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I Feel Broken

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 237 People

    But I Think There's Healing On The Other Side

     I have a broken mind...I'm not nearly as sharp as I used to be. I have a broken body...even though I'm only 19 my body is falling apart. I have chronic pain. I have a broken spirit...I'm a christian and I suppose it comes with the territory. but lately I just feel like I...
    09healed08 09healed08 18-21, F Nov 30, 2009

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    this was a conversation between myself

    and this lady who was interning at the behavioral hospital who was supportive while I was there. (over Facebook) it hurt but she's right. its just so hard not having anyone me: I saw my rapist at the store yesterday her: I didn't know about that. I don't think it was a topic we...
    theunlovedchild theunlovedchild 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    Not Worth It

    i have always been such a tough person to be around. i found someone i thought could handle me. he said he loved me but soon he just started to hate me. he gave up on me. wasn't surprising everyone gives up on me sooner or later. i guess i just wasn't worth it to him anymore. i...
    chaoscandy chaoscandy 16-17, F Apr 2, 2013

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    The love of my life said he doesn't wanna be

    with me anymore... I feel so lost and broken... I just don't know how to pick myself up....
    fallingangel943 fallingangel943 31-35, F May 7, 2014

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    Body And Mind

    Too often I find that Body and MindAre not really on the same pageOne's running in circlesThe other one sleepsOne's violentThe other one's kindSo often I find that Body and MindAre not on speaking termsOne pulls rightThe other pulls leftOne's contentedWhile the other one...
    Plaid Plaid 31-35, F Jul 5, 2011

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    Today Is Hard.......

    There is so MUCH anger, shame, hurt, & just horror inside me. I have nowhere to safely put it. I want to know when is it my turn to be happy. When do I get to be loved? When do I get to feel valuable? When? I know that I make my own happiness........But how do I stop the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 15, 2009

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    Am Trying To Make It To Whole..

    You are born whole. Small, but whole. Born into this world. Born dependent on your parents. Born knowing nothing at all about anything around you. Born completely clueless about just what a screwed up place this world is.It's kind of sad when you think about it. The...
    ariesgrl16 ariesgrl16 16-17, F 10 Responses Nov 30, 2009

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    I feel that I am so broken,

    that no one could ever love me. Or even like me for that matter.
    paullyphunn paullyphunn 46-50, M Nov 5, 2014

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    You tell yourself not to cry

    but the tears flow anyways. You know you're a strong person but you don't know why this person can break down your walls. The little things that they say can hurt. The little things that they do can hurt, but you love them anyways. Some moments are happy and others are not...
    cutieasiany cutieasiany 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2014

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    I can't trust nobody I cant trust nobody

    nobody (2x) I remember back in 2013 I was about 18 A lot of **** was going Momma got arrested and kicked everybody out They made me switch schools and I was really down about it I was sitting up crying Wondering why nobody liked me If my daddy was alive would he be in life...
    theunlovedchild theunlovedchild 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 19, 2014

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    He keeps on hurting me

    and everyday it gets worse and worse. I don't feel broken anymore i feel shattered, breathing is almost impossible now a days. And i cant tell anyone whats going on, ill loose everything. And i cant do that to my siblings...they haven't done anything wrong. Its my fault..not...
    ImAlittleLost09 ImAlittleLost09 18-21, F Mar 12, 2014

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    cutieasiany cutieasiany 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2014

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    I Though I Had Everything But It Was All An Illusion.

    Sorry another long post but I just have so many thoughts stuck in my head that I need to try and get them out.Before I found out my husband had cheated I had a everything I wanted. We had been together since we were teenagers and spent fifteen years together. We had our beautiful...
    WoundedLioness WoundedLioness 26-30 2 Responses Jan 13, 2012

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    have been VERY depressed

    for about 5 days alot going on at home . Son is graduating and moving out. feeling of hopelessness i hate depression had it my whole life
    lostlongago40 lostlongago40 36-40, F May 9, 2014

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    You made me feel special.

    I believed everything you said because no one has ever made me feel that way before. You said you liked me, how could I not like you? everything was going great but everything just stopped. You stopped talking to me and I tried to talk to you. I just want to give up on you but I...
    vivxoxo vivxoxo 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 29, 2014

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    The love of my life said he doesn't wanna be

    with me anymore... I feel so lost and broken... I just don't know how to pick myself up....
    fallingangel943 fallingangel943 31-35, F 1 Response May 7, 2014

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    All I want right know is to fall asleep in a

    woman's lap. I need her to understand me for who I am and show me that she love's me for who I am also. I don't think I'm asking to much. I just want to heal. If not for me for my children.
    Encontrados Encontrados 36-40, M Jun 2, 2014

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    Broken Inside

    I want to cry so much right now but I know things are going to be fine one day. I'll be happy like all the other people then I won't have to cry sitting in my room alone and thinking what is going to happen next - something I dreaded is happening right but I don't know how to...
    sarahbangles sarahbangles 18-21, F Sep 10, 2013

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    </3

    everyday i wake up thinking, today is going to be a good day. and no matter how good of an afternoon or morning i have by the end of the day something goes wrong. All i can help but think is the people that hurt me everyday are breaking me down to where im nothing. i feel no...
    tatertot98 tatertot98 13-15 1 Response Aug 24, 2011

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    I feel so broken in different ways.

    I just feel so intensely emotional but I feel so empty and strangely numb. I don't know what to do. I have no motivation and I feel as if no one bothers to care. I'm losing feeling for people and things but I want to be able to get out and live in such light. I really need a...
    burningcolors burningcolors 16-17, F Nov 22, 2014

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    I attract toxic women

    that make my life a living hell. I'm always left picking up the pieces and every time it feels like a piece is lost. I'm almost out of pieces.
    Cam0flauge Cam0flauge 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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    More Like Shattered

    I constantly feel, since this year began, that I'm crumbling, chrashing and bursting into a million pieces...I would like to think that it's just the outrageous amount of work I have all the time, making my body tired...but I know it's more than that...I got beaten down, defeated...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 27, 2011

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    “If they ask you about me,

    tell them, “She was the only girl who loved me with honesty, and I broke her.” - Shahrazad al-Khalij ...god this hurts.
    burningcolors burningcolors 16-17, F Nov 4, 2014

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    Just I use to be able to feel a whole feel

    useful. But now I'm just broken left on the shelf as some scraps.
    kankuro18 kankuro18 18-21, M Mar 14

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    Sometimes I sit and wonder

    why y'all judge me. Y'all be so quick to talk about me when y'all don't know me. How many of y'all can say y'all really got to know me? Yeah let's not all speak at once. And just because you family don't mean you know me. All y'all is my name not my story. If I told you you'd be...
    theunlovedchild theunlovedchild 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    I like him and i want him back. HE ask me to do something and yes im happy to do it but i feel like im not important to him, i cant feel him, i feel like im doing this for someone...
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    I was all good this morning. Thinking about all the good things and all but no! I can't even be happy for a day. I feel soo weird. I hear these voices inside my head telling me I'm...
    chocolateinmyblood chocolateinmyblood 16-17 3 Responses Mar 27

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    I don't even know how to have real feelings anymore...I think I'm so insecure that I just worry about how I should feel all the time...and even when people say they understand I...
    strawberryletter22 strawberryletter22 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 29

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    I am pretty much unable to feel anything deeply. Not happiness, or love, or even anger. I dwell on the bad, because it is easier to hold onto. My life isn't roses, but it...
    koiress koiress 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 29

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    Hello everyone! Just need some one to talk with, just got separated after 12 years of marriage! I just feel alone.
    Soloy0 Soloy0 31-35, M 4 Responses Apr 9

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    Last night i dreamt of my ex that i broke up with a few days ago In my dream we talked and he would hug me from behind like he always do when we talk.. When i woke up i feel empty...
    anonymous9974 anonymous9974 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 11

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    It's like bricks weighing down on my chest I never know wtf to expect next. I try and try and try but things just get worse. There's so much to appreciate in life but idk why I...
    beautifullybrokken beautifullybrokken 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    Can you feel it? The dead weight of your legs from the sleeping pills, the dizziness from the alcohol, the soft throbbing of your pulse as blood is pumped out your wrists? That's...
    Starvin9Artist1 Starvin9Artist1 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Words just can't describe right now. 😭
    katies007 katies007 16-17, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I really wish someone could understand me the way that I understand them.
    KawiiKay KawiiKay 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I don't know if I have the strength to start over. let alone the energy... I can't trust my decision making skills anymore. somebody else do it.
    mrsskayl mrsskayl 26-30, F 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Today is 1 week from the day I started to loose my baby. Tomorrow will be 1 week from the day I actually lost him. Everything reminds me of him. All the pains and aches of my body...
    Triztemuneca87 Triztemuneca87 26-30, F Mar 27

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    But parts still work. http://youtu.be/UtBsl3j0YRQ
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 27

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    But parts keep working. EP Link
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 27

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    But rarely wonder why. EP Link
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 27

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    No one has ever written about me :(.
    sassygirl42 sassygirl42 41-45, F 16 Responses Mar 30

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    People are so two face like wtf
    Ma11hew Ma11hew 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 1

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    So much so... I can't even say or type his name... I look at our old texts and my heart rips and my heart hurts so bad... I stop breathing for a good 10 seconds
    SadlySafe SadlySafe 13-15 2 Responses Apr 3

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