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I Feel Alienated From Humanity

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    I'm Always Been A Closet Outsider...

     Since I was a child I felt something was wrong with me and the rest of humanity, I've always felt I was an outsider, but, I look pretty normal for others. I've been through depressions and 3 years ago diagnosed with bipolar type II, so, my life's been like hell somedays. I...
    flykiller flykiller 31-35, F 8 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    Had It With Everyone

    I love my fellow man, it's people that I just can't stand. Burning bridges, walking away, never looking back. Sick of being the sweet one, the nice one...well maybe it's the best way to wind up hating everyone. I don't have enough energy left to be nice, to be sweet. I feel...
    Burnout Burnout 36-40 6 Responses Aug 24, 2008

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    The Freak Of Nature

    Hello all, I know many most likely feel alienated from society, but i would have to challenge that I take the cake so to speak. I am asexual, demilithromantic, genderless, introverted, have sociopathic tendencies, and have symptoms of MPD. I can think of no single place in all...
    ThePeanutTerminator ThePeanutTerminator 18-21 1 Response May 29, 2012

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    My Own Friend

    I feel as If I am on a deserted island alone even though I am constantly surrounded by people. I feel like everybody hates me and I even find it hard to talk to my own spouse. I have thought about suicide but I want it to be quick and painful.
    Roughneck1992 Roughneck1992 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 7, 2013

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    Do I Have Something On My Face?

    People stare at me like I do. And if I look in the mirror, I don't see anything, just my face. Maybe it's me that scares people. Ever since I can remember I've felt on the outside looking in. I always saw the other kids playing games and I was never invited. I felt I was a very...
    adubs adubs 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 6, 2011

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    I Hate People

    So for some reason i hate people. I mean everything about them. I litteraly feel like im burning calories when im around them. It is so exhausting. And after a long period of time, i for some reason become really sensitive to every noise around me. Everything becomes hightened...
    fireangel fireangel 16-17, F 6 Responses Mar 16, 2008

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    i feel alienated and just disconnected from

    humanity and reality and society
    mistywillow mistywillow 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 6, 2014

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    A Reprieve From The Norm..

    I don't want to be human. In fact, I have created my own reality so to speak, where I do not even acknowledge myself as a human being. I hate humans. I know that may seem very black and white however the way that I have detached myself from the label of a human being has been the...
    trase trase 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 18, 2011

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    Alienation

    How can I be alientated from humanity? I ask myself this all the time. I am 31, with three beautiful children, married to a wonderful and handsome man, own my own business, go to college, attend a church regularly and yet...I feel lonely and disconnected... As I sit in...
    sheltin7880 sheltin7880 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 3, 2009

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    Sometimes I Feel Alienated From Humanity

    Sometimes there are times I'm ignored and that is when I feel alienated.   Sometimes it's a group and they pay no attention to me.  Sometimes it's just one person not paying attention to me.
    aquarius3 aquarius3 66-70 1 Response Jan 16, 2012

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    How To Become An Alien.

    i was a person once. A normal guy, living a normal little foolish existence. I even had a dream, a common and noble one, it was quite a calling. So i started down my path, many years ago, learning the arts and details of my trade. I was so young then that my tools were not really...
    viper5552 viper5552 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    Alias: Alienated Alien

    So.. this poem..ish thingy just happend >.<" I'm an alien green, lost in space Landed on earth and got a human face I doubt I'll ever fit with this race don't think I'll ever unravel the map to their maze With my spaceship in pieces I now go by bus it's terribly demanding...
    Ciseaux Ciseaux 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 6, 2010

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    Social Alienation

    Im 23 years old, and since i was a child i always felt that i dont belong here. I've been bullied in school, my childhood sucked and i was not a happy child nor i am a happy adult. I keep haunted by the gost of my past, i still look in the mirrow and see the same kid with 10...
    Nuclearseal Nuclearseal 22-25, M 3 Responses Oct 30, 2011

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    I Think I Reach Society's Standards...but...

    That's probably because nobody really knows what I'm REALLY thinking. I have such weird thoughts. I'm always thinking about what's out there, and I'm always...worried about everything. I always want to do something with myself...like be famous or something. I've...
    Ramunex Ramunex 16-17, F 6 Responses Oct 13, 2009

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    An Alien Trapt In Human Skin

    I feel like an alien trapt in human skin...cant get out to save my life. friends and family dont know the real me....i feel chronic loneliness. detachment.... i dont get to see them like i use to... humans seem so strange to me. i dont think i was meant to live when i was born...
    kzero kzero 22-25, F Oct 6, 2012

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    Why Am I Not a Part of This?

    Why am I not a part of everything I see? It's like I'm in a bubble, I see everything and everyone can see me. Still I'm isolated. A couple of days ago I realized I don't want to be a part of humanity. I don't wanna be a part of something I despise.
    Lola91 Lola91 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 9, 2008

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    lately i've been doing okay, it's never really 'happy' but I was in an ok place. today my mood dropped again and i'm finding it hard to do anything. i can't walk, i feel vague body...
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    Short story 2: "Hello, Terra." He says as he walks in. He stands over me tall and dangerous. I glare at him. "What do you want from me? Just tell me already and LEAVE ME...
    Broken6172000 Broken6172000 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    Our dreams were endless, only few are granted But the hope never loses it keeps us going to be able to get everything no matter how hard the challenge the strength never waver...
    maia21 maia21 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    I realized that you got to enjoy the little things in life, I love my boyfriend more then anything in the world and he makes me happy and feel alive, there's times I feel bad...
    MissyHoneybee MissyHoneybee 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    i feel like my body isn't with me i feel dead and i'm cold my body is red and there's weeps all over my neck and collar bone i'm hurting and i have a cold
    Proud102315 Proud102315 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I feel like I need to escape anywhere. Somewhere where no one knows me. Where I can re invent myself.
    xoookatieooox xoookatieooox 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    "It will never work out" These damned words continuously resonate within my mind. How can a such sentence stir a feeling of utter hopelessness! The confines of this wretched...
    TotidemVerbis TotidemVerbis 18-21 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    And I'm ok with that ...it's called acceptance of yourself ...if you want to feel happy ...ever ! This is a good thing to do ... Love and accept yourself when it seems like no...
    Chernobylplayground Chernobylplayground 36-40, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    What is pain? Do we bring it upon ourselves, or is it from another source? Reactions, reactions, reactions, sometimes they can break something dear to us.
    TotidemVerbis TotidemVerbis 18-21 8 hrs ago

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    I feel kinda ******, I mean last year I used to be really close with my friends, we used to talk about everything. And now... No one even bothers to text me, or notify me about...
    Xddee7tyf Xddee7tyf 13-15 9 hrs ago

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    i know im fat and short (im 4'11 and 260lbs). i feel so ugly and disgusting, i dont have a full size mirror in my room, i dont show my body to my bf i have no confidence and i just...
    rebornlover101 rebornlover101 18-21, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I don't even know if this is a symptom of anything, but it's like my body shut off and I can only think my emotions, not feel, just think. If I say I 'like' someone, it means I...
    MockingJade MockingJade 13-15, F 12 hrs ago

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    I have nowhere to go from here. No one to talk to. Nothing to motivate me to keep fighting the sadness. All I do is make others miserable. I make myself miserable. I've been...
    Sparklyblueunicorns Sparklyblueunicorns 22-25, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I feel so alone even though I have family and a boyfriend (long-distance-relationship) I just feel empty and like no one is there for me, I just want friends who I can trust anyone...
    rebornlover101 rebornlover101 18-21, F 4 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    what a big topic depression who isn't depressed? I don't beleive everyone in life feels wonderful, I love it when you get those people that say I never get depressed, never catch...
    Diciullo Diciullo 46-50, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    on the 17th of December I felt sad and had a broken heart from this I lost my Facebook account I got terminated and suspended because my brother's daughter got into my Facebook...
    Kittymad1968 Kittymad1968 46-50, M 16 hrs ago

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    i wake up, im sad, i go to sleep, im sad, im even sad in my dreams lately. There arnt many people id be open with about it, and even then im selective in what i share, so no one...
    CassieSamuel CassieSamuel 22-25, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    I feel even more alone now I don't know why I bothered to join up here. Everyone is bloody 20 and I'm like 50 so now I feel worse
    Battlefat Battlefat 51-55, F 9 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    Im not popular.Which is ok i have a few friends but if feel as if they don't get me. Im very different i know alot of things about the outside world that alot of my friends don't...
    ec32082 ec32082 13-15, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    i have good relationship, so why do i feel alone?
    friendlyface70 friendlyface70 41-45, F 6 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    My parents raised me to take care of them. They rarely worked so, money growing up was always tight. They used to collect welfare and disability benefits for us. They would take me...
    angelique422 angelique422 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I hate that we have people who think that they can stop things like bullying... How stupid can you be? Seriously let these "bullies" grow up, become degenerates and kill each other...
    xXverlorenXx xXverlorenXx 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    All kinds of people, old, young, lonely and especially those who are vulnerable.. It hurts me when i hear of people who have been hurt, or used, taken advantage of and left hurting...
    Adaydreambeliever Adaydreambeliever 51-55, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Coldplay: Hymn For The Weekend Lyrics Oh angel sent from up above You know you make my world light up When I was down, when I was hurt You came to lift me up Life is a drink and...
    deeptastic deeptastic 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    For at my lowest of low, I found my humanity. From the pits of my hell, I saw the world from a fresh perspective. Though I may wonder what might've been, I'll be forever grateful...
    RogueLogic2 RogueLogic2 26-30, F 4 Responses 3 days ago