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I Feel Broken Inside

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    You see that girl? She looks

    so happy right? Telling jokes, laughing, having a good time and..... Dying inside. She's hurt and tired. Tired of all the drama. Tired of not being good enough, tired of life. But she doesn't want to look dramatic, weak, or attention seeking. So she keeps it all inside. Acts...
    LurkingShadow LurkingShadow 13-15, F 5 Responses Feb 23

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    someone broke my heart again

    and again, the worst part she never knew what i'm going through. b'cuz i'm just only friend to him..nothing special.how can you say your problem,if you problem is your friend?i guess i should surrender and move on...that life after all..
    arkitek arkitek 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Came back to school from vocay today

    and was waiting for my brother and sister. I found my sister but not my brother, so while we were looking for him my sister says "if you see mr.whelan. Hide." (He was my previous math teacher. Her current teacher) I asked "why?" She said "because I put you down in class today...
    Jurnee16 Jurnee16 18-21, F Aug 21

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    My skin is not a tough armor,

    its too thin and easily broken. The air i am inhaling is attenuating with each gasp for breath. My shins are quivering and small hairline fractures litter their outer most layers from too many end of my ropes falls to my knees. The heart that beats within my rib cage is tattered...
    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease 26-30, F 12 Responses Feb 5

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    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 1

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    God uses broken things beautifully.

    Broken clouds pour rain; Broken soil sets as field; Broken crop yields seed; Broken seed gives life to a new plant. In any hard situation, if you feel you are broken, understand that God is planning to utilize you for some great cause :)
    ksnit ksnit 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 11, 2014

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    Broken

    Don't go around breaking hearts, after it's all said and done it may be you with the one that's broken beyond repair.
    withintent withintent 46-50, M 8 Responses Feb 18, 2013

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    He broke through all my barriers

    and I let him. I fell in love with him because of our strong bond and connection. He said he'll always respect me but in the end he left me and said some horrible stuff. I feel betrayed, heartbroken and unfixable.
    soulfulmuse soulfulmuse 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    I have always felt this brokenness I suppose.

    I have never felt "normal" (whoever gets to judge normal, I would like to know).Even as a child I can remember being asked why can't I just be like the other nice little girls my age? I received nurturing mind you, they did the best they could from their brokenness. Every soul...
    DoveinMourning DoveinMourning 36-40, F 3 Responses Jul 28

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    I'm crying right now.

    No one can help. No one gets it. I can't tell anyone anything without someone getting hurt. I'm sick of being programmed to self destruct. I'd kill to be someone else.
    deleted deleted 26-30 14 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    Boxerlove2 Boxerlove2 41-45, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    " Good morning.. How are you?

    How was work? Hows your sore throat? So, your back still sore? You had breakfast? What's for lunch? Are you home? What's your plan tomorrow? Are you going to bed, already? Okay then :) goodnight, sweet dreams, sleep tight, take care, and, umm, I love you .... " who am I kidding...
    redpassion91 redpassion91 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    Nobody can repair me,

    I now wake up wishing I could sleep longer. I wake up empty, like I'm living in some elses body. Like there's a curse on me, dragging me down.
    CalZe CalZe 16-17, M 4 Responses Apr 5

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    Its so hard being away from someone I'm used to

    seeing everyday. Its hard not being able to talk to him but 3 hours at most a day. Its so damn hard & its tearing me apart. Its making me insecure & over think every little thing. Its making me question is he really loves me or not. I just need these bad thoughts to go away
    pinkk44 pinkk44 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Living with depression

    and anxiety.... Want to be alone but not lonely Want to have friends but not socialize Want to be productive but doesn't have the urge to. You become so numb that you just live life. Not to it's fullest. You just go with the day. Going to the same classes with the same...
    Jurnee16 Jurnee16 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 16

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    I've been waiting for someone to fix me.

    Now I realise that I'm an so broken that nobody can fix me. I have to do it by myself and it scares me knowing I have to do this by myself
    skittlequeen skittlequeen 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 4

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    This is not a normal reaction

    for a 36 year old man but I am broken I got told something this morning and now I sat here curled up my knees to my chest just crying this isn't normal love shouldn't hurt like this.
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 36-40, M 4 Responses Jul 28

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    "CHECKMATE" Carpets worn down from endless

    hours spent pacing back and forth molding the floors to the shape of my bare feet. Every muscle in my body aches from slamming my fists repeatedly against white walls. Tears once flooded my eyes like a levy collapsing from the waters pressure but now i sit here trying to find a...
    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease 26-30, F 8 Responses Aug 12

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    amelcc11 amelcc11 26-30, F Aug 3

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    Here's a toast to the lucky ones.

    To the boy who just broke my heart. I can't breathe after all that you told me, you took my heart and made me melt again It's like this heart that's been broken so close to screaming was ripped from my chest and I can't stop the bleeding Now we all fall for the bad ones. They...
    Jurnee16 Jurnee16 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 4

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    Broken

    My mom has never really been the "motivational" person and even though I feel like I've done everything right (ie good grades, gone to college, want to be a vet), it will never be enough for her. Or for the rest of my family.  My father died when I was young and my...
    bruisedheart bruisedheart 18-21 7 Responses Mar 7, 2009

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    Have you ever just wanted someone to wrap their

    arms around you and tell you everything will be okay, even you know it won't?
    existJenna existJenna 13-15, F 5 Responses Oct 29, 2014

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    This person commented on my post telling me I'm

    wasting my time being with him cause he's in the Navy...it's got me thinking…
    MyNameIsRach MyNameIsRach 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 2

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    chavacc11 chavacc11 26-30, F Jul 28

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    I am undeniably tainted

    and shattered.
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 9 Responses Feb 16

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    "Broken Love" We've burned ourselves

    hopelessly to the idea of love.. But, is it ever enough to just let the fire die? Pain seeks to every inch of our systems, bleeds to every part of our existences. How can we break to grieve when all we strive is to give loved that's never needed? We've been in love with people...
    TheUntoldStory TheUntoldStory 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    Why Does It Take So Long For A Brokenheart To Heal

    I hate it I feel broken,but trying to move on slowly :(
    azzariac azzariac 31-35, F 14 Responses May 25, 2012

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    alliecc11 alliecc11 26-30, F Aug 4

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    I'm really struggling with what to post here,

    how can i explain everything i feel when it's all knotted up inside? But here goes. I don't know why, or how but recently i'm losing my motivation to do most things. This includes playing my guitar, talking to my friends and i've just avoided everyone. It feels like...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 6, 2014

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    I am invisible I am nothing I am pain

    and darkness An empty, desolate wasteland of emotion Destroyed by love and need A bleeding heart Abandoned to the vultures Never to be saved
    hippiechick333 hippiechick333 46-50, F 7 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    Francescacutie Francescacutie 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 3

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    Love is a blessing even

    if it ends painfully, for heartbreak bears wisdom and courage.
    missbeestunglips missbeestunglips 22-25, F Mar 21

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    Imagine this, abusive childhood;on the

    receiving end of violence and hearing arguments. Leave home at a young age to take on the world, blessed with something we all take for guaranteed, FREEDOM. Study to make something of yourself, hide away your past from the world so nobody would see u as vulnerable, u did this...
    Forever786 Forever786 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    Does anyone ever feel like you love someone

    so much but you just don't want to anymore and you just wish you didn't? That loving that person just hurts too much?
    4evershattered 4evershattered 36-40, F 4 Responses May 11, 2014

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    chavacc11 chavacc11 26-30, F Jul 28

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    Why does he get to make me feel this way inside.

    . .He gets to make me feel lost and broken, stupid and un-useful. Then he just walks in like nothing has happened and drops his I'm sorry and expects it to just be fine. Well it's not. I am still this broken jumbled mess inside begging to be loved, to be pieced together again...
    BabyDoll23p BabyDoll23p 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 23

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    I feel like my soul is broken.

    I can't think of what to say to people. I can't feel my emotions. I can't tell whether I'm depressed. My brain is like mush. I'm feeling like a jackhammer is drilling with the vibrations to my head all the time. My body feels the vibrations from the neighbor using a vibration...
    noaht43 noaht43 41-45, T 2 Responses Aug 16

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    have fun picking up whats left.

    .........hahaha :( I need super glue and stitches to fix whats fallen apart
    jontony jontony 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 21

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    He says he loves me..

    But when I speak he isn't there... He can't remember half of what I say... This emptiness that he drained.... He doesn't want to fill my tank... Oh yes he puts a gallon or two in at a time, It's enough to last a few days... A few months and he thinks that's it. The car should...
    HisBeautifulDisaster HisBeautifulDisaster 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    there's a reason I hate to fall in love.

    ..while I may feel so strongly for someone...almost always they feel little or nothing...I hate getting close and feeling wanted by someone and then just have them leave me to fend for myself....I can't take this...I'm not this strong...I act all tough so people won't want to...
    Inara24 Inara24 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    The Hardest Breaks To Heal....

    So today I have mixed emotions, I have been going through a rough patch. Don't you hate it when you are getting somewhere, finding a good place where you can feel alright about yourself and then something knocks you back again? This came in the form of my ex. He has this insane...
    deleted deleted 26-30 12 Responses Sep 17, 2012

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    R.I.P For Loveđź’” Through the night like a

    dream because I have you. The love that is embedded in every day. I do not mind. Stone is broken in the sand. Let alone what the heart As you now has changed me. I was going to lose you right.! Did not prepare When you walks away. And I still do I just have to accept the fact...
    jammy1144 jammy1144 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 4, 2014

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    My love, I never truly understood what the

    heart was capable of until you came into it. It’s hard to explain how it felt before although something tells me you’re all too familiar with what I speak of. Everyone in my life went away. I knew at 8 not to become attached. I learned to have fun but to let go before I...
    angiede angiede 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    allisoncc11 allisoncc11 26-30, F Aug 13

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    There it is again. I thought I was okay.

    I thought that was done. But I could still feel the pain. Why change of heart all of a sudden? Why me? I just want to be a friend to you. Yes, I like you but I never told you because I don't want to ruin the friendship that we had. (and I thought we have!) I'm tired of being...
    juju027 juju027 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I feel broken inside,

    like I am being torn apart inside, my heart aches so bad, it is full of love but it is the love that is hurting me because I am afraid to tell them how I really feel about them, I feel like I am losing myself, like there is nothing left inside of me, I just feel broken, I have...
    nathchalk97 nathchalk97 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 20