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I Feel Broken

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    The love of my life said he doesn't wanna be

    with me anymore... I feel so lost and broken... I just don't know how to pick myself up....
    fallingangel943 fallingangel943 31-35, F May 7, 2014

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    I'm almost at the lowest of lows right now.

    It's not hard to explain so I'll do so right here. Really, I feel like giving up. I feel like looking up to my Lord above and crying out, "God, take my soul back, I don't want it anymore,". This sh*t has been too tough. Just way too tough. It's like when I was born, a video game...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 16-17, F Jun 22

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    I Though I Had Everything But It Was All An Illusion.

    Sorry another long post but I just have so many thoughts stuck in my head that I need to try and get them out.Before I found out my husband had cheated I had a everything I wanted. We had been together since we were teenagers and spent fifteen years together. We had our beautiful...
    WoundedLioness WoundedLioness 26-30 2 Responses Jan 13, 2012

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    All I want right know is to fall asleep in a

    woman's lap. I need her to understand me for who I am and show me that she love's me for who I am also. I don't think I'm asking to much. I just want to heal. If not for me for my children.
    Encontrados Encontrados 41-45, M Jun 2, 2014

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    I attract toxic women

    that make my life a living hell. I'm always left picking up the pieces and every time it feels like a piece is lost. I'm almost out of pieces.
    Cam0flauge Cam0flauge 31-35, M 3 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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    “If they ask you about me,

    tell them, “She was the only girl who loved me with honesty, and I broke her.” - Shahrazad al-Khalij ...god this hurts.
    pbhox pbhox 16-17, F Nov 4, 2014

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    You tell yourself not to cry

    but the tears flow anyways. You know you're a strong person but you don't know why this person can break down your walls. The little things that they say can hurt. The little things that they do can hurt, but you love them anyways. Some moments are happy and others are not...
    cutieasiany cutieasiany 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2014

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    this was a conversation between myself

    and this lady who was interning at the behavioral hospital who was supportive while I was there. (over Facebook) it hurt but she's right. its just so hard not having anyone me: I saw my rapist at the store yesterday her: I didn't know about that. I don't think it was a topic we...
    theunlovedchild theunlovedchild 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    cutieasiany cutieasiany 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2014

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    Yesterday as I was at work I watched water

    from the ship and wanted to jump but I thought of her and unfortunately she doesn't care so now when I go back to work I'm going to jump. She was my only strength I had.
    theunlovedchild theunlovedchild 18-21, F Jul 24

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    Body And Mind

    Too often I find that Body and MindAre not really on the same pageOne's running in circlesThe other one sleepsOne's violentThe other one's kindSo often I find that Body and MindAre not on speaking termsOne pulls rightThe other pulls leftOne's contentedWhile the other one...
    Plaid Plaid 31-35, F Jul 5, 2011

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    I feel so broken in different ways.

    I just feel so intensely emotional but I feel so empty and strangely numb. I don't know what to do. I have no motivation and I feel as if no one bothers to care. I'm losing feeling for people and things but I want to be able to get out and live in such light. I really need a...
    pbhox pbhox 16-17, F Nov 22, 2014

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    You made me feel special.

    I believed everything you said because no one has ever made me feel that way before. You said you liked me, how could I not like you? everything was going great but everything just stopped. You stopped talking to me and I tried to talk to you. I just want to give up on you but I...
    vivxoxo vivxoxo 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 29, 2014

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    I can't trust nobody I cant trust nobody

    nobody (2x) I remember back in 2013 I was about 18 A lot of **** was going Momma got arrested and kicked everybody out They made me switch schools and I was really down about it I was sitting up crying Wondering why nobody liked me If my daddy was alive would he be in life...
    theunlovedchild theunlovedchild 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 19, 2014

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    Just I use to be able to feel a whole feel

    useful. But now I'm just broken left on the shelf as some scraps.
    kankuro18 kankuro18 18-21, M Mar 14

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    Not Worth It

    i have always been such a tough person to be around. i found someone i thought could handle me. he said he loved me but soon he just started to hate me. he gave up on me. wasn't surprising everyone gives up on me sooner or later. i guess i just wasn't worth it to him anymore. i...
    chaoscandy chaoscandy 16-17, F Apr 2, 2013

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    Am Trying To Make It To Whole..

    You are born whole. Small, but whole. Born into this world. Born dependent on your parents. Born knowing nothing at all about anything around you. Born completely clueless about just what a screwed up place this world is.It's kind of sad when you think about it. The...
    ariesgrl16 ariesgrl16 16-17, F 10 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    More Like Shattered

    I constantly feel, since this year began, that I'm crumbling, chrashing and bursting into a million pieces...I would like to think that it's just the outrageous amount of work I have all the time, making my body tired...but I know it's more than that...I got beaten down, defeated...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 27, 2011

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    But I Think There's Healing On The Other Side

     I have a broken mind...I'm not nearly as sharp as I used to be. I have a broken body...even though I'm only 19 my body is falling apart. I have chronic pain. I have a broken spirit...I'm a christian and I suppose it comes with the territory. but lately I just feel like I...
    09healed08 09healed08 18-21, F Nov 30, 2009

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    have been VERY depressed

    for about 5 days alot going on at home . Son is graduating and moving out. feeling of hopelessness i hate depression had it my whole life
    lostlongago40 lostlongago40 41-45, F May 9, 2014

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    I feel that I am so broken,

    that no one could ever love me. Or even like me for that matter.
    paullyphunn paullyphunn 46-50, M Nov 5, 2014

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    Sometimes I sit and wonder

    why y'all judge me. Y'all be so quick to talk about me when y'all don't know me. How many of y'all can say y'all really got to know me? Yeah let's not all speak at once. And just because you family don't mean you know me. All y'all is my name not my story. If I told you you'd be...
    theunlovedchild theunlovedchild 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    everyday i wake up thinking, today is going to be a good day. and no matter how good of an afternoon or morning i have by the end of the day something goes wrong. All i can help but think is the people that hurt me everyday are breaking me down to where im nothing. i feel no...
    tatertot98 tatertot98 13-15 1 Response Aug 24, 2011

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    The love of my life said he doesn't wanna be

    with me anymore... I feel so lost and broken... I just don't know how to pick myself up....
    fallingangel943 fallingangel943 31-35, F May 7, 2014

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    Today Is Hard.......

    There is so MUCH anger, shame, hurt, & just horror inside me. I have nowhere to safely put it. I want to know when is it my turn to be happy. When do I get to be loved? When do I get to feel valuable? When? I know that I make my own happiness........But how do I stop the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 15, 2009

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    Broken Inside

    I want to cry so much right now but I know things are going to be fine one day. I'll be happy like all the other people then I won't have to cry sitting in my room alone and thinking what is going to happen next - something I dreaded is happening right but I don't know how to...
    sarahbangles sarahbangles 22-25, F Sep 10, 2013

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    He keeps on hurting me

    and everyday it gets worse and worse. I don't feel broken anymore i feel shattered, breathing is almost impossible now a days. And i cant tell anyone whats going on, ill loose everything. And i cant do that to my siblings...they haven't done anything wrong. Its my fault..not...
    ImAlittleLost09 ImAlittleLost09 18-21, F Mar 12, 2014

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    Related Experiences

    i can relate to this. Unfortunately a lot of my issues stem from abusive relationships with men. One raped me and beat me, the other kept lying to me and cheated on me. Now I find...
    tinyheart8888 tinyheart8888 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I'm so sad right now. My mind is ok but my heart is torn apart. I have no urge to talk because I barely feel alright. I'm just waiting it out till it goes away. I could use some...
    christasocal1 christasocal1 22-25 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    I am so very heart broken. I genuinely thought I found someone who was different. Someone who wanted to have the silly random conversations and who was respectful and sweet. We...
    mehear mehear 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    I am so brokenhearted. Fell in love with a guy I was sleeping with even tho he had a GF like a dummy. I feel so used and unloved. He told me repeatedly he loved me but clearly...
    hopelesslyinlove28 hopelesslyinlove28 26-30, F 22 hrs ago

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    Hey guys I have just broken up with my boyfriend. I really love him so much and i just cant forget about him. Although i am the one who ended the relationship. The way i am...
    Theonestar Theonestar 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I feel like I spent so long being his I'm not even me anymore that looks down on me for being with a pr1ck I'm just so lost I don't even know what's ceiling and what's floor. I...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Never thought I would see myself in a dark place again. Really, why did this happen to me? Why am I so dumb & weak that I let this happen to me again? It was so hard getting out of...
    FreeSpirit02 FreeSpirit02 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Not a good feeling to have. At all.
    Boxerlove2 Boxerlove2 41-45, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am so tired of trying. I am so tired of pushing forward. I am broken. I am done. I give up. I am tired of being broken.
    PrairieSong PrairieSong 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Eat Me, Drink Me. I recently have been tearing myself up, washed up by my waterworks. I feel as if myself was pointed towards it. Love is more as Lucky Charms. The best parts...
    TheMechanicalAnimals TheMechanicalAnimals 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    I've been bullied before. Lots of times actually. From 5-8 grade. I got a lot of remarks about my appearance. It still hurts. Ever since 7th grade I've become a perfectionist about...
    internallybroken internallybroken 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 25

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    It seems that I have a chronic case of this. I put to much faith in what people might do for me and how people might heal me. In the end, though I never reveal my problems, they...
    Person123x Person123x 18-21 Aug 25

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    U know I'm done I just can't do it anymore I'm giving up relax I'm not gonna go killing my self or anything that will hurt its just that I don't have hope anymore I have nothing...
    me343434 me343434 13-15, F Aug 25

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    He says he loves me.. But when I speak he isn't there... He can't remember half of what I say... This emptiness that he drained.... He doesn't want to fill my tank... Oh yes he...
    HisBeautifulDisaster HisBeautifulDisaster 36-40, F Aug 24

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    someone broke my heart again and again, the worst part she never knew what i'm going through. b'cuz i'm just only friend to him..nothing special.how can you say your problem,if you...
    arkitek arkitek 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I might be broken forever. It's been a year. And God help me I still feel it. I feel the void trying to swallow me whole. The worst part is that I still have him. And he loves me...
    silvis silvis 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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