Every time I think my depression has eased off, and the sun might shine through, the clouds roll in again with a vengeance. I give up. I don't care anymore. I'll just stay to myself so no one else has to deal with my b_ulls_hit.
I am finding it harder to deal with my feelings at the moment. This is probably going to be one of the most revealing and honest stories I write on here. Things have got pretty bad I know that. I am stressed out not so much physically but emotionally and mentally. I feel so alone...
I feel crazy all the time with my self i got depressed and now i feel worse because all i want to do is run away when people give me Godly advice or just advice i can;t take being this way anymore all i do is yell out on people and shout and cry do i have something something...
One moment I am happy, the next angry, and the next I am crying, and sometimes even a combination of these. I am usually very much in control so this is a new thing for me and I hope it doesn't last long.
I can be simply talking to my wife and boom, floods of tears out of no where. No reason just boom there it is.
I am on three antidepressants again. Life long depression. I'm 53 and still going some how.
Emotions out of control,,, a daily issue for lots of us out there.
I am so sick of people telling me as an answer
just pray or I'll pray for you.
1st. I'm not Christian
2nd. its an empty answer
3rd. Its annoying
Now to other people It probably isn't annoying but to me it is
and that just by my own beliefs.
Dont take this disrespectful...
For those who dont know
I was thrown into Home school summer schooling one month
ago. I had to get everything they threw at me right ...and I DID
and I'm not smart when it comes to schooling so thank's to my family
mom,dad, and older brother (whom i can no longer call him...
Purpose of Human Life, philosophical/religious facts, theories etc.
Practical Explanation ( For Example ) :- `1st of all can you tell me every single seconds detail from that time when you born ?? ( i need every seconds detail ?? that what...