I Feel a Little Lost

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 283 People

    I don’t want to go to college

    but I also don’t want to NOT go to college What I really want is to stop existing but you can’t do that without dying and I don’t want to die either. I don't know what to do.
    MiraiKuriyama MiraiKuriyama
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 27, 2014

    What am I thinking of?

    Is it a sin if the answer is not what it should be?
    LuluMoualla LuluMoualla
    18-21, F
    Mar 6, 2015

    I am at an interesting place in life right now.

    Discovering who I am, what I value & believe, trying to connect with others, & how that all fits in to being married. Everything used to be so easy. I knew what I believed, saw it as the Truth, & wanted to be the good girl. I wanted to be a shining light. But then something...
    SaundraMae SaundraMae
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 5, 2015

    Help!!!!

    Im 15 and suffering Depression I feel like everyone hates me Like im ment to be dead and that im a worth less peice off ****!!! no one is helping me adn soonor or late ima just leave earth :( Idont know wat to do Im so lots
    MiloLovesyoou MiloLovesyoou
    13-15, F
    1 Response Dec 6, 2012

    At the age of 26, I recently came out of my

    first real relationship of a few months. It has put the focus back on me, as before I was caught up in the dating and didn't really have to time to think and ruminate. Now I am back to freaking out about my life. have a job that pays well, and a flat in the city - I am...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 6, 2015

    Where Am I Suppose To Be..

    Everyday I wake up thinking to myself what is my purpose.I know I am young but yet I am not.I have so many things to look forward to.But yet I fear to hope cause I am scared to be disappointed.I want to be happy but every time I become happy something always and I mean always...
    Honesty89 Honesty89
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 24, 2009

    It's natural to want to belong somewhere,

    but being friendless isn't doing anything for me, I want someone that can make me feel like I belong, that will be my friend. But I can't really have a friend, since I've failed at it for so long it's seemingly impossible to make a friend.
    LikeICare13 LikeICare13
    13-15, F
    Mar 18

    The Monster Within...

    There it is again, rearing it's huge ugly head threatening to cause hell again. There's that sharp unpleasant flash in his eye again, I can feel the rage building up in me again and it scares me. God only knows what woke him up this time but there he is. It always seems to be the...
    Hybrid01 Hybrid01
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Aug 19, 2013

    I'm at a very interesting place in life right

    now. My whole world is about to change. 2016 will truly be a year of new beginnings for me. And at the moment I'm terrified. I sort of feel like I'm facing everything an 18 year old does. About to leave home for the first time. Not quite solid on what I believe about the world...
    SaundraMae SaundraMae
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Sep 28, 2015

    I wish I was stronger.

    Or meaner. Or something... This craigslist guy I started dating after my divorce was finalized... I can't seem to say no, even though I want to sometimes. For the last month we've been on again, off again... Well, I want to be off again, but I don't want to break his heart. I'm...
    SaundraMae SaundraMae
    26-30, F
    Mar 13

    Is There Even A Cross Road To Be Standing At?

    There is so much out there in the world, so many paths to travel down, so many people to meet, so many things that can be said and done, that really I can't help but feel a bit lost. Nothing is clear to me except for the brief moments in which I'm fully present and have my mind...
    invisiblyreal invisiblyreal
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 1, 2012

    My Religious Beliefs Are Upside Down Crazy

    I whole heartedly believe 100% in evolution, there is just way too much to support this, and i have believed this way the first month or so of high school biology. I have also grown up in a christian home, andi have no reason to disbelieve nor have i been given a reason to...
    lookingforanawers86 lookingforanawers86
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 17, 2009

    Help!!!

    Life Goodbye life... **** trying anymore. When I try it makes everything worse. Why can't I just die. Why do I keep trying. I want to just give up. Why can't I just give up. I hate myself more then anyone else does. I just can't go on like this. Nobody cares about me anyways. Why...
    Lifesucks12345 Lifesucks12345
    16-17, F
    Feb 7, 2013

    Wrong Turn

    It happens so fast, you think you are on track and then all of a sudden the scenery changes and you realize, "oh crap", I think Im lost. I can't ask for directions, it's about finding my own way out. Im looking for a map.
    soulrunher soulrunher
    41-45, F
    9 Responses Aug 19, 2013

    Again...

    it's been like a week since the last time i thought about killing myself, that week is over, right now i think about it day and night, if anyone knows how can i stop thinking about it then please let me know. coz i'm realy don't know what to do with my life.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 4, 2009

    My Religious Beliefs Are Upside Down Crazy

    I whole heartedly believe 100% in evolution, there is just way too much to support this, and i have believed this way the first month or so of high school biology. I have also grown up in a christian home, andi have no reason to disbelieve nor have i been given a reason to...
    lookingforanawers86 lookingforanawers86
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Jan 17, 2009

    Poem

    U U always make me laugh U sometimes make me cry U always make me think U never make me fly U make me wanna die Because ur just that type of guy U know I love you And people say u love me So wats going on Y aren't we dating ~ Kathryn Wilson~
    Lifesucks12345 Lifesucks12345
    16-17, F
    Feb 7, 2013

    Today (written November 28, 2010)

    Today.....Today was unuseall. Like the ending to a sad story. It was weird. Today I was happy and I havn't felt that way in a long time. But this time was different, I was happy for no reason at all. Like seeing a loved one that you have longed for. When I felt a smile come...
    jeanmarie1120 jeanmarie1120
    16-17, F
    May 16, 2012

    I love to draw, to make things by hand,

    to express through writing. But something happened that caused me to unconsciously give up on what I love and during those times I call it "the dark ages" lol. And now I am constantly trying to work my way to doing the things I love, but it's just hard when someone pushed you to...
    TechieMunchie TechieMunchie
    22-25, F
    Apr 13, 2015

    I'm So Scared All the Time

    My husband and I had such a wonderful life. His job was awesome, we were very comfortable fianancally. Life was just a dream, until about 4 years ago,.  the bottom fell out of our dream life. It was like we were totally sorrounded by BAD CHI, or something. At the same...
    iwantsomegoodnews iwantsomegoodnews
    51-55
    2 Responses Nov 17, 2008

    Lost

    Actually I feel alot lost. I feel as if my disabilities have taken away my identity.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow
    51-55, M
    1 Response Apr 10, 2011

    There used to be a certain substance in the

    depth of my thoughts, but white noise has taken its place. And I think I'm okay with that. Ever glide your fingers over the markings on a desk left behind by some misfit with a pen? Who was this person, of what significance was this word or marking in particular? Did they...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden
    18-21, M
    Feb 17, 2015
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