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I Feel Completly Out of Control of My Feelings

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    I Am Sick Of Prayer

    I am so sick of people telling me as an answer just pray or I'll pray for you. 1st. I'm not Christian 2nd. its an empty answer 3rd. Its annoying Now to other people It probably isn't annoying but to me it is and that just by my own beliefs. Dont take this disrespectful...
    skyrain skyrain 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 8, 2011

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    My Feelings

    My feelings,Lately,Not good,Losing control,Gonna crash,Help,Please,Before it's too late,Need control.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2012

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    Struggling For A Few Months

    I feel crazy all the time with my self i got depressed and now i feel worse because all i want to do is run away when people give me Godly advice or just advice i can;t take being this way anymore all i do is yell out on people and shout and cry do i have something something...
    princess519 princess519 26-30 Feb 16, 2013

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    I Should Be Medicated

    Every time I think my depression has eased off, and the sun might shine through, the clouds roll in again with a vengeance. I give up. I don't care anymore. I'll just stay to myself so no one else has to deal with my b_ulls_hit.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2010

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    >>>

    One moment I am happy, the next angry, and the next I am crying, and sometimes even a combination of these.  I am usually very much in control so this is a new thing for me and I hope it doesn't last long.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 7 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    Ditto

    I can be simply talking to my wife and boom, floods of tears out of no where. No reason just boom there it is. I am on three antidepressants again. Life long depression. I'm 53 and still going some how. Emotions out of control,,, a daily issue for lots of us out there.
    Obiewan Obiewan 51-55, M 3 Responses Oct 10, 2009

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    Feel Very Troubled....

    I am finding it harder to deal with my feelings at the moment. This is probably going to be one of the most revealing and honest stories I write on here. Things have got pretty bad I know that. I am stressed out not so much physically but emotionally and mentally. I feel so alone...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    Here is Practical Explanation about Next Life,

    Purpose of Human Life, philosophical/religious facts, theories etc. ___________________________ *********** Practical Explanation ( For Example ) :- `1st of all can you tell me every single seconds detail from that time when you born ?? ( i need every seconds detail ?? that what...
    madhav1 madhav1 22-25, M Dec 10, 2013

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    All Or Nothing

    Well For those who dont know I was thrown into Home school summer schooling one month ago. I had to get everything they threw at me right ...and I DID and I'm not smart when it comes to schooling so thank's to my family mom,dad, and older brother (whom i can no longer call him...
    skyrain skyrain 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    sometimes i feel like everyone will judge me if i speak the truth. But a friend always told me to not give a **** about what everyone says, but i can't help it. I mean if i tell...
    ALOSTSOUL22 ALOSTSOUL22 18-21, F 1 Response May 5

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    Can someone help me. I'm in secondary school and I hang round primarily in a group of 5 (including me) and I feel as if I'm getting left out. Basically, the other 4 tend to go off...
    MaddyLion MaddyLion 13-15, F 1 Response May 17

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    I'm at my new summer internship, and today is the third day. There is another girl interning who came in the same day as I did with the same position, and right now I'm feeling so...
    rileystella rileystella 22-25, F May 13

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    normally when I am at school I am left out on everything. no one wants me on their team. and no one ever talks to be and trys to be my friend.
    PinkyChristina PinkyChristina 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I wish I could do some of the things my friends get to do.... Whether its something I can't do atm due to different reasons or.... ex: like when you wanna go to the park, or go...
    RyRyOfAwesomeness RyRyOfAwesomeness 16-17, M 1 Response May 7

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    Only three words, no more or less I Am Scared
    Dawb183 Dawb183 13-15, F 1 Response May 11

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    I wanna die already. Sometimes it's just too hard, and I can't get it right. Why does life have to be like this?
    Kayli90 Kayli90 22-25, F 1 Response May 22

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    It's a normal thing that goes around in this household. Just because I'm in my room studying doesn't mean you don't ask me if I want to go to dinner...
    maddie91101 maddie91101 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    That moment when all your friends go somewhere but don't invite you and then they all say they are doing different things when you ask them about it!!!!!!! Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it...
    fireworks1283 fireworks1283 13-15, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I just want to feel better already. I'm loosing my ****. I feel so out of control. I don't want to be here anymore. I don't want to be in pain anymore.
    JustWantItToWork JustWantItToWork 26-30, F 2 Responses May 7

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    Who are you to me? Don't try and tell me how to live my life.. If I want to like girls then that's up to me not anyone else. Some of y'all need to get out your feelings­čś┤ I...
    GoddessKaiya GoddessKaiya 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I feel like I am nothing to anyone on this planet. Today I saw a person who pretends to be my friend in class texting like 40 people in her contacts. She never even talks to me...
    IllusionaryGentleman39 IllusionaryGentleman39 18-21, M 2 Responses May 6

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    Home every single day. Spend my life in my bed. Have for many years. Since I left high school years ago. I did go out once a week just to get shopping but since my health has...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response May 23

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    constantly feel ugly out of place fat. stop myself from looking in the mirror and wanting to cry cause I'm nothing that anyone would ever want. after awhile it just feels natural...
    DarkKnights10 DarkKnights10 16-17, F 1 Response May 14

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    I've moved schools this year and although I have a group of nice friends, none of them enjoy doing the extra-curricular activities offered. I heard joining groups and clubs was a...
    JustAnotherPersonInSpace JustAnotherPersonInSpace 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I feel stressed out , but then I start to think about things with an open mind & it's like wtf you stressing about . Lol idk !!!
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 11

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    I feel left out..... All the dear ones ditching me.
    jithutopian jithutopian 31-35, M May 13

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    Am listening to stressed out by 21 pilots and feel stressed out with life...it's a great day isn't it?
    BrilliantScarlet BrilliantScarlet 13-15, F 2 Responses May 20

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    I wonder how some people can say one thing and does another. I was only told this morning that how he missed me and how desperately he wanted to be with me . And this evening he...
    daphee daphee 26-30, F 7 hrs ago

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    I think I have a love/hate interest in my instructor. I hate him so much but I can't stop thinking about him and I hate that I can't get my mind off of him. I desperately need to...
    thisisausernametoo thisisausernametoo 18-21 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    But when I do, I want my feelings to flow out on a positive note.
    unconsciousdreamer unconsciousdreamer 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    Recently, I have had to find a rescue or a home for my neighbor's cat. My neighbor acquired the cat through a friend. She said that she was going to have her cat euthanized if...
    capehope3 capehope3 41-45 20 hrs ago

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    I need help to sort out my thinking. Me and my bf were together from last year and lives in different states, but often meet atleast monthly once. We love each other very much and...
    aaliya09 aaliya09 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Whether you are moving to another spot, or simply need to shield your present habitation from the assault of undesirable bugs, it is key for you to actualize the arrangements of an...
    miamipestcontrolsolutions miamipestcontrolsolutions 22-25, F 12 hrs ago

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    I am mostly uninterested in relationships, and really don't want to grow up to have kids or anything, but I can't deny a part of me that does want a relatipnship I still don't like...
    ThatOneN3rd ThatOneN3rd 16-17, M 6 hrs ago

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    THIS IS MY STORY OF SELF CURED BPD Firstly, not long ago, I wouldn't believe that statement either! And honestly, i may be wrong, or I may never have been BPD. I may be right, but...
    Iamacontradiction Iamacontradiction 36-40, M May 24

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    I don't have privacy. I will never have privacy. Not with this face, not with this body, not with this voice--not while I breathe, live, exist. I've completely, utterly given up...
    Fuzzies Fuzzies 56-60, M 11 hrs ago

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    I have a little bit of a different experience that use to happen to me, thank god i finally got out of the house and got my own life and i have never been so happy and so "free...
    link9us link9us 26-30, M 1 Response May 3

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    Always brushing my feelings off to make others feel better, or comfortable. I do this in all of my relationships... And it only leaves me the one holding back tears or struggling...
    SunAgain SunAgain 31-35, F May 16

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    I wish I had friends to actually hang out with, ones that actually hang out with me and make me feel better about situations... I want friends that I can just, run with or toss a...
    debonaireash debonaireash 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    ive grown so accustomed to just being quiet . past two years I havent been in controle of myself . ive just been going where I need and doing what I need to do . but I have no life...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 5

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    I refuse to allow you to control my mind. Stay out of my thoughts. I'm trying to forget you.
    BrowningEmpress BrowningEmpress 18-21, F 1 Response May 6

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    Today I saw my best friend from high school for the first time in years. Completely out of the blue. And we weren't on amicable terms when we last talked. It was a bit of a shock...
    ACrueljape ACrueljape 22-25 1 Response May 8

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