I Feel Angry and Bitter Sometimes

I don't get angry too often, but when I do, I can say some pretty mean things. I don't like that about myself.

Although, lately, it seems I get angry more and more often.

I used to be so calm and rational, but now I have these mood...

This week so far has been a great week!!! Really controlling my BPD outbursts well, Ethan still reading his BPD books and finding them useful but techniques so alien to him! Luckily he hasnt had to use them much. Self harm still...

I don't know if I should feel human or not. I can't feel sympathetic towards so many people. So many could be sobbing and I could just stand there and talk to them, pretending like they're not even crying. Just feel dehumanized, Like I...

And yet there are days where I swear I could tear heaven from the sky and send it crashing into earth, destroying everything humans hold dear. There are days where I feel like everything I interact with is like a knife point in my ribs...

Due to the fact that I have issues with feeling neglected by my loved ones, it transforms me into this bitter monster sometimes. I lose control in a way, my anger heats up in me and it leaches onto me with a tight grasp; exposing the...

Bitterness has a way of taking you by surprise.  You'll be walking through life quite happily and quite calmly - then out of nowhere you will suddenly be in a bad mood, and something you say will have such a bitter tone to it...

I sometimes feel, though I am only 17, that my life is going to waste. I'm one of those people who thinks they're never good enough, despite the fact they can acheive most things they want to with reasonable amounts of effort.
It...

I've never considered myself a writer before, but I believe I have a witty outlook on life that others find humorous so feel free to let me know how much of a failure you really think this is. Basically I stumbled upon this site while...

He used to drink a lot. I remember once, he had gotten absolutely pissed out of his face down town. He was vile to his girlfriend so she went home and left us with him. I must have been about 8 at the most and I was petrified. Me and my...

I don't even know how to start. It's like I need to talk about these things so much, but I can't burden the people I know and love with what I'm dealing with in my head. They don't want to know, and they either don't care or are...

I often think that I would like to be a small child again. Life seemed so much easier back then. And then I think some more.Childhood was only easy because I didn't understand everything that was going on around me, I didn't know any...

I know you probably would say go out and do something. But I live on the south side of a city. I am like 30 miles from downtown. 30 miles. Then I am ashamed of being overweight. Lets not get into the fact, there are girls that walk...

I was joking with someone via email about how cynical I've become lately, and he told me I shouldn't be a cynic at such a young age. And it depresses me, but I kind of am. Everything annoys me. I can't stand that.
I literally find a...

I left a relationship about a year ago. its taken me all this time to process how just how shitty a relationship it was. i dont even know where to start to state my anger at him. its all just too much and here i am alternating between...

Life these days can make anyone angry. People work long hours, then commute through terrible traffic to households in disarray. Even seemingly easy lives, good paying jobs,happy familes, pull peopleinto many directions. Merely getting...

have you ever found yourself picking up the pieces, being the sole support system for someone after all of their so called friends and no account bf's have bitten the dust? that's where i am now and i have to say that i don't much like...

I get so angry sometimes because not matter how I look at it, my life is screwed. It will take all but moving a mountain to get myself back into an environment of peace. I am currently so unhappy in my present relationship, it engulfs...

I try not to be,but sometimes I let it get the better of me...Normally I'm very levelheaded, but when it comes to some things like my Ex-husband, I get really angry and bitter....he walked out on me and my son 7yrs ago and took...