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I Feel Completly Out of Control of My Feelings

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 175 People

    Feel Very Troubled....

    I am finding it harder to deal with my feelings at the moment. This is probably going to be one of the most revealing and honest stories I write on here. Things have got pretty bad I know that. I am stressed out not so much physically but emotionally and mentally. I feel so alone...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    I Should Be Medicated

    Every time I think my depression has eased off, and the sun might shine through, the clouds roll in again with a vengeance. I give up. I don't care anymore. I'll just stay to myself so no one else has to deal with my b_ulls_hit.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2010

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    One moment I am happy, the next angry, and the next I am crying, and sometimes even a combination of these.  I am usually very much in control so this is a new thing for me and I hope it doesn't last long.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 7 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    Struggling For A Few Months

    I feel crazy all the time with my self i got depressed and now i feel worse because all i want to do is run away when people give me Godly advice or just advice i can;t take being this way anymore all i do is yell out on people and shout and cry do i have something something...
    princess519 princess519 26-30 Feb 16, 2013

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    Here is Practical Explanation about Next Life,

    Purpose of Human Life, philosophical/religious facts, theories etc. ___________________________ *********** Practical Explanation ( For Example ) :- `1st of all can you tell me every single seconds detail from that time when you born ?? ( i need every seconds detail ?? that what...
    madhav1 madhav1 22-25, M Dec 10, 2013

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    Ditto

    I can be simply talking to my wife and boom, floods of tears out of no where. No reason just boom there it is. I am on three antidepressants again. Life long depression. I'm 53 and still going some how. Emotions out of control,,, a daily issue for lots of us out there.
    Obiewan Obiewan 51-55, M 3 Responses Oct 10, 2009

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    All Or Nothing

    Well For those who dont know I was thrown into Home school summer schooling one month ago. I had to get everything they threw at me right ...and I DID and I'm not smart when it comes to schooling so thank's to my family mom,dad, and older brother (whom i can no longer call him...
    skyrain skyrain 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2011

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    I Am Sick Of Prayer

    I am so sick of people telling me as an answer just pray or I'll pray for you. 1st. I'm not Christian 2nd. its an empty answer 3rd. Its annoying Now to other people It probably isn't annoying but to me it is and that just by my own beliefs. Dont take this disrespectful...
    skyrain skyrain 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 8, 2011

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    My Feelings

    My feelings,Lately,Not good,Losing control,Gonna crash,Help,Please,Before it's too late,Need control.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2012

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    I am doing everything I can to express my innermost feelings and thoughts but I always come up short even to the most important person in my life. Drives me crazy but I have to...
    LolaHaze9 LolaHaze9 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    **** you feelings....since these three words aren't enough for EP to let me post then maybe I should say it a few more times, **** you feelings, **** you feelings, **** you...
    Betruebnis Betruebnis 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I want to start birth control for the purpose of controlling my PMS symptoms: extremely emotional, constantly fatigued, can't focus because I feel depressed - I don't want to go on...
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    Just got out of a 7 year relationship. I had given everything for this relationship; my friends, my family, and I geared everything I did as well as the things I was willing to do...
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    Idk it's like weird my mom just had her third baby a boy I'm happy but I feel something else I don't like the feelings it's kinda of heavy ish or like if someone is squishing it or...
    7J99 7J99 16-17, F Aug 26

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    My friends left me out today when we went outside after lunch. I could tell the wile story but that would be to long. I just sat on the wall while my friends sat in the grass and...
    selfharmer12345 selfharmer12345 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I'm so in love, and I found it in the most unlikely place. I have two wonderful young teenagers and life is truly amazing lately. however I keep getting overwhelming feelings of...
    agypsieschild agypsieschild 31-35, F Aug 20

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    I had a brutal evening last night. I had a plan I wanted to set in place concerning my move into the apartment I recently had leased. I wanted to have it all set up and furnished...
    FightingPhoenix FightingPhoenix 46-50, M 5 Responses Aug 20

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    When one of my friends hurt me so bad, it tears me up inside. Even if it was not meant too, it goes in and takes my feelings out in shock. In disbelief, I'm so hurt and in shock. I...
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    I wish I can find a way to hold myself to the ground and be my normal self. When you encounter someone that you still feel hurt seeing, you have to step on your feelings and...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F Aug 19

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    Last night my gran, aunties and me were meant to be going to golf hails my grandpa babysat my cousin. Instead my granny says " actually is we bath Henry and get him ready for bed...
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    My mother is the most controlling narcissist In the world, she is very manipulative and has to always have her way. Im 27 and on permanent disability due to a brain injury...
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    I dont really know how this website works but I'm just going to use this to get a few things of my chest. I recently (ca. 2 months ago) came out as a lesbian to my three closest...
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    It's not often that I experience deep feelings. My feelings are usually rather short lived and shallow in a way. It's nice when I get in these moods so I can revel in my deepest...
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    When it comes to my own personal experiences, I will say exactly what I feel and I will defend myself to the end. So don't come on my topic trying to challenge my personal...
    Lotusflower80 Lotusflower80 31-35, F Aug 17

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