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I Feel Completly Out of Control of My Feelings

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 173 People

    Struggling For A Few Months

    I feel crazy all the time with my self i got depressed and now i feel worse because all i want to do is run away when people give me Godly advice or just advice i can;t take being this way anymore all i do is yell out on people and shout and cry do i have something something...
    princess519 princess519 26-30 Feb 16, 2013

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    One moment I am happy, the next angry, and the next I am crying, and sometimes even a combination of these.  I am usually very much in control so this is a new thing for me and I hope it doesn't last long.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 7 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    All Or Nothing

    Well For those who dont know I was thrown into Home school summer schooling one month ago. I had to get everything they threw at me right ...and I DID and I'm not smart when it comes to schooling so thank's to my family mom,dad, and older brother (whom i can no longer call him...
    skyrain skyrain 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2011

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    Ditto

    I can be simply talking to my wife and boom, floods of tears out of no where. No reason just boom there it is. I am on three antidepressants again. Life long depression. I'm 53 and still going some how. Emotions out of control,,, a daily issue for lots of us out there.
    Obiewan Obiewan 51-55, M 3 Responses Oct 10, 2009

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    My Feelings

    My feelings,Lately,Not good,Losing control,Gonna crash,Help,Please,Before it's too late,Need control.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2012

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    I Am Sick Of Prayer

    I am so sick of people telling me as an answer just pray or I'll pray for you. 1st. I'm not Christian 2nd. its an empty answer 3rd. Its annoying Now to other people It probably isn't annoying but to me it is and that just by my own beliefs. Dont take this disrespectful...
    skyrain skyrain 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 8, 2011

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    I Should Be Medicated

    Every time I think my depression has eased off, and the sun might shine through, the clouds roll in again with a vengeance. I give up. I don't care anymore. I'll just stay to myself so no one else has to deal with my b_ulls_hit.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2010

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    Feel Very Troubled....

    I am finding it harder to deal with my feelings at the moment. This is probably going to be one of the most revealing and honest stories I write on here. Things have got pretty bad I know that. I am stressed out not so much physically but emotionally and mentally. I feel so alone...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    Here is Practical Explanation about Next Life,

    Purpose of Human Life, philosophical/religious facts, theories etc. ___________________________ *********** Practical Explanation ( For Example ) :- `1st of all can you tell me every single seconds detail from that time when you born ?? ( i need every seconds detail ?? that what...
    madhav1 madhav1 22-25, M Dec 10, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    It has been two years since we graduated from college, with that two years it seems that there are almost a lot of good things that are happening to my friends life, and one good...
    nbsbgal nbsbgal 22-25, F Dec 12

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    Well, right now, I don't have any friends, so to speak of. I have a whole lot of acquaintances but not a single friend at school. There used to be four of us but now, it's only me...
    EvanescentIridescent EvanescentIridescent 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 12

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    Most of the time, when my friends decide to hang out, I'm not invited. They start making plans, but don't finalize them, then tell me after how fun it was and how I should have...
    ijustwantahug ijustwantahug 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Dec 14

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 14

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F Dec 14

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    Yesterday this girl I liked passed me at the corrider & said “watch where you're going”, which happened to make me very frustrated for the rest of the school part of the day...
    fcnantes fcnantes 13-15, M Dec 2

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    Why do I bother with this? All it's going to do is get me hurt. I know it. I just know. It already kind of is. I wish I can just say "I'm done" and actually be done. But I can't...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 13

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    I've just broken up with my partner of 10 years and I don't know how to feel I have mixed feelings
    Dondouglas Dondouglas 36-40, F Dec 13

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    I have been feeling water drops on me lately Idk where it's coming from. I'll feel it out of no where and when I go to feel there's nothing when I'm wearing pants or a long sleeve...
    MellyMelsz MellyMelsz 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 16

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    I Think This For Soo Many Reasons Like Right Now I Have A Not So Perfect Relationship Because Lately We Haven't Been Able To Hang Out & Go On A Date All Because Of His Ignorant...
    dessmart1 dessmart1 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    My life is falling apart. Are family used to homeschool, but my mom had to get a job. The first year went well, but this year is a total disaster. My mother had a lot of thing...
    clanmackay clanmackay 13-15, M Dec 14

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    Without purpose. Aimless.Everything I create ends up being not even a whisp of what I am capable of...I'm stuck in a rut but I dont even know what the rut is.I feel so out...have...
    xheri xheri 18-21, F Dec 14

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    Soooo I don't love him anymore. Not for awhile now. My main concern is that he spends his time and money on her....not his kids. We aren't divorced yet though. He asked me if I'd...
    Cinderfire Cinderfire 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    There is a guy and I that have ended our 5 year long "love affair" if you could even call it that. We use to hook up and started liking each other but neither I, nor he, ever had...
    Katherinelily92 Katherinelily92 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I really do. Whenever **** hits the fan, I stray from the norm more than I normally do. I get this obsessive, compulsive urge to make this world a better and a happier place; to...
    rabinafrost rabinafrost 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I think I want to end my life. Its so hard having people in your life that you love and care about treat you like crap . There has been so many times when I tried to slit my wrist...
    insanebeauty insanebeauty 22-25, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    At first i did what most people do in lucid dreams, wander the world you dream up, act out scenarios you wouldnt get away with in real life, fly off into space, all that. but at...
    thetalkingmushroom thetalkingmushroom 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    Some days I just want to die There are days that I want to cry But not today Today I just want to listen to the wind and let it whisper It speaks softly to me as my throat lets out...
    Hey4yu Hey4yu 18-21, F 31 mins ago

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    I know this feeling all too well. I remember being in elementary & middle school.. & every single one of my friends was getting hit on by a guy but me. I remember how all my...
    Nikkismine00 Nikkismine00 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    I try to find people to talk to so I can not think about my ex gf. I have only made a few friends on here. Some I talk to everyday some I don't talk to much. I have lost a couple...
    Uoaman Uoaman 36-40, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I dont really know what is my personality. i somtimes feel iam honest, sometimes feel that iam the most bad person on earth. its been 24 years now i might me living more 30 year...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M Dec 13

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    How can I say and express what I feel? If I could it would be best described as a Hurricane of Emotions, building up, waves crashing, destroying what stands in the way. Not...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F Dec 10

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    The primary colors of dusk: a sky so dark blue, red roofs lining empty streets and shadows move about inside where yellow lights pour out into the almost dark. I smell everyone's...
    Petrich0r Petrich0r 70+ 5 hrs ago

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    This is really long but its a very complicated situation... I really need advice though so hopefully someone will read it all.. ex boyfriend (r) and I dated for 3 years. We lived...
    lt623 lt623 22-25, F Dec 17

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    Containing this air that fills my lungs, trying to breathe and calm down. There is much building inside I cannot control much longer. A rage of fury, fire uncontrolled in which I...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 13

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    I am 20 years old and I feel so caged. Tonight I was approached by both my cousins and friends to go out party and have a good time. But my mother just gave both offers a flat NO...
    WhoAmI77 WhoAmI77 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    We were both cast forth from the same pale hand. And we both moved freely in the shadow lands. And we both were sculpted by the same cold wind. And we both had armor that was made...
    BloodofAmara BloodofAmara 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    He's going to get married next year and he loves his soon to be bride very much. He's happy. I've hid my feelings for years and the idea of him kept me going for years. He will...
    thedeadprincess thedeadprincess 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    It's crazy. I'm crazy. God, I don't even ******* know. I'm with this amazing guy. His feelings for me are impossible to question. He loves me. I know it. He let's me feel it...
    ohmyfvck ohmyfvck 18-21, F Dec 4

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    I've bottled up so many secretes and making myself very ill because of the pressure of maintains all of them. I have make a conscious effort to be honest About my past as...
    DeanMonaghan DeanMonaghan 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 10

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    I need to move out. I am 25 and I live with my parents. I go to school but I have no job I want to move out because I can't take it anymore living under the stress of an alcoholic...
    k3evso k3evso 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 18

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    My childhood was a depressive phase. Not so much when we were where we live but when we went to our relatives' place during vacations. My mom's sisters are very conservative and...
    unsettledkp unsettledkp 18-21 6 days ago

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    21 guns- Greenday Do you know what's worth fighting for? When it's not worth dying for? Does it take your breath away and you feel yourself suffocating? Does the pain weigh out...
    trayomis trayomis 31-35, F Dec 7

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    Snuff- slipknot Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for...
    trayomis trayomis 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    So, recently while procrastinating on one of my college assignments, I came across a YouTube video that demonstrate how Turrets Syndrome affects people in different ways through...
    joseiGuess joseiGuess 18-21, M 5 days ago

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