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I Feel a Little Lost

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    Today (written November 28, 2010)

    Today.....Today was unuseall. Like the ending to a sad story. It was weird. Today I was happy and I havn't felt that way in a long time. But this time was different, I was happy for no reason at all. Like seeing a loved one that you have longed for. When I felt a smile come...
    jeanmarie1120 jeanmarie1120 16-17, F May 16, 2012

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    Wrong Turn

    It happens so fast, you think you are on track and then all of a sudden the scenery changes and you realize, "oh crap", I think Im lost. I can't ask for directions, it's about finding my own way out. Im looking for a map.
    soulrunher soulrunher 41-45, F 11 Responses Aug 19, 2013

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    Help!!!

    Life Goodbye life... **** trying anymore. When I try it makes everything worse. Why can't I just die. Why do I keep trying. I want to just give up. Why can't I just give up. I hate myself more then anyone else does. I just can't go on like this. Nobody cares about me anyways. Why...
    Lifesucks12345 Lifesucks12345 16-17, F Feb 7, 2013

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    Where Am I Suppose To Be..

    Everyday I wake up thinking to myself what is my purpose.I know I am young but yet I am not.I have so many things to look forward to.But yet I fear to hope cause I am scared to be disappointed.I want to be happy but every time I become happy something always and I mean always...
    Honesty89 Honesty89 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 24, 2009

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    I love to draw, to make things by hand,

    to express through writing. But something happened that caused me to unconsciously give up on what I love and during those times I call it "the dark ages" lol. And now I am constantly trying to work my way to doing the things I love, but it's just hard when someone pushed you to...
    TechieMunchie TechieMunchie 22-25, F Apr 13

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    What am I thinking of?

    Is it a sin if the answer is not what it should be?
    LuluMoualla LuluMoualla 18-21, F Mar 6

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    My Religious Beliefs Are Upside Down Crazy

    I whole heartedly believe 100% in evolution, there is just way too much to support this, and i have believed this way the first month or so of high school biology. I have also grown up in a christian home, andi have no reason to disbelieve nor have i been given a reason to...
    lookingforanawers86 lookingforanawers86 22-25, M 4 Responses Jan 17, 2009

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    Poem

    U U always make me laugh U sometimes make me cry U always make me think U never make me fly U make me wanna die Because ur just that type of guy U know I love you And people say u love me So wats going on Y aren't we dating ~ Kathryn Wilson~
    Lifesucks12345 Lifesucks12345 16-17, F Feb 7, 2013

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    The Monster Within...

    There it is again, rearing it's huge ugly head threatening to cause hell again. There's that sharp unpleasant flash in his eye again, I can feel the rage building up in me again and it scares me. God only knows what woke him up this time but there he is. It always seems to be the...
    Hybrid01 Hybrid01 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 19, 2013

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    My Religious Beliefs Are Upside Down Crazy

    I whole heartedly believe 100% in evolution, there is just way too much to support this, and i have believed this way the first month or so of high school biology. I have also grown up in a christian home, andi have no reason to disbelieve nor have i been given a reason to...
    lookingforanawers86 lookingforanawers86 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 17, 2009

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    Help!!!!

    Im 15 and suffering Depression I feel like everyone hates me Like im ment to be dead and that im a worth less peice off ****!!! no one is helping me adn soonor or late ima just leave earth :( Idont know wat to do Im so lots
    MiloLovesyoou MiloLovesyoou 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2012

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    I don’t want to go to college

    but I also don’t want to NOT go to college What I really want is to stop existing but you can’t do that without dying and I don’t want to die either. I don't know what to do.
    NanamiChiaki NanamiChiaki 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2014

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    Lost

    Actually I feel alot lost. I feel as if my disabilities have taken away my identity.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 10, 2011

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    Again...

    it's been like a week since the last time i thought about killing myself, that week is over, right now i think about it day and night, if anyone knows how can i stop thinking about it then please let me know. coz i'm realy don't know what to do with my life.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 4, 2009

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    There used to be a certain substance in the

    depth of my thoughts, but white noise has taken its place. And I think I'm okay with that. Ever glide your fingers over the markings on a desk left behind by some misfit with a pen? Who was this person, of what significance was this word or marking in particular? Did they...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 17

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    I'm So Scared All the Time

    My husband and I had such a wonderful life. His job was awesome, we were very comfortable fianancally. Life was just a dream, until about 4 years ago,.  the bottom fell out of our dream life. It was like we were totally sorrounded by BAD CHI, or something. At the same...
    iwantsomegoodnews iwantsomegoodnews 51-55 2 Responses Nov 17, 2008

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    Is There Even A Cross Road To Be Standing At?

    There is so much out there in the world, so many paths to travel down, so many people to meet, so many things that can be said and done, that really I can't help but feel a bit lost. Nothing is clear to me except for the brief moments in which I'm fully present and have my mind...
    invisiblyreal invisiblyreal 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 1, 2012

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    I feel so lost that I don't know where and what to start with... At times I do feel I miss something... At times I myself feel lost..! Its not good to think so.. I can understand...
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    i dnt know whats wrong with me is it because of depression or someother thing.I feel so lost and im not happy.i smile and laugh act like everything is fine but im not. i dnt know...
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    Feeling really lost and confused right now. I don't know what I want to do. I feel like I can't talk to anyone. I feel like I want to rip my head off and die. I want to feel...
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    nothing worse a feeling whey you feel so lost in your own darkness in your own mind you don't know who or what you are any more
    candysissyfag candysissyfag 26-30, T 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I feel so lost and alone now without you by my side. Please love me again.
    Troutflies Troutflies 41-45, M 1 Response May 1

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    Feeling really lost. Like I don't belong anywhere.. I have no place to go.
    losssstsoul86 losssstsoul86 26-30, F 4 Responses May 10

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    I'm officially broken. I'm trying so hard to pick up the pieces. Trying so hard to put up a facade. The second time. Going to be 4 years. I'm still here with him. I've come I a...
    ygandulla ygandulla 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Recently, I have had to find a rescue or a home for my neighbor's cat. My neighbor acquired the cat through a friend. She said that she was going to have her cat euthanized if...
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    I just lost my Grandmother on May 22, 2015. It's been so difficult and I think I had the equivalent of a nervous breakdown of sorts. I'm learning to cope, but when I'm alone or...
    jcannon04 jcannon04 26-30 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    A little is just a way to say it xD Sometimes I like to do random crazy stuff, for the sake of fun. Like the time me and a friend put on a blanket and started running in the park...
    ChubbyFox ChubbyFox 18-21, M 12 hrs ago

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    I feel I need one more day to except what I am dealing with. I'm so lost. I feel so alone and wish there was someone to hold me tight.
    M311AU M311AU 22-25, F 13 hrs ago

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    I feel so alone I am extremely depressed ever since I got diagnosed with bipolar disorder last year I am only 27 years old and I also lost my dad to suicide in 2009 who had a...
    branxo branxo 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    Help. I feel worthless, and incompetent. If I accomplish one thing, then I forget something equally important. I can't handle being in school, and I know that's bad. I keep...
    Ariomelody42 Ariomelody42 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    yea i have to beat his *** sometimes and he talks **** about me and makes me feel like **** but id die for that little boy
    quoyababe quoyababe 16-17, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Well here I go recently everything has fallen apart family , friends etc , ... my household is getting so out of hand there are always arguments , laughing at one another , being...
    HeyItsNayna HeyItsNayna 16-17, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I was laying in bed, watching television and the first father's day. commercial for the year came on, I started bawling my eyes out, how will I ever get through life without you...
    AshAshyAshley AshAshyAshley 22-25, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Today I had a look on fb after a very long time, they now have a baby, after just over a year of having an arranged marriage. It was a bit stupid to look, I don't really know...
    wishfulsoul wishfulsoul 31-35, F 13 hrs ago

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    Its been awhile since ive written anything.. I have been feeling lost lately and i was reminded that i used to write.. So here i am. Wondering where to start..... I suppose ill...
    sunpea sunpea 36-40, F May 7

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    Unsettled and a little panicky. I'm not sure why. Every interaction I had the past couple days has left me feeling that way. I withdraw. I want to get away. I should stop answering...
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    I have been responsible. I have worked hard. I have done the right thing. Why then does everything feel wrong? Family keeps bickering, they get sicker, they keep taking and...
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    To a miscarriage when I was 20. To this day I cry about it sometimes... I finally named her willow a few days ago (don't know if it was a boy or a girl.. But always thought of her...
    GlucklicheMama GlucklicheMama 31-35 5 hrs ago

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