I Feel Alone

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    And the ghost town takes over.

    ... Each day, EP gets quieter and quieter. There are fewer new things to read. There's less stuff that merits a comment. And that day is approaching where you can justify ignoring me. Yup. I went there. I'm happy for you.... but that doesn't mean I've enjoyed the...
    Some1umayNo Some1umayNo
    46-50, M
    6 Responses Apr 5, 2016

    Everyone needs compassion,

    a love that's never failing, let mercy fall on us. Everyone needs forgiveness, the kindness of a Savior, the Hope of nations. Savior, He can move the mountains My God is mighty to save. He is mighty to save. Forever, author of Salvation He rose and conquered the grave. Jesus...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    18-21, M
    Apr 3, 2016
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses May 8, 2015

    I thought EP would help with my depression.

    ..you know, kind of anonymously talking to others who are going through the same thing. All it turned out to be is an app with 50 year old horny men and teenagers who's stories make me want to cry.
    shlumbug shlumbug
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jun 29, 2014

    I just want to curl up in bed with someone

    and spoon. I love being so close to someone you can smell them and listen to their breathing.
    corissajane corissajane
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Feb 20, 2014

    even though i`m marred

    and I have 2 kids my husband made come to Colorado springs and I really hate it here because now I have no friends and no place to live I have nothing here and now im scared because i`ve been leaving on the streets and its been snowing
    bud21 bud21
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 19, 2016

    I don't know it's my fault

    or they are not paying enough attention. I've been suffering with depression for years, and nobody knows. I had a very bad mood swings throughout the entire day, and nobody knows. I've been crying every single night, screaming for help, and nobody knows. No matter how hard I...
    val7117 val7117
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Mar 28, 2016

    Not necessarily a bad thing to feel alone.

    Alone is when I feel I can collect my thoughts, find my center, and rev up to get pick up the pace once more in the direction where I got diverted from. Alone is where there is no noise, no distraction, no one breathing on my neck. Alone is when I am able to hear that still...
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe
    46-50, F
    7 Responses Aug 29, 2015

    Lately, for about half a year now,

    I've found myself feeling lonely and sad a lot. I feel like I am not enough for the people I love, like all I do is pointless. I love my mom for supporting me and defending me although almost my whole family hates me just because I'm an atheist and a bi-sexual. But still I feel...
    ForEverTheMeanKitty ForEverTheMeanKitty
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Mar 12, 2016

    Time and Time Again,I Find Myself ALL Alone.

    .I'm A Nurturer Naturally and Tend To Put Myself Out There Seemingly For Others To Take Advantage Of. Like Many Others Out There Whose Been Put In Positions Like Myself. It Hurts To Give So Much Of Yourself Only To Have Absolutely No One There For You When You're In Need. I Try...
    JusBri JusBri
    46-50, M
    1 Response Mar 10, 2016

    I have been feeling so alone lately it's

    driving me crazy. I'm always by my self no one to talk to ever.
    Lonely688 Lonely688
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Apr 15, 2016

    I'm married to a man whom I've known 7 years.

    He use to be the only person that could make me smile, but now when I look at him my stomach turns. He has an addiction and was doing very well. He relapsed. We are due to have a baby in October and I just feel alone. He says he is happy and excited but all I see is an immature...
    dontwanna1219 dontwanna1219
    22-25, F
    12 Responses May 9, 2015

    For those of you who have lost your desire to

    pray, to sing,I'm asking God to put that melody back in your hearts tonight; cause you to lift your voice, even though you don't understand. Your Father in Heaven loves you, do not forsake Him...do not forget the benefits of the Lord. God bless you.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    18-21, M
    Apr 1, 2016

    People tell me it isn't right to isolate myself

    but I feel comfortable being alone. I think I have adjusted to it.
    GummiBr GummiBr
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jan 3, 2016

    When life is rough, pray.

    -----:------:------:----- Pray, when life is great.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    18-21, M
    Apr 1, 2016

    I just want someone to feel my pain,

    but I know they can't.
    quietlucy quietlucy
    26-30, F
    8 Responses Feb 27, 2016

    sometimes loneliness is a bliss

    and sometimes it is a curse
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 22, 2016

    I thought that the only thing

    that I need now is a family support. I need my mom and dad to be able to stand behind my back, telling me that I will be okay, telling me that I am not just "nobody". But right now, my dad just never communicate with me again. I don't exactly know what I did so that he doesn't...
    val7117 val7117
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 28, 2016

    I Walk Around Every Single Day Of My Life

    Pretending,Pretending To Be Joyful Happy At Peace,But,In Reality I'm Broken Depressed and Lonely.Every Single Time I Find Love,Something/Someone Strips It Away. All I Want Is To Be Loved Unconditionally,I Love Unconditionally,Why Can't I Get In Return?
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Feb 1, 2016

    I don't know why any (except Roger

    or myself ) would be going to a house to find out 'like i said, " for Neil to check to see if there are any indians there who also can't pay for that 'Johnny's reason for bringing me there otr than I could meet Dwane and Greg' added," and ask em if they think they have thier...
    HendrixQuit HendrixQuit
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Mar 10, 2016

    Take A Moment.

    With the end of the year approaching, it's that time again where one reflects on everything. Decisions, regrets, experiences - every moment shared, every moment you can remember just flashes through your eyes. Moments just fly by, and it's rare to see someone take their moments...
    fulloflove123 fulloflove123
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 20, 2012
    JonnySlackMallon JonnySlackMallon
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 27, 2016

    God I wish I wasn't so alone all the time.

    I feel like I'm going through life not being wanted not being needed by anybody. All I want out of life is to be loved.
    Johnrob43 Johnrob43
    41-45, M
    3 Responses Apr 19, 2016

    Can't bother to retype what I just spent 20

    minutes typing. So I'll continue off. If am to change what's going on in my life. My mindset and attitude will have to change. The way I'm feeling and handling what's going on, will only make things worse. It's so easy to fall under the negatives. It takes so much to fall under...
    deleted deleted
    5 Responses Mar 9, 2016

    It is hard to live alone.

    Especially when you are married. But, many military families live this way. They have no choice.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Dec 23, 2013

    This is insane... Why do I feel

    so alone? It doesn't make sense...
    malinica malinica
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 14, 2016

    Um. I usually don't get all personal here

    but I just like to write down how I feel and it makes me feel better. Some people might not read this and you don't have to. I just want to let it all out. UGH. okay. So, recently I've been feel alone in life and It's been really effecting me. I kinda been in this dark place...
    BeautifulDayDream BeautifulDayDream
    26-30, F
    12 Responses May 9, 2015

    I'm not afraid to fall in love.

    I'm afraid to fall for the wrong person AGAIN. :(
    Charmeeee Charmeeee
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Aug 14, 2014

    I've been feeling very alone lately,

    I hope that putting my feelings out there will help in some way. I don't really have anyone to share my feelings with, I don't want people I know to know just how alone I feel. After the death of my son, it's almost at the 5 year mark, I shut myself off emotionally and pushed...
    LD61 LD61
    56-60, F
    25 Responses Jan 31, 2015

    whatever happened to the feeling of

    companionship? Why when we need someone the most, are we the most alone? Is this really what we all grew up to be? all the work, the struggle, the sacrifice. for this?
    PilotofStorms PilotofStorms
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Feb 1, 2016

    Guys I'm so alone at the moment,

    just kinda want someone to talk to as a friend ❤️
    Goodtea123 Goodtea123
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Feb 5, 2016

    My wife and I have been married

    for 14 years. We have a beautiful daughter who is about to be 12 years old. . We had our share of fights the last couple of years, some fights were physical, and got out of hand. . Things have been really going downhill since my wife found a phone friend a couple of years ago...
    WhimsicalWill WhimsicalWill
    46-50, M
    1 Response Apr 13, 2016

    Is that strange that I keep telling myself to

    be strong, smile, even if I can't even stop crying on the inside? I feel so insecure, I feel that I'm alone. I don't even feel comfortable around my family. People think that I have everything, brain, beauty, pretty rich family, etc, but in fact, I'm so depressed deep down...
    val7117 val7117
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Mar 10, 2016

    It sucks being an introvert.

    What's more difficult is being with someone whose an extrovert. It's like they have the freedom to being who they are,make friends, and enjoy life. While I'm here... Waiting for him. It makes me feel lonely. It's 2:13AM and he's out with friends. I'm here alone. It sucks because...
    Ilovestrawberries97 Ilovestrawberries97
    18-21, F
    Mar 26, 2016

    I'm starting to accept

    that I no longer feel alone I'm actually alone like literally it's just beyond a silly feeling or an annoying thought it's my reality it's how my life is! It's what I'm fated to. How can I keep on pretending that I ain't alone? That's all just a phase in my life it won't linger...
    Shadowykidd Shadowykidd
    16-17, M
    4 Responses Feb 5, 2016
    terriblefixations terriblefixations
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Jan 30, 2016

    When i was in school this felt impossible.

    The amount of people u have all around the world the face u see everyday the smiles u exchange. But under all those smiles such one is mine, I don't smile cause i wanna hide my emotions i smile cause I don't know what else to do. When ur about to reach ur Mid 20's and ur not in...
    just69happy just69happy
    26-30, M
    Mar 18, 2016

    Love this!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Goeorgi12345 Goeorgi12345
    36-40, M
    8 Responses Jul 10, 2015

    So not we all? I think this is the most common

    thing. We live in the era of superficial relationships. We have too many superficial people instead of one soul mate. We all need soulmate but why we are afraid to be just with one person, text just one person. Do lots of convos in your inbox help you to overcome loneliness? Of...
    nataliawww nataliawww
    26-30, F
    9 Responses Apr 4, 2015

    Mary was her name She was a beautiful

    baby Smiling and happy Bouncy and bubbly Perfect All of her fingers All of her toes Her mom was a prostitute Unfit to raise Such a sweet baby She rocked her baby to sleep with prescription meds Nearly took her life One day she bundled her up Gave her to a friend Never looked...
    chastewhisperer chastewhisperer
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Feb 5, 2016

    When life is rough, pray.

    -----:------:------:----- Pray, when life is great.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    18-21, M
    Apr 1, 2016

    I Miss It

    I lost my wife over 2 yrs ago to cancer- it all happened very quickly and sudden -I really miss her a lot. She used to love having me brush her beautiful long brown hair.. I really enjoyed brushing it too ... I miss it makes ...I wish I could find a lady that is single and...
    deleted deleted
    19 Responses Aug 14, 2013
    SocialHermit SocialHermit
    46-50, F
    9 Responses May 25, 2015

    Alone & Overwhelmed

    My husband works nights.  After I get home from work, I have to make sure the kids do their homework, get dinner (which my kids never want what I make - even when its something they like), get them to sports, and keep up with housework.  (My husband does housework...
    Julia Julia
    36-40, F
    10 Responses Mar 14, 2007

    Happy new year everyone!

    I hope we get to have a better and less lonely year ahead of us!! :)
    OnlyCB OnlyCB
    26-30, F
    Dec 31, 2014

    I'm tired of people getting mad at me

    for not doing things I don't want to do. I don't want to go to dinner with you guys and pretend to be some happy family. Sometimes I just wanna be alone for a while. Don't try to force me to do things I don't want to do.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jan 17, 2016
    dewkissedrose dewkissedrose
    41-45, F
    11 Responses Jan 26, 2016

    My boyfriend of 3 years broke up with me

    recently the day after I was released from the hospital post surgery. I was left homeless for 3 weeks living in my car. I found an apartment and started my life again. I have just found stable ground and my ex has contacted me asking forgive and forget start over and even move...
    blondesweetie46 blondesweetie46
    46-50, F
    19 Responses Aug 16, 2015

    That moment when your 11 year-old cousin tells

    you she has a "boyfriend" and you envy her.
    KaitlynS1996 KaitlynS1996
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 10, 2014
    GummiBr GummiBr
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Mar 7, 2016

    One of the hardest things ever to do is trying

    to fix yourself when you feel like you're doing it all alone.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jul 23, 2015

    For with God nothing will be impossible (Luke

    1:37). There yet is hope for you in Christ. Whatever your problem may be, and however seemingly grave the situation miay be, it is nothing to the Age of Ages. There yet is hope for you in Christ. All other things are void of actual help. Some may help in soothing the problem...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 3, 2016

    Sometimes you have to smile.

    Stay strong and never let people who hurt you know it hurts.
    BeautifulDayDream BeautifulDayDream
    26-30, F
    8 Responses Jan 31, 2015

    (I refer this to Christians going through

    TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God doesn't give us what we can handle but helps us handle what we are given, because, just as impure gold is passed through fire and made pure, we...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Apr 10, 2016

    You are beautiful/handsome,

    smart, talented, and I want you to know that somebody loves you! Never lose hope. <3
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Nov 2, 2014


    Others don't see us as we see ourselves.  It can be a terribly lonely feeling when those we've grown to trust and appreciate insist on defining us as somebody we are not.   As much as I've grown to love EP, this can be a terribly lonely place.  AT times, I look...
    juan1966 juan1966
    46-50, M
    26 Responses Oct 19, 2009
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 14, 2016
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