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    High school completely

    and utterly sucks. "Best time of your life", my arse! I sit here, quite contently, sipping a hot chocolate, but the thought of school makes my mood plummet. It got worse from the first year, and I'm glad I only have one more year. From my first year to my third year, most people...
    Madgiddypig Madgiddypig 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I am a wild girl, out of control enjoying my

    life dangerously. They say I'm waisting time, they say that I'm no good. Whenever I feel sad I go out and get waisted with different men.. Being sad all the time has made me addicted to this kind of escape of reality. People see me as trouble because all I want is to have fun...
    BeautifulPetal BeautifulPetal 18-21, F 12 Responses May 12

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    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses May 8

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    Sometimes I Can Feel Myself Slip Away From Existence

    sometimes i just feel so far away from the world, i even feel my friends could get carried away without me and i'll end up lost sometimes i run so many thoughts in my head that they collide and i don't know what i'm thinking and i start thing about all they possibilities of...
    Loganberry Loganberry 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 10, 2007

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    I'm not afraid to fall in love.

    I'm afraid to fall for the wrong person AGAIN. :(
    Charmeeee Charmeeee 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 14, 2014

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    So it's early morning

    and I'm awake. Its the middle of winter so the house is cold and dark. All I can hear are my thoughts. I get restless. I'm tired, I'm lonely and I'm bored. So I'm in here looking for a distraction so I don't drive myself insane.
    Calsi704 Calsi704 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Lately I've been noticing how I'm changing

    as a person. And how I feel like I'm not pretty enough, I don't have a best friend, that I can't help others when they need it because I'm too busy trying to deal with my depression. I feel alone
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses a week ago

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    Um. I usually don't get all personal here

    but I just like to write down how I feel and it makes me feel better. Some people might not read this and you don't have to. I just want to let it all out. UGH. okay. So, recently I've been feel alone in life and It's been really effecting me. I kinda been in this dark place...
    BeautifulDayDream BeautifulDayDream 22-25, F 12 Responses May 9

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    I've wasted years trying to find the right

    person for me and I've failed. I just don't understand why everyone wants to be a unique butterfly always in the spotlight. Is there some primal urge than forces us to be the main characters? Is there something inherently wrong with being in the background as flavor to the...
    Moostachio Moostachio 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    You are beautiful/handsome,

    smart, talented, and I want you to know that somebody loves you! Never lose hope. <3
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2014

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    I can't stand it anymore,

    I can't bare to see other people happy because of my jealousy. I'm almost disgusted with myself. All I want is to be wanted. I'm tired of feeling alone.
    corissajane corissajane 18-21, F 10 Responses Feb 17, 2014

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    it's better ?.... time to start thinking meet

    new peoples who love the same thing wu wu be
    onceft onceft 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I feel really alone right now.

    Things have been sort of hard the past few weeks. I hardly have any friends to talk to or go places with. At this point I don't have any friends I guess you could say. My one "friend" will text me but he won't hang out with me. After highschool it's been hard making friends. I...
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Gone

    Listening to sad songs while in the shower, to cry all at once, getting rid of all the pain for a day. It happens every day, for you cannot see my ugly face when I'm alone in the shower, or my sorrow filled tears as they run down my face...
    LonelyPuppy LonelyPuppy 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 15, 2013

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    So...unless being at college together changes

    things, my crush has been acting strangely lately. He was all hunky-dorey after meeting me, texting me and stuff. I get that he has a life and has place to go and people to see, but whenever I text him, he either doesn't answer now or he is really late with replying. Last...
    sunatdawn214 sunatdawn214 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    I cry myself to sleep most nights

    because I can't take the unbearable silence of my loneliness. I fear rejection and pain, so I build walls that keep out more than just my enemies.
    Calsi704 Calsi704 22-25, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    feel alone. painfully alone.

    so very hard to even want to live. losing ground fast.
    iowateri8309 iowateri8309 51-55 4 Responses Jun 26

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    my mom found out I was gay

    while searching through my phone. she saw all the text messages between my girlfriend (who is a grade higher then me) and I and my ex (who said she still loves me even tho we both have girlfriends) and I. so my mom took my phone told my as long as I'm living in here house I...
    cjayy19 cjayy19 13-15, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Take A Moment.

    With the end of the year approaching, it's that time again where one reflects on everything. Decisions, regrets, experiences - every moment shared, every moment you can remember just flashes through your eyes. Moments just fly by, and it's rare to see someone take their moments...
    fulloflove123 fulloflove123 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 20, 2012

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    I thought EP would help with my depression.

    ..you know, kind of anonymously talking to others who are going through the same thing. All it turned out to be is an app with 50 year old horny men and teenagers who's stories make me want to cry.
    shlumbug shlumbug 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    You feel so alone, wanting attention,

    wanting to be desired. Wanting to know that d*mn it, he wants me. Wanting him to show me that I'm his woman. Wanting him to show me that I'm the one he wants. I wait and wait. I cry. I'm miserable. I feel guilty for wanting to have my needs met somewhere else. I feel guilty for...
    SereneWarrioress SereneWarrioress 18-21, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    I've been single for over five years

    and cannot get a date to the amazement of friends and family. I know it's because I have my children so much of the time and it puts women off. Tried face to face, online dating, clubs, pubs, groups and even on public transport. As soon as the fact my children are living with me...
    BertramGhandi BertramGhandi 41-45, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I we t through my bfs phone the other day

    and he just tells these girl friends he has that I don't know everything g about my house and me but bad things and says he wants to be loved. Our relationship has been on and off a lot. He kept breaking up with me because we argued or I argued about his friends.. we had a...
    moondesires moondesires 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    It becomes extremely difficult

    when you know you need to cut someone off as a friend, because they're toxic and are going to cause destruction in your life. Although you're so afraid of losing that person, because they're the only friend that you had left to talk too. They were consistently there even if...
    SereneWarrioress SereneWarrioress 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 13

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    I have pretty much no friends,

    my boyfriend doesn't give me any attention, lives too far away to just see whenever and doesn't even own a cellphone, my family are barely home. im tired of having nobody in my life that actually cares or wants to be with me
    anabelwd anabelwd 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Sometimes you have to smile.

    Stay strong and never let people who hurt you know it hurts.
    BeautifulDayDream BeautifulDayDream 22-25, F 9 Responses Jan 31

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    Here I am, an upper classman in high school

    with hatred for my life. What was supposed to be a great time is now a dreadful time. I thought I would have friends that I could tell them about everything. But life happens, and I am alone. It sucks watching people at band practice and at school clique with each other. I watch...
    LRawkward LRawkward 16-17, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I feel so alone.. I was married 18 years he

    cheated, we divorced (2005) he married her they moved 2000 miles away. I am left caring for our handicapped son who I had to place in a home 4 years ago.. I don't really have friends, I talk to people at work everyday. I've never heard my son's voice and I feel guilty when I...
    windsculpted windsculpted 51-55, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Today I sit and think of all I've lost over the

    last two years plus what I must endure to keep moving forward a challenging road to say the least. Life sure has dealt me some experiences I shall never overcome for sure but hasn't everyone struggle! Since last Nov. 2014 I've been a on and off again member of EP believe it has...
    gamma87 gamma87 46-50, M Jun 8

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    Today I have felt more alone

    than most. I have reached out to a few friends who have neglected to respond. Perhaps they are busy as I know many people are these days. I certainly don't expect people to stop everything to talk to me. I think it is unfortunate when everyone you reach out to happens to be busy...
    Superficialsaint Superficialsaint 31-35, F 10 Responses May 29

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    been almost 1 year since i started working,

    far away from home i like my job, got nice workmate, sufficient pay, good roommate, yet i feel so lonely, my workmate are all kind but i just can't take these relationship further, i tend to keep work-personal apart too far apart my wage is not much, but its enough i could...
    aspin aspin 22-25, M Jun 21

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    I just want to curl up in bed with someone

    and spoon. I love being so close to someone you can smell them and listen to their breathing.
    corissajane corissajane 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 20, 2014

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    Today I have been around my friends

    and my bf and still feel alone. Everybody is busy talking to other people or are constantly in their phone. :(
    SereneThoughts SereneThoughts 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 20

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    Sad.

    Others don't see us as we see ourselves.  It can be a terribly lonely feeling when those we've grown to trust and appreciate insist on defining us as somebody we are not.   As much as I've grown to love EP, this can be a terribly lonely place.  AT times, I look...
    juan1966 juan1966 46-50, M 26 Responses Oct 19, 2009

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    I am tired of being alone.

    Yes, I miss my wife, but she passed away shortly after we were married, and I feel alone. I also feel that no one understands me. It makes me feel all the more lonely. I hope to change that soon.
    tfrg150 tfrg150 51-55, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm married to a man whom I've known 7 years.

    He use to be the only person that could make me smile, but now when I look at him my stomach turns. He has an addiction and was doing very well. He relapsed. We are due to have a baby in October and I just feel alone. He says he is happy and excited but all I see is an immature...
    dontwanna1219 dontwanna1219 18-21, F 14 Responses May 9

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    yes all the time . people don't like me

    for unknown reasons & I don't even talk to them . I rarely have any friends & I know any one of them would turn their backs on me any second & leave me behind & just laugh . I wanna make new friends but everyone at school is just mean & wouldn't want anything to do with me. I'm...
    ashleeyj5 ashleeyj5 13-15, F 9 Responses Jan 21

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    I Miss It

    I lost my wife over 2 yrs ago to cancer- it all happened very quickly and sudden -I really miss her a lot. She used to love having me brush her beautiful long brown hair.. I really enjoyed brushing it too ... I miss it makes ...I wish I could find a lady that is single and...
    BarnyardKid2013 BarnyardKid2013 46-50, M 19 Responses Aug 14, 2013

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    That moment when your 11 year-old cousin tells

    you she has a "boyfriend" and you envy her.
    KaitlynS1996 KaitlynS1996 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    Happy new year everyone!

    I hope we get to have a better and less lonely year ahead of us!! :)
    OnlyCB OnlyCB 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I've been feeling very alone lately,

    I hope that putting my feelings out there will help in some way. I don't really have anyone to share my feelings with, I don't want people I know to know just how alone I feel. After the death of my son, it's almost at the 5 year mark, I shut myself off emotionally and pushed...
    LD61 LD61 51-55, F 33 Responses Jan 31

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    right now im in an abusive relationship.

    when hes gone from early morning till late late in ge evening and alot of times morning i sit here trying to keep myself busy so he can tell that's what has been going on. i dont get much done because im stuck in my own head worrying about what he will come home and yell and...
    ami4406 ami4406 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 25

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    I feel alone all the time

    and I don't know why. I've tried a lot of things. A lot of people say they love me or "insert compliment here" I don't think it's sincere. I know everyone is busy. They have jobs, school, work or their own problems. Everyone has their own little hell they create in their head...
    RileyRed RileyRed 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    Those moments when you have no one to talk too,

    so you go looking through everything to find at least one friendly chatter. Wish he wasn't always so busy... It sucks especially at night. Night is when you need that person the most. Night is where loneliness really rears its ugly head.
    SereneWarrioress SereneWarrioress 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 7

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    So much crappy and lame things happening in my

    life lately and I feel like I've got nobody by my side :( I don't want sympathy or pity or anything other than a little understanding but nope. Seems like I'm constantly looking around and wondering who I can trust.
    glitterme23 glitterme23 22-25, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am so stressed at work lately

    that I am watching **** on my phone whenever possible because it is the only thing that distracts me from thinking about work. I don't get off to it all the time, it has become like a "playlist" I listen to when I am in my car or in private at work. Wondering how many of you...
    shareitall shareitall 31-35, M 4 days ago

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