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I Feel Alone But Dont Show It

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    Richard1978 Richard1978 36-40, M Aug 24, 2014

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    I'm feeling very alone ATM I have friends

    and family around me a lot but cause of whatever's wrong with me it makes people not understand and I don't have anyone too talk too about it or help me understand how I feel about ? I feel like people just dig at me now about it like I'm a drama queen but I'm not
    chantelleellery chantelleellery 18-21, F Dec 20, 2013

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    Sadness And Quiet Are Partners

    Sadness, being alone,then you'll be quiet and be out of place. It's always like that when I'm in the crowd but I just smile and don't say a word. I'm not really a quiet person so it reaaly disturb me when I'm trying to be quiet and not speaking.
    boznicxs boznicxs 13-15, F 5 Responses Oct 28, 2009

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    Me Xox

    Everytime i see people together i feel sad .. its just in me and i cannot change it .. my tears are suffocating me .. the pain inside of me is changing me into a person that i do not want to be ! I've became a really bad person to my friends ! :/ and thts just not right . The guy...
    BubbleyBubbleGum BubbleyBubbleGum 18-21, F Feb 27, 2013

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    Alone In the Crowd

      I love live music. Rock, Rap, loud and hard. There is nothing better than being on the floor, right next to the stage at a concert.  There are moments though, when I look around, and I see so many couples, dancing, singing, enjoying each other. I start thinking...
    g3aringup g3aringup 36-40 1 Response Dec 23, 2008

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    My Real Me

    I always feel alone. When i walk around, i feel alond. When im with friends, i feel alone. I may not look alone, but i feel alone. I feel like this everyday. At times i just drag that feeling away, but it finds its way back and it wraps around me.
    wolfbeliever wolfbeliever 13-15, F Oct 18, 2013

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    Not Much Of A Choice

     My mom is the definition of a workaholic, my parents are divorced so I dont see my dad much, I'm an only child, I avoid a lot of my family, and my friends are oblivious. I've spent 95% of my time outside of school alone since I was 8 or 9. On time off from school I stay...
    marlawashere marlawashere 13-15, F Dec 29, 2009

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    Can't Admit My Pain....

    I have lost all my friends, am single and so feel very alone. I have little of a social life except for going to exercise classes alone. Sometimes my work colleagues talk about their evening and weekend plans and it makes me sad. I used to take having friends for granted. That's...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 15, 2011

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    A Shield Or A Knife?

    I really don't know how to control it. I used to be open and show feelings. Know over the years it's changed. It changed me. I learned that showing feelings is show of vulnerability and it can be a weapon for a lot of people. People took advantage of my kindness and be being...
    MysteryLost42 MysteryLost42 13-15, F Dec 27, 2012

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    Why Must I Be Alone

    I am sitting here with nothing to keep me company but my broken heart and my old friend Loneliness.  I miss the better days I miss being happy.  Now when I see my freinds on Facebook posting pictures of them with there wife looking all happy it hurts so much they have no idea...
    Broken31 Broken31 31-35, M 5 Responses Jul 16, 2011

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    Scrooge: A Warning.

    My life.. It was a quietness that is not good or bad. Picture a plain sky on a cloudy day. I am walking on an icy pond. Kicking up snow. Headed towards barren trees. Reminds me of purity that I lost long ago. I'm equipped to survive, thick boots, coat, & skin. Enduring cold winds...
    FallingUp6 FallingUp6 22-25, F Sep 23, 2012

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    I feel alone. Not because I don't have anyone around. No. I have a lot of friends, a boyfriend, and a huge family. I feel alone because I don't know anyone like me. Like, not many...
    Scoodaloop Scoodaloop 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 1

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    I always feel alone. I have no one. I don't talk to my family and don't feel a connection with any one of my friends. I don't know how much longer I can stand this feeling. I just...
    lillali lillali 70+, F 1 Response a week ago

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    yeah today i feel alone every beggining of the march i have these feelings.the girl i liked and told her for a date (and said yes) dont answer the phone...then the people i connect...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 11

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    I always feel alone. I just need someone to care.
    jisfurgames jisfurgames 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Isn't this like every introvert ever...we like the space , our " me" time is important to us. It's because when we do spent time with people; bestfriends or strangers we use up...
    hadidamshah hadidamshah 22-25, M Mar 1

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    I don't know how it's possible. I have a side that loves being alone, but another that wishes to be more social. It's so strange.
    MarioT96 MarioT96 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 2

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    I have my family (mom and siblings) but I never felt completely loved by them. Whatever I do for them they will always just see me as their maid,their nanny. and my mom, She...
    akirayuuki akirayuuki 26-30, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Trust me. I know how it feels. I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so that no one can hear you...or to wait until everyone has fallen asleep to completely fall apart...
    Societykilledateenager Societykilledateenager 13-15, F Mar 9

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    I do not know what to do. I feel like I'm at yet another crossroads in life. I am not very happy here, at least with my current position. I hate how I feel that everything comes...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 3

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    so this year my best friend came to live with me for the year but sadly she left a few months early because things weren't working out. She now lives with a friend until her...
    mariaolivia mariaolivia 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 6

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    I just feel like people and life have wronged me so much. I have tried to be the best person that I can be, to be kind to strangers and people that I know at all times. I pick up...
    milehighHeartbreak milehighHeartbreak 31-35, M Mar 15

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    I wrote this as comment initially, But I felt this was worthy of a post. So, people who grow, and look deeply at life, people who are reflective, and seek out the truth of things...
    ctguitardude ctguitardude 26-30, M Mar 16

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    have you ever felt like no one who wants to be friends with you. and you're in a situations of learning in the classroom and everyone was very clever, while you dont. and you just...
    barbish barbish 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 4

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    This is how i feel most of the time, i have lots of friends and love having fun with them, it is hard to explain the feeling of loneliness, that never leaves me. Physically I'm...
    nataliawww nataliawww 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I just broke up with my bf of 2yrs. He's a great man but i feel like our relationship is not working anymore. I have not been happy in the last couple of months. I feel more alone...
    OnlyCB OnlyCB 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    yaaaap . im in my class right now and its 09.03 morning . and its microeconomics . and I cant understand what the lecture said and im feeling so stupid . because i sit alone here...
    barbish barbish 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 2

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    Why do I feel so alone, so isolated, my tunnel is pitch black with not light, I have no hope, there is nothing left for me.
    nathchalk97 nathchalk97 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 10

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    With a long distance boyfriend and a shattered friend group. I feel so alone. I wouldn't mind having other strong women to connect with and message from time to time when needed...
    Katelynntx Katelynntx 18-21 2 Responses Mar 12

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    People say if you don't have fun you shouldn't live you're life and keep moving on. Well I think about that all the time. But sometimes it's better too be alone because sometimes...
    Justadarkhole Justadarkhole 22-25, M Mar 13

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    coming home after 2 am felt so much better when I got a call to see if I was still ok. I miss that feeling of being loved.
    WildsSpeak WildsSpeak 18-21, M Mar 13

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    I have an absolutely amazing husband and I love our life together. but I'm feeling so alone today and all I want to do is cry....it really sucks not having any close friends I can...
    Jenafoo Jenafoo 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    I feel so forgotten.. I used to come to Ep knowing I would have a friend to hear me out. But now everyone seems to have forgotten me. I feel terribly alone and unwanted. "Don't...
    BeautifulPetal BeautifulPetal 18-21, F 15 Responses Mar 15

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    The first and last time I had gone to Torrence beach, I was squished between a wall of freshman girls and a car door. I was experiencing new things.. I was anticipating the...
    Myohmygoodness Myohmygoodness 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I love being alone, walking, on the bus, lisening to music or with My phone, i love it. But on work i have to be 1 hour alone, without music or phone, just alone with myself, And...
    Mysorrow Mysorrow 18-21, M Mar 4

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    I'm alone ,afraid , and thinking of so many things
    NOEDABOSS23 NOEDABOSS23 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 2

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    and even alone I feel somehow rejected. my own family adds me on Facebook but won't talk to me or make comments on my page. ..yetv they comment on my kids page. so stupid!! they...
    IFoundYourDiary IFoundYourDiary 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    Have you ever felt so alone that you've wanted to scream?
    terriblefixations terriblefixations 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 5

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    I have "friends" in school, but they do not care. They have not even noticed how sad I was when a buddy who lives very far away, unfortunately, was in a coma! Although I am always...
    Amanda9876 Amanda9876 13-15, F Mar 9

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    Why does no one stay? Why does everyone leave me like I don't matter? Will I travel this road alone til the end?
    leftshark11 leftshark11 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 10

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    I am so alone in this world...no one gives a da*n about me..why couldn't I have been born somewhere else or better yet, not born at all?! People tell me that there is a god who...
    LeftForDead1 LeftForDead1 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I felt really alone today. I really missing my family and my friends. It rarely happens with me and I deal with it very well on my own. It does remind me how having people who...
    Rightherenow Rightherenow 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm scared I'll finally crack soon. People who are alone don't live as long.
    IllusionaryGentleman39 IllusionaryGentleman39 18-21, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago