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I Feel Alone 90 Percent of the Time

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    It Really Makes Me Sad..

    I live with six people, two frogs, and a cat. And I always feel alone. Maybe my medicine for depression no longer works. Maybe I am just going to forever stay lonely and upset, and maybe I just can never not feel alone. Or maybe I'm just crazy. But still... it hurts and I don't...
    Kaity5 Kaity5 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 18, 2012

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    "talk"

    I identify with this song :( "Are you lost or incomplete? Do you feel like a puzzle, you can't find your missing piece? Tell me, how you feel? Well I feel like they are talking in a language I don't speak and they are talking it to me"!♪ Coldplay-talk
    lili86 lili86 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 21, 2010

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    Sigh, Oh, Well!

    Although I'm used to feeling alone most of the time, a part of me has hope that I won't be alone anymore when a certain someone enters my life.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M Nov 21, 2011

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    I Don't Feel It, I Know It...

    I am physically alone for all but 4-6 hours a day and that's only for my personal care needs to be attended to. I am intellectually alone for years at a time. I am emotionally alone a lot less since I found EP, though. That's a good thing. I am a loner who longs for a small and...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 25, 2009

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    Building Courage

    To get out so I do not feel this way. I hate it and know it is going to be me who fixes it.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M Apr 13, 2013

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    This Doesnt Feel Normal.,..

    not saying that the people who feel similiar to me are anything less.. my childhood was great. i had plenty of friends. i loved my neighborhood. everything was fine. i'm 20 years old now and i totally feel like lonesome **** on an everyday basis. i dont know who i am fully as a...
    kajiahbox kajiahbox 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 22, 2009

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    I Am Alone 90 Percent Of The Time ..

    I am alone 90 percent of the time and even when i'm not alone i feel like it, it doesn't usually bother me but well...i know one thing, i don't want to die alone.
    followthewhiterabbit followthewhiterabbit 22-25, F 5 Responses Nov 25, 2009

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    I have 2 loving parents 2 sisters and a brother. I still feel alone. I'm not popular in school. Don't make friends easy. Every time my parents asked me why don't you have Billy and...
    TheRealArrowFan TheRealArrowFan 13-15, M 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I'm so happy at work. I get home and I'm not allowed to be tied,sore or rest. I hate, so sad.
    Matt4SUNS Matt4SUNS 46-50, M 4 hrs ago

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    I'd like to imagine that I'm beautiful, but I've got acne marks all over my face, leaving my skin patchy, and aged looking. I have such trouble connecting, because I'd like to be...
    breakfastea breakfastea 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I do. I feel like I can go a whole week without anyone talking to me or even noticing I'm around!
    glendon21 glendon21 18-21, T 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Never thought I would see myself in a dark place again. Really, why did this happen to me? Why am I so dumb & weak that I let this happen to me again? It was so hard getting out of...
    FreeSpirit02 FreeSpirit02 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I don't like admitting the fact that I feel lonely. Even when I'm with family I feel this way. I act like all is okay and try to go with the flow but deep inside me I know I'm...
    dontknowww dontknowww 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Not necessarily a bad thing to feel alone. Alone is when I feel I can collect my thoughts, find my center, and rev up to get pick up the pace once more in the direction where I got...
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe 41-45, F 8 Responses 4 days ago

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    The worst feeling is when you feel alone with the one whom you are with and the one whom you really want to be with is 1000 miles away.
    writergirl71 writergirl71 41-45, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am overwhelmed, I don't have much friends to talk to about my problems,I call my daughters father and he just says to deal with it,calls me lazy.I tend to complain because I live...
    moondesires moondesires 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I had a good childhood, loving parents and 2 siblings. I had asthma that would put me in and out of the hospital for a few years of my life. A sibling with a mental disability who...
    AlwaysAlone20 AlwaysAlone20 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I feel so alone and lost inside right now more than ever I'm so alone in this hotel room I can just hear my own thoughts crying.. It's so empty here without my brothers and dad...
    sunshineh13 sunshineh13 22-25, F 8 Responses 6 days ago

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    I don't always feel alone in my marriage, but at the moment and numerous other times I do feel alone. I suffer from PTSD, and my wife and I both have anxiety and depression issues...
    Frankenzombie Frankenzombie 36-40, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I have always felt like there is more out there. Something supernatural and out of my control, and yet has an impact on every day life. I know spirits exist and I've come into...
    StrongWeaknesss StrongWeaknesss 16-17, M a week ago

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    Even amongst the crowd of somewhat "familiar" folk,or the notion of extended family,associates,periodic intimates,family is gone,literally,and one question's one's presence. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 24

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    Have you seen the movie Inside Out? Apparently, Sadness has just touched my core memories thats making me feel so blue right this moment. Sigh.
    OnlyCB OnlyCB 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I feel particularly gloomy, bored and lonely today, and it was one hell of a night last night, all kinds of bad dreams and nightmares :/
    Betruebnis Betruebnis 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 22

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    i just found out that I'm pregnant. the ****** part is that I'm single. All i want to do is keep the baby. but the father cant/doesn't want to. he already has a family to take care...
    thebeautifulprincess thebeautifulprincess 18-21, F Aug 21

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    I feel like every one hates me. I try to be a good friend or girl friend. I sometimes feel like people see me as a making a joke target at me. Its like 4 or 5 people makes jokes...
    tasha2kids tasha2kids 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I feel like there's no one who truly understands me. I feel like I'm always on the outside looking into the world, like I don't belong here at all. Now I'm not suicidal or anything...
    Overtherainbow66 Overtherainbow66 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    It's been years since I was in church and even more years since I really felt the presence of God in my life. I've strayed far and now, especially after the marital problems I've...
    lmichelle8907 lmichelle8907 26-30, F Aug 19

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    In this world I feel so alone most of the time I really feel like I have no one there for me when I need it I never have really have been loved ..Never had my parents or anyone so...
    Jkplaydoutyubd Jkplaydoutyubd 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 19

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    My best friend is leaving for college tomorrow and I won't see her before I move and then her family is moving too.... :'(((
    AwkwardTomboy AwkwardTomboy 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    When I am alone in a cold chilling way, a deep sadness way, (but don't want to call it lonely because I don't exactly think I am missing anything... there IS no other piece...
    laura40404 laura40404 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I feel like I'm always alone even when I'm with people. I hope to find a "soulmate" online to erase my emptiness.
    Justbeingme71 Justbeingme71 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I stopped a 13 last time, but i didn't finish. The kid traveled to Singapore, it was his first time outside the middle east. It was also the first time the kid traveled alone with...
    sadwithasmile sadwithasmile 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    My name is Anthony and I feel lonely because I have no friends
    antwhite22 antwhite22 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 17

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    It's again now and then. We login, try to be friends, to hope that may be somewhere.. just one day.. someone may arrive here. That same person will be genuine, honest and true for...
    riti2190 riti2190 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    Its my first year at a college and I'm feeling so bad :( i dont know anyone there and all the other students seem like they already know eachother and they spend the breaks...
    selenabon12 selenabon12 18-21, F 7 Responses Aug 17

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    Alone,indeed a wrenched feeling,the walls offer no listening ear,they witness naught the tears. Memories,now bitter. That one could naught be one's self,my entertainment value...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 17

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    Ive always felt like i dont belong anywhere. Being left by someone that i really loved has caused some impacts inside me. Ive been called desperate, pathetic and miserable by whom...
    zarkovsky zarkovsky 18-21, M Aug 17

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    My boyfriend of 3 years broke up with me recently the day after I was released from the hospital post surgery. I was left homeless for 3 weeks living in my car. I found an...
    blondesweetie46 blondesweetie46 46-50, F 24 Responses Aug 16

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    Please read this till the end. Once there was a kid. a really really kind kid, he was so nice he would even give his food to the maids at school, and save up money to give to the...
    sadwithasmile sadwithasmile 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 15

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    ah...coming back to this group after I have left it long ago, but I do feel so alone, basically because almost everybody I love is far away, my siblings, my best friend, even my ex...
    Betruebnis Betruebnis 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 15

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    I just really want to connect with other people. I have such a desire to just tell others what is really on my heart and on my mind. I want to have people who are interested in...
    cdrys cdrys 46-50, M 2 Responses Aug 15

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