I Feel Alone With My Struggle

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 178 People

    Pls. Empathise

    My husband wanted to buy me a car. it was an urge he had because he wanted a new vehicle for the house but didnt want to sell his old jeep. so ohe decided the best way to solve the problem was to buy ME - the wife a car. i also thought it was an OK idea because i used to drive a...
    FFathima FFathima
    36-40, F
    Aug 15, 2011

    Alone

    I feel alone and miserable, knowone understands me, im alone in the dark and know knowbody who will help me who have been through the same things as i have or just been through hard times, i feel slowely tortured being alone in the dark, somebody call to me if uve been through...
    watzit2u watzit2u
    13-15, M
    1 Response Sep 14, 2009

    Are You Kidding?

    I am alone in my struggle... do I love my husband of almost 11 years? Yes, I suppose. then why must I do the things I do behind his back? Do I think he won't find out? Am I waiting to get caught 'in the act?' what will the final result be? I am going to hell
    strangerinacrowd strangerinacrowd
    31-35, F
    Oct 15, 2013
    turtlebrainx27 turtlebrainx27
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 28, 2014

    Life Is Painful

    I always feel so alone. I just can't wait for my days to end, but at the same time, I am scared of tomorrow beginning, because I don't know what it holds for me. It has become harder and harder to get up in the morning because I dread the day that is ahead of me. There always...
    darkmissy3 darkmissy3
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 17, 2009

    Too Much.

    loneliness pain Sacrifice Life I can't promise, I am who you think i am I can't even say i am who i think i am but.. I can promise that nothing I've done was in vain and that i will be the person i always knew i could be If you don't think its about the journey you're wrong If...
    KeezyDerp KeezyDerp
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Oct 3, 2013

    Very Much Alone

    Three years ago, my life changed dramatically. There was and never has been anyone that I could relate to. Somedays, I feel lost and get one anxiety attack after another. It was like, my life changed so much that I feared everything because of all that change. I'm getting better...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 17, 2009

    Absoulutly

    I do not know anyone who has or has had anoxic encephalopathy so theres never anyone to talk to that ACTUALLY knows how I feel. It makes me very sad at times, not that I can't remember anything but that I feel alone in my fight against myself.
    angeldelinkwent angeldelinkwent
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 30, 2009

    My Little Share Of The World

    could of, should of, would of... this is what i have ascertained about my little life: i am alone. lonely and alone. 2 oppposite entities, but they are both alive inside. my emotions - my hate, vengeance, wrath coupled with my desire, longing & struggle to come to grips with...
    strangerinacrowd strangerinacrowd
    31-35, F
    Apr 3, 2012

    Related Experiences

    https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=7RHPLQDegtU I'm thinking of you..I'm thinking of tomorrow..I'm thinking where will the life bring me tomorrow..
    Mechty Mechty
    22-25, F
    1 Response a week ago
    Some days I believe that I am beautiful just the way I am. I look in the mirror and see myself and all the beauty I hold. Other days, I see an ugly person. Me. I definitely don't...
    jaydamarie15 jaydamarie15
    13-15, F
    a week ago
    God I wish I wasn't so alone all the time. I feel like I'm going through life not being wanted not being needed by anybody. All I want out of life is to be loved.
    Johnrob43 Johnrob43
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Apr 19
    I miss you.. That's all I want to say ..
    winterfall winterfall
    41-45
    3 Responses Apr 19
    People who like soundtracks and orchestral music. Dont feel alone..
    Heimdal007 Heimdal007
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Apr 19
    I'm 17 years old and I struggle with anxiet, although to my friends I appear confident, I hide my true feelings with 'great banter'. I digress, when I joined sixth form I made a...
    Jaffaj Jaffaj
    16-17, M
    Apr 18
    Usually I don't feel defective. Even if I am jealous for my friends after some period it passes and I am genuinely happy for them. Also I feel different with different friends. For...
    Memonster Memonster
    26-30
    Apr 18
    Once I open up to you, you remind me why I never should. Ugh I guess I'll just sit here and not talk.
    PURPLEQUEEN28 PURPLEQUEEN28
    26-30, F
    Apr 17
    I've never had this feeling of feeling alone and it breaks my heart 💔
    Helpless24 Helpless24
    41-45, F
    Apr 17
    Do you have this on your mind? That you don't deserve happiness, That everyone deserves someone better than you, How to deal with this?how to get my self confidence back?
    Ciflo Ciflo
    18-21, F
    Apr 17
    Do you have this on your mind? That you don't deserve happiness, That everyone deserves someone better than you, How to deal with this?how to get my self confidence back?
    Ciflo Ciflo
    18-21, F
    Apr 17
    I've always had an issue of feeling to self conscious in every aspect. I feel like I've reached a point in my life where I want to do and be better. I was wondering if anyone was...
    2amhit 2amhit
    16-17, F
    Apr 17
    If I had to chose one prayer to God For the rest of my life it would be to not live my life alone someday. I don't want to live alone someday and be like those people who never...
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 16
    Struggle is right... I always say I am going to turn in early and hours later I am sitting at my computer saying... just one more thing!!!
    Move4Word Move4Word
    46-50, M
    4 Responses Apr 15
    i really need to talk with someone like girl i am feeling alone.
    tan987 tan987
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 15
    I have been feeling so alone lately it's driving me crazy. I'm always by my self no one to talk to ever.
    Lonely688 Lonely688
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Apr 15
    EVER REMEMBER THIS - - > JESUS LOVES YOU.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 14
    I'm not sure if I am a Nympho or not however I have been called that by several people including friends who I have not been sexual with. I don't want to go to a dr for personal...
    starfish111 starfish111
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 14
    I always dream of being under 100pounds I've tried everything dieting exercising fasting nothing seems to work I can't stick to it and the more depressed I get the more I eat every...
    JimiHendrix1970 JimiHendrix1970
    16-17, F
    Apr 14
    I feel like I have never been mentally here on Earth. Ever since I began to comprehend language and think critically I have never felt like I was meant to be on this Earth. This...
    MillennialStarSon MillennialStarSon
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Apr 14
    I have struggled with clinical depression for more than twenty years. I'm trying out new meds right now. Switched three weeks ago and ready to switch again. I admire my devoted...
    Lynndee42 Lynndee42
    41-45, F
    Apr 13
    My wife and I have been married for 14 years. We have a beautiful daughter who is about to be 12 years old. . We had our share of fights the last couple of years, some fights were...
    WhimsicalWill WhimsicalWill
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 13
    Went on a camping trip with him. Originally 3 other friends were supposed to come, but they bailed out at the last minute. He was sleeping with 5 other girls, I was holding back...
    PuppyFangs PuppyFangs
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 11
    Seems like a lifetime since I have written on EP. I stopped writing mostly because of the extreme censorship. And EP continued to decline. I have given this a great deal of...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 11
    I'm not good english much but thing that I want to say is I feel alone so much because no one understand me parent friend no one :(
    RUETAIPACH RUETAIPACH
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 11
    I tried to help people. I guess all I can do is watch them burn
    SolGryn SolGryn
    22-25, M
    Apr 11
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Apr 10
    And I'm feeling alone. Everyone has left me. :(
    lovesthenightsky lovesthenightsky
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Apr 9
    I am a person who suffers from loneliness on a daily basis for some years now. To add to my suffering as a lonely individual, I also suffer from OCD, depression, and anxiety, which...
    mindpnda1 mindpnda1
    22-25
    Apr 9
    Really Only Dealt With Him When Forced&Now Refuse To Speak To Him At All- my mother was his first and last interracial intercultural relationship and he left our household under a...
    ToBeDiskovered ToBeDiskovered
    22-25, M
    Apr 9
    when i try to talk to people in general about myself, they all tend to ignore me.
    Knickster24 Knickster24
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 8
    I met my husband at work, it was in May 2014. He was my assistant general manager at the time. We bonded quickly, and fell in love. He was kind, funny, romantic, and always...
    Selina923 Selina923
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Apr 7
    I am mourning my old body. I had exercised and gotten in shape and eaten right and lost my boobs. I had to get implants to feel good about myself again. They look nice, but are...
    napolitan1 napolitan1
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Apr 7
    Interesting article on exercise and breasts: http://www.outsideonline.com/2065486/how-breasts-affect-your-performance Might make some rethink having larger breasts.
    lauratdc lauratdc
    46-50, T
    Apr 7
    I'm so tired. Tired of feeling so alone and empty inside. I feel like a constant third wheel to everyone. Up until this point in my life I never thought the world would be better...
    xpxlologi xpxlologi
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Apr 6
    And the ghost town takes over.... Each day, EP gets quieter and quieter. There are fewer new things to read. There's less stuff that merits a comment. And that day is...
    Some1umayNo Some1umayNo
    46-50, M
    6 Responses Apr 5
    I want to be a male with no testostrone and a estrogen driven driven male. I still want to identify as male, but i want to be as feminine as possible physically. No artificial...
    Strivexwolf Strivexwolf
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Apr 4
    Here is the thing I hate talking about myself. I feel completely robbed when I share something. Like they took something from me that should have stayed there/ I tell them and...
    thinkofaname thinkofaname
    16-17, F
    Apr 4
    For with God nothing will be impossible (Luke 1:37). There yet is hope for you in Christ. Whatever your problem may be, and however seemingly grave the situation miay be, it is...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 3
    Preface: In many ways I am very fortunate. I have always led a very easy, cushy, pampered life. I have never had to contend with hunger, homelessness, poverty, deprivation, or...
    atpeacewithme atpeacewithme
    31-35
    Apr 3
    Everyone needs compassion, a love that's never failing, let mercy fall on us. Everyone needs forgiveness, the kindness of a Savior, the Hope of nations. Savior, He can move the...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 3
    I have good days and bad but today I'm having a bad day and am feeling alone.
    jenjen0923 jenjen0923
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Apr 2
    When life is rough, pray. -----:------:------:----- Pray, when life is great.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 1
    When life is rough, pray. -----:------:------:----- Pray, when life is great.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 1
    For those of you who have lost your desire to pray, to sing,I'm asking God to put that melody back in your hearts tonight; cause you to lift your voice, even though you don't...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 1
    I just wish I would never wake up. I've realized that success on the outside is meaningless on the inside. I've struggled with relationships all my life and now I'm struggling...
    Newstart13 Newstart13
    46-50, F
    Apr 1
    Kindergarten, I know it now but not then. Kindergarten. When she walked into my classroom and stood proud and curious, clinging to her mother’s hip. Her name was Calla, like the...
    directstructure directstructure
    22-25, F
    Mar 31
    i dont know him. he just started messaging me these really... messages. anyway i was hinting at him to stop and he hasnt so idek its making me feel uncomfortable :(
    IkIlLeDyOuRsOuLaNdAtEiT IkIlLeDyOuRsOuLaNdAtEiT
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 31
    Ever since I put a weave in I have felt like a phony. I don't feel like me. I feel like I made myself into something that fit everyone's standards but my own. My friends and my ex...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 31
    3 years ago, I moved away from my parents to another country so I could have better chances in life .. I wanted to be a doctor .. But I was never able to make any friends .. And I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Mar 30
    I'm a 37 year old widow with 5 children. when my husband died in a carn 5 year old son has cancer and my brand new daughter was autistic. I moved into a homeless shelter for two...
    laststraw209 laststraw209
    36-40, F
    Mar 30
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