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I Feel Broken Inside

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    The One I Loved &Amp; Trusted Hurt Me Worse Than Anyone Ever Could

    So to give you guys a little background story into our relationship, I knew my ex all through my adolescent years and we were always very good friends and hung out in the same circles. When we were 18 years old, we started dating. He struggled with addiction problems in the...
    pugs390 pugs390 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 8, 2013

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    Due to my status being unknown at the moment.

    .. Not sure what's gonna happen and when. I'm 32 and I feel ridiculous saying this, but I've been in pain with this situation and one thing let to another and I cut myself with a blade, I made a couple of cuts and realize I was able to control the pain I was suffering. It felt...
    Br1981 Br1981 31-35, F Apr 14

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    I have this guy best friend.

    Name's Kyle. I sit next to him in class. I've been sitting with him for 2 sems. I got to know the real him. He's tall, funny, muscular but he's short tempered and he's epileptic. He tells me his secrets and his feelings. He's still inlove with his ex girlfriend. It has been a...
    Tinkernathy Tinkernathy 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    I don't know what to do anymore.

    My dad is an alcoholic and in a motorcycle club and my mom won't let me see him right now. Which is literally tearing me apart. I sneak out to see him and every time I do I know I shouldn't. I'm an enabler. I'm letting him drink. I'm saying it's ok to drink and be involved in...
    ImNotAFake ImNotAFake 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don't know how to start.

    I'm loosing grip. I'm standing on the edge but, I'm scared to fall. There is no one to turn to.. It's getting harder to shield this pain in my heart. It's High School. Grades. Passing. Graduation. Friends. Family. Love. Depression. It seems so little but, it's weighing me down...
    hazellmo0n hazellmo0n 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    Im 20 years old and i feel like an old lady ive

    threw so much hell that at times i came up to the conclusion of killing myself i once sufferd a depression when u was at a younger age glady i past it but only to fall back into it my parents werent the best parents in the world niether did they push to do any better im...
    armstrongmom armstrongmom 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    So, i was in a relationship with this girl

    for 5 months, and half way through the relationship, one of her old friends started giving me advice, and things. I started to fall for her, and be hopelessly in love with her. Eventually the other girl and i broke up, and this other girl that helped me, and i started talking...
    TheRisenDead TheRisenDead 18-21, F Apr 15

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    Breath Underwater-placebo

    Here comes another fall from grace I'm always falling on my face This attitude that I embrace For the love I'm trying to replace I try to kill the song 'Cause the melody's all wrong And there's a fever coming on I can.... Breath underwater But coming up for air I wanna see...
    XxDazzlexX XxDazzlexX 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 29, 2013

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    Broken heart on a broken day.

    She died on this day.
    Dane42 Dane42 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    10 Ways To Survive Valentine's Day

    Whether you’re feeling lonely or simply hate the day devoted to love, we’ve got 10 ways to help you keep your cool without feelin’ blue this Valentine’s Day. Be grateful that it falls on a Monday this year. Seriously, who wants to go out on a Monday? Not me. And who...
    haiyen0014 haiyen0014 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 13, 2011

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    Just A Bit Empty....

    no rhyme or reason ............... Shakespeare Quote - "Rhyme or Reason" Dromio: Was there ever any man thus beaten out of season, When in the why and the wherefore is neither rhyme nor reason?
    justmarji justmarji 51-55, F 3 Responses Aug 12, 2013

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    No Joy

    I have a hard time finding joy in anything anymore. I don't get excited about things and have no hope. Yet somehow I can feel disappointed and hurt by things. The part of me that lets me experience joy is broken.
    Meowderkatze Meowderkatze 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 27, 2010

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    I was clean for 6 months

    and one die I broke down. I've been cutting a lot lately and my friends are noticing a difference in me. My friend today saw some when she pulled up my sleeve and I'm almost positive she's told our other friends. Last time people found out I was judged and wasn't treated...
    emmaariee emmaariee 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    Hidden Feelings

    Jami's Diary 8th Grade Year I wish I wish I could tell her how I feel. Today I saw the most beautiful girl in the whole 8th grade class ,and the world. Jenny was her name, when i asked she spoke like an angel. I wish I could tell her how I feel... 12th Grade Year (Prom) I wish I...
    JadeErzin JadeErzin 16-17, F 5 Responses Aug 13, 2012

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    It's been taking me awhile to mend some of the

    broken pieces. I don't know how long it will take to mend the most important of them, but still hope that time will be soon, as impatient as I am, I still hope.
    RadRen RadRen 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 13

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    I feel it breaking you guys.

    It's my heart. And I want to cry but I can't right now. It just hurts so bad. It just hurts.
    NeeverForget NeeverForget 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I just hate being a loser.

    No friends I just hate it .I always mess it up. I guess I have to make peace with the fact that i am a loser I will always be one.
    HopefullyThirdTimeLucky HopefullyThirdTimeLucky 26-30, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Well even if you look at my clothes in my

    picture you can tell there's something not right with me.. I don't understand anything about my self. Usually people have a certain way they dress, but I'm so lost and I'm still trying to figure out if I'm bi or lesbian and that's even harder.. I just don't know who I am anymore...
    iamj iamj 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 14

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    SimplyZero SimplyZero 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    Broken

    Have you ever laid in you bed at night and cried because you are not good enough? Counted all your faults and feel worse about yourself?And just felt too ugly and alone. I have.Everyday i feel like this.so sad,so depressed,so empty,so alone,so worthless.
    blackbutterfly1 blackbutterfly1 16-17, F 16 Responses Oct 18, 2012

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    Im so tired of beging

    for some love and attension and not reciving it hurts so bad i just need to leave to see if i even mean anything to see if i ever was anything
    armstrongmom armstrongmom 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    I keep battling the same thing everyday

    and I fail. I'm so weak. I'm depressed and I need help.
    Montyxxx Montyxxx 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    People Hurt The People, People Help The People

    People are made to help the people, so why do people hurt the people? this is not what they were made for! When God is watching, people are hurting all the people, this is not what I made them for! he's crying, she's crying, they are crying, oh please God help us from being...
    Ambrokenallover Ambrokenallover 26-30, F Nov 6, 2012

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    I Feel Like There Is No Hope.

    I let myself fall madly, crazy. in love with him. I let myself trust him. And tonight I learn that He is probably seeing someone else. I am 95 % sure they are together right now. I want to get in my car, drive over to his house, and wait until she leaves. I want to see who this...
    calmgreenocean calmgreenocean 41-45, F 6 Responses Dec 17, 2011

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    I Wish I Could Tell You...

    I wish I could tell you that I felt alone, but I didn’t know how to tell you. I didn’t know how to phrase it so that you would understand, and so I scrapped it and threw away such an attempt so to kill possibilities of understating or overstating; being human, what I was...
    itsmylifenilioa itsmylifenilioa 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 11, 2012

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    If You Only Knew The Real Me....

    If you knew the real me you'd know that I'm not the person you fell in love with. You'd know that I hate far more often than I love. You'd know that I question my own sexuality almost every single day. You'd know that sometimes being healthy and watching everyone you love give up...
    Chanceschances Chanceschances 36-40, M Mar 5, 2013

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    I don't feel good enough

    and I don't know why.... I feel like I'm losing my grip on everything around me and I don't know how to get it back...
    iflipppppp iflipppppp 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    It Only Hurts When

    In the blackness and the cold ,among shattered dreams and broken promises I sit.I'm quite small and take up really no room.I am silent. The walls are bare and if you look real close you will never see the nightmare of what was.I smile and my eyes stay clear.I wont let you get...
    BrokenFairytale BrokenFairytale 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 24, 2012

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    I have just cried for about an hour straight

    and I still want to slice my skin to shreds
    dearnobody dearnobody 16-17, F 9 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've felt this way for a long time.

    Like I'm broken and pieces inside are missing. I've secretly hoped that someone could somehow fix me and put me back together. I've fantasized that someone would come along and find me, guide me, help me and save me. There's times I feel like I'm incapable of even taking...
    SomeoneOutThere SomeoneOutThere 36-40, M 6 Responses Feb 13

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    I'M Broken Into Pieces

    There was a super typhoon that hit Visayas Philippines. Before a day, my boyfriend and I texted each other with sweet messages. We promised each other that we will survive through this storm and be safe for each other. So it was getting late we both decided to sleep together but...
    WeakestMonster WeakestMonster 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 12, 2013

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    R.I.P For Love💔 Through the night like a

    dream because I have you. The love that is embedded in every day. I do not mind. Stone is broken in the sand. Let alone what the heart As you now has changed me. I was going to lose you right.! Did not prepare When you walks away. And I still do I just have to accept the fact...
    jammy1144 jammy1144 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 4

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    I feel like I can never forget your smile

    and your eyes. When you hugged me, I felt so safe in your arms. You were stronger than me and I was attracted to your strength. If only I could tell you that I miss you. I depended on you for my happiness and that was my mistake.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I Feel Bad Today...

    So yesterday, I had a little meltdown, and if I hadn't found this site when I did I don't know what could have happened. I have shared a partial part of my story in my previous post, and I can't help but feel like sharing it will help lift a weight. I am hopelessly in love. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 36 Responses Aug 22, 2012

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    I was 16 i fall in love with one girl she is

    very charming but she is my best frnds sister so i dont tell anyone about that one day i feel very low about this so i tell this thing to one frnd and he dont tell me and directly goes to girl and tell her that i love her. She said i will give answer tommorw but next she tell...
    sanyam99 sanyam99 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Why Does It Take So Long For A Brokenheart To Heal

    I hate it I feel broken,but trying to move on slowly :(
    azzariac azzariac 31-35, F 14 Responses May 25, 2012

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    :(

    I've been told to fly, to run and own the sky forever and move on ,but I stopped cuz I will leave your side never.I'm afraid if I go, you will have no memory of me,but if you do remember me,it must have been because I did something significant, like loving you more than anyone...
    bunga87 bunga87 26-30, F 1 Response May 10, 2012

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    I'm lost I'm angry and mostly have stopped

    caring a piece of me is holding hope but it's disappearing more each day. I can't see the future the way I once did I'm lost and broken empty inside. I'm a loser I've destroyed my life lost everything can't believe where I'm at now in life. broken I'm shattered inside can't...
    liloutlaw liloutlaw 26-30, M 2 Responses Mar 1

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    God uses broken things beautifully.

    Broken clouds pour rain; Broken soil sets as field; Broken crop yields seed; Broken seed gives life to a new plant. In any hard situation, if you feel you are broken, understand that God is planning to utilize you for some great cause :)
    ksnit ksnit 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 11

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    Broken

    Don't go around breaking hearts, after it's all said and done it may be you with the one that's broken beyond repair.
    withintent withintent 46-50, M 11 Responses Feb 18, 2013

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    David, Ever since you left.

    .. it just feels like part of me is missing, a part of me you still have, a part of me that I can't have back. I really miss you. It still hurts sometimes, you know? I... I wrote you a letter that I don't think I can send. I have too much hope that you'll forgive me, that you'll...
    DancingWithFire DancingWithFire 16-17, F Apr 4

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    “Placing my head on my knees,

    I let the irrational tears fall unrestrained. I am crying over the loss of something I never had. How ridiculous. Mourning something that never was - my dashed hopes, my dashed dreams, and my soured expectations.” ― E.L. James I broke up with my girl 5 years ago..the pain...
    parastrue parastrue 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    TechLash TechLash 18-21, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    His girl treats him like dirt.

    If only he was mine.
    Tinkernathy Tinkernathy 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 24

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    Broken

    My mom has never really been the "motivational" person and even though I feel like I've done everything right (ie good grades, gone to college, want to be a vet), it will never be enough for her. Or for the rest of my family.  My father died when I was young and my...
    bruisedheart bruisedheart 18-21 8 Responses Mar 7, 2009

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    I'm so tired of trusting

    and not having anyone on my side I don't know how to talk to anyone I am confused about things and don't kno who to talk about it with feels like no one cares
    angeleyes2107 angeleyes2107 26-30, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I hte tht feeling like your all alone like u

    hve no one to turn to like idk
    curvybitch curvybitch 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    After 14yrs together

    and 3 small kids, it's over! Why is it so much easier for a men to go on, and us females get stuck in the end of that relationship and we suffer more. I am still in love, to me I think he's ready to love on. I understand we are different and things are not working out and we...
    Br1981 Br1981 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 12

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    I'm messing up everything.

    Everything. I found someone wonderful and I can't even keep her happy. She deserves someone sooo much better for me. Some one who's a lot more qualified at life. Everytime I find something that makes me happy, part of me gets so terrified that I'm going to screw it up that I end...
    yourguardianangel9613 yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 19

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    I'm not sure how I feel.

    .. Maybe I don't know how to feel what I need to feel to be able to help myself, I don't know, I think I have a emotional disconnect somewhere, due to me having a dad that has a sensory disorder 2 sleeping disorders and chronic migraines, and 2 brothers with autism, both severe...
    crytek1998 crytek1998 22-25, M Apr 2

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    The Hardest Breaks To Heal....

    So today I have mixed emotions, I have been going through a rough patch. Don't you hate it when you are getting somewhere, finding a good place where you can feel alright about yourself and then something knocks you back again? This came in the form of my ex. He has this insane...
    deleted deleted 26-30 15 Responses Sep 17, 2012

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    I Ended Up Giving Up My Soul For Lies

    I met my boyfriend when I was 18 and he was 38 at our work 3 years ago. I remember the first time I saw him, I was new and he came up to me and said hi. First it was a crush, then I really liked him and after our first date we were a couple. The beginning was so magical and...
    DeniseS21 DeniseS21 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 28, 2013

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    I Am Broken...and It's Who I Am Now

    I wrote this as a response to a comment on one of my stories. I wanted to make it a story because so many people...with good intentions, I'm sure......believe that just because we have had bad, sad, experiences in life, it somehow turns us into stronger, wiser, more resilient...
    Carissimi Carissimi 56-60, F 10 Responses Dec 22, 2011

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    Just a little lost right now.

    But I will find my way again.
    NeeverForget NeeverForget 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I just want to find someone

    who will love me back. Someone who won't hurt me. Someone who treats me like a human and not a possession. Someone who really cares about me. I'm so broken inside. If you talk to me, you'd know. It's almost impossible to hide. I wanna be fixed, but it seems no one wants to take...
    21cookielover21 21cookielover21 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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