I Feel Alone and Lost

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    The Right Way Isn't Always the Best Way

    Currently I'm drowning myself in martial arts to try to spend my time away from what i usually feel when i dont do anything. The days my dojo isn't open I'm left thinking why the hell does no one ask me out to go anywhere. I mean im a Junior entering senior year in high...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jun 7, 2009

    Repeat Nightmares...Weird Feelings, Isolation.

    I have nightmares almost everynight an usually wake up at 2-3am an stay awake for like an hour. Im always fighting to stay awake cause I hate the panic an anxiety i get waking up sometimes screaming, sometimes wake up running across the room. Every night its the same thing that...
    AquilaAqua AquilaAqua
    18-21, M
    May 18, 2013

    Lost Lost Lost :(

    Don't know where to go. What to believe and what not to. I am feeling like something bad is waiting to happen to me. I am all alone here and my thoughts are not in my control. I always try to keep my self calm however I am not able to. Earlier I was able to speak my words however...
    dharmeet dharmeet
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 27, 2013

    that pretty much sums it all up!

    im suppose to be going out today. I cant seem to bring myself to do it. its like im sliding down this huge black hole. no ones there im all alone. no matter how hard I fight it keeps sucking me in. its like my life is one chase after the next. "ooo sometjing shinies over to...
    SadisticPsychoBitch SadisticPsychoBitch
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Oct 29, 2014

    I came on this forum

    as I thought It was full of people who actually care, how wrong I was.
    alan19662015 alan19662015
    36-40, M
    Aug 26, 2015

    Sitting here missing my best friend.

    What do you do, when your bf, who was your best friend pretty much hates you. and you don't know why. and they were the one person you talked to everyday. the one you laughed with , cried with. now you have no one. wishing you had someone to talk to, and there is no one. i know...
    jingle427 jingle427
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Dec 6, 2015

    Tha Golden Fangs Of Paradise

    Silence is so deadly to me cause i turn on myself. The real me is dying cause my paradise world bites with beautiful fangs in tha bright daylight. They shine like gold so nobody notices tha danger an when theyre bited nobody notices cause all they see is tha palm trees an...
    AquilaAqua AquilaAqua
    18-21, M
    Jul 23, 2013
    winterfall winterfall
    3 Responses Apr 19, 2016

    I 25 years old and still trying to figure my

    life out. The things that makes this hard to accomplish is feeling like I have no body to talk to and welling to help with out judgment. I kinda want to lose everything I have and be alone just so I can rebuild myself but my kids and my pride make it hard to start my life over...
    Whoknew89 Whoknew89
    26-30, M
    Apr 16, 2015

    I keep reading about how women think

    that men are cowards and don't come up too them or very few ask them out, well I do and then get accused of harassing which I'm sure they wouldn't do if they liked me in return, on that basis is it any wonder men are not approaching much, and before anyone says none of the women...
    alan19662015 alan19662015
    36-40, M
    Jul 9, 2015

    Love Me

    is ther anyone who is intersted in loving me with all his heart, all of me and forever. i promise you its realy easy to love me. dont even answer if you wont. dont answer if you think this is stupid either.dont answer if your just searching for love and not me. dont answer...
    gpinusa gpinusa
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 6, 2008

    Does Anyone Really Give a Hoot?

    I am in a terribly complex situation boarding with my partner & son in my daughter & son in law's home. We first moved here to help my daughter out with the kids so she could go back to work and sort out their financial situation. Its been almost 3yrs now and we...
    Snowflake09 Snowflake09
    46-50, F
    8 Responses Mar 19, 2009

    all the time. Even when i am with people.

    . Life is weird like that.
    MissAyyy MissAyyy
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 21, 2014

    In A Rutt

    I dont know where to begin but basically I am miserable and alone my life consists of daily the same things waking up taking a shower going on the comp watching tv and possiably cooking or cleaning which I think has caused me to feel this way. I feel very lost and alone and I...
    Mimi718 Mimi718
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 1, 2011

    My dad lives in Mexico

    and haven't seen him in 10 years, my mom works and when she's mad at me she says i'm not worthy, and my boyfriend who works too changed.. Everyone treats me like ****.. I love them all so much and it hurts me every day to know that no one pays attention to me, nobody gives me...
    nicolebarreiro nicolebarreiro
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 16, 2014

    I have read so much about women calling men

    creepy not because he is but because he happens to not be attractive to her, that my confidence in approaching women has almost been destroyed, so I no longer speak to any of my own back due to that fear even though I really want too.
    alan19662015 alan19662015
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Jul 13, 2015

    I don't know what to do.

    Because of the holidays I was busy and couldn't talk to my best friend...the only one who cares to talk to me on a regular basis and now that I can finally find the time to talk to her with no delay she just wants to stop talking. she knows how busy the holidays are for me and...
    KeiKeiChan KeiKeiChan
    18-21, F
    Dec 29, 2014

    I Am So Miserable

    I feel so lost and alone. A few years ago I started a new job Because I needed  to work and pay my bills. But the hours are rubbish and because of the hours I have lost friends, hardly see my family, hardly ever date - I dont get the chance to meet anyone. I have tried to...
    winterspirit winterspirit
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jun 11, 2010

    Transplant Whining.

    so i just moved to a new state a few months ago to be with my then bf, now husband. im 800 miles from home and i have no friends or family here. i love him and most of the time im okay with my life here, but i just feel so lost. i grew up, went to college and worked all within 30...
    Tryingtogetthrough Tryingtogetthrough
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 16, 2012

    I'Ve Been Alone Forever ! Now I'M Depressed And Have No Social Life!!!

    I'm just suffering everyday guys. I wake up everyday and I don't want to go to university because I feel so depressed there . I have no friends and I feel so uncomfortable . I'm studying dental medicine and it needs a lot of work and motivation but this idea of loneliness and...
    smile01wild smile01wild
    2 Responses Feb 6, 2013
    Kingdarkroom Kingdarkroom
    26-30, M
    Oct 31, 2014

    In A Sea Of Friend And Family, I'm Alone

    in a sea of friends and family, all who care about me, i feel alone. My mom has never been through a deployment so she has no clue to what i'm feeling, my aunt has been through 2 recently with my uncle, she keeps telling me what i should do and how i should feel or how i should...
    bjr331 bjr331
    2 Responses Jun 26, 2010

    Well i stopped using EP

    for a while but now i think i need EP more than ever. My relationship of four years has just ended and my mood couldn't be worse. I never knew how much i liked being in a relationship until i wasn't anymore. Idk what to do or where to turn. :(
    TwystedAbyss TwystedAbyss
    22-25, M
    1 Response Sep 29, 2014

    As the clock strikes midnight I feel alone

    and lost in my thoughts of the night you held me close. Words dancing on my head .I remember what you said,what I said ...my heart beats faster as your breaths I feel near ..eyes closed I try to feel your presence sweating hard I fear to open my eyes as desperately I want my...
    winterfall winterfall
    Mar 22, 2016

    I just wanted to write on here how I'm feeling,

    I just came home work and got a terrible headache because I had a feeling inside me just getting stronger and stronger that nobody cares for me or loves me or is the slightest bit interested in me, the people who do speak to me just do it because they have bumped into me but...
    alan19662015 alan19662015
    36-40, M
    4 Responses Mar 18, 2015

    Need For Indianapolis Brake Repair Agency

    In our day auto has become one amongst crucial parts of one's life. We'll keep up our physical in addition to mental health next to doing workout routines plus take every day checkups. As well it truly is very much fundamental to check all the structure and the brake system of...
    wsseoer wsseoer
    26-30, M
    Nov 8, 2013

    I Don't Know How I Got Here...

    To this point in my life. It seems that every year things get worse. When I was young I had fun, friends and hope. Over the years the friends have all gone and they took the fun with them. And the hope is more fleeting everyday. The people I still talk with complain all the time...
    imamisfit imamisfit
    4 Responses Apr 6, 2011

    Considerable Importance Of Doors And Window Repairing

    A well furnished residence that have standard facilities will be dream of every home owner. The importance of maintaining a property who've advanced luxury stuffs carries the best significance in making it highly demanding with standard services. While like some other stuffs...
    wsseoer wsseoer
    26-30, M
    Nov 8, 2013

    Trying to Be Me.

    So, I have been trying so hard to just get out there and do things, and be me. And for the life of me I can't do it. I was so excited to know that I was going to stay home during the time that my husband is gone. The kids will feel comfortable, and I don't have to worry about...
    tscs91907 tscs91907
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 29, 2008

    A Year And A Half.

    It has been over a year and a half since the bail conditions said I could not see her, talk to her, be with her. I miss her so much. Sometimes the sadness just drags me down until I can do nothing but lay there. I try to write and convey what I feel, but I fail. It can't be...
    BittenDog BittenDog
    46-50, M
    Jan 3, 2011

    Its a weird feeling when your sitting in your

    room late at night thinking on your situation, we have 1 week and a half to come up with 10K as our last border didn't pay rent for 2 months, Having issues with finding work, waiting on my Logistics Cert, still not sure what to do for a long term job, still have no real...
    Setheras Setheras
    18-21, M
    Oct 11, 2015

    Lupus Sucks At Any Age

     Glad to find out  so much more about SLE Lupus. Do any of you have ulcerated calcium deposits growing wild? I also have a big patch on my back that's scarring ang changing colors? I've had these things for so many years. So many removed. they keep growing like weeds...
    broweyes broweyes
    Jun 5, 2008
    daniel7268 daniel7268
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jun 21, 2014

    Lost and Alone

      why do i feel so alone??? i have friends and family round me and loads off people to speak to. just cant help feeling so alone no mater who i txt, call or speak to i just cant shift the feeling. It sort off feels like when i was a kid and got lost. i didn't have a clue...
    marcj83 marcj83
    2 Responses Mar 5, 2009

    I don't seem to speak to anybody anymore,

    and even if I do it's very reluctantly done because I don't want to come across as needy, I have read so much stuff about appearing needy, that I think I have become obsessed about not appearing that way, In reality I want to go and speak and be friendly, the problem now is...
    alan19662015 alan19662015
    36-40, M
    Oct 16, 2015
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