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I Feel Alienated From Humanity

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    I Think I Reach Society's Standards...but...

    That's probably because nobody really knows what I'm REALLY thinking. I have such weird thoughts. I'm always thinking about what's out there, and I'm always...worried about everything. I always want to do something with myself...like be famous or something. I've...
    Ramunex Ramunex 17, F 6 Responses Oct 13, 2009

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    I Hate People

    So for some reason i hate people. I mean everything about them. I litteraly feel like im burning calories when im around them. It is so exhausting. And after a long period of time, i for some reason become really sensitive to every noise around me. Everything becomes hightened...
    fireangel fireangel 16-17, F 7 Responses Mar 16, 2008

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    Social Alienation

    Im 23 years old, and since i was a child i always felt that i dont belong here. I've been bullied in school, my childhood sucked and i was not a happy child nor i am a happy adult. I keep haunted by the gost of my past, i still look in the mirrow and see the same kid with 10...
    Nuclearseal Nuclearseal 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 30, 2011

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    A Reprieve From The Norm..

    I don't want to be human. In fact, I have created my own reality so to speak, where I do not even acknowledge myself as a human being. I hate humans. I know that may seem very black and white however the way that I have detached myself from the label of a human being has been the...
    trase trase 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 18, 2011

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    Alias: Alienated Alien

    So.. this poem..ish thingy just happend >.<" I'm an alien green, lost in space Landed on earth and got a human face I doubt I'll ever fit with this race don't think I'll ever unravel the map to their maze With my spaceship in pieces I now go by bus it's terribly demanding...
    Ciseaux Ciseaux 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 6, 2010

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    Alienation

    How can I be alientated from humanity? I ask myself this all the time. I am 31, with three beautiful children, married to a wonderful and handsome man, own my own business, go to college, attend a church regularly and yet...I feel lonely and disconnected... As I sit in...
    sheltin7880 sheltin7880 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    E.t

    I often feel like a outcast whenever I'm around other people.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 21, 2011

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    Sometimes I Feel Alienated From Humanity

    Sometimes there are times I'm ignored and that is when I feel alienated.   Sometimes it's a group and they pay no attention to me.  Sometimes it's just one person not paying attention to me.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 61-65 1 Response Jan 16, 2012

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    An Alien Trapt In Human Skin

    I feel like an alien trapt in human skin...cant get out to save my life. friends and family dont know the real me....i feel chronic loneliness. detachment.... i dont get to see them like i use to... humans seem so strange to me. i dont think i was meant to live when i was born...
    kzero kzero 22-25, F Oct 6, 2012

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    My Own Friend

    I feel as If I am on a deserted island alone even though I am constantly surrounded by people. I feel like everybody hates me and I even find it hard to talk to my own spouse. I have thought about suicide but I want it to be quick and painful.
    Roughneck1992 Roughneck1992 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 7, 2013

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    Why Am I Not a Part of This?

    Why am I not a part of everything I see? It's like I'm in a bubble, I see everything and everyone can see me. Still I'm isolated. A couple of days ago I realized I don't want to be a part of humanity. I don't wanna be a part of something I despise.
    Lola91 Lola91 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 9, 2008

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    Had It With Everyone

    I love my fellow man, it's people that I just can't stand. Burning bridges, walking away, never looking back. Sick of being the sweet one, the nice one...well maybe it's the best way to wind up hating everyone. I don't have enough energy left to be nice, to be sweet. I feel...
    Burnout Burnout 36-40 7 Responses Aug 24, 2008

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    How To Become An Alien.

    i was a person once. A normal guy, living a normal little foolish existence. I even had a dream, a common and noble one, it was quite a calling. So i started down my path, many years ago, learning the arts and details of my trade. I was so young then that my tools were not really...
    viper5552 viper5552 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    I'm Always Been A Closet Outsider...

     Since I was a child I felt something was wrong with me and the rest of humanity, I've always felt I was an outsider, but, I look pretty normal for others. I've been through depressions and 3 years ago diagnosed with bipolar type II, so, my life's been like hell somedays. I...
    flykiller flykiller 31-35, F 9 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    The Freak Of Nature

    Hello all, I know many most likely feel alienated from society, but i would have to challenge that I take the cake so to speak. I am asexual, demilithromantic, genderless, introverted, have sociopathic tendencies, and have symptoms of MPD. I can think of no single place in all...
    ThePeanutTerminator ThePeanutTerminator 18-21 1 Response May 29, 2012

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    i feel alienated and just disconnected from

    humanity and reality and society
    AndeleAndele AndeleAndele 18-21, M 4 Responses Dec 6, 2014

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    Do I Have Something On My Face?

    People stare at me like I do. And if I look in the mirror, I don't see anything, just my face. Maybe it's me that scares people. Ever since I can remember I've felt on the outside looking in. I always saw the other kids playing games and I was never invited. I felt I was a very...
    adubs adubs 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 6, 2011

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    Everyone I know has their lives together, going to college and getting good grades while they dream of the future and I just look at them and wonder why I ruined that for myself.
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    My son just told me he wants to live with his dad. He is 15 and I am trying to support him but my world is crashing down around me. I work three job to support him. His dad never...
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    That's how it happens. Some version of that story is true for almost every homeless person out there. It happens because of not being loved. Because of not having supportive...
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    I feel our culture / society of obedience, authority, and dominance is terrible and it hurts me inside that it exists. There doesn't seem to be what I define as love in the world...
    Love3149 Love3149 22-25, M Dec 28, 2014

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    I feel our culture / society of obedience, authority, and dominance is terrible and it hurts me inside that it exists. There doesn’t seem to be what I define as love in the world...
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    I feel our culture / society of obedience, authority, and dominance is terrible and it hurts me inside that it exists. There doesn’t seem to be what I define as love in the world...
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    I feel our culture / society of obedience, authority, and dominance is terrible and it hurts me inside that it exists. There doesn’t seem to be what I define as love in the world...
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    I don't want to call this too early, but I haven't cried today which is great. I feel confident that I can accomplish what I want to in my life and I'm thankful to have my...
    stellag23 stellag23 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    Donna can kill with a smile.  She is a traveler, born in the place with a humble beginnings.  She is equipped with a strong soul, that spending time with her will be...
    AdrianKroll AdrianKroll 26-30, M 13 hrs ago

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    The events that unfolded in Paris this week cannot be described with mere words. To describe such loss of life as a tragedy seems too weak, too disrespectful. But as shocking...
    scottmarg scottmarg 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 7

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    I feel unloved in so many ways. Does my family even love me, I am honestly convince that my dad hates me and loves seeing me unhappy! He got me nothing for christmas and he's so...
    PrincessMarina PrincessMarina 13-15, F Dec 28, 2014

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    About two weeks ago now me and my then boyfriend got into and argument. We went to a friend of his birthday and were having a great time. We went over to the dance floor and were...
    chenchanlo chenchanlo 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    It's this kind of sadness that is starting to consume me whole. I've tried fighting it off on my own for as long as possible, but I'm getting tired. I'm just miserable all the time...
    alexis3000 alexis3000 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    Its been a complete year since we last met( me and my supposedly ex). After that time, when he left to Birmingham, I started feeling really depressed since before he left we had...
    fatimaaabbasi fatimaaabbasi 16-17, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I am 21. At the age of 18 I ditched high school and my small home life for a large city and an art school. It took me many places and I made many great memories. Now I'm back home...
    Henryjk Henryjk 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    Hello everyone. Up until this point (for several years) I have decided to stay silent and observe posts similar to this one. Now, here on this website, on thos particular group it...
    Abufihamat Abufihamat 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    My story isn't unique. I know that, but I'm sharing it anyway to get it out of me, to maybe find some catharsis and healing from releasing my thoughts and feelings, and to maybe...
    livelaughlovedream3 livelaughlovedream3 41-45, F 13 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Well, basically I decided I need to write. Plain and simple.. So write away I will... I guess some where along the journey I lost sight of the fact that for the longest time I...
    WaterfallDrops WaterfallDrops 26-30, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Reflection: Teach us to listen to all those who gather on EP at any given time… This place, Where we can explore our feelings and thoughts, Sometimes our...
    McCannT12 McCannT12 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 12

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    Well, by rights I should be dead. If nature were left to its own devices, my appendix would have burst before I finished university. Up to that point I had a purpose until I got my...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Yo, I don't know what to do with myself. I want to leave here forever. There isn't anything I can do to relieve myself from this feeling that humanity is this horrible disgusting...
    sunkern sunkern 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    My experience with Narcissistic Abuse by Parents, Husbands, Co-workers. How many of you experienced them creating false realities for you? They give you distorted information, even...
    Simplelady4U Simplelady4U 36-40, F 3 hrs ago

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    I am ashamed at humanity...At times I am even ashamed to be human. Look at what we are doing to each other, look at what we are doing to this planet....it breaks my heart...
    XgaiaX XgaiaX 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    No feelings. I feel empty .. I cant love or become loved for a long period of time. Is it because of me ,or is it because they repel from me Im confused
    Bagh8 Bagh8 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    In the past I have had to deal with at least 2 sh^tty bosses who gave more of a d^mn about their job and business than about whether someone gets stabbed in their business or if...
    PaperPlanes88 PaperPlanes88 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 6

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    Realized today that I sleep with men because deep down I'm desperate to connect with someone or maybe just humanity in general in a deep profound meaningful way that isn't...
    MartaC MartaC 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Every once in a while... At work while everyone is gossiping and buzzing around the office I just stare at the different mood swings and motions of the people I work with...
    Forbiddenkisses Forbiddenkisses 22-25, F 11 hrs ago

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    a co-worker recently got on my nerves and started plain shouting at me and it's not the first time. I kept cool the first few times but I can feel I'm gonna explode next time... my...
    WhatChrisDid4Love WhatChrisDid4Love 16-17, M 51 mins ago

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    I feel left out. I have two other roommates, but ever since the third one moved in, I have been feeling left out. I feel like my roommate and I ( the first ones who lived in our...
    Via70 Via70 22-25, F 13 hrs ago

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