I Feel Broken Inside

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    Im so scared my bf doesn't care

    as much as he used to. He got drunk & told me i love him more then he loves me & said he doesn't think he can love anyone like he loved his baby momma. The next morning he took it all back & said he was just drunk & didn't mean any of it. What should i do?
    Bluee44 Bluee44
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jan 19, 2016

    I've felt this way for a long time.

    Like I'm broken and pieces inside are missing. I've secretly hoped that someone could somehow fix me and put me back together. I've fantasized that someone would come along and find me, guide me, help me and save me. There's times I feel like I'm incapable of even taking...
    SomeoneOutThere SomeoneOutThere
    41-45, M
    6 Responses Feb 13, 2014

    Who can tell me what

    that means?
    SilverSapphireDragon SilverSapphireDragon
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Feb 10, 2016

    Been through worse sh!

    t in life than this. Yet this hurts so much. Maybe it's cause now I'm old enough to understand and I feel things deeply. The only way I could ever cope with anything was when I stopped caring about anything. When I became cold & just emotionless. As soon as I let my guard down...
    xItsChelsx xItsChelsx
    18-21, F
    Jul 20, 2015

    does the pain ever really go away?

    im scared of all the things I have to do alone now. before he practically didn't pay attention to me, but he was still there. until he left me. just dumped me after so much effort I put in and it just didn't matter. nothing matters. obviously I don't matter to anyone.
    AzyureAngel AzyureAngel
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 11, 2016

    Invisible tears run down my face.

    ... Every piece of me is shattered & broken.. But no-one knows the pain, darkness held within.... They may see a structure as strong as bricks & stones, but none are aware of the sight of my shattered home... . Walls painted black, everything broken & torn, unholy chanting that...
    Sunshineh13 Sunshineh13
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Sep 7, 2015

    and another bites the dust

    why can I not conquer love?
    iihumpchu95 iihumpchu95
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 10, 2015

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    bethccaa bethccaa
    26-30, F
    Feb 21, 2016

    I won't go into much detail

    but that's how I feel inside. There is no intimacy or emotion in my life. I am in a stalemate, a quagmire and it way's heavily on my heart. I am beginning to feel age and health creeping up and I don't like it. I am feeling as though I'm being pushed off the edge and it's a bad...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jan 25, 2016
    Francescacutie Francescacutie
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Aug 3, 2015
    Ma11hew Ma11hew
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Apr 1, 2015

    my sister just got taken away

    and I don't think I'll ever see her again and the next day my older sister told me to never talk to her and or her kids ever again, then she blocked me. I feel broken in ways I can't comprehend and it's taking every ounce of my being to try and stay alive. I'm fighting but my...
    crimsonrain666 crimsonrain666
    16-17, T
    Apr 3, 2016

    For some reason I only like guys

    that treat me like sh@t
    Yplv Yplv
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Dec 23, 2015

    when you think life is going great then it

    takes a turn for the worst feeling broken and it hurts its like an empty feeling like you want to give up on everything.. i feel like no matter what i do or say it never makes a difference, im done with so much i cant do this anymore i want to give up 😭
    MissyHoneybee MissyHoneybee
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Mar 8, 2016

    I miss you so much. I just want the little

    things again. Making food together, cuddles, Netflix binges, holding your hand in the truck, even the fights, the stupid arguments over laundry, just all the little things that make us..us. I don't want just someone. I want you. Only you. I can survive without you. I just don...
    VioletteGlitch VioletteGlitch
    22-25, F
    Apr 8, 2016

    You are the last thing I have :/ The love of my

    life and I know now I have pointed it out you will say you are more then sorry but guess what! Sorry doesn't do it for me. You have lost all the trust you gained in this relationship. A lough this is this first mes up in 3 years it is not enough. Seeing you twith your arms...
    SecretAbby SecretAbby
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 16, 2016

    Love is a blessing even

    if it ends painfully, for heartbreak bears wisdom and courage.
    missbeestunglips missbeestunglips
    26-30, F
    Mar 21, 2015

    I feel so lost ryt now.

    . I have actually moved on from my past relationship but suddenly I am missing him so much. I know it has to be ok.. as there is no other option. I don't feel like to be in any new relation but I feel broken :(
    smile123sush smile123sush
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 3, 2016

    My skin is not a tough armor,

    its too thin and easily broken. The air i am inhaling is attenuating with each gasp for breath. My shins are quivering and small hairline fractures litter their outer most layers from too many end of my ropes falls to my knees. The heart that beats within my rib cage is tattered...
    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease
    26-30, F
    11 Responses Feb 5, 2015

    I'm crying right now.

    No one can help. No one gets it. I can't tell anyone anything without someone getting hurt. I'm sick of being programmed to self destruct. I'd kill to be someone else.
    deleted deleted
    11 Responses Dec 7, 2014

    I Feel Bad Today...

    So yesterday, I had a little meltdown, and if I hadn't found this site when I did I don't know what could have happened. I have shared a partial part of my story in my previous post, and I can't help but feel like sharing it will help lift a weight. I am hopelessly in love. I...
    deleted deleted
    31 Responses Aug 22, 2012

    The bed's getting cold

    and you're not here the future that we hold is so unclear but I'm not alive until you call and I'll bet the odds against it all. Save your advice cause I won't hear. You might be right but I don't care. There's a million reasons why I should give you up but the heart wants what...
    MglMndt MglMndt
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 16, 2015

    I'm really struggling with what to post here,

    how can i explain everything i feel when it's all knotted up inside? But here goes. I don't know why, or how but recently i'm losing my motivation to do most things. This includes playing my guitar, talking to my friends and i've just avoided everyone. It feels like...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97
    18-21, F
    9 Responses Nov 6, 2014

    You see that girl? She looks

    so happy right? Telling jokes, laughing, having a good time and..... Dying inside. She's hurt and tired. Tired of all the drama. Tired of not being good enough, tired of life. But she doesn't want to look dramatic, weak, or attention seeking. So she keeps it all inside. Acts...
    LurkingShadow LurkingShadow
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Feb 23, 2015

    "Broken crayons still color.

    Shattered mirrors still reflect light. Being broken does not mean that we are useless. Being shattered does not mean that we must be thrown out. Break a crayon and it becomes perfect for sharing with another person. Shatter a mirror and it becomes a mosaic of little reflections...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 13, 2016

    You never loved me. You never wanted me.

    You lied to me. You were my first love, you were the first to go. I was blind, you never cared. You never cared, you never undertood. I'm too naïve, I dream too much. I hate my life and now I hate yours. This was your perfect ending, and you ended me.
    deleted deleted
    8 Responses Dec 25, 2015

    Lying sad and ill in my bed,

    listening to a two-hour-chillstep-mix and rainymood, eating chocolate & taking medicine and thinking about life & depression. Time to get a grip!
    INFJRyan INFJRyan
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Mar 11, 2016

    I am undeniably tainted

    and shattered.
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies
    18-21, F
    8 Responses Feb 16, 2015

    I am invisible I am nothing I am pain

    and darkness An empty, desolate wasteland of emotion Destroyed by love and need A bleeding heart Abandoned to the vultures Never to be saved
    hippiechick333 hippiechick333
    46-50, F
    8 Responses Oct 5, 2014

    Somebody can be part of your life

    for so long, you talk everyday, but then suddenly, they disappear. No matter how bad of a person they were, no matter that the situation was, you'll still miss them. You'll still care for them. You'll still wish that somehow, someway, you'll be able to talk again, and catch up...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Mar 25, 2016

    I really feel like crying right now,

    my eyes are wet..all the problems in life are so overwhelming i feel so frustrated, i feel scared i feel like i badly need support right now, i need someone close to tell me have some courage that everything will be alright, but i have no one close to talk to. I get so...
    loveiseverything18 loveiseverything18
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Nov 29, 2015

    Sometimes I just feel constricted inside with

    all the pressure to succeed. Grades, extracurriculars, sports, a social life, and personal health. I feel like I've already failed at more than half of those because they are not perfect. Who am I kidding, I'm not popular (which isn't that bad), I'm not good at sports, I have...
    ToBeAnOtaku101 ToBeAnOtaku101
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jul 30, 2014

    Found out in 2010 just

    before giving birth that husband of 7yrs (then) had a child out of wedlock with the woman he had a child with before me that I got a green card for, and also for his son I got a green card,but the son mom is a very nice person..anyway my husband didn't admitte to it until 2011...
    custodyholdingcell2012 custodyholdingcell2012
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 18, 2016

    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    kimcc11aa kimcc11aa
    26-30, F
    Jan 19, 2016

    It's so stupid how you've feeling

    so good one moment then you just want to cry your eyes out the next. The feeling of worthlessness even how good and nice you are to people is so heartbreaking. It's even more frustrating when you keep trying to stand up but people and the world just push you and kick you to the...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    Apr 6, 2016
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Apr 7, 2015

    I stood there shivering not aware of my

    surroundings. Everything seems unclear as though there's a layer of tracing paper that's blocking my vision. I can see bits of what's behind the paper but it still made me feel lost. It seems like I know what it was but I wonder if it's real or just a fantasy that I have made up...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 23, 2016
    Dadu18x Dadu18x
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 9, 2016


    Have you ever laid in you bed at night and cried because you are not good enough? Counted all your faults and feel worse about yourself?And just felt too ugly and alone. I have.Everyday i feel like this.so sad,so depressed,so empty,so alone,so worthless.
    blackbutterfly1 blackbutterfly1
    18-21, F
    15 Responses Oct 18, 2012

    I never really had the love from my mom.

    She was never there for me. And now that am living with her in USA she makes me feel so worthless and am emotionally drained. I want to end my life. But then I think and tell my self that I shouldn't waste my life for my parents. I want to go somewhere far away that I will never...
    Ursforever Ursforever
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Feb 21, 2016

    suddenly I have started liking a guy

    but I m clear even if I get feelings I won't say it.. as even he. is clear never to be in relation. I feel sad why things are not easy . why it has to b complicated. wish I could get a hug ryt now :(
    smile123sush smile123sush
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 14, 2016

    I got a boyfriend. We lived

    so far away from each other, so it was a long distance relationship. Well, we broke up two days ago. Actually, he was my first love. He was the one that made me feel different, made me feel like i was actually loved. But a few days ago, he acted so odd, so I asked him what was...
    adeliabieberrr adeliabieberrr
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jan 28, 2016

    i dont think anyone can fix this.

    i need divine intervention now.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 15, 2016

    there's a reason I hate to fall in love.

    ..while I may feel so strongly for someone...almost always they feel little or nothing...I hate getting close and feeling wanted by someone and then just have them leave me to fend for myself....I can't take this...I'm not this strong...I act all tough so people won't want to...
    Inara24 Inara24
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Feb 16, 2015

    Everything was going

    as it should. I went to school, talked to friends, exercised and all that shablam, but now it's all going downwards. I feel terrible. Those friends doesn't seem real, my hobbies are all gone and I just want to stay at home. It feels like I am just losing it. I just want to sleep...
    angellicah angellicah
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 8, 2016

    its only been about a month

    but it already feels like almost a year
    whitenut whitenut
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 17, 2016


    Don't go around breaking hearts, after it's all said and done it may be you with the one that's broken beyond repair.
    withintent withintent
    46-50, M
    7 Responses Feb 18, 2013

    I'm so tired of feeling alone

    and unloved. I hate being single, and every person I've ever loved has left me. I'm so tired of trying.
    onthewayside onthewayside
    31-35, F
    Mar 16, 2016

    I'm alone broken saddened by it,

    weak but I want to get strong for a certain someone but I can't get strong my life is as well as over without her
    SilverSapphireDragon SilverSapphireDragon
    16-17, M
    1 Response Feb 14, 2016

    I only hurt the people around me.

    I don't know which is more painful if physical or emotional pain. I wanted to end my life today. I took a few pills that didn't kill me. I guess I better deserve to live with this pain for the rest of my life than die.
    deleted deleted
    Feb 15, 2016

    Everyone can see me smiling,

    laughing, joking around, throw corny jokes, sometimes serious, the jolly me. They don't know what I'm feeling inside, I'm too broke, but still trying to smile and laugh. Even I'm broken inside, I smile, and just think positively, and just live my life to the fullest. its always...
    CharlenneDelaCruz CharlenneDelaCruz
    18-21, F
    Feb 14, 2016

    Stuck in a world created by feelings

    and thoughts that live. These steps I once took on this earth, this realm, now unfamiliar dark having no volume to which internally I seek beyond the imagination. I don't seem to connect to the earth as I....day in and out reduce myself to my own mental ecstasy, the right place...
    Jusslogiq Jusslogiq
    22-25, M
    1 Response Feb 14, 2016

    Nobody can repair me,

    I now wake up wishing I could sleep longer. I wake up empty, like I'm living in some elses body. Like there's a curse on me, dragging me down.
    CalZe CalZe
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 5, 2015

    I used to write here a lot

    but I just felt that all was lost. I felt that my life has been squeezed up and lack of meaning. Ever since he left, my world was crushing. I wonder if someone will love me. I cannot express how I feel...
    greenamythese77 greenamythese77
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 5, 2016

    "CHECKMATE" Carpets worn down from endless

    hours spent pacing back and forth molding the floors to the shape of my bare feet. Every muscle in my body aches from slamming my fists repeatedly against white walls. Tears once flooded my eyes like a levy collapsing from the waters pressure but now i sit here trying to find a...
    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease
    26-30, F
    7 Responses Aug 12, 2015

    R.I.P For Love💔 Through the night like a

    dream because I have you. The love that is embedded in every day. I do not mind. Stone is broken in the sand. Let alone what the heart As you now has changed me. I was going to lose you right.! Did not prepare When you walks away. And I still do I just have to accept the fact...
    jammy1144 jammy1144
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Mar 4, 2014

    Have you ever just wanted someone to wrap their

    arms around you and tell you everything will be okay, even you know it won't?
    existJenna existJenna
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Oct 29, 2014
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