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I Feel Completly Out of Control of My Feelings

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    I Am Sick Of Prayer

    I am so sick of people telling me as an answer just pray or I'll pray for you. 1st. I'm not Christian 2nd. its an empty answer 3rd. Its annoying Now to other people It probably isn't annoying but to me it is and that just by my own beliefs. Dont take this disrespectful...
    skyrain skyrain 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 8, 2011

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    I Should Be Medicated

    Every time I think my depression has eased off, and the sun might shine through, the clouds roll in again with a vengeance. I give up. I don't care anymore. I'll just stay to myself so no one else has to deal with my b_ulls_hit.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2010

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    Here is Practical Explanation about Next Life,

    Purpose of Human Life, philosophical/religious facts, theories etc. ___________________________ *********** Practical Explanation ( For Example ) :- `1st of all can you tell me every single seconds detail from that time when you born ?? ( i need every seconds detail ?? that what...
    madhav1 madhav1 22-25, M Dec 10, 2013

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    Struggling For A Few Months

    I feel crazy all the time with my self i got depressed and now i feel worse because all i want to do is run away when people give me Godly advice or just advice i can;t take being this way anymore all i do is yell out on people and shout and cry do i have something something...
    princess519 princess519 26-30 Feb 16, 2013

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    All Or Nothing

    Well For those who dont know I was thrown into Home school summer schooling one month ago. I had to get everything they threw at me right ...and I DID and I'm not smart when it comes to schooling so thank's to my family mom,dad, and older brother (whom i can no longer call him...
    skyrain skyrain 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2011

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    Feel Very Troubled....

    I am finding it harder to deal with my feelings at the moment. This is probably going to be one of the most revealing and honest stories I write on here. Things have got pretty bad I know that. I am stressed out not so much physically but emotionally and mentally. I feel so alone...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    One moment I am happy, the next angry, and the next I am crying, and sometimes even a combination of these.  I am usually very much in control so this is a new thing for me and I hope it doesn't last long.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 7 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    My Feelings

    My feelings,Lately,Not good,Losing control,Gonna crash,Help,Please,Before it's too late,Need control.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2012

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    Ditto

    I can be simply talking to my wife and boom, floods of tears out of no where. No reason just boom there it is. I am on three antidepressants again. Life long depression. I'm 53 and still going some how. Emotions out of control,,, a daily issue for lots of us out there.
    Obiewan Obiewan 51-55, M 3 Responses Oct 10, 2009

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    Only two of my friends understand that I feel left out ... The other two don't . It's awful and a very depressing feeling seeing all those happy photos of your friends and you're...
    secret687 secret687 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I do indeed , however I told myself not to feel like that . I don't get disinclined in conversations , I'm friends with all my friends , we laugh , dance , and sing . At school...
    secret687 secret687 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    I shouldn't feel lonely, I have a family, a fiancé, two happy children and a happy family. Often I feel left out and lonely, I work less hours than my mrs and do a lot of the...
    maxos maxos 31-35, M Apr 18

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    Well , I have a small friendship group I will fake their names , you know just incase . Jasmine , Morgan , Olivia , Sophie . So Jasmine , Olivia , and Morgan always go out with...
    secret456 secret456 13-15, F Apr 26

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    I sometimes happy like in Heaven ! Sometimes sad like in hell ! I think my life is not perfect ! Never ! I hate stupid people give me negative effect ! And making me sad and...
    Farmerwork Farmerwork 22-25, F Apr 16

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    You know, once upon a time I felt everything so deeply. I would be upset over the tiniest things. For example, If I heard about someone dying whom I'd never met before, I would cry...
    Moonlight0runner Moonlight0runner 18-21, F Apr 18

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    Every single day is the same, I hang out with the people I fin the most tolerable and usually don't fit or don't care about the conversation and I listen to music all the time. I...
    ErenBombastic ErenBombastic 13-15, M 4 Responses Apr 9

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    I have been with my friends for about 5 years. we made a lot of memories together, planned dreams together and had a great time together ... but now, i feel left out . all of them...
    brainpuke brainpuke 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    Most days I wake up and I call my parents since they don't call me. I think they are still trying to build my independence. But I've always been a bit of a loner you know? :( When...
    SpiritualBunny SpiritualBunny 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 17

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    I also feel that I can't express my opinions to my family. It's as if my mom and dad's opinions are the most important in the household. I just want to be able to express what I...
    goshgollydolly goshgollydolly 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 21

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    Everyday I hear the words your a nice young man l, or good job son, but I get so sad and feel really out if it everytime I hear it.
    ChloeD ChloeD 18-21, T 1 Response Apr 19

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    Most times, I am confused about my feelings and how to approach certain things, so I often need time to myself to reflect and digest everything... However, I would most likely...
    RocaAzul RocaAzul 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    Hi I go by Fruitypunch15 on here.And share yes I would like to share my personal experience I have had with bossy people that have been in and out of my life.For most of my life my...
    Fruitypunch15 Fruitypunch15 31-35 45 mins ago

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    Multi frequency wireless Remote control Detector & Duplicator is only for testing and study, Otherwise accept the consequences by yourself if violate the state laws in your country...
    vipprogrammer vipprogrammer 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    I dropped out of college Pour yourself a cup of coffee or tea to prepare yourself for my past experience. Honestly I had no other choice nor any help. I guess you may say that I...
    Msprissy Msprissy 36-40, F 3 hrs ago

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    I mean, I don't have any feelings at all since December but this guy came in November and I thought there would be something, but in February...Idk, maybe he got crazy and...
    VerenaTheShadow VerenaTheShadow 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    It's like I have so many things to be mad about but whenever I want to let them out it almost seems like other people are offended by it as in they don't want to be around someone...
    FriendshipQ FriendshipQ 13-15, F Apr 14

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    With all that has come and gone, I'm seeing love differently. In my mind, it is a wide open dirt track dissecting crisp and parched bushes, and burnt weeds. And the dusty passage...
    LuxThePoet LuxThePoet 41-45, F 1 hr ago

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    I am an adult on the Autism spectrum. As a child, I never really had quality of friends. They often used me. I believe in a race of people/extraterrestrials called...
    NiggiMaskedSalesman NiggiMaskedSalesman 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    Walking sideways... Listening to this song... http://youtu.be/ezz-nazThiM You know it ain't easy For these thoughts here to leave me There's no words to describe it In French...
    h4n5dj22 h4n5dj22 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    I'm not normally one to let my feelings out on the internet but i just need to describe this feeling to someone because its haunted me my entire life. You know that feeling, we...
    nomoko nomoko 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    That moment you start to question everything you believed in..Not sure if it's good or bad?..Uhhh...I don't like putting myself in situations where i feel im gonna get screwed over...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 20

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    I really need tips on how to be a better stepmom, we have joint custody. Her mom has her every other weekend and she is a very insecure person, my SD has 7 years old and i have...
    BlackAngel523 BlackAngel523 22-25, F Apr 12

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    This is my first post I had a 9 year relationship from the age of 15 he was my everything!! this relationship ruined me during the 9 years it just started to fall apart he mentally...
    nicholajns6 nicholajns6 31-35, F 7 Responses Apr 21

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    I kinda noticed that life is like a slave... it does or becomes whatever we make it do or become... we can make it turn to be anything... it'll turn to be bad, or frustrating, or...
    hummingtree hummingtree 13-15, F Apr 14

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    Hi everyone, I was hoping somebody could please give me some insight on a dilemma I am in. I have been friends with a guy for 3 years now. We crossed the line of friendship many...
    mzgirl mzgirl 22-25, F Apr 22

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    I have a little bit of a different experience that use to happen to me, thank god i finally got out of the house and got my own life and i have never been so happy and so "free...
    link9us link9us 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I think I was in a really dark place for a while. I couldn't accept things I had no power to change and though it's still hard for some things, I think I'm getting there. I tried...
    TheDefaultIllusion TheDefaultIllusion 22-25, M 5 hrs ago

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    With everything that goes on and has gone on with my family and my sisters... it's a lot of stress. I've been bamboozled and manipulated and taken advantage of so much. I thought...
    RocaAzul RocaAzul 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I take notes of those who have hurt the people i love (loved).. I don't take them as a part of my life starting from the day my loved ones got hurt by them.. because hurting them...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 3 Responses Apr 21

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    I got something boiling in my blood, I feel fire, I feel like a wild fire, I can't control these feelings from showing themselves, my mind goes bang and mind goes blink, I feel...
    LionShine LionShine 18-21, M Apr 22

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    At the beginning I would like to apologize for the long post I'm about to write, and for any mistakes (English isn't my first language you see) I'm going to make, writing this. I...
    Junderbalt Junderbalt 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 25

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    I just broke up with my boyfriend of 8 months and he was the on for me. I am completly lost. I just need a friend to talk to and someone to understand my side of the story.
    joannatereza joannatereza 22-25, F Apr 6

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