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I Feel Broken At Times

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 447 People

    I haven't written anything on here in a long

    time, I guess until this point I've been okay. No that's a lie I've been telling myself I'm okay but I know really I need help. I've never felt so low, I'm convinced this is all my fault but at the same time I don't know what I've done. I have no one at all to talk too, not that...
    Maddie1O1 Maddie1O1 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 1, 2014

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    I am not my mistakes,

    not my unsaid apologies. I am not my past. I forget this, all the time. I need to engrain into my head that I am made of lovely skin and strong bones- not past mistakes and regrets. I'm human.
    sleevesandbracelets sleevesandbracelets 16-17, F Aug 1, 2014

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    Sometimes I Do...

    Sometimes, for no reason, I feel broken down inside. I don't know why but I do. First , I feel sadness, then rage.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 21, 2011

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    Broken As A Child

    I feel like I was broken as a child first by my Dad and secondly by the man and woman who molested me when I was seven.....there has been numerous times throughout my life where I have had this same feeling some by my choices and some at the hands of others who were really...
    PoppaBear53 PoppaBear53 56-60, M 2 Responses Feb 18, 2011

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    I'm always broken I hide a fake smile behind it

    all because I know that I'm always alone I have no one in this forsaken world I've been lied cheated and betrayed all my life my heart is broken I'm not even lying the depression make my hormones attack my heart and every time it hurts it skips beat it stop it's been hurt too...
    LGKolor LGKolor 18-21, M Aug 1, 2014

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    Nevertheless

    I feel broken at times. I think those times are really when I have had all I feel I can take. Off of another person whom seem so unfair. I feel broken when my feelings aren't respected. I feel broken when others pull apart and stand afar off. I feel broken when others sometimes...
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F Mar 29, 2013

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    Right Now..

    I feel so beaten. My thoughts are consuming my every move and theres nothing i can do to control this. I should be hurting, but i can't seem to feel a thing right now.
    LittleFerrett LittleFerrett 22-25, F 15 Responses Feb 20, 2010

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    He saw you. He met you.

    He wanted you. He liked you. He chased you. He got you. He had you. He got bored of you. He left you. He broke you. Basically < 3
    Maddie1O1 Maddie1O1 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 27, 2014

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    I Feel Broken A Lot Lately

    It's a good thing - by confronting the reality of our brokenness, we can work to heal it.... or use it as an excuse for bad behavior, which I don't recommend doing.  Hell, I've spent my share of time using my problems as an excuse, I still do sometimes - I think the point...
    MovingForward28 MovingForward28 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 18, 2010

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    Everything Broke

    everything has broke from this thanksgiving weekend. my moms back on being physically and verbally abusing. wedensday, day before thanksgiving, me and my mom and my foster sister wer riding home. and i dont know what the hell i said to **** my mom off so badely, but it got to...
    k8ewazhere k8ewazhere 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2011

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    I really wish someone could understand me the

    way that I understand them.
    KawiiKay KawiiKay 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    People Hurt

    i'm not tough, i look big and ruged on the outside, but im scared on the inside.. i cant fight any random person like nothing, i cant even stik up for myself half of the time, i bottle things up till i need to cry . people still tease me, while im just sitting by myself, or w...
    k8ewazhere k8ewazhere 18-21, F Sep 13, 2011

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    Sometimes I Feel Like I Am Just Me And Noone Else.

    I feel like i want to start my life over, start somwhere new. I cant wait for college so those Biotches can leave me alone with there popularity, i just wish people could be nice and welcoming in my school, i go around in the hallways and noone talks to me mabye just like 4 of my...
    crazyonex13 crazyonex13 18-21, F 1 Response May 6, 2012

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    If I Had A Second Chance...

    If I had the second chance,I would've stayed.I wouldn't have let my family keep me awayonly to be thrown back into the situation they took me out of.I would've stayed and fought for justiceI would've taken the pain and suffering like a beareven if it was much worse than the blows...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 12, 2013

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    All The Time

    I don't have energy to do daily things for myself, and down right exhausted of living. I have tried and tried to gain composure of myself, not feel sorry for myself, to seek employment, watch for opportunity to meet a woman, people in general, talk and do positive things, but I...
    normandy35 normandy35 41-45, M 1 Response May 9, 2013

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    Still........

    I left an abusive relationship and have written to about my journey on this site. I am so appreciative of the support and answers I have been able to get from all the kind and willing people on here.  I met a man who was wonderful and kind to me or so I thought.  I now see...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 8, 2013

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    Storms

    great its storming...I hate storms they scare me.....if you r going to jugde me dont comment nor look at this
    larissacrater larissacrater 16-17, F 1 Response May 8, 2013

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    Life Goes On

    as i get my bff back .. i loose my bf.. i lost my bff from the guy who i lost my bf from somone i dnt want in my life and he continues to talk bout me, and just wont leave me alone!!! he pushes me to the point where i dont want to be alive like i shouldnt b alive he ruins...
    k8ewazhere k8ewazhere 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    No one understands how much pain a person can

    have inside from all the **** that they've been through and when they're still going through it they break into shattered pieces and it's hard to put them back together.
    sillygirl008 sillygirl008 16-17, F Apr 11, 2014

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    I don't know why but I feel like I have a crack in my soul that can't be mended and I need help so plz someone txt me unless your just gonna make me feel even more broken the don't...
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    I don't even know how to have real feelings anymore...I think I'm so insecure that I just worry about how I should feel all the time...and even when people say they understand I...
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    I am pretty much unable to feel anything deeply. Not happiness, or love, or even anger. I dwell on the bad, because it is easier to hold onto. My life isn't roses, but it...
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    Hello everyone! Just need some one to talk with, just got separated after 12 years of marriage! I just feel alone.
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    Last night i dreamt of my ex that i broke up with a few days ago In my dream we talked and he would hug me from behind like he always do when we talk.. When i woke up i feel empty...
    anonymous9974 anonymous9974 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 11

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    It's like bricks weighing down on my chest I never know wtf to expect next. I try and try and try but things just get worse. There's so much to appreciate in life but idk why I...
    beautifullybrokken beautifullybrokken 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    Can you feel it? The dead weight of your legs from the sleeping pills, the dizziness from the alcohol, the soft throbbing of your pulse as blood is pumped out your wrists? That's...
    Starvin9Artist1 Starvin9Artist1 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 20

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    No one has ever written about me :(.
    sassygirl42 sassygirl42 41-45, F 16 Responses Mar 30

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    People are so two face like wtf
    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 1

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    So much so... I can't even say or type his name... I look at our old texts and my heart rips and my heart hurts so bad... I stop breathing for a good 10 seconds
    SadlySafe SadlySafe 13-15 2 Responses Apr 3

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    Despite living apart from my husband 15 months, I had to hear it from my therapist to believe I have the right to tell him he can't sleep with me any more when he visits the kids.
    GoddessGoddess GoddessGoddess 46-50, F 3 Responses Apr 4

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    insidious2014 insidious2014 18-21, M Apr 5

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    Nobody can repair me, I now wake up wishing I could sleep longer. I wake up empty, like I'm living in some elses body. Like there's a curse on me, dragging me down.
    CalZe CalZe 16-17, M 6 Responses Apr 5

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    I just wanna cry. Nothing Else.. just wanna cry.
    chocolateinmyblood chocolateinmyblood 16-17 5 Responses Apr 7

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    poodahpop poodahpop 18-21, T 2 Responses Apr 14

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    It's crazy how you can wake up next to someone for years thinking you know who they are... And then waking up to the same person... But they aren't the same person.
    beautifullybrokken beautifullybrokken 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 17

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    All memory of me has been removed from the face of the earth...to my family...I don't even exist anymore....my family...the people who brought me into this world don't even want me...
    Starvin9Artist1 Starvin9Artist1 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I really can't get over someone although that persons hurts me and breaks me more and more I think that he's the only one who is able to hurt me. Cure or Cause?
    wpsiatwiant wpsiatwiant 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Words just can't describe right now. 😭
    katies007 katies007 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't know if I have the strength to start over. let alone the energy... I can't trust my decision making skills anymore. somebody else do it.
    mrsskayl mrsskayl 26-30, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    there are moments that I'm okay, that I feel like I'm doing the right thing.. when I'm distracted and not thinking. then there are moments like now, where I have time to think...
    lisa82688 lisa82688 26-30, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    i am feeling lost you going to leaving me.. i am just sad feeling broken heart its feel everything doesn't work at all..I love youuuu so muchhh then you leaving mr worthless
    stayme92 stayme92 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 2