I Feel Bad, Or Ashamed, For Being Myself Sometimes

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 336 People

    hopefaithlove84 hopefaithlove84
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jan 15, 2015

    I have to end my relationship with my boyfriend

    because I'm a psychopath, this really sucks. I can't be normal and can't keep abusing the people around me . Maybe abusing myself is alright but not others ESP those 'i love' I have to isolate myself once again im a danger to those around
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    Mar 30, 2015

    I saw a good friend of mine today.

    The last time I saw her was on my birthday, I just went over to say hi for a couple minutes. She came in to where I work with her friend and I was instantly giddy. I really like her but I promised her that I would never try to be in a relationship with her other than friends. I...
    persononinternet persononinternet
    18-21, M
    Jan 21, 2016

    I watch ****... I'm not addicted

    but sometimes I need to feel the release... But I can't unless I see it visually... I feel so ashamed
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    1 Response Sep 4, 2015

    I look at myself, sometime.

    ...........oh God why I am so stupid!? Look at them, and look at me....I look completely like an idiot.... T-T
    QuInieSmuah QuInieSmuah
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Sep 6, 2015

    I lost it. *sigh* Yep.

    My mind-- I temporarily lost it.
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    1 Response Jan 5, 2015

    I've made my fair share of poor choices,

    and if I've hurt or offended you - I'm SORRY.
    deleted deleted
    Sep 6, 2015

    This morning, I was awoken with a text message

    saying "if I wanted to talk to a depressed robot, I would just watch hitchhikers guide the the Galaxy." Of course, that was pretty insulting to me. For one, I'm not depressed, I'm actually very content with my life. Second, though I am slightly more formal with my words and how...
    PrincessKayleigh PrincessKayleigh
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 5, 2015

    I want to help people.

    .I am here to share my experience... I've struggled with weight loss my entire life.. over the past year I have dieted and exercised and lost 60 lbs... recently I found some all natural products that have helped me lose 6 lbs in 10 days!!! I have barely changed my diet, and with...
    deannitworks1128 deannitworks1128
    31-35, F
    Sep 6, 2015

    ... or actually basically always.

    But I try hard not to show it. The truth is: I feel ashamed for not being loved. I feel ashamed for living alone, without a loving partner, without children, at age 43. I feel ashamed because it is not likely not change either - I suspect it's out of my capabilities (too...
    ElonaElona ElonaElona
    41-45, F
    1 Response Mar 28, 2015

    I feel like I'm competitive,

    because I recently noticed that I always want to win, and be the right. like it doesn't matter if your a enemy, family or friend. and i feel like horrible human being. i try to stop being competitive but it's always right there like signs saying "win, you have to be the best...
    OmegaLove OmegaLove
    13-15, F
    Oct 9, 2015
    miimii0069 miimii0069
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 5, 2015

    I feel like people are constantly judging me

    for who I am and that I have to change myself for others to like me. It's frustrating
    Lynne246 Lynne246
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Sep 6, 2015

    It's sad that people in my own Family make me

    feel horrible about being Lesbian. It's who I am. It will never change. I'm not sure why it's a problem for people who never see me - maybe once a year. It makes me hate myself sometimes. That's a crappy feeling! I try my hardest to move on from their negativity & live my life...
    YouMakeMeWanna69 YouMakeMeWanna69
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 5, 2015

    I just want to move to Michigan

    or Washington (state) or Maine and just start anew. Maybe even Louisiana. And keep my mouth shut.. because sometimes Mari says too much. And looks like a fool. Or like "a crazy." *sigh* I became a crazy.
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    1 Response Jan 6, 2015

    When i post something i always feel like i have

    to explain myself so people dont think im weird or something
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    2 Responses Dec 13, 2014

    I Feel Ashamed...

    Have u ever felt like u r a burden on everyone around u? they try to help u anyway they can, and then something goes wrong, u think to yourself " why didn't i do that from the beginning so we won't be in this mess?" "why couldn't i do this better or sooner, so they won't be so...
    sportgirl sportgirl
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 3, 2012
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