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I Feel Alone But Dont Show It

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    Sadness And Quiet Are Partners

    Sadness, being alone,then you'll be quiet and be out of place. It's always like that when I'm in the crowd but I just smile and don't say a word. I'm not really a quiet person so it reaaly disturb me when I'm trying to be quiet and not speaking.
    boznicxs boznicxs 13-15, F 5 Responses Oct 28, 2009

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    Richard1978 Richard1978 36-40, M Aug 24

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    A Shield Or A Knife?

    I really don't know how to control it. I used to be open and show feelings. Know over the years it's changed. It changed me. I learned that showing feelings is show of vulnerability and it can be a weapon for a lot of people. People took advantage of my kindness and be being...
    MysteryLost42 MysteryLost42 13-15, F Dec 27, 2012

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    My Real Me

    I always feel alone. When i walk around, i feel alond. When im with friends, i feel alone. I may not look alone, but i feel alone. I feel like this everyday. At times i just drag that feeling away, but it finds its way back and it wraps around me.
    wolfbeliever wolfbeliever 13-15, F Oct 18, 2013

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    I'm feeling very alone ATM I have friends

    and family around me a lot but cause of whatever's wrong with me it makes people not understand and I don't have anyone too talk too about it or help me understand how I feel about ? I feel like people just dig at me now about it like I'm a drama queen but I'm not
    chantelleellery chantelleellery 18-21, F Dec 20, 2013

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    Scrooge: A Warning.

    My life.. It was a quietness that is not good or bad. Picture a plain sky on a cloudy day. I am walking on an icy pond. Kicking up snow. Headed towards barren trees. Reminds me of purity that I lost long ago. I'm equipped to survive, thick boots, coat, & skin. Enduring cold winds...
    FallingUp6 FallingUp6 22-25, F Sep 23, 2012

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    Alone In the Crowd

      I love live music. Rock, Rap, loud and hard. There is nothing better than being on the floor, right next to the stage at a concert.  There are moments though, when I look around, and I see so many couples, dancing, singing, enjoying each other. I start thinking...
    g3aringup g3aringup 36-40 1 Response Dec 23, 2008

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    Me Xox

    Everytime i see people together i feel sad .. its just in me and i cannot change it .. my tears are suffocating me .. the pain inside of me is changing me into a person that i do not want to be ! I've became a really bad person to my friends ! :/ and thts just not right . The guy...
    BubbleyBubbleGum BubbleyBubbleGum 18-21, F Feb 27, 2013

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    Why Must I Be Alone

    I am sitting here with nothing to keep me company but my broken heart and my old friend Loneliness.  I miss the better days I miss being happy.  Now when I see my freinds on Facebook posting pictures of them with there wife looking all happy it hurts so much they have no idea...
    Broken31 Broken31 31-35, M 5 Responses Jul 16, 2011

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    Not Much Of A Choice

     My mom is the definition of a workaholic, my parents are divorced so I dont see my dad much, I'm an only child, I avoid a lot of my family, and my friends are oblivious. I've spent 95% of my time outside of school alone since I was 8 or 9. On time off from school I stay...
    marlawashere marlawashere 13-15, F Dec 29, 2009

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    Can't Admit My Pain....

    I have lost all my friends, am single and so feel very alone. I have little of a social life except for going to exercise classes alone. Sometimes my work colleagues talk about their evening and weekend plans and it makes me sad. I used to take having friends for granted. That's...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 15, 2011

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    I'M So Lonely...

    I'm so lonely Lord, why have you put this curse on me. I get good grades, I have good looks, I try to do my best. But, Why Lord, Why, have you put this love-sadness / loneliness curse on pore 17year old me.. I know I have all my life to find the perfect girl. But because you gave...
    Feb 1, 2013

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    Stephaniestephens17 Stephaniestephens17 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    Today i realized yet again that i feel alone. Im married. i have a good job and yet i feel alone. anyone else ever feel this way?
    Write2u94 Write2u94 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    For the past couple of weeks I've been feelin alone and no one can understand how I am feelin the guy I'm with doesn't ******* care about me ! Cares about his friends more I hate...
    unhappygirl21 unhappygirl21 18-21, F Sep 10

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    Faking a smile Laugh and talk Everything is fine Only the talk The truth inside Feeling sad and lonely The heavy burden on my shoulders Drain my energy.. I feel warm of the tears...
    honestydiary honestydiary 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    I feel abandoned by everybody. I don't have anyone to talk to without them rolling their eyes or sighing. I've been kicked out of my social group. My family is too caught up to...
    Damono Damono 22-25, M 4 Responses Sep 16

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    It's the worst feeling in the world. To be around people and still feel alone.. It's eating at my conscious and telling me to do bad things. I'm afraid I might just do that..
    DeadlyKat DeadlyKat 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I have trichitillomania. There I said it. But no one I know has this problem at all. I used to be very bubbly and happy bit now I can hardly even look someone in the eyes without...
    sparkilypink sparkilypink 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 18

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    I can't say I remember ever feeling emotions but my friend who is now my roommate makes me feel something. Sadness, happiness, empathy, it doesn't matter, I've never actually felt...
    MexBoxOne MexBoxOne 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I always enjoy being alone until i saw everybody around me having their own bestfriends and their own groups and i just sit there all by myself .. How pathetic
    Unstableteen Unstableteen 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    I have always been a lonely person since i was little. Being the only girl i had to play alone, in middle school i had "fake friends" you know...those that will stab in you in the...
    TheTurtleDove TheTurtleDove 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 13

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    I want to practice self-love, but I am a fig tree - I look tough on the outside, but I am easily overtaken by insects and harsh weather. I have read many different versions of...
    ThQnOfHrts16 ThQnOfHrts16 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 15

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    I'm pretty used to being alone and I prefer it even. I'm in my last year of high and my mom wants me to get involved in school. She fails to realize this is my third high school...
    EbbsBreaux EbbsBreaux 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 13

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    "Do people even see me?" I wonder to myself as I look around the school hallway, feeling more invisible than ever. I always felt alone and misunderstood, but high school has made...
    becswiggins becswiggins 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 16

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    (Very long rant) I have absolutely nobody to talk to. I have no friends, my boyfriend never wants to talk about **** like this, most of my problems include family so I can't talk...
    Urquizza Urquizza 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    Okay so I feel really really alone right now :c I used to hang out with my mother every night but ever since her boyfriend moved in we never talk or see eachother and it's killing...
    SolarSkyDiver SolarSkyDiver 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 30

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    Some-days, I feel that I am the loneliest person in the world. Now, that “in the world” feeling may be a bit of hyper-collegiate over-dramatisme, of latent-teenage psychopathy...
    Newydd Newydd 18-21 Sep 11

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    Back in July, i moved away from my home of 10 years. My mother got engaged and is getting married, she also moved to the same place. I suppose you can say i followed her. I am...
    missrng missrng 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    I think it's best for me to just be alone, no one likes me anyway, so I'll just be alone and then just live my life I guess, having no one will get lonely, but it'll be best...
    Fred363 Fred363 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    Today is just one of those days where I just feel it's out of my control. My anxiety is getting worst ever since that day I had a panic attack in public. In the bus I feel like I...
    YourFavoriteFlower YourFavoriteFlower 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    I feel very alone anymore because my boyfriend doesn't care about me at all and all he cares about is friends cars and everything else it sucks I just want to disappear and never...
    unhappygirl21 unhappygirl21 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 15

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    Is it bad that since I've felt alone for so long that even when I have somebody I'd rather be alone
    InternetKid905 InternetKid905 13-15, F 4 Responses Sep 18

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    Since I was a young child I didn't see eye to eye with almost everyone in my family. The only person I trusted was my brother, my sister and parents never treat me with respect so...
    ozziegirl88 ozziegirl88 13-15 2 Responses Sep 18

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    Anyone please message me. I need someone who will even pretend to care... I need a friend. I need to not feel so alone anymore... Please anyone. Any age any gender... I don't care...
    nata1013 nata1013 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 14

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    I have been depressed for about a year now. I have had problems with my parents since I was 8 years old.. My ex-boyfriend cheated on me with my best friend. I'm really hurt and sad...
    madirreynoso madirreynoso 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 16

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    I just want someone to hold me.. Tell me everything's alright.. Not let me be alone.. Understands my fear of crowds.. Makes me feel beautiful.. Makes me laugh through my tears.. I...
    ravenzewolf ravenzewolf 13-15, F Sep 18

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    Sometimes I prefer a night in. I canceled on a party that I didn't really feel like going. Now everyone's calling me up to make plans. I am not down, not sad just feel like being...
    Legionicula Legionicula 36-40, M Sep 20

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    I would really like to make some new, genuine friends. To the extent the Experience Project may facilitate this aim I continue to post my experiences. However, in candor I must...
    PoisonedQuill PoisonedQuill 41-45, M Aug 31

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    Staying alone for too long has finally started taking its toll on me.
    HrushikeshB HrushikeshB 22-25, M a week ago

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    I love my time all to myself but hate the feeling that I'm all alone. To be surrounded by so many people kind of freaks me out but I also need that one person to talk too so I won...
    honeybree20 honeybree20 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    I don't want to seem like one of those people who is constantly winging about everything and who is always negative about everything, but i need to get it out there because its...
    behappy4 behappy4 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 15

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    I recently had a fight with a close friend and now she hates me and all the people I knew that knew here hate me now. I am often alone and now my friends who don't even know her...
    Cheshirecupacat Cheshirecupacat 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 17

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    its the time in my life when I am so alone. i don't have friends with me to share anything. i am living with my family but in this home i don't have a single person with whom i can...
    brokenangelia brokenangelia 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 19

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