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I Feel a Little Lost

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 234 People

    I'm So Scared All the Time

    My husband and I had such a wonderful life. His job was awesome, we were very comfortable fianancally. Life was just a dream, until about 4 years ago,.  the bottom fell out of our dream life. It was like we were totally sorrounded by BAD CHI, or something. At the same...
    iwantsomegoodnews iwantsomegoodnews 51-55 2 Responses Nov 17, 2008

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    Where Am I Suppose To Be..

    Everyday I wake up thinking to myself what is my purpose.I know I am young but yet I am not.I have so many things to look forward to.But yet I fear to hope cause I am scared to be disappointed.I want to be happy but every time I become happy something always and I mean always...
    Honesty89 Honesty89 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 24, 2009

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    Help!!!!

    Im 15 and suffering Depression I feel like everyone hates me Like im ment to be dead and that im a worth less peice off ****!!! no one is helping me adn soonor or late ima just leave earth :( Idont know wat to do Im so lots
    MiloLovesyoou MiloLovesyoou 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2012

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    There used to be a certain substance in the

    depth of my thoughts, but white noise has taken its place. And I think I'm okay with that. Ever glide your fingers over the markings on a desk left behind by some misfit with a pen? Who was this person, of what significance was this word or marking in particular? Did they...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 17

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    I love to draw, to make things by hand,

    to express through writing. But something happened that caused me to unconsciously give up on what I love and during those times I call it "the dark ages" lol. And now I am constantly trying to work my way to doing the things I love, but it's just hard when someone pushed you to...
    TechieMunchie TechieMunchie 22-25, F Apr 13

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    Today (written November 28, 2010)

    Today.....Today was unuseall. Like the ending to a sad story. It was weird. Today I was happy and I havn't felt that way in a long time. But this time was different, I was happy for no reason at all. Like seeing a loved one that you have longed for. When I felt a smile come...
    jeanmarie1120 jeanmarie1120 16-17, F May 16, 2012

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    Help!!!

    Life Goodbye life... **** trying anymore. When I try it makes everything worse. Why can't I just die. Why do I keep trying. I want to just give up. Why can't I just give up. I hate myself more then anyone else does. I just can't go on like this. Nobody cares about me anyways. Why...
    Lifesucks12345 Lifesucks12345 16-17, F Feb 7, 2013

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    Wrong Turn

    It happens so fast, you think you are on track and then all of a sudden the scenery changes and you realize, "oh crap", I think Im lost. I can't ask for directions, it's about finding my own way out. Im looking for a map.
    soulrunher soulrunher 41-45, F 11 Responses Aug 19, 2013

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    The Monster Within...

    There it is again, rearing it's huge ugly head threatening to cause hell again. There's that sharp unpleasant flash in his eye again, I can feel the rage building up in me again and it scares me. God only knows what woke him up this time but there he is. It always seems to be the...
    Hybrid01 Hybrid01 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 19, 2013

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    I don’t want to go to college

    but I also don’t want to NOT go to college What I really want is to stop existing but you can’t do that without dying and I don’t want to die either. I don't know what to do.
    NanamiChiaki NanamiChiaki 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2014

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    Is There Even A Cross Road To Be Standing At?

    There is so much out there in the world, so many paths to travel down, so many people to meet, so many things that can be said and done, that really I can't help but feel a bit lost. Nothing is clear to me except for the brief moments in which I'm fully present and have my mind...
    invisiblyreal invisiblyreal 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 1, 2012

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    Poem

    U U always make me laugh U sometimes make me cry U always make me think U never make me fly U make me wanna die Because ur just that type of guy U know I love you And people say u love me So wats going on Y aren't we dating ~ Kathryn Wilson~
    Lifesucks12345 Lifesucks12345 16-17, F Feb 7, 2013

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    My Religious Beliefs Are Upside Down Crazy

    I whole heartedly believe 100% in evolution, there is just way too much to support this, and i have believed this way the first month or so of high school biology. I have also grown up in a christian home, andi have no reason to disbelieve nor have i been given a reason to...
    lookingforanawers86 lookingforanawers86 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 17, 2009

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    Again...

    it's been like a week since the last time i thought about killing myself, that week is over, right now i think about it day and night, if anyone knows how can i stop thinking about it then please let me know. coz i'm realy don't know what to do with my life.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 4, 2009

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    My Religious Beliefs Are Upside Down Crazy

    I whole heartedly believe 100% in evolution, there is just way too much to support this, and i have believed this way the first month or so of high school biology. I have also grown up in a christian home, andi have no reason to disbelieve nor have i been given a reason to...
    lookingforanawers86 lookingforanawers86 22-25, M 4 Responses Jan 17, 2009

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    Lost

    Actually I feel alot lost. I feel as if my disabilities have taken away my identity.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 10, 2011

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    What am I thinking of?

    Is it a sin if the answer is not what it should be?
    LuluMoualla LuluMoualla 18-21, F Mar 6

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    Here is my story... It's kind of a long one so I apologize in advance. I met my ex when I was 18, had just gotten out of my first serious relationship. We were friends for four...
    pollyphonetic pollyphonetic 26-30, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I left my girlfriend of three years. We were the most cheerful couple you'd ever see. We didn't have much money as we were still University Students, but still we had smiles on our...
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    I was taught to pray. We prayed before meals. We prayed before bed. We prayed that the sick might be well, and of course prayer saved your soul. Prayer was the answer to any...
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    I remember the day you told me you were leaving, I remember the makeup running down your face, And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them, Like every single wish we ever...
    FinnyFunny FinnyFunny 22-25, F 11 hrs ago

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    Everyone is a little bit crazy, it is what makes us sane.
    KelsieLyn KelsieLyn 26-30, F 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    Just recently on my Facebook page I met someone named Shannon. She seemed really nice so we became SocialLife Friends. I was looking through my feed to find a Feminist article...
    DayDreamingVampiress DayDreamingVampiress 16-17, F 13 hrs ago

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    Being alone at home is a moment i cherished most apart from being in my room and being with my bf. Alone in home adds the fuel to grow h****. I feel butterfly throbbing hard with...
    smooch69 smooch69 18-21, F 6 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Since 8th grade a girl and I became bestfriends and so close. We're in 10th grade now and she had gotten a boyfriend in 9th grade and at the beginning they he was nice and sweet to...
    Girlyneedhelp Girlyneedhelp 16-17, F 15 hrs ago

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    my parents are older than many of my peer's parents and my siblings are 12 and 21 years older than me respectively. i grew up basically as an only child and had little interaction...
    gentle89 gentle89 22-25 16 hrs ago

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    Ever since I lost my job and my fiancé left me shortly after, I've been pushing away everyone from my life. It's not that I like being lonely, but if no one is in my life, no one...
    Liftofferik Liftofferik 26-30, M 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I have done something which I should not have to do.. I want to repent but you won't get online. I am sorry for I made you think like that. I have lost one of the loyal person in...
    gettingmad1154 gettingmad1154 18-21 19 hrs ago

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    I would give anything to have a women look into my eyes and tell me she loves me. I don't drink and hate bars. I can't dance and I don't look like Fabio. I am 44 now my wife passed...
    bigpapapill bigpapapill 41-45, M 17 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I finally let go of something that happened and I couldn't forget someone I kept going back to them in my head. I was grumpy before after I lost something then I went back to them...
    AnnonymousNum3 AnnonymousNum3 26-30, F 19 hrs ago

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    1. Use a large trash can to store bulky sports equipment such as balls, football b... The storage and/or course can be among the most cluttered regions of the house. Several...
    angoracheck53 angoracheck53 41-45, F 21 hrs ago

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    I never knew what it felt like til I lost my precious baby almost a year ago. It still hurts me today. Time doesn't heal all. A parent should NEVER have to bury a child. I find...
    Photogirl685 Photogirl685 26-30, F 22 hrs ago

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    my summer job is reaching to the end which i thought super exciting cuz i don't need to work any longer. however somewhere in my mind i feel i will miss my sumner job, so i try...
    akemin akemin 18-21, F 22 hrs ago

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    I love to hike in the nude. Love the warm feeling of the sun and the coolness of the wind on ALL my skin. I grew up pretty much alone in very rural northern Michigan and we had a...
    INudist INudist 56-60, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    August 29th 2015 A long walk with poppy, cut the lawns, cleaning and tidying. Washed the car. Had some cornflakes. How totally empty it all is trying to keep busy when the house is...
    NottsProfGent NottsProfGent 46-50, M 7 Responses 1 day ago

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    I had a very close friend here on EP and today they are gone, I messaged her this morning and 2 hr later there account has been deleted either by themselves or EP had a hand in it...
    candywhite26 candywhite26 56-60, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    no where to turn, no one to run too, no one to talk to, feeling so lost and alone
    leavana0215 leavana0215 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I feel so lost right now. My marriage blew up, and I'm pregnant with our second child, battling depression, and I've made mistakes as much as my husband... I cheated on him with 3...
    Starkizzed21 Starkizzed21 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Well it been a great year, lost two friends. I cause so many dramas this year between me and Teagan and my lost to be close friend was in the middle of all of this drama and told...
    mblan11 mblan11 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    i recently went for a competition and we lost all the bloody events...i hate losing and just can't deal with all the stuff...it is he first ever competition i...
    Ahaanaa Ahaanaa 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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