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I Feel Alone 90 Percent of the Time

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    I Am Alone 90 Percent Of The Time ..

    I am alone 90 percent of the time and even when i'm not alone i feel like it, it doesn't usually bother me but well...i know one thing, i don't want to die alone.
    followthewhiterabbit followthewhiterabbit 22-25, F 5 Responses Nov 25, 2009

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    It Really Makes Me Sad..

    I live with six people, two frogs, and a cat. And I always feel alone. Maybe my medicine for depression no longer works. Maybe I am just going to forever stay lonely and upset, and maybe I just can never not feel alone. Or maybe I'm just crazy. But still... it hurts and I don't...
    Kaity5 Kaity5 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 18, 2012

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    This Doesnt Feel Normal.,..

    not saying that the people who feel similiar to me are anything less.. my childhood was great. i had plenty of friends. i loved my neighborhood. everything was fine. i'm 20 years old now and i totally feel like lonesome **** on an everyday basis. i dont know who i am fully as a...
    kajiahbox kajiahbox 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 22, 2009

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    Building Courage

    To get out so I do not feel this way. I hate it and know it is going to be me who fixes it.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M Apr 13, 2013

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    "talk"

    I identify with this song :( "Are you lost or incomplete? Do you feel like a puzzle, you can't find your missing piece? Tell me, how you feel? Well I feel like they are talking in a language I don't speak and they are talking it to me"!♪ Coldplay-talk
    lili86 lili86 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 21, 2010

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    I Don't Feel It, I Know It...

    I am physically alone for all but 4-6 hours a day and that's only for my personal care needs to be attended to. I am intellectually alone for years at a time. I am emotionally alone a lot less since I found EP, though. That's a good thing. I am a loner who longs for a small and...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 25, 2009

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    Sigh, Oh, Well!

    Although I'm used to feeling alone most of the time, a part of me has hope that I won't be alone anymore when a certain someone enters my life.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Nov 21, 2011

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    I do sometimes feel alone because of my experiences with people, I always am alone at certain times but I try and push through it and do something to take my mind off it.
    Just1n12345 Just1n12345 18-21, M Apr 20

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    I always do no matter what there's always mistrust or the feeling of isolation even when I'm with people talking to them I either don't trust them or know their not truly my friend...
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    i feel alone i like it when i cut open things but mostly myself i dont know why buti want to die no one seems to care if i cry or if i die i hate it when people say everythings...
    BellaVictoria BellaVictoria 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    I feel alone being still single at this age..
    simplyquiet simplyquiet 31-35, F 6 Responses Apr 19

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    I love.....spending time with my dog. Her life is so simple. Her....."up time" is the time we spend together.....sitting in dim morning light drinking coffee and scratching ears...
    chaos321 chaos321 18-21, M 6 hrs ago

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    mtaywools mtaywools 16-17, F Apr 7

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    I 25 years old and still trying to figure my life out. The things that makes this hard to accomplish is feeling like I have no body to talk to and welling to help with out judgment...
    Whoknew89 Whoknew89 22-25, M Apr 16

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    I apologize ahead of time for this being a lot of petty whining and complaining but I don't have anywhere else to go. Recently, I broke up with my third serious girlfriend because...
    Razdaman Razdaman 18-21, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Ladytina42 Ladytina42 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 19

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    I'm sick of being hoping for better days. I think it's only fair to end alone, just as I always have been, I was born alone, I grew up aline, been alone pretty much my whole...
    jmanu86 jmanu86 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    I'm finding myself in this rut. I feel like I should be happy, I feel like I should be excited and ready to start this new part of my life. Yet, I don't. I find myself slipping...
    Nottheaveragegirl Nottheaveragegirl 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    I got to be alone & wake up alone.
    girleve girleve 70+, F Apr 9

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    princessalicia princessalicia 22-25, F 8 Responses Apr 18

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    narmin91 narmin91 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Every Night i cry myself to sleep until i almost can catch a breath. And when I want to talk nobody had the time. Nobody understands that I'm also a HUMAN BEING and I have...
    NayaSakura NayaSakura 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 3

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    Had a bad day today....no matter what I do it never seems good enough for him. He makes me me feel low about myself like I'm nothing to him. How can I be so in love with someone...
    Iamonesoul Iamonesoul 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 4

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    I spend most of everyday alone :/
    CalZe CalZe 16-17, M Mar 29

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    I'm scared of growing old alone
    sayanglina sayanglina 36-40, F 5 Responses Mar 30

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    She sits silently in her car at work. In a lot full of cars, she wonders if she drove away right now....if she just vanished....would it be okay. Oh sure, people would scramble...
    chastewhisperer chastewhisperer 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 2

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    The phone rings at home and I know it's not for me. If someone shouts my name in public I don't turn cause they must mean someone else. Pathetic and alone.
    hreinn hreinn 18-21, M Apr 9

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    I spend my days alone in my room unless I have to leave for an appt. my kids and husband ignore me like I'm non existent. self esteem completely gone.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 18

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    I want someone to talk to me. someone close to me. I'm in Washington. I'm always alone.
    Charleygyrl Charleygyrl 26-30, F Apr 19

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    friendlyloner friendlyloner 13-15, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I wanna die but at the same time I don't because then some people would get the better end of my fight and they'd be happy
    relapsing14 relapsing14 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    This is my first experience so here it goes... I have a great group of friends who are like family, I recently started going out with this amazing girl.. And I am surrounded by...
    jorgillo jorgillo 18-21, M Apr 19

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    I'm working on all my school work, I guess I am just stressed with school and trying to figure out what I need to get done. But I just felt off and I miss my brother but he is in...
    lyrics4me lyrics4me 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I feel lost and want to give up. I work hard, wife gets Depression. Rings me at work saying "im in such a good mood", get home and get abused for been a little late. I never raise...
    Matt4SUNS Matt4SUNS 41-45, M 3 Responses Apr 1

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    Im hurt and nobody knows what i feel I dont know what to do.
    NayaSakura NayaSakura 18-21, F 9 Responses Apr 3

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