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I Feel Alone But Dont Show It

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    Sadness And Quiet Are Partners

    Sadness, being alone,then you'll be quiet and be out of place. It's always like that when I'm in the crowd but I just smile and don't say a word. I'm not really a quiet person so it reaaly disturb me when I'm trying to be quiet and not speaking.
    boznicxs boznicxs 13-15, F 5 Responses Oct 28, 2009

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    Alone In the Crowd

      I love live music. Rock, Rap, loud and hard. There is nothing better than being on the floor, right next to the stage at a concert.  There are moments though, when I look around, and I see so many couples, dancing, singing, enjoying each other. I start thinking...
    g3aringup g3aringup 36-40 1 Response Dec 23, 2008

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    My Real Me

    I always feel alone. When i walk around, i feel alond. When im with friends, i feel alone. I may not look alone, but i feel alone. I feel like this everyday. At times i just drag that feeling away, but it finds its way back and it wraps around me.
    wolfbeliever wolfbeliever 13-15, F Oct 18, 2013

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    Not Much Of A Choice

     My mom is the definition of a workaholic, my parents are divorced so I dont see my dad much, I'm an only child, I avoid a lot of my family, and my friends are oblivious. I've spent 95% of my time outside of school alone since I was 8 or 9. On time off from school I stay...
    marlawashere marlawashere 13-15, F Dec 29, 2009

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    Me Xox

    Everytime i see people together i feel sad .. its just in me and i cannot change it .. my tears are suffocating me .. the pain inside of me is changing me into a person that i do not want to be ! I've became a really bad person to my friends ! :/ and thts just not right . The guy...
    BubbleyBubbleGum BubbleyBubbleGum 18-21, F Feb 27, 2013

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    Can't Admit My Pain....

    I have lost all my friends, am single and so feel very alone. I have little of a social life except for going to exercise classes alone. Sometimes my work colleagues talk about their evening and weekend plans and it makes me sad. I used to take having friends for granted. That's...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 15, 2011

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    I'm feeling very alone ATM I have friends

    and family around me a lot but cause of whatever's wrong with me it makes people not understand and I don't have anyone too talk too about it or help me understand how I feel about ? I feel like people just dig at me now about it like I'm a drama queen but I'm not
    chantelleellery chantelleellery 18-21, F Dec 20, 2013

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    Richard1978 Richard1978 36-40, M Aug 24, 2014

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    Scrooge: A Warning.

    My life.. It was a quietness that is not good or bad. Picture a plain sky on a cloudy day. I am walking on an icy pond. Kicking up snow. Headed towards barren trees. Reminds me of purity that I lost long ago. I'm equipped to survive, thick boots, coat, & skin. Enduring cold winds...
    FallingUp6 FallingUp6 22-25, F Sep 23, 2012

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    Why Must I Be Alone

    I am sitting here with nothing to keep me company but my broken heart and my old friend Loneliness.  I miss the better days I miss being happy.  Now when I see my freinds on Facebook posting pictures of them with there wife looking all happy it hurts so much they have no idea...
    Broken31 Broken31 31-35, M 5 Responses Jul 16, 2011

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    I'M So Lonely...

    I'm so lonely Lord, why have you put this curse on me. I get good grades, I have good looks, I try to do my best. But, Why Lord, Why, have you put this love-sadness / loneliness curse on pore 17year old me.. I know I have all my life to find the perfect girl. But because you gave...
    Feb 1, 2013

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    A Shield Or A Knife?

    I really don't know how to control it. I used to be open and show feelings. Know over the years it's changed. It changed me. I learned that showing feelings is show of vulnerability and it can be a weapon for a lot of people. People took advantage of my kindness and be being...
    MysteryLost42 MysteryLost42 13-15, F Dec 27, 2012

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    No matter how many people I see or speak to or meet. No matter how many different times and different ways my friends and my family tell me and show me they love me and they're...
    FemaleBorderlineSociopath FemaleBorderlineSociopath 31-35, F Apr 30

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    When I picked my mood for this, I thought lonely would be the obvious choice. I spend a lot of time at work, it's very stressful. When I leave work I come home and even though I...
    brian275 brian275 26-30, M May 2

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    For those of you that feel alone and think being in a relationship will make you happy, keep on reading… Up until recently, I have been in long term relationships for the past...
    TrailrunnerMN TrailrunnerMN 31-35, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Um. I usually don't get all personal here but I just like to write down how I feel and it makes me feel better. Some people might not read this and you don't have to. I just want...
    RebeccaMontero RebeccaMontero 22-25, F 12 Responses May 9

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    I KNOW that I'll never truly be alone because God is always holding my hand. But I do feel alone VERY often and that's just the truth. I occupy my mind as much as possible...
    kayblue kayblue 36-40, F 4 Responses May 20

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    I have a quite a few friends who are there for me but honestly I just feel like I'm in my own world where there is no one. I just feel alone every day even though when I'm with a...
    Meganfaye10 Meganfaye10 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 30

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    Mostly because im alone in my head. Of course people feel alone. Youre born alone and you die alone. The journey through life and death is by yourself no madder if someone is by...
    darkskies7 darkskies7 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm tired of feeling alone. I miss my son....without him I feel alone and usekess
    snake215 snake215 18-21, M 1 Response May 20

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    Although i am constantly surrounded by people i always feel alone. I can be sitting there, not saying anything and people don't even notice that I am there. I am always on my own...
    Karina2016 Karina2016 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I think my mind is preparing myself for being alone by feeling alone. My friends are graduating and depending on the circumstances will be be moving away and my partner is moving...
    thereisnothingwrongwithyou thereisnothingwrongwithyou 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 29

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    I feel alone even though I'm in a relationship. I feel like our relationship has lost the liveliness and that jolt of being in love. We hardly see each other and there are no...
    EsteeVonne EsteeVonne 22-25, F 1 Response May 16

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    I'm married to a man whom I've known 7 years. He use to be the only person that could make me smile, but now when I look at him my stomach turns. He has an addiction and was doing...
    dontwanna1219 dontwanna1219 18-21, F 13 Responses May 9

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    Even when I'm surrounded by people I used to feel alone. However, with the help of a very kind person on here I finally don't feel that way. Even if a person is tons a miles away...
    KhaoticPie KhaoticPie 18-21, F 1 Response May 15

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    I always feel alone ahwell what can you do about it
    bloodstream11 bloodstream11 18-21, M May 7

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    i feel alone and probably always will be
    noahfaith noahfaith 16-17, M 6 Responses May 8

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    I'm 14, I live in Cali and I always feel alone and I need someone around my age to be my friend.
    ItsBaddie ItsBaddie 18-21 1 Response May 13

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    I want to marry you my dear (bf)... Then, i wont be feel alone forever...
    umah1307 umah1307 22-25, F 1 Response May 20

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    I wish people knew that on the inside I'm dying... I feel alone... Used... Hurt.. And broken... But I know the best thing I can do is fake a smile and act okay.
    missl8611 missl8611 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I want to be left alone. but not lonely. on most days I feel like no one needs me.
    meetmeinthepouringrain meetmeinthepouringrain 22-25, M 2 Responses May 1

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    Trying so hard to avoid a sad mood but its 3AM i need to be up for work later i cant sleep, and i just want someone to talk to, to make me feel better but theres never anyone...
    louishardwick louishardwick 18-21, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I'm honestly better off alone but I have to say, sometimes it would be nice to fall asleep at night knowing that I had someone to wake up to.
    Madison18 Madison18 18-21, F 4 Responses May 8

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    sometimes i feel that im alone in this world. People tend to come and go in life and i never know who will be the one to leave next :( I feel like i am by myself most of the time...
    okzion okzion 16-17, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Am I in love or in love with the idea of being in love? I think my low self esteem leads me to believe I'm too needy or I can't find anyone better. I have a man who says he loves...
    elissamay33 elissamay33 22-25, F 2 Responses May 8

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    I had a break up with my gf a year ago and I miss people choosing to love me, hug me, show me I matter to them. Does anyone feel the same way
    jehaman jehaman 13-15, M 1 Response May 12

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    Most of the time. Ever since I was abused I have tended to hide in my room whenever I'm home. When I lived with my dad I only ever saw him and his wife twice a day at the very most...
    boklenHolley7 boklenHolley7 16-17, F May 13

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    I feel like events from my past are consuming me and most of the time I feel like I'm going crazy. I've been depressed for a while,it started two years ago. For Middle School I...
    YOdawgaga YOdawgaga 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    During my school years I never made any friends. I kept trying so hard to change this but no matter how hard I tried people simply didn't connect with me and I even though I wasn't...
    bigbluetree bigbluetree 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I feel like nobody wants to talk to me anymore .. Like I done something to them when I didn't . They just read my message & don't respond.. Now I just go to the mall alone,etc. I...
    Heyitsjalenn Heyitsjalenn 13-15, F 3 Responses May 18

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    I am a writer, so the nature of my work requires me to be alone a lot of time. How else can one write if not sitting alone in a room? But there are moments when I feel so lonely...
    lonelywriter2015 lonelywriter2015 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I feel kind of alone at the moment. I sometimes feel lost and alone and there could or could not be a actual reason. Am I the only one who goes into these moods? I just heard a few...
    Vk22 Vk22 26-30, F 6 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    For the last 12 years my wife's health has steadily gotten worse. When conscious she complains of her pain, all of them. When medicated she sleeps on the couch. We do not talk...