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I Feel A Little Better

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    What A Difference 5 Days Make.

    On the 20th when I posted my first story, I felt horrible - lost, empty, not caring, nothing. Between then and now I've come to the realization that no matter what my kids and my parents still love me and I love them and for right now that's enough. I spent the weekend with them...
    ajg58 ajg58 51-55, F Jun 24, 2013

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