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I Feel Broken

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 210 People

    I feel that I am so broken,

    that no one could ever love me. Or even like me for that matter.
    paullyphunn paullyphunn 46-50, M Nov 5

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    cutieasiany cutieasiany 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 22

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    Body And Mind

    Too often I find that Body and MindAre not really on the same pageOne's running in circlesThe other one sleepsOne's violentThe other one's kindSo often I find that Body and MindAre not on speaking termsOne pulls rightThe other pulls leftOne's contentedWhile the other one...
    Plaid Plaid 31-35, F Jul 5, 2011

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    Not Worth It

    i have always been such a tough person to be around. i found someone i thought could handle me. he said he loved me but soon he just started to hate me. he gave up on me. wasn't surprising everyone gives up on me sooner or later. i guess i just wasn't worth it to him anymore. i...
    chaoscandy chaoscandy 16-17, F Apr 2, 2013

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    I attract toxic women

    that make my life a living hell. I'm always left picking up the pieces and every time it feels like a piece is lost. I'm almost out of pieces.
    Cam0flauge Cam0flauge 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 15

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    I feel so broken in different ways.

    I just feel so intensely emotional but I feel so empty and strangely numb. I don't know what to do. I have no motivation and I feel as if no one bothers to care. I'm losing feeling for people and things but I want to be able to get out and live in such light. I really need a...
    burningcolors burningcolors 16-17, F Nov 22

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    Today Is Hard.......

    There is so MUCH anger, shame, hurt, & just horror inside me. I have nowhere to safely put it. I want to know when is it my turn to be happy. When do I get to be loved? When do I get to feel valuable? When? I know that I make my own happiness........But how do I stop the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 15, 2009

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    Am Trying To Make It To Whole..

    You are born whole. Small, but whole. Born into this world. Born dependent on your parents. Born knowing nothing at all about anything around you. Born completely clueless about just what a screwed up place this world is.It's kind of sad when you think about it. The...
    ariesgrl16 ariesgrl16 16-17, F 10 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    He keeps on hurting me

    and everyday it gets worse and worse. I don't feel broken anymore i feel shattered, breathing is almost impossible now a days. And i cant tell anyone whats going on, ill loose everything. And i cant do that to my siblings...they haven't done anything wrong. Its my fault..not...
    ImAlittleLost09 ImAlittleLost09 18-21, F Mar 12

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    The love of my life said he doesn't wanna be

    with me anymore... I feel so lost and broken... I just don't know how to pick myself up....
    fallingangel943 fallingangel943 31-35, F 1 Response May 7

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    More Like Shattered

    I constantly feel, since this year began, that I'm crumbling, chrashing and bursting into a million pieces...I would like to think that it's just the outrageous amount of work I have all the time, making my body tired...but I know it's more than that...I got beaten down, defeated...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 27, 2011

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    But I Think There's Healing On The Other Side

     I have a broken mind...I'm not nearly as sharp as I used to be. I have a broken body...even though I'm only 19 my body is falling apart. I have chronic pain. I have a broken spirit...I'm a christian and I suppose it comes with the territory. but lately I just feel like I...
    09healed08 09healed08 18-21, F Nov 30, 2009

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    </3

    everyday i wake up thinking, today is going to be a good day. and no matter how good of an afternoon or morning i have by the end of the day something goes wrong. All i can help but think is the people that hurt me everyday are breaking me down to where im nothing. i feel no...
    tatertot98 tatertot98 13-15 1 Response Aug 24, 2011

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    “If they ask you about me,

    tell them, “She was the only girl who loved me with honesty, and I broke her.” - Shahrazad al-Khalij ...god this hurts.
    burningcolors burningcolors 16-17, F Nov 4

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    You tell yourself not to cry

    but the tears flow anyways. You know you're a strong person but you don't know why this person can break down your walls. The little things that they say can hurt. The little things that they do can hurt, but you love them anyways. Some moments are happy and others are not...
    cutieasiany cutieasiany 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 22

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    You made me feel special.

    I believed everything you said because no one has ever made me feel that way before. You said you liked me, how could I not like you? everything was going great but everything just stopped. You stopped talking to me and I tried to talk to you. I just want to give up on you but I...
    vivxoxo vivxoxo 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    Broken Inside

    I want to cry so much right now but I know things are going to be fine one day. I'll be happy like all the other people then I won't have to cry sitting in my room alone and thinking what is going to happen next - something I dreaded is happening right but I don't know how to...
    sarahbangles sarahbangles 18-21, F Sep 10, 2013

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    I Though I Had Everything But It Was All An Illusion.

    Sorry another long post but I just have so many thoughts stuck in my head that I need to try and get them out.Before I found out my husband had cheated I had a everything I wanted. We had been together since we were teenagers and spent fifteen years together. We had our beautiful...
    WoundedLioness WoundedLioness 26-30 2 Responses Jan 13, 2012

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    The love of my life said he doesn't wanna be

    with me anymore... I feel so lost and broken... I just don't know how to pick myself up....
    fallingangel943 fallingangel943 31-35, F May 7

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    All I want right know is to fall asleep in a

    woman's lap. I need her to understand me for who I am and show me that she love's me for who I am also. I don't think I'm asking to much. I just want to heal. If not for me for my children.
    Encontrados Encontrados 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 2

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    have been VERY depressed

    for about 5 days alot going on at home . Son is graduating and moving out. feeling of hopelessness i hate depression had it my whole life
    lostlongago40 lostlongago40 36-40, F May 9

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    I hate how I always feel this way. like I don't even know. and things have been going better lately, but I still feel broken, empty. half the time I'm not even sure how I feel...
    EFairy EFairy 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    Feeling that damn urge again. Its been months but now. . . I dont know. Been a bad couple of days. My heart is heavy and pain is just rising inside me. Its so hard when you feel...
    LucemSpiritus LucemSpiritus 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I've spent the last year if not longer..possibly my whole adult life feeling like someone just took a bottle an smashed it into a million pieces and i'm the shards left over. I...
    Chinsei Chinsei 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 23

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    From my head, to my heart to my very soul I feel so broken. the pain is so unbearable some days, then other says I simply have a heart beat I feel so numb.I am to trust people who...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F Nov 27

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    I am doing ok, yes life has at times been difficult, but I am a very positive and optimistic person, and I really care about others. One of my passions is writing, I have a blog...
    tcennoC tcennoC 51-55, M Dec 3

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    I feel so broken and hurt. I miss him. I miss the laughs. I miss spending time with him. I miss sharing good news...im so broken yet...he is moving on just fine. I spend my nights...
    MacyHagood MacyHagood 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 10

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    I feel numb now. Used, abused, and broken into little pieces. Alone. My thoughts are destroying all the good parts of me left, mocking me. There is nothing left but the worst...
    prettyballerina prettyballerina 31-35, F 5 Responses Nov 24

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    I just wanna die. I'm past broken yet still here.further hell would be imortality. I just wqnna die now. I'm done with life.
    matrixwolf matrixwolf 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 7

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    I am alone and shattered inside. I don't even know what to do anymore. I feel so lost. I am sitting on my couch, weeping and listening to landslide on repeat.
    sighofthevanquished sighofthevanquished 22-25, M 4 Responses Nov 22

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    I feel like there's no where for me no one I look great in the outside but the inside hurts I do cry at night. I just cry and tell myself what am I doing alive and not only cause I...
    noelol noelol 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 1

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    I broke and called him last night.. I asked if he was doing okay and he said he was "keeping himself busy"... I also asked if he missed talking to me and he said he did, but he...
    BlueRose77 BlueRose77 36-40, F Dec 10

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    And in that moment I came to the realization that I'm still not over you
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M Nov 19

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    There's a million reasons why I should give you up but the heart wants what it wants
    relapsing14 relapsing14 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    I can't even think clearly without getting over whelmed & stressed about everything that's going on. ;/ ehh I hate this.
    iamj iamj 16-17, F Nov 20

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    And I still mourn the loss of something I never truly had
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 23

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    It seems to be ended but we didnt even began..
    ebizombie ebizombie 18-21, M Dec 2

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    Please, just don't do something stupid. God's preparing someone best for you, better than anyone you've ever met, anyone you've ever fallen in love with, anyone you've ever been...
    ebizombie ebizombie 18-21, M Dec 3

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    I have gave up... Recovery is impossible. I can't do this anymore life is suffocating me with pain. I'm done
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 3

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    I failed in 6 subject in my 3rd semester exam :'(
    cassius77u cassius77u 18-21, M 10 Responses Dec 3

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    So he told me tonight that he needs to focus on himself and doesn't have the time nor the money to have me as a distraction in his life. He says it's not because he wants to be...
    BlueRose77 BlueRose77 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 6

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    I'm crying right now. No one can help. No one gets it. I can't tell anyone anything without someone getting hurt. I'm sick of being programmed to self destruct. I'd kill to be...
    InsanityIsTheButterflysDrug InsanityIsTheButterflysDrug 13-15, F 17 Responses Dec 7

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    Day 3 of no contact... I almost broke last night and called him. Not even sure if he would answer or not but at least I would have tried.. He doesn't want to be with me but at...
    BlueRose77 BlueRose77 36-40, F Dec 9

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    Every possible thing that could go wrong in my life basically has. I keep it all in too because I can't trust anyone anymore. I've been hurt to much to ever let my walls down again...
    BeYou321 BeYou321 13-15, F Dec 10

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    I think im just going to ignore my heart it wont get better. I need to get a job and get a hobby to do instead of failing for attempting to make a family....
    kernalzuggy kernalzuggy 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    Luckily I got home only at 6 PM. I kept back my pain. I was cooking after and clean. But then when I had nothing to do I was crying. My tears still falling. I just can't stop...
    Timeame Timeame 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    Faking a smile, pretending to be happy, always acting as if being the tough character when I'm not, feels broken inside, alone, feels unloved... Always trying to stretch a smile on...
    exhuberantviolet exhuberantviolet 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 5

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    I feel so alone, like the seed of a dandelion floating through the air with no direction to go. The wild thoughts running through my mind, The dark emotions I face behind the...
    xxbrokenlinkxx xxbrokenlinkxx 22-25, M 3 hrs ago

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