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I Feel Broken Inside

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    Love is a blessing even

    if it ends painfully, for heartbreak bears wisdom and courage.
    missbeestunglips missbeestunglips 22-25, F Mar 21, 2015

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    Nobody can repair me,

    I now wake up wishing I could sleep longer. I wake up empty, like I'm living in some elses body. Like there's a curse on me, dragging me down.
    CalZe CalZe 16-17, M 4 Responses Apr 5, 2015

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    kimcc11aa kimcc11aa 26-30, F Jan 19

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    Invisible tears run down my face.

    ... Every piece of me is shattered & broken.. But no-one knows the pain, darkness held within.... They may see a structure as strong as bricks & stones, but none are aware of the sight of my shattered home... . Walls painted black, everything broken & torn, unholy chanting that...
    Sunshineh13 Sunshineh13 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 7, 2015

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    I Feel Bad Today...

    So yesterday, I had a little meltdown, and if I hadn't found this site when I did I don't know what could have happened. I have shared a partial part of my story in my previous post, and I can't help but feel like sharing it will help lift a weight. I am hopelessly in love. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 34 Responses Aug 22, 2012

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    Hey. You need to look up

    and see the sky. Please?
    Blackshot09 Blackshot09 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 5

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    Why Does It Take So Long For A Brokenheart To Heal

    I hate it I feel broken,but trying to move on slowly :(
    azzariac azzariac 31-35, F 14 Responses May 25, 2012

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    Im so scared my bf doesn't care

    as much as he used to. He got drunk & told me i love him more then he loves me & said he doesn't think he can love anyone like he loved his baby momma. The next morning he took it all back & said he was just drunk & didn't mean any of it. What should i do?
    Bluee44 Bluee44 16-17, F 6 Responses Jan 19

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    I used to write here a lot

    but I just felt that all was lost. I felt that my life has been squeezed up and lack of meaning. Ever since he left, my world was crushing. I wonder if someone will love me. I cannot express how I feel...
    greenamythese77 greenamythese77 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    For some reason I only like guys

    that treat me like sh@t
    Yplv Yplv 16-17, F 5 Responses Dec 23, 2015

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    I could be happy in front of everyone,

    but when I'm alone I'll be crying a lot about everything that's happening right now.
    omgitslily omgitslily 13-15, F Jan 3

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    I am invisible I am nothing I am pain

    and darkness An empty, desolate wasteland of emotion Destroyed by love and need A bleeding heart Abandoned to the vultures Never to be saved
    hippiechick333 hippiechick333 46-50, F 8 Responses Oct 5, 2014

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    I've done it yet again,

    without any forward thought my feet carried me on board a train that only leads to pain and loss. There is no one else aboard and they say misery loves company. There are no other stops after the beginning only the crash at the end, being mangled, torn and crushed but still...
    Thetwistedbagel Thetwistedbagel 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 30, 2015

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    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 7, 2015

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    I've felt this way for a long time.

    Like I'm broken and pieces inside are missing. I've secretly hoped that someone could somehow fix me and put me back together. I've fantasized that someone would come along and find me, guide me, help me and save me. There's times I feel like I'm incapable of even taking...
    SomeoneOutThere SomeoneOutThere 41-45, M 6 Responses Feb 13, 2014

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    R.I.P For Love💔 Through the night like a

    dream because I have you. The love that is embedded in every day. I do not mind. Stone is broken in the sand. Let alone what the heart As you now has changed me. I was going to lose you right.! Did not prepare When you walks away. And I still do I just have to accept the fact...
    jammy1144 jammy1144 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 4, 2014

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    Sometimes I just feel constricted inside with

    all the pressure to succeed. Grades, extracurriculars, sports, a social life, and personal health. I feel like I've already failed at more than half of those because they are not perfect. Who am I kidding, I'm not popular (which isn't that bad), I'm not good at sports, I have...
    ToBeAnOtaku101 ToBeAnOtaku101 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 30, 2014

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    and another bites the dust

    why can I not conquer love?
    iihumpchu95 iihumpchu95 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 10, 2015

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    skyeccaa skyeccaa 26-30, F Jan 10

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    Been through worse sh!

    t in life than this. Yet this hurts so much. Maybe it's cause now I'm old enough to understand and I feel things deeply. The only way I could ever cope with anything was when I stopped caring about anything. When I became cold & just emotionless. As soon as I let my guard down...
    xItsChelsx xItsChelsx 16-17, F Jul 20, 2015

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    I got a boyfriend. We lived

    so far away from each other, so it was a long distance relationship. Well, we broke up two days ago. Actually, he was my first love. He was the one that made me feel different, made me feel like i was actually loved. But a few days ago, he acted so odd, so I asked him what was...
    adeliabieberrr adeliabieberrr 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 28

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    Broken

    My mom has never really been the "motivational" person and even though I feel like I've done everything right (ie good grades, gone to college, want to be a vet), it will never be enough for her. Or for the rest of my family.  My father died when I was young and my...
    bruisedheart bruisedheart 18-21 7 Responses Mar 7, 2009

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    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 1, 2015

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    "CHECKMATE" Carpets worn down from endless

    hours spent pacing back and forth molding the floors to the shape of my bare feet. Every muscle in my body aches from slamming my fists repeatedly against white walls. Tears once flooded my eyes like a levy collapsing from the waters pressure but now i sit here trying to find a...
    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease 26-30, F 8 Responses Aug 12, 2015

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    You never loved me. You never wanted me.

    You lied to me. You were my first love, you were the first to go. I was blind, you never cared. You never cared, you never undertood. I'm too naïve, I dream too much. I hate my life and now I hate yours. This was your perfect ending, and you ended me.
    SempiternalQueen SempiternalQueen 18-21, F 12 Responses Dec 25, 2015

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    i stood alone, shackled in chains bowed down

    by my grief and my pains i faced myself as judge and jury they glared at me in righteous fury 'this is a most dispicable case' said the judge, disgust writ all on his face 'you stand accused of a heinous crime we know you are guilty and wasting our time but we will be...
    feaheru feaheru 41-45, M 4 Responses Jan 15

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    I'm really struggling with what to post here,

    how can i explain everything i feel when it's all knotted up inside? But here goes. I don't know why, or how but recently i'm losing my motivation to do most things. This includes playing my guitar, talking to my friends and i've just avoided everyone. It feels like...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 6, 2014

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    I lose people all the time.

    Lots of people talk to me because they just want to use me for whatever they can get. But they don't take the time to get to know the person I am. I feel lucky for having people in my life that do care about me, but sometimes I can't stop thinking about the pain and wish it...
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 10

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    I don't even know where to begin.

    .. Just got betrayed by my best friend in the worst way possible. We were friends for 10 years. Word of advice... Don't ever sell anybody. They just might disappear.
    VermillionMoon VermillionMoon 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    Not just broken but crushed,

    destroyed, empty... so empty. And it can't be fixed. :(
    kayleighjade78 kayleighjade78 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 10, 2015

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    My skin is not a tough armor,

    its too thin and easily broken. The air i am inhaling is attenuating with each gasp for breath. My shins are quivering and small hairline fractures litter their outer most layers from too many end of my ropes falls to my knees. The heart that beats within my rib cage is tattered...
    writingmyrelease writingmyrelease 26-30, F 16 Responses Feb 5, 2015

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    Found out in 2010 just

    before giving birth that husband of 7yrs (then) had a child out of wedlock with the woman he had a child with before me that I got a green card for, and also for his son I got a green card,but the son mom is a very nice person..anyway my husband didn't admitte to it until 2011...
    custodyholdingcell2012 custodyholdingcell2012 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    I am undeniably tainted

    and shattered.
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 9 Responses Feb 16, 2015

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    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Dec 29, 2015

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    I won't go into much detail

    but that's how I feel inside. There is no intimacy or emotion in my life. I am in a stalemate, a quagmire and it way's heavily on my heart. I am beginning to feel age and health creeping up and I don't like it. I am feeling as though I'm being pushed off the edge and it's a bad...
    bigmountain1 bigmountain1 51-55, M 4 Responses Jan 25

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    i wasnt n am not always this way .

    at work ive had to stand up for myself or else . becoz i have few, if no alternatives to supporting my life n lifestyal. in and at many other places, i cannot stand up for myself as the surrounding bullies hav had diffrent tactics and thers either been no witnesses or certain...
    cdwishimatgurlCalandraBelle cdwishimatgurlCalandraBelle 36-40, M Dec 18, 2015

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    I stood there shivering not aware of my

    surroundings. Everything seems unclear as though there's a layer of tracing paper that's blocking my vision. I can see bits of what's behind the paper but it still made me feel lost. It seems like I know what it was but I wonder if it's real or just a fantasy that I have made up...
    courtsley courtsley 18-21, F Jan 23

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    I'm crying right now.

    No one can help. No one gets it. I can't tell anyone anything without someone getting hurt. I'm sick of being programmed to self destruct. I'd kill to be someone else.
    deleted deleted 26-30 13 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    that feeling that your almost 3 years friends

    but she just throw you away like there"s nothing happen between you and her
    jenneferxd jenneferxd 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2015

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    Exactly... didn't get any sleep.

    The day just won't end... I hate myself, I hate everything. I wanna quit. I wanna disappear, wanna wake up and find out it all has just been a long nightmare, I want to forget, I want to know why, I want to understand....
    IWillGo IWillGo 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 5

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    I really feel like crying right now,

    my eyes are wet..all the problems in life are so overwhelming i feel so frustrated, i feel scared i feel like i badly need support right now, i need someone close to tell me have some courage that everything will be alright, but i have no one close to talk to. I get so...
    loveiseverything18 loveiseverything18 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 29, 2015

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    Broken

    Have you ever laid in you bed at night and cried because you are not good enough? Counted all your faults and feel worse about yourself?And just felt too ugly and alone. I have.Everyday i feel like this.so sad,so depressed,so empty,so alone,so worthless.
    blackbutterfly1 blackbutterfly1 16-17, F 16 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    I try to move on, but it's

    so hard when I planned my whole future with someone I'm no longer with. the fact that I'm the only one hurting makes it worst :( we haven't talked since the beginning of December but it still feels like it was this morning when you left me.
    samegirlsame samegirlsame 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    Broken

    Don't go around breaking hearts, after it's all said and done it may be you with the one that's broken beyond repair.
    withintent withintent 46-50, M 8 Responses Feb 18, 2013

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    there's a reason I hate to fall in love.

    ..while I may feel so strongly for someone...almost always they feel little or nothing...I hate getting close and feeling wanted by someone and then just have them leave me to fend for myself....I can't take this...I'm not this strong...I act all tough so people won't want to...
    Inara24 Inara24 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 16, 2015

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