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    Mary was her name She was a beautiful

    baby Smiling and happy Bouncy and bubbly Perfect All of her fingers All of her toes Her mom was a prostitute Unfit to raise Such a sweet baby She rocked her baby to sleep with prescription meds Nearly took her life One day she bundled her up Gave her to a friend Never looked...
    chastewhisperer chastewhisperer 41-45, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't know it's like everyday I go to school

    and I put on this big act of making people happy and smile. I throw myself at people and I can have a good conversation, but it just never translate to making a friend. Maybe it's my fault I can never truly open up to people, not even all the way to my brother who I feel I had...
    Evangelion18 Evangelion18 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 22

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    I feel like just packing up my things

    and running away to a nice warm state.....
    tonystone1961 tonystone1961 51-55, M Dec 20, 2015

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    It is hard to live alone.

    Especially when you are married. But, many military families live this way. They have no choice.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 23, 2013

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    I Walk Around Every Single Day Of My Life

    Pretending,Pretending To Be Joyful Happy At Peace,But,In Reality I'm Broken Depressed and Lonely.Every Single Time I Find Love,Something/Someone Strips It Away. All I Want Is To Be Loved Unconditionally,I Love Unconditionally,Why Can't I Get In Return?
    BiggBeautifulBri BiggBeautifulBri 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    Love this!!!!!!!!!!!!

    !!!!!!!!!!!
    Goeorgi12345 Goeorgi12345 31-35, M 11 Responses Jul 10, 2015

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    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses May 8, 2015

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    I'm starting to accept

    that I no longer feel alone I'm actually alone like literally it's just beyond a silly feeling or an annoying thought it's my reality it's how my life is! It's what I'm fated to. How can I keep on pretending that I ain't alone? That's all just a phase in my life it won't linger...
    gloomykidd gloomykidd 13-15, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    One of the hardest things ever to do is trying

    to fix yourself when you feel like you're doing it all alone.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 23, 2015

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    I'm tired of people getting mad at me

    for not doing things I don't want to do. I don't want to go to dinner with you guys and pretend to be some happy family. Sometimes I just wanna be alone for a while. Don't try to force me to do things I don't want to do.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jan 17

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    Lying motionless, surrounded by these giant

    trees, dense, stretching into infinity. The ground is cold and yet comfortingly familiar and safe. There is no light shining through. The trees are so thick that all i can see is the movement that's happening on their trunks, on their branches, in their leaves. The animals...
    mistletoe41 mistletoe41 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    i just really need to distract myself.

    .. someone please just message me... i know i seem desperate and pathetic... but i dont care anymore
    GabrielBois95 GabrielBois95 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 22

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    whatever happened to the feeling of

    companionship? Why when we need someone the most, are we the most alone? Is this really what we all grew up to be? all the work, the struggle, the sacrifice. for this?
    PilotofStorms PilotofStorms 41-45, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    It's another night wishing the sun wouldn't

    rise. Wishing I had someone to listen or listen too. Tired of being used and lied too.
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jan 30

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    prettyfate prettyfate 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 29, 2015

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    I Miss It

    I lost my wife over 2 yrs ago to cancer- it all happened very quickly and sudden -I really miss her a lot. She used to love having me brush her beautiful long brown hair.. I really enjoyed brushing it too ... I miss it makes ...I wish I could find a lady that is single and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 19 Responses Aug 14, 2013

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    You are beautiful/handsome,

    smart, talented, and I want you to know that somebody loves you! Never lose hope. <3
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 2, 2014

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    I just want to curl up in bed with someone

    and spoon. I love being so close to someone you can smell them and listen to their breathing.
    corissajane corissajane 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 20, 2014

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    I really need a friend

    that I can talk to, spill all my secrets out to, but I don't trust anyone well enough for that. That is a problem because I feel so alone keeping unhealthy stuff trapped inside of me. I hope I will meet a friend like that one day and that I will be able to trust that person. I...
    Coolbeanz7 Coolbeanz7 36-40, F 7 Responses Nov 5, 2015

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    Hi, well yes I feel alone I can jumo to one mood

    where I happy but some times when I alone or not active in something I feel like I don't matter. I enjoy talking but it hard to find people who hold up convo and either don't try hit on u if you talk about sexual stuff or either just act too much like they just complementing...
    CuteButTheDevil CuteButTheDevil 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 16, 2015

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    My boyfriend of 3 years broke up with me

    recently the day after I was released from the hospital post surgery. I was left homeless for 3 weeks living in my car. I found an apartment and started my life again. I have just found stable ground and my ex has contacted me asking forgive and forget start over and even move...
    blondesweetie46 blondesweetie46 46-50, F 20 Responses Aug 16, 2015

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    I keep going on and as I go I realize

    that I am the necessary evil that people need in their lives. Nobody really wants me around but they know I am there when they need me.
    plainlover2002 plainlover2002 51-55, M 3 Responses Jan 15

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    Happy new year everyone!

    I hope we get to have a better and less lonely year ahead of us!! :)
    OnlyCB OnlyCB 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    being alone with no one to tree alk to really

    messes me up. i makes my depression sink so low and leaves me in a very dark place, so I ask, does anyone want to chat. I'd love to have a conversation with someone, it can be about anything. I just want to talk to someone
    ksnowman ksnowman 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 14, 2015

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    dewkissedrose dewkissedrose 36-40, F 17 Responses Jan 26

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    terriblefixations terriblefixations 22-25, F 7 Responses Jan 30

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    I have a hubby and my kids it is not that

    but I miss friends. I rarely get invited to the parties my friends have and I always end up bending over backwards to make them like me. I revert back to the lonely girl really really quickly. I hunger for attention and once I'm tossed away like the old toy my heart sinks.
    cheekyhannah36 cheekyhannah36 36-40, F 6 Responses Jul 21, 2015

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    Um. I usually don't get all personal here

    but I just like to write down how I feel and it makes me feel better. Some people might not read this and you don't have to. I just want to let it all out. UGH. okay. So, recently I've been feel alone in life and It's been really effecting me. I kinda been in this dark place...
    BeautifulDayDream BeautifulDayDream 22-25, F 12 Responses May 9, 2015

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    I just feel things too harshly.

    . I can't take it. I wish I were stronger.
    terriblefixations terriblefixations 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 30

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    I haven't spoken to my mum in almost a week.

    She spent Chrismas with her ex and their children and stayed with him for a week. Probably 3 days after being home the ex comes down here and they go into the city for a few nights. He couldn't even say hello to me. Before he came down and before she even knew he was coming...
    SecretAbby SecretAbby 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    People tell me it isn't right to isolate myself

    but I feel comfortable being alone. I think I have adjusted to it.
    GummiBr GummiBr 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 3

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    I've been feeling very alone lately,

    I hope that putting my feelings out there will help in some way. I don't really have anyone to share my feelings with, I don't want people I know to know just how alone I feel. After the death of my son, it's almost at the 5 year mark, I shut myself off emotionally and pushed...
    LD61 LD61 51-55, F 30 Responses Jan 31, 2015

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    To who ever just reported my status

    for no reason. You are a F'ing Ahole and your alone for a reason. Bye
    Outoforbits Outoforbits 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 22

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    Today I sit and think of all I've lost over the

    last two years plus what I must endure to keep moving forward a challenging road to say the least. Life sure has dealt me some experiences I shall never overcome for sure but hasn't everyone struggle! Since last Nov. 2014 I've been a on and off again member of EP believe it has...
    gamma87 gamma87 46-50, M 2 Responses Jun 8, 2015

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    sometimes loneliness is a bliss

    and sometimes it is a curse
    blossomingangel blossomingangel 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    SocialHermit SocialHermit 41-45, F 10 Responses May 25, 2015

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    Guys I'm so alone at the moment,

    just kinda want someone to talk to as a friend ❤️
    Goodtea123 Goodtea123 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I thought EP would help with my depression.

    ..you know, kind of anonymously talking to others who are going through the same thing. All it turned out to be is an app with 50 year old horny men and teenagers who's stories make me want to cry.
    shlumbug shlumbug 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 29, 2014

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    Daquiri928 Daquiri928 46-50, F 5 Responses Jan 1

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    Alone & Overwhelmed

    My husband works nights.  After I get home from work, I have to make sure the kids do their homework, get dinner (which my kids never want what I make - even when its something they like), get them to sports, and keep up with housework.  (My husband does housework...
    Julia Julia 36-40, F 11 Responses Mar 14, 2007

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    So not we all? I think this is the most common

    thing. We live in the era of superficial relationships. We have too many superficial people instead of one soul mate. We all need soulmate but why we are afraid to be just with one person, text just one person. Do lots of convos in your inbox help you to overcome loneliness? Of...
    nataliawww nataliawww 26-30, F 9 Responses Apr 4, 2015

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    Dewms Dewms 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 21

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    I just did a quick walk around the office.

    .. and like no one is here. All of their office doors are open.. but no one is in there..... omg ita happening... The Rapture Aaaahhhhh!!!
    meditarimachine meditarimachine 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 7

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    That moment when your 11 year-old cousin tells

    you she has a "boyfriend" and you envy her.
    KaitlynS1996 KaitlynS1996 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    Gosh I am so fed up x don't believe in karma

    don't believe in angels watching us it's all luck
    kimberleee kimberleee 41-45, F 6 Responses Jan 2

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