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I Feel a Little Lost

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 214 People

    I'm So Scared All the Time

    My husband and I had such a wonderful life. His job was awesome, we were very comfortable fianancally. Life was just a dream, until about 4 years ago,.  the bottom fell out of our dream life. It was like we were totally sorrounded by BAD CHI, or something. At the same...
    iwantsomegoodnews iwantsomegoodnews 51-55 2 Responses Nov 17, 2008

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    I don’t want to go to college

    but I also don’t want to NOT go to college What I really want is to stop existing but you can’t do that without dying and I don’t want to die either. I don't know what to do.
    ChiakiSevenSeas ChiakiSevenSeas 16-17, F Nov 27, 2014

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    Poem

    U U always make me laugh U sometimes make me cry U always make me think U never make me fly U make me wanna die Because ur just that type of guy U know I love you And people say u love me So wats going on Y aren't we dating ~ Kathryn Wilson~
    Lifesucks12345 Lifesucks12345 16-17, F Feb 7, 2013

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    Today (written November 28, 2010)

    Today.....Today was unuseall. Like the ending to a sad story. It was weird. Today I was happy and I havn't felt that way in a long time. But this time was different, I was happy for no reason at all. Like seeing a loved one that you have longed for. When I felt a smile come...
    jeanmarie1120 jeanmarie1120 16-17, F May 16, 2012

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    There used to be a certain substance in the

    depth of my thoughts, but white noise has taken its place. And I think I'm okay with that. Ever glide your fingers over the markings on a desk left behind by some misfit with a pen? Who was this person, of what significance was this word or marking in particular? Did they...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 17

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    The Monster Within...

    There it is again, rearing it's huge ugly head threatening to cause hell again. There's that sharp unpleasant flash in his eye again, I can feel the rage building up in me again and it scares me. God only knows what woke him up this time but there he is. It always seems to be the...
    Hybrid01 Hybrid01 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 19, 2013

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    Help!!!!

    Im 15 and suffering Depression I feel like everyone hates me Like im ment to be dead and that im a worth less peice off ****!!! no one is helping me adn soonor or late ima just leave earth :( Idont know wat to do Im so lots
    MiloLovesyoou MiloLovesyoou 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 6, 2012

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    Wrong Turn

    It happens so fast, you think you are on track and then all of a sudden the scenery changes and you realize, "oh crap", I think Im lost. I can't ask for directions, it's about finding my own way out. Im looking for a map.
    soulrunher soulrunher 41-45, F 13 Responses Aug 19, 2013

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    Lost

    Actually I feel alot lost. I feel as if my disabilities have taken away my identity.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 10, 2011

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    My Religious Beliefs Are Upside Down Crazy

    I whole heartedly believe 100% in evolution, there is just way too much to support this, and i have believed this way the first month or so of high school biology. I have also grown up in a christian home, andi have no reason to disbelieve nor have i been given a reason to...
    lookingforanawers86 lookingforanawers86 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 17, 2009

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    Is There Even A Cross Road To Be Standing At?

    There is so much out there in the world, so many paths to travel down, so many people to meet, so many things that can be said and done, that really I can't help but feel a bit lost. Nothing is clear to me except for the brief moments in which I'm fully present and have my mind...
    invisiblyreal invisiblyreal 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 1, 2012

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    Help!!!

    Life Goodbye life... **** trying anymore. When I try it makes everything worse. Why can't I just die. Why do I keep trying. I want to just give up. Why can't I just give up. I hate myself more then anyone else does. I just can't go on like this. Nobody cares about me anyways. Why...
    Lifesucks12345 Lifesucks12345 16-17, F Feb 7, 2013

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    Where Am I Suppose To Be..

    Everyday I wake up thinking to myself what is my purpose.I know I am young but yet I am not.I have so many things to look forward to.But yet I fear to hope cause I am scared to be disappointed.I want to be happy but every time I become happy something always and I mean always...
    Honesty89 Honesty89 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 24, 2009

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    My Religious Beliefs Are Upside Down Crazy

    I whole heartedly believe 100% in evolution, there is just way too much to support this, and i have believed this way the first month or so of high school biology. I have also grown up in a christian home, andi have no reason to disbelieve nor have i been given a reason to...
    lookingforanawers86 lookingforanawers86 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 17, 2009

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    Again...

    it's been like a week since the last time i thought about killing myself, that week is over, right now i think about it day and night, if anyone knows how can i stop thinking about it then please let me know. coz i'm realy don't know what to do with my life.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 4, 2009

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    Related Experiences

      I came across this forum after searching for advice or similar stories online. Here's my story anyway; I'm about to turn 25 this April and feel completely at a loss with...
    Mardybum1 Mardybum1 22-25, M Feb 5

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    This is sort of 'is' driving me crazy. But I have to go on with my action. I miss you .. You playing with the came coin, is hurting me too.. And I don't know if it is delaying or...
    foryoureyesonly1983 foryoureyesonly1983 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    I feel so lost, and I just do not know where I am or where I should go. Not physically lost; I am in my parent's house, in the town we've lived in for five years, in the country I...
    illtravelled illtravelled 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 31

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    Everybody around me are happy and there life are so settled. But why not me. Why cnt my life be settled and happy. I feel so irritated and alone. No one is there with me. No...
    Life26 Life26 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 15

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    So i have been away from here for a while. Had a bad experience on here that made me rethink its helpfulness to me. I seem to come back thou. Its nice to just write down my true...
    rachlin50 rachlin50 22-25, F Feb 14

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    My father passed 11-4-14. 16 days before my 24th, not even a week after turning 67. His birthday was on halloween, he was really cool. I feel sad and angry. Angry he didn't listen...
    creeepyspice creeepyspice 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    3 a few years back and i feel really lost still Rest in peace old friend, you may be gone but ill never forget
    gingerninja96 gingerninja96 18-21, M Feb 4

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    I feel as though I have nobody right now, I feel so alone, even though I know I'm not. So many friends have turned against me, and I just feel completely lost. People want me to...
    thewayhesmiles420 thewayhesmiles420 16-17, F Jan 31

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    there's a reason I hate to fall in love...while I may feel so strongly for someone...almost always they feel little or nothing...I hate getting close and feeling wanted by someone...
    Inara24 Inara24 13-15, F Feb 16

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    i would only be heartbroken if I lost one of my close ep friends! there is a small handful of you guys that if any one of you ever left... then tears would be shed... XD SO DON'T...
    Slothislife Slothislife 18-21, M 13 hrs ago

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    I love my boyfriend but I think I've lost him due to stupid conspiracies of our rivals. I really love him a lot. I want him back.. Someone please get him back to Me.. I miss him...
    TheLivingDead TheLivingDead 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I love being a Little bit I hate how it's become a fad now :/ It's more than just something kinky in the bedroom. It's a nurturing relationship between both parties. Where one...
    TheCutestDragon TheCutestDragon 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Walking around like a zombie...feeling nothing at all..I didnt want to harm myself again, like I did for so many years...So I started to get pierced, in my best times I had 21...
    AllyAyumi AllyAyumi 26-30, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I just can't speak out my feelings...huhuhuhaha
    19htiaf 19htiaf 22-25, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I don't know who's the real me. I get lost in the crowd, follow orders like a dog. Time goes by too quickly, too painfully, too much paranoia. the clock ticks, and I doze off...
    XxSxarletxX XxSxarletxX 16-17, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Lost our dog yesterday. Hardest part was not being there for him for years since I left.
    MissSagittarius MissSagittarius 26-30, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    So I got assaulted nd lost my virginity at a very young age but it's sad that older people do this stuff young ones
    raniyah raniyah 13-15, F 5 hrs ago

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    This week so much has changed. I am lost. I am hurt. I am constantly fighting to keep my head above water.
    mrsromanov mrsromanov 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    When i'am talking with people here. They seem really friendly and carefull. But at the moment they are seeying me picture, they aren't response back anymore.. :( ..... Everytime...
    LonelyAndSensitive LonelyAndSensitive 16-17, M 14 hrs ago

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    After a very bad break up.I have forgotten my self on how to be happy became so depressed.That includes on not talking to my family as well as my friends.I became a prisoner in my...
    sweets0201 sweets0201 26-30, F 13 hrs ago

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    According to my Daddy Dom, I am a princess as well ;P I love when he babies me sometimes. It's so comforting and it makes me feel special <3
    TheCutestDragon TheCutestDragon 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    I am a new member of a club which I hoped never to earn membership to. I lost a person I loved profoundly to suicide on Thanksgiving 2014. This person had a complicated and...
    AdiosPantalones AdiosPantalones 46-50, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    1 month and 11 days ago I lost my mother to suicide. I remember when my sister called me. I was in school. She told me our mum had OD'D and that she was in the hospital. I...
    leavingtraces leavingtraces 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm a couple months away from turning 30 and it's something I've been dreading for some time. I was always told that gay life ends at 30 and if you're still single it's pretty much...
    Xorneto Xorneto 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 29

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    I have no idea what to do with my life. I'm completely lost. I never had "goals" or "dream jobs". I just got my Bachelor's degree in something I'm not even remotely interested and...
    mtea mtea 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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    I had been working with this guy at work for almost a year we got along very well and always had fun together. As time went on we began hanging out after work, now I knew it was a...
    sadone234 sadone234 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I threw out the bags of stomach bile. I waited until a few bags were filled up, and then I walked the short distance to the apartment dumpster. ~~~~~~ I don't know if she was...
    Acebo Acebo 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I want a twisted little girl, with weird and unusual taboos and fantasies.
    EternalEONS EternalEONS 41-45, M 3 hrs ago

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    I want the little girl at heart kind of girl, but she has to be very taboo and not ashamed of it.
    EternalEONS EternalEONS 41-45, M 3 hrs ago

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    I am a believer. I believe god has protected me in many situations. I have really been distanced with him. I losted my grandpa November 2012, right after my mom shot herself in...
    shygirl1986 shygirl1986 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 26

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    So today, I had some religious talk with an Egyptian guy I am working with these days. Now, I usually avoid talking about two topics at work, these are politics and religion, in...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 5

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    I've never been on big on materialistic stuff. I soak in what ppl might say. "Don't mean much". But to me, it's the most precious things in life that matters. I woke up today. Put...
    EyeDontGiveAHoot EyeDontGiveAHoot 36-40, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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