I Feel Ashamed

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    So today i did something really stupid.

    When i came home from school i took three concerta 54mg pills to see if they would suppress my emotions. I have been is so much pain for so long, I wanted to see if taking larger amounts of medication would work... And now to share with my biological mother once she pick me up...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 9, 2015

    I Need Some Help

    A few months ago I told people in school that I was HIV positive and I was raped (i wasn't), it hurts when I remember that I said it and I am extremely ashamed that I could bring my self to lying about something so personal to most of my peers. Today on the news I heared that a...
    cleo4291 cleo4291
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Nov 7, 2013

    I had an accounting project,

    & I couldn't do it,it's been a week & it was getting too much for me,so I asked someone to send me their work so I could get this over with,since my group members' work depended on mine,I feel ashamed,I don't like asking for help,it's not like me too,but at the same time,other...
    lifelesspie lifelesspie
    18-21, F
    Nov 7, 2015

    I Feel Shamed Because My Work Colleague Know What Work I Do

    on weekends. They work with me in restaurant as waitresses like me. Another girl in my workplace know why I leave work early on Friday and Saturday nights and she did talk to all other girls and now I feel they all know my secret. I can feel how they look at me and talk behind...
    desireforpassion desireforpassion
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jun 22, 2013

    That I Have Taken Such A Long Break From Ep

    I feel terrible about it.Something fairly big happened in my life, then I had to move to the 'country' - where Internet connections are patchy and prohibitively expensive.  I was also really busy with a part-time job on top of my studies.I'm really sorry that I just seemed to...
    Pixie87 Pixie87
    22-25, F
    Dec 25, 2010

    This girl did it. I haven't heard from her

    since Thursday, and today when I finally see her she again, doesn't have much to say. But this time it was different. I think it was more Anger-based. And now that I think about it, I think I understand why. I feel like her involvement with me has just been taking away more and...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1
    18-21, M
    Apr 21, 2014

    I went to this church thing

    where they sing songs n you dance n pray to god The songs were like wow I started crying but I was with my parents so I turned away I felt like screaming n crying because I used to believe in god but then my grandma died n I was so sad I prayed n prayed n ask y did he take her...
    Hiddenamoungus Hiddenamoungus
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 3, 2014

    When I was 19, I was dating this guy

    who was 25 years old. He was schizophrenic and quite unstable. When we would have sex, he would be aggressive and kind of rough. He would sometimes do things that would hurt and then get angry when I would ask him to stop. When I would ask him to stop, he wouldn't pay attention...
    tinywoman tinywoman
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 18, 2015
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