizing at your first heartbreak. Imagine this, you become friends, then...
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    I used to be happy, and good. I used to be so compassionate, children are so pure and carefree. But now who am I? I feel like Ive changed a lot. But j want to be that quiet, shy...
    Broken146 Broken146 13-15 May 9

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    "Stay" All along it was a fever A cold sweat hot-headed believer I threw my hands in the air, said, "Show me something," He said, "If you dare, come a little closer." Round...
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    Wherever you are I am thinking of you yet don’t want to bother you much so silently I recall you in my heart, I place my hand upon you, close my eyes and see you, I pray you be...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 2 Responses May 11

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    I don't want to patronize...but I am compelled to write this, because my heart has been overflowing with gratitude, my cup runneth over. I have a special friend in EP, and I am not...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 6 Responses May 14

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    I find it strange how people respond to anyone who expresses anger. As if it is a taboo emotion. You can't pick and choose which emotions you have. If you feel love or sympathy...
    marlowgreen marlowgreen 36-40, M a week ago

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    When I first had my heart truly broken, the thing I remember the most is how the area in my chest where I thought my heart was... hurt. It physically hurt. Not pain. But an ache...
    Brontide Brontide 36-40, M 3 Responses Apr 25

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    I’m really hoping some of you can offer me some much needed support and guidance as I’m young, confused and heartbroken. Where do I start? I started my job coming up to 2...
    anony333 anony333 18-21, F May 4

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    So there's this hole inside me that can't be filled. It's void and needs to be filled up. I'm beginning to see maybe I need crisis to fill this void. I'm attracted to people who...
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