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I Feel Completly Out of Control of My Feelings

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 176 People

    I Am Sick Of Prayer

    I am so sick of people telling me as an answer just pray or I'll pray for you. 1st. I'm not Christian 2nd. its an empty answer 3rd. Its annoying Now to other people It probably isn't annoying but to me it is and that just by my own beliefs. Dont take this disrespectful...
    skyrain skyrain 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 8, 2011

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    My Feelings

    My feelings,Lately,Not good,Losing control,Gonna crash,Help,Please,Before it's too late,Need control.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2012

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    One moment I am happy, the next angry, and the next I am crying, and sometimes even a combination of these.  I am usually very much in control so this is a new thing for me and I hope it doesn't last long.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 7 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    Feel Very Troubled....

    I am finding it harder to deal with my feelings at the moment. This is probably going to be one of the most revealing and honest stories I write on here. Things have got pretty bad I know that. I am stressed out not so much physically but emotionally and mentally. I feel so alone...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    Ditto

    I can be simply talking to my wife and boom, floods of tears out of no where. No reason just boom there it is. I am on three antidepressants again. Life long depression. I'm 53 and still going some how. Emotions out of control,,, a daily issue for lots of us out there.
    Obiewan Obiewan 51-55, M 3 Responses Oct 10, 2009

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    I Should Be Medicated

    Every time I think my depression has eased off, and the sun might shine through, the clouds roll in again with a vengeance. I give up. I don't care anymore. I'll just stay to myself so no one else has to deal with my b_ulls_hit.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2010

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    Here is Practical Explanation about Next Life,

    Purpose of Human Life, philosophical/religious facts, theories etc. ___________________________ *********** Practical Explanation ( For Example ) :- `1st of all can you tell me every single seconds detail from that time when you born ?? ( i need every seconds detail ?? that what...
    madhav1 madhav1 22-25, M Dec 10, 2013

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    All Or Nothing

    Well For those who dont know I was thrown into Home school summer schooling one month ago. I had to get everything they threw at me right ...and I DID and I'm not smart when it comes to schooling so thank's to my family mom,dad, and older brother (whom i can no longer call him...
    skyrain skyrain 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2011

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    Struggling For A Few Months

    I feel crazy all the time with my self i got depressed and now i feel worse because all i want to do is run away when people give me Godly advice or just advice i can;t take being this way anymore all i do is yell out on people and shout and cry do i have something something...
    princess519 princess519 26-30 Feb 16, 2013

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    Today I will sleep. sleep the day away to escape the emptiness that fills the spaces in my room. Sleep to escape the failures I feel so deeply inside myself. I will sleep in my...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 2 Responses 40 mins ago

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    I'd just bisexual, but I feel like that limits me in some way. Maybe I just don't know. I've definitely felt some strong physically feelings towards women as well as men...
    CarelessCassie CarelessCassie 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Why do I so crave being with a woman, feeling her touches, smelling her hair, holding her close, the intimacy and yet I want to be alone? I can't have it both ways, can I?
    flirtingjoe flirtingjoe 61-65, M 1 hr ago

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    All my life I have never felt comfortable around my family. I've always felt like the black sheep. I always envied my friend's relationships with their parents and how close they...
    nine10 nine10 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    In general, I hate working out most of the time. But today I'm all sore from working out and I like it!! Somehow when you feel like crap and you feel kinda angry, it's easier to...
    ERMAHGERD1 ERMAHGERD1 22-25, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I really am questioning all of my emotions.. what I'm feeling and who I'm really feeling them for. My head is so full of a mixture of logic and desire that I don't know what is...
    aacbluey aacbluey 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    okay so this ones a biggie . in fact its the whole reason I found ep in the first place , but I've shied away from posting til my thoughts were a lil more concrete ..... so here...
    dannybyanymeans dannybyanymeans 22-25, M 3 hrs ago

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    Missing you everyday. Not being around you two hurts everyday. I feel like I'm getting the run around from you. You can't ask me certain things. Certain things you shouldn't k know...
    TaurasiWade TaurasiWade 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    I had a bad day at work the other day. I was opening and the closer left me crappy, because we were extremely busy the day before. Since we were so busy we were also out of a lot...
    boklenHolley7 boklenHolley7 18-21, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    we talk as friends but sometimes it feels like more, she knows me in a different light. I look forward to texting her when I wake up and until I fall asleep, even though we're only...
    notthatweird notthatweird 22-25, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Trust me you shouldn't. If it looks, smells & feels bad than its bad.
    NotperfectEver NotperfectEver 41-45, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I feel so old sometimes. Tired, sore, and especially cynical. I guess that's what being depressed will do to you; some days, I can't even find the energy to get out of bed. Then...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Some people find it easier to share feelings when they're sad. Personally I prefer to keep them to myself. It doesn't mean I bottle them up. Just that I can process them in my own...
    Gemma1990 Gemma1990 22-25, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    I have bad dreams, so I wake up earlier than usual...Its usually about my ex boyfriend... I don't why I have so much feelings for him...I was not happy but I was for awhile until...
    moondesires moondesires 18-21, F 19 hrs ago

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    Everything is experienced for a first time. Once a cycle is formed around an experience, the experience itself becomes a habit. Most habits come from the prefrontal cortex which is...
    ThePopeVino ThePopeVino 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I invited all of my friends to do something with me. They don't answer. Then they all decide to do something, knowing that I hate it, and then they invite me. I was the one who...
    kittylova kittylova 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I just can't help it. Even if someone is a s****y person, like my mom even though I feel like she deserves every bad thing that's happened to her because of her bad attitude and...
    FutureVet2014 FutureVet2014 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I just can't help it. Even if someone is a s****y person, like my mom even though I feel like she deserves every bad thing that's happened to her because of her bad attitude and...
    FutureVet2014 FutureVet2014 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    every time I walk into public I feel like I'm not supposed to be there, like everyone sees me and knows I don't belong there, even among like minded people I feel completely out of...
    Azureal Azureal 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I can't live my life like the way I do anymore. I don't have energy for it. I'm weak and I'm tired. Including I'm discouraged and scared. I'm worried I'll never please anyone or...
    EddieNashton EddieNashton 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    Am not here to control anyone. i dont have any scanner inside me to detect whats goin inside ur brain.So If anyone feels uncomfortable to talk to me just tell and leave. It would...
    coolguy5544 coolguy5544 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    It's basically about my story centered around my past with UTIs and how I've had trouble feeling normal ever since. It sounds strange and it makes me feel like I'm weird. I get...
    melody477 melody477 16-17, F a week ago

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    I know I have to start sorting my life out, my fears and anxieties hold me back, I've known this for long but I guess I thought I could go on without having to face them. My life...
    lovetodraw19 lovetodraw19 18-21, F a week ago

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    I can't remember when did this feeling start to control me, but I guess I was in my late childhood when I've realized that I'm not good enough, not for a single thing.. since then...
    youaremygift youaremygift 31-35, F a week ago

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    The first ones I was just like a wind behind a sheet trying to get out, screaming like a zombie. Once I got out in the room I never dared to do anything, something always scared me...
    Chryssipus Chryssipus 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    "I cannot stop this sickness taking over It takes control and drags me into nowhere I need your help, I can't fight this forever I know you're watching, I can feel you out there...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    Psychedelics and Moving On: So I'm at a point where I am ready to let go and take a break from my social group. I've been in denial and making excuses as to why things have been...
    elodiedreams elodiedreams 22-25, F Jul 26

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    it stuck. i don't know why. i can't easily figure out my feelings. something i can't tell people. i'm feeling alone. nobody unterstand. i just can't teel it, why when i was child i...
    shirosuki shirosuki 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    I feel like my true nature has been suppressed over years of conditioning by my parents and society. I feel like there is an intense frustration and fear at the core of my being...
    ThisAnimalIsFree ThisAnimalIsFree 22-25, M Jul 23

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    I AM confused about my feelings. I have no idea what I feel right now. An hour or so ago..wait..actually till this very moment, my father and sister are fighting their lungs out...
    Junderbalt Junderbalt 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    I think the worst part about feeling alone, for me at least, is when you're in class and you're told to pick a partner, and everyone has a partner except you. That feeling is the...
    amaxv amaxv 13-15, F Jul 18

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    I'm kinda afraid of using social media cause It makes me feel like a loner/loser looking at ppl having fun
    Violetlolla2 Violetlolla2 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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