I Feel As If My Heart Is Breaking

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 218 People

    Tired of Crying

     My husband and i have been married for almost 8 years. He was in the navy a long time ago, before we were together. He was young, and his fiance ended up with his best friend. He is in the reserves now but they are talking about activating him. He was recently gone for a...
    mhill mhill
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Jan 1, 2009

    I'M Breaking My Own Heart

    I told her I don't want to do long distance. My girlfriend is moving to Toronto, and I love her so so much, but I don't trust her. All her friends are guys, but she's a tomboy so that doesn't bug me. The problem started when she decided to sleep over at a guy friend's house that...
    inlovenotlimbo inlovenotlimbo
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 7, 2013

    I Don'T Want To Think About It

    I fell in extreme like with someone I work with. I've known him for almost a year, and somewhere around the 6-month mark, my feelings began to grow. Problem, he had a girlfriend. For most of this time I went back and forth between trying to move on and trying to deal with liking...
    summerfinn summerfinn
    22-25, F
    May 27, 2013

    I Miss My Niece

    My sister moved hours away from me and took her baby that I helped raise with her. She rarely visits and lets her two- year old run a muck when she does visit. I have to rely on my patience to keep my spirits appropriate for my nena. And when she does visit it is short! My car is...
    multid30 multid30
    31-35, F
    Nov 26, 2013

    Just A Matter Of Time Before It Does

    my heart is breaking...i am so sad and so angry and so scared...i dont know why i even get up in the mourning anymore...laltey the most sleep i have been getting is aroung 5-6 hours worth becuse either i cant sleep or im crying or even both. i cant go to sleep becuse the pain...
    LelouchZero LelouchZero
    18-21, T
    1 Response Nov 22, 2009

    Father Never To Be...

    I watched this movie series with my parents called 24. Kiefer Suthherland stars in it and he plays as Jack Bauer. The thing is, u get so attached to the caracters and stuff and u also learn to place them in a position u would have wanted them to be in your family. I placed him...
    Magi123 Magi123
    13-15
    Apr 8, 2012

    Torn To Pieces

    I thought I really loved you. I am sorry for this, but I can't be with you like this anymore. I don't feel like I did before. And I know you would like to turn back time, but that is impossible. I still have that feeling when you leave that I should hug you, kiss you good-bye but...
    insanitycuresboredom insanitycuresboredom
    22-25, F
    Sep 20, 2012

    My Heart Is Breaking

    I never thought you could really love someone you weren't in a relationship with until I met him. From the moment I first saw him I knew he would be someone I liked and it began with a big crush that was, sorry for the pun, "crushed" when I found out he had a girlfriend. But I...
    summerfinn summerfinn
    22-25, F
    1 Response Feb 16, 2013

    My Heart

    My heart,It's breakin',You left me,Without,Even a word,Went to him,The no good tramp,What about me?
    storywriter2 storywriter2
    46-50
    May 27, 2012

    Yup all the time when you realize you have been

    the best possible man you can be and the women you gave everything to can't give you 1/3 of what you bring to the table...
    BlackSpartan7 BlackSpartan7
    22-25, M
    Mar 11, 2014

    How Many Times?

    How many times can a heart be broken into pieces and expected to keep beating? My best friend is currently dating the guy I've been crushing on for almost a year and she knew. She knows how I feel. Another friend told me and I started sobbing. She felt really bad but it still...
    blondieluvschmeggie blondieluvschmeggie
    13-15, F
    Mar 28, 2011

    I Think My Bf Is Bipolar

    I have a boyfriend of two years who has always expressed love, admiration, gentleness and kindness towards me. He and I had huge plans to marry and start a family. We had our disagreements and he would chase me and call me three times a day to make up with me if he sensed I was...
    shaandar shaandar
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 22, 2013

    I am falling for this boy.

    I am 16 years old, and he just turned 20 a month and 6 days after my birthday. He is a race car driver at our local track, my parents sponsor him and we go to his races every other Saturday. He has brown hair, that he just cut (I think it looks better) and he has these hazel...
    Nicoleviolet Nicoleviolet
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 11, 2014

    Now What Do I Do With The Rest Of My Life////

    a year ago i met this wonderful guy and for the most part we were fab. we both had our issues but we seemed to be working our way through them quite well and things were heading in the right direction. then 6 months ago i fell ill and he was the worst boyfriend - he was not...
    nomoreheartbreak nomoreheartbreak
    26-30, T
    4 Responses May 27, 2010

    It Never Ends .

    i can't ever make it stop . it's not because of anything specific . or maybe it's extremely specific . i've been getting this feeling a lot lately, a lot more than usual at least . i've got a great boyfriend, my parents are backing out of my life, things are starting to look like...
    MyFriendsWang420 MyFriendsWang420
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 16, 2007

    It's this immense feeling of suffocation.

    It brings you down no matter how strong you are or how strong you pretend to be. It kills you. From the inside, slowly, very slowly. And when you think it's finally so shattered it can't get worse. It gets worse. It hurts even more and before you know it, you are lying there...
    insanitycuresboredom insanitycuresboredom
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 21, 2014

    Good Bye My Moe Moe....

    i have been putting off writing this story all day... my baby girl Moe who is my 15year old lab/malamute mix is coming to the end of her days.... it will literally be a matter of days before i have to put her down....as strange as it may sound i was hoping she would go...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Sep 2, 2009

    For My Dear Friends....

    Yes, I feel as though my heart is breaking today but not for myself.  My heart hurts for my friends.  Why is it in life that a simple misunderstanding can cause an otherwise normal, easygoing person to burst into flames and refuse to talk or listen?  What is it in the human...
    giggles4488 giggles4488
    56-60, F
    6 Responses May 1, 2011

    There they go. Spent

    so much time. Closer than ever. This time it was more emotional than physical. For the first time maybe. When she had felt that it was not a complete friends with benefits relation but much more than that. Feelings took over. He didn't leave her alone for a second in that crowd...
    Xyanii Xyanii
    26-30, F
    Oct 16, 2014

    Everyday my heart is in physical pain

    when ever i breathe and when i cut myself and i breathe in i smile cause cutting takes the pain away for a few hours
    Fallenangel220 Fallenangel220
    13-15, F
    Nov 19, 2014

    I Am In Love With Someone Who Isn't Over Their Past. It Kills Me.

    I have been "in love" (more like infatuation) with a guy for three years. We had constant up and downs where he would get depressed and cut off communication with me for months. I would be so heart broken and miserable and most of the time he seemed fine. He would hurt but not...
    chooselife527 chooselife527
    18-21
    2 Responses Jan 7, 2013

    The thought of being around you makes me

    so excited and even giddy, but as soon as you finally come to spend time you remind me of every hard time in life you've had. Life can be hard, sometimes we get screwed over, sometimes more then once. I miss the amazing young man that use to speak to me so gentle, who viewed...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 9, 2015

    My Son

    My heart is breaking, my son is breaking my heart and I don't think he even cares. Can't even talk about it now. Someday I pray he will realize the hurt he is causing.
    someday59 someday59
    56-60, F
    1 Response May 5, 2013

    My Heart Is Breaking And I Need Peace

    I've just lost what seems to be the most genuine love. I'm mostly level headed and try to be objective and centered when it comes to all my decisions. The longest real relationship I've ever been in was 6 months and I thought it was because what I wanted out of life was not...
    Nola2057 Nola2057
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Oct 8, 2013

    People say that when your heart is broken,

    it's just a figure of speech, that your heart can't actually break. If that's the truth, why do I feel like I'm in physical pain, like I can't breathe and that my chest is collapsing in on itself? I wish that I could just let go but I'm so addicted to the pain you cause me.
    kroar96 kroar96
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 7, 2013

    Dazed

    My girlfriend is wonderful. She's art made real to me and I love her like nothing else. She's moving to another province for a job - not her dream job, just a well-paying one. I still have a two semesters of university left, with a summer in the middle. I can't leave the province...
    inlovenotlimbo inlovenotlimbo
    22-25, M
    1 Response Feb 10, 2013

    Owch!

    Damn it! It hurts! I can actually feel it..... When I think about what is going to happen between us my heart feels like its getting stabbed. LITERALLY! So much that I curl up in a ball and start to tear up....... What is this pain? I don't want it......
    Otaku4ever Otaku4ever
    18-21, F
    Apr 8, 2013

    My Heart Is Breaking

    MY HEART IS BREAKING…. My heart is breaking, something that you cannot not see, You came into my life for a reason and left it just as quickly. My heart is breaking I need you to see, just how much you have affected me. You made me smile and made me believe you were...
    fox198 fox198
    36-40
    1 Response Oct 13, 2012

    Lessons Of Humility

    I started to meet my last girlfriend by a customer of our company. After a year of occasional work contact we realized that we know each other from childhood (18 years ago). Moreover, she was one of my first platonic youngster sweethearts, the one I had most of saucy dreams about...
    FPe69 FPe69
    46-50, M
    1 Response Feb 23, 2013

    10 Years Of History, Same Love, Just To Much Water Under The Bridge

    I met this guy at work and there was a connection straight away. We were friends for 3/4 years, best friends and I started to realise that I had feelings for him but wasn't sure he felt the same. I then went away for 5 weeks and I knew I missed him but did not expect him to tell...
    daisyhh daisyhh
    26-30, F
    May 14, 2012

    I wished I had someone to talk to

    or connect with emotionally. My boyfriend never wants to talk to me because all he does is work anymore and it's taken all his time. I feel neglected in the relationship anymore and I feel like I'm starting to find myself unhappy. I have no family to talk to or anyone in his...
    Adpatrick Adpatrick
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 19, 2014

    I Hate This.

    I'm 14 and I've had a boyfriend for about 7 months now. A while back, my boyfriend became extremely distant and ignored me quite a lot, and because of that I got really upset. I cried a lot, and I felt more horrible each day. My friends helped me through quite a lot of it, but...
    undercovermartyn undercovermartyn
    13-15
    Nov 12, 2011

    Well my heart is so broken my husband his 40th

    birthday is on the 28th of this month I was planning a big party for him and it is almost a year since he left you would think that by now I wouldn't be hurting so much but it was so one sided our love for each other I guess he never loved me I guess I was blinked to a lot and I...
    monica0215 monica0215
    51-55, F
    Nov 13, 2014

    It is a sharp pain...

    .hard in the chest...some days it makes it hard to breath, some days I just do not want to, with this pain chocking out the life in me at times......It hardens the mind till the only thing you can hear it glass breaking in your ears....it is the sound of your heart slowly...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 22, 2014

    I Feel I'M Dying Inside

    Coming up on 6 years and he's dropped me like you'd do after a random hook up. Its like I don't exist, I want to let go but I cant. I'm over come with rage that I am dying on the inside. For the past 4 years I have known I need to get over him and he is not good for me as I am...
    af621 af621
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 5, 2013

    Broken Heart

    I love her for 4 years and now we leave each other or u can say that she leave me after all we face togther she know that i face problems with my stomch and i may make operation and she refused to ask for my healthy and now she share her news on the facebook with her friend i...
    haytham55 haytham55
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 30, 2012

    Breaking Up

    Ive just recently found out that my childrens father, who im not married to, but whom ive shared a close relationship with for years. Is now letting someone i know nothing about move in with him. We were just together some weeks ago. I feel as if this is part my fault because i...
    hazelnut511 hazelnut511
    41-45
    Dec 19, 2012

    As i lie next to my husband

    who refuses to stop being mean, spiteful, arrogant, unloving and unkind to me...my heart feels broken. Idk how i survived last year feeling like this.our relationship is awful and i know it can be saved if only he woud try. He doesn't care.....i feel sick and unmotivated. I...
    bellasdarkroses bellasdarkroses
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 24, 2014

    I Feel Like I Am Dying

    I have been with my girlfriend now for 8 years and I think and know that its coming to an end.  I feel completely lost, my heart is constantly hurting and I don't know how to make it stop.  She is the love of my life and now that she is running away from me...
    infraled infraled
    22-25
    1 Response Mar 23, 2009

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