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I Feel a Little Lost

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    Where Am I Suppose To Be..

    Everyday I wake up thinking to myself what is my purpose.I know I am young but yet I am not.I have so many things to look forward to.But yet I fear to hope cause I am scared to be disappointed.I want to be happy but every time I become happy something always and I mean always...
    Honesty89 Honesty89 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 24, 2009

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    My Religious Beliefs Are Upside Down Crazy

    I whole heartedly believe 100% in evolution, there is just way too much to support this, and i have believed this way the first month or so of high school biology. I have also grown up in a christian home, andi have no reason to disbelieve nor have i been given a reason to...
    lookingforanawers86 lookingforanawers86 22-25, M 4 Responses Jan 17, 2009

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    What am I thinking of?

    Is it a sin if the answer is not what it should be?
    LuluMoualla LuluMoualla 18-21, F Mar 6

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    Is There Even A Cross Road To Be Standing At?

    There is so much out there in the world, so many paths to travel down, so many people to meet, so many things that can be said and done, that really I can't help but feel a bit lost. Nothing is clear to me except for the brief moments in which I'm fully present and have my mind...
    invisiblyreal invisiblyreal 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 1, 2012

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    Wrong Turn

    It happens so fast, you think you are on track and then all of a sudden the scenery changes and you realize, "oh crap", I think Im lost. I can't ask for directions, it's about finding my own way out. Im looking for a map.
    soulrunher soulrunher 41-45, F 11 Responses Aug 19, 2013

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    I love to draw, to make things by hand,

    to express through writing. But something happened that caused me to unconsciously give up on what I love and during those times I call it "the dark ages" lol. And now I am constantly trying to work my way to doing the things I love, but it's just hard when someone pushed you to...
    TechieMunchie TechieMunchie 22-25, F Apr 13

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    The Monster Within...

    There it is again, rearing it's huge ugly head threatening to cause hell again. There's that sharp unpleasant flash in his eye again, I can feel the rage building up in me again and it scares me. God only knows what woke him up this time but there he is. It always seems to be the...
    Hybrid01 Hybrid01 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 19, 2013

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    Again...

    it's been like a week since the last time i thought about killing myself, that week is over, right now i think about it day and night, if anyone knows how can i stop thinking about it then please let me know. coz i'm realy don't know what to do with my life.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 4, 2009

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    Lost

    Actually I feel alot lost. I feel as if my disabilities have taken away my identity.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 10, 2011

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    I'm So Scared All the Time

    My husband and I had such a wonderful life. His job was awesome, we were very comfortable fianancally. Life was just a dream, until about 4 years ago,.  the bottom fell out of our dream life. It was like we were totally sorrounded by BAD CHI, or something. At the same...
    iwantsomegoodnews iwantsomegoodnews 51-55 2 Responses Nov 17, 2008

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    Help!!!!

    Im 15 and suffering Depression I feel like everyone hates me Like im ment to be dead and that im a worth less peice off ****!!! no one is helping me adn soonor or late ima just leave earth :( Idont know wat to do Im so lots
    MiloLovesyoou MiloLovesyoou 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 6, 2012

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    There used to be a certain substance in the

    depth of my thoughts, but white noise has taken its place. And I think I'm okay with that. Ever glide your fingers over the markings on a desk left behind by some misfit with a pen? Who was this person, of what significance was this word or marking in particular? Did they...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 17

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    Help!!!

    Life Goodbye life... **** trying anymore. When I try it makes everything worse. Why can't I just die. Why do I keep trying. I want to just give up. Why can't I just give up. I hate myself more then anyone else does. I just can't go on like this. Nobody cares about me anyways. Why...
    Lifesucks12345 Lifesucks12345 16-17, F Feb 7, 2013

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    I don’t want to go to college

    but I also don’t want to NOT go to college What I really want is to stop existing but you can’t do that without dying and I don’t want to die either. I don't know what to do.
    NanamiChiaki NanamiChiaki 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2014

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    Poem

    U U always make me laugh U sometimes make me cry U always make me think U never make me fly U make me wanna die Because ur just that type of guy U know I love you And people say u love me So wats going on Y aren't we dating ~ Kathryn Wilson~
    Lifesucks12345 Lifesucks12345 16-17, F Feb 7, 2013

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    Today (written November 28, 2010)

    Today.....Today was unuseall. Like the ending to a sad story. It was weird. Today I was happy and I havn't felt that way in a long time. But this time was different, I was happy for no reason at all. Like seeing a loved one that you have longed for. When I felt a smile come...
    jeanmarie1120 jeanmarie1120 16-17, F May 16, 2012

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    My Religious Beliefs Are Upside Down Crazy

    I whole heartedly believe 100% in evolution, there is just way too much to support this, and i have believed this way the first month or so of high school biology. I have also grown up in a christian home, andi have no reason to disbelieve nor have i been given a reason to...
    lookingforanawers86 lookingforanawers86 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 17, 2009

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    as stated, i feel very lost recently. i have all these mixed up feelings that drives me crazy. some day i feel like i know where i am going, other days, i feel like no one can be...
    isabella1997 isabella1997 31-35, F Apr 16

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    Had a great day. With great people. Still am. I'm a little bit drunk though, and can't stop thinking about my dad. Less than a week will be 3 years since he passed away.. And I'm a...
    bluemoon2121 bluemoon2121 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    i feel so hopless and lost that i wount find a job because i am a transgender, please talk to me i'm not gay , or by
    pitpitpit pitpitpit 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    Just don't know anymore...
    Icrossmyheart Icrossmyheart 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 2

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    Huge life choice I leave the UK and go and live back in oz where my adult children live.or I stay I the UK where ive lived on n off since leaving oz after divorce.i have great...
    Pommy8 Pommy8 51-55, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    I'm stuck in this bad place right now. I want to be better.
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F Apr 7

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    How do I find myself again? My head is in the clouds. I don't know what I am meant to do and I don't know what I want anymore. I am confused with what my purpose is or whether I...
    Mela22 Mela22 22-25, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Today I hosted a family dinner for 30 people... Our annual Easter gathering... As always, everyone raved about the wonderful day it was... The food was delicious and plentiful...
    hippiechick333 hippiechick333 46-50, F 12 Responses Apr 5

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    I lost my dad unexpectedly on April 3rd, 2010. He suffered from high blood pressure and high cholesterol most of his life due to his severe obesity. He passed from an aortic...
    Iahmose Iahmose 22-25 2 Responses Apr 2

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    my mom passed away a few hours ago. it hurts and i feel empty , lost so many things.i am having a hard time handling it, i dont think i will be sleeping for a long long time. she...
    karenmbrown karenmbrown 51-55, M 4 Responses Mar 25

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    I've been feeling empty and inadequate and it's the worst feeling ever. I always feel as if there's something wrong with me and that I will never be good enough for anyone or...
    Highway1 Highway1 22-25, F Apr 3

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    About what I got told at the Dr's office the other day. I got told I could not have children. I don't know what to do. I got pregnant when I was 16 years old but someone who...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 days ago

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    I feel so lost.. Been searching for happiness but can't find it.. Where and how can you find real happiness? And peace of mind?
    Gayle0311 Gayle0311 26-30, F Apr 16

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    one summer, when i was 14, i went to my friend's house for a swimming party. there were only girls there which made it slightly better, but still mortifying. i was sitting in a...
    ouatgurl13 ouatgurl13 22-25, F 18 hrs ago

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    I am freaking out, I am witnessing how I lose myself So this week it was my first time going to college. I expected it to go terribly, with me wanting to escape and feel...
    AZChomp644 AZChomp644 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    Jaymes Young - Hold You Down Sometimes it takes a little bleedin' To remind me I'm alive I know both our hearts are broken But baby you don't know how hard I've tried People come...
    AlricVirgil AlricVirgil 26-30, M 1 hr ago

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    One of my best friends got a bf and a job and since then she can't spend any time with me, she doesn't even answer anymore. Other of my best friends suddendly started to decline...
    Blackberries Blackberries 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    My sweet boys are doing pretty good considering they lost their dad who was also a best friend of theirs. Some nights the missing him gets to be too much and the pain takes over. I...
    thecowboysdaughter thecowboysdaughter 41-45 6 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    I always just feel like a plastic bag, blowing around lost no purpose, just misery, pain, nothingness and just plain alrightness
    shaglpool shaglpool 18-21, M 46 mins ago

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    In so many ways i have become soft the past decade. There was a time when I was sure of every footstep. A time when any street, any time of day or night, was fair game. Any...
    wayward71 wayward71 41-45, M 17 hrs ago

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    she was my every thing and lost every thing with her.. my mom passed away six months ago to stomach cancer we've been through hell since she was dignosed i didnt imagine some thing...
    ruby263186 ruby263186 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    I haven't lost it but everyone my age(14) has and they're all laughing at me cause I want to wait until I'm an adult or I've found the right person. I can't believe how dumb...
    Emenem123 Emenem123 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    Im about to talk it out.. i need to dump all of this off my shoulders.. im sorry if its rambling at long.. I don't actually expect anyone to read.. but i need a place to put these...
    alienmom82 alienmom82 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    This is such a long story and I may spend many more posts filling gaps, but it goes kinda like this... 15 years ago I met the love of my life. Bad times, great times and even...
    Jerkules Jerkules 36-40 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Yesterday might just be one of the happiest days of my life! I sat beside him or more specifically HE sat beside MOI. haha. It's so funny we're actually an arm's length from each...
    abcdefghisabelmnopqrst abcdefghisabelmnopqrst 26-30, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I totally agree with Ali (an egyptian man from port said)who I met in Brighton many years ago when life was a little better and he told me that all white people hate us and if the...
    restlessuk restlessuk 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 31

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