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I Feel Alone With My Struggle

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    Are You Kidding?

    I am alone in my struggle... do I love my husband of almost 11 years? Yes, I suppose. then why must I do the things I do behind his back? Do I think he won't find out? Am I waiting to get caught 'in the act?' what will the final result be? I am going to hell
    strangerinacrowd strangerinacrowd 31-35, F Oct 15, 2013

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    Alone

    I feel alone and miserable, knowone understands me, im alone in the dark and know knowbody who will help me who have been through the same things as i have or just been through hard times, i feel slowely tortured being alone in the dark, somebody call to me if uve been through...
    watzit2u watzit2u 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2009

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    Pls. Empathise

    My husband wanted to buy me a car. it was an urge he had because he wanted a new vehicle for the house but didnt want to sell his old jeep. so ohe decided the best way to solve the problem was to buy ME - the wife a car. i also thought it was an OK idea because i used to drive a...
    FFathima FFathima 36-40, F Aug 15, 2011

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    Too Much.

    loneliness pain Sacrifice Life I can't promise, I am who you think i am I can't even say i am who i think i am but.. I can promise that nothing I've done was in vain and that i will be the person i always knew i could be If you don't think its about the journey you're wrong If...
    KeezyDerp KeezyDerp 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 3, 2013

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    My Little Share Of The World

    could of, should of, would of... this is what i have ascertained about my little life: i am alone. lonely and alone. 2 oppposite entities, but they are both alive inside. my emotions - my hate, vengeance, wrath coupled with my desire, longing & struggle to come to grips with...
    strangerinacrowd strangerinacrowd 31-35, F Apr 3, 2012

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    Life Is Painful

    I always feel so alone. I just can't wait for my days to end, but at the same time, I am scared of tomorrow beginning, because I don't know what it holds for me. It has become harder and harder to get up in the morning because I dread the day that is ahead of me. There always...
    darkmissy3 darkmissy3 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2009

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    Very Much Alone

    Three years ago, my life changed dramatically. There was and never has been anyone that I could relate to. Somedays, I feel lost and get one anxiety attack after another. It was like, my life changed so much that I feared everything because of all that change. I'm getting better...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 17, 2009

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    turtlebrainx27 turtlebrainx27 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 28, 2014

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    Absoulutly

    I do not know anyone who has or has had anoxic encephalopathy so theres never anyone to talk to that ACTUALLY knows how I feel. It makes me very sad at times, not that I can't remember anything but that I feel alone in my fight against myself.
    angeldelinkwent angeldelinkwent 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 30, 2009

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    I don't like admitting the fact that I feel lonely. Even when I'm with family I feel this way. I act like all is okay and try to go with the flow but deep inside me I know I'm...
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    Not necessarily a bad thing to feel alone. Alone is when I feel I can collect my thoughts, find my center, and rev up to get pick up the pace once more in the direction where I got...
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    The worst feeling is when you feel alone with the one whom you are with and the one whom you really want to be with is 1000 miles away.
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    I am overwhelmed, I don't have much friends to talk to about my problems,I call my daughters father and he just says to deal with it,calls me lazy.I tend to complain because I live...
    moondesires moondesires 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I moved 7 hours away to be with my fiancé, bought a home it's been four months and I still don't know anyone here... Ugh I need a hobby I suppose
    Benassi Benassi 26-30, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I had a good childhood, loving parents and 2 siblings. I had asthma that would put me in and out of the hospital for a few years of my life. A sibling with a mental disability who...
    AlwaysAlone20 AlwaysAlone20 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I feel so alone and lost inside right now more than ever I'm so alone in this hotel room I can just hear my own thoughts crying.. It's so empty here without my brothers and dad...
    sunshineh13 sunshineh13 22-25, F 9 Responses 6 days ago

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    I don't always feel alone in my marriage, but at the moment and numerous other times I do feel alone. I suffer from PTSD, and my wife and I both have anxiety and depression issues...
    Frankenzombie Frankenzombie 36-40, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have always felt like there is more out there. Something supernatural and out of my control, and yet has an impact on every day life. I know spirits exist and I've come into...
    StrongWeaknesss StrongWeaknesss 16-17, M a week ago

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    Even amongst the crowd of somewhat "familiar" folk,or the notion of extended family,associates,periodic intimates,family is gone,literally,and one question's one's presence. I...
    DEVINIQUE DEVINIQUE 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 24

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    Have you seen the movie Inside Out? Apparently, Sadness has just touched my core memories thats making me feel so blue right this moment. Sigh.
    OnlyCB OnlyCB 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I feel particularly gloomy, bored and lonely today, and it was one hell of a night last night, all kinds of bad dreams and nightmares :/
    Betruebnis Betruebnis 22-25, M 4 Responses Aug 22

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    i just found out that I'm pregnant. the ****** part is that I'm single. All i want to do is keep the baby. but the father cant/doesn't want to. he already has a family to take care...
    thebeautifulprincess thebeautifulprincess 18-21, F Aug 21

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    I feel like every one hates me. I try to be a good friend or girl friend. I sometimes feel like people see me as a making a joke target at me. Its like 4 or 5 people makes jokes...
    tasha2kids tasha2kids 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I feel like there's no one who truly understands me. I feel like I'm always on the outside looking into the world, like I don't belong here at all. Now I'm not suicidal or anything...
    Overtherainbow66 Overtherainbow66 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    In this world I feel so alone most of the time I really feel like I have no one there for me when I need it I never have really have been loved ..Never had my parents or anyone so...
    Jkplaydoutyubd Jkplaydoutyubd 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 19

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    When I am alone in a cold chilling way, a deep sadness way, (but don't want to call it lonely because I don't exactly think I am missing anything... there IS no other piece...
    laura40404 laura40404 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    I feel like I'm always alone even when I'm with people. I hope to find a "soulmate" online to erase my emptiness.
    Justbeingme71 Justbeingme71 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    I stopped a 13 last time, but i didn't finish. The kid traveled to Singapore, it was his first time outside the middle east. It was also the first time the kid traveled alone with...
    sadwithasmile sadwithasmile 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    My name is Anthony and I feel lonely because I have no friends
    antwhite22 antwhite22 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 17

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    Its my first year at a college and I'm feeling so bad :( i dont know anyone there and all the other students seem like they already know eachother and they spend the breaks...
    selenabon12 selenabon12 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 17

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    Alone,indeed a wrenched feeling,the walls offer no listening ear,they witness naught the tears. Memories,now bitter. That one could naught be one's self,my entertainment value...
    DEVINIQUE DEVINIQUE 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    My boyfriend of 3 years broke up with me recently the day after I was released from the hospital post surgery. I was left homeless for 3 weeks living in my car. I found an...
    blondesweetie46 blondesweetie46 46-50, F 24 Responses Aug 16

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    Please read this till the end. Once there was a kid. a really really kind kid, he was so nice he would even give his food to the maids at school, and save up money to give to the...
    sadwithasmile sadwithasmile 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 15

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    ah...coming back to this group after I have left it long ago, but I do feel so alone, basically because almost everybody I love is far away, my siblings, my best friend, even my ex...
    Betruebnis Betruebnis 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 15

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    I just really want to connect with other people. I have such a desire to just tell others what is really on my heart and on my mind. I want to have people who are interested in...
    cdrys cdrys 46-50, M 2 Responses Aug 15

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    Disappointment and regret is how I feel about myself :/ praying for God to hear me
    fmxo903 fmxo903 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    Today I had to deal with a potential life threatening situation all alone. Somehow my family thought I should handle it alone, although I was quite scared with the situation...
    moann moann 36-40, M 4 Responses Aug 14

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    I tried talking to him about it. How there's no affection or love anymore. How we don't cuddle or kiss or hug, how he doesn't even touch me anymore. We aren't intimate ever, We...
    katie1123 katie1123 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 14

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    Today i finally figured out what was worst then being lonely and unfortunately it's the current circumstances I'm in.. not only am i lonely.. but I'm also unwanted.. unneeded.. i...
    jaynm jaynm 18-21, F 1 Response