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I Feel a Little Lost

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    Life Goodbye life... **** trying anymore. When I try it makes everything worse. Why can't I just die. Why do I keep trying. I want to just give up. Why can't I just give up. I hate myself more then anyone else does. I just can't go on like this. Nobody cares about me anyways. Why...
    Lifesucks12345 Lifesucks12345 16-17, F Feb 7, 2013

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    My Religious Beliefs Are Upside Down Crazy

    I whole heartedly believe 100% in evolution, there is just way too much to support this, and i have believed this way the first month or so of high school biology. I have also grown up in a christian home, andi have no reason to disbelieve nor have i been given a reason to...
    lookingforanawers86 lookingforanawers86 22-25, M 4 Responses Jan 17, 2009

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    I don’t want to go to college

    but I also don’t want to NOT go to college What I really want is to stop existing but you can’t do that without dying and I don’t want to die either. I don't know what to do.
    NanamiChiaki NanamiChiaki 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 27, 2014

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    Wrong Turn

    It happens so fast, you think you are on track and then all of a sudden the scenery changes and you realize, "oh crap", I think Im lost. I can't ask for directions, it's about finding my own way out. Im looking for a map.
    soulrunher soulrunher 41-45, F 11 Responses Aug 19, 2013

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    My Religious Beliefs Are Upside Down Crazy

    I whole heartedly believe 100% in evolution, there is just way too much to support this, and i have believed this way the first month or so of high school biology. I have also grown up in a christian home, andi have no reason to disbelieve nor have i been given a reason to...
    lookingforanawers86 lookingforanawers86 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 17, 2009

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    There used to be a certain substance in the

    depth of my thoughts, but white noise has taken its place. And I think I'm okay with that. Ever glide your fingers over the markings on a desk left behind by some misfit with a pen? Who was this person, of what significance was this word or marking in particular? Did they...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 17

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    Is There Even A Cross Road To Be Standing At?

    There is so much out there in the world, so many paths to travel down, so many people to meet, so many things that can be said and done, that really I can't help but feel a bit lost. Nothing is clear to me except for the brief moments in which I'm fully present and have my mind...
    invisiblyreal invisiblyreal 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 1, 2012

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    Help!!!!

    Im 15 and suffering Depression I feel like everyone hates me Like im ment to be dead and that im a worth less peice off ****!!! no one is helping me adn soonor or late ima just leave earth :( Idont know wat to do Im so lots
    MiloLovesyoou MiloLovesyoou 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 6, 2012

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    Where Am I Suppose To Be..

    Everyday I wake up thinking to myself what is my purpose.I know I am young but yet I am not.I have so many things to look forward to.But yet I fear to hope cause I am scared to be disappointed.I want to be happy but every time I become happy something always and I mean always...
    Honesty89 Honesty89 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 24, 2009

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    What am I thinking of?

    Is it a sin if the answer is not what it should be?
    LuluMoualla LuluMoualla 18-21, F Mar 6

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    The Monster Within...

    There it is again, rearing it's huge ugly head threatening to cause hell again. There's that sharp unpleasant flash in his eye again, I can feel the rage building up in me again and it scares me. God only knows what woke him up this time but there he is. It always seems to be the...
    Hybrid01 Hybrid01 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 19, 2013

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    Lost

    Actually I feel alot lost. I feel as if my disabilities have taken away my identity.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 10, 2011

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    Poem

    U U always make me laugh U sometimes make me cry U always make me think U never make me fly U make me wanna die Because ur just that type of guy U know I love you And people say u love me So wats going on Y aren't we dating ~ Kathryn Wilson~
    Lifesucks12345 Lifesucks12345 16-17, F Feb 7, 2013

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    I'm So Scared All the Time

    My husband and I had such a wonderful life. His job was awesome, we were very comfortable fianancally. Life was just a dream, until about 4 years ago,.  the bottom fell out of our dream life. It was like we were totally sorrounded by BAD CHI, or something. At the same...
    iwantsomegoodnews iwantsomegoodnews 51-55 2 Responses Nov 17, 2008

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    Again...

    it's been like a week since the last time i thought about killing myself, that week is over, right now i think about it day and night, if anyone knows how can i stop thinking about it then please let me know. coz i'm realy don't know what to do with my life.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 4, 2009

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    I love to draw, to make things by hand,

    to express through writing. But something happened that caused me to unconsciously give up on what I love and during those times I call it "the dark ages" lol. And now I am constantly trying to work my way to doing the things I love, but it's just hard when someone pushed you to...
    TechieMunchie TechieMunchie 22-25, F Apr 13

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    Today (written November 28, 2010)

    Today.....Today was unuseall. Like the ending to a sad story. It was weird. Today I was happy and I havn't felt that way in a long time. But this time was different, I was happy for no reason at all. Like seeing a loved one that you have longed for. When I felt a smile come...
    jeanmarie1120 jeanmarie1120 16-17, F May 16, 2012

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    this is something I'm not sure I wonted to post,but I just need to express how I feel.I 'be been dealing with self harm since I was 14 I'm now 21 and still deal with it this is one...
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    i truly dont want to be here anymore. all the memories. all the sadness attached. all my feelings that were just tossed to the curb. everything i lost. i want to run from myself...
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    This story is going to be written as if I was talking to her, because its one of the only ways I know how to get it out. Please bare with me, this is a hard story to write, but it...
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    I hate when people ask what am I doing with my life,idk dealt with severe social anxiety and depression I've tried to get my education which caused More stress and anxiety, I've...
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    I Love the Little Mermaid. I Love everything to do with the Little Mermaid. You can say I'm a bit obsessed with the Little Mermaid. Its my Favorite Disney Movie. I can watch it...
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    I lost my innocence when I was 7 years old. It was taken from me from someone who was suppose to protect me. Not hurt me. It messed me up for a long time. I try to live and deal...
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    I am a twenty one year old university student and I really want to experience what it feels like for someone to love and care for me. This might sound a little bit weird but the...
    Trust1993 Trust1993 18-21, M 7 hrs ago

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    So much crappy and lame things happening in my life lately and I feel like I've got nobody by my side :( I don't want sympathy or pity or anything other than a little understanding...
    glitterme23 glitterme23 22-25, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I want to feel important to somebody. Like if I wasn't there a little piece if them would be missing. Like when I message them, their day gets a little bit better. I want to be...
    Marie0121 Marie0121 13-15, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    This is my experience dealing with someone I thought was and would be a close friend, it's a true story : In my first semester in college, I had the pleasure of meeting what I...
    TarikP TarikP 18-21, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I like to write letters to my boyfriend on skype. I pour my heart out in theses things. Pathetic really. These happen In the morning and at night here's an example let me know what...
    SMGrove0312 SMGrove0312 18-21, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    My husband was killed in an accident on his way home from work January 5th 2014. He was 41 and the youngest in his family. He was one of the best people I have ever known...always...
    Noryiku Noryiku 26-30, F 16 hrs ago

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    When I am away for work first thing I do when I get to the Hotel is get changed into my hold-ups and my wifes little white socks and have a good hard play! Have a look at the...
    phantomenchanter phantomenchanter 41-45 17 hrs ago

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    I feel like I'm loosing myself
    disneyprincess626 disneyprincess626 18-21, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I'm scared a family member is suicidal, and there isn't anything I can do about it. I don't know how to deal with the possibility. I can't help. Legal issues. I can't stop the law...
    TechieGeek TechieGeek 31-35, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    Pain can make you insane, it's so strange. Every day I feel like I've been caught in the rain.
    SelfUnaware SelfUnaware 18-21 1 day ago

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    One thing I always said about life in the back of my mind 'if there's nothing right then there's nothing left' I am realising that now lately as I feel I have sunk my quality of...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm not sure exactly what it was or maybe I do, but I don't want to admit it to myself. I lost who I was. I lost my close relationship with God. I lost my cool BC I snap at people...
    Kayla0504 Kayla0504 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am so hurt and feel so alone. my kitty became very I'll this past few days and I couldn't get her to eat and only would drink a little bit. I was very worried because she lost...
    gawgaw4boo gawgaw4boo 46-50, F 6 Responses 2 days ago

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    17 years ago, I was 19 years old, a senior in high school. On April 8, 1998 I was so excited because we were taking our cap and gown pictures that day. Wouldn't be long and I would...
    brazeel brazeel 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    I lost my soulmate suddenly and tragically 10 years ago. It took me six years to even be able to talk openly about her death. That's when I knew I was starting to recover from my...
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    I don't even know who I am anymore. I feel so lost. What happened to "me"? I look in the mirror and I don't even know the person staring back at me. I feel so messed up.
    rwaddell81 rwaddell81 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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