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I Feel Alone With My Struggle

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    turtlebrainx27 turtlebrainx27 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 28, 2014

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    Very Much Alone

    Three years ago, my life changed dramatically. There was and never has been anyone that I could relate to. Somedays, I feel lost and get one anxiety attack after another. It was like, my life changed so much that I feared everything because of all that change. I'm getting better...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 17, 2009

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    My Little Share Of The World

    could of, should of, would of... this is what i have ascertained about my little life: i am alone. lonely and alone. 2 oppposite entities, but they are both alive inside. my emotions - my hate, vengeance, wrath coupled with my desire, longing & struggle to come to grips with...
    strangerinacrowd strangerinacrowd 31-35, F Apr 3, 2012

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    Are You Kidding?

    I am alone in my struggle... do I love my husband of almost 11 years? Yes, I suppose. then why must I do the things I do behind his back? Do I think he won't find out? Am I waiting to get caught 'in the act?' what will the final result be? I am going to hell
    strangerinacrowd strangerinacrowd 31-35, F Oct 15, 2013

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    Too Much.

    loneliness pain Sacrifice Life I can't promise, I am who you think i am I can't even say i am who i think i am but.. I can promise that nothing I've done was in vain and that i will be the person i always knew i could be If you don't think its about the journey you're wrong If...
    KeezyDerp KeezyDerp 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 3, 2013

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    Life Is Painful

    I always feel so alone. I just can't wait for my days to end, but at the same time, I am scared of tomorrow beginning, because I don't know what it holds for me. It has become harder and harder to get up in the morning because I dread the day that is ahead of me. There always...
    darkmissy3 darkmissy3 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2009

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    Pls. Empathise

    My husband wanted to buy me a car. it was an urge he had because he wanted a new vehicle for the house but didnt want to sell his old jeep. so ohe decided the best way to solve the problem was to buy ME - the wife a car. i also thought it was an OK idea because i used to drive a...
    FFathima FFathima 36-40, F Aug 15, 2011

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    Absoulutly

    I do not know anyone who has or has had anoxic encephalopathy so theres never anyone to talk to that ACTUALLY knows how I feel. It makes me very sad at times, not that I can't remember anything but that I feel alone in my fight against myself.
    angeldelinkwent angeldelinkwent 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 30, 2009

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    Alone

    I feel alone and miserable, knowone understands me, im alone in the dark and know knowbody who will help me who have been through the same things as i have or just been through hard times, i feel slowely tortured being alone in the dark, somebody call to me if uve been through...
    watzit2u watzit2u 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2009

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    Honestly, I have no idea how to begin my story or why I'm writing this. Let's just say that it's about time that I vent all my loneliness onto something, even on an empty space on...
    TheMisanthropeOtaku TheMisanthropeOtaku 18-21, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I always feel alone. I could be sitting in a room full of people and feel alone. No matter what, I feel alone. If someone it talking to me, I feel alone. Sometimes it scares me how...
    ZiggyZebra ZiggyZebra 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 20

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    It's really strange as I have never felt 'alone'. But I feel like over the past few days I've realised how alone I feel even with my friends and family.. I know people are out...
    rachieu rachieu 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    Lonely: feeling of being alone. I thought i hate lenghty afternoons as you can read my past stories but now i chose to stay alone in our home. I want to be alone for a moment and...
    etude etude 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I feel alone. I know it isn't really true, but it certainly feels that way. My family and I don't fight, but we aren't close either. We just kind of...exist together. As far as...
    MadAsAHatterXII MadAsAHatterXII 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    I miss you. I miss the way you used to look at me. I miss everything about you. I feel so alone without you. I am so tired of living without you. I miss your touch, and lying next...
    Tmystic Tmystic 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 15

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    i'm more of an introvert and i take my own sweet little time to get close to people...talk to them without feeling self-conscious... and trust them...but with this 40 year old man...
    jumanah jumanah 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    I feel alone. I feel unseen. I feel like I care about things no one else does. I feel like I have no one to share who I am, what I like, what I think, what I want or what I fear...
    booky1234 booky1234 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    I am on the second year of the university. 2 years ago I went to another city to study in the university. I had my group of friends from my village, who I thought were amaizing...
    mosbyy mosbyy 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    I know it's a common feeling. I know, but the selfishness I harbor inside says no one really quite gets it. I have either ruined my relationships with others (including friendships...
    octopustesticles octopustesticles 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    I feel alone because I am. I have chosen to be. I am truly alone and I like it.
    deactivatedaccount11111 deactivatedaccount11111 13-15, M Jan 21

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    Tonight I feel down, kinda sorta. I guess I feel alone. It sucks! oh well such is life I guess! tIme for this girl to sleep. mighty night!
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F Jan 20

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    Its my first time writing about how i feel. i am just a 21 year old form Scotland that love films, music and most things in life there isn't much i hate but few months ago i had a...
    scottishlostsoul scottishlostsoul 18-21, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I feel alone in the crowd. Sounds depressing, doesn’t it? The other day, one of my closest friends celebrated her birthday in this restaurant. She begged me to come, even though...
    Nananat Nananat 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Feeling alone and sad today. :-( thinking about a lot of different things.
    Uoaman Uoaman 36-40, M Jan 6

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    Feeling alone today, I miss her so much even though I can't have her.
    Uoaman Uoaman 36-40, M 3 Responses Jan 11

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    Ugh.... I have issues! I always feel alone... More so today then ever before. Life is just really hard sometimes.... I wish I could just pack my bags and move on to a new state and...
    princessalicia princessalicia 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 18

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    feeling alone for the last 10 yrs.
    steadynow steadynow 51-55, M 1 day ago

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    I am the alone with the friend inside me. I can trust myself out of any body else. I know I can't hurt myself like friends can. I always protect myself for who I am.
    Stephen25 Stephen25 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    I hope to get married some day. Not in the near future, but sometime in the future. I have a boyfriend but he doesn't want to get married nor to have a family. I dont understand...
    OnlyCB OnlyCB 26-30, F 4 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I am 21. At the age of 18 I ditched high school and my small home life for a large city and an art school. It took me many places and I made many great memories. Now I'm back home...
    Henryjk Henryjk 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    When I was a child growing up, I tried often to get my parents' approval, and it was always through my art--mostly drawing. My parents didn't care about anything artistic. They...
    benglishtea benglishtea 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    I would like to vent, please. I have the most wonderful boyfriend in the world and he makes me so happy. But when he's gone, I'm so alone. I feel like I have no real friends; no...
    KitHuntington KitHuntington 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    I feel like I'm going mental. I feel awful at work everyday at work because I have no friends there. This is evident at lunch as I get the tube (London's version of the metro) to...
    littlemacintosh littlemacintosh 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 12

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    I've got friends. And family. People I know well. But even still, though I'll talk with people who say the same things as me, think the same things as me, it feels as though I am...
    dabram71 dabram71 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I'm scared to get close, and I hate being alone, I long for that feeling to not feel at all, the higher I get, the lower I'll sink, I can't drown my demons they know how to swim...
    mcrxforever mcrxforever 13-15, F Jan 8

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    Two years ago my life was turned upside down when me and my husband separated. I went from having a traditional married life to being a single mom of 5 kids within several months...
    Mzcubandiva Mzcubandiva 31-35 3 Responses Jan 8

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    I always see people with friends laughing and I want it too. I want someone to talk to and understands me. Someone I can talk all day long with. Someone that would take me to party...
    Mahrhindha Mahrhindha 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    Frodo: I cannot do this alone. Galadriel: You are a Ring-bearer, Frodo. To bear a Ring of Power is to be alone. Galadriel: This is Nenya, the Ring of Adament. And I am it's...
    Ludavin Ludavin 46-50, F Jan 18

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    I just realized I have almost no one I can call when I feel crappy. That just made me really depressed. I feel ridiculously alone
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 4 Responses Jan 18

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    I am alone even when others are around. I have no one to talk to about my problems. Every one thinks that my husband is so wonderful but they don't live with him and see the side...
    Southernbelle1203 Southernbelle1203 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 21

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    I feel so alone so many thoughts of you and now you never call me on the phone.It was always your choice to go away. I wish you told me your heart went astray. Yes I wonder if you...
    FRESHFIRE69 FRESHFIRE69 41-45, M Jan 6

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    This is about the last year of my life. I looked at my future and feared. I was depressed. My college was killing me and I couldn't handle, but I decided to give one more try after...
    jonnyculliere jonnyculliere 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 11

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    Yep. Should have stayed home alone.
    Myzery Myzery 31-35, F 4 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I am alone no one loves me no one wants me.I have no reason to be alive.
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 6

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    Just tired of being alone. I think I should be used to this by now. I do ok for the most part, but there are times when the wheels seem to fall off; and I just have to pick myself...
    Tmystic Tmystic 51-55, M 5 Responses Jan 20

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    yes all the time . people don't like me for unknown reasons & I don't even talk to them . I rarely have any friends & I know any one of them would turn their backs on me any second...
    ashleeyj5 ashleeyj5 13-15, F 12 Responses Jan 21

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