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I Feel Completly Out of Control of My Feelings

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    All Or Nothing

    Well For those who dont know I was thrown into Home school summer schooling one month ago. I had to get everything they threw at me right ...and I DID and I'm not smart when it comes to schooling so thank's to my family mom,dad, and older brother (whom i can no longer call him...
    skyrain skyrain 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2011

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    My Feelings

    My feelings,Lately,Not good,Losing control,Gonna crash,Help,Please,Before it's too late,Need control.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2012

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    I Should Be Medicated

    Every time I think my depression has eased off, and the sun might shine through, the clouds roll in again with a vengeance. I give up. I don't care anymore. I'll just stay to myself so no one else has to deal with my b_ulls_hit.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2010

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    Ditto

    I can be simply talking to my wife and boom, floods of tears out of no where. No reason just boom there it is. I am on three antidepressants again. Life long depression. I'm 53 and still going some how. Emotions out of control,,, a daily issue for lots of us out there.
    Obiewan Obiewan 51-55, M 3 Responses Oct 10, 2009

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    Feel Very Troubled....

    I am finding it harder to deal with my feelings at the moment. This is probably going to be one of the most revealing and honest stories I write on here. Things have got pretty bad I know that. I am stressed out not so much physically but emotionally and mentally. I feel so alone...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    One moment I am happy, the next angry, and the next I am crying, and sometimes even a combination of these.  I am usually very much in control so this is a new thing for me and I hope it doesn't last long.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 7 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    Struggling For A Few Months

    I feel crazy all the time with my self i got depressed and now i feel worse because all i want to do is run away when people give me Godly advice or just advice i can;t take being this way anymore all i do is yell out on people and shout and cry do i have something something...
    princess519 princess519 26-30 Feb 16, 2013

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    I Am Sick Of Prayer

    I am so sick of people telling me as an answer just pray or I'll pray for you. 1st. I'm not Christian 2nd. its an empty answer 3rd. Its annoying Now to other people It probably isn't annoying but to me it is and that just by my own beliefs. Dont take this disrespectful...
    skyrain skyrain 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 8, 2011

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    Here is Practical Explanation about Next Life,

    Purpose of Human Life, philosophical/religious facts, theories etc. ___________________________ *********** Practical Explanation ( For Example ) :- `1st of all can you tell me every single seconds detail from that time when you born ?? ( i need every seconds detail ?? that what...
    madhav1 madhav1 22-25, M Dec 10, 2013

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    My friends have been hanging out consecutively this last few days and they didn't even bother asking me to join them. I had to tell them "wow tfti..." Aka, thanks for the invite...
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    I swear I talk to people but nobody listens to what I'm saying, and they give the worst advice when I also give my best advice 😒
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    saturnsdaughter saturnsdaughter 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    Invisible. It's all I am to this world. People who don't know how that feels will tell me I'm full of crap and should just suck it up. Well let me tell you something, I've tried...
    awghja awghja 16-17, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    I can't talk to my boyfriend, I feel so disrespected, my feelings don't matter, he just buys me things and expects for me to be quiet and not say anything about what he does. I...
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    Rollercoaster ride.... One minute i feel great.. Tackling the world.. Sunny skies... Music playing... Confident...head held high...smiles...I say too much.. Get too comfortable...
    sunpea sunpea 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    People would think because you come from a big family you would,never feel unloved and unappreciated but as a middle child from a mom that had 5 kids you couldn't be any more wrong...
    jodi199423 jodi199423 18-21, F Jul 21

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    I feel so out of place. I don't even fit in with any of my cousins. I have about 25+ first cousins ( my mom had 10 brothers and sisters) and I just don't seem to fit in with anyone...
    ShotOfWhisky ShotOfWhisky 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    i hate feeling guilty. i am ways doing something wrong. i skipped my day to wash dishes. i feel guilty again. i hate it. i has happened before. I've done it before. so i feel...
    boredandreading boredandreading 18-21 2 hrs ago

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    WARNING: Possible Trigger Warning and Explict/Mature content! Also this is my choice to post this much information about me. Please keep your negative opinions to yourself. I...
    Winbu Winbu 16-17, M 1 Response 29 mins ago

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    WARNING: Possible Trigger Warning and Explict/Mature content! Also this is my choice to post this much information about me. Please keep your negative opinions to yourself. I...
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    of this year. There were not to many noticeable side effects besides the changes in my period at first, but now I find myself acting and feeling a lot different than before. I'm...
    katiemarie35 katiemarie35 13-15, F 22 hrs ago

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    I have a low level of self control and a tendency to bratting - not attractive! I need to be controlled on all levels of my life. I am pressurized at work and have a massive amount...
    Trytrytryagain Trytrytryagain 41-45, F 13 hrs ago

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    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    Beautybomb Beautybomb 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    lizquiet lizquiet 16-17, F 19 hrs ago

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    Right now all I want to do is listen to any music that will make me remind of MYSELF. MY memories, my feelings, my happiness and my desires. I want to be healed bit by bit through...
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    I just want to die. I had to delete my other ep account due to harassment. I was raped and I have flashbacks really bad. It makes me so frustrated. I feel like I have no where to...
    Rayven1997 Rayven1997 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    hazy6 hazy6 16-17, F 1 day ago

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