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I Feel A Hole In My Heart

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    There is nothing worse

    than being alone and having that huge hole in your chest. It feels like its full of loneliness, sadness and tears. It almost hurts physically instead of only emotionally.
    AlsoUnknown AlsoUnknown 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2014

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    It's Familiar Now

    I have a few holes that can't be filled with any amount of love, unless it comes from a very specific source. That's a Tim problem though...let's just smile together :)
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Mar 23, 2011

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    I seem to feel a hole in my heart.

    I don't know why I feel like this but it's a regular occurrence. I really don't like this feeling but I don't know how to make it go away. Sometimes I get distracted enough for it to go away but it always comes back. There's not really much more I can do other than hope it goes...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21 6 Responses Nov 22, 2014

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    That Goes Through My Soul

    The hole that I feel, the abyss, in my heart, tears through to my soul. There is an emptiness I can not put words to. I have tried.Tried to explain that the other half of my being is gone. That I am well and truly only half a person. The other half is etheral..a mist, a...
    Tzech Tzech 46-50, F Jan 16, 2010

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    Walking In Hell's Tunnels

    The nearness of you sent my senses spinning while simultaneously filling me with a sensation of peace I had never known before. When I realized that I love you it seemed as though time was passing by too quickly, trying to cheat me out of the joy of you. Although I hated the time...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 21 Responses Dec 30, 2009

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    I Know Some Day

    I am sitting here watching the neighbor’s fireworks and preparing for New Years. It has been three months today since I removed the ring, placed it on the table and walked out of your life forever.  Although letting go of you was my biggest fear I know that some day...
    infiniteheart infiniteheart 31-35, F 18 Responses Dec 31, 2009

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    Pain

    Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with...
    TwistedVixen TwistedVixen 26-30, F Jan 2, 2010

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    I Miss You!

    Sometimes I forget that your gone! Sometimes I forget I can't call you.  Sometimes I remember all those silly things we did when we were kids.  Sometimes I just wish I had you for one more hour.   I always read the letter about the people you helped...
    tks tks 36-40, F 8 Responses Feb 12, 2010

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    I just dont know why I feel broken heart so easily. its just like my heart made from glasses and really hurt to feel like this.Sometimes just because silly things , sometimes from...
    denez denez 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    I just thought about this. I remember when my mom's mom died, I was fine until the funeral. No tears, nothing. I was in disbelief..until I saw my broken mom. I walked to her and...
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    RIP Newtown Fridays school shooting has left me reeling as well as most folks around the country. My heart truly hurts for those families and the town of Newtown CT. Maybe it's...
    Demidryad Demidryad 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I feel my heart breaking.... What do I do😖💔
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    I feel like every time I am successful or gaining positive/productive ground I somehow intentionally or unintentionally sabotage it. Examples of late. I gambled and took a trip to...
    Surilian Surilian 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    Everything I do is wrong. I can't seem to do anything right. My husband of 10 years says its all my fault. He criticizes everything I do, and I mean everything. He is angry...
    taltos69 taltos69 36-40, F 8 Responses Jan 4

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    A bit back my heart lepped with such joy, I could not contain it. As hard as my mind tried, my heart consumed logic and smothered my sanity. It was such a beautiful insanity I...
    Stickwithmebabe Stickwithmebabe 36-40, F 17 hrs ago

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    Unrequited love is like one of the worst things in life for anyone. I knew a guy named Hernan for a year now since January. I remember when I first met him in class, I was afraid...
    AziaLee AziaLee 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    put your hand on my heart and feel what i am thinking... because of you... slw
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F 36 mins ago

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    Today is the aniversery of one of the worst days of my life. And I can't stop thinking about her. This morning I was lying in bed and I saw her lying beside me and she said "I like...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    I had a girl give me a oral job, and during that she started to lick my but hole. She licked it for a good while. This felt wonderful.. Another time I had a woman stick her finger...
    Niko864 Niko864 41-45, M Jan 8

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    Loved and hated. Bad combo. Happened to all of us. Well many of us. I will speak for me. All my ex bfs let me down. Broke me down. That's why I hated them for hardening my heart...
    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    You know that moment when you simply are tired of people arguing about religion? Doesn't matter who has the right answer. Instead of having an open conversation about this subject...
    paiva1904 paiva1904 18-21, M Jan 4

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    2 women have broken my heart in my life in 2 very close relationships is is possible I'll be alone for ever and this bottle will be my only lover? If so that's a small hole, Why...
    CuteLoverboyJRU CuteLoverboyJRU 18-21, M Jan 12

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    I'm actually at a point where I am content with myself. I'm starting to see some light... A little. I'm doin my thing tryin to stay busy and staying in school. But I lie awake at...
    kpweant1 kpweant1 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 12

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    When I was 16, I was really into technology and PC games, but I always held a lingering fear that it'd never fill the hole in my life. By 17 my priorities were changing, and by 18...
    Unbeholden Unbeholden 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have been very lucky in this life of mine. Or is that even true? My world always appears so full of light. The outer rims of my soul like burning torches of fire in the night...
    Loverofpeace Loverofpeace 36-40, F 10 Responses Jan 13

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    I just broke up on New Year's day. I had been with him since Oct 9, 2013. He had been my unbelievably very good friend since Feb 2007. He's very intelligent and sensitive...
    UN1V3RS3 UN1V3RS3 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    I haven't written a thing in a month. I have had no words to say, just dealing with myfeelings. Yes, my feelings, are all over the place like an abandoned animal left to fendon its...
    bemyvalentine bemyvalentine 56-60, F 8 Responses Jan 19

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    another day and I'm still crying my self to sleep at night and waking up feeling sad and scared again and again. .. when will I stop feeling like this. I feel like I'm just...
    bunnypop bunnypop 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 22

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    My parents love me. And my sister. And my fiancée, actually. So, my parents and I had a chat tonight. A big one. Only lasted one hour, but it was big. Dad basically asked me if...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    It's been almost three years since we first met. I still remember the day. I had been back in my home town for a few months after I'd convinced myself to stay because I'd missed it...
    minernick minernick 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    It was one day in the month of October when I met him, I met him on a website he sent me a message and I replied to it, on October the 31st after chatting for about a week he asked...
    Marlenyfl83 Marlenyfl83 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    i go to school with a boy i have known since the 4th grade we are now in the 10th i alway's thought he was cute and i would admire him from afar but never pay him much attention i...
    bubblegumlollipop bubblegumlollipop 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    After a huge argument, my fiance told me to get lost from his life, telling me to break it off, and refusing to acknowledge for the pain and hurt he gave me and for the names he...
    taneeya taneeya 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    Each time i go to go to sleep I can't because it's either I get seriously angry because of what happened today or at the fact my mother suggested I get myself out like to go to the...
    SecretAbby SecretAbby 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    What's your most beloved Hole song?
    ShamanVayda ShamanVayda 16-17, F Jan 3

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    A wounded heart damage & bruised Love shouldn't feel this way nor should it confused A caring heart was attack by infidelity No song can cure this heart not even a melody The...
    DaCreativeChild DaCreativeChild 22-25, F Jan 5

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    Every ****** g day. Today (now technically yesterday) is my birthday and I feel like a giant POS. My wife made me feel like **** because she said she would cook dinner when I got...
    snake215 snake215 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 6

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    i no longer know how to control how i feel and how to get out of this hole.. its like every day it become deeper and deeper and i just cant seem to find the light..
    unknownana unknownana 16-17, F Jan 7

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    My grandpa sent my letter saying that he looked in the paper and I didn't make the honor roll. He said he was very upset and sad, then had to say that all of my friends did, and...
    MillaNilla MillaNilla 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    The clouds move slow, the heart beats fast, a bit faster this time, the trees sing a soothing song, so close, so far, if you ever feel alone, listen to my voice, a voice inside...
    nottoofarnottooclose nottoofarnottooclose 22-25, F Jan 16

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    I feel empty, i am empty of emotions, have a hole in my chest After this i am not sure i will ever be the same again, i am not sure i will ever feel like that again... I am not...
    lynnewolf99 lynnewolf99 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    Things at home are still up in the air I dropped out of sixth form a month ago now and havnt found a job or really done anything. I felt positive and like this year my life would...
    Hevss Hevss 16-17, F Jan 21

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    My aunt died today. They disconnected her. I love that woman very much. She took care of me. And I took care of her. Our souls were so similar. She is gone now. And I didn't say...
    Nyah27 Nyah27 26-30 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Its playing in my head (Today's Feelings) Dil Ne Jise Apna Kahaa Dil Ne Jise Apna Kahaa Bekhabbar, Woh Hain Wahan Jaane Pal Zameen Aasmaan Dil Ne Jise Apna Kahaa Dil Ne Jise Apna...
    BlueFairy09 BlueFairy09 26-30, F Dec 30, 2014

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    Howdy y'all just wanted to say hello and it's been 9 months from the day that we split up and it's getting better for me I still find my self every blue noon feeling down and...
    daddylove4u daddylove4u 51-55, M Jan 8

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