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I Feel Alone But Dont Show It

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    A Shield Or A Knife?

    I really don't know how to control it. I used to be open and show feelings. Know over the years it's changed. It changed me. I learned that showing feelings is show of vulnerability and it can be a weapon for a lot of people. People took advantage of my kindness and be being...
    MysteryLost42 MysteryLost42 13-15, F Dec 27, 2012

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    Can't Admit My Pain....

    I have lost all my friends, am single and so feel very alone. I have little of a social life except for going to exercise classes alone. Sometimes my work colleagues talk about their evening and weekend plans and it makes me sad. I used to take having friends for granted. That's...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 15, 2011

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    Richard1978 Richard1978 36-40, M Aug 24, 2014

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    Not Much Of A Choice

     My mom is the definition of a workaholic, my parents are divorced so I dont see my dad much, I'm an only child, I avoid a lot of my family, and my friends are oblivious. I've spent 95% of my time outside of school alone since I was 8 or 9. On time off from school I stay...
    marlawashere marlawashere 13-15, F Dec 29, 2009

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    Me Xox

    Everytime i see people together i feel sad .. its just in me and i cannot change it .. my tears are suffocating me .. the pain inside of me is changing me into a person that i do not want to be ! I've became a really bad person to my friends ! :/ and thts just not right . The guy...
    BubbleyBubbleGum BubbleyBubbleGum 18-21, F Feb 27, 2013

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    Alone In the Crowd

      I love live music. Rock, Rap, loud and hard. There is nothing better than being on the floor, right next to the stage at a concert.  There are moments though, when I look around, and I see so many couples, dancing, singing, enjoying each other. I start thinking...
    g3aringup g3aringup 36-40 1 Response Dec 23, 2008

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    Sadness And Quiet Are Partners

    Sadness, being alone,then you'll be quiet and be out of place. It's always like that when I'm in the crowd but I just smile and don't say a word. I'm not really a quiet person so it reaaly disturb me when I'm trying to be quiet and not speaking.
    boznicxs boznicxs 13-15, F 5 Responses Oct 28, 2009

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    I'm feeling very alone ATM I have friends

    and family around me a lot but cause of whatever's wrong with me it makes people not understand and I don't have anyone too talk too about it or help me understand how I feel about ? I feel like people just dig at me now about it like I'm a drama queen but I'm not
    chantelleellery chantelleellery 18-21, F Dec 20, 2013

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    Scrooge: A Warning.

    My life.. It was a quietness that is not good or bad. Picture a plain sky on a cloudy day. I am walking on an icy pond. Kicking up snow. Headed towards barren trees. Reminds me of purity that I lost long ago. I'm equipped to survive, thick boots, coat, & skin. Enduring cold winds...
    FallingUp6 FallingUp6 22-25, F Sep 23, 2012

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    Why Must I Be Alone

    I am sitting here with nothing to keep me company but my broken heart and my old friend Loneliness.  I miss the better days I miss being happy.  Now when I see my freinds on Facebook posting pictures of them with there wife looking all happy it hurts so much they have no idea...
    Broken31 Broken31 31-35, M 5 Responses Jul 16, 2011

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    My Real Me

    I always feel alone. When i walk around, i feel alond. When im with friends, i feel alone. I may not look alone, but i feel alone. I feel like this everyday. At times i just drag that feeling away, but it finds its way back and it wraps around me.
    wolfbeliever wolfbeliever 13-15, F Oct 18, 2013

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    This feeling really sucks... Like I just feel so alone and abandoned by everybody around me. Not only that, I feel like nobody understands my feelings and my emotions. Nobody likes...
    xNickDavidx xNickDavidx 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    No matter how many people I see or speak to or meet. No matter how many different times and different ways my friends and my family tell me and show me they love me and they're...
    FemaleBorderlineSociopath FemaleBorderlineSociopath 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    When I picked my mood for this, I thought lonely would be the obvious choice. I spend a lot of time at work, it's very stressful. When I leave work I come home and even though I...
    brian275 brian275 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    Never felt this lonely. Ever feel like no one understands you? Ever feel like your always the person taking care of ppl and no one seems to help you? Like your almost invisible...
    goofy1988 goofy1988 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 24

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    I 25 years old and still trying to figure my life out. The things that makes this hard to accomplish is feeling like I have no body to talk to and welling to help with out judgment...
    Whoknew89 Whoknew89 22-25, M Apr 16

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    I have a quite a few friends who are there for me but honestly I just feel like I'm in my own world where there is no one. I just feel alone every day even though when I'm with a...
    Meganfaye10 Meganfaye10 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I do sometimes feel alone because of my experiences with people, I always am alone at certain times but I try and push through it and do something to take my mind off it.
    Just1n12345 Just1n12345 18-21, M Apr 20

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    I think my mind is preparing myself for being alone by feeling alone. My friends are graduating and depending on the circumstances will be be moving away and my partner is moving...
    thereisnothingwrongwithyou thereisnothingwrongwithyou 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have friends and family. I have a great job and work with people I genuinely like. I go out with friends on weekends and meet new people. But when it comes down to it. Whether I...
    magz66 magz66 22-25, F Apr 13

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    I always do no matter what there's always mistrust or the feeling of isolation even when I'm with people talking to them I either don't trust them or know their not truly my friend...
    renguard renguard 16-17, M 4 Responses Apr 13

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    When I was 18 weeks old I was diagnosed with nf1 ot started with the spots then the growths came. Now I'm 16 I cant stand being touched because of the amount of pain it brings me...
    magzeem00 magzeem00 16-17 Apr 5

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    i feel alone i like it when i cut open things but mostly myself i dont know why buti want to die no one seems to care if i cry or if i die i hate it when people say everythings...
    BellaVictoria BellaVictoria 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 15

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    I feel alone being still single at this age..
    simplyquiet simplyquiet 31-35, F 6 Responses Apr 19

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    I don't mind being alone, but I hate the feeling of not having any one... I guess I'm used to it. So many years of being excluded in my class.
    adriana0102 adriana0102 16-17, F Apr 26

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    I want to be left alone. but not lonely. on most days I feel like no one needs me.
    meetmeinthepouringrain meetmeinthepouringrain 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I like doing things or play games alone but I don't like it if someone doesn't give a **** about me. I just need someone to be with me.
    SadistX SadistX 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    I am always alone, but I am not lonely. why is that? or am I? I do not want any friends or company do not want anybody special or anyone to find me special, but I am sad.. ..
    myEmpty myEmpty 18-21, F Apr 12

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    I have no one, no one likes me:( I'm just so alone...
    katieleigh2408 katieleigh2408 13-15, F 30 mins ago

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    A couple months ago I moved to St. Louis with mother to start homeschooling and speed up my high school career. I had a boyfriend back home who I loved more than anything. He and I...
    mtaywools mtaywools 16-17, F Apr 7

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    Hi, Today I feel really alone, I think this is because of where life has led me to. My mother died a year ago, I have got over the worst of that but my father, who is 80, but...
    Ladytina42 Ladytina42 46-50, F 1 Response Apr 19

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    I apologize ahead of time for this being a lot of petty whining and complaining but I don't have anywhere else to go. Recently, I broke up with my third serious girlfriend because...
    Razdaman Razdaman 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 25

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    I feel so hungry but all I can't think is your fat enough you will survive I'll let my stomach growl for hours and hours to only eat a small bite because I don't wanna gain weight...
    youngkinyteenmom youngkinyteenmom 18-21, F 4 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    So I typed in "feeling lost in my 20's" on google and this app popped up. Basically, I do love being sociable and having a good Chin wag but working in London with weird hours...
    NurseR1265 NurseR1265 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have a boyfriend who I love very much and have been with for a long time. Sometimes it makes me sad because even though I know I shouldn't, though everyone says you should never...
    ArianaJayne15 ArianaJayne15 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I Just Want A Good Person To Walk Into My Life And Give/Show Me What I've Been Missing
    SimplyDezzixoxo SimplyDezzixoxo 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    I got to be alone & wake up alone.
    girleve girleve 70+, F Apr 9

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    I feel so alone right now. ^~^ will someone talk to me please?
    ShyProdigy ShyProdigy 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 16

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    Feeling pretty alone today.
    princessalicia princessalicia 22-25, F 8 Responses Apr 18

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    I moved with my husband to Germany. I fell so alone, my german isn't so gut, I have no friends..I can't work or do anything yet. In my own country I was working and have a family...
    narmin91 narmin91 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 21

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    I don't hate people, but I believe I am happier alone. I have more fun by myself and feel less judged. Even though I have friends and it's a preference to be alone sometimes I get...
    sh19 sh19 13-15, F Apr 21

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    i feel like im alone even when every body around me ;(
    tukie14 tukie14 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 24

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