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I Feel Alone But Dont Show It

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    I'M So Lonely...

    I'm so lonely Lord, why have you put this curse on me. I get good grades, I have good looks, I try to do my best. But, Why Lord, Why, have you put this love-sadness / loneliness curse on pore 17year old me.. I know I have all my life to find the perfect girl. But because you gave...
    Feb 1, 2013

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    A Shield Or A Knife?

    I really don't know how to control it. I used to be open and show feelings. Know over the years it's changed. It changed me. I learned that showing feelings is show of vulnerability and it can be a weapon for a lot of people. People took advantage of my kindness and be being...
    MysteryLost42 MysteryLost42 13-15, F Dec 27, 2012

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    Me Xox

    Everytime i see people together i feel sad .. its just in me and i cannot change it .. my tears are suffocating me .. the pain inside of me is changing me into a person that i do not want to be ! I've became a really bad person to my friends ! :/ and thts just not right . The guy...
    BubbleyBubbleGum BubbleyBubbleGum 18-21, F Feb 27, 2013

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    I'm feeling very alone ATM I have friends

    and family around me a lot but cause of whatever's wrong with me it makes people not understand and I don't have anyone too talk too about it or help me understand how I feel about ? I feel like people just dig at me now about it like I'm a drama queen but I'm not
    chantelleellery chantelleellery 18-21, F Dec 20, 2013

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    Not Much Of A Choice

     My mom is the definition of a workaholic, my parents are divorced so I dont see my dad much, I'm an only child, I avoid a lot of my family, and my friends are oblivious. I've spent 95% of my time outside of school alone since I was 8 or 9. On time off from school I stay...
    marlawashere marlawashere 13-15, F Dec 29, 2009

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    Richard1978 Richard1978 36-40, M Aug 24

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    My Real Me

    I always feel alone. When i walk around, i feel alond. When im with friends, i feel alone. I may not look alone, but i feel alone. I feel like this everyday. At times i just drag that feeling away, but it finds its way back and it wraps around me.
    wolfbeliever wolfbeliever 13-15, F Oct 18, 2013

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    Why Must I Be Alone

    I am sitting here with nothing to keep me company but my broken heart and my old friend Loneliness.  I miss the better days I miss being happy.  Now when I see my freinds on Facebook posting pictures of them with there wife looking all happy it hurts so much they have no idea...
    Broken31 Broken31 31-35, M 5 Responses Jul 16, 2011

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    Can't Admit My Pain....

    I have lost all my friends, am single and so feel very alone. I have little of a social life except for going to exercise classes alone. Sometimes my work colleagues talk about their evening and weekend plans and it makes me sad. I used to take having friends for granted. That's...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 15, 2011

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    Scrooge: A Warning.

    My life.. It was a quietness that is not good or bad. Picture a plain sky on a cloudy day. I am walking on an icy pond. Kicking up snow. Headed towards barren trees. Reminds me of purity that I lost long ago. I'm equipped to survive, thick boots, coat, & skin. Enduring cold winds...
    FallingUp6 FallingUp6 22-25, F Sep 23, 2012

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    Alone In the Crowd

      I love live music. Rock, Rap, loud and hard. There is nothing better than being on the floor, right next to the stage at a concert.  There are moments though, when I look around, and I see so many couples, dancing, singing, enjoying each other. I start thinking...
    g3aringup g3aringup 36-40 1 Response Dec 23, 2008

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    Sadness And Quiet Are Partners

    Sadness, being alone,then you'll be quiet and be out of place. It's always like that when I'm in the crowd but I just smile and don't say a word. I'm not really a quiet person so it reaaly disturb me when I'm trying to be quiet and not speaking.
    boznicxs boznicxs 13-15, F 5 Responses Oct 28, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    Yeah i feel alone but hopefully it wont be like this forever. Friends don't last forever either or so i think. Yup loneliness feels really awful. ;-;
    Theguy0298 Theguy0298 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 1

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    I feel alone but it's only whenever I'm at home with my family... I don't like being around my family too much now. I lost my job a few months ago and ever since then I've been...
    behappy4 behappy4 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 7

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    I feel alone, unsure of myself and what to do. It was a great weekend, I watched the dogs while you were away with your husband. You came home and you were fine. I left and went to...
    corkzin corkzin 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 4

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    I used to hate this feeling. I still do, but as of recently I started to like being alone. Its sort of hard to explain. I think to sum it up I'd rather feel alone now, than be...
    bananaloc bananaloc 22-25, M 4 Responses Oct 1

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    Mmmmm.. Hahaha Awww ... im boredddd... screw this ppl hate me i guess.. getting mad for things i did not do, im not trying to be bad or do bad things.. just they see it.. well as...
    vincent100 vincent100 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 22

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    Today i realized yet again that i feel alone. Im married. i have a good job and yet i feel alone. anyone else ever feel this way?
    Write2u94 Write2u94 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 26

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    I'm an Army wife and I'm 18 years old. Sadly I can't be with my husband like I wish I could. The only time I don't feel alone is when I have my husband. My family isn't currently...
    xwewereinfinite xwewereinfinite 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    We born alone, we live alone, we die alone, but only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone...
    BakariJR BakariJR 18-21, M Oct 10

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    I was raped two nights ago; and one of the people I confided about it in was the guy I have been involved with for over two years. He is currently deployed, so I had to tell him...
    SimplyEm SimplyEm 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am not alone but I feel alone
    Darlinghton Darlinghton 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 9

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    It's the worst feeling in the world. To be around people and still feel alone.. It's eating at my conscious and telling me to do bad things. I'm afraid I might just do that..
    DeadlyKat DeadlyKat 18-21, F Sep 27

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    Well I'm about to go to church but I just had a breakdown. Ever since my older sister (15) left to live in a different state across the country with our mom, I've felt this void...
    ravenzewolf ravenzewolf 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    Tired of feeling alone .. Sigh
    Better32 Better32 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    Sometimes I feel alone like nobody cares
    hatersgonnahatefuckit hatersgonnahatefuckit 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    When I have been out, I've often seen people on their own, and found myself wondering about their lives. If they have friends, parents, if they always eat alone and how they cope...
    teabookbliss teabookbliss 26-30, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I check my phone a lot. It's become some kind of a nervous habit where I just need it in my hands to feel secure. But the sad part is that no one really texts me. I hear my phone...
    aria566 aria566 18-21, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I can't say I remember ever feeling emotions but my friend who is now my roommate makes me feel something. Sadness, happiness, empathy, it doesn't matter, I've never actually felt...
    MexBoxOne MexBoxOne 18-21, M Sep 24

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    Don't it's not just you its everyone else too as sad and hopeless as we live life sometimes it's just leading us to an even better opportunity and experience.. I hate seeing so...
    Briefedup Briefedup 16-17, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Everyone ends up alone in the end. I always reach this point where the friends I know and love are no longer the people I can talk to about what's really going on or what's...
    Rainatmidnight97 Rainatmidnight97 16-17, F Oct 11

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    Do you ever get the feeling that you're alone? Like you have friends and all, but at the end of the day you feel that you're truly all alone and that no one would even care if you...
    zhalehzahedi zhalehzahedi 46-50, F 3 Responses Oct 1

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    I feel soooo alone..nobody knows what I am going through.. My mom, my sisters, my bf..they all think i'm that happy, loving girl..but they don't know what i'm going through..the...
    quackboo quackboo 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    I am quiet, shy and laid back. I have a few friends but none of the close best friend I can say that has my back for good. I lost my best friend (my last ex) and now I feel all...
    Maihowl Maihowl 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 12

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    I've felt alone as long as I can remember, I have many friends, but none of them really seem to feel me. Sometimes I just start crying because of how alone I feel.
    insecuregayteen insecuregayteen 16-17, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    I think it's best for me to just be alone, no one likes me anyway, so I'll just be alone and then just live my life I guess, having no one will get lonely, but it'll be best...
    Fred363 Fred363 16-17, M Sep 27

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    Omg for months... The silence as we both do our own thing, abiding by their sleep pattern and uninterested in mine.. I can share amaZing news that normally would have me on top of...
    TheHiddenMoon TheHiddenMoon 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Surrounded by friends yet feel completely alone. Hubby has been my only family pretty much for 20yrs (other than my 3yr old daughter) & now he has let me down for the last time...
    Penka28 Penka28 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I really need someone to talk to I feel so confused and alone
    confused2complicated confused2complicated 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 10

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    Staying alone for too long has finally started taking its toll on me.
    HrushikeshB HrushikeshB 22-25, M Sep 22

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    I guess I just got use to being alone after a while
    Rememberme79 Rememberme79 16-17, M Oct 13

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    Loneliness, it co-exist... Have you ever felt alone even in a crowd Have you ever felt alone that... you wished the world stop spinning Memories go back in time Reminding you...
    lovetilyouhate lovetilyouhate 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I have come to realize that I am alone because I like it. Instead of trying to fight it and be "normal", I am going to accept it. I cannot be someone I am not. I simply don't enjoy...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    I need my time alone. No distractions, obligations or things to deal with. I do not enjoy the Idea of being always alone though. I miss having someone to care about me,do things...
    karenmbrown karenmbrown 51-55, T 1 Response Oct 9

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    in a mental sense. It's not that I don't have people to talk to. It's just that everyone I know, i feel doesn't understand me and that's because I have lied to or hidden many huge...
    Makavelli824 Makavelli824 16-17, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I know a girl that I like, actually I love her dearly, but we're both very sad people. Doesn't help we can't see each other, I'm starting to think I'm just not good at long...
    GuuIsAwesome GuuIsAwesome 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 26

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    I feel emotionally drained. Idk why :(
    kellylopez kellylopez 16-17, F Sep 26

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    Do you ever get that feeling that you want to be involved with your roommates friends and have a good time with them though it's like you aren't there? I'm just their with my...
    AquaDragon2014 AquaDragon2014 18-21, M Sep 29

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