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I Feel Alone But Dont Show It

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    Me Xox

    Everytime i see people together i feel sad .. its just in me and i cannot change it .. my tears are suffocating me .. the pain inside of me is changing me into a person that i do not want to be ! I've became a really bad person to my friends ! :/ and thts just not right . The guy...
    BubbleyBubbleGum BubbleyBubbleGum 22-25, F Feb 27, 2013

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    A Shield Or A Knife?

    I really don't know how to control it. I used to be open and show feelings. Know over the years it's changed. It changed me. I learned that showing feelings is show of vulnerability and it can be a weapon for a lot of people. People took advantage of my kindness and be being...
    MysteryLost42 MysteryLost42 13-15, F Dec 27, 2012

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    Richard1978 Richard1978 36-40, M Aug 24, 2014

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    Can't Admit My Pain....

    I have lost all my friends, am single and so feel very alone. I have little of a social life except for going to exercise classes alone. Sometimes my work colleagues talk about their evening and weekend plans and it makes me sad. I used to take having friends for granted. That's...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 15, 2011

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    Alone In the Crowd

      I love live music. Rock, Rap, loud and hard. There is nothing better than being on the floor, right next to the stage at a concert.  There are moments though, when I look around, and I see so many couples, dancing, singing, enjoying each other. I start thinking...
    g3aringup g3aringup 36-40 1 Response Dec 23, 2008

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    Scrooge: A Warning.

    My life.. It was a quietness that is not good or bad. Picture a plain sky on a cloudy day. I am walking on an icy pond. Kicking up snow. Headed towards barren trees. Reminds me of purity that I lost long ago. I'm equipped to survive, thick boots, coat, & skin. Enduring cold winds...
    FallingUp6 FallingUp6 22-25, F Sep 23, 2012

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    Why Must I Be Alone

    I am sitting here with nothing to keep me company but my broken heart and my old friend Loneliness.  I miss the better days I miss being happy.  Now when I see my freinds on Facebook posting pictures of them with there wife looking all happy it hurts so much they have no idea...
    Broken31 Broken31 31-35, M 5 Responses Jul 16, 2011

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    My Real Me

    I always feel alone. When i walk around, i feel alond. When im with friends, i feel alone. I may not look alone, but i feel alone. I feel like this everyday. At times i just drag that feeling away, but it finds its way back and it wraps around me.
    wolfbeliever wolfbeliever 16-17, F Oct 18, 2013

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    Sadness And Quiet Are Partners

    Sadness, being alone,then you'll be quiet and be out of place. It's always like that when I'm in the crowd but I just smile and don't say a word. I'm not really a quiet person so it reaaly disturb me when I'm trying to be quiet and not speaking.
    boznicxs boznicxs 13-15, F 5 Responses Oct 28, 2009

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    I'M So Lonely...

    I'm so lonely Lord, why have you put this curse on me. I get good grades, I have good looks, I try to do my best. But, Why Lord, Why, have you put this love-sadness / loneliness curse on pore 17year old me.. I know I have all my life to find the perfect girl. But because you gave...
    Feb 1, 2013

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    Not Much Of A Choice

     My mom is the definition of a workaholic, my parents are divorced so I dont see my dad much, I'm an only child, I avoid a lot of my family, and my friends are oblivious. I've spent 95% of my time outside of school alone since I was 8 or 9. On time off from school I stay...
    marlawashere marlawashere 13-15, F Dec 29, 2009

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    I'm feeling very alone ATM I have friends

    and family around me a lot but cause of whatever's wrong with me it makes people not understand and I don't have anyone too talk too about it or help me understand how I feel about ? I feel like people just dig at me now about it like I'm a drama queen but I'm not
    chantelleellery chantelleellery 22-25, F Dec 20, 2013

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    It's hard for me to be alone,i need support and attention lol and just to feel im a worthwhile person I need validation,apparently constantly.Don't feel like going into it now but...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    Guys I'm so alone at the moment, just kinda want someone to talk to as a friend ❤️
    Goodtea123 Goodtea123 13-15, F 7 hrs ago

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    Mary was her name She was a beautiful baby Smiling and happy Bouncy and bubbly Perfect All of her fingers All of her toes Her mom was a prostitute Unfit to raise Such a sweet...
    chastewhisperer chastewhisperer 41-45, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I'm starting to accept that I no longer feel alone I'm actually alone like literally it's just beyond a silly feeling or an annoying thought it's my reality it's how my life is! It...
    gloomykidd gloomykidd 13-15, M 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I don't feel wanted anymore. I dont feel my gf wants me anymore. It feels like I don't matter to her and she won't try fix things between us. Just waits for me to fix it. I dont...
    Backspaceblogger Backspaceblogger 26-30 2 days ago

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    I love being alone in my own room but I hate I when no one texts me back and the thoughts get to me and then I start getting scared and try to silence the voices or I just blow up...
    XLesXBeXHonestX XLesXBeXHonestX 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Even with very little to no friends I still feel alone. in truth when a person has spent so many years in isolation as I have you would tend to feel alone. it's how I feel now...
    SladeTheLegend SladeTheLegend 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I feel alone right now it sucks just want to cry lol XD
    soullessnight000 soullessnight000 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I guess this feeling never really goes away, no matter who is sitting next to me, I can't lie to myself, I know they can't really see me. I know they don't want to really see me, I...
    quietlucy quietlucy 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Until I left for college when I was 17, I had this weird tendency to look out the window of my bedroom at the market by the street near our house, to see if the stores were closed...
    IndraD IndraD 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I remember feeling love. I think I love cats. But I don't feel attachment. I tell people I love them but it's more for manipulation, to "rub them the right way". I've been really...
    Lyric8 Lyric8 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I Walk Around Every Single Day Of My Life Pretending,Pretending To Be Joyful Happy At Peace,But,In Reality I'm Broken Depressed and Lonely.Every Single Time I Find Love,Something...
    BiggBeautifulBri BiggBeautifulBri 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    whatever happened to the feeling of companionship? Why when we need someone the most, are we the most alone? Is this really what we all grew up to be? all the work, the struggle...
    PilotofStorms PilotofStorms 41-45, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    i want everyone to know that being a Christian doesn't make me perfect. i want to be real with you on here. i don't want you to feel alone and i don't want to be a hypocrite. i...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It's another night wishing the sun wouldn't rise. Wishing I had someone to listen or listen too. Tired of being used and lied too.
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    they say to be alone is " separate, apart, or isolated from others". but thats not true. you can be surrounded by many people. I think the worst feeling in the world is to feel...
    justasia justasia 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I Feel So Alone As I'm typing this right now, I feel so alone, even though I'm really not alone, I'm with my family right now, but it's just that my thoughts are quite suffocating...
    byeAnna byeAnna 18-21, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    I just feel things too harshly.. I can't take it. I wish I were stronger.
    terriblefixations terriblefixations 22-25, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    Do you ever want to just disappear?
    terriblefixations terriblefixations 22-25, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    actually I say I'm ok but it's all the same meaning. I get lonely and depressed alot and seems everyone has a life but me. I work alot and afterwards I'm wiped out. I go home...
    TimeUnfolds TimeUnfolds 31-35, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Despite everything I do and the people around me trying hard to be there I feel as if I'm lost and alone a lot of the time. No matter how many friends I have and no matter how...
    helsingrise helsingrise 18-21, T Jan 29

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    It's said, "you are your boss when you are you alone". So yes, i like to be my own boss and spend my time alone. But but but.....Sometimes that hurts, as when you want to tell your...
    uniqueguy91 uniqueguy91 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 28

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    Lying motionless, surrounded by these giant trees, dense, stretching into infinity. The ground is cold and yet comfortingly familiar and safe. There is no light shining through...
    mistletoe41 mistletoe41 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    The moment I realize all my EP friends have left EP ....
    dewkissedrose dewkissedrose 36-40, F 17 Responses Jan 26

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    Hey! I have the craziest and most embarrassing story! So firstly I am 17 years old and I am finishing up highs hook while I model for elite model agency in New York City...
    Cody21Calafiore Cody21Calafiore 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 25

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    I am unloved, but I choose to love deeply. (hopefully a positive tone for those that feel hopeless; and no, this is not a story of a girl who felt like she could never have love...
    notreallyici notreallyici 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    To who ever just reported my status for no reason. You are a F'ing Ahole and your alone for a reason. Bye
    Outoforbits Outoforbits 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 22

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    i just really need to distract myself... someone please just message me... i know i seem desperate and pathetic... but i dont care anymore
    GabrielBois95 GabrielBois95 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 22

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    I don't know it's like everyday I go to school and I put on this big act of making people happy and smile. I throw myself at people and I can have a good conversation, but it just...
    Evangelion18 Evangelion18 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 22

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