I Feel Bad For What The White Man Did To American Indians

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    We Came And We Conquered, Was Any Part Of That Right?

    When I was young and idealistic, and maybe I still am, I couldn't understand how the white men - my ancestors - could immigrate to this country and feel justified in taking over the native people's land and condemning them to live on reservations. They were here first, I didn't...
    Chelebub Chelebub
    51-55, F
    Feb 22, 2013

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