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I Feel Alone But Dont Show It

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    Me Xox

    Everytime i see people together i feel sad .. its just in me and i cannot change it .. my tears are suffocating me .. the pain inside of me is changing me into a person that i do not want to be ! I've became a really bad person to my friends ! :/ and thts just not right . The guy...
    BubbleyBubbleGum BubbleyBubbleGum 18-21, F Feb 27, 2013

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    Scrooge: A Warning.

    My life.. It was a quietness that is not good or bad. Picture a plain sky on a cloudy day. I am walking on an icy pond. Kicking up snow. Headed towards barren trees. Reminds me of purity that I lost long ago. I'm equipped to survive, thick boots, coat, & skin. Enduring cold winds...
    FallingUp6 FallingUp6 22-25, F Sep 23, 2012

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    Not Much Of A Choice

     My mom is the definition of a workaholic, my parents are divorced so I dont see my dad much, I'm an only child, I avoid a lot of my family, and my friends are oblivious. I've spent 95% of my time outside of school alone since I was 8 or 9. On time off from school I stay...
    marlawashere marlawashere 13-15, F Dec 29, 2009

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    A Shield Or A Knife?

    I really don't know how to control it. I used to be open and show feelings. Know over the years it's changed. It changed me. I learned that showing feelings is show of vulnerability and it can be a weapon for a lot of people. People took advantage of my kindness and be being...
    MysteryLost42 MysteryLost42 13-15, F Dec 27, 2012

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    Alone In the Crowd

      I love live music. Rock, Rap, loud and hard. There is nothing better than being on the floor, right next to the stage at a concert.  There are moments though, when I look around, and I see so many couples, dancing, singing, enjoying each other. I start thinking...
    g3aringup g3aringup 36-40 1 Response Dec 23, 2008

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    Richard1978 Richard1978 36-40, M Aug 24, 2014

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    Sadness And Quiet Are Partners

    Sadness, being alone,then you'll be quiet and be out of place. It's always like that when I'm in the crowd but I just smile and don't say a word. I'm not really a quiet person so it reaaly disturb me when I'm trying to be quiet and not speaking.
    boznicxs boznicxs 13-15, F 5 Responses Oct 28, 2009

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    I'm feeling very alone ATM I have friends

    and family around me a lot but cause of whatever's wrong with me it makes people not understand and I don't have anyone too talk too about it or help me understand how I feel about ? I feel like people just dig at me now about it like I'm a drama queen but I'm not
    chantelleellery chantelleellery 18-21, F Dec 20, 2013

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    My Real Me

    I always feel alone. When i walk around, i feel alond. When im with friends, i feel alone. I may not look alone, but i feel alone. I feel like this everyday. At times i just drag that feeling away, but it finds its way back and it wraps around me.
    wolfbeliever wolfbeliever 13-15, F Oct 18, 2013

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    Can't Admit My Pain....

    I have lost all my friends, am single and so feel very alone. I have little of a social life except for going to exercise classes alone. Sometimes my work colleagues talk about their evening and weekend plans and it makes me sad. I used to take having friends for granted. That's...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 15, 2011

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    Why Must I Be Alone

    I am sitting here with nothing to keep me company but my broken heart and my old friend Loneliness.  I miss the better days I miss being happy.  Now when I see my freinds on Facebook posting pictures of them with there wife looking all happy it hurts so much they have no idea...
    Broken31 Broken31 31-35, M 5 Responses Jul 16, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I feel alone in the crowd. Sounds depressing, doesn’t it? The other day, one of my closest friends celebrated her birthday in this restaurant. She begged me to come, even though...
    Nananat Nananat 18-21, F Jan 29

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    Honestly, I have no idea how to begin my story or why I'm writing this. Let's just say that it's about time that I vent all my loneliness onto something, even on an empty space on...
    TheMisanthropeOtaku TheMisanthropeOtaku 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 27

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    I don't just feel alone- I am alone. Like, always. In the past half year, majority of social interaction has been with my family, and I've barely left the house in the last five...
    RhinosaurusRex RhinosaurusRex 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 31

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    Lately I have been feeling very alone. Just... alone. And I can't seem to feel a positive emotion. Even when I do, it's always short-spanned. It's momentary. As soon as whatever...
    EmeraldCat EmeraldCat 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I'm almost always "around" people. but I feel you need to enjoy the company in order to not feel alone :/ You can deduce that I'm not often pleased with my company or the people...
    LadyWildFlower LadyWildFlower 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Ive been feeling alone a lot these days. I don't have many friends, I have a tiny family, and single. I met a guy on here a while ago that I love but he lives so far away. He's...
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F Feb 4

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    Feeling alone after my boyfriend dumped me. I had a good amount of mutual friends between us but now they've all decided to not be my friend and i just feel really alone :(
    sms6z4 sms6z4 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    I really can't understand this, I have a boyfriend since 3 years, I always feel sad or without confidence, this is horrible. I don't know what to do with me anymore and I feel so...
    weirdvegetable weirdvegetable 16-17, F Feb 3

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    growing up i never had anyone i could open up to so i kept everything in. it never really bothered me to hold everything in but lately it feels like it all just wants to come out...
    arias831 arias831 22-25, M Feb 15

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    I been married going on 6 years I married my husband because we had a son together and I wanted him to see his mom and dad in the same household now we have 3 kids together but I...
    star1985 star1985 26-30, F Feb 1

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    I always feel alone. When there's people around me, they aren't. I'm ignored by alot of people. I'm a shadow, people don't realise I'm th ere . Nobody sits around me in the lecture...
    bobbystz bobbystz 18-21, F 8 Responses Feb 9

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    I've got good friends but no matter what I still feel alone. I don't know why, but I feel like I'm waiting for that one person to come along and make my life complete again. Not...
    xDarkxxAngelx xDarkxxAngelx 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    feeling alone for the last 10 yrs.
    steadynow steadynow 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    I feel alone, isolated, held down by the darkness, Like I can't breath, I can't see, all there is, is darkness everywhere surrounding me, I can't escape, even if I try my hardest...
    nathchalk97 nathchalk97 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I like being alone but i Just wanna be alone with a significant other..
    internallybroken internallybroken 16-17, M Jan 31

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    Most of the time I don't need other people, and I like being alone, but late nights like this push me. I only get lonely when I'm tired, so I'm consistently lonely after 2:00 am...
    Unbeholden Unbeholden 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 13

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    Have you ever been through those moments where you feel so alone and hopeless and you just want to give up? Don't. Don't give up. Giving up would be a sign of weakness. And the one...
    ElyseRose ElyseRose 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    I've been feeling very alone lately, I hope that putting my feelings out there will help in some way. I don't really have anyone to share my feelings with, I don't want people I...
    LD61 LD61 51-55, F 41 Responses Jan 31

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    I feel as though I have nobody right now, I feel so alone, even though I know I'm not. So many friends have turned against me, and I just feel completely lost. People want me to...
    thewayhesmiles420 thewayhesmiles420 16-17, F Jan 31

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    Sitting alone in a bar. Not really sure what to do. I had a girl (we went to the bar together with a group) i really like sitting on a table next to mine. But she paid no attention...
    mnadkvlb mnadkvlb 31-35, M Feb 18

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    I feel it.. And on top of that I AM alone now. I don't remember the last time I had a genuinely caring person for me, especially in my roughest times. It sounds really nice to have...
    GuuIsAwesome GuuIsAwesome 18-21, M Feb 3

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    Just starting to understand... It doesn't matter what we have or who we have beside us. What really matters is what's inside our heart. We can pretend that we care and love to help...
    TinkaAlonca TinkaAlonca 18-21, F Feb 5

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    I hate feeling so alone. I want someone to share my thoughts and feelings with. Someone to laugh with. I feel so isolated right now, trapped in my own mind. I need something...
    tiredgoodguy tiredgoodguy 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Its my first time writing about how i feel. i am just a 21 year old form Scotland that love films, music and most things in life there isn't much i hate but few months ago i had a...
    scottishlostsoul scottishlostsoul 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 27

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    I feel so incredibly, overwhelmingly lost right now. Today is my birthday, and my Dad forgot. Everyday it seems I just spend the time wondering if I should kill myself today or...
    katalina22 katalina22 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    I feel like I don't have any friends. Even though people say that they are my friend, I feel like I really don't have any friends. I don't have the sort of company of friends...
    Benster5 Benster5 36-40 Feb 11

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    Amidst all the people we are surrounded by on a daily basis... I never feel more alone than in a crowd. Sometimes you see someone and you feel like reaching out.. but past history...
    Tiredmonk Tiredmonk 70+ 1 Response Feb 12

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    There are lots of being that I could class as friends, I probably have more people who care about me now than ever before. But I've never felt so alone in my life, I'm really...
    pinkflamingo235 pinkflamingo235 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    So I have these friends, might say my only friends, who smokes weed. And they know I don't want to inhale any of the smoke (I have a good reason for this), so they "respect" my...
    Hotten Hotten 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    It doesn't matter who I'm with I always feel like I'm alone and other people don't want me around them.
    thequietone0307 thequietone0307 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I just feel so alone and hopeless😔
    missingem missingem 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm 42 divorced have two wonderful kids but can't find a single woman that I can share my love honesty and loyalty with I guess I'm ment to be alone. It seems that there's no one...
    wolfus72 wolfus72 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    Anyone else lonely I'm alone an hate it. Anyone wanna chat?
    Funkyzzz Funkyzzz 46-50, M 3 Responses Jan 28

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    I like to be alone, it's my natural habitat.
    demonswithin demonswithin 18-21, M Jan 31

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    Anyone else hate being alone?
    Funkyzzz Funkyzzz 46-50, M 2 Responses Feb 5

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    My birthday is on Thursday (the 29th) and I feel depressed about it, just like last year. I worry about getting old but not the way others do. I don't care about gray hair and...
    SuperheroFanboy SuperheroFanboy 26-30, M Jan 27