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I Feel Alone But Dont Show It

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    Why Must I Be Alone

    I am sitting here with nothing to keep me company but my broken heart and my old friend Loneliness.  I miss the better days I miss being happy.  Now when I see my freinds on Facebook posting pictures of them with there wife looking all happy it hurts so much they have no idea...
    Broken31 Broken31 31-35, M 5 Responses Jul 16, 2011

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    Scrooge: A Warning.

    My life.. It was a quietness that is not good or bad. Picture a plain sky on a cloudy day. I am walking on an icy pond. Kicking up snow. Headed towards barren trees. Reminds me of purity that I lost long ago. I'm equipped to survive, thick boots, coat, & skin. Enduring cold winds...
    FallingUp6 FallingUp6 22-25, F Sep 23, 2012

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    Can't Admit My Pain....

    I have lost all my friends, am single and so feel very alone. I have little of a social life except for going to exercise classes alone. Sometimes my work colleagues talk about their evening and weekend plans and it makes me sad. I used to take having friends for granted. That's...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 15, 2011

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    I'm feeling very alone ATM I have friends

    and family around me a lot but cause of whatever's wrong with me it makes people not understand and I don't have anyone too talk too about it or help me understand how I feel about ? I feel like people just dig at me now about it like I'm a drama queen but I'm not
    chantelleellery chantelleellery 18-21, F Dec 20, 2013

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    Sadness And Quiet Are Partners

    Sadness, being alone,then you'll be quiet and be out of place. It's always like that when I'm in the crowd but I just smile and don't say a word. I'm not really a quiet person so it reaaly disturb me when I'm trying to be quiet and not speaking.
    boznicxs boznicxs 13-15, F 5 Responses Oct 28, 2009

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    Me Xox

    Everytime i see people together i feel sad .. its just in me and i cannot change it .. my tears are suffocating me .. the pain inside of me is changing me into a person that i do not want to be ! I've became a really bad person to my friends ! :/ and thts just not right . The guy...
    BubbleyBubbleGum BubbleyBubbleGum 18-21, F Feb 27, 2013

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    Richard1978 Richard1978 36-40, M Aug 24, 2014

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    My Real Me

    I always feel alone. When i walk around, i feel alond. When im with friends, i feel alone. I may not look alone, but i feel alone. I feel like this everyday. At times i just drag that feeling away, but it finds its way back and it wraps around me.
    wolfbeliever wolfbeliever 13-15, F Oct 18, 2013

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    Alone In the Crowd

      I love live music. Rock, Rap, loud and hard. There is nothing better than being on the floor, right next to the stage at a concert.  There are moments though, when I look around, and I see so many couples, dancing, singing, enjoying each other. I start thinking...
    g3aringup g3aringup 36-40 1 Response Dec 23, 2008

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    A Shield Or A Knife?

    I really don't know how to control it. I used to be open and show feelings. Know over the years it's changed. It changed me. I learned that showing feelings is show of vulnerability and it can be a weapon for a lot of people. People took advantage of my kindness and be being...
    MysteryLost42 MysteryLost42 13-15, F Dec 27, 2012

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    Not Much Of A Choice

     My mom is the definition of a workaholic, my parents are divorced so I dont see my dad much, I'm an only child, I avoid a lot of my family, and my friends are oblivious. I've spent 95% of my time outside of school alone since I was 8 or 9. On time off from school I stay...
    marlawashere marlawashere 13-15, F Dec 29, 2009

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    I'M So Lonely...

    I'm so lonely Lord, why have you put this curse on me. I get good grades, I have good looks, I try to do my best. But, Why Lord, Why, have you put this love-sadness / loneliness curse on pore 17year old me.. I know I have all my life to find the perfect girl. But because you gave...
    Feb 1, 2013

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    Not necessarily a bad thing to feel alone. Alone is when I feel I can collect my thoughts, find my center, and rev up to get pick up the pace once more in the direction where I got...
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe 41-45, F 4 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    The worst feeling is when you feel alone with the one whom you are with and the one whom you really want to be with is 1000 miles away.
    writergirl71 writergirl71 41-45, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    been single now for almost 3 years. it was awesome when i first started being single. but now, i find myself very lonely at times. life is meant to be shared, i think. any...
    keepinglifesimple2 keepinglifesimple2 41-45, M 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    I had a good childhood, loving parents and 2 siblings. I had asthma that would put me in and out of the hospital for a few years of my life. A sibling with a mental disability who...
    AlwaysAlone20 AlwaysAlone20 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I feel so alone and lost inside right now more than ever I'm so alone in this hotel room I can just hear my own thoughts crying.. It's so empty here without my brothers and dad...
    sunshineh13 sunshineh13 22-25, F 8 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't always feel alone in my marriage, but at the moment and numerous other times I do feel alone. I suffer from PTSD, and my wife and I both have anxiety and depression issues...
    Frankenzombie Frankenzombie 36-40, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I have always felt like there is more out there. Something supernatural and out of my control, and yet has an impact on every day life. I know spirits exist and I've come into...
    StrongWeaknesss StrongWeaknesss 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    Even amongst the crowd of somewhat "familiar" folk,or the notion of extended family,associates,periodic intimates,family is gone,literally,and one question's one's presence. I...
    DEVINIQUE DEVINIQUE 36-40, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Have you seen the movie Inside Out? Apparently, Sadness has just touched my core memories thats making me feel so blue right this moment. Sigh.
    OnlyCB OnlyCB 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I feel particularly gloomy, bored and lonely today, and it was one hell of a night last night, all kinds of bad dreams and nightmares :/
    Betruebnis Betruebnis 22-25, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    i just found out that I'm pregnant. the ****** part is that I'm single. All i want to do is keep the baby. but the father cant/doesn't want to. he already has a family to take care...
    thebeautifulprincess thebeautifulprincess 18-21, F a week ago

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    I feel like every one hates me. I try to be a good friend or girl friend. I sometimes feel like people see me as a making a joke target at me. Its like 4 or 5 people makes jokes...
    tasha2kids tasha2kids 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Sometimes I act like I can stand alone but in reality all I really need is a best friend to vent with when im feeling down and out. 😔
    sunshineh13 sunshineh13 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 20

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    I feel like there's no one who truly understands me. I feel like I'm always on the outside looking into the world, like I don't belong here at all. Now I'm not suicidal or anything...
    Overtherainbow66 Overtherainbow66 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    In this world I feel so alone most of the time I really feel like I have no one there for me when I need it I never have really have been loved ..Never had my parents or anyone so...
    Jkplaydoutyubd Jkplaydoutyubd 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 19

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    When I am alone in a cold chilling way, a deep sadness way, (but don't want to call it lonely because I don't exactly think I am missing anything... there IS no other piece...
    laura40404 laura40404 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    I feel like I'm always alone even when I'm with people. I hope to find a "soulmate" online to erase my emptiness.
    Justbeingme71 Justbeingme71 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    I stopped a 13 last time, but i didn't finish. The kid traveled to Singapore, it was his first time outside the middle east. It was also the first time the kid traveled alone with...
    sadwithasmile sadwithasmile 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    My name is Anthony and I feel lonely because I have no friends
    antwhite22 antwhite22 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 17

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    Its my first year at a college and I'm feeling so bad :( i dont know anyone there and all the other students seem like they already know eachother and they spend the breaks...
    selenabon12 selenabon12 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 17

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    Alone,indeed a wrenched feeling,the walls offer no listening ear,they witness naught the tears. Memories,now bitter. That one could naught be one's self,my entertainment value...
    DEVINIQUE DEVINIQUE 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I used to hate hate hate being alone... I was terrified of it actually. But for the last 5 years I have lived by myself and now it feels kinda odd when I have people over. It's...
    ktbare82 ktbare82 31-35, F Aug 16

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    When you like someone...than one day he or she will forget you than it's so painful think..i ever fell.so being alone is better than someone broke your filling's.
    haquemasum02 haquemasum02 18-21, M Aug 16

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    My boyfriend of 3 years broke up with me recently the day after I was released from the hospital post surgery. I was left homeless for 3 weeks living in my car. I found an...
    blondesweetie46 blondesweetie46 46-50, F 24 Responses Aug 16

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    In my class, I have a lot of friends, so they were quite surprised when they found out that I was an introvert. When someone asked what exactly that was, the person answered...
    justsomerandomgirl03 justsomerandomgirl03 13-15, F Aug 15

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    Please read this till the end. Once there was a kid. a really really kind kid, he was so nice he would even give his food to the maids at school, and save up money to give to the...
    sadwithasmile sadwithasmile 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 15

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    ah...coming back to this group after I have left it long ago, but I do feel so alone, basically because almost everybody I love is far away, my siblings, my best friend, even my ex...
    Betruebnis Betruebnis 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 15

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    I just really want to connect with other people. I have such a desire to just tell others what is really on my heart and on my mind. I want to have people who are interested in...
    cdrys cdrys 46-50, M 2 Responses Aug 15

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    Disappointment and regret is how I feel about myself :/ praying for God to hear me
    fmxo903 fmxo903 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    Today I had to deal with a potential life threatening situation all alone. Somehow my family thought I should handle it alone, although I was quite scared with the situation...
    moann moann 36-40, M 4 Responses Aug 14

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