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I Feel a Little Lost

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 200 People

    The Monster Within...

    There it is again, rearing it's huge ugly head threatening to cause hell again. There's that sharp unpleasant flash in his eye again, I can feel the rage building up in me again and it scares me. God only knows what woke him up this time but there he is. It always seems to be the...
    Hybrid01 Hybrid01 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 19, 2013

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    Help!!!

    Life Goodbye life... **** trying anymore. When I try it makes everything worse. Why can't I just die. Why do I keep trying. I want to just give up. Why can't I just give up. I hate myself more then anyone else does. I just can't go on like this. Nobody cares about me anyways. Why...
    Lifesucks12345 Lifesucks12345 16-17, F Feb 7, 2013

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    Poem

    U U always make me laugh U sometimes make me cry U always make me think U never make me fly U make me wanna die Because ur just that type of guy U know I love you And people say u love me So wats going on Y aren't we dating ~ Kathryn Wilson~
    Lifesucks12345 Lifesucks12345 16-17, F Feb 7, 2013

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    Today (written November 28, 2010)

    Today.....Today was unuseall. Like the ending to a sad story. It was weird. Today I was happy and I havn't felt that way in a long time. But this time was different, I was happy for no reason at all. Like seeing a loved one that you have longed for. When I felt a smile come...
    jeanmarie1120 jeanmarie1120 16-17, F May 16, 2012

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    Again...

    it's been like a week since the last time i thought about killing myself, that week is over, right now i think about it day and night, if anyone knows how can i stop thinking about it then please let me know. coz i'm realy don't know what to do with my life.
    sorouji sorouji 18-21, M 1 Response May 4, 2009

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    Where Am I Suppose To Be..

    Everyday I wake up thinking to myself what is my purpose.I know I am young but yet I am not.I have so many things to look forward to.But yet I fear to hope cause I am scared to be disappointed.I want to be happy but every time I become happy something always and I mean always...
    Honesty89 Honesty89 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 24, 2009

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    My Religious Beliefs Are Upside Down Crazy

    I whole heartedly believe 100% in evolution, there is just way too much to support this, and i have believed this way the first month or so of high school biology. I have also grown up in a christian home, andi have no reason to disbelieve nor have i been given a reason to...
    lookingforanawers86 lookingforanawers86 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 17, 2009

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    Lost

    Actually I feel alot lost. I feel as if my disabilities have taken away my identity.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow 51-55, M 1 Response Apr 10, 2011

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    Help!!!!

    Im 15 and suffering Depression I feel like everyone hates me Like im ment to be dead and that im a worth less peice off ****!!! no one is helping me adn soonor or late ima just leave earth :( Idont know wat to do Im so lots
    MiloLovesyoou MiloLovesyoou 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 6, 2012

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    I'm So Scared All the Time

    My husband and I had such a wonderful life. His job was awesome, we were very comfortable fianancally. Life was just a dream, until about 4 years ago,.  the bottom fell out of our dream life. It was like we were totally sorrounded by BAD CHI, or something. At the same...
    iwantsomegoodnews iwantsomegoodnews 51-55 2 Responses Nov 17, 2008

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    My Religious Beliefs Are Upside Down Crazy

    I whole heartedly believe 100% in evolution, there is just way too much to support this, and i have believed this way the first month or so of high school biology. I have also grown up in a christian home, andi have no reason to disbelieve nor have i been given a reason to...
    lookingforanawers86 lookingforanawers86 22-25, M 3 Responses Jan 17, 2009

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    Is There Even A Cross Road To Be Standing At?

    There is so much out there in the world, so many paths to travel down, so many people to meet, so many things that can be said and done, that really I can't help but feel a bit lost. Nothing is clear to me except for the brief moments in which I'm fully present and have my mind...
    invisiblyreal invisiblyreal 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 1, 2012

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    Wrong Turn

    It happens so fast, you think you are on track and then all of a sudden the scenery changes and you realize, "oh crap", I think Im lost. I can't ask for directions, it's about finding my own way out. Im looking for a map.
    soulrunher soulrunher 41-45, F 13 Responses Aug 19, 2013

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    I feel so lost that my body actually hurts from the confused emotions. I feel so lost I have no clue wether to smile or not when someone tells a joke or simply smiles at me. I feel...
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    Am I on the verge of a breakdown? I am a Feeler, not a Thinker. Tonight, I realized I've made a horrible, horrible mistake. It can't be undone, and is very expensive. I'm...
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    Why do you make me feel this way? It's like without you, all of a sudden, I feel lost and alone. But before when I never had you, I was okay with being alone. Now that I had a...
    ImagineA ImagineA 16-17 1 Response Aug 27

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    Its been a while since i had to write in here....tonight is one of those days i want to express my feelings ...the story starts before years ago....i was with someone that i loved...
    insomniadreamer insomniadreamer 22-25, F Sep 3

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    I am already 22 and still in college. Actually, I am now a sophomore however, 5 years ago, I was also a sophomore in college and up to now, I still haven't graduated. So what...
    trappedinmy trappedinmy 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I feel so lost in this relationship and everything i feel i do is wrong. But im not getting the things in the relationship that i need...
    hansen7681 hansen7681 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 24

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    Sometimes it just get too much ... i'm extremly shy and introverted . I feel like my life is a complete mess . I know that there are a lot of people like me outside .But...
    btihal btihal 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    I dont know what is wrong with me I feel so lost and confused and...alone
    annieannana annieannana 18-21, F Aug 26

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    I just feel so lost..... Like there is no one that can hug me and tell me it will be okay..
    alwaysmeforever alwaysmeforever 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I feel like literally every single guy I come across wants to use me just for sex. Every relationship I've ever had ended up this way. I'm disgusted by their ways but at the same...
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    But do I enjoy this change? Is it the person I have always wanted too become? Sometimes I feel more lost then ever, everyone has there routines, but after awhile I can't stand...
    ThunderBangs ThunderBangs 22-25, F Sep 8

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    😥 feel so lost, I just want things to get better
    crazyminds crazyminds 18-21, M Aug 23

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    i was never one of those ppl who knew what they wanted to do. even in college i remained undeclared for 2 years. well, eevntually, i decided to go wtih somethin practical. i ended...
    blue951 blue951 26-30, M 5 hrs ago

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    I've been searching for an answer but i'm lost inside my head where i spend every waking moment wishing i was dead. Please tell me Iam not undone.
    Lexi3is0dreaming Lexi3is0dreaming 16-17, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    ever since ive had my abortion it has changed me for the worst. im not the same person as i use to be. my day to day life has different patterns of mood swings. ive gone from a...
    cjay89 cjay89 22-25, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    This will sound super childish but whenever im in school I always feel ignored,invisible and hated. I talked to a friend about it and all she said is that I need to be more...
    animatedgirlpaula animatedgirlpaula 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I have compassion for "The Lost Souls. For The Lost Souls, who have lost their ways in life.Consumed & tried to escaped their darkness inside. We need compassion & helped them out...
    DiscoNight1970s DiscoNight1970s 46-50, F 4 hrs ago

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    Lost my girlfriend. It'll be a year in December. She sufferes from depression and she cut and it hurt me watching her go through that. When she lost her twin brother, a close...
    WhiskeyRoger369 WhiskeyRoger369 16-17, M 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    I feel really bad, I don't like when my parents spend huge amounts of money on me. I feel like that because when I go out and eat, there are always those people who walk in to...
    jonho10 jonho10 13-15, M 12 hrs ago

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    Augustina97sy Augustina97sy 31-35, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    so lets drink a little whiskey and dance the night away.
    Maine12 Maine12 22-25, F 11 hrs ago

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    I recently lost my boyfriend (almost fiancee) to a motorcycle accident. I post, admittedly, attention seeking statuses of how miserable I am and how I don't see the point in living...
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    I just love the feeling of me turning into a fat little hog. The more I eat and stuff into my porcine gut, the bigger and fatter I get. I want someone to stuff my fat belly and...
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    I've taken some lumps recently. Things have not gone my way, or turned out as I'd hoped. I was really hurt about some things. But as soon as I was knocked down, I started to get...
    moonchile moonchile 31-35, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I haven't been feeling that good since Saturday :( I had this competition Saturday and well...I didn't do that good. I def learned from it but still. My body is hurting too, I...
    sweetiie25 sweetiie25 31-35, F 5 hrs ago

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    I can't cope at all and I'm really struggling everyday to even make it out of bed. My life is a complete mess and even calling it a life is a joke! It started on June 10th when I...
    pocahontus1311 pocahontus1311 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    Tonight I read and stare at pictures and posts of you guys. I wonder if I would've been in it too if I was there. All of you looks so happy. After passing the boards, we we're...
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    I dreamt of being a mom as far back as I can remember. My dad had decided I was going to college and I was going, but I wanted to be a mom too.I can remember that I wanted twins. A...
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