I Feel Alone 90 Percent of the Time

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 150 People

    Building Courage

    To get out so I do not feel this way. I hate it and know it is going to be me who fixes it.
    asert12345678 asert12345678
    31-35, M
    Apr 13, 2013

    "talk"

    I identify with this song :( "Are you lost or incomplete? Do you feel like a puzzle, you can't find your missing piece? Tell me, how you feel? Well I feel like they are talking in a language I don't speak and they are talking it to me"!♪ Coldplay-talk
    lili86 lili86
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 21, 2010

    I Am Alone 90 Percent Of The Time ..

    I am alone 90 percent of the time and even when i'm not alone i feel like it, it doesn't usually bother me but well...i know one thing, i don't want to die alone.
    followthewhiterabbit followthewhiterabbit
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Nov 25, 2009

    This Doesnt Feel Normal.,..

    not saying that the people who feel similiar to me are anything less.. my childhood was great. i had plenty of friends. i loved my neighborhood. everything was fine. i'm 20 years old now and i totally feel like lonesome **** on an everyday basis. i dont know who i am fully as a...
    kajiahbox kajiahbox
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 22, 2009

    I Don't Feel It, I Know It...

    I am physically alone for all but 4-6 hours a day and that's only for my personal care needs to be attended to. I am intellectually alone for years at a time. I am emotionally alone a lot less since I found EP, though. That's a good thing. I am a loner who longs for a small and...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Nov 25, 2009

    It Really Makes Me Sad..

    I live with six people, two frogs, and a cat. And I always feel alone. Maybe my medicine for depression no longer works. Maybe I am just going to forever stay lonely and upset, and maybe I just can never not feel alone. Or maybe I'm just crazy. But still... it hurts and I don't...
    Kaity5 Kaity5
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Mar 18, 2012

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