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I Feel Bad When I Eat

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    I Feel Bad After I Cannibalize My Lovers

    Well, all you weight conscious people feel like eating is both pleasurable yet you're overwhelmed with guilt. Therefore, perhaps you can understand the adrenaline rush during my killing and cannibalizing spree and how it's then followed by tremendous remorse. For I only...
    jeffreydahmerhere jeffreydahmerhere 31-35, M Jul 14, 2013

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    I feel bad wasting food cause every time I dump

    water that I don't drink into a faucet or don't eat something and throw it away a child that is starving pops in my head and I feel like crying
    awkwardgiraffeoh awkwardgiraffeoh 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    Fat

    I do feel bad any time I eat. It doesn't matter what I'm eating, I just feel like I shouldn't be eating it. I'm actually quite a healthy eater- mostly fresh vegetables and fruit, and of course, carbs, since I'm a vegetarian, and I do get plenty of protein from nuts and soy...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 30, 2009

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    Help Me!

    I feel bad when i eat but i don't have anorexia. I practise gymnastic and if i starve myself i can't do anything i have no energy on practise. My mom and dad force me to eat. I LOVE to eat and bake but i'm trying to cut down on calories and don't eat any sweets. I'm 15 years old...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 14, 2012

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    Had It For A While

    i Always feel Bad when i eat When im chewing and Spitting or even acatul Eating.I purge if i do scratch my self i CANT stand eating.
    alucardx alucardx 18-21, M Dec 1, 2010

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    It's Not About Calories For Me

    I could care less about my weight. But i have noticed lately that when things get bad it is VERY hard for em to even think of putting a morsel fo food in my mouth. I just can't eat. i feel like crap when I do. It becomes this heavy weight inside of me, adding to whatever...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 31, 2009

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    I Feel Like Eating Is Wrong.

    It all stems from my self-esteem and being teased and rejected when I was young for my weight. Now, it doesn't matter how much I exercise or how healthy the food is, it always feels like I'm doing something wrong by eating. Like I'm doing something I shouldn't be. It'll get so...
    JigsawLo JigsawLo 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 6, 2009

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    I Ate Really Healthy Today And I Feel Proud

    Ok. So my own gift/wish for my birthday is to become healthy and fit. Today I ate really good. I did exercise in the am and a bike class in the pm. YAY! Im dedicating 4 months of my life to a better me....Can you give me some motivationa! I would appreciate that. 
    moralesl moralesl 16-17, F Jul 27, 2011

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    Everytime I Eat

    Even if it just a bite of something, I feel horrible and guilty.  I think of all the calories in what I just ate.  I do LOVE to eat, though.  But, I try not to be around food much even though I like to cook, because I do not want to be tempted.  Too...
    haydenrules haydenrules 31-35, F 11 Responses Feb 2, 2009

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    All The Time...

    Sometimes I eat so much in one day.. even if i'm not hungry at all I'll just eat and eat. I feel like a greedy pig but I can't stop eating. I don't know why I eat so much really.. I haven't been able to taste nearly anything I eat for ages now and I have no idea why. That doesn...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F Mar 14, 2010

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    More often than not I can eat all I want

    and not feel bad, but lately I've felt more compelled to give in to an old middle school habit of mine. My eating disorder, though mild, was a huge part of my identity in eighth grade. Sometimes I worry that people won't believe that a 13 year old could develop a disorder like...
    TeaspoonEm TeaspoonEm 16-17, F Jul 12, 2014

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    I Feel Bad When I Eat

    I have a love/hate relationship with food! I love to eat, I love pizza and speghetti, cheese enchaladas and caramel! French fries are amazing, but I started counting calories in order to live a healthier life and now I am obsessed. I get overwhelmed and I cry if I get hungry or...
    Lahrlett2010 Lahrlett2010 18-21 Apr 6, 2011

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    PrettyOldSoul PrettyOldSoul 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 3, 2011

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    Me Too

    You knwo what`s likeyou come to the kitchen and without realise..2-3 days pf starvingg and losing weight are goingg lost..because you just do it be instict.. you eat..:(..and then.. after.. you realise.. you.l get fatt *****!:|FAT~.and nobody will like you...and i start crying...
    angeleyes97 angeleyes97 13-15, F Jun 27, 2011

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    I Feel That If I Eat Then I Take Away From Someone Else

    I often feel guilty for eating. I hate to eat in front of anyone now days. It makes me depressed to eat. I feel that when I eat that I am taking away food from my kids and family that they could have. I think it started many years ago when I started to cook. I always make...
    dawneubanks2005 dawneubanks2005 31-35, F Mar 24, 2013

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    i dont know if im good at something like all you people out there. i feel bad for myself its like everything im doing is a mess like what kind of human am i
    quinnxael quinnxael 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    Like if you don't eat meat that's cool, I won't make you eat meat or question you. But if you try to make me feel bad for eating meat I will eat you.
    vischismileyface vischismileyface 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I really really genuinely do! I can't stand when a kindhearted person that only cares about other people, Someone that puts everyone before themselves and hates hurting others, Has...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    There is nothing more relaxing than settling up your horse and being able to go for a nice long ride listening to your music and not having a care in the world for getting all the...
    lovewins2123 lovewins2123 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I dream of being thin attractive and happy And making it look effortless I feel lazy and indulgent But I'm also very depressed. I feel like little miss piggy Wishing I had a...
    yeahtimesahundred yeahtimesahundred 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Agh! Recently I found out that I was being flirted with?? and now I feel horrible because I was basically friend zoning them and now I feel bad because this time it wasn't even...
    QuietlyLurking16 QuietlyLurking16 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Everyone constantly reminds me of every bad thing I've done... Like I know I screwed up, you think I don't feel bad about it? I don't need a constant everyday reminder.. Some of...
    Bigcat1697 Bigcat1697 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    Please read with care, and take steps to keep yourself feeling safe and secure, if reading about body image and associated topics are triggering for you. I’m your stereotypical...
    ChocolateCurvesModel ChocolateCurvesModel 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    Write about your experiencePlease read with care, and take steps to keep yourself feeling safe and secure, if reading about body image and associated topics are triggering for you...
    ChocolateCurvesModel ChocolateCurvesModel 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    I have once broken down since I made my friend feel disappointed and sad. When I knew that, I couldn't stop crying. And the next few days, I felt so terrible. I felt so guilty and...
    Acrylic19 Acrylic19 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    So I finally met this girl I've been talking to for the past 3 months. Its been very difficult to meet due to her job, but it finally happened and it was great. Things got...
    Godito5 Godito5 26-30, M a week ago

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    I always feel empty. I feel like I'm just playing a video game character. I control myself, but I feel so empty and detached. I control what she does, what she says, and what she...
    IAmJustMyself IAmJustMyself 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    "I'm only with her because she likes me so much , I feel bad " I read a message from my ex conversation with his bud ,on my 16 birthday. From that moment on I never felt good about...
    Alyssa4 Alyssa4 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    It really annoys me. At least tell me you're deleting and at least tell me why! I've had plenty of good conversations and good friends who suddenly delete their account without...
    adriana0102 adriana0102 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    I like attention from people as much as any other person. You want to feel understood and appreciated by the people you talk to and share mutual experiences which makes you connect...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    I feel a connection with life and a oneness while riding.
    equusrider equusrider 56-60, M Jun 21

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    I have a friend. He is the best person I know. He is Transgender and his parents don't accept it. It kills me when I sit here with a family that could be worse, but isn't, but he...
    PanNotPan PanNotPan 13-15, T Jun 20

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    When I had it, I didn't even know I did. I spent hours reading articles on anorexia, taking online quizzes to see if I was. Even when all those quizzes said I most likely had...
    Anita467 Anita467 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    When I think of my childhood i remember the trips to the hospital, the tons of medications I took, the doctors, kids making fun of way I breath. I have asthma and it seriously bad...
    comlpicatedguy comlpicatedguy 18-21, M Jun 18

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    I don't feel good and I don't know why. I just woke up from a dream that basically summarized how my family is and how my relationships with them really is... it's depressing...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 16

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    Well there's a girl she is friend of my sister like bffs for 3 months I guess. She came into my house and since my sister knows her we are in a very strange violent mood. And I...
    EleniHaru EleniHaru 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    Thanks morons. For such ridiculous insecurities ingrained. May yall choke soon And get disabled too.
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Jun 16

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    but it's kinda like throwing up; it feels disgusting but get it over with and you feel much much better afterwards.
    plsdontsitonme plsdontsitonme 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    You know, as much as I openly talk about the problems I have or have experienced in my life, I do feel guilty. I feel like I'm being selfish or something. Like, who cares that I'm...
    iSpyce iSpyce 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 15

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    When most the people I work with have health issues worse than mine.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 14

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    Sometimes... But its all about personality level of the problem
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 14

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    I don't share my problems with my closest friends because we've always discussed their problems. I don't know how to share mine. so I bottle them inside me.
    CuriousFemale1993 CuriousFemale1993 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 14

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    Yes i did play the bad girl last night and what fun we had...But do i feel BAD about it...Not at all..
    CLPLIKESFUN CLPLIKESFUN 46-50 1 Response Jun 14

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