I Feel Damned If I Do and Damned If I Don't

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    I'm not one to cuss much

    but I just made one of those decisions in life were it's like well if I do this then I'm going to be living in ******* hell or if I don't do this I'm still going to be living in ******* hell so I'm just whatever the damn with it I don't like it when life is like this
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree
    16-17, F
    Sep 18, 2014

    I felt it for a long time now,

    while drowning in a river of Denial. I washed up, picked up, fixed up all my broken things.. But you left me, Police tape, Chalk line, tequila shots in the dark scene of the crime... Suburban livin' with a feelin' that I'm givin up every thing for you.. ~~ATL <3
    PunkRockUnicorn PunkRockUnicorn
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 19, 2014

    All With My (weird) Radom Thoughts

    I have thought of writing a book titled with my account name. It'll be an autobiography. Why not ! I'd have my story be sponsored and published. If there won't be anyone, I'd have it published on my own, not thinking about the number of pages, and give to close relatives and...
    ladyryan ladyryan
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Apr 3, 2012


    In some situations, I find myself feeling this way. It's like, if I don't do anything, the person gets pissed with me. And if I do something, the person gets pissed still. And then I want to (and sometimes do) scream, "What do you want?!" And they rarely know what they...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 8, 2009

    I have no illusions that life

    as a single divorced mom will be easy, possibly even depressing, but being married to a passive aggressive person is slowly squeezing life out of me. I feel so stuck between the alternatives. :(
    squirrelbounce squirrelbounce
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Sep 18, 2014

    Do I ever.... Perfect example: I'm at work,

    right? And my boss'll give me a task. And walks away. I do it and move on to something else. I get called to the office. "Why did you do such and such?" "You told me to..." "Well why didn't you tell me earlier you had completed the task?" "Because you said you'd be in a...
    yourguardingangel yourguardingangel
    22-25, M
    1 Response May 21, 2015

    I tried to live my life the best I could.

    I ignored all of the red flags. I believed if I just tried harder I would grow into an adult that could function and have a happy life. I was too busy trying to function that I didn't pick up on the true life experiences. All my anger and continued disappointment has built up...
    Nelaew Nelaew
    51-55, F
    Oct 29, 2015

    F-ucked If I Do, F-ucked If I Don't

    My brother is thinking about telling my mother I'm gay. If I don't tell her first he probably will. But either way I think she'll be pissed off. I mean, there's a chance he wont say anything, and even if he does, I think my mom would just laugh at him because he lies all the...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks
    26-30, F
    Mar 11, 2010
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