I Feel Angry and Bitter Sometimes

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    Im always like this and I hate it.

    I just want something to calm me down.
    xtranquility xtranquility
    18-21, F
    Feb 20, 2014

    This is normal so I shouldn't feel

    so intimidated right ^_^' It's normal for people to feel bitter and angry Hopeless and helpless Sad and alone Confused and afraid But I can't stand how afraid I am for myself sometimes to me that pretty 'disgusting' That's probably not the right word :}/ I don't have much...
    SquirrellyGal2493 SquirrellyGal2493
    22-25
    May 19, 2014

    I Am Angry At Myself.

    I get so angry sometimes because not matter how I look at it, my life is screwed. It will take all but moving a mountain to get myself back into an environment of peace. I am currently so unhappy in my present relationship, it engulfs me. I am beginning to have mood swings that...
    smilesalot smilesalot
    46-50, F
    1 Response Sep 5, 2007

    Its Been a While

    since I've been angry or bitter. My relationship with God changed that. I use to get mad I'd stab the wall or my door with a knife. Get in fights with my brother and take it out on my bratty niece who'd give me crap all the time. Jealousy was definitely an issue and hinderance...
    ladynau ladynau
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 23, 2008

    I'm driving myself insane.

    I don't want to be angry and bitter. But lately I'm a little touchy. One wrong move from someone I'm snapping like a snapping turtle. I just feel so aggravated and stress. I'm tired and worried. Almost losing another grandmother is hard to deal with. Even though she is doing...
    badgirlbee badgirlbee
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 16, 2014

    All the time. It's hard finding the experiences

    that fit me. I try to find them though. Wouldn't say bitter.. More just mad and peoples faces annoy me.
    BenedictJones BenedictJones
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jun 20, 2015

    I'm pretty bitter all the time actually,

    I just pretend to be friendly.
    Calamityy Calamityy
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jul 6, 2015

    I Try Not to Be But Sometimes.....

    I try not to be,but sometimes I let it get the better of me...Normally I'm very levelheaded, but when it comes to some things like my Ex-husband, I get really angry and bitter....he walked out on me and my son 7yrs ago and took everything, I mean everything, he took both cars and...
    keyna keyna
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Apr 21, 2008

    It's a lot of the time.

    I hold it in tho, I have to. I blame my step father for the mental issues I'm facing. I hold a lot of anger towards him. I used to just let my anger out. Throw things, break things, scream. It helped. But one day I pushed my sister and she bumped a computer desk. One of my...
    JustThat6irl JustThat6irl
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 26, 2014

    I'm mad because I tolerated some people's

    bullshit for so long. I was too nice and so good to people who couldn't have given two ***** about me but then when I made the attempt to move on I'm fake . Sometimes I wish I could cuss them out and assassinate them with my words. It would make me feel better but then I...
    ladysapio ladysapio
    22-25, F
    Jul 25, 2015

    I don't know. None of this is finalized,

    but let me try to say it right. I just don't like you right now, but I am trying really hard not to waste "what precious time we have left" being angry about the situation or what you did/acted like. I don't want another argument, because I'm tired of everyone. I do love you...
    Itekimasu Itekimasu
    18-21, F
    May 5, 2015

    All I see is a long future of working at jobs I

    hate, while having conversations with people who bore me. Until I reach retirement age, after which I'll finally be allowed to live life in a manner of my choice. Because more and more, I'm struck by the belief that modern society is basically high school, in that it's not about...
    Emeryael Emeryael
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 6, 2015

    People that know me think I'm

    so sweet and I'm always happy... Most of the time it's true I don't think about what someone did wrong to me in past or present... But there are time that everything that has been build finally is about to explode. Just makes me feel so angry that I want to be so bitter to...
    katychatty katychatty
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 21, 2015

    I dunno why but sometimes I feel

    so angry and irritated and I can't even think of why I feel that way in specific. I don't have a direct reason/cause to feel that way if that makes sense. But sometimes I just have the urge to curse someone out or punch someone! Fml..this is only sometimes though! Is there...
    TheoreticallySpeaking TheoreticallySpeaking
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 27, 2013

    Even though I do love to view a relationship

    blossom, i cannot help but to feel jealous. Jealous because none of my relationships ever work out and here are two people, kissing and holding hands. It does make me a bit bitter because I so desperately long for a companion in life yet It is like I will never have one Angry...
    AddyAddyAddy AddyAddyAddy
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 17, 2014

    I live my life between angry

    and numb. I have really good parents now, but I didn't growing up they are completely different people now. My parents didn't protect me from the outside world and I blame them a lot for me getting raped, I just can't help it. How could you let that happen to your own daughter...
    sadiescm13 sadiescm13
    18-21, F
    May 19, 2014

    A lot of the times, it's just something I can't

    help. I have been cheated on, lied to and have just felt used. It's not like I enjoy the anger and bitterness that comes if something about those subjects comes up. I am sorry .-.
    KeKeNae KeKeNae
    18-21, F
    Mar 9

    I honestly dont know why

    but i start thinking about how certain people whether it was friends or family and how they did me wrong. I know people say its better to forgive but not forget but i wish i could forgive AND forget
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 28, 2015

    I don't know when it started,

    but it has been going on for well over a year now. I used to be happy and outgoing. I used to have curiosity and I only looked for the good in people, but somewhere in the past year this has changed. I can't stand going out in public any more. Rather than wanting to listen to...
    formermusician formermusician
    22-25, M
    Dec 12, 2015

    I Try Not To, But Yes I Do

    Bitterness has a way of taking you by surprise.  You'll be walking through life quite happily and quite calmly - then out of nowhere you will suddenly be in a bad mood, and something you say will have such a bitter tone to it.  Or if some random person is rude to you...
    Opalgem Opalgem
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Sep 21, 2010

    Bittersweet Truths

    I've never considered myself a writer before, but I believe I have a witty outlook on life that others find humorous so feel free to let me know how much of a failure you really think this is. Basically I stumbled upon this site while looking for a more healthy outlet than...
    gingerbread13 gingerbread13
    18-21, F
    Nov 28, 2011
    dogsgowoof dogsgowoof
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Jan 24, 2015

    It's sad when you realize you aren't

    as important to someone as you thought you were.
    StajTheePoet StajTheePoet
    26-30, F
    May 22, 2014

    I don't mean to. I'm sensitive

    and easily hurt. I remember all the things said to me, especially if I love or loved you. I remember them all. I let them go usually, it's on the nights that I can't sleep that they all come back. All of it. But I swear, I don't try. I still forgive and love, no matter what.
    sweetloaf sweetloaf
    22-25, F
    Sep 1, 2014

    I'm So Closed.

    I don't even know how to start. It's like I need to talk about these things so much, but I can't burden the people I know and love with what I'm dealing with in my head. They don't want to know, and they either don't care or are consumed with themselves. I used to be so positive...
    laurenlikespie laurenlikespie
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 28, 2011

    I'm selfish at times :P Then I realize it

    doesn't do me any good. But I still continue to be selfish at times :P
    Fretboard225 Fretboard225
    18-21, M
    Feb 2, 2014

    I wish I wasn't so angry all the time.

    I'm jealous and envious of a lot of people. Always looking for the things they have and I don't.... I regularly feel out of place in this world, like I don't belong anywhere.
    Yukino10 Yukino10
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 17, 2014
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 8, 2015

    Learning To Control My Anger

    Life these days can make anyone angry. People work long hours, then commute through terrible traffic to households in disarray. Even seemingly easy lives, good paying jobs,happy familes, pull peopleinto many directions. Merely getting kids to sports games, or surviving change in...
    kiki1956 kiki1956
    56-60, F
    1 Response Mar 12, 2012

    i am great at expressing my feelings sadly its

    looked at as defensive or excuse
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 31, 2015

    I try and reign it in.

    Doesn't always work :/
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 31, 2015

    **** you, **** the world,

    **** this, **** people, **** humanity, **** everything, and damn everything to ****!
    PetiteChica PetiteChica
    22-25, F
    Nov 29, 2015

    Where Did Everyone Go?

    have you ever found yourself picking up the pieces, being the sole support system for someone after all of their so called friends and no account bf's have bitten the dust? that's where i am now and i have to say that i don't much like it. while i love my sister and would do most...
    jerrica jerrica
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Aug 16, 2011

    I'm angry all the time recently.

    Mainly at my husband but sometimes my mother. The main issue is my husband won't have a child with me and I'm upset about it. Another thing is his sister is staying with us right now and it seems like every little thing she asks for he does. I actually don't mind her being here...
    Slackergirl Slackergirl
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 29, 2014

    ...like At Present.

    I sometimes feel, though I am only 17, that my life is going to waste. I'm one of those people who thinks they're never good enough, despite the fact they can acheive most things they want to with reasonable amounts of effort. It's really frustrating that I got...
    minksy minksy
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 1, 2008

    I feel this way a lot.

    :( I didn't used to . Hated feeling negative emotions of any kind. I'm not sure when it started...but it really came out about 5 years ago when my hubby at the time, left me for someone he met on the internet (they're not together anymore). I was soooo pissed off & hurt. Was...
    RubyLane RubyLane
    46-50, F
    Dec 7, 2014

    Am I Too Cynical?

    I was joking with someone via email about how cynical I've become lately, and he told me I shouldn't be a cynic at such a young age. And it depresses me, but I kind of am. Everything annoys me. I can't stand that. I literally find a flaw in almost everyone I meet. And obviously...
    laurenlikespie laurenlikespie
    22-25, F
    Jan 23, 2012

    When year sevens constantly squeal

    because immature, And I'm here like. "Yo, shut your mouth, tryna work here" >.<
    MaraIsNotKawaii MaraIsNotKawaii
    16-17, F
    Sep 24, 2014

    Dehumanized

    I don't know if I should feel human or not. I can't feel sympathetic towards so many people. So many could be sobbing and I could just stand there and talk to them, pretending like they're not even crying. Just feel dehumanized, Like I don't have a soul. I deserve all the pain I...
    sagesbones sagesbones
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 12, 2013

    Stop asking if I have a girlfriend,

    that is none of your business. Even if I did had one, I wouldn't go around bragging about it like she's a trophy or something. Just stop asking. >:(
    BloodFanatic BloodFanatic
    18-21, M
    1 Response May 22, 2014

    I get really angry at things especially other

    women. I know it comes from being abused as a teenager. I look at these women who act like a tease to men n think I was never like that; why weren't they sexually abused instead of me it wouldn't affect them. Like the other day when my boyfriend liked a picture of girl who was...
    Tillnow Tillnow
    26-30, F
    Feb 9, 2014
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