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I Feel Broken

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    Today Is Hard.......

    There is so MUCH anger, shame, hurt, & just horror inside me. I have nowhere to safely put it. I want to know when is it my turn to be happy. When do I get to be loved? When do I get to feel valuable? When? I know that I make my own happiness........But how do I stop the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 15, 2009

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    But I Think There's Healing On The Other Side

     I have a broken mind...I'm not nearly as sharp as I used to be. I have a broken body...even though I'm only 19 my body is falling apart. I have chronic pain. I have a broken spirit...I'm a christian and I suppose it comes with the territory. but lately I just feel like I...
    09healed08 09healed08 18-21, F Nov 30, 2009

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    More Like Shattered

    I constantly feel, since this year began, that I'm crumbling, chrashing and bursting into a million pieces...I would like to think that it's just the outrageous amount of work I have all the time, making my body tired...but I know it's more than that...I got beaten down, defeated...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 27, 2011

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    everyday i wake up thinking, today is going to be a good day. and no matter how good of an afternoon or morning i have by the end of the day something goes wrong. All i can help but think is the people that hurt me everyday are breaking me down to where im nothing. i feel no...
    tatertot98 tatertot98 13-15 1 Response Aug 24, 2011

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    Broken Inside

    I want to cry so much right now but I know things are going to be fine one day. I'll be happy like all the other people then I won't have to cry sitting in my room alone and thinking what is going to happen next - something I dreaded is happening right but I don't know how to...
    sarahbangles sarahbangles 18-21, F Sep 10, 2013

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    Not Worth It

    i have always been such a tough person to be around. i found someone i thought could handle me. he said he loved me but soon he just started to hate me. he gave up on me. wasn't surprising everyone gives up on me sooner or later. i guess i just wasn't worth it to him anymore. i...
    chaoscandy chaoscandy 16-17, F Apr 2, 2013

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    I attract toxic women

    that make my life a living hell. I'm always left picking up the pieces and every time it feels like a piece is lost. I'm almost out of pieces.
    Cam0flauge Cam0flauge 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 15

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    All I want right know is to fall asleep in a

    woman's lap. I need her to understand me for who I am and show me that she love's me for who I am also. I don't think I'm asking to much. I just want to heal. If not for me for my children.
    Encontrados Encontrados 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 2

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    He keeps on hurting me

    and everyday it gets worse and worse. I don't feel broken anymore i feel shattered, breathing is almost impossible now a days. And i cant tell anyone whats going on, ill loose everything. And i cant do that to my siblings...they haven't done anything wrong. Its my fault..not...
    ImAlittleLost09 ImAlittleLost09 18-21, F Mar 12

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    Body And Mind

    Too often I find that Body and MindAre not really on the same pageOne's running in circlesThe other one sleepsOne's violentThe other one's kindSo often I find that Body and MindAre not on speaking termsOne pulls rightThe other pulls leftOne's contentedWhile the other one...
    Plaid Plaid 31-35, F Jul 5, 2011

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    Am Trying To Make It To Whole..

    You are born whole. Small, but whole. Born into this world. Born dependent on your parents. Born knowing nothing at all about anything around you. Born completely clueless about just what a screwed up place this world is.It's kind of sad when you think about it. The...
    ariesgrl16 ariesgrl16 16-17, F 10 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    The love of my life said he doesn't wanna be

    with me anymore... I feel so lost and broken... I just don't know how to pick myself up....
    fallingangel943 fallingangel943 31-35, F 1 Response May 7

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    have been VERY depressed

    for about 5 days alot going on at home . Son is graduating and moving out. feeling of hopelessness i hate depression had it my whole life
    lostlongago40 lostlongago40 36-40, F May 9

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    I think that statement pretty much sums up my

    permanent disposition. It seems to be a rut that has lasted years and doesn't appear to be going anywhere. I feel so completely broken inside, like my heart was nothing but glass and then through time and weathering it just started chipping away and finally my husband came along...
    yahshuaislove yahshuaislove 22-25, F Jun 9

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    The love of my life said he doesn't wanna be

    with me anymore... I feel so lost and broken... I just don't know how to pick myself up....
    fallingangel943 fallingangel943 31-35, F May 7

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    You made me feel special.

    I believed everything you said because no one has ever made me feel that way before. You said you liked me, how could I not like you? everything was going great but everything just stopped. You stopped talking to me and I tried to talk to you. I just want to give up on you but I...
    vivxoxo vivxoxo 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    I Though I Had Everything But It Was All An Illusion.

    Sorry another long post but I just have so many thoughts stuck in my head that I need to try and get them out.Before I found out my husband had cheated I had a everything I wanted. We had been together since we were teenagers and spent fifteen years together. We had our beautiful...
    WoundedLioness WoundedLioness 26-30 2 Responses Jan 13, 2012

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    I had one of the worst weeks last week. Their were just so many things happening and so much drama. I just broke down and started crying in the middle of school. I just felt like I...
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    It's so difficult to explain. I lost my first love from childhood many years ago, and even after all these years it still feels like yesterday. Once in a while I get into this mood...
    Unreasonable1 Unreasonable1 36-40, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    "I'm not alright.I'm broken inside cause honestly i'm not that strong." - I'm not alright by Sanctus Real :)
    Pierce7891 Pierce7891 16-17, F Aug 18

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    I'm so Lonly broken Angel 💔
    silverbulleth silverbulleth 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 5

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    And then i realize. My pals are right. Jerks are broken. Not me. Caring old shytes are awesome bipeds. Because we care despite jerks ruling.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 6

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    Unnoticed and alone She sits wondering what could be What if she was perfect What if she didn't have to hide the scars What if she wasn't like this Broken and confused Never...
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 7

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    So broken that I'm afraid I cannot be fixed, regardless. My optimism, although dwindling, keeps me focused on trying to mend myself.
    Wranglergirl33 Wranglergirl33 22-25, F 3 Responses Sep 7

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    So, me and my ex started talking and she announced that she doesn't love me anymore and my heart is completely broken and my insides is like a pitiless hole..
    MrGrimm112 MrGrimm112 22-25, M 5 Responses Sep 8

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    Broken colors still color ...
    Drake666 Drake666 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I have been with the love of my life for almost 4 years. He's had different problems that we tried to work out together, like low self-esteem, ocd and I think also trust issues. A...
    charlie08 charlie08 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    Someone I cared about very deeply has disappeared from my life and I feel like she took everything inside with her. I just feel empty now. I just want to fill up that emptiness...
    CaptainBenza CaptainBenza 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 8

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    I have never had a girlfriend. I've never kissed a girl. I've never had a female friend until recently. I've become friends with someone I've liked for some time. I know there are...
    persononinternet persononinternet 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    The kinda pain you feel deep in your soul
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I have everything, loving family, awesome friends, good job... Why can't i feel happy? :'(
    gweny72 gweny72 22-25, F 5 Responses Sep 2

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    cause it's time to leave those feelings behind
    poker7777 poker7777 18-21, M Sep 3

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    Yep alone just me in my own silent world misunderstood and shelved waiting for the next pain sentence to inflict more. Bull sheet I read it here it and feel it
    Clownfacecrack Clownfacecrack 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 6

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    Somedays are better than some. Sometimes I feel I am to messed up to be fixed. .I think I am worse more than that guy in 50th shades lol. We have all experienced pain heartache...
    Localgirl0303 Localgirl0303 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 8

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    Lovesick, Betrayed, and Jealousy are all alike. You made me feel All of it .... At once - Zayra M Arenas
    kpoppanda124 kpoppanda124 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 8

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    I'm sick lonely and tired.. Just want somebody to talk to as a friend :/ life is a notch sometimes
    cocoastrawberry cocoastrawberry 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    How come I end up regretting everything
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 18

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    It's hard to find someone who will actually talk to you and actually give a damn about you :(
    RavenZach RavenZach 16-17, M Aug 28

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    And sometimes the person you always thought would be by your side isn't anymore. Yeah, I know, it sucks.
    secr3tsss secr3tsss 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    I never had somebody to share my love with. But then that one time I had lost my heart to a good friend of mine. She first did not suspect anything. And so she fell in love with...
    questionguy21 questionguy21 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 5

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    My heart shattered once again
    RavenZach RavenZach 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    Nothing breaks my heart than seeing him with an another girl
    ActuallyGrace ActuallyGrace 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    And with that every hope we ever had was lost every wish every dream gone lost somewhere along the way
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    When you realise she's moved on :'( </3
    georgia2001 georgia2001 13-15, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    The pain of letting go The pain of a thousand memories gone The pain of knowing you don't love me anymore The pain of know i still care The pain o know you don't The pain of...
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