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I Feel Completly Out of Control of My Feelings

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 172 People

    Struggling For A Few Months

    I feel crazy all the time with my self i got depressed and now i feel worse because all i want to do is run away when people give me Godly advice or just advice i can;t take being this way anymore all i do is yell out on people and shout and cry do i have something something...
    princess519 princess519 26-30 Feb 16, 2013

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    I Should Be Medicated

    Every time I think my depression has eased off, and the sun might shine through, the clouds roll in again with a vengeance. I give up. I don't care anymore. I'll just stay to myself so no one else has to deal with my b_ulls_hit.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2010

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    One moment I am happy, the next angry, and the next I am crying, and sometimes even a combination of these.  I am usually very much in control so this is a new thing for me and I hope it doesn't last long.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 7 Responses Jul 25, 2009

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    My Feelings

    My feelings,Lately,Not good,Losing control,Gonna crash,Help,Please,Before it's too late,Need control.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M 1 Response Feb 2, 2012

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    Here is Practical Explanation about Next Life,

    Purpose of Human Life, philosophical/religious facts, theories etc. ___________________________ *********** Practical Explanation ( For Example ) :- `1st of all can you tell me every single seconds detail from that time when you born ?? ( i need every seconds detail ?? that what...
    madhav1 madhav1 22-25, M Dec 10, 2013

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    I Am Sick Of Prayer

    I am so sick of people telling me as an answer just pray or I'll pray for you. 1st. I'm not Christian 2nd. its an empty answer 3rd. Its annoying Now to other people It probably isn't annoying but to me it is and that just by my own beliefs. Dont take this disrespectful...
    skyrain skyrain 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 8, 2011

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    Ditto

    I can be simply talking to my wife and boom, floods of tears out of no where. No reason just boom there it is. I am on three antidepressants again. Life long depression. I'm 53 and still going some how. Emotions out of control,,, a daily issue for lots of us out there.
    Obiewan Obiewan 51-55, M 3 Responses Oct 10, 2009

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    Feel Very Troubled....

    I am finding it harder to deal with my feelings at the moment. This is probably going to be one of the most revealing and honest stories I write on here. Things have got pretty bad I know that. I am stressed out not so much physically but emotionally and mentally. I feel so alone...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 3 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    All Or Nothing

    Well For those who dont know I was thrown into Home school summer schooling one month ago. I had to get everything they threw at me right ...and I DID and I'm not smart when it comes to schooling so thank's to my family mom,dad, and older brother (whom i can no longer call him...
    skyrain skyrain 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 6, 2011

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    I try to explain to others what it feels like when I'm having a depressive "episode" and it's the hardest thing to try to explain. Especially when the feeling comes out of nowhere...
    crhh crhh 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Trapped in dissociative ville. For the past 2 years now ive been taking pretty regular trips to dissociative ville. Its honestly the worst place to go to, and you really do feel...
    xseventyXsevenx xseventyXsevenx 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    Have you ever been dragged away to be tortured? Felt those hands digging through skin down to bone. cutting off circulation. Clawed at the walls and the carpet as you scream your...
    xXverlorenXx xXverlorenXx 22-25, M 9 hrs ago

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    As I lie awake at 2:30 in the middle of the night in total darkness, the only light coming from the tablet that I tell my secrets to, I think of you. I wish tonight that you were...
    Niknak9225 Niknak9225 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    I just often don't know how I'm feeling and it confuses me. Right now I'm feeling very happy and excited but still deep down I feel like I'm missing something. And I don't know...
    Alessyy Alessyy 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I hate checking my social media accounts and seeing all my friends doing super fun things and I'm at home doing homework or doing some type of school work then when they come bk on...
    marckengenie1 marckengenie1 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I’m trying hard to work out if all this correlates, whether it’s just hormones, or whether I’m being a hypochondriac. Lately, I’ve been suffering from a range of problems...
    akissisalovelytrick akissisalovelytrick 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Mine finally walked out on me, after I called the police over his threats to trash my travel trailer. He started out as a nice guy. He was pleasant, fun, and I really liked him...
    ToolshedCat ToolshedCat 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I am with the love of my life. In 2002 we were good friends, then dated each other for a while, fell in love, only for us to get into a huge argument, part and go our separate...
    MartiniMagic MartiniMagic 36-40, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    for some reason i always have this feeling that something is more important than this' that i meant to do something big spiritually. ive always felt this way but i just cant shake...
    kadijahAlexus kadijahAlexus 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    there's just times during the day, when everyone's laughing and having a good time, I feel left out. I try to say something but I'm drowned out. I just want to be a part of it and...
    LivingBetweenRaindrops LivingBetweenRaindrops 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    i still cant figure out what i truly want most of time i am romantic lost in thoughts but when i think imagine myself with someone in future i feel weird like my core is...
    lostpagesofM lostpagesofM 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Why does everything have to progressively get worse? I miss when my life had more meaning. When I could say "I'm OK" without lying. I'm too tired to continue this pointless fight...
    somniatorlupus somniatorlupus 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I actually feel jealous of my kids!!! That my husband who was my best friend, now hates me and left us, but he still sees the kids. They get texts saying he misses them, he loves...
    Mostfabdon Mostfabdon 36-40, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    It feels so bad when you sob out feelings that have been in so long. I got a migraine today because of it.
    aquamoongoddess aquamoongoddess 22-25, F Jan 30

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    As always, my feelings always end up hurt. I know we live worlds apart and it would be hard. There's no denying that I have feelings. whether you know it or not you very quickly...
    Englishrose93 Englishrose93 22-25, F Jan 30

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    I joined this website for the purpose of getting my feelings out but all I feel I did was ***** about the girl that I lost. I need some serious help on that and I will not go to a...
    TinselCookie607 TinselCookie607 18-21, M Jan 30

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    i can and will.. only 3 ways you can tell my feelings and you actually have to notice. my feelings are always shown but also very hidden.. i am a contradiction, an oxy-moron if...
    moongoddess35 moongoddess35 31-35, F Jan 30

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    I am an observer. I watch what people do and how they do it. I "collect" and catalog their body language and facial expression images that I try to synthesize into my own...
    MarkPaul MarkPaul 26-30 1 Response Jan 29

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    My mother, who I haven't seen for four years as a result, has a friend who she introduced to my brother and I as our new Dad, even though she hadn't divorced our real Dad. She left...
    Ducostrinity Ducostrinity 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 29

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    A this time I am kind of 'over rushed' about all my feelings, I am in love, (almost) depressed, I am feeling lonely, hopeless and feel confused, all day long. I just can't make...
    GentleReader GentleReader 13-15, M Jan 29

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    Control.... Something we all desperately strive to grasp. But the naturally chaotic settings of things make it hard to master. Law with its rules, science and laid out facts...
    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind 31-35, F Jan 29

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    I am beyond creeped out by my stepbrother. There were a few off-ish feelings in the beginning about him but I ignored them for the sake of the family. He never says a word to me...
    HisLittleBecca HisLittleBecca 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    I think people avoid me and I am not much of a social person but I am really nice and try to listen and yet people avoid me. i always feel left out.
    AMIAROM AMIAROM 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    I am completely confused about my feelings. I can't believe I found an experience called this'. I know for most they will interpret the title to refer to romantic feelings about a...
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    The person whom I am looking for [whom I also consider very important] apparently has no internet identity; its 4:00 in the morning; my d@mn computer wont recognize when my...
    FluttershyLabeouf FluttershyLabeouf 18-21, M Jan 26

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    I'm not sure exactly how to word all this, but I'll do my best. First off I'd like to say that I am the type of person that wants everyone around me to be happy. It's less...
    sweetgem8 sweetgem8 41-45, F 6 Responses Jan 25

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    I've been questioning my sexuality a lot lately, mainly because of a close female friend that I have (I am also female. I like her a lot, but I don't want to ruin the friendship...
    naturalradiant naturalradiant 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 25

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    Yup I am 13 and i still wet the bed. It happens to me a few times a week. I always go to the bathroom right before bed and dont even drink anything for hours and somedays ill wake...
    Kirito500 Kirito500 13-15, M Jan 22

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    I totally agree with you something isn't right but I do not even know what it is ..I need someone with psychic abilities to tell me what is going on ..there is something quite...
    Inthedark16 Inthedark16 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    There's this guy at my university... and I never should've given him another chance, but I did, and now look at what I've done! I've confused myself. I'm so confused about how I...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 21

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    Okay so this friend of mine is also my roomie and she's kinda mean sometimes, but kind other times. I sometimes am very confused as to what she really wants, to me to go or stay a...
    stabbedtoceasersalad stabbedtoceasersalad 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 21

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