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I Feel Completly Out of Control of My Feelings

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 170 People

    My Feelings

    My feelings,Lately,Not good,Losing control,Gonna crash,Help,Please,Before it's too late,Need control.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2012

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    I Am Sick Of Prayer

    I am so sick of people telling me as an answer just pray or I'll pray for you. 1st. I'm not Christian 2nd. its an empty answer 3rd. Its annoying Now to other people It probably isn't annoying but to me it is and that just by my own beliefs. Dont take this disrespectful...
    skyrain skyrain 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 8, 2011

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    Feel Very Troubled....

    I am finding it harder to deal with my feelings at the moment. This is probably going to be one of the most revealing and honest stories I write on here. Things have got pretty bad I know that. I am stressed out not so much physically but emotionally and mentally. I feel so alone...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    I Should Be Medicated

    Every time I think my depression has eased off, and the sun might shine through, the clouds roll in again with a vengeance. I give up. I don't care anymore. I'll just stay to myself so no one else has to deal with my b_ulls_hit.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2010

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    All Or Nothing

    Well For those who dont know I was thrown into Home school summer schooling one month ago. I had to get everything they threw at me right ...and I DID and I'm not smart when it comes to schooling so thank's to my family mom,dad, and older brother (whom i can no longer call him...
    skyrain skyrain 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2011

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    Ditto

    I can be simply talking to my wife and boom, floods of tears out of no where. No reason just boom there it is. I am on three antidepressants again. Life long depression. I'm 53 and still going some how. Emotions out of control,,, a daily issue for lots of us out there.
    Obiewan Obiewan 51-55, M 3 Responses Oct 10, 2009

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    Struggling For A Few Months

    I feel crazy all the time with my self i got depressed and now i feel worse because all i want to do is run away when people give me Godly advice or just advice i can;t take being this way anymore all i do is yell out on people and shout and cry do i have something something...
    princess519 princess519 26-30 Feb 16, 2013

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    Here is Practical Explanation about Next Life,

    Purpose of Human Life, philosophical/religious facts, theories etc. ___________________________ *********** Practical Explanation ( For Example ) :- `1st of all can you tell me every single seconds detail from that time when you born ?? ( i need every seconds detail ?? that what...
    madhav1 madhav1 22-25, M Dec 10, 2013

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    One moment I am happy, the next angry, and the next I am crying, and sometimes even a combination of these.  I am usually very much in control so this is a new thing for me and I hope it doesn't last long.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 7 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    With my own family. My mother prefers my stepfather over me. I'm a third wheel all the time. All through school. I was always picked last and people would get so angry to be...
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    The music washes over me a hard core melody Pounding, racing, out of control I want to escape these feelings that fall on me The rhythm of the instruments falling together...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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    When i didn't have a Dom/Master/Mentor i was missing a major part of myself. i don't deny that i was desperate and made some bad choices. it was because i needed my Dom and i'd yet...
    shimmeringrose shimmeringrose 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 22

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    i went to my appointment, it's funny how my therapy appointment fell on my birthday. (No, no one cares enough about my birthday to do anything special.) i had been going to therapy...
    shimmeringrose shimmeringrose 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I absolutely hate controlling men and people. Men who try to control their women and every move they make. Its sad and I wish I could do something about it. It sucks to see women...
    batmanfan4ever16 batmanfan4ever16 22-25, M Feb 22

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    Am I a terrible person for not wanting you to be back home? I liked that you weren't present, it gave me some time to think in peace. And your efforts to stay into contact with me...
    CactusHugger CactusHugger 18-21, F Feb 22

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    I don't know how to take out my feelings unless I'm drunk soo I just keep it all inside. And when I do drink it's always such a sad sight and soo much pain to go threw I always...
    Missmeloveme Missmeloveme 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    I am so tired of her living with us!!!!! She is not a bad woman, she just truly annoys me. I feel guilty for my feelings, but I can't help it. I want to have my house organized and...
    mindfullwithall mindfullwithall 26-30, F Feb 21

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    I just can't speak out my feelings...huhuhuhaha
    19htiaf 19htiaf 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I only have 2 friends total and I even feel left out from them too. I always stay at home and never go out. I feel too embarrassed to even ask to hang out with them in the first...
    makailafish makailafish 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 17

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    Feeling left out by people around me. In the end of the day, you will realise we ain't as important as we thought we are in people's lives!
    Janeishere Janeishere 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    He stared up at my faint outline in the fading twilight.... I was on top of him now, deliciously wreaking havoc on the remaining shreds of any self-control he had left. The...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    My parents does it all the time. I know they're mad and stuff but putting it out on me all the time makes me get mad and I have to cope with all the feelings I have. My mom told me...
    RadxButxSad RadxButxSad 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    mybygone mybygone 46-50, M 5 hrs ago

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    I don't know if anyone else can relate to this. I find I can allow myself to care about someome in the moment if I want to but I can just as easily switch that off and hurt them in...
    taliaroger taliaroger 18-21, F Feb 21

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    I was drunk but still aware. I was sitting outside the bar talking with a friend about his work then suddenly realised that i was walking towards my car already which I parked 20...
    c1inton c1inton 22-25, M 5 hrs ago

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    Living in this world can be so difficult. I'm sure so many people could agree with me but many of you can relate to how it feels to live with Borderline Personality Disorder. Some...
    LadyAmbrosia LadyAmbrosia 18-21, F Feb 4

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    Walking sideways... Listening to this song... What a beautiful song http://youtu.be/ezz-nazThiM You know it ain't easy For these thoughts here to leave me There's no words to...
    h4n5dj22 h4n5dj22 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I am currently in that stage where I have literally no idea what the hell is going on in my mind and heart. I'll try and make this pretty short. Just to say this is going to be...
    themuffintitan themuffintitan 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    I know what love could do to you. Breaks you and tears you into little pieces. I just wish I had more control over my feelings and wished that my heart asked me for my permission...
    jiajee jiajee 18-21 5 Responses Feb 7

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    I’m Gay!.................Wow, okay that was easy. If only coming out were really easy. I wonder how straight people come out. Oh wait, they are just born that way. So are the...
    ClaudNine ClaudNine 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 11

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    So i have been away from here for a while. Had a bad experience on here that made me rethink its helpfulness to me. I seem to come back thou. Its nice to just write down my true...
    rachlin50 rachlin50 22-25, F Feb 14

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    All anyone's done today is make me feel stupid and worthless. All I want to do is lay here and cry. I dont deserve any of this. My whole life has been hell. And just when I...
    blackspikex blackspikex 18-21, F Feb 4

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    something is telling me to hold off in believing and trusting in my feelings and what I see on the surface. Not because anything is wrong per se but because I don't know the full...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F Feb 6

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    Im 24, and Male (and i've had a few drinks but my profession allows me to be a good storyteller). I think i'm bisexual but am highly confused. Strap yourselves in for a long story...
    Wishop1024 Wishop1024 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 19

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    I feel guilty for leaving my heroin addict boyfriend and falling in love with someone who is healthy. I feel as if i could've been there for him to help him through his hard time...
    justwanttobehappy1 justwanttobehappy1 18-21 4 Responses Feb 5

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    After KOSUN won two sets of fully-configured 70D Solids Control System from GWDC, KOSUN signed another contract of 750 Workover Rig Solids Control Equipment with the national...
    zmzmllll zmzmllll 26-30, F Feb 11

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    I haven't shared this with anyone, but I need to now. I feel comfortable here. I am Epileptic, I have 3types of seizures, they are not under control. I have Absence Seizures...
    Luuz Luuz 41-45, F 10 Responses Feb 17

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    I feel like I'm in a one way relationship. I have been feeling very down, and might as well be alone, because when I voice how u feel it's hardly acknowledged. I'm sad. I'm scared...
    SecretAngel6 SecretAngel6 26-30, F 7 Responses Feb 17

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