I Feel Abandoned

Stories from people who feel like they have been abandoned by people close to them 390 People

    I want to die. I feel like nobody cares

    or wants me in this world. I'm just done with life.
    ashkrause ashkrause
    18-21, F
    Nov 27, 2015

    Abandoned

    I feel like everyone has gotton mad at me or something. I have not heard from anyone today. That is unuasul sorry if I made someone mad but everyone what happened have I been blocked by everyone I feel all alone.
    silvercoins4 silvercoins4
    70+, F
    5 Responses Jun 25, 2008

    I'm Just Hurt

    My whole life my mom has told me she feels sorry for the guy that ends up with me, no man will ever want to be with me. I married a guy, and he has made me miserable. I tried everything to make the marriage work, I felt I had to atleast give it a chance, but...
    Farbehind5 Farbehind5
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 7, 2009

    I am in one of those moods

    where I'm just like **** it... Everyone leaves. (Except for my mom. I love her!)
    NeeverForget NeeverForget
    18-21, F
    Apr 10, 2014

    My siblings all disowned me

    when I was diagnosed 5 years ago. Tonight, my boyfriend told me I'm barely a person and he wants something better, and ended our relationship. This, after my husband walking out last year without a word...
    damagedwings damagedwings
    36-40, F
    1 Response Nov 22, 2015

    Abandoned By My Only Love

    because recently my wife (the only woman I have ever loved) and I separated due to huge energy drains on each other, however rather than seeking help or marriage counselling she has decided to move out without even attempting to fix things or talk about it for any length of time...
    LostinSpaceandTime LostinSpaceandTime
    36-40, M
    Jul 14, 2009

    Loosing Everything I Love

    I dont know how to explain all i feel.  Few months back i was a proud happy husband, but not a happy father.  I married 3 years before. We never had any problems in between.  But there was some serious problems with my wife's mental condition.  She is such a...
    lostinsandunes lostinsandunes
    36-40, M
    1 Response Oct 11, 2010

    Maybe I don't deserve to have friends

    or anybody in my life. All I end up doing is push people away and make them leave when I need them most. Maybe it's just better to be dead cause people make it pretty clear that life is better off without me in it. I'm so ******* tired of this.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 20, 2015

    Losing Hope

    I don't know how much longer I can cope with these feelings of abandonment. I'm tired of people saying they care about me, but their actions do not match up to their words. I've been in some intense emotional pain lately and I feel like no one cares. Just because you say you care...
    philosophicmyth philosophicmyth
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Oct 9, 2010
    pancakesarebetterthanwaffles pancakesarebetterthanwaffles
    18-21, F
    Nov 19, 2014

    So many people just leave they walk outta my

    life because I'm suicidal my dad ain't my life my friends are in and out of it they mainly want sex i feel like no matter how hard anybody tries nobody cares about me cause if they did they'd know I wanted to hang myself tonight but no nobody knows that I feel so alone what do I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 28, 2015

    I don't know what's happening

    and I'm really suffering the 'downs' in my life. And now I see world in whole new perspective. It feels like no one loves me. Like, no one even cares. It looks like all of my bestfriends started to walk away from me, leaving me alone suffering. Sometimes, I need someone that...
    getbetter15 getbetter15
    16-17
    Mar 11, 2015

    Abandoned again. Why does he expect me to be

    understanding when he's not? All I want is a gesture of his affection. His time. He knows all the right things to say but is it fair? Is it fair that I have one day off and that he has to go out with his friends on this day? Even though he asks me it's not really a question...
    BlyssEP BlyssEP
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 3, 2015

    I was going out with this guy from Florida

    and we were getting along grey and then suddenly he just totally started avoiding me so I broke up with him. Now I'm waiting what he is going to say about it
    smileygirl250 smileygirl250
    13-15, F
    Jan 13, 2015

    I hate feeling this way.

    I can't even count how many people that I grew attached to and then one day they walk away from me and whatever friendship we had. No goodbye, no warning, they just leave; And there I am. Left to drown in the memory of what we had and to live with the what if's. First it was my...
    ScarletNightmare ScarletNightmare
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 23, 2014

    I'M So Lonely...

    I'm so lonely Lord, why have you put this curse on me. I get good grades, I have good looks, I try to do my best. But, Why Lord, Why, have you put this love-sadness / loneliness curse on pore 17year old me.. I know I have all my life to find the perfect girl. But because you gave...
    Feb 1, 2013

    From friends ,my family ,

    my boyfriend :( πŸ’”
    Emotionalgirl1012 Emotionalgirl1012
    22-25, F
    Jul 23, 2014

    Everyone in some form

    or manner as abandoned me. I feel so very alone.
    Xander1987 Xander1987
    26-30, M
    Jun 5, 2014

    Ms. Mullins was the kind of neighbor

    who was nice enough to everyone, but people always wondered what she was really like. She was thoughtful, neat, friendly, and offered candy to the neighborhood kids each Halloween. It's funny, I remember how nice she smelled. One time, it was in the morning, I knocked on her...
    MarkPaul MarkPaul
    26-30
    Feb 6

    Mom Shoved Me In the Clothes Drawer Shortly After Birth

    I was BORN into this world unaccepted & unappreciated by pretty much everyone. She abused, neglected, malnourished us, & done who knows what. & No one else in the family wanted to take care of us, except for 1 sister, but they wouldn't let her. Ever since a baby, I...
    otad12 otad12
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Feb 26, 2009

    Abandonment Anxiety

    I was born to parents who loved me. I had extended family that spoiled and adored me. I was never abused or mistreated, I was very fortunate. Yet, I've had this issue for as long as I can remember. I get severe anxiety when someone I love is leaving for any extended period of...
    KayMer12 KayMer12
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 20, 2013

    Someone I grew to love never said goodbye.

    He had 4 months to tell me, we were good coworkers when he wasn't being awkward or suddenly going ice cold. What I felt around him was so real, I would have done anything to keep him in my life as a friend if he had ever given me the chance. He is now thousands of miles away...
    crankycookies crankycookies
    22-25, F
    Jun 10, 2014

    One of the worst feelings in the world is

    feeling abandoned by someone or those close to you. Rather than being sad or angry, I am used to it actually, used to being alone, not being wanted. I've experienced it many times throughout my life. What may sound contradicting is that I no longer get my hopes up yet I continue...
    bkf2 bkf2
    22-25, M
    Aug 16, 2014

    When someone comes along in your life .

    .. Someone you see something of yourself in .. They make you feel amazing , happy, content , excited , coy, strong, ambitious . They make you feel alive because they're alive . But what happens when you were getting along in a very adaptable way before they came along and with...
    SoleExecutioner SoleExecutioner
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 29

    The Lonliness Of Life

    When I really need someone, they aren't there. If I need a ride, oh, sorry, I'm busy ... this is what I hear. I need support through a difficult time, is anyone there to help me endure it, nope. All alone, as usual. Its nice when people want to spend time with you; yet, its...
    4vrUnique 4vrUnique
    46-50
    5 Responses Sep 12, 2011
    imjon imjon
    18-21, M
    Jun 18, 2014

    Left Behind...

    Not entirely sure Im using the phrase abandoned the same way other people are here, but basically, I just keep getting left behind, I feel. A couple of years ago one of my best friends was being bullied, felt suicidal about it, really low - you know? I supported her, helped her...
    Enjoythesilence Enjoythesilence
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Sep 20, 2009

    once again back to square one on ep.

    people leaving my groups now. people in my circle barely contacting me like always or ignoring me. I don't know anymore maybe it's me maybe that's what I think. I'm not too good at the moment. I guess severe depression isolation and trust issues are uncool in a person. sorry...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 18, 2015

    Recently my mother told my step father

    that she wanted a divorce. She talked to me and explained that she was most likely going to be moving in with my grandmother but that she didn't want me to move out with her because she thought that it might be a bad environment. She chose this weekend to move out, because I was...
    cemarie128 cemarie128
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 25, 2015

    Surprise, surprise. Mookie's suppressing

    feelings with red wine while watching two guys tongue each other down on video and trying to not get pissed off.
    Chpt17 Chpt17
    22-25, M
    Apr 15, 2015

    One of my friends has become best friends with

    one of my ex-freinds who spreads untrue rumours about me. The worst part of it is that he's believing the rumours without even asking me if they're true or not.
    RileyJP RileyJP
    16-17, T
    1 Response Sep 29, 2014

    so I'm sitting here at a "straight" person bar.

    lol but no. bored. pissed....been here an hour and I wanna go home
    Pride49 Pride49
    22-25, M
    Oct 9, 2015

    You knew it would hurt me

    and you still ******* did it anyway. You still hurt me the most out of everyone that abandoned me. I don't think I'm ever gonna be okay for a long while. Hope you're ******* happy.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 29, 2015

    Like A Dog

    At this moment I feel like a dog. You know the kind that no one can take care of anymore because it's too much of a burden. It costs too much too feed or no one wants Β to watch after it. Some might call it self pity but when you do the history,, it's nothing but the truth. I...
    Calif39 Calif39
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 14, 2012

    I can never seem to keep those close to me

    around, every I care about leaves one way or another...its probably my fault..but I wish I could just have a friend to talk to when ever I need them :/
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 8, 2014
    marymelia marymelia
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 29, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 19, 2014

    I feel like crap. My half-brother,

    (who've I've recently disowned) who's been abusing my family and I since he could first speak full sentences, is finally gone from my life and I see no future with him. He has left so many scars on me and I don't think I'll come back from them. Within the past 7 years my mother...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 13, 2015

    Out of all the people

    that left, you hurt me the most and I don't think I'll ever be okay about that.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 20, 2015
    Xander1987 Xander1987
    26-30, M
    1 Response Aug 3, 2014

    I Don't Have a Mother Anymore

    I grew up bouncing back and forth between my mother and step fathers apt in the city to my grandparents house in the country. My mom and step-******* used drugs and drank alot the cheated the welfare system more than once. i later found out that the only reason they wanted me...
    MelodyAnn MelodyAnn
    22-25, F
    Apr 9, 2008

    Growing up, I was a good kid.

    .. Until they started medicating me for ADHD and I became uncontrollably irritable and then later depressed. In that time, I went from being love and cherished to being despised and told my tears were fake anytime I had a very real breakdown. My most vivid memories of growing up...
    crankycookies crankycookies
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 10, 2014

    I feel along with many others.

    high, drunk. an extreme feeling. the last at the party awake. makes the night....worse
    Pride49 Pride49
    22-25, M
    Oct 1, 2015

    Why?

    I have never really talked to anyone about the feelings that i have about my past. When i was around two months old, my birth mother who was suffering of schizophrenia and bipolar disorder left me, my dad, and my baby sister. My birth dad being a truck driver was not able to...
    hippiekid09 hippiekid09
    16-17
    3 Responses Oct 8, 2009

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