I Feel Broken

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    I Though I Had Everything But It Was All An Illusion.

    Sorry another long post but I just have so many thoughts stuck in my head that I need to try and get them out.Before I found out my husband had cheated I had a everything I wanted. We had been together since we were teenagers and spent fifteen years together. We had our beautiful...
    WoundedLioness WoundedLioness
    2 Responses Jan 13, 2012

    I feel broken in some manner

    or form. It just feels like something isn't working right. I can think of a fair few reasons why that might be, but I don't know what I can do. I don't feel like I'm experiencing life at all, but like I'm just walking through a dream or something. Everything feels irrelevant...
    X88B88 X88B88
    Sep 28, 2015

    All I want right know is to fall asleep in a

    woman's lap. I need her to understand me for who I am and show me that she love's me for who I am also. I don't think I'm asking to much. I just want to heal. If not for me for my children.
    Encontrados Encontrados
    41-45, M
    Jun 2, 2014

    Sometimes I sit and wonder

    why y'all judge me. Y'all be so quick to talk about me when y'all don't know me. How many of y'all can say y'all really got to know me? Yeah let's not all speak at once. And just because you family don't mean you know me. All y'all is my name not my story. If I told you you'd be...
    theunlovedchild theunlovedchild
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 12, 2015

    Today Is Hard.......

    There is so MUCH anger, shame, hurt, & just horror inside me. I have nowhere to safely put it. I want to know when is it my turn to be happy. When do I get to be loved? When do I get to feel valuable? When? I know that I make my own happiness........But how do I stop the...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Apr 15, 2009
    cutieasiany cutieasiany
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 22, 2014

    Broken Inside

    I want to cry so much right now but I know things are going to be fine one day. I'll be happy like all the other people then I won't have to cry sitting in my room alone and thinking what is going to happen next - something I dreaded is happening right but I don't know how to...
    sarahbangles sarahbangles
    22-25, F
    Sep 10, 2013

    You made me feel special.

    I believed everything you said because no one has ever made me feel that way before. You said you liked me, how could I not like you? everything was going great but everything just stopped. You stopped talking to me and I tried to talk to you. I just want to give up on you but I...
    vivxoxo vivxoxo
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jan 29, 2014

    I attract toxic women

    that make my life a living hell. I'm always left picking up the pieces and every time it feels like a piece is lost. I'm almost out of pieces.
    Cam0flauge Cam0flauge
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Jan 15, 2014


    everyday i wake up thinking, today is going to be a good day. and no matter how good of an afternoon or morning i have by the end of the day something goes wrong. All i can help but think is the people that hurt me everyday are breaking me down to where im nothing. i feel no...
    tatertot98 tatertot98
    1 Response Aug 24, 2011

    have been VERY depressed

    for about 5 days alot going on at home . Son is graduating and moving out. feeling of hopelessness i hate depression had it my whole life
    lostlongago40 lostlongago40
    41-45, F
    May 9, 2014

    The love of my life said he doesn't wanna be

    with me anymore... I feel so lost and broken... I just don't know how to pick myself up....
    fallingangel943 fallingangel943
    36-40, F
    May 7, 2014

    You tell yourself not to cry

    but the tears flow anyways. You know you're a strong person but you don't know why this person can break down your walls. The little things that they say can hurt. The little things that they do can hurt, but you love them anyways. Some moments are happy and others are not...
    cutieasiany cutieasiany
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 22, 2014

    Body And Mind

    Too often I find that Body and MindAre not really on the same pageOne's running in circlesThe other one sleepsOne's violentThe other one's kindSo often I find that Body and MindAre not on speaking termsOne pulls rightThe other pulls leftOne's contentedWhile the other one...
    Plaid Plaid
    31-35, F
    Jul 5, 2011

    He keeps on hurting me

    and everyday it gets worse and worse. I don't feel broken anymore i feel shattered, breathing is almost impossible now a days. And i cant tell anyone whats going on, ill loose everything. And i cant do that to my siblings...they haven't done anything wrong. Its my fault..not...
    ImAlittleLost09 ImAlittleLost09
    22-25, F
    Mar 12, 2014

    this was a conversation between myself

    and this lady who was interning at the behavioral hospital who was supportive while I was there. (over Facebook) it hurt but she's right. its just so hard not having anyone me: I saw my rapist at the store yesterday her: I didn't know about that. I don't think it was a topic we...
    theunlovedchild theunlovedchild
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 20, 2015

    I'm almost at the lowest of lows right now.

    It's not hard to explain so I'll do so right here. Really, I feel like giving up. I feel like looking up to my Lord above and crying out, "God, take my soul back, I don't want it anymore,". This sh*t has been too tough. Just way too tough. It's like when I was born, a video game...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence
    18-21, F
    Jun 22, 2015

    Am Trying To Make It To Whole..

    You are born whole. Small, but whole. Born into this world. Born dependent on your parents. Born knowing nothing at all about anything around you. Born completely clueless about just what a screwed up place this world is.It's kind of sad when you think about it. The...
    ariesgrl16 ariesgrl16
    18-21, F
    10 Responses Nov 30, 2009

    But I Think There's Healing On The Other Side

     I have a broken mind...I'm not nearly as sharp as I used to be. I have a broken body...even though I'm only 19 my body is falling apart. I have chronic pain. I have a broken spirit...I'm a christian and I suppose it comes with the territory. but lately I just feel like I...
    09healed08 09healed08
    18-21, F
    Nov 30, 2009

    More Like Shattered

    I constantly feel, since this year began, that I'm crumbling, chrashing and bursting into a million pieces...I would like to think that it's just the outrageous amount of work I have all the time, making my body tired...but I know it's more than that...I got beaten down, defeated...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 27, 2011

    The love of my life said he doesn't wanna be

    with me anymore... I feel so lost and broken... I just don't know how to pick myself up....
    fallingangel943 fallingangel943
    36-40, F
    May 7, 2014

    Not Worth It

    i have always been such a tough person to be around. i found someone i thought could handle me. he said he loved me but soon he just started to hate me. he gave up on me. wasn't surprising everyone gives up on me sooner or later. i guess i just wasn't worth it to him anymore. i...
    chaoscandy chaoscandy
    18-21, F
    Apr 2, 2013

    Yesterday as I was at work I watched water

    from the ship and wanted to jump but I thought of her and unfortunately she doesn't care so now when I go back to work I'm going to jump. She was my only strength I had.
    theunlovedchild theunlovedchild
    22-25, F
    Jul 24, 2015

    I feel so broken in different ways.

    I just feel so intensely emotional but I feel so empty and strangely numb. I don't know what to do. I have no motivation and I feel as if no one bothers to care. I'm losing feeling for people and things but I want to be able to get out and live in such light. I really need a...
    pearlishx pearlishx
    18-21, F
    Nov 22, 2014

    I can't trust nobody I cant trust nobody

    nobody (2x) I remember back in 2013 I was about 18 A lot of **** was going Momma got arrested and kicked everybody out They made me switch schools and I was really down about it I was sitting up crying Wondering why nobody liked me If my daddy was alive would he be in life...
    theunlovedchild theunlovedchild
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 19, 2014

    “If they ask you about me,

    tell them, “She was the only girl who loved me with honesty, and I broke her.” - Shahrazad al-Khalij ...god this hurts.
    pearlishx pearlishx
    18-21, F
    Nov 4, 2014
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