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I Feel Broken

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    You made me feel special.

    I believed everything you said because no one has ever made me feel that way before. You said you liked me, how could I not like you? everything was going great but everything just stopped. You stopped talking to me and I tried to talk to you. I just want to give up on you but I...
    vivxoxo vivxoxo 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 29, 2014

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    Body And Mind

    Too often I find that Body and MindAre not really on the same pageOne's running in circlesThe other one sleepsOne's violentThe other one's kindSo often I find that Body and MindAre not on speaking termsOne pulls rightThe other pulls leftOne's contentedWhile the other one...
    Plaid Plaid 31-35, F Jul 5, 2011

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    Today Is Hard.......

    There is so MUCH anger, shame, hurt, & just horror inside me. I have nowhere to safely put it. I want to know when is it my turn to be happy. When do I get to be loved? When do I get to feel valuable? When? I know that I make my own happiness........But how do I stop the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 15, 2009

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    have been VERY depressed

    for about 5 days alot going on at home . Son is graduating and moving out. feeling of hopelessness i hate depression had it my whole life
    lostlongago40 lostlongago40 36-40, F May 9, 2014

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    Broken Inside

    I want to cry so much right now but I know things are going to be fine one day. I'll be happy like all the other people then I won't have to cry sitting in my room alone and thinking what is going to happen next - something I dreaded is happening right but I don't know how to...
    sarahbangles sarahbangles 18-21, F Sep 10, 2013

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    I attract toxic women

    that make my life a living hell. I'm always left picking up the pieces and every time it feels like a piece is lost. I'm almost out of pieces.
    Cam0flauge Cam0flauge 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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    You tell yourself not to cry

    but the tears flow anyways. You know you're a strong person but you don't know why this person can break down your walls. The little things that they say can hurt. The little things that they do can hurt, but you love them anyways. Some moments are happy and others are not...
    cutieasiany cutieasiany 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2014

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    The love of my life said he doesn't wanna be

    with me anymore... I feel so lost and broken... I just don't know how to pick myself up....
    fallingangel943 fallingangel943 31-35, F 1 Response May 7, 2014

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    More Like Shattered

    I constantly feel, since this year began, that I'm crumbling, chrashing and bursting into a million pieces...I would like to think that it's just the outrageous amount of work I have all the time, making my body tired...but I know it's more than that...I got beaten down, defeated...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 27, 2011

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    I feel that I am so broken,

    that no one could ever love me. Or even like me for that matter.
    paullyphunn paullyphunn 46-50, M Nov 5, 2014

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    I can't trust nobody I cant trust nobody

    nobody (2x) I remember back in 2013 I was about 18 A lot of **** was going Momma got arrested and kicked everybody out They made me switch schools and I was really down about it I was sitting up crying Wondering why nobody liked me If my daddy was alive would he be in life...
    theunlovedchild theunlovedchild 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 19, 2014

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    this was a conversation between myself

    and this lady who was interning at the behavioral hospital who was supportive while I was there. (over Facebook) it hurt but she's right. its just so hard not having anyone me: I saw my rapist at the store yesterday her: I didn't know about that. I don't think it was a topic we...
    theunlovedchild theunlovedchild 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I Though I Had Everything But It Was All An Illusion.

    Sorry another long post but I just have so many thoughts stuck in my head that I need to try and get them out.Before I found out my husband had cheated I had a everything I wanted. We had been together since we were teenagers and spent fifteen years together. We had our beautiful...
    WoundedLioness WoundedLioness 26-30 2 Responses Jan 13, 2012

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    cutieasiany cutieasiany 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2014

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    Am Trying To Make It To Whole..

    You are born whole. Small, but whole. Born into this world. Born dependent on your parents. Born knowing nothing at all about anything around you. Born completely clueless about just what a screwed up place this world is.It's kind of sad when you think about it. The...
    ariesgrl16 ariesgrl16 16-17, F 10 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    He keeps on hurting me

    and everyday it gets worse and worse. I don't feel broken anymore i feel shattered, breathing is almost impossible now a days. And i cant tell anyone whats going on, ill loose everything. And i cant do that to my siblings...they haven't done anything wrong. Its my fault..not...
    ImAlittleLost09 ImAlittleLost09 18-21, F Mar 12, 2014

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    Not Worth It

    i have always been such a tough person to be around. i found someone i thought could handle me. he said he loved me but soon he just started to hate me. he gave up on me. wasn't surprising everyone gives up on me sooner or later. i guess i just wasn't worth it to him anymore. i...
    chaoscandy chaoscandy 16-17, F Apr 2, 2013

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    “If they ask you about me,

    tell them, “She was the only girl who loved me with honesty, and I broke her.” - Shahrazad al-Khalij ...god this hurts.
    burningcolors burningcolors 16-17, F Nov 4, 2014

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    All I want right know is to fall asleep in a

    woman's lap. I need her to understand me for who I am and show me that she love's me for who I am also. I don't think I'm asking to much. I just want to heal. If not for me for my children.
    Encontrados Encontrados 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 2, 2014

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    Sometimes I sit and wonder

    why y'all judge me. Y'all be so quick to talk about me when y'all don't know me. How many of y'all can say y'all really got to know me? Yeah let's not all speak at once. And just because you family don't mean you know me. All y'all is my name not my story. If I told you you'd be...
    theunlovedchild theunlovedchild 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    I feel so broken in different ways.

    I just feel so intensely emotional but I feel so empty and strangely numb. I don't know what to do. I have no motivation and I feel as if no one bothers to care. I'm losing feeling for people and things but I want to be able to get out and live in such light. I really need a...
    burningcolors burningcolors 16-17, F Nov 22, 2014

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    The love of my life said he doesn't wanna be

    with me anymore... I feel so lost and broken... I just don't know how to pick myself up....
    fallingangel943 fallingangel943 31-35, F May 7, 2014

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    But I Think There's Healing On The Other Side

     I have a broken mind...I'm not nearly as sharp as I used to be. I have a broken body...even though I'm only 19 my body is falling apart. I have chronic pain. I have a broken spirit...I'm a christian and I suppose it comes with the territory. but lately I just feel like I...
    09healed08 09healed08 18-21, F Nov 30, 2009

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    Feel down years ago. Hurt myself.

    No insurance, so I have simply endured it. In the winter, the pain comes back. If I go jogging in the cold, the pain punches me in the back, hard. My condition separates me from everyone else. I am alone in my suffering.
    umberhulk umberhulk 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    </3

    everyday i wake up thinking, today is going to be a good day. and no matter how good of an afternoon or morning i have by the end of the day something goes wrong. All i can help but think is the people that hurt me everyday are breaking me down to where im nothing. i feel no...
    tatertot98 tatertot98 13-15 1 Response Aug 24, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    Met with a girl I've been crazy for for a long time; and she made it clear she and I are just friends. And I definitely feel broken hearted.
    qeust24 qeust24 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    There's just so much going on. I feel so broken. I'm 15 and school is killing me. My friends aren't really my friends and I think my boyfriend is getting tired of me. Which sucks...
    justthatgirl15 justthatgirl15 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    What I say: I'm fine! Everything's good! I'm good! What I actually think: I'm broken. My heart physically hurts. Why do I feel like this. Why am I still here. Why do I cry over...
    MindOfManyThoughts MindOfManyThoughts 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    I think of all the things u said yesterday and I think of things others see in me. I think of the things I see in me. I think of everything. I am confused and lost. All I've ever...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 6

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    I'm struggling. I feel so very fragile. Delicate. Breakable. I feel as though the slightest breeze will blow me away... How I wish. Goodbye. Farewell. Good riddance. It isn't...
    insouciant1 insouciant1 41-45, F 5 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I feel so alone and worthless and the urge to self harm keeps getting worse and worse. I have a wonderful boyfriend and people who care about me, so why do I feel this way... :(
    SwiftieGirl SwiftieGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    I just don't understand why I get into these moods. I can feel completely alive, to then to a point where I feel like I decay inside. A rotten corpse with skin that still breathes...
    MariaSmiles17 MariaSmiles17 18-21, F Jan 1

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    I feel like a failure. My kids deserve so much than what I'm giving them. Being a single mother isn't easy. I love them. Would die for them. My family is very supportive. I feel...
    candij1983 candij1983 31-35, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I miss feeling anything. I miss living, laughing, loving. I am tired of being depressed. I wish I loved those who love me. I wish I did not bring pain to the ones I used to...
    Johnpumel Johnpumel 36-40, M 6 days ago

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    Honestly I know it's only a matter if time before I kill myself. I'm dealing and coping the best I can but my best isn't enough.
    AlphaIsabel AlphaIsabel 13-15 1 Response Jan 1

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    I thought I could trust him.. He made me happy.. He wasn't mine but still now he's gone.. I loved him and still do
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    Today is the aniversery of one of the worst days of my life. And I can't stop thinking about her. This morning I was lying in bed and I saw her lying beside me and she said "I like...
    LandonS LandonS 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    that moment you let go of the one who's trying to be yours and... look back and see how they're attention seeking. it fukken hurts to know how they lie to themselves and the ppl...
    kieth1994 kieth1994 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    there are days I can hear a baby wailing and asking for "mommy?" ... and I see the person who stressed me so much that it cost a miscarriage when I told him I could be..out so...
    butterflyofchange butterflyofchange 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I break up with my boyfriend but I'm the one who's crying! This is really sucks! I just want him to care but it seems that he doesn't.
    cej429995 cej429995 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Let's talk about love. I love my kids unconditionally. They are both almost thirty now and they are decent, respectful, funny and kind. I love my puppy and my cat. They love...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 2

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    Who feels broken???? Who feels smashed into bits?!!! ;"( Who feels tormented? Like they can't even talk without being SPIT on I know you're brave I knew you were smart from THE...
    Hey4yu Hey4yu 18-21, F Jan 3

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    It feels like this is all my life will ever amount to. Just feeling sad for no reason, feeling completely lost and alone all the time... I wish I had my friend here right now, but...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M Jan 6

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    "Forever, I will always love you and I will never leave you, I promise. " Fvck up!!! do you even know what that mean? You are going to sentenced yourself in to a commitment of...
    Achelle07 Achelle07 22-25, F Jan 12

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    I have a heart for the broken. Broken hearts, broken homes. Voids which seem so magnified. Loneliness which surround them. The longing in which they have within to feel loved...
    SecretEscape SecretEscape 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 18

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    I haven't written a thing in a month. I have had no words to say, just dealing with myfeelings. Yes, my feelings, are all over the place like an abandoned animal left to fendon its...
    bemyvalentine bemyvalentine 56-60, F 8 Responses Jan 19

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    I just broke up on New Year's day. I had been with him since Oct 9, 2013. He had been my unbelievably very good friend since Feb 2007. He's very intelligent and sensitive...
    UN1V3RS3 UN1V3RS3 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 2

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    I'm 22. Aren't I suppose to know what to do with my life? I'm not meant to be coach surfing. Homeless. And jobless. I should have a job, a home and a life that isn't a disaster...
    nonnygirl13 nonnygirl13 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 4