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I Feel Broken At Times

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    Everything Broke

    everything has broke from this thanksgiving weekend. my moms back on being physically and verbally abusing. wedensday, day before thanksgiving, me and my mom and my foster sister wer riding home. and i dont know what the hell i said to **** my mom off so badely, but it got to...
    k8ewazhere k8ewazhere 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 5, 2011

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    I'm always broken I hide a fake smile behind it

    all because I know that I'm always alone I have no one in this forsaken world I've been lied cheated and betrayed all my life my heart is broken I'm not even lying the depression make my hormones attack my heart and every time it hurts it skips beat it stop it's been hurt too...
    LGKolor LGKolor 18-21, M Aug 1, 2014

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    Storms

    great its storming...I hate storms they scare me.....if you r going to jugde me dont comment nor look at this
    larissacrater larissacrater 16-17, F 1 Response May 8, 2013

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    If I Had A Second Chance...

    If I had the second chance,I would've stayed.I wouldn't have let my family keep me awayonly to be thrown back into the situation they took me out of.I would've stayed and fought for justiceI would've taken the pain and suffering like a beareven if it was much worse than the blows...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 12, 2013

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    Sometimes I Feel Like I Am Just Me And Noone Else.

    I feel like i want to start my life over, start somwhere new. I cant wait for college so those Biotches can leave me alone with there popularity, i just wish people could be nice and welcoming in my school, i go around in the hallways and noone talks to me mabye just like 4 of my...
    crazyonex13 crazyonex13 18-21, F 1 Response May 6, 2012

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    Nevertheless

    I feel broken at times. I think those times are really when I have had all I feel I can take. Off of another person whom seem so unfair. I feel broken when my feelings aren't respected. I feel broken when others pull apart and stand afar off. I feel broken when others sometimes...
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F Mar 29, 2013

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    Broken As A Child

    I feel like I was broken as a child first by my Dad and secondly by the man and woman who molested me when I was seven.....there has been numerous times throughout my life where I have had this same feeling some by my choices and some at the hands of others who were really...
    PoppaBear53 PoppaBear53 56-60, M 2 Responses Feb 18, 2011

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    Still........

    I left an abusive relationship and have written to about my journey on this site. I am so appreciative of the support and answers I have been able to get from all the kind and willing people on here.  I met a man who was wonderful and kind to me or so I thought.  I now see...
    flodials flodials 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 8, 2013

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    I haven't written anything on here in a long

    time, I guess until this point I've been okay. No that's a lie I've been telling myself I'm okay but I know really I need help. I've never felt so low, I'm convinced this is all my fault but at the same time I don't know what I've done. I have no one at all to talk too, not that...
    Maddie1O1 Maddie1O1 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 1, 2014

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    He saw you. He met you.

    He wanted you. He liked you. He chased you. He got you. He had you. He got bored of you. He left you. He broke you. Basically < 3
    Maddie1O1 Maddie1O1 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 27, 2014

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    I am not my mistakes,

    not my unsaid apologies. I am not my past. I forget this, all the time. I need to engrain into my head that I am made of lovely skin and strong bones- not past mistakes and regrets. I'm human.
    sleevesandbracelets sleevesandbracelets 16-17, F Aug 1, 2014

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    I really wish someone could understand me the

    way that I understand them.
    KawiiKay KawiiKay 18-21, F Apr 26

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    Sometimes I Do...

    Sometimes, for no reason, I feel broken down inside. I don't know why but I do. First , I feel sadness, then rage.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 21, 2011

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    Life Goes On

    as i get my bff back .. i loose my bf.. i lost my bff from the guy who i lost my bf from somone i dnt want in my life and he continues to talk bout me, and just wont leave me alone!!! he pushes me to the point where i dont want to be alive like i shouldnt b alive he ruins...
    k8ewazhere k8ewazhere 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 1, 2011

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    Right Now..

    I feel so beaten. My thoughts are consuming my every move and theres nothing i can do to control this. I should be hurting, but i can't seem to feel a thing right now.
    LittleFerrett LittleFerrett 22-25, F 15 Responses Feb 20, 2010

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    No one understands how much pain a person can

    have inside from all the **** that they've been through and when they're still going through it they break into shattered pieces and it's hard to put them back together.
    sillygirl008 sillygirl008 16-17, F Apr 11, 2014

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    All The Time

    I don't have energy to do daily things for myself, and down right exhausted of living. I have tried and tried to gain composure of myself, not feel sorry for myself, to seek employment, watch for opportunity to meet a woman, people in general, talk and do positive things, but I...
    normandy35 normandy35 41-45, M 1 Response May 9, 2013

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    People Hurt

    i'm not tough, i look big and ruged on the outside, but im scared on the inside.. i cant fight any random person like nothing, i cant even stik up for myself half of the time, i bottle things up till i need to cry . people still tease me, while im just sitting by myself, or w...
    k8ewazhere k8ewazhere 18-21, F Sep 13, 2011

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    I Feel Broken A Lot Lately

    It's a good thing - by confronting the reality of our brokenness, we can work to heal it.... or use it as an excuse for bad behavior, which I don't recommend doing.  Hell, I've spent my share of time using my problems as an excuse, I still do sometimes - I think the point...
    MovingForward28 MovingForward28 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 18, 2010

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    So I have met tons of people throughout my

    lifetime thank you for being there for me and stay strong! Don't give up but sometimes you just have to go away for a while which sucks but things happen... This this is hard but idk if I'll be back on here again...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 4

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    I just came back from a dinner with my boyfriends family and friends and felt sad coming back. The thoughts I had was I envied my boyfriend for having family stability and wished...
    montgomery1984 montgomery1984 31-35, F 3 hrs ago

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    **** you feelings....since these three words aren't enough for EP to let me post then maybe I should say it a few more times, **** you feelings, **** you feelings, **** you...
    Betruebnis Betruebnis 22-25, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    August 29th 2015 A long walk with poppy, cut the lawns, cleaning and tidying. Washed the car. Had some cornflakes. How totally empty it all is trying to keep busy when the house is...
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    Everyone be on the lookout Lisatheticklee01 is a fraud, "she" probably even isn't a "she" spent months talking and getting to know "her" only for asking twice for a photo and...
    beachboy249 beachboy249 22-25, M 9 hrs ago

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    Not a good feeling to have. At all.
    Boxerlove2 Boxerlove2 41-45, F 4 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    Just got out of a 7 year relationship. I had given everything for this relationship; my friends, my family, and I geared everything I did as well as the things I was willing to do...
    kongxmeng kongxmeng 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I've been hurt few times and every time same questions like why doesn't he like me? Am i not pretty enough? Smart enough? Funny enough? Why am i not good enough for him? So ive...
    cataldo cataldo 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Its so hard being away from someone I'm used to seeing everyday. Its hard not being able to talk to him but 3 hours at most a day. Its so damn hard & its tearing me apart. Its...
    pinkk44 pinkk44 16-17, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Eat Me, Drink Me. I recently have been tearing myself up, washed up by my waterworks. I feel as if myself was pointed towards it. Love is more as Lucky Charms. The best parts...
    TheMechanicalAnimals TheMechanicalAnimals 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I've been bullied before. Lots of times actually. From 5-8 grade. I got a lot of remarks about my appearance. It still hurts. Ever since 7th grade I've become a perfectionist about...
    internallybroken internallybroken 16-17, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    It seems that I have a chronic case of this. I put to much faith in what people might do for me and how people might heal me. In the end, though I never reveal my problems, they...
    Person123x Person123x 18-21 3 days ago

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    As darkness stands still I look into your eyes but You're silent. As if you say silence is golden and unspoken words are thousand times audible. May be true but why I fail to...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 4 days ago

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    He says he loves me.. But when I speak he isn't there... He can't remember half of what I say... This emptiness that he drained.... He doesn't want to fill my tank... Oh yes he...
    Justdontanymore Justdontanymore 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    So not sure where to begin... I was in a 8yr relationship with someone I considered to be my soul mate, she wasn't your super hot looking type of girl but to me she was perfect...
    koorie123 koorie123 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    someone broke my heart again and again, the worst part she never knew what i'm going through. b'cuz i'm just only friend to him..nothing special.how can you say your problem,if you...
    arkitek arkitek 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    He's back so many times I have wished for him to come back so many times I prayed for the second chance to love him so many times I cried for it will never gonna happen so many...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Came back to school from vocay today and was waiting for my brother and sister. I found my sister but not my brother, so while we were looking for him my sister says "if you see mr...
    Jurnee16 Jurnee16 16-17, F a week ago

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    have fun picking up whats left..........hahaha :( I need super glue and stitches to fix whats fallen apart
    jontony jontony 18-21, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    I divorced in Feb 2014 and although I started dating very quickly, I had already checked out of my marriage approximately 1-2 years prior, so I felt I was ok to date. I met an...
    14nolookingback 14nolookingback 36-40, F a week ago

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    He doesn't know it, but this is his last chance... He doesn't know that as I write this I cry for him for me for the kids.... Because I know he won't even make the effort to save...
    Justdontanymore Justdontanymore 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    There it is again. I thought I was okay. I thought that was done. But I could still feel the pain. Why change of heart all of a sudden? Why me? I just want to be a friend to you...
    juju027 juju027 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I feel broken inside, like I am being torn apart inside, my heart aches so bad, it is full of love but it is the love that is hurting me because I am afraid to tell them how I...
    nathchalk97 nathchalk97 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 20

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