I Feel Alienated From Humanity

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    Sometimes I Feel Alienated From Humanity

    Sometimes there are times I'm ignored and that is when I feel alienated.   Sometimes it's a group and they pay no attention to me.  Sometimes it's just one person not paying attention to me.
    aquarius3 aquarius3
    66-70
    1 Response Jan 16, 2012

    Do I Have Something On My Face?

    People stare at me like I do. And if I look in the mirror, I don't see anything, just my face. Maybe it's me that scares people. Ever since I can remember I've felt on the outside looking in. I always saw the other kids playing games and I was never invited. I felt I was a very...
    adubs adubs
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 6, 2011

    The Freak Of Nature

    Hello all, I know many most likely feel alienated from society, but i would have to challenge that I take the cake so to speak. I am asexual, demilithromantic, genderless, introverted, have sociopathic tendencies, and have symptoms of MPD. I can think of no single place in all...
    ThePeanutTerminator ThePeanutTerminator
    18-21
    1 Response May 29, 2012

    Social Alienation

    Im 23 years old, and since i was a child i always felt that i dont belong here. I've been bullied in school, my childhood sucked and i was not a happy child nor i am a happy adult. I keep haunted by the gost of my past, i still look in the mirrow and see the same kid with 10...
    Nuclearseal Nuclearseal
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Oct 30, 2011

    A Reprieve From The Norm..

    I don't want to be human. In fact, I have created my own reality so to speak, where I do not even acknowledge myself as a human being. I hate humans. I know that may seem very black and white however the way that I have detached myself from the label of a human being has been the...
    trase trase
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Nov 18, 2011

    I Think I Reach Society's Standards...but...

    That's probably because nobody really knows what I'm REALLY thinking. I have such weird thoughts. I'm always thinking about what's out there, and I'm always...worried about everything. I always want to do something with myself...like be famous or something. I've...
    Ramunex Ramunex
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Oct 13, 2009

    An Alien Trapt In Human Skin

    I feel like an alien trapt in human skin...cant get out to save my life. friends and family dont know the real me....i feel chronic loneliness. detachment.... i dont get to see them like i use to... humans seem so strange to me. i dont think i was meant to live when i was born...
    kzero kzero
    22-25, F
    Oct 6, 2012

    i feel alienated and just disconnected from

    humanity and reality and society
    sabbracaddabraa sabbracaddabraa
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Dec 6, 2014

    Had It With Everyone

    I love my fellow man, it's people that I just can't stand. Burning bridges, walking away, never looking back. Sick of being the sweet one, the nice one...well maybe it's the best way to wind up hating everyone. I don't have enough energy left to be nice, to be sweet. I feel...
    Burnout Burnout
    36-40
    6 Responses Aug 24, 2008

    My Own Friend

    I feel as If I am on a deserted island alone even though I am constantly surrounded by people. I feel like everybody hates me and I even find it hard to talk to my own spouse. I have thought about suicide but I want it to be quick and painful.
    Roughneck1992 Roughneck1992
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Mar 7, 2013

    I'm Always Been A Closet Outsider...

     Since I was a child I felt something was wrong with me and the rest of humanity, I've always felt I was an outsider, but, I look pretty normal for others. I've been through depressions and 3 years ago diagnosed with bipolar type II, so, my life's been like hell somedays. I...
    flykiller flykiller
    31-35, F
    8 Responses Nov 13, 2009

    How To Become An Alien.

    i was a person once. A normal guy, living a normal little foolish existence. I even had a dream, a common and noble one, it was quite a calling. So i started down my path, many years ago, learning the arts and details of my trade. I was so young then that my tools were not really...
    viper5552 viper5552
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Dec 7, 2010

    Alias: Alienated Alien

    So.. this poem..ish thingy just happend >.<" I'm an alien green, lost in space Landed on earth and got a human face I doubt I'll ever fit with this race don't think I'll ever unravel the map to their maze With my spaceship in pieces I now go by bus it's terribly demanding...
    Ciseaux Ciseaux
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 6, 2010

    Why Am I Not a Part of This?

    Why am I not a part of everything I see? It's like I'm in a bubble, I see everything and everyone can see me. Still I'm isolated. A couple of days ago I realized I don't want to be a part of humanity. I don't wanna be a part of something I despise.
    Lola91 Lola91
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Aug 9, 2008

    Alienation

    How can I be alientated from humanity? I ask myself this all the time. I am 31, with three beautiful children, married to a wonderful and handsome man, own my own business, go to college, attend a church regularly and yet...I feel lonely and disconnected... As I sit in...
    sheltin7880 sheltin7880
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Aug 3, 2009

    I Hate People

    So for some reason i hate people. I mean everything about them. I litteraly feel like im burning calories when im around them. It is so exhausting. And after a long period of time, i for some reason become really sensitive to every noise around me. Everything becomes hightened...
    fireangel fireangel
    16-17, F
    6 Responses Mar 16, 2008

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